nenecrystal

[nenecrystal]

I ate like a pig today so im going to fast till thursday!!

I know this sounds silly, but i love fasting, like the feeling. Eating hurts me half the time, and it makes me feel bad. Im also trying not to vomit, so i think fasting is the best for me :)

I at least got to a new goal, so good for me, i just pray i can stick and do well

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"I sort of like that you're plush and soft, you look round." "I like mine curvy" "You're a thick gurl, You're supposed to be bigger"

Please just tell me you want me suicidal.

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My favourite thing to do is go to the kitchen, smell all the food and just refuse. Or sitting at the table during the family brunch and just not touching anything. Cooking and Baking for everyone and not touching any of it. I just feel so freeing and good.

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MY SCHOOL SKIRT IS FINALLY LOOSE ON ME !!

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The only teenage boy i know is literally a dork, but he's so cute and so sweet and omfg he makes me want to vomit from all the sweetness

It's like he's very cringey playful. Like, i found him so silly dumb at first, but now he's silly cute, and im disgusted by myself.

And everything i finally start texting him he's always like 'youre such a cute person to talk to. My days are always better when you finally respond'

And when we were talking, he said,'How could i refuse a lady'

AGHHHHH

And he wants to send me a cat for my birthday because i like them

But there's this inner feeling i have because im just so sure he doesn't like me and im delusional

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I ended my fast after 90 hours, I weighed in this morning at my lowest weight ever, and I was really happy.

Afterwards I had ½cup of Greek yoghurt, ⅓ cup of blueberries and a teaspoon of peanut butter (that's 120 calories in all)

My stomach hurts now, and I don't know whyyyy, in think I'll just not eat for the rest of the day

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48 hours in and i feel so high yum

I felt like super duper cool during dinner because my parents were eating and kept asking me whether im sure I'm not eating anything, and my dad kept saying "consistency over intensity" and that i don't need to force perfection

And ive lost 1.2kg already

[nenecrystal]

I'm finally proud of myself because I've started my monthly fast

[nenecrystal]

When i get a sweetheart to listen to me yap and feel sane it's OVER for the lot of you !!

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Im an entire kg heavier than what i planned for today. How quaint. And then i ate shit. Like 800 calories shit.

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I started lossing a bit of weight again, sso yay.

Is there anyone that went from over 90kg (200 pounds) to 55kg or so (130lbs idk)

How did you dooo it? I need tips please

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[nenecrystal]

Hey, so i binged on my period. A few days ago. Gained an entire kg in 4 days. My question is, why am i not losing anything? I think i ate salty stuff, but my weight has been fluctuating between 89.5-89.2 for days now, and i just want to lose weight.

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I hate my period so fucking much, why do i get so hungry.

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