#i want him to like me

[cowardlycowboys]

sun setting at 7 oh god just put me down

[gracexgalaxy]

The absolute PaNiC of having a guy you REALLY LIKE to your SHITTY APARTMENT for the first time EVER while he lives in some high class suburb in a huge brick home with a garage and paved driveway and a YARD is monumentally INSANE

Someone send help I need to clean every inch of my place today and decide what I’m making him for lunch TOMORROW

[idkhowifeel13]

i want to hold you and be alright i want to feel like i'm slowly dyin those butterflies flying in my chest whisper about an untold bless

‘the touch of a hand’ - meg, poems no soul knows about

[carson-the-arson]

See there are some things I do that I want to say ‘hey Hannibal would appreciate that’ (etiquette wise not murder wise) but I know that if we met, dear god would he hate me.

[no-vamos]

argh I’m so frustrated with myself

I hate being unable to tell how I’m feeling about people bc literally two weeks ago I thought I was in love with the drummer in our pit and then I came to the wack realization that maybe I liked the guy who was our stage manager and before the drummer I couldn’t tell if I liked my brother’s childhood best friend as a crush or as a sister and now now I’m sitting here confused bc maybe i like one of my friends

But I was literally obsessed with one of our mutual friends like a year ago and had a big falling out with our friend group over that bc it really fucking hurt me

and like my friend that I have a crush (?) on… like I think he’s cute but I can here my friends in the back of my head going bitch wtf he’s not cute but then every time he holds eye contact while I ramble about something my stomach does a little flip and every time he smiles I smile back bc I love seeing him full of joy and I love how he waits to walk out of environ sci with me and when we make eye contact during choir I make a funny face and smile when he silently laughs at me and I love talking about random shit and I love the way his voice sounds and I love hearing him be happy and play games with our friends

and he let me brush his hair the other day his hair is absolutely gorgeous and it makes me so happy he let me do that and

there’s this project I have to get done eventually that this other guy in my class is working on with me for some reason but he scares me so I’m dragging my friend/crush with me bc I’m like pls come with me (I don’t want to be alone with him bc I’d much rather be alone with you)

he makes me smile and he’s passionate about his hobbies and by god he’s a runner but is also really big on weight lifting and istg i think i would pass out if i ever saw him lift and i love just watching him and talking with him

and i can’t tell if i like him more than a friend

i don’t even know if he would see me as more than a friend

my cousin used to hypothesize that he was aroace like his older sibling and i don’t want to just straight out ask if he likes girls bc that’s rude, i think

and do i actually want to date him?

i want to hold his hand

i have to hold myself back from just interlocking my fingers with his

it would be so easy

but i don’t want to make him uncomfortable

i’m just happy he smiles at me and is my friend

but I would love to put my head on his shoulders and hold his hand

i want to want more but i don’t want to hurt myself any more than i already have in the past

maybe i just like the idea of it all

i’m lonely inside

i just want someone to want me

i would love it if he loved me

but i have a feeling that he would never see me like that

in the end we’re just friends

and if i acted on it i’d lose him

maybe i’ll tell him next year, if i still like him

if this crush lasts longer than a few weeks

maybe i just like him bc he gives me the attention none of our other friends give me

i care about him a lot more than i care about any of them

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

[nemkero]

rewatching atla after like 10 years and zuko is so insanely pitiful

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

elita pep talk

[hinamie]

mentor

[stickyvoidpaper]

Dick : Jasons been more, relaxed lately. It's unsettling.

Tim : Yeah, I've started spiking his water with mood stabilizers.

Dick : What

Tim : I've been thinking of doing it to the wider gotham water supply. Think about the crime rates.

[owocontroversy]

it rained back where i live, i wonder if he feels this way now while im out

[lemongogo]

life of regret

[shepscapades]

Creaking Bigb!! I did these a couple of nights ago after watching bigb’s first wildlife ep >:]

[chloesimaginationthings]

Michael Afton and Jeremy Fitzgerald are FNAF besties..

[o0kawaii0o]

no mercy 😭