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inkskinned · 1 day ago
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
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chiistarri · 1 month ago
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need 2 isolate myself and unfriend everyone #asap
#this guy who is still my friend i guess annoys me and ive been avoiding him and he confronted me and cried yesterday and i felt bad but more#ab the situation than our friendship because he puts himself into places without friends by being judgy and rude and wondering why ppl dont#wanna stick around him idk. i guess we're still cool but he clings onto me and its really annoying bc i want him to stop but i dont want to#be rude and hes just getting on my nerves and ik its bad to be like annoyed w ur friends but i literally just .our energies dont match and#its so exhausting to be near him so i need to do the right thing and tell him the truth and let him decide if he wants to cling on more or#not but i already did that tbh yesterday like. i told him i genuinely dont have the energy to match his and he asked 'when can we go back to#being normal' ?? i just said i felt better and comfortable being more alone and off than w him cant he stop. do i need to break his heart#hes really intelligent and hes able to tell these signs so idk why hes so hellbent on being stuck on me when ive literally said he tires me#cant he leave me alone. i already feel bad enough for feeling this way but last yr i didnt get to have any other friends irl bc he would#just cling on and drag or follow me and i barely had time to spend with anyone else and im stuck in a club i dont care for now bc he kept#pushing. like two or three of then actually idk why he cant just understand i dont want this nor any codependency w him anymore when ivebeen#like telling him already#sorry i have tutoring soon but im exhausted and feel horrible but whatever ill be fine etc i just need him to stop#on a brighter note. idk. im going to disney soon#post#vent#to delete#my lover please come home . only person i can admit my feelings directly to !. not on a vague tumblr post lmfao#/nbh btw obv bc why would i post it if it was#i need to play genshin kaedehara kazuha save me please give me a big fat kiss now
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ame-to-ame · 6 months ago
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There is horror in learning that sometimes you can't unlearn certain things. or that the process is so. so. so. damn slow. That sometimes it doesn't feel like you're forgetting it and you beat yourself up everyday for not having moved on faster
But on another note it means I can whip out stuff like this in a day after being in serious art block for months B) (character is Kit by artoada on artfight)
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Yes I am very proud of this one it's a fullbody piece with composition and thin line art and somewhat of a background!!! and I'm using techniques I learned like. once. while doing a master study before.
#my art#not tagging for artfight bc im highkey lowkey losing it a little over the horrors of the human existence#some things. you forget you even know how to do. you just do it and sit with horror afterwards.#like. i don't remember knowing this. i don't remember doing this. my body is doing it perfectly. why.#like im grateful really i think it's a good evolutionary skill i'm glad i can do things after learning just once years ago#but i wish i had more control over what things to forget and delete. just lift it and put it in the recycle bin. poof.#knowing how to draw in a certain way! good! nice! helpful!#automatically offering to go help someone despite being in a shaky state? bad. not good. don't do that reflexively please.#every human ixn i have where i overextend myself reflexively. like. i was fine. it didn't cost that much. but i still. shouldn't be doing i#the way i told her i needed to go by 9. but then when we kept going. i couldn't make myself uphold that.#the way despite me almost falling. and they could have just switched their shoes to ask themselves. and i still went over to ask for them.#the altruism or people pleasing or whatever you want to call it. is baked into me. and i don't think my willingness to help is a bad thing.#but i. have a very. bad sense of self. where i am at. how am i doing. am i in a place where i am safe and secure enough to take on that.#and idk. most times. im willing to put myself in a bad spot or let ppl take advantage of me. for the sake of others.#and that's been so hard to unlearn. it's been so hard to unlearn. beating myself up nightly. because sometimes offering to help is bad.#sometimes it's just the urge to not have the other party be hurt or upset reacts faster than my brain can think the situation through.#am i still beating myself up for what happened at work? yes. Even though it's not my fault? yes.#but we move on. we move on.
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tiniest-cosmos · 7 months ago
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#this isnt serious im just upset at myself :(! and putting it here cuz im feeling kinda small#and putting it in tags bc idk how long itll be and i dont want to clog up ppls dashes#but ->#vent cw#swearing cw#i honestly feel like such an idiot#i accidentally deleted the ajpw app#without thinking#and thus accidentally deleted fucking HOURS of art#(had to delete it bc my mom asked to see my phone and she doesnt like that kind of stuff#but i kinda wish j had just kept it and risked it :( )#(im okay! she just wanted to clean my charging port#but im kind if mad at her too)#im so so so scared bc i had a comm for someone getting approved#and they waited like half a month for it bc ive had a busy couple of weeks#and if it doesnt get approved i'll have to tell them#and either do it all over for a significant discount#or just ask them to get another artist bc i dint want them to have to wait so long again#theyre so understanding so i dont think theyll be super mad or anything#(they havent given me any sapphires yet and theyve seen the art process and completed work#so technically no loss#but i still feel bad abt it bc theyve waited SO LONG#and i want to cry but it feels really silly)#but i dont want them to have to wait so long again!!!#(i put this exact same rant on main almost#but i still wanted to vent my feelings and started feeling small#and i didnt trust juself to pist on main like that)#sorry if you see any typos idrc to edit them out rn#also ye this is kinda in relation tk my last rb#bc i realized i could put a vent here as long as it wasnt serious!
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sanjisboyfie · 1 year ago
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one piece smau: dating zoro edition
- slight nsfw images + wording , very slight
- male reader !!
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rzs.[name]: muah smooch kiss 😚
tagged: [name]s_hubby
[name]s_hubby: i love u pretty boy
-> rzs.[name]: come home imy
-> [name]s_hubby: im gettin ur stupid biggie bag wait a second
dni_nami: STOP BEING HAPPY ON MY TL ‼️‼️‼️ I DIDNT ASK FOR TS esp from u two
-> rzs.[name]: btw nami i jus venmoed u for the snacks u bought for us at the movies
-> dni_nami: i wish u both nothing but happiness 🫶🏼 love u botthhhh
uso_pp: damn why he eatin u ... [name] u good??
-> [name]s_hubby: pls stfu u touch deprived idiot
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[name]s_hubby: why r ppl spelling gym "jim" that shit sound stupid as fuck
tagged: rzs.[name]
rzs.[name]: my favorite pillow <333
rzs.[name]: guys do u see how he tagged me :))) its cuz hes my boyfriend
rzs.[name]: pls tell me ur single plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspl
-> [name]s_hubby: i almost blocked u bc i thought u were a rando
-> uso_pp: smths tellin me this isnt the right answer ???
-> [name]s_hubby: mb i mean, yes i do have a boyfriend and am happily married to him
freeluffy: ZORO i beat ur pr 😈😈
-> [name]s_hubby: mf i know u didnt stop lying
princesanji: vomitted in my mouth xoxo
-> [name]s_hubby: the jealousy from this comment is crazy
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rzs.[name]: HES SOOOOO HOTTTT I MIGHT JUST START DROOLING
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[name]s_hubby: please do not start drooling i might break up w u
-> rzs.[name]: u practically started crying when i told u i had to leave the bed to go to school , i cant even jmagine if i broke up w you
-> uso_pp: his ass is not built to survive without u [name] pls dont break up w him for the sake of everyone else
randomgirl: happy for u ig ...
-> [name]s_hubby: im gonna block u from [name]s phone cuz hes too nice to do it himself foh w ur bullshit
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johnnybro: BIG BRO ZORO GOT THE CUTEST BOYFRIEND EVER
-> rzs.[name]: JOHNNNNYY zoro says he misses u
-> [name]s_hubby: i didnt but good to hear from u johnny and yes my bf is the cutest
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SUPERCOLA: zoros drunk ass couldnt even stand upright and [name] had to go on over there to sober him up
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robinkills: what even got him to come back to his senses? he was so drunk
-> rzs.[name]: i told him he would have to sleep on the couch unless he got serious
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-> dni_nami: thats all it took??? wtf 💀💀💀
freeluffy: zoro is so funny 😂😂😂 he kept bumping into poles ans apologizing to them
-> [name]s_hubby: luffy delete this comment rn u have ten minutes.
rzs.[name]: i love my boyfriend 😇 even if hes so fucking stupid
-> SUPERCOLA: pls do NOT start beef in my comment section i was tryna show how cut u guys r as a couple not how stupid u both are
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[name]s_hubby: one day ill put a proper ring on his finger and then MAYBE just maybe bitches will stop tryna slide in his dms
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uso_pp: it was cute until u threatened a whole population of people
-> [name]s_hubby: the issue is that theres a whole population of people tryna get w my bf, thats not my fault
dni_nami: zoro u almost had me fooled that u were being a SWEET bf for once
rzs.[name]: why not rn???
-> [name]s_hubby: shhh
princesanji: the caption couldve been smth great and then u ruined it
-> [name]s_hubby: and ur still single. so...
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rzs.[name]: i was told to make it more obvious on my acc that i have a bf (even tho hes in all my posts) so pls stop dming me now ty
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[name]s_hubby: his username is literally "roronoa zoro's [name]" as in - IM RORONOA ZORO ... i need all of u to wake tf up
-> rzs.[name]: and my man!!! thank u to my man!!
dni_nami: if anyone knew u two in real life theyd know all u do is talk abt each other
uso_pp: the world if ppl were able to take a hint🌈✨✌️☮️🕊️
princesanji: i am begging all of u to actually stop dming [name] bc the amt of ppl is genuinely stressing zoro out and its making him act even more like an asshole to the rest of us. please spare us this treatment and leave them both alone
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rzs.[name]'s story:
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happy 2 yr anniversary, im so lucky to have you in my life
[name]s_hubby replied to your story: i hope i get to wake up next to you everyday, i love you so much please come home quick so i can show you pretty boy <3
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xythlia · 2 years ago
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❗ PLAGIARISM
so this is more just a warning now bc @hvnlyluci stole fics of mine from ao3 last night. someone dm'd me letting me know they recognized my work so I messaged her this morning asking to pls just delete them but I wanna let other writers know
im blocked now lol our dms were mad weird bc she kept saying they were her fics n I had no right telling her to delete them. im guessing she only ended up deleting them later bc she got some heat for it, not bc it was the right thing to do which is why I'm making this post so ppl can keep an eye out in case they see their fics on her blog
u can see this was ripped right from my ao3
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so was this
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just be aware that she has no issues passing other ppls stuff off as her own
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owlf45 · 1 year ago
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hi, i really hope you don't mind me asking this, but i love candor and i absolutely love seeing author behind-the-scenes stuff, so i was wondering if we could maybe hear more about how the original premise of candor changed to what it is today? it seems like it was originally very different. it'd also be so cool seeing how you outlined candor (if you did?), because seeing how other ppl do it is so so interesting, esp when you're a writer yourself
if you don't want to though, it's no trouble. i hope you have a wonderful day!
i finished typing the og idea up and it goddamn forever so the tl;dr is, it was the same simulation idea but with more contrived rules, ending with izuku outsmarting a bastard vestige afo. the long version is underneath the read more section. it should be a heading, its also underneath all the outline bullshit.. which, speaking of:
okay. so. how did i outline candor.
truthfully, i had a rough outline that i just. had in the original document and that i deleted + added to as i continued writing. which is partially why it spiralled out of control, because i just kept adding more stuff. my outline was very vibe based. at the top of my outline i had a rough direction of how i wanted to go through the holders, like so:
Sixth → Second → Sixth → Fifth → Seventh → Fourth → First → loop between death a few times → Third → Nine
and then i had important scene outlined underneath that describe how it jumped from one holder to another (for example, fourth and first had interconnected themes of isolation, so i could easily jump from fourth's loneliness to first's vault scenes). the beginning, the thread of which ofa users i was moving through, and the ending was the most outlined and concrete things i had planned. everything else was just. vibes. me vibing. me going insane. what motifs i wanted to express and what lessons i wanted the holders to teach izuku, basically.
obviously i changed a lot because my outline was very superfluous. much of what i outlined in the beginning changed, although the ending remained a constant goal in my mind, so i wasn't all that concerned.
here's a (snippet) of an active outline i still had 110 pages into the project:
OUTLINE BULLSHIT
Sixth → Second → Sixth → Fifth → Seventh → Fourth → First → loop between death a few times → Third → Nine 
“Boss said it himself”-- “his quirk doesn’t react well to people who pry where they don’t belong” 
Izuku experiences all the holders’ deaths
SECONDS DEATH PLS PLS PLS 
Cycling through all the quirks 
Smile motif 
Idealism 
Bullet bounces, bounces, bounces
Sixth meets up with them, asks if he’s okay
They see the event where workplace discrimination is outlawed based on mutant quirks
Someone hugs Izuku and is so happy that they cry 
Screaming and hollering for pure happiness 
Cheering and singing 
Katsuki as a kid (very cute, very small) 
Monoma asking if the projection is necessary
All the suits in the wash
Underground heroes were their own thing, had their own hero gestures not even the Commission could crack. Not always legal, blurred the lines, played the bigger picture so they could get shit done 
Commission hated them bc they knew everything. If they tried to not pass a bill protecting heroes, the undergrounders knew immediately. Had a underground hero family-sys, anyone too competitive/recluse/sellout would be excluded from information networks and could fail/die (created a culture of very loyal, buddy system, etc of heroes) 
Ofa not helping as much bc theres a villain fight 
Your quirk will blow off your own limbs if you tried to use it right now 
When’s the first time you used it??
The entrance exam 
“I  predict in a few holders… it’ll kill them within just 3 or 4 years. Having the quirk, I mean”
Youve had your quirk for two weeks and all of your classmates have had them for 10 years
You need to catch up
Everyone is stronger than you right now
You have maybe two years before All For One comes for you 
He doesn’t know you have OFA now but he will soon 
He’s like a child using his quirk for the first time
Broke all the bones in your body… you wont ever have function of your hands the same way
“Performance is abysmal..”
Monoma: “Lucky, you have a strength quirk! I’m sure you’ve always been loved and supported! Could you imagine having a quirk society actually hates…?” 
Shinsou: “You don’t know what it’s like to be hated for something you don’t have any control over” 
Sixth saying “Hopefully in a next life I’ll get another strength quirk instead” 
“We need stronger quirks. Quirks that can overpower All For One” 
Scene where Izuku stumbles into a park, it’s calm, and a younger Katsuki is staring at him 
“A hero?” Katsuki is barely 5 when he looks at Izuku. “Don’t make me laugh. You’re just a quirkless Deku.” 
Garaki: “It’s because of the double joint, you see. It’s a common marker for those who are quirkless.” 
Mom: “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”
“Quirkless statistics say that less likely to be hired, more likely to commit suicide, etc.” 
“I don’t think it’s discriminatory, I think it just makes sense. I mean, if you have a choice between identical candidates and one’s quirkless and one whos made of slime that smells like shit, I’m going to choose the guy who makes the office a little more interesting! It’s not that deep!” 
“We’ve become a eugenecist society where we want to hide or villainize quirks that aren’t ‘good’, and we want the quirkless to disappear entirely” 
Slime Villain slowly chokes him out, makes him lose his consciousness slowly 
Mom’s “I’m sorry, I’m sorry” 
His advisor’s glazed eyes skim across the page. When he reaches the bottom, the man looks up at Izuku. “You understand why this isn’t rational, Midoriya,” the man says. “Heroism is a very dangerous field. It’s impossible if you’re quirkless.” “I—” Izuku stutters out. His advisor pushes his glasses higher up his face and crumples the piece of paper in his hand. Izuku watches as his words and dreams get smashed and curled. The advisor throws it into the trash by his desk. Izuku stares at the pink crumpled ball. The man reaches across his desk to pull out a fresh slip of paper and a simple black pen. He slides both in front of where Izuku sits. “We still have a few minutes,” the man says tiredly. “Write something more realistic down. Like, I don’t know… a librarian? You like reading, don’t you?” 
“Be realistic” 
“A hero? You can’t just be a hero because you like them. Just because you know every fact about them, isn’t going to make you suddenly strong enough” 
“Strong? Deku? Don’t make me laugh”
Izuku applying to UA scene, classroom laughing/Katsuki bullying scene 
“Hey, I’ve got a good idea… why don’t you just take a swan dive off a roof” 
“Can you become a hero…? No, I don’t think so” - All Might 
Youll just get murdered by the time you master your quirk
Everyone’s ahead
“This is your starting line!”
Jeez, he’s like a toddler with his quirk
You have to catch up
“Poor little useless Deku, crying again like a baby”
Youll die in two years
You’re not ready
Screaming
He has all that power and none of the skill. He doesn’t even have his own quirk. He’s wasting every opportunity he has 
He’s the Ninth one and he’s the least prepared out of all of us
He’s the last one and when he screws up, this entire legacy is gone! All our efforts go to waste! 
“You’re lucky. You’ve never had to understand what it’s like to have a quirk that turns everyone against you” 
You’ll never be enough
The heat on his shoulders grows to be unbearable 
The voices stop as Izuku stands behind his desk, which has his hero name carved into the wood 
Trying to remember who Deku is to him
“You’re Nine,” the man says. “You’re safe. You’re grounded. These are not your memories. We can leave at any time.” 
Izuku just stares frozen at it for several minutes
When he sits beneath the desk, he has to stop himself from crying 
He reminds himself what his other classmates have been through like Iida losing his brother to remember that its just words 
He finally croaks out: 
“I’m trying. I’m trying. Isn’t that enough?” 
Rubs his face, stands up, hollowly goes back through memories 
Goes thru all the memories back and forth, sticks thru All Might telling him he can be a hero to gain some courage
Gets back to the scene where All Might said he couldnt when it finally clicks 
“Oh, duh” 
“Oh, duh” 
“Oh,” Izuku says. “Duh.” Take a swan dive off a roof. 
The reason why he started as Sixth’s memory. If he got it from the start he could’ve avoided it all 
When he realizes it, the other holders all arrive and try to stall. Izuku reveals that he knows what he has to do, but he says that they’re not going to like it 
Gives them all whiteboards 
Wakes up in a safehouse with a kettle and sticky note explaining what’s going on 
As you can see, there's a lot going on here. A lot changed, a lot was scrapped. You have some developed scenes and some one-off. The important part was getting a string that connected these in a way that felt natural, eventually culminating into Izuku's breaking point.
this is a very, very small chunk of what the outline was altogether at all stages of the project. but its a good representation of what i put together for each user. this is a very izuku-heavy section. the odds and ends were parts i wanted to go back and add at a later time when i thought of them. manyyyy of the scenes i wrote for earlier chapters were written when i was much further into the fic. i just kept thinking of new things to add.
OG CANDOR IDEA
okay. so basically the og idea was the same: mental simulation, involved the school, blah blah, except Izuku actually remembered he was in a simulation. In the og idea, it was All For One that took control of the simulation and dragged Izuku into the mental vault, basically trapping him away from where the other holders could reach him. The simulation worked the same as in the final version, so that Izuku had to 'complete' a certain objective. AFO took advantage of this by defining the objectives himself, and Izuku accepted those objectives as truth, forcing the simulation to basically.. warp around that contract?
The objectives were this: there were nine cups izuku could drink from, the eighth one was full of medicine, and drinking from the ninth cup would let him escape the simulation at any time. while he drank from each of the other eight cups, the ninth cup would fill proportionally (it was a much taller glass than the other ones), and if it overflowed, the whole simulation would restart. finally, one vestige had to die.
Izuku couldn't see the 'shadowed figure' who was explaining the simulation's rules to him, so izuku didn't know it was All For One. (The fic started with him waking up, sitting a table with nine cups and a shadowed figure across from him.) The first seven cups held the memories of the seven dead OFA holders. as izuku drank from the cups, he would see their memories. however, the 'liquid' in each of the cups was basically a mental poison. so izuku was poisoning himself more and more in different ways, but he couldn't stop drinking from the cups unless he wanted one of the vestiges to die.
in between drinks, izuku basically unraveled the mystery of his 'guest' (which he eventually figured out was afo), and the people he was saving (the ofa vestiges), and where he was located (the mental vault in ofa). it would constantly reference izuku's (the ninth) cup, which was filling up higher and higher, and it also eventually referenced how the ofa holders in the simulation were trying to break open the vault door.
eventually, izuku clears the first seven cups, and he's about to try and stave off the 'poison' that's killing him w/ toshinori's (medicine/eighth) cup. However, at this point AFO relishes in pointing out the 'final decision' he's forced to make:
if izuku drinks from the eighth cup to cure the poison, he'll cause the ninth cup to overflow at this point, restarting the whole simulation.
if izuku drinks the ninth cup, the condition 'a vestige must die' wouldn't be fulfilled, so the simulation would reset.
if izuku did nothing, the poison would kill him
So basically, izuku was going to be stuck in a constant loop of resetting until he gave up and let himself die
but! alas! izuku outsmarts afo because it never said how or which vestige had to die. so izuku goes off the fucking rails bc at this point, the ninth cup has all seven different poisons from the first seven cups, so he throws it on afo and bam! fight scene! and then he kills afo's vestige within ofa, escapes the vault just as the other ofa holders burst into the vault, and then he wakes up in a cold sweat in the gym at UA to all of his classmates being like "what the fuk!"
anyway. aha. there you go. if you were wondering why it took so damn long to answer this... this is why. hope this sated ur curiosity!
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slytherinshua · 6 months ago
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hi so idk what happened but i rambled on for way too long with an ask and then it got deleted 🙃
i think the universe was telling me to stfu
anyway basically what i said bwfore (in the erased ask ihy tumblr) was that yay! you stan tws!
and i saw your jebewon and tws reqs open so I asked for..
tws -> fluff with any of the 06's (an idea is: (dont have to write this specifically) maybe coming home after a long day? could be them or reader)
zb1 -> basically hanbin comfort?? any comfort at all but like maybe idol s/o who faints on stage
i will never have enough shb fics im not even joking. Hes so greenflag, i love that guy with all of my heart (hes 7 years older than me) and i seriously hope everyone gets a person like him as their s/o (for all the insane kpop stans out there (the extremists) i said someone LIKE him which means i do not want sung hanbin and i actually would be happy if he has a gf (he probs does bc look at that guy) because a) hes way too old for me and b) lets be real here.
Okay!! Enough rambling!! anyway my question was whos your tws bias (my guess is shinyu) ik your zb1 and bnd biases are gw and myungjae (seriously gw is bias wrecking so hard)
btw im also a shinyu bias and idk if youve guessed alr but also a hanbin bias (heh) and a sungho one (i absolutely love that kid)
uhh and i forgot to say..i forgot which anon i was :/
Im pretty sure i was 🌱 but i dont remember!!! i was the svt ask anon whixh caused a somewhat miscommunication or idk(?)
anyway just call me 🌱
zanna thank you for writing fics. seriously, i read them all the time. i recently got into zb1 (theyve taken over my life) and all i had to do was open your mlist. But again pls prioritise yourself always, stay healthy and happy pls dont burn out ily (not in a weird way, in the way i love an author's works or an artist's paintings) pls ignore the req if you dont feel like it!!!
OMG!!!! UR BACK KSJDFKSD omg i've missed you 🥹🥹🥹 i'm sorry i forgot to put ur anon tag on the nav cause i kept switching themes and having the taken anons there or not and it was hard keeping track of them all but IM SO GLAD UR BACK!!! the universe may be telling u to stfu but i say PLS DONT PLS COME INTO MY INBOX MORE <33333 ugh tumblr is literally SUCH A CYBER BULLY LIKE GET OUTTT 👹👹👹👹
omg these ideas are so CUTEEE im writing them down in my drafts immediately and hopefully ill finish them very soon <333
no so real hanbin is the DEFINITION of perfection. like hes the 5th gen cha eunwoo i saw ppl saying he looks like cha eunwoo and he got so shy and was like nononono BUT LIKE THEYRE SO REAL HES PERFECT SAY IT LOUDERRR and hes humble too which is so cute :(
lmao i giggled at ur guess im thinking maybe a lot of ppl think im shinyu biased cause ive written the most for him but ive actually been kyungmin biased since day 1!!!!!! i was there pre debut like from the minute the ohmymy video dropped and i fell in love w kyungmin immediately and learned all their faces in 5 mins 🥹🥹 i love my tws so much <333
awwww stop :(((( thank you so much for enjoying them and requesting more </3 so real zb1 are a problem i said i wouldn't stan and i tried hard not to but i failed miserably and now they're on my mind 24/7 👹 AND ILYTTT I HOPE UR DOING OKAY AND LIFE HAS BEEN KIND TO U <3333 and i'm so glad to see u in my inbox again 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
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honnojis · 2 years ago
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hello Zumi have you ever tried competitive Pokémon on smogon?
Nop, never really was my thing. I used to play on showdown, sure, but it'd usually be random battles or hackmons. Actual competitive play stressed me out a bit too much, and I had a really terrible experience when i tried getting into it a bit more by applying for a spot as a leader for an online league, so I've just never bothered since.
Shoutout to Bibs for being a homie w/ hackmons/random battles tho. that shit was fun and i miss it sometimes
For the drama bit, I'll just put it under the cut bc no one really needs to see a wall of text ab me getting salty about it again but wow i sure still think about it sometimes. this was all skype era shit btw, but it's arguably one of the very few things that literally had me seething, which is why I've never bothered with anything comp related since
Funnily enough, the drama wasn't even related to the actual competitive aspect of the whole league that I was supposed to be a part of -- it was bc someone on the league's board committee was awfully petty and two-faced LOL… All bc they didn't like I was potentially going to overshadow their work.
I actually knew them well before this. They were pretty friendly towards me at first, and they initially approached me because wanted to learn how to do pixel art better, so I taught them! They acted really grateful when I gave them advice, and hell, they even did some sprites for Rejuvenation at the time as it was at a time that I was extremely busy with school.
Now fast forward a bit, and a group of ppl from the same community set up an online Showdown league, with leaders for each type. That person was on the board committee, but some other members of the board committee were going behind their back in order to actually recruit me for the league as a leader. I passed the tryouts, and got into the group.
Kicker is, the reason why they went behind the person's back, is bc apparently That Person(TM) was absolutely adamant about not wanting me on the team!
The reason for that?
They didn't want me there so I couldn't get a chance to do any art for the league, because they were afraid they'd get overshadowed by me.
This sounds like bragging, and god i fucking WISH I was kidding in that regard, but I'm completely serious 💀 Apparently ANOTHER league wanted my assistance for sprites, but because That Person(TM) was already on the team, they started throwing a shitfit about how they absolutely could NOT work together with me without wanting to give a real reason, they just kept insisting that they absolutely couldn't. The chatlogs of these moments were sent to me after a group of ppl who were getting aggression aimed at them from the person.
I kinda pieced things together because they were sucking up to me for art advice until they learned what they needed, then I lost contact with them until I got drafted for the league, after which they just... Wanted to chew me out instead, lol. despite never having done anything to prompt such hatred. all i did was help and be nice. and after seeing the logs it kinda clicked in my head that that's what was going on.
funnily enough this all happened around the time they were sucking up to jan bc they were asked to do some work for rejuv, but that shit fell through real quick once jan got the logs of all the shit they've been saying lmao
A whole bunch of shit happened after that, but basically I left the league, some ppl left bc I left, other members got fed up w/ That Person(TM)'s shit and the whole league crumbled before it ever got the chance to take off LOL.
It's genuinely one of the worst feelings I've ever experienced that someone abused my trust in a person like that, only using me for my skills, and it actually gave me some trust issues for a few years whenever people asked me for art advice!
i had a whole document of bullshit that this person pulled. i still actually have it somewhere, and frankly i probably should just delete it at some point bc it has no use and i haven't seen this person around in a long time bc they basically got chased out of the community for being a shithead. in my defense for that document though, the fact that a person drove me to get so mad that i started collecting receipts on them kinda tells how hurt i got about this whole situation. to say they were an awful person not only just to me but to a lot of my friends as well is an understatement
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dylanobriengossip · 1 year ago
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Dylan O'Brien's new problematic girlfriend Rachael Lange (2023) I Part 2
Part 1 I Part 3 I Part 4
Just when you thought things couldn't get any worse…. more disturbing things came to light.
Taylor Swift, Harry Styles & Selena Gomez
Everyone knows Dylan is a Swiftie and also starred in Taylor's "All Too Well: The Short Film" and they have also been friends for a couple years now. Let's see what Rachael thinks of Taylor:
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Interesting... because back in 2011 she claimed to be a Swiftie. 🙃 Rachael (2nd from the left) with friends at what seems to be a Taylor Swift concert. The caption of the pic that one of her friends shared (fb): "Taylor Swift! Never grow up…stay this little.."
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Dylan is also a fan of Harry Styles.
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And many years ago Dylan used to have a crush on Selena Gomez.
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After Rachael got exposed:
She went private on Twitter and deleted over 400+ Tweets (which is already an insane number) but yet still hasn't managed to delete all problematic ones 🤦‍♀️
Blocked those who called her out on all her social media accounts
Deleted the Instagram post (she had during that time) where everyone commented and called her out
Restricted the comments on all her Instagram accounts so only the ones who follow her can comment now
She also censors the comments, only those comments that praise her and whatnot are accepted to show up in the comments
Untagged herself from all the posts she was tagged in where you can see her with Dylan at the Ami Paris Fashion Week Show
Rachael deleted this video after she got backlash for it
Deleted the TikTok video where she was called out but forgot to delete the comments on her other videos
Deactivated her TikTok account but made it public again recently
The Apology
January 23, 2023 After doing all these things to hide what she did/said in the past she posted this Apology on her Twitter (obviously it had to be shared there bc that's where it happened) but it was also good enough for her to share it in a 24h TikTok Story.
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You probably ask yourself why are people still upset about it. She apologized and everything is okay now. No not really because she never shared it on her Instagram account where her most followers are and obviously people also called her out on there too and not just on Twitter and TikTok. And let's be honest after all those things she said more than just that apology should have been done. So if that doesn't speak volumes... And not to forget all those marginalized communities she offended and hurt by those words. Do you really think they will be like: "She was young and didn't know better.", "Now she apologized. Just let us brush it under the rug." Even if you're not someone from those communities just take some time to think about how you would feel if you were in their position. Doesn't feel great right? So don't expect them to just accept that apology and forget about what she said. It doesn't matter what age you are. There never was and never will be a time when it's okay to say any of those things. So many other people in that age know that this is wrong and never did. So please stop defending her. She was old enough to know saying these things is wrong but kept doing it anyway. Was that apology (if she even wrote that herself or got somebody else to do it for her) genuine or not? That's up to you to decide and if you accept that or not. Everyone thinks differently about this and has a different opinion.
But think about this. What does it tell you about a person who:
After being exposed was like: "Oh no. Wait let me quickly go private on Twitter to try to remove all of that so no one can hold that against me anymore." (Screenshots exist for a reason so that didn't make things better for you or made ppl forget that js).
Again never shared that apology on her Instagram, the place with her most followers
Waited until things cooled off and didn't post anything until like a month later and came back with a post to make promo for her brand (Seriously!?! You've got to be kidding me). 🤦‍♀️
You would think someone who said all those things would do more to prove to people that they changed especially after that big amount of disgusting things. But what is Rachael doing? She keeps ignoring the elephant in the room and went back to regularly posting as if nothing happened. And remember that part where she untagged herself from posts about her and Dylan? Well.... the more and more she felt safe and made people think she changed the more she made their relationship public on her Instagram. While (as always) keeps ignoring the fact that this is damaging her & her boyfriend's reputation/image even more thanks to all those things that came out about her. How? Read that here
And as if all of that hasn't been bad enough already. They also found these:
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Rachael posted this video on her TikTok account back in 2021.
"I’m grossly proud of my scrunchie and bag coordination #fyp"
Funny you say that Rachael because...
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x, x, x, x, x, x
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Source
Her old AskFM account
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Ana (Logan Lerman’s girlfriend) you should keep an eye out on your new bestie Rachael. 👀
Her Family
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Rachael with her parents Michael and Shirley and her brother Kyle Lange.
Her brother
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"In 2014, a warrant was issued for the arrest of Kyle who was 21 at the time of Friendswood, for Aggravated Assault with a Deadly Weapon. Kyle and his girlfriend were fighting in the driveway of Lange's residence in the 2000 block of Pebble Lane on August 12. The girlfriend called a friend to pick her up, but when the friend arrived, Lange allegedly threatened them both with a handgun. His bond was set at $80,000 for the Aggravated Assault with a Deadly Weapon Charge, but no bond was set for the drug charges since Lange was serving two years of felony probation for Possession of Psilocybin." Source I x
Then there are these 2 Instagram Stories of him from 2023: x, x
Rachael and her mom
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and then there's this more recent one of Rachael from a couple years ago.
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bookinit02 · 2 years ago
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Hello!! How about 13, 18, and 29 for the fic writer asks :]
ask and you shall receive!!
13. how much planning do you do before writing?
usually, none. i’ve always got ideas bouncing around in my subconscious, and 90% of my writing is done in the back of my brain before i ever open a doc. i’ll start with a scene or an idea, and then follow wherever it takes me. the only exception is my s5 fic, which currently has like 3 different 30+ page planning docs😭 that thing is a MONSTER i stg!!! but chaptered fics are a bit of an exception, i try my best to at least have an outline!
18. what’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?
ooh, good question! i feel like i usually have a favorite scene, or a favorite set of lines, because my sentences themselves tend to be pretty simple. but let me go search!
ok this one isn’t byler but here’s one from my dear friend, my lover that i really like:
“But the boys had kept talking, their faces grave and drawn, and an overwhelming sort of grief had fallen over Todd, one that pushed him out into the cold snow, sunk him to his knees in the frozen earth.”
here’s another from falling like the stars:
“El’s heart turns into fireworks, popping and sizzling within the dark crawl-space of her ribs.”
and finally, from don’t you know (that i love you):
“And then he tripped, spun, and toppled right into the abyss of homosexuality, where he still is to this day.”
29. share a bit from a fic you’ll never post.
okay!! i hesitate to use the word never, because i really genuinely want to finish all my wips. i definitely had one that was super personal and ranty that was literally labeled “fic i will never post,” but i just checked and apparently i deleted it at some point😭 anyway, here’s one from a collab that never got completed!! not sure it fits the criteria bc now that i remember it exists i will almost definitely be posting it. just gotta check w/ the collab ppl first🫶🏼
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I had a terrible experience with Brittany Williams (Josh Allen’s ex) three years ago and other fellow Bills fans attacked me on my Twitter for it. Defended somebody that wouldn’t ever pay dust to them was the final straw for me. I ended up deleting my Twitter over it too. My family has season tickets right below Josh’s suite. Brittany and her mom and out of state friends literally yelling (bc the loud stadium before opening kick off) to move out of their shot in background repeatedly. They opened the window to their suite that’s right in front of our seats. Brittany and her mom weren’t even nice they just yelled to move out of the way. Her friends laughing saying move out the way. Anyways, am I overreacting? It really hurt my feelings and my mom’s and grandpa’s feelings. I was happy Josh dumped her. She looked old in the face too she looks nothing like her IG videos or pics. Look I know I sound petty but it was truly an awful experience the way they didn’t even say please or ask nicely and they were so loud and they weren’t even watching the game. They just kept viewing each other and taking obnoxious pics and drinking and popping champagne entire game. Ppl give Mahomes wife so much shit when she Brittany Williams acted just as bad or worse. Again sorry if I’m overreacting but I wanted to share this, it still bothered me. I’m still a Buffalo fan but that experience left a horrible taste in my mouth.
Not a good look, Britt
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ssparksflyy · 8 months ago
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OMG BELLS REQS ARE OPEN AAAA
literally any kind of Leo x latina reader please cause im just in love with how you write him
ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.
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leo valdez dating hcs! ✶ ࣪˖࿐ *
pairing: leo valdez x latina!reader warning(s): swearin + gringas this one aint for u pookies ♡♡ a/n: BRO. i had to rewrite this completely twice bcs i kept on forgetting to save it nd it would all delete 😭 also ty girlie ♡
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leo valdez, certified loverboy
his lips gotta be surgically detached from you cause damn
this boy loves kissing u
big big fan of u wearing lipgloss/lipstick cause then it gets on his lips nd leaves him all heart eyes
its like his own lil trophy
nd hey it reminds the other girlies that hes taken !! not available !! go find someone else !!
so u best believe u do it w a SMIRK.
best dance partner to ever dance partner
his hands go all over u girl
but that usual firm grip on ur waist omfg 😵‍💫😵‍💫
also does not gaf if he feels like his legs r about to fall off, if u wanna keep dancing then dance he shall
only other people he would dance w are little kids who ask him to ♡
good asf with kids im afraid
he claims that its because their imaginations are still big, hence making it easier for him to actually enjoy having a conversation with them instead of like ... politics ( hes never had a convo about politics )
he so wouldve loved spending time with family if he had the chance :((
he so becomes besties w ur mama tho ♡♡
( if shes mortal ofc )
they instantly clicked when u introduced them to each other :))
ur mom loves how sweet he is nd how much he cares abt you ♡
you left for a second to go to the restroom nd came back to the comadres looking at baby pics
like ?? u left for 2 seconds ??
wdym hes already getting the family chisme shes just met this man ??
its that leo valdez charm or somethin
cause like if ur dads a mortal he also really likes him 😭
ofc hes gotta pull the whole overprotective dad bit first
but once they get talking he slowly gets more comfortable w him :))
he also appreciates how much he cares nd how he puts u first ♡♡
i feel like mortal parents would just care if they treat u right nd are loyal
or maybe they dont nd actually become stricter
....
who knows anyway back to repair boy
THE roses man
his fav flowers
he thinks it romantic its classy and hey who doesnt love a good red rose
he could spend days making you a bunch of metal flowers nd painting them nd make a bouquet
but he gives u a metal flower everyday !!
so u best believe for special occasions he buys u a big ol ramo of roses nd a cute lil plushie or somethin ♡
v cute v cute v that sould be me
u best believe when u move in together
oh yea. ur future is already planned out together
theres always something bomb for dinner
whether its homemade or ordered in, u eat good every night ♡
"but i cant cook!' dw pooks he can !!
he asked ur parent for ur fav homemade meals nd asked them to teach him how they make it :((
best believe u wake up to breakfast made every weekend
nd ofc all he asks for back is kisses ♡
im tellin u. an addict. cannot get enough. its not normal man
youve got a stash of candies in one of ur cabinets for whenever u crave themmm
constantly gotta restock up tho cause they do NOT last
u guys def talk crap in spanish
i mean obviously , who doesnt
but if u desperately need a gossip sesh but r like surrounded by ppl you whip out the spanish ykyk
sigh, i want a leo valdez ♡♡
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a/n two: hope u enjoyed !! idk if these r kinda short but tbh im so sleepy nd havent had good sleep at all this week so im ending it here, have a good day/night !!
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson ♡
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princessdreamie · 1 year ago
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DBH part 22
Back to Na at her room
Na's parent's finally got to to her asking if she really was not going to talk things out with her aunts and uncles. The young girl rejected their advances and asked to leave her room.
Dejected, her parents backed off and left her alone in her room. Na had still not forgiven them about how N and the others tried to defend their actions but she knew she cant keep avoiding them forever.
Dejected, her parents backed off and left her alone in her room. Na had still not forgiven them about how N and the others tried to defend their actions but she knew she cant keep avoiding them forever.
She browsed through the internet until she got a chat invite. Normally she would ignore sudden requests but Mi insists that she should come out of her comfort zone.
„The media already gave your existences away.” she remembered her saying the other day. „And ppl already figured out your relationship with your parents and the rest of the Stanton family. So what's the point to keep doing this charade? It will just get harder once you get older anyway.”
Her friend had a point. It didnt matter if all the posts have been deleted and that the hot searches have been taken down. By now most have seen them and the Stanton fan boys and girls probably have aready connected the dots.
Her existence has been made puplic now so she cant hide forever it seemes.
After a long pause, with some hesitancy she finally accepted the request. There was no name attached to the user, only the phone number.
The person on the other end sent a text: „Hey. Havent heared from you in a while *smiley face*”
With eyebrows raised, the young girl looked at the message for a few seconds but didnt reply.
A new texed appeared under the previous one: „It is me Xavier. The boy from the ranch Incident?”
Na's eyes went huge. She finally remembered. Xa gave her and Mi his number the last time they visited him at the hospice. She just forgot to save it on her phone.
She quickly replied back to him: „Hey, Xa. Sorry i didnt Recognize it was you. And yes, it has been a while since our last talk.”
They wrote back and forth until Na noticed her medicine alarm going off. She asked her friend that they could chat tomorrow. And the the young boy happily agreed. They have been on very good terms since then.
A few weeks after in the big kids school
C sat on his seat talking to some of his baskeball friends until Br stormed in. Everyone in the class truned their heads to the girl. Some began to Swoon on and on about her beauty and style, while others (girls for the most part) feel uncomfortable after hearing some small rumors, on her making moves on to guys in relationships other than Fa. Mainly boys that have media/model connections. Which weren't a lot but enough to make couples stay away from her.
C turned to her as she stood next to his table: „Cous! What a Nice surprise.”, smiling at her with a mischievous grin.
But the girl didnt respond to him, she just kept glaring at the teenage boy. Seemingly waiting for something to happen.
C didnt what this was about but kept her hanging: „Is something the matter, Younger sister? You seem rather upset.”
Br asked him to talk in private, eye rolling he agreed, and follow her to the hall. Their lessons started soon so they had to be quick. The hallway was almost deserted, if not for some of the teachers walking around and a few of their school delinquents hiding from them.
The teachers ignored these 2 bc they were intimidated by the tense atmosphere around them.
„Why did you post this?” Br started her agrument while shoving her phone in his face. As the light blinded the Ferguson, C pushed her arm aside with her phone still attached.
„Just come to the point, Br. We dont have all day.” C had enough of her games and just have this talk to be done with. Things never end well when she gets all riled up.
Br asked him why he posted his vaycay and not invite to it. C was taken aback. He never posted anyhting for the public. The only ppl who had access to his posts were the ppl he tagged them on.
But as it turned out some of his friends, aka. the friends who wanted her to come along, didnt post their posts privately. That made things worse for the boy to explain.
He still wonders why she waited to this day to ask about it. The pictures have been up a long time ago, C doesnt even talk about it with Lv anymore.
Br wanted an explanation, which was pretty difficult to do in fear to make her even more angry. N's daughter kept spouting nonsense at him. Most of it was pretty harmless. Ranging from standard whining to excessive entitlement.
C kept all his words back until she was finished.
Once she was done he made things clear. They were not exactly friends. Her mom and his step mom are related, that was about it. So he had no obligation to invite some girl he was trying to avoid for months on end. Lv and Na were the only friendly connections he had with her family.
He even let her know that since the time she was making her moves onto Fa and, and recently other girls boyfriends as well, he wanted to keep his distance for a while. Only until they have cooled off.
Br screamed at C on being resentful about things that have been ages ago. But C didnt budge, he knew she would react defensively, but he had to say it eventually.
As Br was at the edge of tears, C didn't even try to comfort her. What ever affection he had left for her had been gone a long time ago. He didnt even want to act as her big brother anymore. Those times have gone to past.
He left her standing on the spot as he went back to his class.
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skin-slave · 4 years ago
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#ok i fuckin hate having realistic dreams this is fuckin bullshit#grossness incoming this is your warning#so i dreamed i got stabbed with a steel crochet hook (a small gauge like under 1.5mm) thru my lower eyelid and into my eye#which of course was leaking down my face and yeah this is nasty but there were 2 different textures of vitreous humor#and i had to touch it to wipe it up but i know a puncture doesnt necessarily mean you lose your eye and i knew that in my dream#so i was like maybe itll be ok but we went to the er and i had to fill out so many forms that i couldnt see to fill out#and i asked them to just use my records and they said they couldnt open them bc i had an outstanding bill#and that i was lucky they were willing to see me at all since im a deadbeat#and youd think id run out of eye goop but it just kept coming and i could feel thru my eyelid that it was deflating#and now ive been awake almost 3 hrs and i stared in the mirror and felt my eye and i know it was a dream and im fine#but my cheek still feels wet and i keep touching my eye like thru my eyelid not directly just to make sure its still firm and full#and it is bc of course it is#i know its prob not just that the dreams are vivid bc i have the feeling that other ppl with vivid dreams dont have#so much trouble with them bleeding over its gotta be a symptom right#at least my nightmare pills keep them toned down enough to live with#but its still frustrating af to know its not real and its over but not be able to shake it#ok im done sorry 😔#delete before anybody sees who am i kidding nobody reads this shit#eye trauma
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gendice · 5 years ago
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like no öffence but if you can tell that someones uncomfortable with a question or something maybe you should....................................stop pressing the issue 
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