#i think the mornings are the worst
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ouaw meme adjacent doodles part ivelostcounttheyhavetakenovermylifefreeme
edit: this is mostly just about them in general guys, they all care so much (too much, even)
#kremy is the embodiment of both gaslight gatekeep girlboss and manipulate manwhore mansplain#gideon doesn’t give a shit hes out here killing clowns left and right like it’s nobody’s business#frosts worst fear (despite his cold/calculating outward appearance) is witnessing his friends’ deaths and that speaks for itself#grickos unapologetically loves anything he can#torbek would be acts like they care a lot & cares a lot i think#once upon a witchlight#kremy lecroux#legends of avantris#gideon coal#gricko grimgrin#morning frost#they look kind of wonky
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#i think the mornings are the worst#no matter what i try to do#even if i don't want to be sad anymore of course my brain will not agree with me#the mornings are when it begins to run away with thoughts of the past#like how our mornings used to be. and then it makes a point to remind me how i'll never have that again#like. thanks. i totally wanted to think about this as i'm waking up and getting ready for the day#so many plushies and yet none can erase the crippling loneliness of waking up alone#i'm so tired#i don't want to think about this anymore#i just want to be okay#i want it to be done and for my brain to leave me alone and just#i want to feel normal for once#unfortunately brute forcing positivity is not something that can be done all throughout the day#which i knew beforehand but still#i'd like to skip to the part where i'm happy and healed and i don't have to deal with this anymore
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These guys
#kaze to ki no uta#the poem of the wind and the trees#gilbert cocteau#serge battour#I finished this this morning#worst experience of my life#(positive)#I think there are 5 fans of it this is for them#my art
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the immediate shift in the pevensies from being frustrated and unhappy and upset with one another and themselves in england -> them all laughing and playing with one another the second they get to narnia again. susan not caring at all how mature she acts anymore as she throws off her blazer and her hair falls in her face, but it just makes her more queenly than ever. lucy racing her down the beach. them all forgetting they were annoyed with peter. peter forgetting he was angry at all. half an hour ago he was getting the shit kicked out of him but he can't even feel the bruises anymore. none of it matters because they're home, and they're splashing each other in the ocean and walking barefoot under the apple trees and i feel SICK i feel ILL they were SO HAPPY.
#narnia#good morning i woke up thinking about how happy peter was in narnia compared to england#he was splashing and laughing and making silly jokes about leaving his sandwiches in england#he was tossing lucy apples and letting her drag him around by the hand. he was laughing at edmund for not mentioning the torch#and then it all went away because he had to be king again in the worst way
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i think carmy has the potential to be a passionate listener. after all, you listen to him when he’s got a million things to say about his incredibly niche interests.
maybe you’ve gone into great detail about the stylistic choices of ur fav movie or tv show. eventually, when you end up watching it together, at one point he says smthn along the lines of “oh i see what you mean with that”. like, lets goooo!!!! ur not talking to a wall!!
i’d personally love to make him to try and play my favorite video game with me after i’ve lore dumped for hours. (i betchya he’d be awful at it). maybe he’s absorbed a bit of that info tho, and he’d point stuff out while we play.
that would make me embarrassingly giddy.
hiii i'm that guy that can go into great length about films if you get me started. or anything i'm obsessed with at the moment really.
you don't listen to him talk about food (or in general) because you feel obligated. you do it because you love him, and he listens to you because he loves you, too. he genuinely cares about the things you care about. carmy's a sweet boy!
“If you look for it, you'll see that circles are a motif throughout the whole movie.” You're watching your favorite movie, cuddled with him on the couch. He makes an affirmative noise. “I'll tell you more when we're done watching, too.”
“I'd like that.” He looks at you expectantly, and when you give him a confused look, he says, “You can keep talking if you want, y'know.”
“I know, I just…” You shrivel into the cushions behind you. Carmy's arm that's tucked around your shoulders brings you closer to him. “I don't wanna annoy you.”
“You could never annoy me talking about the things you care about.” He presses a quick kiss to your forehead, and you make a pleased noise. “I think the color stuff you were saying earlier is cool. The red and green, right? I can't stop seeing it now that you pointed it out.”
“Mm, yeah,” you say, like the fact he was actually paying attention to you doesn't make you wanna roll around with giddy. “It really tells you the whole story without saying it.”
“I have some predictions, then,” Carmy mutters, eyes focused on the tv. You could just kiss him (which you do).
#carmy berzatto#carmy berzatto x reader#carmen berzatto x reader#carmen berzatto#the bear#im really sleep deprived this morning but i got some time so! time to go through my inbox before i have to clock in#anon i also think about him playing my favorite video games. YEAHHH he'd be just the worst at it. (thinks about him playing hades. botw)#LOL that is funny. have a good day man#my asks#my blurbs
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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Day 6: Farewell
Imagining it takes Partner a while to feel comfortable letting Hero out of their sight
@heropartnerweek
#Treecko#skitty#pokemon doodles#original art#heropartnerweek#heropartnerweek2024#This prompt wound up giving me the most trouble actually#I can’t for the life of me make a serious piece I’m sorry#Like my original thought was something sad. The actual farewell scene in explorers#But then it’s too sad :(#(and also too much background to draw 😭)#Anyway I don’t think partner would be able to accept hero’s actually BACK quickly#They’re thrilled no doubt#But can totally see them worrying it’s a mistake#Or temporary#checking for signs of that light when hero’s not looking#Going to bed every night praying they’ll still be there in the morning#Trying to live every day like it could be their last together#At least for a while#worst would be if they finally started to relax just before the palkia plot#Like they let their guard down and feel genuinely happy then BAM palkia in your house that night#Telling both of you your existence is destroying the fabric of space#After that can imagine hero really struggling to help partner feel relaxed/happy again#Because LAST time they relaxed they were almost killed#Anyway partner feeling they constantly have to be on guard for the next major catastrophe :(#Lot of pressure for a little pink kitten
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Mks angst - existential crisis. his friends being hurt or taken from him. Being abandoned. Failing. Being seen by others the same way they see swk maybe???
Swk angst - just indescribable physical pain being inflicted on him. Loneliness. Losing Mk
Mei angst - familial. Losing mk. (with the samadhi fire it was having a power she couldn't control ig but that was short-lived:( so) not being strong enough maybe???
Pigsy angst - losing his kid. Losing his shop. Being a lazy good for nothing. Being Zhu Bajie
Tang angst - being useless. Being left behind. Being seen as useless by his friends
Sandy angst - becoming violent/blackout rage. Causing harm
#gods i need to write that time travel.Zhu Bajie fic#you ever think about rhe reason why pigsy gets on tangs back a lot for being a freeloader is because he thinks thats the worst possible#thing to be?#hmhm#i gotta say i love how the reincarnated crews issues reflect their past lives it is so much fun#i miss jttw stuff#i dunno im just thinking#monkie kid#im so head empty rn#RAAAAA#just thinking about how to best angst these fools#ig macaque would just be dying he seems p scared of that#anyway yeah these are just notes for myself i wanna write stuff exploring some of this stuff#mei needs more ways to angst her where's the rest of her besides caring for mk and being raaaa fire!!!! friends!!!!!!!#raaaa#i dunno head empty fr good morning i am zzzzzz
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she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩
#we're so back baby#i think i'm finallyyyy through the worst of this awful depression i've been in for the past like. month and a half#i mean i woke up this morning and thought ''the sun is so beautiful'' so i think i'm good for now fjksjds#which is great because there's some heavy stuff coming up that i just couldn't handle in that mental state#so i'm hoping i'll be able to move things along a little quicker#but also i might be getting a job in retail against my better judgement so who knows#i've never actually worked in retail... i've done food service and i was a cashier at a pop up shop but nothing like an actual store#but i seriously can't find a job with my degree nor can i even find a desk job. so i'm. man. it's rough out here#i might have to move. but with what money?? lmao the eternal dilemma#SORRY this is a whole diary entry#i hope you guys are well 💖
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Day 20: End of Ep.41
This is how it went, right? I think I'm right, anyhow
(No ID, original meme under cut)
#ouaw spoilers#fanart#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#gideon coal#twig toadspring#gricko grimgrin#kremy lecroux#torbek#morning frost#pigtunia#cw drugs#this is one of the worst things i think i’ve made#and it's so endearing#from a certain point of view#yeah its drawtober?
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sometimes you have a rough day and have to fall asleep directly on top of your battle boyfriend giving him as many dead limbs in the process as possible
#obiwan tolerates this with absolutely no issues because he would do anything for cody#hes very smitten#hes also going to have the worlds worst pins and needles in the morning#also i like to think the blanket is a result of one of them complaining the regulation blankets are a terrible shade of mental illness grey#and a very messy afternoon of 212th orange fabric paint#im suuuper proud of the hands in this by the way i have to say this everyone needs to know im so happy with how they turned out#anyways#my art <3#<3#star wars#star wars fanart#codywan#obi wan kenobi#commander cody#trans obi wan#fanart#sw art
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my opinion on the Blake lively situation
#okay so I never HATED Blake lively#but I did have a feeling about her#so I’d always like purposely not interact or view any interview or anything of hers that came up on my feed#I DON’T like Ryan Reynolds and never have#I just find him a try hard and annoying#and I did not like the couple of Blake and Ryan#they just seemed soooo pick me#so yeah I tried to just ignore the whole downfall of Blake lively that’s been happening#bc sometimes I just don’t care to comment or learn about celeb drama#BUTTTT ofc i got sucked into it#and not Blake tryna have a Margot Robbie in Barbie moment 😂😂#‘bring your girlfriends and wear florals!1!1’ GIRL MARGOT NEVER TOLD ANYONE TO WEAR PINK TO BARBIE IT WAS A NATURAL THING#not to mention I didn’t even realise this movie was about domestic violence as I’ve never read the book#and it was NOT being marketed as one thanks to Blake and Ryan#also why did Ryan have to get involve#ALSO this morning I saw the interview from 2016 where Blake is being rude to the interview#and oh my god it’s awful like SHE FIRSTLY FAT SHAMES HER OFF THE BAT NO HESITATION#then proceeds to ignore the poor interviewer#like doesn’t give her eye contact AT ALL#which I felt so bad for the interview bc I’ve BEEN THERE#this is why I’d hate to be a celeb interview bc imagine getting treated like a third rate individual by these big headed LOSERS who think#they’re better than you just bc they’re famous#I could NOT#anyways also Blake tried to have a whole feminist moment when the interviewer asked her about the clothes she wears in the movie#‘would anyone ask the men about the clothes’#UM BITCH YES??? COSTUMES??? IN FILM?? IS A THING ???#also can I just say Blake has always had the worst hair ever and the fact she has a hair care line is insane bc SHE IS KNOWN TO HAVE BAD HAI#and I never thought her fashion was good like even when people were simping over her met gala outfits I NEVER EVER SAW THE VISION#anyways yeah lol#the interviewer thing triggered me lowkey like HOW RUDEEEE
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*bends your man’s gender*
#mama a girl behind you JFKJJDHDK#this is what I was doing this morning instead of studying#now I can say uno reverse judie it’s your fault this time because I was saw genderbend cal again and was thinking about her 😂#idek how to describe F!gideon but she’s just hilarious#yes my favorite thing about her is her muscles#she said: 🥰 my nails 😏💅🏻#her also having the valen tattoo is killing me cause girl 😂#especially if it’s M!valen??#what are you doing JDKSJSKDJ#you can’t tattoo a man’s face on your body that’s against the code 😂#it’s ok bc all his songs are about her and every music video has a reference to her so maybe they’re even idk 😂#I love M!valen and F!gideon in theory because the black cat girl and golden retriever boy dynamic is compelling lol#but more because it’s going to be SO funny watching gideon fall in love with this asshole#but F!valen and M!gideon is amazing because I personally love when a stoic man is a little pathetic and obsessed with his girl lol#M!valengideon is the longest standing bromance to date and F!valengideon is the lesbian relationship you fantasize about being in lol#<although girl best friend is arguably one of the worst situations to come from 😭💀#artists on tumblr#my ocs#oc: gideon turbereth#my art
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hi.
(Bonus):
#Pizza Tower#I had…an epiphany this morning….#And it wouldn’t go away-#Pizza Head#Peppino#Gustavo and Brick#This is the worst and best thing I think I’ve drawn#I hate it with a passion#But god damn it do I love it
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TBOB spoilers (low effort doodle):
Why's everybody so worried about Bill? He's fine!
I, for one, think we should let him re-enter society.
#the book of bill spoilers#tbob spoilers#the billble spoilers#bill cipher#i don't draw digitally - or much at all - but it's a special occasion#they broke him! literally!#the Axolotl is trying to help him but Bill doesn't think he needs help and that'd make him less likely to ever want help if he recognizes t#hat he does need it - what if they just lock him up again?#he's got a prison uniform and he's got a little ankle monitor on and developing a bag under his eye is apparently something he can do#it's just absurd!#Bill is getting what he needs most in the worst way possible#i drew this at like 5 o'clock in the morning using a blurry screenshot as reference btw so.. yeah#[personal tag here]
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I'm sorry for the OC brain rot on main....
(the lines are from a post about "tag yourself: awkward/unflirty Sims edition" and honestly? all my OCs are awkward/unflirty so ... yeah...)
#my characters#they (my OCs in general) are not mine if they don't pine and fail at romance#and the fact one of the options WAS actually ask an inappropriate question??? deacon coded if there was ever something deacon coded#i have so many stupid ideas for ymber having the worst comments that he THINKS would be flattering in his head and then he hears it out lou#and is like oh no that was awful im going to be abandoned for that and i deserve it oh wow dang that was so bad#both of them are trying so hard to be supportive and learn about the other and somehow its working?#no one else knows HOW it works but ok buddy#like i saw a mug in a coffee shop that i DESPERATELY want to draw in the modern au i have#with Oh handing it to Ymber saying AH HA found a mug I can gift Deacon the next time you fuck up with talking to him#and then doesn't buy it but is thinking about it and then later that day Ymber says something v blunt and non flattering#and Oh just ARE YOU KIDDING ME I DONT HAVE DEACONS GIFT BC YOU SAID YOUD TRY HARDER AT THIS#the mug in question said#congrats on your breakup we hated him#and there were sparkles around breakup#and it was so funny to me i just .... thinking about how much Oh would love to give it to deacon as a sorry my friend is so bad at this#i really wanna draw more of the sims fail options with the others in the plot but hey i can post it on my side blog and spare you all here#i was thinking about a fanart idea earlier this morning and completely forgot it by the time i sat down to draw#gomen gomen i was gonna try to not do ocs on main but.... alas....
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