#i think im gonna put up another post it note on the tv. i put one up for remembering my vitamins and it does help
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Flossing my teeth and getting in the gums like Yes I'm going to get a good grade in dental care. Which is normal to want and possible to achieve.
#speculation nation#every time i go to the dentist they tell me to floss and every time i have not kept up with it#this time tho. im trying. ive only missed one day so far. since tuesday.#they said ive got some gum loss on my right side since half a year ago :(((#but i can fix it. and so i will. so im flossing my teeth. and when it gets here i'll use the mouth wash they recommended.#the whole deal. full dental hygiene. not gonna lose any teeth in MY 30s no sir!!!!!#managed to get myself on a good brushing schedule. with an electric toothbrush!!!#used to be id often skip evening bc i was too tired. but now it's part of the whole routine. i gotta do it.#it's a thing of like. i always go pee before bed bc i have a small bladder and i'll wake up to go pee if i dont go before bed.#and so i go to the bathroom then i wash my hands and when im at the sink right then. hands still wet. i brush my teeth.#and see this makes flossing harder. bc well flossing should be done before brushing. but i need dry hands for it.#so it cant be a part of the bathroom evening routine. so well how do i remember to do it??#ive had my floss set up where i sit to watch tv and game so that i can floss in the evening while watching shit#i think im gonna put up another post it note on the tv. i put one up for remembering my vitamins and it does help#doesnt make me remember all the time. sometimes i dont remember if ive taken them or not. so i end up not.#but it does help. look @ the side of the tv and see 'Did you take your vitamins?' and im like no sir i have not! thank you for the reminder!#and if i put one for flossing then itll be in my brain more consistently. and thus i will remember it more readily.#mouth wash is fine. i can do that after brushing. evening routine secured.#now u may ask why i cant just dry my hands before flossing after using the bathroom. and well that wouldnt WORK.#it'd still be slippery and see the key to evening brushing is to just do it automatically. hands are wet its evening lets brush now#ive had it happen before where im getting ready for bed but im like 'ok not brushing Yet... gonna eat a quick snack first'#but im at that sink and im zoned out and suddenly i have a toothbrush in my mouth. and im just like Drat.#just gotta. just gotta hack the system. ok see theres a system and i just gotta hack it.#i will get to the good dental hygiene. i really do not want to lose my teeth young đđđđđ
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iâm a little crybaby bitch & i just sobbed over a movie but all i could think about is being abbyâs little crybaby gf & having her comfort me </3
sooo unfortunately/fortunately i am not a big crier when it comes to anything but one of my best friends is a happy/sad/bored crier and iâve helped her calm down post cry a few times. sheâs a true cancer <3 iâll channel her into my thoughts.
im thinking of two scenarios, watching something sad without abby & watching it with her —ïž
watching without abby:
sheâd probably be working on something in another room when you decide to start a sad fucking movie. abbyâs ears perk at the first sniffle, but she brushes it off cause itâs always allergy season. but when she hears you shakily breathe out âoh,,, my gODâ with your voice all broken and wet, sheâs immediately sliding to a stop right outside the living room. youâre curled up with a huge blanket swallowing you, surrounded by snacks and your emotional support water bottle. she notes your wide, glossy eyes and coos âbaby whatâs wrong?â and you gesture at the tv, âshe - she just loves her family so so much! and she couldnât tell them before they died!â your voice is cracking around your words.
abby has absolutely no idea who âsheâ is but that doesnât keep her from sitting down and pulling you into her side, rubbing her hand up and down your arm. âtheyâre just a - a great familyâ you stutter though tears. abby looks up at the tv and sighs. âbaby, why did you chose the saddest movie on netflix?â you hesitate. âuh, i was up to the challenge?â âyeah? howâs it going?â she quirks a brow at you. you laugh wetly and abby mentally fist pumps. she presses a kiss to your temple. âokay, how about we watch something happy. ill refill your water.â abby gets up to go into the kitchen when sheâs stopped by a tug on her back belt loop. youâre looking up at her, eyes less glossy but still not dry enough. âwhat?â she asks. âthanks for putting up with a crybaby for a girlfriend.â she picks up your hand from its place at her waist and brings it up to her lips. âanything for you sweet cheeksâ
watching with abby:
âno, no, no, nah, not happening! abby, please tell me theyâre not gonna do what i think theyâre gonna do!â you pause the movie and shake abbyâs shoulder, your face so serious in the light of the television. abby giggles and shrugs like a fucking twerp and nudges you to keep watching the movie. she tells you that âyouâll find out soon - keep watchingâ like sheâs never, in all the time youâve been together, been witness to the millions of times you deep dived imdb and wikipedia five minutes into a movie whenever it starts out with a sad scene.
you donât do sad movies. and itâs for a good reason! you get all dehydrated and you look sick for hours afterwards!! itâs embarrassing and gross!! abby has witnessed it once and, like her fatherâs daughter, handed you a glass of water and pulled you gently into her arms, holding you until you got your breathing under control. and that was a week before you asked her out!! on your first date she told you that the crying thing made her want to âtake care of you foreverâ⊠is it too obvious to point out that she soooooo got lucky that night?
however, in present time she might be sleeping on the couch for trying to get a depressing movie past you. she apologizes to you, tucking you under her arm. âi promise itâs gonna be worth your tears, okay?â she kisses your head. âand i always take care of my crybaby girlfriend, donât i?â she kisses the same spot again. you relax into her side.
⊠sooo itâs safe to say you sobbed a whole lot at the end and completely soaked the front of abbyâs shirt. you guys had shifted horizontal mid-movie, you laying on top of her. âi hate youâ sounds a lot more honest when youâre not desperately clutching at the waist of the person youâre talking to. âbut it was a good story, right?? aww iâm sooo sorry, baby,â abby rubs your back. she hands you your water bottle and chocolate before you even think to ask, like she always does. then, you begin the embarrassingly to you cute to abby process that involves sips of water, bites of chocolate, and your head following the rhythm of abbyâs chest up and down as you match her breaths.
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no but really we all know abby will always comfort you even if she has no context to what youâre crying about! ride or die babyyyy
#hi anon <3#WHEW!#this took so much brain power#but i did it!!!!!!#abby anderson x reader#abby brainrot era#abby anderson x you#madsâ headcanons#q&a
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not me taking like 10 masks from two different rooms today lol
#just a classroom that was pretty empty anyway that i was in for office hours and the testing place so like yeah lol#they are there to take đ#gonna get thru this yr on the few kn95 masks i have and then just only taking masks from classrooms lmao /hj#no but like if they're gonna provide me the nice masks...... im gonna take the nice masks........#anyway i posted a reel on our club ig and i keep upping the view count and it's just me posting it to my close friends story#(that isn't rly close friends but whatever) and then deleting it and then rethinking and going back and etc and now it's at like 13 plays#and like 10 of them are me XD#oop but ppl liking it now heyo#shes a video editor waow put some clips together one after another#not me being the social media person for club but then being like pretty much silent on my personal ig lol#anyway lol :]#well i would have something to post if i finished my red tv lyric things djhgdfk#jeanne talks#AYO WHAT I CAN EDIT TAGS HOLY SHIT HI TUBMLR#at least on desktop they're a lil harder to move now which is how i found that just now bc i tried to move it but it just highlighted it XD#wowwwww amazing ok anyway lmao#im tiredd and hungree and don't want to do work <3#it's mainly my stats notes i don't wanna do bc i don't understand anything <333 i don't think i have anything due tomorrow tho so i'm gonna#uhhh do some research work first bc i have not been doing that :] oops and then go back to my stats notes and hopefully do them ;-;#i just i need a tablet/ipad so i can take notes right on the slides in a better way than on my computer lol#bc rn i try to type stuff onto the slides on my computer and then write everything down after class bc i'm not fast enough to write#everything while we're going but idk i don't think this is the best way đ ugh and it's like annoying to try to type math stuff#the way my fave class rn is my humanities class đ#and then another math class tho but the fucking difference btwn these two math classes ffs one is in the cs department which is fucking#the cs department is fucking cracked it's amazing i love them i love the cs department i love them#the math/stats department can fucking choke i hate them why are you so bad i hate them so much#:))))) god why didn't i just say fuck it and major in cs XD#ik why it's bc everyone was like U NEED THESE CLASSES BY THE END OF SOPHOMORE YR IF UR GONNA MAJOR IN CS and i was too late for that#but i don't think that was super strict or anything just recommended oh well whatever i am majoring in data science so close enough#i love the cs department <3 (at least so far lmfao)
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fuck okay so it's 1:30 and I need to sleep because I have a busy day ahead of me and need more hours in the day than there actually is
#tiny talking#more or less just wanna talk to the void rn#i have to wake up and go to class which is a normal thing but i also have roughlt 6 maybe more hours of math videos and notes to do#and zooms are from 9-12 and then i have ti be to work by 1#and then i work fork 1 -6 and then when i get home i am goijg to have to email my teacher to get my tesy to so my test#because j dont think he wants me emailing him at 9 or later for hik to assign me my test and i cant skip another one because i alrwayd did#and then i want to draw philza fanart and get that posted before midnight tonight (march 1)#and so i need more hours in the day please#like i was planning on goign to slepe at 9 and then waking upa t around 7 so i have more hours to work#but my cousin was watcjing movies and just niw turned the tv off#and i cant aleep with the tv playing or veen really on unless im about to lioe pass out#sooo its gonna be a fun day /s#this is all my fault though because ive had more than enough time to do the math videos and then the test#but ive been putting it off till last second#and so i need to stop doing that#anywhozers. im off to trying to go to bed#gnight yall#yooo i also forgot that i didnt take a shower tongiht becaus ei thiught i was gonna sldep so i take one in the morning#and thag i still have only the pieces of the karl hoodie and havent even started on sewing#and i have to actually see for my grade in fashioj ti go up#and my english is pretty eh rn#and i just need to avtaully do homework#because ive been bot doing it#not*
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love songs about you
âł in which, you write an album about your boyfriend joe :) (branches into an interview explaining the songs i wanted to put like 3 fics into one so)
pronouns: they/them
warnings: none
notes: i havent been able to think of anything else but singer!reader and joe so i put a ton of my favorite songs and made it so that they r ab himđ«¶đœ also this is kinda just me projecting really lovey dovey joe bc i love the idea of it so here we are i hope this wasnt too bad
songs: brooklyn baby - lana del ray, pete davidson (renamed joe) - ariana grande, lover - taylor swift, paper rings - taylor swift, dandelions - ruth b, love songs - maggie lindemann, pov - ariana grande, halleys comet - billie eilish
âcanât you just give me a little sneak peak!â joe had been sat next to you impatiently waiting for your album to release the next day, heâd been asking for weeks every chance he got.
âi told you! youâre gonna have to wait like everyone else, its a surprise and i think youâll like itâ you laid a small kiss on his cheek and swiftly got up out of your seat. âim gonna go call my agent, find us a movie?â you smiled at him and he nodded in defeat, a small smile on his face as he grabbed the remote.
you and joe had been dating for 3 years, everyone had known since you both showed up at the stranger things red carpet event together and paparazzi had caught you both on multiple occasions.
you quickly grabbed your phone and posted the instagram draft that had been left in your phone for the past week. you quickly posted it and walked back to the couch where joe had your favorite movie up on the tv. you sat next to him on the couch and cuddled into his side, listening as his phone buzzed. a small smile grew on your face as you watched him pick up his phone.
y/ny/l/n
y/ny/l/n: ive never felt so scared, but so proud to release another album. this has probably been in the works for about a year, i wanted to pour all i could into it. as you could probably tell by the cover, thats my boyfriend !! i took this picture a week after we moved in together. i sat on the bathroom floor while he sat sore in the bath from filming. we talked about everything from penguins to how planes fly. he asked what my thoughts were on love songs and i told him i wasnt sure yet. well i hope this awnsers ur question my love <3 and a year and 8 tracks later, âwords for himâ out tomorrow!!
joe looked over at you. wide smile on his face. âyou wrote an album about me?â a small nod of your head and he launched himself at your face, leaving small kisses anywhere he could. âwoah woah romeo. you havent even heard the unreleased ones yetâ
he looked at you confused. âtheres more than 8 tracks?â a small âmmhmâ left your mouth. âi just picked my favorites but maybe ill let you listen to the rest someday. now lets watch this movie hm?â
he let out a laugh and kissed you again before pulling you into his side, pressing play on the tv again.
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you and joe both sat against the headboard of your shared bed. spotify set on your laptop in front of the both of you. âready love?â joe nodded and you pressed play. the melody of brooklyn baby playing through the speakers. you listened and looked at joe as the chorus came up, a large smile on his face.
you both sat in silence as the album played. as it came to an end you looked at joe to see he was already looking at you. a lovestruck look in his eyes. âi love you so muchâ he muttered as he leaned in to kiss you. âi love you tooâ you smiled between kisses.
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joe was sat behind the computer as you hopped on a zoom meeting. it had been 2 weeks since your album had released and this was the first interview you had agreed to do.
âhey! y/n how are you?â âim doing good! how are you doing?â joe watched behind the laptop as you spoke to the interviewer.
âso i wanna ask you, what was the thought process behind all of the tracks?â you let out a small laugh. âwell, other than my boyfriend-â you looked at him from behind the screen and smiled. âit was all written in the span of a year, well obviously i have a lot of unreleased and unfinished songs i wrote about him but with brooklyn baby i kinda wanted to focus a bit more on what we started off as.â
âthe first verse starts with they say im too young to love you, this stemmed from a conversation i had with my parent at the time. they thought i was too young to know what real love was, they didnt want me to give my all to someone i had just started seeing and was worried about me. after i told them how much i really liked him they said i would always be too cool for him.â i let out a soft laugh.
âtheyve always been very supportive of our relationship after that, and the chorus obviously comes from the fact that joes in a band. sometimes when were bored at the house he whips out his guitar and ill sing along to whatever he plays. he loves playing lou reed, hence the line.â
âjoe is about how i really think he was brought into my life for a reason. ive never felt this way with someone and i was in a really dark time when we met. hes been there with me through all my bad days but since hes came into my life theres never been an actual bad day- hes changed my life in so many amazing ways and i thought id write about it.â
ânow for lover. i really like this one actually- it really kinda puts everything together in a way. like how our first christmas we left the lights hanging until january because we liked the glow it gave the house. âhave i known you 20 seconds or 20 yearsâ kinda describes the spark i felt we had. it doesnt even feel like we met 3 and a half years ago its felt like ive known him my whole life.â
the interviewers lips curl up as you ramble on about your relationship, joe behind the camera smiling widely aswell.
âpaper rings is another story, back to before we started dating. we went on dates for months but never made anything official, but yeah paper rings is just about how in any situation it would always be him. no matter what happens no matter the circumstances its always gonna be him.â
âdandelions is a song i wrote before we dated. when i was a kid every time i would see a dandelion i would pick it and wish that i would be happy- like really happy. that i would be able to meet someone who was meant for me. dandelions is just about me being completely head over heels, the lyrics are very self explanatory.â
âlove songs i wrote most recently. me and joe both felt very vulnerable this night, i dont remember what it was but something just felt so like mushy in a way? we both just sat on the couch and we talked about everything from our darkest fears to what we wanted in the future. hes my safety net and i wanted to kinda put that into music.â
âsmiling feels different with you, crying feels better with you, if love is a game then im willing to play cause something was missing till youâ is probably my favorite verse out of the entire album. i feel like it puts words to a lot of everyday feelings for me- like i feel like a little swarm of butterflies is around me at all times whenever im with him.â
joe quickly got out of his seat and apologized to the interviewer for interrupting. quickly kissing you and sitting down next to you, your hands interlaced with his. âsorry sorry- just you know needed to be right hereâ joe laughed along with the interview as she nodded in understanding.
you shook your head and let out a laugh. âpov is about how i think he sees me, and how i wanna see myself in the same way. its easy for me to get really insecure in relationships. and everytime without fail hes managed to put a smile on my face.â
âpov is basically just me explaining i wanna love myself the way he loves me, i wanna see every flaw and every good thing about myself the way he does. he has this inside look on me and its something he always says he wishes i could see aswell.â
âand lastly halleyâs comet. ive always loved space so i thought the name was very fitting but its kinda just the euphoric feeling of love. ive always been scared of it, i was terrified falling in love with joe but its been the best thing i couldve done.â
â i wrote it when we were early into our relationship. he left for atlanta to film and i wrote it while i was staying with my brother. i was falling in love with him faster than i could comprehend and i sat and talked about it with my brother, next thing i knew i was sat on his couch writing a song about it.â
âwhats your favorite track? question for both of you if thats okay-â you and joe both nodded. you looking at him for his awnser. âthats really hard but i think its pov- something ive always wanted was to show them the world through my eyes. how i see them.â he rubbed his thumb against the back of your hand.
âmine is probably dandelions, being in love is something i always seemed to want as a kid, so getting to kinda write about my experience with it is definitely something i know 13 year old me would go insane about.â
you had awnsered a few more questions, joe joining in to input his thoughts on some of them and you left the zoom call. joe looked over at you with a lovesick grin on his face. âi love you. so so much and one day i really do hope you get to see yourself the way i do. you are such an incredible person and im so lucky to have you.â
your eyes slightly teared up. grabbing joes cheek you planted a kiss on his lips, resting your forehead against his with a smile on your face. âi love you so much more than you can comprehend.â
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Ask Answers: July 10th
I really let asks get away from me lately. I was super focused on working on that Patreon Moment. With that done I can finally think about doing other things, so hereâs a new collection of answers!
Thank you for sending in questions everyone ^^.
For the new Patreon moment, will you be able to reference it in step 4? Or just like a tiny nod to it if you pick certain choices?
There wonât be. Iâm sorry if you were hoping for that! The Patreon moment is meant to be entirely optional, itâs not something that gets you extra content in the main game.
Is the new CG artist the main one now? :0 Iâve noticed theres been a difference in the art style recently. Is the old CG artist still going to make art for the game? :0
The original artist still makes CGs for the game sometimes, but he mainly focuses on character sprites.
Are you going to put the NSFW our life moment on a website other than patreon? I would love to get it but I can't use patreon atm.
I donât know. I'm afraid we can't release the Patreon Moment on a normal game storefront because we can't mix 18+ content with our family friendly game. If there's some other place similar to Patreon where it's not the normal type of full-scale public content releases we'd consider using that, but Iâm not sure if there is another site thatâs better than Patreon in that regard. I'm sorry.
Out of curiosity, in all of your games so far, which characters in each were the most fun to write? They obviously don't have to be your favorite characters!
Buffalo Seer in AFA, really everyone in XOD/XOBD is pretty equally entertaining to write, The Guide in LoV, and Cove in OL!
idk if you accept "personal" questions, but is there anything you've been watching/ listening to lately
Mostly, Iâve been watching/listening to Authortube videos as of late! Itâs people who talk generally about the process of how books become traditionally published and/or share their own experience as they attempt to be published. I donât have an interest in writing normal text based books, but itâs really interesting to hear about that world. Iâm listening to a video about royalties right now as I answer these asks.
Will one of the desserts we get to pick be fudge? That'd be such a cute reference!Â
Haha, yeah, it should. Unless I completely blank on it and forget when trying to include the various referential food options.
I don't know if this has been asked previously but what would be the approximate heights for the presets MC can choose from Step 2 ~ 4? Are there any measurement you had in mind? Sorry if I didn't make myself clear kk I've been struggling with my English lately đÂ
I donât know, ahah. I didnât have any numbers in mind for that. So itâs whatever you imagine it is!
I noticed a bug with the Patreon moment when it comes to what your character wears. When Jamie and Cove are kissing while my character only had dresses selected, I had both the option to remove the dress or to remove the shirt... Picking one of the options to interact with Cove, after he removed his shirt, it had Jamie remove their shirt followed by ther pants despite only having dresses picked.Â
Thank you for reporting ^^
I keep refreshing steam to see when the new doc for xobd will be released. I noticed you haven't posted anything about it in quite some time. Would it be possible to ask about a timeline/potential date? (If it's even this yearâ) I know you and your team are probably working super hard, I'm just super curious! ~Thank you!~Â
There are more stories done, I just havenât gotten around to publicly releasing them. Hopefully I will have a chance to spend the time on that sooner rather than later!
hello!! iâm not sure if itâs an update but iâve just replayed our life and at the end i canât propose to cove anymore? :(( iâve actually tried playing twice but the options are not there anymore, did you guys remove the options? iâm sorry if youâve answered this before!! thank you and have a good one :)Â
Iâm afraid things havenât been changed or removed, so I think you mightâve accidentally picked the wrong things somewhere along the way and locked yourself out of being able to propose by mistake. Sometimes you meant to say you want to get married but instead you mis-click and have it so the MC isnât thinking about marriage or something. All I can suggest is starting from the beginning of Step 3 and making sure to follow the steps listed in the FAQ. Iâm sorry for that.
Did yall remove some of the options for when youre making out with Cove in the charity moment? I could've sworn you could grab his bonkadonk and its not there anymoreÂ
This is the same situation as the above. We didnât remove things and youâre not wrong that there are sometimes those options. But there are various choices you have to make to get those options and it sounds like you accidentally missed something. If your relationship isnât long-term, you canât do it for example.
HI IM SO EXCITED I CAN FINALLY GET THE STEP 3 DLCÂ
Thank you for getting it!
Is Shiloh super totally straight bc Iâm very gay and a huge Shiloh fan, would my man make an exception?đ©
Sadly, he is one of our super straight characters. Iâm sorry.
Hi, I have a very dumb question. In Step 2 does Cove not wanna share his drink with us at the mall (or rather why he stops drinking it) because it's an indirect kiss? Or is it like ...weird to him to share? Because if I remember right he eats off our spoon in the birthday scene right?Â
Yeah, heâs awkward about it because he likes the MC and it feels very personal to share a straw with his crush.
Hi! If you don't mind me asking, who is the artist for OL2? Their style is so pretty!Â
Thank you for saying so! This is her Twitter- https://twitter.com/redridingheart
Do Beginnings & Always and Now & Forever exist in the same universe?Â
Yep! XOXO Droplets also exists in the same universe. Itâs one big GB Patch world, haha.
Do Pran's parents regret the way they raised him? Do they feel ashamed of it?
No. Theyâre the type of people best cut out because theyâre not gonna change. Which is why Pran does go very limited contact when heâs an adult.
Hi! I just wrapped up my second playthrough of Our Life, and I absolutely adore it, but I had a question. I went to the gallery and found I was missing 2 CGS (specifically Step 1-3 and 2-3) and I had no clue where they would've shown up. Which moments are those found in?Â
You get it by telling Cove about his dad offering you money to be his friend in Step 1 and Step 2. You canât get both in one playthrough, since you can only tell Cove the truth once. Iâm really glad you liked it!
Hi hi! Please, how tall is Baxter and Derek? Love the game so much and I can't wait to see more!Â
I donât know, aha. I think Baxter was around 5âČ10 and Derek was like 5âČ8/5âČ9, maybe. I really am not one who has specific heights for things in mind.
is adult cove a bottom, top, or switch?Â
A switch, though would choose the top if he had to pick.
I was wondering if there is a way to transfer save data? Even if through the game files. I wanted to be able to transfer my save data from my desktop over to my laptop so that I could continue playing right where I left off from but I'm not entirely sure how to go about that.Â
If you save the save folder/persistent data of the game from your desktop and put it into the game folder on your other device, that could work.
Hi! Is it possible for us to know the date when our life: now and forever comes out on steam? Sorry if you've mentioned it before but I haven't seen it and I'm looking foward to that happening and just wanted to know :)Â
Itâs gonna be a long time, Iâm afraid. Thereâs no estimate right now.
I started playing Our Life with my sister a while ago, and I think you guys should know that we discovered your secret. >:)
L from death note and Cove are clearly the same person, and this whole game is just an origin story!!
Iâve never seen that show so Iâm sorry to say I donât understand the connection/reference youâre trying to make. Iâm pretty out of the loop when it comes to media. I donât watch movies or TV.
Will OL2 have options for disabled MCs?
I understand if it's too complicated, just curious
Unfortunately, itâs not really something we have a plan for. We couldnât finish the game if we tried to include every disability and have it be meaningful. Itâd just be too much content to create. But if we decide to only include a few, how would we choose which disabilities get to be represented and which are left out? I donât know. Itâll probably have to be something we donât include as an option again, sadly. Iâm sorry.
playing our life > anything elseÂ
Haha, Iâm glad youâre enjoying it.
Honestly, I would like to thank Our Life for helping me come to terms with my sexuality. Before, I never would've actually thought that it was possible to like boys romantically and still be asexual. Almost all of the BL visual novels I've read had unskippable sexual content in them and it honestly just didn't click with what I feel. I'm glad I found Our Life. I love the game, the developers, and this fandom so much. Now, I can safely come out as homoromantic AND asexual (at least anonymously here anyway; my parents are still huge homophobes đ).Â
Aw, itâs great to hear you felt comfortable being yourself in the game! Thatâs wonderful. Iâm really sorry about your parents, though.
Will the demo for OL2 be on android? Really not sure if I could wait any longer than I have to ahaÂ
Yeah, itâll be available for Android once we eventually release a demo!
Do all these reveals perhaps mean development is progressing ahead of schedule? Please let that be the case I'm already obsessed with QiuÂ
No, sorry, aha. Art comes along much faster than script/programming-work for us. Itâs gonna be a long time before the game is a finished thing you can actually play. But at least we can look at the beautiful images.
Hey! First of all I wanna say I reallllllyyyyy loooovvveeee Our Life and XOXO Droplets! I have over 300 hours of playtime on Our Life⊠Anyways, I was just wondering, are the Derek and Baxter DLCs going to come out at the same time? If not, which one do you plan to release first? :3Â
They will come out separately and Derek will be first! Glad you like the game.
I keep replaying Our Life to get every possible iteration and I am loving it <3 I was wondering if Cove gets locked out of his confession because MC was talking to Lee, would it be possible to confess to him in step 4?Â
Yeah, you can avoid the confession in Step 3 and then get it in Step 4.
Hi, my Cove wears bracelets through step 2 and 3 but I still don't get an option to give him a bracelet? I didn't even know that was possible until I seen someone else ask about it lolÂ
Hm, did you use the Cove creator? Maybe thereâs a bug where using the creator to add bracelets doesnât fulfill the requirement to give Cove a bracelet in Step 3.
Wait, I'm dense, when does Baxter appear in step 2? Is it from big park firework? I feel so bad since i really love Baxter and waiting to buy his dlc.Â
Itâs in the Soiree Moment. You have to be just friends with Cove, indifferent, or crushing but not ask Cove to the dance at all. Then while there you can find someone new to dance with. But if you bring Cove to the dance while crushing, the MC wonât wanna dance with anyone else so you canât get the scene.
In step 2 when we go to the soiree I made my mc go alone and baxter chooses the mc to dance, i'm curious, why did he pick the mc? sorry if this has been asked before!Â
Because the MC looked to be around his age, seemed to also be searching for a partner, and had nice legs. A perfect option for him.
I read some of the FAQs, and I saw that we could tell Baxter about the condo that he rented there was previously the mean old grandparents. how do we get the mc to tell him that?Â
It happens in the DLC Moment âLate Shiftâ. If you donât have a job you instead get a longer scene with Baxter.
I donât know if youâve addressed this or not, but are you planning on paying voice actors for our life: now and forever?Â
Yeah, we pay our VAs in all our projects.
hey can i ask how you did the moments thing in ol? im trying to get into making visual novels and while im VERY sure its out of my comfort zone and all that atm i kinda wanna know just for the future, bc im p sure it would work well for something i wanna do :O but its also fine if you cant say for other reasons :>Â
Iâm afraid Iâm not sure what you mean. Are you asking how we programmed the screen or something script related? Adding Moments like that is pretty straightforward, though. You just have buttons that open to different labels and then the scripts are essentially individual short stories/vignettes. Good luck with your VN!
Since Autumn becomes gender fluid later in the game, will there be a character who remains as he/him to romance in game?Â
OL1 has the he/him LIs, OL2 is all about other genders.
I don't want to impose on your creative plans, but a parrot could possibly make a good pet in an OL-type game? They're pretty long-lived and likely to still be thriving by the end even if the MC got them back in step 1.Â
I do appreciate the suggestion, but Iâm afraid itâs not likely going to happen. I understand there are technically some animals that could theoretically live long enough to last the whole game that or we could have the MC only get a pet after some years have already passed. But the many things that would have to be considered/accommodated for makes it just something we probably canât manage adding. Iâm sorry.
As time passes will we be able to see Qiu and Tamarack's other stage arts as well?
They are both so cute i can't wait to be friends with them!
Yeah, weâll show content from other Steps in the future. Itâll be a little while from now, though.
Can you date Cove and still have your family comfort you in the car?
You canât get Coveâs Step 3 confession scene if you have the family comfort you in the car. But thatâs not the only way to date him. You can get together with him earlier in the game or later on in Step 4.
Is Mc always going to be the one walking down the aisle or could Cove do it? Also could you choose to have one of your moms walk you?Â
No. Cove wouldnât want to walk down the aisle like that and the MC automatically respects that. And the MC also gets to have their preferences respected, so itâs up to you whether they want to do an aisle walk or not. You also can pick who, if anyone, walks with you.
Once step 4 is out, will you be able to go the whole game on crush/love without either of you confessing?Â
Yes, as long as you tell the game you donât want to progress the relationship. Even in Step 4 it wonât force you to officially get together.
Howdy, so in Step 4, there will be any Romance with Derek that is not part of any dlc?Â
Heâs only a friend unless you get his romance story.
Will the step 4 in OL2 be one big step or are you considering moments?Â
Step 4 is just an epilogue in both games.
hi kind of a weird question but!! we know tht cliff doesn't start dating again but. wht abt flings? like does he ever do 1 night stands or anything? thank u!!!!!!!!!!!!Â
Nope. Cliff has a very small interest in sex. If heâs not in a real relationship with a partner heâs crazy about it simply isnât something he feels a need for, so one night stands wouldnât even cross his mind.
sorry if you've already answered this, but i was wondering if there were plans for there to be bonus love interests in OL2 like how we have derek and baxter in OL1.
Maybe! There are side characters who could be given romance stories, but whether or not it will happen depends on funding and how long everything else takes to finish.
I don't know if i'm allowed to ask about ol2 here yet, if not u can ignore this or answer it later. My question is can you date one of them and be good friends with the other? I don't want to be strangers with the other bcs i love them both a lot :<
Yes you can!
what patreon level do i have to be to unlock the nsfw moment? im on the $5 one right now, will that give me access to the moment, or just access to the moment progress?Â
Thatâll give you access! Tier 2 and anything higher allows the player to download it.
#our life#ask#gb patch#gb patch games#all projects#Our Life Beginnings & Always#Our Life: Now & Forever
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Watching the Rise of the Titans movie and I'll be documenting all of my thoughts/reactions here. [Spoiler Warning]
So instead of reblogging every new update, I'm just going to have this post up on my phone as I watch and type my reactions in a bullet list format.
Nari's human disguise is so cute. As someone who does have a cottagecore aesthetic, I want to cosplay her so bad
Are Skrael and/or Belroc non-binary coded? Regardless, I'm also obsessed and I want to fuck Skrael and be Belroc.
STEVE CARING ABOUT JIM BEING HURT YESSSS!!! My god his redemption has probably been one of the greatest there is because he doesn't just suddenly go from being a bully to a completely good person. You can see the gradual shift in learning better throughout the shows which is awesome.
IN NEW YOOOOOOORRRRRRRK!!!!!! CONCRETE JUNGLE WHERE DREAMS ARE MADE OFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!
The mugshot montage reminded me of season 1 of trollhunters when toby and Jim were arrested at the museum.
STRICKLER PUT A RING ON IT??? HE'S THE ONLY DILF IVE EVER ACTUALLY AGREED WAS HOT WYM I CAN'T HAVE HIM??? well I'm still really happy about his arc over the series probably one of my favorite character growths.
Eli my guy got his growth spurt!!! As an 18 year old who is still 5'0", I'm happy but envious for him
So I went into this movie without watching any trailers or promo, but I doubt anything could have prepared me for the existence of mpreg. In fact, I wasn't going to document my reactions until I saw that.
NAMURA!!!!!!!!! MY BELOVED!!!!!! I CAN STILL THIRST FOR YOU WITHOUT GUILT
The coach teacher just called the kids zoomers so I have to dock one point from my final rating just because of that. Unforgivable
Those husky animation models suck lmao
Oh fuck the titans got power ranger zords!!
God why did they include the mpreg??? This movie would have been perfect without it.... After that plot point being revisited only one time I'm already beyond done with it
Like it's bringing me back to the v*ltron days where they're was a suspiciously high amount of klance omegaverse and mpreg fics and art created and it physically hurts because Steve and Keith's voice actor is the same person meaning this is especially cursed to me since I was unfortunately in the v*ltron fandom and remember all of that
But like on another note, how old are these characters again??? I haven't checked any wikis because of spoilers but is Steve an adult??? I know aja might be technically a lot older than 18 because alien but is whatever age she is equivalent to an adult as far as emotionally and physically in Akaridion development??? IS THIS A TEEN (M)PREGNANCY IN A KIDS SHOW????
Like bruh I saw a singular post on here before going into the movie that was like "rott spoilers without context" and there was a pregnant belly but I was absolutely not expecting the actual context of it. I'll find the post after I finish and edit this post to tag the creator right here: @makoden
This entire post is just gonna be me ranting about mpreg huh
Anyway I love the whole roundtable allusion to the legends of king arthur (not the toa version but the one he's based off)
THERE'S 3 TO 5 BABIES????? I need to take a break bruh this is just too much
Alright I've taken a 30 minute break got some food and did some things i love (decompressed by tactile stimming with some owl plushies and watched some videos on my favorite owl, Garu. He lives in Japan with his owner and is a domesticated eagle owl who basically just acts like a sky cat. If anyone else needs some eye bleach, here is their YouTube channel)
Blinky and ARRRGHHH!!! saying their "if one of us doesn't make it" talk my god one of them is going to die I can see it and I will be utterly crushed. Jim can't lose another father figure and Toby can't lose his wingman again I will riot if this happens
On a similar but unrelated to the movie note, can we just talk about how toa started with Jim having 0 dads and (if strickler and blinky live to the end) will end with 2 dads? Like I just really feel happy for him that he has two dads who actually figured out how to put the past behind them to not have any infighting between them so that both of them are healthy father figures. Jim has already been through literal hell and back losing his actual humanity in the process so if he loses one of them, I'm going to be really pissed because at this point, this is just Jim torture porn. Y'all know how as SpongeBob SquarePants went on, the show just became Squidward torture porn? It's starting to feel that way for toa and I really hope they cut the shit by the ending
Jlaire is such a good ship but like I feel like it's too perfect they never disagree with each other
YESSSSSSS Someone finally doesn't treat toby like a fat waste of space who messes stuff up!!! I think out of all the characters that would have been most deserving of a rewrite, it's Toby. Sometimes I just feel he's only comic relief and any heartfelt moments he's had in the series was also born of stupidity (ie his flour baby project being unharmed was seen by him as divine intervention from his parents but was actually just Eli and Steve behind the scenes).
Ohhhhh yesssssss Archie's father!!! I was hoping I'd see him again because we got so little of him last
Ooooooooooh Asian trollmarket!!!!!
Oh never mind slavery trollmarket
Bruh titanic camelot
I feel like we're not seeing enough of the villains because I completely forgot about the power ranger zord things
NAMORA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY LAST CRUSHHHH
STRICKLER NO NOT YOU TOO PLEASE
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ONLY TWO CHARACTERS I SIMP FOR ON THIS SHOW DIED WITHIN FIVE MINUTES OF EACH OTHER
THAT WHOLE ASS RANT I WROTE IS COMING TRUE FUCK THIS MOVIE THIS SERIES IS JUST JIM TORTURE PORN
WAIT JIM'S SPERM DONOR INFO?
Oh thank God I don't want to know anything about that person
For the record, I call that man Jim's sperm donor because he has no business being called a father to him. All he did was donate some swimmers to the creation of him and give him abandonment issues
Oh another blind troll elder???? This fucker is just if vendel was a bad guy
Bruh I was grieving
PACIFIC RIM WITH GUN ROBOT VEX AND THE BELROCZORD? I've never seen that movie but I know the reference
Bruh Blinky doesn't read horoscopes? Does he realize conspiracy theories are just the manly version of horoscopes?
NO DON'T KILL VEX STOP KO-ING FOUND FAMILY MEMBERS
Oh thank God he's okay
NO NOT ARCHIE AND CHARLEMAGNE OH MY GOD
oh never mind they're just gonna coup de tat I believe in them :))
But I want to see him again
But I'm glad to see vex
Yay they're in arcadia!
But yeah I wondered why the trolls and Merlin didn't keep the whole "daylight doesn't hurt trolls" feature from the eternal night but now Guillermo del Toro I see you were playing the long con in that just to kill my girl Namora :(((
Oooooh I love the animation of the Narizord over Chihuahua!! It looks very good and realistic (if only they could have put some of that into those huskies from before smh)
Bruh the character designs of the arcane order are so good I want to be them
Nari making sure the Skraelzord doesn't crush the bus
DAMN DOUBLE HOMICIDE
Bruh I'm just glad we finally have an answer on why arcadia had everything going on as opposed to literally anywhere else!! I always found that as a weird coincidence for plot convince.
BRUH WERE BACK TO THE MPREG IM SO JEALOUS I FORGOT ABOUT THAT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS GRIEVING THE LOSS OF MY LOVELIES.
Oh that's real convenient that the ninth configuration meant all of them. Way to not decide which character gets more attention. Though it probably was a smart way to not have any infighting in the fandom between each character's stan group.
Bruh I just realized where is Barbera did they just ditch her on the Camelot ship???
And where are the other trolls that migrated at the end of trollhunters s3? They said something about new jersey but obviously Jim and the other main characters got on Camelot instead.... This feels like a plot hole
And we never learned the process of how changelings are made and bonded to humans and stuff. We just know it's super painful but I'm curious ffs!!!!
THE DONT THINK BECOME HERO SPEECH ALL SAID TOGETHER!!!
BRUH THEY REALLY HAD TO SHOW HIM GIVING BIRTH??????? WAS THAT AN ABSOLUTE MUST??????
Plus the main audience for this series is little children (the rating for the movie is literally TV-Y7) so even though my adult ass is not in the target audience, I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WOULD MPREG AND ANAL BIRTH WOULD BE AN IMPORTANT THING TO 7 YEAR OLDS???? THIS IS A LITERAL FETISH HIDDEN IN KIDS CONTENT ITS ELSAGATE ALL OVER AGAIN Y'ALL đđđđđ
Though it's probably hypocritical of me to think fetishes don't belong in kids tv when I've openly admitted to thirsting for strickler and namora
HUZZAH
NEW AMULET WAZ GOOD????
STAB THAT BITCH JIM
WAIT NO I SAID STAB NOT GET STABBED
Alright good job just missed the directions at first but you fixed it
SEVEN KIDS?????????
T O B Y ????????????
W A I T NO
N O
IS HE ACTUALLY
OH MY GOD THERE'S HOPE
NO THERE ISN'T
F U C K THIS SHIT THEY REALLY JUST HAD HIM TO BE BULLIED THEN KILLED
Y'ALL IM ACTUALLY CRYING THIS NEVER HAPPENS
I NEVER ACTUALLY GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER MEDIA THAT I CRY IT ONLY HAPPENED ONCE AT THE END OF VOLTRON BUT AHHHHHHHH
W A I T
HE'S GONNA BE BROUGHT BACK?????
HOLD UP THEY'RE JUST GONNA BRING ALL THOSE DEAD PEOPLE BACK??????
WAIT IS HE
BLINKY CALLED HIM A SON
HOLD ON IS THIS GOING TO BE A CLIFFHANGER???????????
BRUH THEY REALLY JUST CAN'T END THE SERIES WITHOUT CLIFFHANGERS like there's always an open ending
TROLLHUNTER TOBY????? You know what forget the whole rants I had on how toby was written they just redeemed it all
And that's all! I'd rate it a 6.5/10 because it's definitely the weakest of all the sequels but still had amazing animation and some good plot points. It's just really hard to look over the bad stuff enough to rate it any higher.
#tales of arcadia#rise of the titans#trollhunters#rott#rise of the titans spoilers#rott spoilers#toa#3 below#athena's own original post!#jim lake jr#claire nuñez#toby domzalski
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Mess We Made - fourth/last (m)
(gif not mine)
Pairing: Baekhyun x reader
Genre: arranged marriage au (not bbh), doctor AU, angst, fluff
Words: 7.5K
WARNINGS: language, mentions of blood, mature content, cheating (not bbh)
Quick A/N: Hiii! Im gonna hide... Ive never written sth like this omg. (pls let me know your thoughts). This is the final part so I feel accomplished I wrote such long chapters in such a short time ><Â
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parts: first â second â third -- fourth (last)
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Mess We Made, last part
âWhat the hell did you think you were doing in the hospital?â you attacked him as soon as you arrived home after two days.
Frankly Minheob didnât come to visit you anymore although you overheard some nurses gossiping that he went several times to the doctorâs office and had a chat with doctor Kim. As much as you wished to know why he would go the great lengths to try to tie you down, you also couldnât care less as long as he didnât come and see you.
Minheob frowned at you as he watched you cradle Hayeon. âDo you think I donât know?â
âDonât know what?â
He stepped closer to you and you wanted to move backwards but the babyâs crib was behind you, successfully caging you in. He grinned nastily. âWell, you really are so clueless. As soon as I found out your lover is also in that hospital, I rushed in to get you. You doing miscarriage and daring to cheat on me at the same time?â He scoffed. âThat is unheard of.â
Your heart rate sped up at his words. There was no way you cheated on him. Baekhyun did come several times to check up on you, sometimes you even swore he was there while you were sleeping and felt something soft brushing your cheek, but you never did anything more than what a doctor and a patient would do. Did Minheob know about Baekhyun? If he did then how did he find out?
Minheob laughed out loud at your shocked expression, and reached out to caress Hayeonâs hair but you moved her away from his touch. âShe is my daughter too, you know.â
âHow dare you accuse me of cheating on you,â you muttered sternly, trying to keep your voice down so as not to trigger the baby.
âWell, then let me put you into perspective because the past year youâve been amazingly oblivious.â He made a dramatic pause and you almost lost all your wits. He took a deep breath and like a snake, licked his lips in mischief. âHow many times have you moaned his name when you were coming, huh?â he whispered, carefully watching you from up close. âHow many times have you thought it was him instead of me? You were so full of him while in bed with me... What made you ever think I wouldnât find out that you still kept in touch with him?â
Blood drained from your face and you knew you were done for. And Baekhyun too. Your stupid mistake would bring him into this huge mess that you created again.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â you dared to lie through gritted teeth and hugged your baby even tighter. âNor do I care what your twisted mind came up with, Minheob.â
He laughed, stepping away from you. âSo this is the way you want to act? I will gladly moan out his name for you, maybe then you would remember?â he asked with a low tone.
You started walking towards the kitchen, deciding to mix the baby formula so that Hayeon could eat. You were not breastfeeding her, you only did so for two weeks before you gave up. Your breasts took too long to bring out the milk and even if they did, it was bloody. Another reason to be miserable. You couldnât even feed your child.
âStop pretending you didnât hear me,â snickered your husband and grabbed your wrist, yanking you back to him.
You gasped, holding Hayeon tighter. âI didnât cheat on you!â
âI donât give a fuck whether you did or not! You just stayed in hospital for two days for nothing because he wanted you there!â
When you opened your mouth to retort something, he muttered: âBaekhyun wanted to keep you there for himself, didnât he? Good way to make use of you,â he snarled. âA woman that lost her child. He could still fuck you over-â
Your hand flew out before you could think twice, landing a stinking slap on Minheobâs face. âGet him out of your filthy mouth,â you muttered lowly, sending him death glares. Minheob was shocked just for a moment before he was about to rebuke, but you beat him to it: âBaekhyun has nothing to do with me. Stop blaming innocent people-â
âI cannot believe you had me fooled! I had his best friend stalked to make sure he wouldnât make moves on you, the Park Chanyeol kid, and then it was the fucking doctor the whole time!â he shouted but you didnât flinch, only proudly noted how his cheek was becoming redder with each passing second.
âI never fooled you,â you answered, âitâs you who does the dirty job. Leave Baekhyun alone.â
âI can see how angry you are becoming. Protecting your secret lover.â
âHe is not my secret lover.â
âI can see the way you are looking at me right now. You hate even the idea of me saying his name, donât you? You hate your entire family for making you marry me when you could have him-â
âEnough.â
âBut youâre stuck with me and he will most probably find another woman-â
âI said enough!â you screamed loudly, successfully making Hayeon cry in your arms while your husband had a victorious smile on his face. He paused for a moment and pushed his hands into the pockets of his jeans. Turning away from you, he said: âGood luck taking care of that weeping machine. Itâs annoying. Iâll be out.â
When you heard the door slam, you felt your cheeks burning up with anger while the tears you didnât know you were keeping in, spilled. Quickly shushing Hayeon, you went over to grab the formula as you originally wanted to, while sniffing.
âCâmon, Hayeon, donât cry,â you tried gently but she was relentless.
You didnât want her to be scarred by the toxic relationship you had with her father. Everyday you tried your best to be good for her and make her happy so that she would grow up well. But having Minheob breathing down your neck was making it hard.
It was almost one hour later, Hayeon still slowly sucking on the milk from her bottle while you had the big TV turned on with a comedy show when the doorbell rang.
Sighing tiredly, you walked over to the intercom to check the camera, and your heartbeat sped up when you noticed Baekhyunâs profile as he was waiting for you to let him in.
What the hell was he doing here? He shouldnât be here!
Despite your racing thoughts, you let him in and walked over to the doors with Hayeon in your arms. She was tapping on your chest with her small hands as she was looking at you with huge eyes.
You were cooing to her softly, hoping it would ease your nerves. And it did. You didnât hear Baekhyun approaching, only realizing his presence when he was two meters from you, casually leaning his shoulder against the wall, his arms pushed in his dark-blue jeans, and observing you with a warm, gentle smile. It made your heart skip a beat.
âBaekhyun,â you breathed and he lazily stretched his lips before walking over to you, standing a tad too close as he was looking down at your daughter.
âBeing a mother really suits you,â he murmured softly, looking up to catch you staring.
Quickly recovering, you blurted: âYou shouldnât be here, Baek. Iâm not sure when my husband will be back-â
âHe wonât be coming for a while, donât worry,â he replied calmly.
You frowned. âDid he go after you?â Just the idea made you dizzy with worry.
Baekhyun chuckled, taking in your expression. âNo, but he is with doctor Kim.â
You frowned.
âWonât you let me in?â
âAh, right,â you stammered and moved aside, letting him in. You werenât sure you wanted him to see the place youâd been living in with another man that wasnât him. Baekhyun looked out of place as you followed him to the spacious living room. âPlease, sit down. What can I get you?â
He did as you asked and looked at you with expectant eyes. He smiled sheepishly. âThis is probably too much but⊠do you maybe have wine?â
âI do but⊠arenât you driving?â
âMy brother will come and pick me up. He is nearby doing some business.â
You nodded. âIâll have a glass with you, too. Just let me put her-â
âI can hold her,â he offered smoothly which made you stop. âOnly if you donât mind. Iâve held quite a few babies,â he grinned proudly.
Smiling, you gladly handed him Hayeon and gave him her little bottle. You realized you were too close because when you glanced up, Baekhyunâs nose almost brushed yours. Pulling away, you turned to go when he asked: âArenât you breastfeeding? You shouldnât drink.â
Preparing two wine glasses, you told him you werenât. He was silent and when you came out with the glasses and two kinds of bottles he looked up at you holding the options up for him.
âRed,â he said with a smile.
You nodded and poured the both of you a glass and faced him. Humming, you noted: âBeing with a baby suits you.â
He smiled knowingly. âOh, yeah? Well⊠this one looks a lot like you, to be honest.â He gave a loving caress to Hayeonâs head and you felt your heart squeezing painfully.
âLuckily.â You cleared your throat. âWhat brings you here?â
Baekhyun cooed at Hayeon a little bit longer before he murmured, catching your eyes. âI was worried⊠he would do something to you.â
âBut you never cared before.â
âThatâs not true and you know it.â
You bit your lip. âWhy is he with doctor Kim again?â
Baekhyun pressed his lips for a moment, thinking over your question. âHe isâŠâ he let out a perplexed laugh, as if unsure what to say, âI donât know how to put it in words.â
Baekhyun earned your full attention now. âWhat do you mean?â
âHe is in love with doctor Kim.â
Your mouth fell open, the news catching you off guard. âH-he what?â
âShh,â he shushed gently like he always did with you, and nodded towards Hayeon who was drifting off to sleep in his arms. Your heart squeezed painfully once again, the sight was bittersweet. Your child in his arms. âI found out today too. He had been visiting her for a long time. Turns out they have known each other since high school.â
That sounded awfully familiar. âAnd now he is trying to get her?â
Baekhyun shrugged once and looked down at Hayeon, her eyes peacefully closed but still diligently sucking on the last droplets of milk. âMaybe?â
âAnd here I thought he went there to stalk me.â
He turned his head towards you. âDoes it matter whether he actually wants doctor Kim?â he asked quietly, the unvoiced actual question palpable in his voice. Do you love your husband enough to be hurt that he wants another woman?
âI feel sorry for her,â was your blunt answer. âBut if that means he will change I wish he would ditch me.â You looked Baekhyun in the eyes. âIâve been wanting this whole nightmare to end for two years, Baekhyun. Two years of being completely helpless, not even able to see you properly. I want him to ditch me and I want to be with you.â
He was listening to you carefully, his eyes sometimes drifting to your lips and the way they shaped when you pronounced some words. âIf I told you I have someone elseâŠâ
Within seconds your eyes burned up in despair. âNo, you donât.â
Without an answer, he was looking at you; observing the way your cheeks became red along with your nose while your eyes were full of unshed tears. You were so beautiful even after miscarriage. You were ethereal in his eyes even though he just made you cry. Now that Baekhyun thought about it, he didn't remember the last time he saw a genuine smile on your face; it was always either a tired, insincere smile or crying. If he only saw you like that, how many times must have you cried when he wasn't there?
âPlease donât tell me you have someone else,â you whispered when he wouldn't answer.
âIt's only natural I would find someone else,â he reasoned matter-of-factly but in a gentle tone so as not to upset you.
âAnd you came here to tell me this?â
Baekhyun was helpless. He knew your jealousy could be blinding, but he thought with time it would simmer down. âI didn't come here to talk about my private life-â
You snorted sarcastically. âRight. Your private life is how we call it now?â You reached out for sleeping Hayeon and took her into your arms. Without a word you walked to the bedroom. In case you would become even more emotional, you didn't want her to wake. You heard Baekhyun shuffling after you, a conflicting gaze following your every more.
He waited by the door, silently watching you putting Hayeon into her crib. With teary eyes, you observed your daughter a little longer, thinking how wrong everything was at that moment before facing your guest.
Baekhyun didn't move when you closed the door behind you, instead he took hold of your wrist to make you look at him. âI'm sorry. It all came out so wrong.â
âYou have nothing to apologize for,â you said evenly. âIt's your private life and it's none of my business. Which means you may go. Now that you made sure I wasn't dying on the bedroom floor - because you really care about my well-being - it's time to leave.â
Baekyhun was slowly losing his patience. âStop acting so freaking stubborn.â
More tears welled up in your eyes. âYou are right. So leave. I want to be alone.â
He sighed when you tried to push his hand away. âSweethea-â he stopped himself, biting quickly into his lower lip. Your heartbeat sped up but then he murmured your name softly and you deflated again. âI didn't mean I'm in a relationship.â
âThen what did you mean?â you pressed.
âI was with other women while I wasn't with you. That's all,â he replied truthfully. âI haven't been in a relationship ever since you left me.â
âBut you slept with other women,â you finished.
He nodded, staring into your eyes with pure honesty. He had his heart on his sleeve for you, and you still couldn't help the boiling feelings of betrayal. Maybe it was because you were still recovering from the happenings of the past three days or maybe it was just the way you would always feel when Baekhyun was with another woman, be it romantically or purely physically.
âI still don't get why you are telling me this. I still don't understand why you had to come here now, out of all the times.â
âI want you back,â he whispered. âEven though it is impossible, I want you back. With everything you are.â Your breath hitched in your throat and your heart restarted its wild beating. âIt's so fucking difficult to keep my hands off of you, to not touch you, to not be there for you when I know you don't have anyone else to turn to and share your burdens with. I know your asshole of a husband mistreats you with your entire family helping him out. I'm tired of it and if it means going against all the rules, then so be it.â
Hope was making your eyes come alive, he could see it. Even though they were teary, hope sparked through and Baekhyun felt relieved.
âAre you doing this now because you know Minheob has feelings for another woman?â
He was shocked. âW-what? No, it isn't about it-â
âYes, you are,â you said, not even listening to him, âyou wouldn't have come here if my husband wouldn't be seeing doctor Kim right now. Otherwise-â
âNo, wait, listen to me-â
âYou wouldn't fight for me if it weren't for-â
He murmured your name in warning. âListen-â
âI can't believe you-â
âFor Christ's sake just listen-â
âMake me.â
Baekhyun was furious. Both of you were staring down each other, both of you hurt and desperate. âMake me listen, Baekhyun,â you said again with a steely voice and he grabbed your face and crashed his lips on yours. You let out a moan, his lips so soft against yours despite the kiss being anything but soft. He cradled your face and you didn't waste time in bringing your arms around his neck, bringing him closer. You heard Baekhyun inhale sharply as he sucked on your lower lip before licking it, asking for entrance. He growled when you complied but would fight him for dominance. It was a game of push and pull and he pressed you against the wall next to the bedroom door; the room which you shared with someone that wasn't Baekhyun.
It was thrilling, exciting and you wanted more. Baekhyun tasted much sweeter than you could remember and there wasn't a chance that you'd get enough. When it came to him, it was never enough for you. Thirstily, you pressed your middle to his, causing him to grunt while he sucked on your tongue, his hands on your neck to angle your face for him. You could feel your lips were already swollen but you didn't care. Your hands were buried in his hair, messing it up, pulling on it as you wanted more. More, more, more. You wanted him to devour you, to take you and to never return you.
But it was still Baekhyun. This was unfair to him. And so he was the first one to disattach, pulling away from you slightly to press his forehead against yours while the both of you were panting. You looked at his lips, the way the skin around them was turning a gentle pink, his lips particularly red. God, you loved those lips and how cutely they were shaped.
He caressed your jaw with his thumb, bringing your attention up to his droopy eyes. âI love you,â he confessed.
Your throat went dry for a second. It was like reliving all your happy memories with him all over again. âI love you, too, Baekhyun,â you replied, making sure you were staring into his eyes.
A soft smile spread on his face and he leaned in to kiss you again but stopped just before his lower lip could touch your upper one. âWe shouldn't do this, though. You are married, have a baby and it's not right.â
âYou already kissed me,â you urged him, not sparing even a heartbeat to think about his words, âit won't make a difference if you do it one more time.â You raised yourself on your tiptoes and kissed him before he could retaliate. He moaned so subtly it almost made your knees buckle. His hands travelled souther, caressing your shoulders before they went to your back where he drew sensual circles, making you feel all sorts of inappropriate things. You dared to bring your hands to the hem of his shirt that was tucked into his jeans and pull it out, wanting to feel his skin under. He let out another moan when he felt your fingertips trailing the outline of his abs- wait, abs?
You pulled away. âSince when are you so ripped?â you breathed which made him chuckle. You lifted his shirt slightly to see that he had a freaking six-pack. Your mouth went agape, but you still felt Baekhyun's hand on the sliver of skin that showed between your jeans and shirt. He didn't dare to go further than that, though.
âWhere else can I use my frustrations if not in the gym, hm,â he murmured in a low voice that made your insides squeeze with want.
You rested your head against the wall, looking at him with content. âI caused it all. I'm sorry.â
He sighed and stepped closer, one leg between yours as he cradled your cheek. âI knew from the start it would go like this, you know. Don't apologize.â
âI'm still sorry 'cause I never should have made you go through the things that me and my terrible family did.â You paused for a moment. âLet's start over, together,â you suggested eagerly. âLet's run away.â
Baekhyun took a deep breath. âYou know that isn't possible, love.â
âIt is,â you insisted, âof course it is. Let's just disappear and not let anyone know.â
âI have to make a living. And I love my job. You need to take care of your daughter as well.â
âSo is that a no? Even if I get a divorce and a chance to start over⊠is that a no?â you asked quietly.
âLook, doctor Kim knows about us. She knows about our relationship because I couldn't focus whenever I knew you were in the clinic. My behavior gave me away and she is a great senior that understood me well. She was the one to tell me to come here and she called your husband over. I'm sure she is lecturing him.â
âWhat?â
âYeah,â he nodded, running his thumb over the naked skin of your hip. âI'm sure with time, we can slowly start over again, hm?â he prompted gently, tapping your skin a few times. âTime is all we need.â
âI have to wait more to have you?â You were being greedy. You knew you were. But you couldn't help yourself.
âWe waited a long time for each other,â he breathed, âwe can wait a little longer. Doctor Kim will help us.â
âThen kiss me one last time. To seal it,â you demanded. âAs a promise that you will come back to me, Baekhyun.â
And Baekhyun did.
///
It had been weeks now that you found out about Minheob having feelings for the kind doctor Kim. You weren't sure if it was because you were aware of it, but Minheob seemed to become less interested in you overall. He didn't call you when you were busy with the shop, he didn't care if you came home a little later, and not once mentioned Baekhyun to you anymore. It was almost as if that argument never happened.
Even though that seemed to get better, you were still sour because Baekhyun kept the contact between you two quite limited even though he said he wanted you. Sometimes you would exchange texts, because you couldn't keep still; your need to know what he was doing, how he was doing and where he was, was stronger.
It could have been frustrating and maybe now you got a taste of how he must have been feeling the entire time after your break-up. You expecting him to be alone and wait for something to happen was so greedy it made you feel embarrassed. Of course he would have found a woman for pleasure.
You weren't disappointed; hurt maybe because you despised any idea of him being with another woman. After all, you wanted to be the only one to know how he was like in bed, how he would treat a woman after the love-making was done.
You groaned gently, the intruding thoughts not doing you any good. Plus, you were on your period. Maybe you shouldn't have thought about it too much. He confirmed he still loved you and that was all that mattered.
It was almost four months later, your relationship and communication with Minheob almost non-existent and Hayeon a curious toddler, when Minheob said a sentence you never thought you would hear:
âI want a divorce.â
You swiveled around from where you were sitting on the carpeted floor, watching over Hayeon while your tablet was sitting in your lap, going through the new lingerie sets that were supposed to arrive anytime soon. With it, finally, the âunlock, bbhâ one as well.
âWhat?â
âYou heard me,â he sighed, sitting on the sofa, emotionlessly looking at an ever-bright Hayeon. âI want to divorce you.â
You were silent, carefully thinking over what to reply next. Maybe you didn't seem as shocked to him as he would have expected you to, but he didn't care at that point.
âI am with another woman. And I want to become a better person for her.â
âI seeâŠâ
He rolled his eyes. âAt least pretend like you're shocked.â âI am, Minheob. You never told me you are seeing someone else.â
âJust like you never told me you are cheating on me with that doctor of yours.â
âI never-â you started, offended, but all too quickly you remembered kissing Baekhyun in that very house. Minheob couldn't have known about that, though. âI didn't cheat on you. Not like that.â
He let out a dishonest laugh and looked away. âEither way, it doesn't matter anymore. I want it to be as soon as possible.â
âWhat about Hayeon? She is your daughter.â Minheob didn't care about Hayeon, you knew it. He barely ever tried to initiate anything with her, let alone ask if the baby was doing well.
âYeah,â he rolled his eyes, âyou couldn't even give me a boy. It had to be a daughter.â
You puckered your lips, trying hard not to pick a fight. âI'm sick and tired of you being a misogynistic prick,â you told him in a calm voice. âShe is a healthy child and you should be fucking thankful.â You turned to look at Hayeon who was playing with huge baby-safe lego pieces. âI will raise her to become much more badass than any man ever will.â
âSure, you will.â He was silent for a while. âI will try better. I will take care of my part on her behalf, of course. And the matter with your family - they are all to stay just as usual.â
Not turning to look at him, you hummed. âGood way to become a better person, Minheob.â
âI'll deal with all the paperwork. Let's get everything settled by next week. Since we both agree on divorce.â
Sudden eagerness ignited your hope to be with Baekhyun much earlier than you anticipated. Just the idea of it made you feel elevated.
âAnd about this houseâŠâ
You turned your head to look at your soon-to-be ex-husband. âI will leave with Hayeon, don't worry.â
âGood.â
âGood.â
///
You headed to Baekhyun's that evening. Packing up the baby bag for Hayeon, you put her in the baby carrier basket once you arrived. You knew his new address but not once you visited. Having Minheob as a husband had its perks after all; you could easily look into the employees' personal records.
Baekhyun lived in an upscale apartment building, typical for families that had money. It made you realize just how much he developed professionally.
Shushing Hayeon, you waited for Baekhyun to open the door and when he did, he still looked surprised, even after letting you in through the intercom. âHi,â you smiled, âI came to talk.â
Baekhyun took you in, noting the sleeping toddler. âSure, come in,â he said quietly, not wanting to disturb the sleeping child.
âSorry for coming unannounced,â you muttered sheepishly, admiring the way he looked in simple grey joggers and a white shirt.Â
Baekhyun stopped you from going further into his apartment. âAre you okay? Did something happen?â
âNo,â you smiled softly, âI have some good news.â
Sitting close to each other, you talked for about two hours; about your future. About the current situation and about the way it all evolved. Baekhyun was surprised but you were relieved when you saw his eyes light up with the same hope that it did with yours. For amoment you were worried he wouldn't reciprocate the excitement but when he almost ducked to kiss you, you knew he still felt the same.
Your faces were so close, you could feel his breath on your cheek. âI was thinking about looking for an apartmentâŠâ you trailed off. âMaybe somewhere close to yours?â
âSilly,â sighed Baekhyun affectionately, âyou'll come straight to my place.â
Your heart skipped a beat as you eyed his lips. âAre you sure? I will have Hayeon with me,â you admitted, not wanting to sound as sad as you actually felt. It made you sound like a bad mother and maybe just a little bit, you were. Hayeon was such a delight of a child, but she was Minheob's. Baekhyun didn't have anything to do with her and even though you loved her, it also made you mad that you didn't have a child with Baekhyun.
âYou know I never had anything against Hayeon. She is innocent and too young. She is barely one, sweetheart. She is your child, how can I not love her?â
Baekhyun's words made your eyes snap up to meet his tender ones.
Slowly he lifted his hand, cradling your cheek. âShe looks a lot like you, you know?â
You closed your eyes. âYou already told me.â
âAnd I'm saying it again. She is gorgeous. I bet she will grow up into a beautiful lady just like her mother.â
You smiled, shaking your head gently as to not let his hand fall. âWill you help me raise her into a good and loving child?â
âOf course,â he breathed, his thumb wandering to your lower lip. âWe will raise her together.â
Your smile grew wider, now opening your eyes. âI love you so much, Baekhyun. You really have no idea how perfect you are, do you?â
He smiled and leaned in, nudging your nose with his. âI would do anything just to see you smile like that again. I want to keep that smile on your face forever, baby.â
Electricity cursed through your veins. You leaned in, wanting to finally overcome the teasing distance between your lips but Baekhyun stopped you. âHayeon is sleeping here.â
âShe will sleep for a while now. She always sleeps the best after a car ride,â you muttered, still eyeing Baekhyun's lips.
He hummed, acknowledging your words. Then he grabbed your hand gently, intertwining your hands and made you stand up. Eagerly, you followed him to his bedroom and once he closed the door, you stared at each other for a moment before the both of you leaned in at the same time. Kissing each other passionately, he walked you towards his bed and sat down, making you straddle him.
You whimpered at the feel of his wandering hands. âYou don't mind kissing me now?â you asked, wanting to be sure you weren't doing something that made him feel uncomfortable.
Baekhyun was looking up at you with huge eyes full of lust and love. The raw crave in his eyes was undeniable and it turned you on. âNo. I should have just stolen you a long time ago.â
You giggled but he silenced you with another mind-blowing kiss. Letting him touch you everywhere, you found yourself needing air quickly and Baekhyun moved to your cheek, jaw and neck, sucking gently on the sensitive skin. Your hands were messing up his before they found the way to his shirt, once again wanting to feel up his abs that contracted under your touch.
âI missed you so much,â groaned Baekhyun when he squeezed your backside as he licked your collarbones before biting. You hissed, but he didnât stop.
âI missed you much more,â you breathed, closing your eyes in pleasure. âYou have no idea how much.â
He hummed and grabbed the v-line of your shirt, yanking it down to show your bra. Hungrily, he attached his lips to the swell of your breast and you moaned loudly, burying your hand in his hair. âI missed these, too,â he muttered, making you chuckle.
When his other hand wandered south to your jeans, you grabbed his hand in alarm.
âB-Baekhyun, Iâm on my period,â you breathed shakily, your arousal growing with each touch of his. Because of your stupid monthly issue you wouldnât be able to enjoy Baekhyun but to your utter shock, he muttered:
âI donât care.â With that, he hoisted you up in his arms, making you let out a silent squeal as he smiled and brought you to his private bathroom. âUnless you mind,â he added warily.
âNo,â you shook your head quickly. âI crave you too much to care.â
The doors closed shut and you were pushed against them, his middle pressed to yours causing you to let out a wanton moan. He wasnât even inside you but you felt like a bone shattering orgasm was on its way already.
âFuck, I missed you so much,â he whispered urgently as he sucked on your neck, his other hand supporting you on your backside, and the other wandering inside your shirt.
Your hand was in his hair, grabbing on it, pushing his head into your chest needily. âJesus, Baek, I need you. No teasing, god.â
This would be a first time for the both of you to be intimate while you were bleeding. As much as it was a little off-putting, neither of you built up the boundaries that seemed to be nonexistent in your relationship.
He grunted as he brought you to the shower stall and gently put you down on your wobbly legs. You were already taking off your shirt and jeans and he was mimicking you, desperate to finally feel each otherâs skin. When the both of you were naked, Baekhyun stepped closer to you and reached behind you to turn on the shower.
The first wave had cold water which made you squeal and jump, attacking and hugging Baekhyun to yourself who caught you with a handsome laugh.
âIâll make you all hot and bothered very soon, princess,â he murmured in your ear, his nose pressed to your hair as you felt his hand caress you over your stomach before he let it slide to your womanhood.
âBaek-â you started quickly, sudden anxiety eating you away because you were bleeding.
âShh, no words,â he said and brought his face back to yours, diving in to bite your lower lip. âJust our bodies talking.â
âBut-â
âI said,â he pressed and just then he spread your womanhood, his middle finger teasing your lips and the sensitive bud before he quickly let it dive into your hole. Your knees buckled at the sensation and Baekhyun was fast to press you against the wall, letting the water wash away your blood and arousal from his hand.
âFucking gorgeous,â he grumbled and pushed two fingers inside of you, humming when he watched you open your mouth in an airy moan, your eyes closed in pure ecstasy.
You were panting heavily and when you opened your eyes to look at your lover, you felt like your chest would combust with repressed emotions. You grabbed the back of his head and smashed your lips together, bringing out another pleasurable moan from Baekhyun. The vibration of his chest rang against yours, connecting two wildly beating hearts.
He scissored his fingers inside you, pumped you slowly, in and out, making sure you were well stretched out.
A whimper was what made Baekhyun pull away from the heated kiss. âDo you think youâre ready for me?â he asked in a low voice, his eyes full of affection, desire and lust.
You nodded eagerly. âYes, yes, just get on with it.â
You reached for his member that had stood up proud in the meantime, keeping close eye contact with his owner. âSince we are doing it while Iâm on my period, I can feel all of you,â you breathed as you stood on your tiptoes to kiss him again while you wrapped your hand around his shaft, spreading the pre-cum over the tip with your thumb, closely checking your partner for any reaction. âYou can come inside of me.â
Baekhyun hissed and followed with a deep groan as his arm slid around your waist bringing you to him so he could rest his head in your neck. He left open-mouthed kisses lazily on your skin and he squeezed your body when you played with his balls. âFuck!â
Without warning, he pushed your hand away. âDo you trust me?â he asked, his hands already trailing down your sides, his member pressed to your stomach.
âAlways.â
âThen jump for me,â he whispered passionately and was fast to catch you, your legs around his waist and your center just on his manhood. âI will fuck your brains out.â He informed you and you could only plead for him to finally move on. And he did. With just his tip at your center had the both of you close your eyes and moan into each otherâs mouths before he slowly pushed in.
âAhh, yes,â you let out and wiggled in his grasp. Baekhyun hissed sharply biting your earlobe when he managed to slide almost all of him in. âShit your slick.â
Both of you looked down to where you were connected to see the water wash away a chunk of blood. âReady?â he asked gently. âTell me immediately if somethings off.â
You smiled at him deliriously and nodded in confirmation.
Baekhyun started with a slow pace, his thrusts careful, making you feel every single inch of his member, every vein and plain. Being on your period made your womanhood extremely sensitive and aware of every single movement inside you which was the reason your forehead fell into his shoulder, a moan after moan leaving your mouth.
He took your passionate reaction as a yes to speed up, and he set a faster, stronger pace, sliding swiftly in and out of you, each fraction sending pleasurable waves through Baekhyunâs body.
âFuck yes,â he groaned when he slammed harshly into you, aiming for your gspot, sliding you up the wet wall while you arched your back.
âYes, Baekhyun, right there!â you screamed, the slight cramps in your lower abdomen wonderfully changing into a wave of ecstasy bringing you closer to the edge.Â
âI know my woman well,â he hissed, watching your erotic face expressions with hooded eyes as he gave you another powerful thrust. âOnly I know all your secret spots.â
âYes, yes,â you gasped and leaned in, pushing your tongue into his mouth, your teeth clinking in the process as his length kept filling you up, stretching you so well he was touching your cervix. You felt another chunk of blood releasing and Baekhyun panted, your walls starting to pulse around him, telling him you were close. He quickly fumbled with his hand and brought it to your lower lips, massaging sensually with long fingers while he pounded into you, chasing now his own release as well. The buildup was almost unbearable. Just the idea of him taking you would send him to another world and the fact that he truly had you in his arms, you wrapped around him inside and outside made him release spurts and spurts of cum, his panting coming out in high-pitched moans just when you started to milk him.
You screamed loudly and Baekhyun was mouthing at your breasts hungrily, just as he always did when he was releasing. He gave your nipple a bite as he turned his thrusts into lazy hip-rollings, helping the both of you ride out your highs.
The shower was still fully on but it did little to no help to block out the sexual pants both of you were heaving out.
You locked eyes with Baekhyunâs and caught him smiling in satisfaction. âKiss me,â he muttered and you gladly leaned in, humming when he licked his way inside, meeting your tongue for a small battle for dominance. You pressed against him, pushing his tongue aside, wanting to win but he whimpered and bit you which made you withdraw with a hiss. You separated with a loud smack. âCheater,â you whispered in disbelief, your lips red and swollen.
âAm I now?â quirked Baekhyun, flirting, and let you down slowly, slipping out of you. He cradled your face and kissed you innocently as if to make up for the ruined kiss, enjoying the touch of your lips as the water was mixing in.
âThat was fucking amazing,â you told him in bliss, hugging his neck. You brought his ear close to your mouth. âLetâs do it again.â
âNobody said we were done, princess.â Baekhyun had a shit-eating grin when he trailed his fingers up your sides and gently groped your breasts that made you sigh in pleasure right away. Your nipples were already hard and aching but his touch made you feel like you were levitating.
âYouâre so damn sensitive. Who knew sex during your period would be this much fun? You are so responsive to every single touch of mine,â he murmured sexily as he let the tip of his nose trail your cheek, darting his tongue out to lick on your skin.
You were aroused yet again and begging for him to resolve this issue.
âYou aren't leaving my house tonight,â he told you as he brought his head back to look into your eyes. âI'll take care of you.â
///
2 years later
Baekhyun squeezed your hand with a huge smile as you were both sitting on the ground opposite his parents while Hayeon was running around, playing in Baekhyun's childhood room. A room that held so many memories that were dear to you.
âSweetie, eat a little bit more,â prompted Baekhyun's mother lovingly. âYou are bearing a boy. You need to make sure he comes out all sturdy and ready to face this world.â
You giggled, as you caressed your baby bump, Baekhyun joining you.
âShe is quite sensitive, mum. I don't want her to throw up everything afterwards,â commented Baekhyun.
He was right. As painless as Hayeon's pregnancy was, this little boy inside of you was making you nauseous 24/7. You found it quite ironic how your family wanted you to bring a boy into the family when you were with Minheob, yet now, when you were with Baekhyun, it was a boy. It was more exciting because Baekhyun did the ultrasound and finding out the gender of your baby had its own magic when he was the doctor.
The past two years, everything was so different yet the same. Living with Baekhyun was perfect despite typical arguments. He was understanding and you were trying to be okay with his busy schedules at the clinic.
Baekhyun wanted you to settle in properly in his house along with Hayeon before you would start a family with him. Being careful in bed was not the most fun for you, as you always wanted to feel everything he could offer, but once the both of you gave each other the green, your life became much more exciting. You were eager to get pregnant with Baekhyun's child. Finally, the old, rusty dreams you had as a teenage girl could come true.
After hearing some rustling, you stood up. âI'm gonna check up on Hayeon,â you said and strolled over to Baekhyun's bedroom. âHayeon,â you muttered, seeing her going through some old biology books. You laughed. âOut of all the things in this room, this is what caught your attention?â you asked her, and walked over.
âMama, look!â she pointed at some drawings Baekhyun had in the corner of the page.
âOh, what is that,â you faked excitement and then you looked properly. Decoding Baekhyun's terrible scribbles, you gasped quietly.
hottest chickkk in the entire school >< and shes mine woow
love is not as bad as guys make it out to be
because i love herrr
âThe hell is this?â you murmured, not even noticing Baekhyun standing behind you.
He laughed loudly and you looked up at him in question. âWell, what do you think it is? It's about you, silly,â he said and crouched, hugging you from behind. âMany guys were crazy about you, yet I got you.â
You snorted a laugh. âSure, half of the school envied me and the other hated me for being who I am,â you said, looking at his side profile.
âAh, look at you talking and talking instead of kissing your gorgeous husband,â muttered Baekhyun playfully, letting his hands slide over the baby bump. In response, you kissed Baekhyun's cheek.
âNo kissing daddy!â Hayeon complained.
Hearing Hayeon calling Baekhyun her father warmed your heart. âI can't kiss daddy?â She didn't respond, instead observing you and Baehyun. âTogether?â you tried.
She grinned with her tiny teeth and Baekhyun laughed at her cuteness. âCome over, my little princess,â he opened his left arm, not letting go of you. Hayeon squealed, jumping straight at Baekhyun which made him grunt. Without waiting, she pressed her mouth to Baekhyun's cheek while Baekhyun turned to you with a mischievous glint. He pressed his lips to yours and you smiled widely.
âLove you three so much,â said gently Baekhyun, looking at you and Hayeon while caressing your bump.
âLove you more,â you whispered and stole another kiss before Hayeon could notice.
Even though not everything was perfect, you finally were together as you should have been since the start of the mess. With most of it being resolved, you were excited to face a brand new chapter with Baekhyun and with the family you created with him.
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.END.
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â Summary: Tomura is hopeless when it comes to relationships, and soon thatâs all subject to change. With the power of Tinder, Touya and one oblivious chick on his side, who knows what can happen.Â
A/N: omgggg, iâve lurked on my priv for the past year and finally decided to stop being a narc and post something. i havenât written in forever and it shows lmao, but uh yeah pls give me feedback if youâd like. (also idk if this has been. done before, but sorryyy if it has)
â Pairing: Tomura Shigaraki x fem!Reader
â Warnings: Non-con/dub-con, manipulation, dumbfication (if you squint), slapping, yandere, catfishingÂ
"Fuck I'm horny."Â
Tomura groaned into his pillow, conflicted with whether he should be agitated or turned on. Due to his third nap of the day being interrupted by the excessive lewd noises coming from the shared living room. Tomura's roommate, Touya, had no real understanding of boundaries and was often more bothersome than helpful. Still, without his portion of the rent, he'd be on the streets struggling to find an apartment within his meager budget.
"Keep fucking me, Touya-san!" The plea echoed through the thin walls of the shoddy apartment. At least someone was getting laid. The last time Tomura had gotten lucky was at an impromptu Halloween party thrown by Touya at the apartment.Â
He went as Jason Vorhees using a dingy hockey mask he found in Touya's closet. The poor girl in question, who came dressed as an angel, was drunk out of her mind. She clung to Tomura's scrawny body incoherently, slurring about "How hot it would be to fuck a murderer." The fling hadn't lasted long before the young lady in question toppled over the side of his bed and hurled her entire cup of jungle juice onto the floor. Poor Tomura had to spend his night nursing her head over the toilet. Making a mental note to tell Touya that he couldn't invite any freshmen to their parties ever again.
Tomura ended up seeing her again in passing on campus, giving a small smile as she walked by. Only to be met with an eye roll as she turned to walk in the opposite direction. Fucking bitch... Other than that, Tomura had found himself too busy writing code, playing video games, and browsing Reddit to dedicate any time to dating. The polar opposite of his roomie Touya-san, a communications major whose schedule consisted of dating? If you considered fucking the same chick for a week before ghosting her dating, sleeping, and eating and drinking Tomura out of a house and home.
"You ready for my load? You're my little cum dump, right? Say you're my cum du-"
Speaking of fucking, Tomura's hard-on was starting to hurt, and what better way to relieve himself than to beat off to the action in the adjacent room.Â
He started to palm himself over his sweats, erection already beginning to poke through. Figuring that he's teased himself enough, he lowered his boxers, allowing his cock to slap against his stomach, throbbing and angry. He slowly stroked himself, gathering the pre-cum spouting from the tip, and used it to lube the rest of his cock.
"Pleaseee fuck! I'm your little cum dump! I swear Touya!"Â
Tomura started to stroke his cock faster, leaving a squelching noise with each stroke. He was barely managing to suppress his moans. Knowing how Touya wouldn't let him hear the end of it if he got caught fucking his hand to the sounds of their subtle lovemaking.Â
"Fuckfuckfuck... I'm cumming!" Touya grunted, giving out after his final stroke.
Tomura followed suit, flicking his wrist with each stroke. As his orgasm finally took hold of him, biting into his shirt to stifle his moan as he came all over his fist.Â
"Are you fucking serious, Touya?"
"What?"Â
"I didn't get to cum?"
"Um⊠I'm sure you can take care of that when you get home."
"You're such a piece of sh-"
Tomura tuned out the rest of his roommate's performance. Really hoping he'd wrap it up cause he really needed to take a piss and couldn't make it to the bathroom without passing through the living room.Â
After hearing a respectable amount of silence, he figured it was safe to leave the room. Of course, he was wrong; he was met with a staredown between Touya and a petite blonde woman.
"I'm sure your roommate Tenko wouldn't leave a lady hanging like that."
"It's Tomura," he muttered.
"Same fucking thing, my point still stands," The mystery woman huffed. There was a pregnant pause before Touya doubled over in laughter, clutching his chest.
"You think this cuck knows how to take care of a lady? Yeah, it's time to go, Tara."
"It's Toga, you shit stai-"her statement was abruptly interrupted, the door slamming in her face. Touya's back slid down against the door as he sat facing Tomura.Â
"Chicks? Am I right?" Touya sighed, peering over at Tomura, who had just left the bathroom. "Speaking of chicks, when's the last time you had sex, Shiggy?"
"It's been... a while." Tomura shrugged, not wanting to indulge his roommate with the details of his sex life.
"Well, we can't have that, can we? Let's make you a Tinder." Touya proudly announced, excited at the prospect of playing matchmaker for his roommate. Tomura reluctantly gave in, knowing once Touya was set on something, it was bound to happen one way or another.Â
Two blunts later, Tomura and Touya were strewn over the couch, mulling over his profile's final details. It consisted of three pics, one from the Halloween party, another from their most recent function. The last pic is a selfie of him in a black hoodie with sunglasses on. The icing on top is the bio that unironically stated, "Freak in the sheets, gamer in the streets."
"You're gonna be a real pussy magnet shiggy. Just wait, you'll have to fight the chicks off with a stick after they see this." Touya chuckled as he took another puff of the blunt.
"Go to hell and stop hogging; you didn't put shit in on this anyways," Tomura muttered as he snatched the blunt away to take a pull. Maybe he would find some success, he entertained the concept of having a consistent fuck buddy, but sometimes he was lonely and just wanted someone to lay up with. He wanted to be optimistic about something for once, taking his final pull and ashing the blunt out. The smoky haze and intoxicating scent lulling him to sleep.Â
Fuck optimism, Tomura thought. It had been three days with zero matches or messages, and he was starting to think there had to be a glitch in the system. The only time he had seen a match is when he accidentally swiped on Midnight's profile, a famous Only fans content creator who specialized in BDSM. The same Midnight that he happened to be a top donor for and occasionally bought panties from, but that's beside the point. The profile was poorly made with blurry, uncropped pics taken straight from her social media profiles. The lack of detail and legitimacy was apparent. Tomura felt terrible for the poor soul who probably fell for it, but it made him thinkâŠÂ
Why not see how different the response would be if he ran a profile under someone else's guise. Someone more attractive, someone more affluent, and someone more famous. This was simply a social experiment; no harm would come from it of course. He would simply ghost anyone who wanted to meet, keeping all interactions virtual. Now who could he possibly pretend to be. without getting caught. Tomura's eyes finally settled on an Axe ad playing on tv featuring male model Keigo Takami. Mr. tall, blonde, and handsome would definitely attract the feminine masses. Â
Ding ding ding, it was like a bell went off in his head; he had found his new look. He started to scour the internet for any pictures of Hawks that weren't already posted to his socials and be sure to crop any evidence out. A few hours later, Tomura gazed over his final product. He thought it seemed too good to be true; he was sure that anyone with a working brain would know the profile was clearly a catfish. It was too clean, too pristine, and too perfect, but Tomura was tired of the profile's nit-picking details and saved his last changes. It was starting to get dark, and he had to begin his Comp Sci homework soon so he'd have time to play zombies on Call of Duty later.Â
Tomura woke to a multitude of buzzes notifying him of the several hundred matches he'd accumulated overnight on his Hawks profile. Apparently, no one had a working brain within the 15-mile radius. The messages were filled with tons of chicks he had seen on campus or in class. He even recognized the one from the Halloween party. He spent his morning smoke break, siphoning through the various contenders.
Too tall.
Too blonde.
Too ugly.Â
Until...
He finally stopped scrolling when he reached your profile; he had seen you before in his Major classes. You were a somewhat modest girl, always working to be an overachiever and teacher's pet. You hadn't spoken to him before, only forcing a smile when Tomura was caught staring at you in class. You were talented, beautiful, quiet, and you hadn't encountered Touya yet. You were everything he had wanted, and more. He started to type a message awaiting your response.
Keigo: "What's keeping you up this late, love ;)"Â
Tomura thought to keep it casual enough to fit his suave persona.
Y/N: "lol, just sum late night studying keeping me up."
Y/N: "won't lie im very nervous to texting you rn, i'm a big fanÂ
Keigo: "it's gud knowing i have fans as cute as you ;p"
The conversation seemed to flow from there between you two, texting for almost two weeks strong. Tomura had learned so much about you in a short time, your favorite foods, your favorite color, favorite music, and your dislikes as well. Touya often came by his room to check in on Operation: Get Shiggy Some Pussy, only to be met with a "Fuck off," and yet another door slammed in his face.Â
You gushed over how lucky you were to be texting the one and only Keigo Takami. Of course, you were skeptical at first, but what kind of fucked up person would take the time to pretend to be another person? The conversation between you two was great and always kept you on your toes. Still, sometimes days would pass before you received a response; you chalked it to the fact that he was always busy as a celebrity and didn't always have time to respond to you.Â
You were currently lying in bed and unable to fall asleep; you peered at your phone to see that it was 2:05 am. You let out a sigh, preparing to stare at your ceiling until you finally fell asleep, only to be interrupted by a chime from your phone. It was a message from Keigo.Â
Keigo: you up? ;(
You instantly typed a response, scared that you had done something wrong.
Y/N: yup, what's wrong�
Keigo: i'm so fucking hard rn baby ;(((
Oh shit, you hadn't prepared yourself for that response; maybe he injured himself at work or-
Keigo: you still there babe? send a pic ;p
You definitely hadn't prepared for that, but who were you to deny him. Keigo could've asked anyone else in the world, but he asked you. Not wanting to leave him waiting, you quickly shucked your shirt off and used your arm to push up your breasts, giving an illusion of the perfect push up bra. You promptly took several pics, taking the time to edit and select the ideal filters to complement your skin tone.
Y/N: 1 image sent
A bubble indicating him typing popped up instantlyÂ
Keigo: 3 images sent
Keigo: fuckkkk babe, ur such a tease
You opened the pics, feeling your panties dampen slightly. It was a cock, well Keigo's cock, fat and engorged, leaking pre-cum against his toned belly. He was mostly well-groomed, but a prominent white tuft of hair appears in the picture, making you wonder if Keigo was actually a natural blonde.
Keigo: 1 video sent
 let me see that pretty pussy baby,Â
It was a video of Keigo languidly stroking his cock, how romantic. It was only right for a gorgeous man like Keigo to have a pretty cock to match. What he lacked in girth was definitely made up for in length, complemented with a slight curve that could definitely reach that itch that none of your toys could scratch. By now, you had ditched your panties and started to slowly start to fuck yourself open with one finger at a time. You started recording and angled the phone against your pillow, trying to capture you desperately fucking yourself on your fingers, letting out a small whimper with each thrust.
Y/N: 1 video sentÂ
You began to fuck yourself vigorously, dragging the accumulated slick over your clit with slow, circular strokes. You felt your orgasm on the brink, growing more restless and desperate, humping reverently at your fingers, whimpering desperately; you were so close...There was a sudden surge of fluid from your core, incoherent mumbles leaving your mouth as you kept carefully fucked yourself through your climax. The post-orgasm bliss lulling you to sleep, your eyes had finally fluttered shut, only to be awakened by another chime.Â
Keigo: 1 image sentÂ
look @ all that cum baby, its all for you ;)
Y/N: when can we meet? my fingers can only work for so long :p
Read: 2:53 am
Aw man, maybe he fell asleep. You were definitely fighting sleep at this point as well, finally closing your eyes, satisfied for the night.Â
Tomura struggled to catch his breath, reaching for his discarded shirt to wipe the sticky cum off of his stomach. That was the third time this month you'd ask about a meeting, and it was frankly starting to piss him off. He'd have to come up with something fast if he wanted to keep you around. Even though he didn't have much of a moral compass left in his body, the feeling of guilt was hard to ignore. You didn't deserve to be roped into his fucked up social experimentâŠÂ
A yawn interrupted Tomura's guilty thoughts. He could continue to feel guilty when he wakes up tomorrow.
 The following week your prayers had been answered, Keigo finally agreed to meet! It had been such a bittersweet feeling. What if he thought you looked nothing like your profile pictures? Would he reject you and run the other way, screaming? You tried to push your doubtful feelings down by distracting yourself with running errands. Finding the perfect outfit to wear, getting every inch of your body waxed, and picking up a lacy red lingerie set.Â
Upon getting back to your apartment, you found a red bouquet of roses on the doormat. They were clearly store-bought and not of excellent quality⊠but it's the thought that counts!Â
Lots of celebrities were frugal, and of course, Keigo was no different. After further inspection, a small white card with an address and time. You searched the address finding a mid-grade hotel on the outskirts of the city. Keigo was definitely a (cheap) frugal man dedicated to his discretion. Soon realizing that the time on the card was approaching, you quickly ran to shower and primp yourself for the evening. Not even thinking to question how he found your address in the first place...
You had finally arrived at the sketchy hotel, noting that there were little to no cars in the parking lot and noting that none of them looked like they belonged to Keigo. You wandered through the lobby until you finally reached the elevator, tapping the button for the 5th floor. You tried to shake off your pre-meeting jitters, you already knew everything would be fine, but you couldn't shake the feeling of something wrong...
Those intrusive thoughts were soon interrupted by the chime that indicated you had reached your floor. You took a deep breath as you stepped off the elevator, pacing yourself as you walked to your destination.Â
Room 555Â
How fitting, you thought. Your knuckles rasped against the door several times.
"Come in." A voice sounded through the door.
You peeked your head around the door before taking a step in the room, not being able to locate the owner of the voice. You gasped after taking the appearance of the room. The room had rose petals haphazardly strewn across the floor. Candles flickered on the dresser, a bubble bath was run in the bathroom, and to top it off, a too cheap bottle of champagne on ice.Â
There was clearly an effort made, which made your heart swoon, hoping to put a real face to the man you've been speaking to for the past few months, you said out into the empty room.
"Keigo, I like what you've done with the place. You can come out now," you giggled.
"I'm glad you got the flowers," a raspy voice responded.
.......Huh?
Your joy instantly crushed, having heard Keigo's voice multiple times in the interviews you've seen, it sounded nothing like that. Unless he'd suddenly started chain-smoking within the past few months. A loud alarm started going off in your head. It was definitely time to go.
You twirled on your heels and reached for the doorknob, only to be stopped by a hand gripping your upper arm.
"Leaving so soon? The bathwater is still warmâŠ" The mystery voice informed.
"Oh⊠I think I have the wrong room, so sorry about that." You squeaked, attempting to reach the door again only to be dragged into a bony chest.Â
Your chin was tilted, forcing you to meet eyes with "Keigo." Who was actually a porcelain-skinned tower of a man with shaggy white hair that had an oddly familiar look to him?Â
"Let me go! You're not Keigo!" You screamed, hoping to alert any other guests on the floor.
"Fucking took you long enough. I thought you were smarter than those other bitches on campus. Tomura balked, struggling to keep you still in his grasp.
Campus. That's where you recognized the face and voice of your captor, you were both in the same Comp Sci class, and you'd often caught him staring as you worked, chalking it up to you having something on your face or in your teeth. The realization caused tears to spurt from your eyes.
"Poor baby, didn't mommy and daddy teach you to not speak to strangers on the internet?"
"I-I thought y-you were K-Keigo," you gasped, struggling to control your sobs.Â
"Well, I'm not. Get over it." Tomura slurred, placing sloppy kisses over your collar bone, slowly backing you towards the bed.Â
You couldn't bring yourself to move or fight anymore, body stiff with fear. Your sobs increase in volume after feeling your legs make contact with the edge of the bed. You didn't know this man from a can of paint, and here he is about to assault you.Â
"Stop crying before I leak those sexy little videos you shared with "Keigo." Imagine if everyone in the class knew how much of an easy slut you are?" Tomura hissed, shoving you unto the stiff mattress, springs squeaking as you bounced.Â
You cradled your mouth, struggling to stifle your sobs. Why hadn't you recognized the signs sooner? You spent so much time looking at the situation through rose-colored lenses that you had utterly neglected your safety. But it wasn't the time to feign sympathy for yourself. You needed to take action, and soonâthe shaggy haired stranger dragging your motionless body towards the end of the headboard.Â
"Wait!" You gasped, hoping that you could possibly reason with your captor.
"What's your name?Â
This was your final chance to escape. You suddenly kicked forward, aiming for his face, failing miserably as it was blocked. Both legs were then shoved into a mating press, granting Tomura the space to press himself even closer to you.
A groan left Tomura's mouth, frotting against your clothed mound, smothering your neck with sloppy saliva drenched kisses. You cowered at the feeling, curling away from his advances. The dry humping continued until a final groan of desperation was released. He was too grown for this shit and didn't feel like going home with stained boxers when your sweet heat was right in front of him.
The red bodycon dress you decided on was shredded down the middle, leaving you in your lingerie set. You added that to the list of things you were already regretting, moving to cover yourself the best you could. Your efforts to preserve the crumb of modesty you had left were futile, both hands knocked out of the way.
"You don't have to hide princess, I think Christmas came early.â âYou're wrapped so pretty, baby." He chuckled, moving to fondle your breasts. Taking the time to pinch and pull at both nipples, drawing small hesitant gasps.Â
"I'll play with these more later. You don't know how long I've waited to play with that cute little pussy in person." You felt your panties tugged to the side, embarrassed with the amount of arousal accumulated below. The feeling was soon replaced with horror after feeling the tip of his cock dragged between your slit.
Tomura used the residual slick to grease his cock, bypassing the need to stretch you out. He pressed forward, forcing himself inside, pausing to catch his breath. Damn... it's been a long time.Â
You yelped in pain, closing your eyes in hopes of blocking out the situation at hand. You felt him start to pick up his pace, causing small tinges of pain to course through your body.Â
"Mmmm, open your eyes. I want you to watch me fuck you." He gasped, realizing you hadn't complied yet, he landed a firm slap on your cheek. "Not only are you dumb, but you're also deaf too⊠open. SMACK your. SMACK fucking. SMACK eyes."Â
Your eyes shot open, brimming with tears, finding yourself face to face with your captor. His eyes were closed in ecstasy, dainty white lashes framing the lids, traces of dry patches on his face. He wasn't ugly. You'd honestly give him a chance if he asked you out like a decent human being.
His pace had gained traction, hips crashing against yours. You found yourself slowly succumbing to the pleasure, discreetly fucking yourself against him. You wanted to protest and resist against him, but with your inhibitions lowered, you found it hard to comply. Each thrust pulling you further into the abyss that was your impending orgasm. Your lust-filled thoughts being interrupted by the stranger's incoherent mumbling.
"Tomura."
"Huh?" you whimpered, not fully understanding what he said.Â
"My name is Tomura."
"Okay and mine i-"
"Shut up and say my name." Tomura's thrusts were sporadic, signaling his impending climax. "Beg me to cumâŠ... please."Â
You barely registered the final demand, not recognizing the soft tone of his voice.
"T-tomura, p-please let me cum!" you begged, right on edge needing something, anything to push you over.
Two nimble, callused fingers drew delicate circles over your clit, forcing you to writhe and sob as your orgasm coursed through your body. The feeling that followed was one of warmth as Tomura came, slowing his thrusts until he collapsed, encasing you in his arms.
Your eyes fluttered shut with your post-orgasm haze lulling you to sleep until a wet, sticky substance trickled along your inner thigh...Â
What the fuck....
You nearly launched yourself from the bed, fighting to separate yourself from your captor's arms. Â
"What is wrong with you?"
"You didn't use a condom," you wailed, tears perched at the corner of your eyes. You didn't have the time for a child, you were doing great in classes, your parents would reject you, you'd be stuck playing house with some stranger and-
"Stop muttering. You're fucking up my nap. I'll buy a Plan B when I wake up." Tomura mumbled into the pillow, dragging you back into his chest.
You continued to fight his grasp, pausing after feeling a firm pinch to your side. Fighting was futile at this point, and you couldn't fully assess the situation until you had some decent sleep.Â
Closing your eyes for a few seconds wouldn't hurtâŠright?
#bnha x reader#yandere bnha#bnha smut#shiggy x reader#tomura shigaraki x reader#tomura x reader#mha x reader#mha imagines#mha x y/n#tw: noncon#tw: manipulation#tw: slapping#tw: dumbification
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Ohhhh, requests? Requests!!!! â€ïž
We all know and love SE and the Choi family (Mc, Saeyoung and Saeran living together in the bunker).... But what about. Other way arround?
Saeran after ending, with saeran and saeyoung making amends, and you finally befriending and getting to know the true person behind 707.
Im happy with whatever ideas you have for this, but if you need more guidance... A scene between saeyoung and Mc, talking? Saeyoung thanking mcfor making saeran happy and feeling like he failed as a brother for not protecting him, and mc being all sweet as she is reassuring him that it's OK and that they are happy now and just fluffy??????
Gosh, I wrote a lot, sorry.
Oh wow. I ADORE this request. Thank you for bringing me this sweet idea. âĄ
I love envisioning their lives together post-AE, and it was so much for fun me to imagine this tiny little slice of that.Â
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Today thereâs one of those early-winter snows where the flurries get stuck in your hair but the groundâs not white and beautiful, just cold and damp. The parking lot is nearly emptyâapparently no one else wanted to go out today. Personally, you canât understand why. You love the way the skyâs a bright white and how the biting wind makes the tips of your ears pink.
Saeyoung, whoâs been walking a few paces ahead of you, turns around in time to see you stop and catch a snowflake on your tongue. He raises his eyebrows; heâs got his hood up and thereâs a light dusting of snow on top of his head, like powdered sugar.
âI was gonna ask if you regretted coming along now that itâs snowing, but I guess I have my answer.â Heâs got a complicated look on his face, like heâs not sure if heâs allowed to laugh at you or not.
âI have no regrets!â you sing, and then he does laugh, shaking his head indulgently.
âCome on,â he says. âYour shoes are getting wet.â
âYour shoes are getting wet. Also your head. Who goes to the store in just a hoodie in the winter?â But you run to catch up with him, splashing in the little puddles that have collected in the uneven pavement.
âIt was the hoodie or the floor-length pink fur coat, so I went for the hoodie,â he says, and you canât tell if heâs joking or not.Â
The automatic doors slide open for you; he grabs a shopping cart from the assortment parked just inside the door. You walk beside him, feeling a little awkward. Grocery store etiquette, you think, is such a personal thing. Saeran, for instance, likes to go slowly through the store, lingering in each areaâlooking for inspiration, sometimes checking recipes on his phone. You like to move through the store at random, picking out items that strike your fancy. These methods work surprisingly well togetherâperhaps because Saeran finds it charming when you come running up to him with a strange new fruit in your arms.
Saeyoung, it seems, has neither a list nor a plan. He pushes the shopping cart lazily with one hand, heading vaguely toward the nearest aisle. Youâre tempted to guide him in one direction or another, but you also donât want to be a nuisance. This is his shopping tripâhe was the one who announced he was going to the store; you were the one whoâd insisted on tagging along.
âAre you sure?â heâd asked then, hesitating, one hand already on the doorknob. âYou donât need to! I can get whatever youââ
âI want to,â youâd said firmly, jumping off the couch where youâd been lying with your feet in Saeranâs lap, reading a book. It wasnât that you needed anything in particular from the grocery store or that you didnât trust Saeyoung to find whatever was needed for the house (though, in retrospect, it wasnât that you did trust him, either). It was justâŠ
In the few precious days that youâd been living in the bunker with the brothersâin a world that was suddenly so peaceful you couldnât quite believe itâyouâd begun to realize something: in spite of the hours of phone conversations and chats youâd shared with the enigmatic and charming 707, you actually hardly knew Saeyoung at all.
âSo, uhhh,â he begins, a bit uncomfortably. You glance at him askance; his cheeks are pink. âWhat do we need, anyway?â
You laughâyou canât help it. âWhat were you going to buy if I didnât come with you?â
Saeyoung shrugs, looking down. Heâs definitely blushing. âI was gonnaâŠwing it.â
Maybe itâs his inexplicable shyness with you and maybe itâs your genuine love of grocery shopping, but your confidence is bolstered. You take the cart from him and he relinquishes it gratefully, falling into step behind you.
âFirst weâre going to get produce,â you tell him, and he nods eagerly, bouncing on his heels. He honestly looks excited that youâve taken the lead; you make a mental note about this. At home, Saeyoung is often in chargeâof little things, like what movie youâll all watch togetherâbecause he is boisterously enthusiastic about everything and you and Saeran are more subdued. But here, without his twin, outside of his domain, he is suddenly much less confident.
You select a few types of squash; he watches somewhat reverently. âHow do you know what to get?â he asks in a quiet voice.
âPractice, I guess,â you say. âI have in mind a couple of recipes we can make this week, and there are some staples itâs always good to haveâŠâ You pause, realizing something, your hands full of squash. âSaeyoung, can I ask you something?â
âWhat? Yeah!â He responds a little too readily and you know heâs trying to mask his awkwardness. Itâs endearing.
âYou lived alone for a pretty long time,â you say thoughtfully. You survey the selection of cabbage. âDidnât youâŠbuy food? To eat?â
He laughs, runs a hand through his already-messy red curls. âGod Seven doesnât need food to live!â he sings, and itâs in the tone of the 707 youâd developed a strange friendship with during those days you were at Mint Eye. You know now that Saeyoung was there, even then, under all that false positivity and diversionary teasing.
âYou do, though,â you tell him. You hand him a head of cabbage.
Your firm tone seems to quell him. He looks down at the cabbage.Â
âI ate snacks, mostly,â he says, a little more quietly. âSometimes Vanderwood got frustrated and brought me other things to eat.â
You turn away to hide the look in your eyes from him. These poor, poor boys.
âYou two!â you explain in mock-frustration, pushing the cart to the next refrigerated shelf. âSo you were living on junk food while he was keeping himself alive with caffeine pills. What am I going to do with you?â
Saeyoung bounces behind you, still holding the cabbage.
âFeed us!â he says. You roll your eyes and tear a plastic bag off the role beside the shelves.Â
âPut the cabbage in the bag,â you tell him. He does.
You gather a few more fruits and vegetables and Saeyoung asks about all of them; youâre amused when he doesnât know what a persimmon is.
âSo besides chips and stuff, then, what do you like to eat?â you ask him, pushing the cart into the large, open area where meat and fish sit on ice, row after chilly row.
Saeyoung hums thoughtfully, peering at a particularly large fish, complete with eyeballs and everything. âThis is creepy,â he says. âCan we get it?â
âWeâŠcan,â you say. âBut that doesnât really answer my question.â
He walks a little ahead of you, and he looks at each different type of meat with such curiosity. Theyâre both like this, you thinkâso full of wonder over basic, mundane things. Saeran was in awe the first night the three of you settled in on Saeyoungâs huge couch to watch TV together. And now here is Saeyoungâwhoâs had considerably more freedom than his brotherâstaring at an assortment of different cuts of meat like heâs in a museum.
âIâm not sure,â he says finally, tilting his head to the side. âI love chips, and, you know, fish-shaped bunsâŠâ
âBut is there a meal you like? Maybe from, I donât know, the pastâŠ?â You regret the words as soon as theyâre out of your mouth.
Saeyoung laughs bitterly. âNot from childhood, if thatâs what you mean.â
âRight,â you say. âYeah. I knew that. Iâm sorry.â
He comes back to your side, leans on the cart. âItâs okay,â he tells you. âI donât mind.â
âStill,â you say. âSorry.â You steer the cart toward a display of different chicken parts and he pads along beside youâlike an obedient dog, you think.
âWhatâs the difference betweenâŠâ he bends over, peering at the packages. âBreasts and thighs?â
You giggle. âYou tell me.â
You watch as his face turns red, clashing wonderfully with his hair.
âUm, l-letâs get theâŠthighs, I guess,â he chokes, and you stifle your laughter with your hand.
âThighs it is.â
He throws the chicken into the cart with his face turned away and you grin. 707 was a tease, but it is easy to fluster Saeyoung.Â
You move through the aisle of bottled sauces in companionable silence. You hold up a bottle of bottle of soy sauce and he nods enthusiastically; he does the same for the fish sauce and corn syrup. To test him, you hold up a banana ketchupâwhich youâve personally never actually triedâand he gives you the same affirmative head bob.
âSaeyoung, do you know what this is?â
He tilts his head to the side, reads the label.
âBanana ketchup? Yum!â
You sigh. âFine.â You toss it in the cart; maneuver to the next aisle.
âYou didnât even have soy sauce or salt or anything in your house when we moved in,â you say. âThere was literally nothing in the cabinets.â
He strolls along beside you, running a finger along the rows of different kinds of pasta. âIt never occurred to me.â
âWe were kind of surprised,â you add, tossing a big bag of rice into the cart. âWe bought a bunch of stuff, before weâŠleft.â You stumble over the words; gears spin frantically in your brain. The words hang heavily in the air between you. Before we left to find you. Before we found you and then lost you again.
Heâs silent for a moment and you know he feels the change in atmosphere, the way time seems to have slowed down.
âHey,â he says finally. Heâs got one arm draped over the side of the cart and his posture is a little stiff. âDid I ever thank you? I mean, properly.â
You bite your lip, keep walking. Your face feels hot. Suddenly, youâre not really looking at whatâs on the shelves.
âYou did,â you say softly. âBut I feel I should be the one thanking you. Youâre the reason weâre both alive, you know.â
Saeyoung stops, and you almost crash into him. He spins around, and heâs got a hard, determined look in his face. Youâve seen that look before.Â
âNo,â he says. âNuh-uh. You saved us. You protected him. You did what I didnâtâŠcouldnâtââ
Ah. Your heartâs pounding against your ribcage. Of course itâs here, you thinkâin this narrow aisle, next to hundreds of loaves of bread, that heâs saying this to you.
âSaeyoung, he knows that you would die for him. You tried to.â
He stuffs his hands in his pockets, walks away from you, lingers at the end of the aisle. The change in him is remarkable. Thereâs no hint of the awestruck boy, bouncing up and down over the wide selection of steaks, in this morose, bitter man.
âI didnât succeed, did I?â he says. A mother with a small child seated in the front of her shopping cart comes down the aisle and you back up into the shelves to let them pass. You wonder if they can feel how thick the air is.
âNo, you didnât,â you say. âAnd thank god, because where would we be if you had?â He finally looks at you then, and youâre taken aback by the wild look in his eyes. It scares you; you take a step toward him. âYou fought for him,â you tell him. âAnd he fought for you.â
His fingers drum a frantic pattern on the metal shelf beside him. Heâs got the look of a cornered animal, ready to bolt. Youâve seen this expression beforeâthough on a different Choi brother.
âI was supposed to protect him,â he says, so quietly you can hardly hear him. You take one more step. Another. Finally youâre at his side, and he flinches, but he doesnât run away.
âYou did,â you say. âAnd heâs safe. All of us are safe.â
He doesnât say anything.
âWeâre going to buy this stuff,â you tell him. âWeâre gonna pay for it, and get in the car, and go back home, and heâll be there. Waiting for you.â
Saeyoung shuts his eyes and takes a long, slow breath. You do it with him. He runs a shaky hand through his hair again and you give him a little nudge with your elbow. Eyes still closed, one side of his mouth twitches upwardâa half-smile.
âSorry,â he mutters. âI didnât mean toâŠâ
âI know.â
âI just feel like I owe youâŠâ
âMe too.â
His eyes open; theyâre clearer, bright and gold behind his glasses.Â
âYou donât owe me anything,â he says, and it sounds like a question.
âI love him,â you say. âSo, I think I do.â
Saeyoung shakes his head; the colorâs back in his cheeks now, and he grabs the cart, pushing it out of the aisle. You jog to catch up, grab onto the side just as heâd done earlier. Hold on tight.
âYou love him a lot, donât you?â he says. You can see him in your peripheral visionâhis eyes are twinkling.
âMore than anything in the world,â you reply.
âMe too,â he says, echoing you, and you grin. You picture the look on Saeranâs face if he could hear this conversationâthe way his green eyes would soften, the way heâd get that adorable little dusting of pink over his cheeks.Â
Saeyoung turns the cart abruptly, maneuvering into the next aisle with an expertise you didnât expectâyou shriek, barely holding on. He cackles.
âWe need this!â he says, and you turn to see him pointing at an alarmingly large box of some sort of purple cookie youâve never seen before.
We donât, you almost say, but you hesitate, because whatâs the harm?Â
âSure,â you say, and you toss them in the cart.
Saeyoung smiles. âIâm glad youâre here,â he says. You know heâs not talking about the stupid cookies.
You beam right back at him. âI am too.â
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words with friends - ashton irwin blurb.
a/n: okay so i got this dumb idea when i saw lau ( @sexgodashtonâ )âs tags on this post pls forgive meÂ
word count: ~1.8k
warnings: none
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At first, Ashton thought that the lockdown with his 14-year-old niece wouldnât be so bad - heâd have someone to talk to, crack jokes with, and binge Netflix with. But about a week into them being told they couldnât leave the house at all is when things started to get a little rocky.
âUncle Ash, your WiFi is the absolute worst. This is the 10th time itâs buffered for this episode of Peaky Blinders. Itâs too much,â she sighed, pausing the TV so that she could turn to him, âYou need to look into getting a better service provider.â
Ashton frowned, glancing up from the game he had just lost on his phone, âIs that why I just lost this game of Words with Friends against Calum?â
âProbably! You both have terrible WiFi - so it was one of you,â On her screen, Ashton could see her looking up potential service providers that could be newly set up without them having to enter your home.
âI think itâs his, Iâd put my money on it. My internetâs been fine all this time,â Ashton typed up a message to Calum that said âbro your wifi is shit get it fixedâ.Â
âFine, or were you just never home long enough for it to become a problem?âÂ
âWow, hard hitting facts for a 14 year old.â Ashtonâs phone pinged, a simple middle finger emoji as a response from Calum.
âLook, I found one that has contactless set up, and their reviews are great. Just think about it - you donât know how long this is going to last, and you donât want to be in the middle of kicking Calumâs ass--â
âLanguage!â He laughed, placing a hand to his forehead, âAlright, alright. I hear you. Send me the number so I can contact them about it.â
Within a few hours, everything had been arranged - Ashton realized he had a weird sense of attachment to his internet service provider, feeling guilty that he was cancelling on them, especially during a hard time like this. Some reassurance from his niece helped though, and he accepted that his life would likely be better if when he was home he could watch a movie straight through without needing to pause it, go make a snack or two, and come back to see if it had loaded enough.
The next day, the new router arrived on his doorstep, and the man who delivered it was outside in his van, phone at the ready so he could walk Ashton through the setup. Overall it was easier than expected, everything ready to go in less than an hour - he had expected some type of all day event; but much to his delight he was back settled into his couch, underneath a cozy blanket as he opened Words with Friends once again.
He was eager to be able to call his friend out on his poor WiFi, now knowing (hoping) that it would go rather seamlessly. Unfortunately though, Calum was busy at the moment, so Ashton was left to select playing against a stranger the game suggested was his match of the day. It wasnât often he did that, trying to keep it to just the people he knew - but just this once couldnât hurt.  What did hurt was the fact that this person was absolutely kicking his ass, making his jaw drop with every word they made.
At the end of their game, Ashton frowned when he realized he lost by almost 100 points - how was that even possible? His phone notified that this person wanted to go again, and he wondered for a moment if they wanted to face him again because he seemed like an easy person to win against. His competitive side came out tenfold for this round though, trying his best to think of words that would give him the most bang for his buck, as it were.  He almost had them, a few points ahead - but then they put down a word that completely obliterated him.
Ashton almost threw his phone, he did, not used to losing so easily against someone. He liked to think of himself as a wordsmith, he was a songwriter after all, he should be able to be better at this. Tapping the âchatâ option, his fingers hesitated over the keys before typing out âHOW?â. Aggressive? Maybe, but he needed to know what their secret was.
Their reply was quick, a casual âđâ and somehow that frustrated Ashton more. Maybe he needed to go for a walk.  There was no reason why he should be such a sore loser about a game, maybe being on lockdown was driving him slowly stir crazy. His phone buzzes with another notification and the person asked âAnother round, or are you too scared to lose again?â. Oh, now it was on.
A couple hours, and many rounds later with some occasional banter back and forth between the two of them, Ashton finally needed to stop - his eyes felt like they had gone dry from staring at his phone for hours on end. His niece came into the living room, her head cocking to the side.
âYouâre in the same position that you were when I last came down here - have you finally turned into a couch potato? Should I call mom that Iâm gonna have to start using you as our produce?â she asked, a grin on her lips. His niece was a mirror image of his sister, and it made him frown - missing her more and more every day. âWhy is your face so red? You feeling okay?â
Ashton hadnât even realized that his face was warm - was he getting sick? Or was it the witty banter back and forth with the person from the game that had gotten to him? He hoped it was the latter, heâd feel incredibly guilty if his niece was stuck in his house with him while he was fighting what was likely the common cold, but the times were uncertain.
âDâknow, doesnât matter. What do you want for dinner?â He asked, brushing off her questions as he followed her into the kitchen.
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Days later, Ashton had kept up the banter with this stranger. Their conversations were more frequent, and their games less so. It was kind of nice to talk to someone new, someone who didnât already know what to expect from him, or things to say. His stranger friend seemed off today, and it made him frown slightly, thinking that maybe they were growing tired of talking to him.
âYour wittiness is off today, friend, you doing alright?â He typed out, pausing for a second before he pressed send - was it weird to ask that of someone?Â
It wasnât long before his phone lit up with a response, âSorry, just tired. My neighbour likes to stay up until ungodly hours playing music, or drums. Sometimes both at the same time.â
Ashton was mid-yawn as he read the words, a small laugh falling from his lips as he recalled his night; staying up until 3 am in his studio playing drums. âWow. Sounds like me and your neighbour could be buds, you should put in a good word for me.â
âWould if I knew them, I moved in not long before all of this started. Didnât get a chance to be the weird neighbour that pops by with cookies.âÂ
Ashton bit his tongue at that, a grin tugging at the corners of his lips, âDo it anyways, be even weirder and leave them on the doorstep, give em a scare and a treat.â
âShould I leave a nice note saying âplease keep any and all banging prior to midnightâ?â
âIâd leave out the banging part, but that sounds like an amusing idea.â
Ashton left their conversation at that, figuring he could continue with his day. Not that his day would consist of much, just attempting to write songs, and test out new recipes with his niece that she always ultimately hated, but it was worth a try. She decided they should go for a walk around their neighbourhood in the afternoon, and after some contemplation he agreed.  He never ended up going for a walk the other day like he had meant to.
The sun was warm on their skin as they walked, and his nose picked up the faint smell of apples, making him smile. He thought of his Words with Friends friend, hoping their baking was going well too if they had decided to bake a treat for their new neighbour.Â
Ashton hadnât realized how long he and his niece had been gone until his phone buzzed with a new notification from his RING app, alerting of someone at the door as well as making him aware of the time. Wasnât uncommon, he was waiting on a couple packages - but when he opened the app, he saw someone set something down on his doorstep before walking away.  They didnât appear to be dressed in any type of mail carrier uniform, and Ashton grew a bit distressed by the idea of a foreign item being left on his doorstep.
In an attempt not to worry his niece, he didnât voice his concerns, instead voicing they should head back. It wasnât much of a ways away, them already on their way back - but when they arrived Ashton saw a small red tupperware container sitting there with a note on top.
âWhatâs that?â His niece asked, leaning down to pick up the note - a smirk spread across her lips, eyes flickering towards Ashton, âSeems like your neighbour doesnât appreciate your late night drum covers,â she spoke, handing him the note.
Reading over the note, Ashton made the connection almost instantly, his heart racing. Â
âWhatâs wrong? You look as if youâve seen a ghost.â
âThat person thatâs been annihilating me in Words with Friends, apparently they are our neighbour. We were talking earlier and they mentioned making cookies for their neighbour since theyâd just moved to the area.â
His niece nodded, a knowing smile on her lips, âSeems like you guys talk about more than just what is basically Scrabble.â
Swatting at her arm gently, he shooed her inside, picking up the container and opening it - he realized then that the smell of apples that had invaded his senses earlier was them, and it made his heart warm at the thought they were so close.
Taking out his phone, he snapped a quick picture of the container to send to them, simply adding a âThanks for the cookies, Iâll try and keep it down.â Below it before tucking his phone into his pocket to enjoy one of the cookies they had made.
Thatâs one way to socially distance meet new people, he supposed.
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OK im gonna expand on that last text post now that my computer is up and running lets GOOOOO
first of all fuckign point one. so the hand in game is usually open when not being used, and when you click/use the hand, it closes. neat! but also, did you know that thereâs a (potentially) unused sprite where the hand is pointing?
(pictured: AssetStudioGUI is open with a list of textures off to the left. On the right is a picture of a hand pointing with the pointer finger and thumb out)
now i say potentially unused because i simply donât recall it BEING used. though i could see it being used for either the jukebox, elevator buttons or button game and i simply just donât remember it (lemme know if im wrong on this!). thereâs also a gloved version:
(pictured: the same pose of hand but with the falconerâs glove on it)
now, slightly associated with that, thereâs another sprite of the hand i donât remember seeing in game: one where there is a Hummingbird in its palm.
(pictured: ASGUI again with the same list, but now the picture is of the gloved hand gently holding what looks to be a hummingbird)
i would think that this may be something related to borbra hence the glove and bird, perhaps a tutorial or previous quest related thing for her. or maybe it IS used and i just havent seen it! who knows. if youve seen it please lmk i want to know about the bird Q_Q (also to note: the bird has its own texture which i mean, i could post that too, but this already has a few pictures and i wanna go over other things too, so to save length im gonna skip it)
going onto more unrelated stuff, something that makes sense but is still interesting is the internal names for the slideshow room on the terrace. the slideshow room is referred to as CursedRoom, identifiable by its outside UV texture:
(pictured: ASGUI with a new list. The selected texture is called UV-CursedRoomOutside, and the texture shows, assumingly, the outside of a simple room. On one of the sections of the texture, the shadow habit with multiple eyes and triangles is seen, which in game is shown on the back of the outside of the slideshow room. This identifies that CursedRoom is, in fact, the slideshow room.)
which, the name makes sense honestly. related, those listings of âtrauma00âł through âtrauma07âł are the pictures inside the slideshow:
(pictured: ASGUI, same list as the previous picture. âtrauma01âł is selected, showing the picture of boris as a child, happy and holding his potted lily.)
so, in case anyone DIDNT think it was traumatic, the files sure seem to assert that that whole situation was. (ive heard that in the past people debated on stuff like that...??? i dunno, and i sure HOPE not, but. iâd think it was pretty obvious that this was a Very Bad Event that could Definitely Cause Trauma, but i digress)
my original post about this stuff goes on to talk about audio/video segmenting, but im gonna focus on some audio stuff in general. first of all, itâs interesting to note a few things about the music. while i cant show you what the audio sounds like for obv reasons, i can show you something with the names!
(pictured: a segment of a list from ASGUI, listing a few AudioClip files)
from here, we can see three things: one, dr. habitâs theme and the apartments music have a specific âintroâ audio, separate from the main songs. this is likely for looping purposes, iâd think. (also habitâs theme is a âfightâ????? it definitely SOUNDS like one but i wouldnt consider the event itself a fight, lol) also, something interesting to note is the listing at the top: âfalling asleep ambience 1âł. there are no other ambiences (i.e. no 2 or 3), so it does seem to imply that others were going to be considered, maybe switched out for different purposes? not sure, but as someone who gets a little spooked by the sounds, it makes me go 8);;;
some other interesting audios include the following (IDs/names of each AudioClip in parenthesis below each picture)
(horror_splat_with_juicy_squish, which seems to be the sound used when you put the mask on putunia. this oneâs more interesting due to the name)
(dish_breaking, which i think seems to go unused?? it sounds like, predictably, a ceramic(?) plate breaking)
and my personal favorite
(bees, which ... sounds like... a child sneezing????? this one also seems to go unused)
yeah i dont get that last one. DJKBGSDKFGJNDS
anyways long post is long, but hereâs some more stuff for yall in better detail! i hope u like it! i might make another one soon but i wanna go back to focusing on getting the lines finished. maybe ill post about unused/alternate lines after i get it done :D (for example, there seems to be a line that isnt used/was replaced by another line where lulia mentions that she has, specifically, â87 TV appearences to scheduleâ! what a busy gal)
#s4m#lilly breaks shit#im really excited about the lines post already hehedfgjhdkf#smile for me#smile for me game
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Some notes before you guys read. If you didnât see my post I had an idea for a fic about the reader being a Cosplayer how gets transported to the jojo universe while they are cosplaying and they run into the character they are dressed as. I hope you guys enjoy the first chapter. I plan on having 3 or 4 total
Fancy seeing you here
Chapter 1
Rohan Kishibe
Itâs a warm Thursday morning. Itâs the first day of the convention youâve been looking forward to for months. Youâve been staying up till god know when , sewing and building your cosplays. Styling wigs and gathering props when you have free time after class. Day 1 is Rohan Kishibe. Your number 1 favorite character. Youâve decided to go with his iconic white crop jacket outfit with gold pen tip pendents and an iconic gold head band. With your perfectly styled green wig on and your fountain pen and part 4 manga book in hand you make your way to the convention center.
As you walk down the street to meet up with your friends you feel a sudden jolt of energy and black out. When you wake up you are laying on the side walk, but you donât recognize the street you are on. You get yourself to your feet and take in your surroundings. You donât see any signs of the convention center or anyone in cosplay.
âHey Rohan Sensei!â
You jump at the voice coming from behind you,
âThank god someone recognized my characterâ
You spin around to greet the person calling out to you. When you finally see the face of the voice you canât believe your eyes.
âWow that has to be one of the best Josuke cosplays Iâve ever seenâ
The young man pauses and his jaw drops
âYouâre not Rohan, youâre dressed like him but youâre not Rohan who the hell are you?â
You take a second to look him up and down
âOf course im not actually him heâs not real, but I have to say youâre Josuke is incredible, you look as if you walked right out of the manga, are you on your way to the conventionâ
In that moment the man dressed as Josuke grabs your wrist
âIâve never seen you before how do you know my name, and what do you mean cosplay? This is what I look like everyday and you never explained why you are dressed like Rohanâ
Pulling your wrist free you push the young man away from you and take off running down the street. You run for a few blocks before coming to what looks like a city map. It reads;
âMorioh City Mapâ
You freeze before opening the manga you remember you brought with you, the Morioh map in the book matches the map in front of you.
âWhat the actual hell is going on here I canât seriously be in Morioh it isnât realâ
You look around to see buildings on the street line up with buildings illustrated in your book. You punch yourself in the leg several times
âWake up, wake up, this isnât real... wake upâ
To your surprise you donât wake up.
âIf this really is Morioh then that young man was really Josuke, and Iâm not in my own reality anymore, how did I even get here...... and Iâm dressed up like Rohan Kishibe, god the people here are gonna think Iâm crazy or that Iâm actually himâ
After you calm yourself down you realize this experience is kinda like a dream come true. Youâre in your favorite universe. And you got to meet Josuke Higashkita. You spend the day exploring the city since youâve read the book you know it like that back of your hand. As you explore you are careful to stay out of sight of any major characters. However a few people have greeted you as âRohan Senseiâ they think you are actually him. As you roam around you happen to see Koichi and Yukako on a date, and Okuyasu walking into tonis, but you make sure that they donât see you.
Youâve yet to see Rohan himself, but you assume heâs most likely working in his studio. As much as you donât want him to see you, you canât help but wander the streets till you come across his house. You feel butterflies in your stomach.
Rohanâs character has always held a special place in your heart, hell the manga you brought along with you is the one where he makes his first appearance. The illustrations of his house are spot on to the building in front of you. After looking the house over you decide you should move on to avoid being seen. As you turn to walk away you feel some one grab you and spin you around, but before you can see the persons face you black out.
When you wake up you are on a soft, plush green couch. When you regain all your senses you finally see the person who grabbed you, hes standing above you with your manga in hand. The person staring you down is none other than Rohan Kishibe himself.
âWho are you?... why are you dressed like me, and why am I in this book of yoursâ
You sit up swiftly and look him in the eyes
âYou just used heavens door on me didnât you, wouldnât that have a told you everything?â
Rohan drops the book on the floor
âHow..... how did you know about my stand? And when I tried to read your pages they were blank.... you have some explaining to doâ
Youâre jaw drops, his stand doesnât work on you because youâre not from his universe that has to be why
âMy....my name is y/n. Iâm not from hereâ
Rohan rolls his eyes
âThat was blatantly obviousâ
âI mean Iâm not from this universe, where Iâm from you arenât real, this town isnât real, itâs all just a storyâ
You stand up and grab the book flipping through the pages till you come to Rohanâs pages
âWhere Iâm from people who are fans of these books, which became a tv show dress as their favorite characters and go to conventions... thatâs why Iâm dressed like youâ
Rohan braces himself on the couch before sitting down to process what he had just hear. After he calms down he looks up at you and smiles
âSo does that mean Iâm your favorite character?â
You smile
âYes, you are, ever since you were introduced to me in the manga I fell in love with you. Your style and attitude reminded me a lot of myselfâ
Rohan lets out a laugh
â A lot of people wish they could be me, youâve really taken it to another level.... Iâm flattered. Say... that do you actually look like
You blush
â well what are you waiting for... of with the costumeâ
You stare at him
âI donât have any other clothesâ
He rolls his eyes
âWe are both adults here just strip to your underwear, I wonât disrespect a young lady like yourselfâ
You remove the crop jacket and toss it on the couch then move to take of the head band and wig.
âI need a wet cloth to take of this make up if you donât mindâ
Rohan stands up and walks to his kitchen. Meanwhile you remove your wig cap, then your pants and crop top. Leaving you in your bra and underwear. Rohan returns and hands you the cloth, you wipe of your contour and green eyebrows.
âThere itâs all off, you happy?â
Rohan looks you up and down
âI have to say your have quiet the talent for becoming other people, you pull me of very well for a woman... you can put your clothes back on nowâ
Slipping your pants and crop top back on you leave off the jacket and wig. You sit on the couch next to Rohan and explain what your universe is like and how much he means to you.
âI just donât know how to get back to my world, I mean I donât live here at all where am I gonna stay?... what am I gonna do?â
Realizing this send you into a panic, you start hyperventilating and crying, you then burry your face in your hands. A few moments pass before you fell a warm set of arms hold you
âY/n itâs alright, you can stay with me till we figure out how to get you home. I donât usually care for people all that much, but seeing how much you care about me, a person who doesnât really exist in your world inspires meâ
Hearing Rohanâs words you begin to calm down.
âThank you Rohan, I canât tell you how much of a dream come true this all is, in fact Iâm afraid that I am dreaming still.â
Rohan smiles and grabs his sketch book
âI donât know how long youâll be here but I wanna capture you before you leaveâ
You sit quietly as Rohan sketches away thinking about how you wish you could stay here forever
âFinished, one sketch of you as you are and one sketch of you as meâ
He flips around his sketch book and shows you his work, you take it in and start to cry
âRohan, you are amazing and I wish I was half the person you areâ
Rohan rips the sketch from his book
âIâm going to hang this on the wall in my studio, because I wish I was half the person you are y/n. Now letâs get you to bed itâs getting late and we have a big day tomorrow, Iâm going to show you around the whole cityâ
Rohan leads you to the guest room, and says goodnight. You get in bed and think of the amazing day you had as you drift off to sleep.
The next morning Rohan rushes into the guest room to find it empty. You are nowhere to be found. His head falls in disappointment
â I donât think sheâd be gone so soon, I do hope to see her again somedayâ
~
When you wake up you find yourself back in your room laying in bed in full cosplay, manga in hand. You are relived to be home but you start to cry knowing youâll probably never see Rohan again. He will remain a fictional character here in your world. Opening your manga just so you can see his face again, you flip to a page of him sitting in his studio. As he is illustrated sitting at his desk working ,you catch a small detail , to his right there is a sketch pinned to the wall. A tear falls from your eye landing on the page, the sketch is the one he did of you.
#fanfic#jojos bizarre adventure#diamondisunbreakable#rohan#rohan x reader#jojo part 4#rohan kishibe#jjba#jjba/reader#jjba x reader
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I Canât Sleep - Luke Hemmings
Pairing: Y/N x Luke
Summary / Notes: You have troubles sleeping, and luke helps. Lowercase intended.
Warnings: None
Words: 1.1k
Authors notes: I honestly debated posting this or not because im not sure I fully like it but I decided to post it anyways. Any suggestions for Imagines? Lmk! -
Luke was well aware of the issues you had with sleeping. Every time you would try to sleep you just couldn't.
It wasn't much of an issue at first, but slowly just got worse. Random thoughts kept you up at night. They weren't good ones either.
It got overwhelming for you. Once luke started to notice this, he would stay up for you. He would wait for you to sleep before he felt comfortable sleeping himself.
You were his princess and he always needed to make sure you were okay. And if you weren't, he wouldn't leave your side until you were. He loved you more than you could ever know.
It was the same as almost every day, you were up in bed waiting for luke to come home from the studio. You were cuddling petunia, and didn't hear the front door open.
Soon in the dim room you saw luke by the doorway. "Hey baby!" He says smiling as he walks over to you. "Lukey!" You say getting up and hugging him.
"How was your day?" You asked him smiling, giving him a quick kiss. "It was alright, got some finishing vocals for the new song" he says sitting down on the bed next to you.
"How was piggy?" He asks you petting petunia.
"She slept all day" you laugh. "Of course" he smiles laughing with you. "Im gonna go take a shower, you can head to bed" he says looking at you.
He knew you hated sleeping without him there, so countless nights you would stay up late to wait for him to get home. "I'll wait for you" you say yawning and laying under the covers.
Be nodded and went off to shower. It wasn't much longer before he had gotten out, and dressed. He came back to the room getting under the covers next to you and petunia cuddling up with you.
"I love you" he says kissing you and holding you tightly. "I love you too, lu" you say kissing him back and cuddling your face into his chest.
You sat there for awhile trying to sleep. You slightly moved positions every once in awhile trying to get as comfy as possible. The thoughts flooded your head again.
You grabbed onto lukes shirt gently trying to push the thoughts away. But it didn't work. "Why is he even with me? Im not pretty" you thought to yourself along with other things like that.
You opened your eyes looking around the dim room. The only light you had in the room was due to the tv quietly playing some random movie. You sighed quietly not wanting to wake up luke.
You looked at the clock which read 2:35 am. "Maybe I'll just stay up" you thought to yourself, just laying staring at the wall. It had seemed like hours before you decided to try to sleep again. It had only been 30 minutes but it felt like hours.
You slowly moved to cuddle up to luke again. You shifted slightly to be closer to him, and grabbed ahold of the bottom of his shirt again. It was a habit you had to be holding onto him while you slept, it made you feel even more safe.
You put your head in his chest slowly breathing, closing your eyes again. You inhaled his scent, almost seeming to calm you down more.
You opened your eyes for another second. Looking at lukes facial expressions. He was extremely calm as he slept, breathing slowly, eyes closed lightly. You always wondered what he thought while he was sleeping.
You soon closed your eyes once again. Not noticing, you accidentally tugged on the bottom of his shirt causing him to slightly wake up.
"Baby?" He said, almost coming out as a whisper from him just waking up. His voice after he woke up was the best thing you could hear. His voice was slightly deeper than usual after he woke up. His voice was also very rough after waking up.
"Hm?" You said quietly looking up at him.
"Have you slept at all yet?" He said opening his eyes, and stretching. "N-No.. but I'm fine you should sleep anyways" You say.
You hated when he stayed up for you because you felt you were disrupting his sleep. You wanted him to sleep good, and to not worry about you.
He pulled you so you were laying on top of him and wrapped his arms around you. "What time is it?" He asks you putting his head on your shoulder. "Almost three in the morning" you say laying your head on his chest.
He let out a small sigh as he held you. "Try and sleep for me?" He says rubbing your back slowly. You nod and close your eyes.
You sit there for almost an hour as luke watches some movie on tv. But after nearly an hour, you still aren't asleep. "Can't sleep lu" you mumble into his chest moving to get comfy again.
"Whats keepin you awake babe?" He says kissing your forehead. "The thoughts.." you say, and he lets out a small sigh.
"Wanna try talking for a bit and maybe it'll calm you down? Get stuff off your mind?" He asks as as pulls you close. You nod and he starts talking.
"What did you do today?" He asks. "Mm cuddled with piggy, showered, your mom called and asked if we wanted to go to Australia over summer and stay with everybody" You say and move your hand to be able to hold onto luke's shirt better.
"You think you're ready for that?" He asks you, you both had been dating for nearly 2 years but you have yet to meet his family because of the fear that came along with it.
What if they didn't like you, or wanted luke to break up with you? It was just too hard to come to be able to go with him to meet them.
"Im not sure.. I mean what if she doesn't like me?" You say sighing. "She will, I know her. Baby I love you so much and I know she'll like you" he says rubbing your back making you nod.
"Im ready" You say back to him. "You are? We'll have to go soon though, maybe next month?" He says and you nod.
You both talk for hours and you finally start to fall asleep. He doesn't stop talking though, because he knows it helps you sleep.
Sooner or later you end up falling asleep, peacefully in Lukeâs embrace. "Love you so much princess" luke mumbles before also falling asleep with you.
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#5sos#calum hood#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#michael clifford#5sos4#5sos imagine#5sos imagines#luke hemmings imagine#luke imagine
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Love Locked Up P1
TV SHOW: ACCUSED COUPLE: JAKE X READER RATING: SWEET AF
Spoiler/notes : this is bases after the events of the show Spoilers if you haven't seen it but also why not because the full epp is available on youtube but in the show, Jake (TBS) does get 12 years it is in another episode that he is set free and told to run before he can enter the prison, But this is bases as if that didn't happen and he did, in fact, go to prison.
I laid on my bunk staring up at the bed above me thinking about everything and nothing. The cluttering noises of people moving about in the other cells, the sound of the birds coming back and forth to care for the baby birds in the nest lodged up in the guttering, The sink tap slightly dripping onto the basin.Â
I heard a creak as Mike climbed off his bunk and leaned on the sink running some water going to start to shaveÂ
"You'd 'ave gone mad by the time you get outta 'ere" he laughs
"What?" I asked him as he woke me out if whatever I was thinking
"You sit on your own all bloody day, the only thing anybody Sees you doing is reading your goddamn books, your gonna go nuts" he laughs
"Well⊠what do you suggest?" I asked him "I've got another ten years in here"
"Get in good with some people⊠they'll treat you nice when you get out" he smirkedÂ
"No thanks, a gang got me into his mess I'm staying away from all that" I explain
"Ain't you got any visitors to look forward to?' he asksÂ
"No, my mum and gran are the only family I've got and they went in for there sentence a couple of months ago" I explain
"Why don't you do an education program your what nineteen? Get a fucking law degree or something you've got ten years to do it" he explainedÂ
"I've asked them to put me on the waiting list for the programs but⊠I don't think I'll see any of it" I sighedÂ
"Why don't you join the writing program?" He suggested
"The what?"
"The writing program, get got lists and lists of people Willing to chat they write you some letters write some back it's something to do Murray, better than sitting here thinking for the next ten years" he explained "who knows maybe you'll meet someone nice" he explainedÂ
"Like who?" I askedÂ
"Well it's how I met monica" he says grabbing something from the wall where his mattress was handing it to me it was a photo of a fairly nice looking girl in a little pink dressÂ
"She seems nice" I shrug giving it back to himÂ
"Met her though the program, she sends me letters, photos, hell she comes to visit me sometimes"
"She does?"Â
"Not always sometimes she's busy, she even visits for special ones if you know what I mean" he winkedÂ
"Oohh.. that's nice" I laughedÂ
"What you got to loose" he laughs
"I guess" I shrug.
I sat at the table while everyone was having leisure time a few guys fighting about something, I was almost sure some odd things going down but I didn't much care I just focused on my book till I spotted a guard coming around out the corner of my eye with a handful of letters, I made a mental note of it and carried on reading as he read out names giving people lettersÂ
"Murray Jake, ohh popular this week" he says dropping two letters in front of me I was a little confused but nodded to him and took them shutting my book one was from my mum and gran telling me how things where for them so I did a quick one back explaining how things were for me too. As soon as I was done I grabbed the other one it looked strange a handwriting I didn't recognize but it had my name, my inmate number even the prison address in perfect blue letters so I opened itÂ
"Dear Jake Murray, I hope this letter finds you well. I don't know why I wrote it that way I guess it just sounded epic and cool way to start I suppose I mean your not allowed to leave and I'll just throw this in the post box down my road I mean neither of us have any control over weather or not this letter with arrive to you let alone the state it will be in. That'll be up to royal mail I guess.
Ohh I'm sorry I'm bad at introductions."Â
It made me laugh for the first time in a good whileÂ
"Anyway, my name's y/n and I live not far from the prison, in fact just the next town over and I'll admit I'm not the best socially Incase you couldn't already tell. I've struggled making friends my whole life and now I'm out of education and working I find it harder and harder, people don't like to talk with me they always tend to run away from me. But I thought maybe there's someone in there as lonely as me so I wrote in asking to be part of the program and they sent me you, please don't feel you have to respond if you don't want to. I was just curious, but still I hope to perhaps hear from you soon."
Then her name and address,
I rather liked her letter. I don't know why but I felt like she was sweet and kind, like I could tell her anything.Â
"Dear Y/n, it's alright I rather liked the epic introduction it was sweet I know how you feel it's not exactly easy with the people in here either but I did sign up to the program for the off chance if just honestly getting to talk with someone else, and I'd love getting to talk with you that is if you wanted to talk with me, I'd like to hear from you again soon"Â
I sat on my bed trying to read my book when I saw one of the guards come around with some letters "hey Murray you got another one" he says handing me a letter through the barsÂ
"Ohh thanks" I smiled happily taking it sitting on my bed and opening the letter it was from y/n we had been sending letters back and forth every week for about six months now and I adored every moment of itÂ
"Dear Jake, I hope your doing okay in there I get worried about you sometimes, I don't know why just sometimes when I'm alone or at work I think about you in there and I worry a little bit about you, works been alright the comic book store hasn't been busy very much lately, how are things for you? Ohh I sent you a present it should be in the envelope"
 I looked in the envelope and saw a little square of clear resin with a rose insideÂ
"It sounds stupid I know but I made it for you, it reminded me of you in some ways something so beautiful trapped but still able to he admired"
"Awww y/n" I smiledÂ
"I also included another little present for you I know you said in your last letter you were curious what I looked like so I sent you a picture, I hope you write back soon Jake X"
I got the little polaroid out the envelope. She was sitting on a wall by a river in a beautiful blue sundress, she was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen.
I instantly grabbed some paper and instantly started writing back.Â
"Dear Y/n, your presents are beautiful there, amazing. I can't believe the flower. I can't believe you made that for me it's so sweet of you. I worry about you in that little comic shop all the time I sometimes get worried about you all alone as well. Im always overjoyed to get your letters they're the sweet rainbow in the stormy rain of life in here, your photo is amazing, your even more beautiful then I imagined you to be you look so beautiful and amazing, y/n I know we haven't been talking to long but I was wondering if maybe one of these days you could come up for visiting, I'd really like to meet you in person if you wanted to of course, I hope you respond soon"
I sat on my bed while everyone had already headed off to the showers and such as it was visiting today but I didn't have anyone coming so I didn't bother I just stayed in my cell reading my books until I heard a guard coming aroundÂ
"Oi, murray what are you still doing here?" He askedÂ
"It's visiting, figured I'd stay here" I shrugÂ
"Why? Figured you'd be washing like a madman getting ready" he laughs leaning on the cellÂ
"Why?" I askedÂ
"You have a visitor, she's down in the waiting room with the rest of them" he laughs
"A visitor?" I asked a little confused it couldn't be my mum or my gran then it hit me and I grabbed the poleriod y/n sent me in her last letter that I had since blue tacked to the wall next to my bed "does she look like this?" I asked handing him it he looked at the picture before handing it to meÂ
"Yeah looks like her" he says I instantly put my picture back grabbed my stuff and ran off to the showers excitedly, I can't believe I'm going to meet her, and that she didn't tell me first, maybe she did and the letter just hasn't got here yet. I scrubbed more then I think I had ever scrubbed in my life getting dressed into the best clothes I had even if they weren't that great. Heading down with the other guysÂ
"What are you down here for? Thought you weren't getting visitors anymore" Mike says as he fixed his shirtÂ
"Yeah uhh y/n is here to see me" I blushedÂ
"Who's y/n?" He asksÂ
"The girl I've been writing? Who I have been talking to for like six months? And sends me letter's atleast once a week? And that I haven't stopped talking about?"
"Oohh⊠got yourself a little girlfriend Murray?" He laughs
"What no!" I argued even if I blushed "she's my friend"
"Yeah, your friend who's picture you lay next to" he smirkedÂ
"Shut up" I sighed as I didn't have an excuse they let us in and sat each of us at a numbered little table, I saw sat by the barred window looking out across the yard, suddenly I felt a werid rumble in my stomach, my head didn't feel rightÂ
"You alright?" Mike asks as he was in the table to the side of me across the walkwayÂ
"Yeah just uhhh I suddenly don't feel too well" I admit moving my hands off the table noticing how much I had sweat as there where not handprints in the table which I quickly used my sleave to clean and he laughs at meÂ
"It's called butterflies murray just relax" he laughs as I saw the doors open, I kept my head down not wanting to look to⊠overexcited I guess. As people filed in sitting at the numbered tables they had been given often greeting them with hugs and kisses, I fiddled with my fingers on my lap looking out the window as I heard little steps.
"Jake?" A voice asked I looked and it was y/n but she was even more beautiful then her photo, in little blue heels and black tights a blue and white spotted dress and a white cardigan over her shoulders, her hair in loose curls that made her look so sweet she had a rather large black bag and red lipstick she looked...like an angel, the most beautiful girl I'd seen in my lifeÂ
"Y/n" I smiled but as I did my voice cracked making me put my hand over my mouth in shock what the hell! My voice hasn't cracked since I was fifteen it made her giggle I got up a little nevously and she smiled up at me as I was a little taller the her "uuuuhh hi" I smiledÂ
"Hi" she replied
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feels a little early to be writing a year-in review but i find myself in a quiet moment so i thought iâd tap a few things out
in 2019, in all facets of my life, i faced a challenge of some sort and i surprised myself as i held my ground more often than ran away, which felt new. what *also* felt new was this sense of ease i began having professionally, when it came to conceptualizing and making decisions. sorta feels like a lot of things are crystallizing.
in terms of life on here, i didnât have TSL for the majority of the year (anybody out there remember TSL?!) so i busied myself with crafting fun memories on my own. there were spans of weeks where iâd just get on a tear and run into one new thing after the other and it was all really just fantastic. i gave myself permission to indulge in the most decadent of things and to follow the most mercurial of assumptions to places i thought closed off.
iâm pretty sure iâve smiled and laughed more over this year than i ever have in my entire life. no joke.
here are some kaylorverse moments that brought me joy in 2019:
itâs nice to have a friend
2018 was my first year being a kaylor and i just sort of was moreover on the contributor or commenter side of things so 2019 was interesting in that when taylor really leaned into the gay imagery leading up to album release, i started getting newer people sending me stuff! and asking me my takes on things! and like, my words suddenly had weight for some reason? it felt weird but i truly enjoyed getting to talk with so many different people and hear their ideas and laugh and such. that was markedly different from last year. from within this, 79-swift reached out to me with the eye theory, the most beautiful and rare of observations by a singularly lovely individual that i have dedicated my life to protecting and promoting. and i feel like iâve gotten to know many people i knew through 2018 more deeply and have come to accept the role i play, lean in to it, and formulate my own truth of the matter, and that sort of heightened perspective on it has been a blessing and iâm so thankful for this strange sense of camaraderie that has formed with many of you? thank you??? and my conviction, and my wishes, for the girls to find happiness have only strengthened this year... im committed to seeing this through whether people like it or not!! harumph!
block âem
i also started proactively curating my experience.. thatâs right! i began blocking trolls with reckless abandon, and i turned anons off! đ and damn itâs so much more worthwhile of a time on here when you set aside people that only want to ruin your day.
i got over my fear of eyeballs!!
đ no seriously, body horror and in particular eyes out of context was actually sort of a thing that previously creeped me out BUT LOOK AT ME NOW. iâm gonna do my best not to rehash the eye theory, please read the post and recall the number of times i filipped out đ each and every one is precious to me
also
geeking out with bert and ernie gifs with kaylorfossil and making empsmd-blog drop her debit card need a mention.
the ME! music playlist.
i fell in love with so many songs and like, running into eye motifs in so many of the songs, lyrically and visually, was the most hilarious thing. but really just a lot of the songs really tapped at my soul with an ice pick and i even went to go see The Japanese House live in Osaka which was transcendental and iâm just so thankful for having taylor introduce Good At Falling to me because it was a *necessary* album.
i made and collected stuff
i made and amassed many artifacts that one day i can look back on and remember what a wild ride it has been. some favorites are my procuring of the pixel art heart ring from the ME! mv (a nod to my tsl days..), as well as the evil eye ring.. i didnât physically make this but the eye theory made the taydar podcast and thereâs nothing i enjoy more in this world than making someone giggle and i just love that the episode exists. making that kaylor straw was đ working on a mock-up of the golden locket has been very satisfying. i started incorporating fun kaylor winks into my artwork as well which was fun, and i also commissioned a collage from the very talented and lovely valheria and i couldnât have asked for anything better đ„°
wildin in the TS7 tag was the best.
i made this observation that thereâs this type of cocoon that looks like a cobra, which transforms into a butterfly over a period of 13 days, and like, the post got so many notes and i just had a lot of swiftie eyeballs all of a sudden on my blog which led to some hilarity. but honestly i just love geeking out over theories and itâs fun to get to do that as fans of taylor at large. things felt warm and effervescent.
my newspaper subscription
i subscribe to the TTB Times and let me just say the submissions and anons this year were overwhelmingly a delight to read through every day. also like, we did get cued in to stuff before album release and i am just thankful that there are people out there both who want to give us that and people who work to help them give us that. thank you ttb for moderating your blog (my newspaper of choice) however it is that you do and to everyone that contributed to her blog.
the whole lead up to the ME! video release
so glorious... but particular the hour before. i was rushing to pick up my kid from school and suddenly i kept getting messages from people that taylor was covering her face and framing her eyes, and i was like oh please yeah sure BUT THEN when the snake in the video had a blank eye like i donât think you guys understand i had to wait at a bus stop and exchange pleasantries with the other moms but it was a *five alarm fire* in my mind
cause shade never made anybody less gay
stealing away to listen to YNTCD for the first time and hearing Taylor Alison Swift use the word gay in a released song for the first time was a transcendental moment
karlieâs hand in the YNTCD mv.
ânuff said
daisies. daisies everywhere.
taylor said daisy kaylor rights, and she said it everywhere. *everywhere*. cannot, will not, get over how blessed we are.
gay gay gay gay gay.... taylorâs
sorry not sorry that wiz khalifa collab with elohim on her track FYM was ethereal and i still hope itâs a part of the preshow playlist for Lover Fest
clue hunting in klossy videos and karlie ads
call me a corporate shill all you want like, thereâs always a little something in there and i also enjoy the little flickers of goofy karlie that jump out from time to time. and i know this is not the case for everyone but post eyepocalypse, karlie leaning in, winking that eye of hers time and time again was just pique comedy for me and it always made me chuckle. the brands karlie has repped have been really laying it on thick too and itâs been a joy to see. when taylor does it with her music itâs art, and for me karlieâs media presence is a form of art too đ
oh kaptain my kaptain
kimby liked a comment of mine on her insta which was a distinct honor and privilege đ and really she was dropping clues left and right through spring up until she got her snazzy new job and things calmed down đ„° of which i am so proud talk about an on brand job! also partially clearing the air about my TSL theory and the lead up to clearing that air was quite fulfilling for me and i am forever grateful for the time we shared. and to this point, the seesters in general (and kurt omg) have been quite active all year and we donât deserve it but theyâve stuck around and itâs been calming.
album cover art release on the livestream
LIKE I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE NEVER HAD A FOURTH WALL BROKEN SO DULY
i love you forever, thank you for everything
when taylor came to visit tokyo this year i was basically reenacting the swamp scene from OOTW trying to get a ticket to the secret event... i listened to ME! on LINE MUSIC for over 2000 plays, i bought multiple CDâs, it was such an ordeal and then to not have a ticket after all but still putting on my thinking cap and managing to figure out where the event was while i was at disney sea and literally running from disney sea to the venue in high heels with The Man playing on my phone was oscar-worthy and actually *being correct* and the moment i knew i was correct and how i knew i was correct was so amazing đ and i play by the rules so i didnât try to get in without a ticket and i didnât lurk. but just to have figured it out and validated it was such a thrill. seeing her on TV live was amazing as well ///
lost in japan, reprise
oh and, last year for rep tour there was this theory i had which didnât pan out but it had to do with the clues i thought shawn mendes was dropping through autumn 2018 and anyway thatâs a story for another day but as i was bopping around town, looking for lockets, staying in rooms i have no business being in, drinking lots of whisky...just to know that while i was doing *everything but* successfully meeting taylor, she literally phoned shawn and had him record lines for that eye theory remix like, i will never ever, like, guys. guys. đ itâs too perfect for words. the world is weird like that sometimes.
Lover
and omg Lover the album? i absolutely love lover and i loves that honeymoon period of theorizing and parallel unearthing that we did and i love how slightly creepy-cute it is and i love the whole wabi-sabi thing going on and i absolutely love every song on the album, every one, they all have so much meaning to me... and each one is teeming with little blips and bloops and sound samples and seconds of silence and i love all the brass instruments and so many lush moments... i guess my shortlist (in no particular order) would be the archer, lover, i think he knows, daylight, cruel summer, false god, cornelia street, ME! (yea i really like me đ„°). and to think about everything that went in to the album and the thrill of what it might have been and the vastness of what we donât know, but like, the weight of that potential?? itâs like this vast pastel and black abyss of drowsy and deep feelings and i love every inch of it. itâs a vibe that reflects so much of what this year has been for me and iâm happy to have existed in this time to have had it with me.
jesus this has gotten too long, and i still have like 24 more things to write out but um, basically, as iâm sure youâve been able to assume? i wanted to say that despite 2019 being somewhat of a slasher film affair for our fandom, i still had a goddamn great time this year and i hope everyone can find some good memories and relive them as well đ„°
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