#i think i’m going to implode

[callistastar]

I turned 17 today :)

i decided that i wanted to celebrate with some of my oldest oc’s. The one in the middle, name still pending somehow, has been with me since the beginning lmao.

rant ahead about aging and stuff lol

I honestly never thought I’d make it to turn 17. It seemed like something so distant, to be this old. I dont feel 17 at all and i feel like i don’t look it either. I’m honestly really grateful for making it this far, when i was younger, i’d always see these posts and these people felt so much wiser and so much more mature. To be honest i still feel like a child, just in a body that’s supposed to be thinking about more things. I dunno if it makes any sense. I just know that I really am a nervous about the future (just like every other person lmao) and as much as i want things to change, i want things to stay the same just as much. It’s hard to explain this weird feeling.

I JUST KNOW TJAT MY OCS HAVE NEVER MADE ME CRY ON MY BIRTHDAY SO FUCK ALL THEM UGLY HEARTED HOES WHO HAVE WRONGED ME! HAVE FUN IN HELL!

but in all honesty, i’m scared of growing up…

but anyways! ILL PROBABLY MAKE A HAPPIER POST WHEN IT ISNT 2 AM BECAUSE IT LITERALLY IS WHAT IT IS! FUCK IT WE BALL! WE ARE SO BACK!

[vampiredesmond]

just remembered that haytham saved connor from getting executed and kept it to himself only to be revealed through his journal. that connor wrote “it’s too late to tell him i misjudged him and i’m sorry” on said journal after his death. that connor also wrote “i made a mistake” under haytham’s portrait after killing him. that when haytham’s last words were “i should’ve killed you sooner” he didn’t mean he hated his son but rather that he should have killed him before he got as attached as he got. yea i just remembered allat

[intriga-hounds]

between going back to work and ponzu babies i already can’t sleep, but the dogs all conspired to get me up at different times to potty even though they’ve been fine thru the night most of this past week. 😭

[thatskindarough]

Celebrating the last day of the full time job before I get to go back to only 1-2 days because of school. GET ME OUTTA HERE

[accursedvoid]

“Oh but they’re struggling creatives who need the money more” okay then why didn’t they join another streaming service rather than making their own and forcing everyone (of those that even can) to buy into yet another fucking streaming service

[lightspren]

a weekend was not enough time to reset my Annoying Coworker Tolerance Meter.

[ohitslen]

Rewatching Stampede because yes I have better things to do but also seeing Nai playing “Duet” by himself sounding the same way it did when Vash played with him, he really must have invested a lot of time into pulling that off and it just makes my gut roll in a certain way that I’m just-

[camgoloud]

you know what? fuck you *takes on your me*

[carniecarnage]

small talking to myself kinda post pay no mind

[weemssapphic]

i have SO many questions and tentative headcanons regarding larissa’s shapeshifting that i cannot even concentrate on work right now

[kendricksendrick]

if this goofy little lets be a little bit more than best friends thing goes south who do I sue?

[exopelagic]

okay so labour won big why am I actually fucking terrified seeing the reform numbers

[mishtershpock]

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[cipher-fresh]

Hey bud. How's your experience of linear time going.. you reblogged that post a lot

could be better chief

[lesbianlenas]

ok it’s funny bc like. i am NOT!!!!!!! in love w my friend anymore. ok keep that in mind bc i mean it. but sometimes when i talk to her i’m still like hi <3 and i smile to myself like :) u know……..it’s just a silly little thing i do i can’t help it………i need a gf more than anything in this world……

[mycological-mariner]

Have to skip flamenco classes tomorrow. Overestimated just how much my hips and knee could take doing the Fight Club yesterday and am now In Pain