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sometimes i actually sit down and think about the kind of money these footballers make and i’m just in awe. like i’m watching lyes talk about rashford’s wages and the man makes over 300 THOUSAND POUNDS in SEVEN DAYS. bruh some people will never see that money in their lives and man is making that money in a week 😭 mind you he’s playing badly atm (well for over a year now) and still getting paid that much week in week out. that’s over 15.6 million a year??? i see why so many women wanna trap them with babies
but fr it’s insane!!! and isn’t there a barca player being paid 600k a week (and that’s one of the reasons why the club is so broke rn?) chile 💀 God me next please
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DO NOT FUCKING CALL ME CODEPENDENT ON THAT WOMAN NEVER IN A THOUSAND YEARS.
#analiceoriginal.txt#NOW SHES TALKING ABT IT *AT* HER TELL HER TELL HER!!! I CAN BE TRUSTED W THE MICROWAVE!!!#I CAN TURN THE GODAMN MICROWAVE ON!!! ITS JUST PLUGGING IT IN!!!#I CAN TURN...A MICROWAVE ONNNNN!!! *my psychic powers send everything away*#girl stop admitting youre projecting on me.thats weird...you should feel bad abt it.#girl she keeps talking abt her childhood now too like girl whos the center of attention here.whos the patient.i think its the girl whos#HAVING HER SESSION RN.WHO IS NOT YOU.#the reason you didnt have friends is prob your personality ngl.#srry she accidentally turned her wifi off im yapping in the tags to pass time now la la la#i think im gonna draw later i think i deserve that 🩷#oh shes bringing up being ace oh were going there already? like rn? okay lol#like the therapist.damn were just going there rn w my mom here?? okay lol.i wasnt telling her just bc that was too much effort#n she doesnt listen to me.well that actually solves a lot of problems bc shes hearing it from someone she actually listens to! yay yippee#GIRL WDYM YOU PAID ATTENTION TO ME GROWING UP??? SINCE WHEN????? TALKING TO YOU IS TALKING TO A WALL?????????#if you did i would not have spent all day yesterday vent posting nobody was talking to meee liar liar pants on fireeeeee#'he said i was like the daughter he never had' nobodys ever family claimed me before i think i deserve the experience more than you.#trying to explain in every manner possible i cannot hold pens girl why she is NOT listening.girl LISTEN TO ME ON MY DISABILITY!!!#girl can you stop making it sound like im only resistant to your ideas bc i dont like change YOURE NOT LISTENING TO MY PREFERENCES???#THIS IS IGNORING ME THATS WHATS HAPPENING
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[staring at the blank google doc of the essay due in two days] you could always just be writing the yates twins fictional civil war au intended for yourself and probably 1.5 other people. yeaaaah. yeaaaaaaahhhhhh
#me and my horrifyingly niche alternate universes i collect like pokémon cards#guys you don’t even understand how crazy i am about them 😭😭 it’s not even rpf sibling narratives just kill me with a gun#i think about simon visma transfer EVERY SINGLE DAY. also adam to ineos and then to uae#there’s background pogiyates of course because i am indeed still a sucker#but yep. didi has been victim to the yap session about this already i’m sorry for spam 😔😔#adam yates#simon yates#should i make a fic idea tag#ficspo
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I made a boo oc!! I'll make more drawings to use them for when I start making "serious" YouTube videos :3
#mayodraws#dont really know what else to tag so#TIME FOR RAMBLING WOOHOO#im thinking of just getting rid of the name Mayo tbh#ive grown sick of it#honestly might just stick to my real name for everything atp#i use it for the entirety of discord now so 💀#i just feel like its not me if its not my actual name#its like its a separate identity of myself even if im the same person you know?#i like feeling that i am me even through a screen i am still me and not some offbrand representation of myself#so hey everyone my name is Hailey :3 feel free to call me that#soon enough ill change all my socials or the ones I actually use to be some form of 'Hailstorm' because it sounds cool imo#and its a nickname my sister gave me so it also means something special to me <3#should I have made a separate post for this? yes#is it too late? also yes#since im in a ramble session i may as well say more on my mind#im in a server for discord and i so badly have been trying to become friends with people there but holy shit even after like 2 months#i still cant gather courage to speak most of the time#hopefully ill open up more soon but man i need to just not be so shy 😭#are you having fun reading through the tags 💀💀#i would be surprised of anyone actually read all if them#if you did i hope you have a wonderful day 👍👍#also Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its Christmas totally#back onto the youtuve thing most of my videos are just shit like “toad screaming” or editing zelda cutscenes but at some point i want to#make scripted videos for nintendo related stuff#i already finished a script for ttyd and i know its not the best script but for being my first its good enough and ill learn along the way#okay im done yapping Happy St Patrick's Day
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i usually don’t message anyone or anything but i just wanted to say i love your characterizations of konig, ghost, and soap very much. the love and appreciation you have for these characters really come through in your writing.
the cod fandom is full of talented writers but the majority of them write smut. it gets tiring scrolling through the tag and just seeing porn when i actually just wanna see… ppl who enjoy the characters outside of sex appeal, yk? so your blog, truly and genuinely, is a breath of fresh air.
that’s not even mentioning the ppl who write them as abusive or use them to fulfill certain fantasies. i mean i don’t kink shame ofc, but idk sometimes ppl write them in extremely degrading ways that do a disservice to their character and it bugs me a little. plus all the “innocent bimbo reader” rhetoric, idk it gets tiring.
anyway, sorry for the yap session, but i did mean everything i said genuinely !!
💚💚💚💚 Salutations anon! You really don't know how much I appreciate hearing this. Seriously, messages like this give me motivation to keep writing and to stay active on here. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU from the very depths of my heart. You've all been so so incredibly kind, sweet, and encouraging 😭 I don't know what I've done to deserve this but it's appreciated and you all are absolutely awesome. This has made my YEAR, thank you for taking time out of your day to send my silly self a message 💚💚💚💚💚
I'm so so happy my characterizations have hit the mark for some people and that I'm (hopefully) doing them some justice! I'm always worried about that because characterization matters heavily to me and I want to respect their characters and how much they mean to me and other people through it EVEN IF THE WRITERS OF THE LAST MODERN WARFARE DON'T KNOW WHAT A PROPER STORY LINE IS AND KILLED SOAP WHICH I'M NOT FORGETTING, IM NOT FORGIVING, AND IM CERTAIN NOT LIVE LAUGH LOVING WITH IT. I'm refusing to accept he's dead, no matter what they say
I love the boys all so much. They all have such interesting things about them and have a lot more dynamic to them than people think and I just want to represent them right, especially lesser appreciated characters (haven't actually really written for them yet but Keegan, Logan, Hesh, Sandman, Roach, Nikto, Krueger - legit I love them, anyone feel free to send asks or scenarios you'd like I WILL write them. Legit, y'all, you can send me asks about certain characters even if there isn't much on them. I WILL do my research and I WILL write to the best of my ability)
Oh there's many talented writers in the COD Fandom, there really are. I can't say I really know any personally seeing as I never really interact with other blogs but I've seen some reallly really nice fics with so much thought put in them. But equally, there's a lot of just... smut. Not even well written smut, I'm sorry, but a lot of it is just really, really poorly written. I'm all for do what you want, write whatever makes you happy. Freedom of speech! If it makes you happy, cool! But I'm also going to cringe cause a lot of it is... yeah, yikes
Not trying to be the smut police and say every detail must be accounted for and everyone should follow it in a certain way but plz basic anatomy 101, basic prep 101, no guy gal or enby pal will appreciate it if you just shove it in to anywhere dry and I've seen a loooot of that and other things that just hurt?????
I get it, people learn by reading/writing, but this is literally just a single search away. And common sense. There's also a lot of practices being unsafely represented (like fifty shades of gray level) and uh it's not on purpose, it's not meant to be dubious, but it just is written as that. PLEEEEASE please please do some research, the internet is right there
But I felt the same way. Like bless whatever y'all want to write, no shame and NO shade to writing smut. I'll probably eventually do it myself again in the future (undecided on that but it'd likely be a side blog if I do and would never be a main focus, I prefer story over smut action. Once again, no shade and no shame to those who don't, to each their own!). Never ever going to full on NSFW mode or only writing that, I'm always always always going to prioritize writing the characters first and trying to get more stories out there about them :D
But I got tired of opening it and all I see is just... smut, smut, more smut, extremely dubious content x 50. And maybe a sprinkle of normal things or fluff here and there. I just don't look in the tags honestly anymore, because so many people just don't properly tag it or give 0 warning at all, not even under a read more, just BAM, unavoidable unless you flat out don't look at the tags at all
There's more to the characters than just being attractive 😭and I love exploring those aspects of them and trying to figure out why they are the way they are
Also I'm ALWAYS going to have an issue with people who fetishize horrible things. When you're actively fantasizing and writing about someone abusing someone else, like flat out abuse, and being incredibly toxic and terrible to someone - just, please talk to a therapist. That's not social commentary, that's not a proper portrayal of real, HORRIBLE things that affect many people and have very real repercussions - that's perpetuating the negative narrative around a lot of struggles and setting it back by instead turning it into something that's treated as attractive. I really fully can elaborate on this and have a whole rant - but it's not cute and it's NEVER cool to fetishize actual, awful awful things that happen to people. Dead dove doesn't excuse you from judgement - especially when it's not even acknowledged. You're just saying you know what you write is probably morally reprehensible. Hey, I'm going to reprehend and won't respect you at all when you write awful things just cause and get off on it. Think people forget that. Dead dove is a descriptor and doesn't excuse you or make you instantly free from judgement or mean you're not doing something problematic/disgusting. It's just saying you know it is, that's about it.
I don't get why people do that when it's clear they have no idea what they're talking about. I've seen that a lot with the bully! Things. Like... wow, clearly some of you WEREN'T bullied and you're writing about it and it shows because if you were, hey, you know how fucking awful that shit is and how it leaves life long effects. Not saying this applies to all but there's a lot I see like that where it's just ".... wow, okay, so you don't have any idea what you're talking about, cool."
AND YEAH the mischaracterization really does do a great disservice where it's clear they're just after the characters for their physique. They just warp them so bad it's like "Are we talking about the same character?" . In AUs you get to explore that and can shape them to your wants, that's your choice! Highly recommend AU's, it allows so much freedom.
But when it's like.... regular? And it's just no where close and they're doing a 180 in how they actually are (like having Ghost flirt with strangers and be big scary daddy dom im sorry he's not at allllll) I don't get it and it's clear you really aren't writing about or for the character - at that point, plz, make your own characters. Just make your own OCs, it's great! And you can make them HOWEVER you want instead of just ignoring a character's characterization to make them fit what you want. And guess what? It's your character so you can TRULY do what you want and have them the way that you want instead of bending characters to fit a box that they weren't made for
I'm not saying you HAVE to write a character the same as me or in a specific way, but when it's a character with an established personality/backstory, the least you can do is follow that outside of AU's if you're writing for them. That's... the whole point of writing that character - I don't get why you'd write for them specifically if you're literally going to ignore everything about them
SPEAKING OF THE INNOCENT BIMBO THING, I'm also really not a fan. Once again, if that makes you happy to write or read, cool! I just am NOOOOT a fan. Why does the reader always have to be so small and so delicate and so pure/innocent? Why does the reader have to be just so UWU coded? Why are they always like "oh you're so little and small :( and just don't know any better" . It's either that or they're John fucking Wick with little in between. Pleeeease it hurts my soul
Its why I try to genuinely write a neutral geared reader with reactions that will likely fit a lot of people! I'm always taken out of a story's immersiveness when it mentions something like like your hair length or how uwu small you are in comparison. Give me just... average sensible reader. Give me reader who has realistic human reactions. Give me reader who isn't perfect, give me a reader who isn't magically special or different. Give me a reader who is just doing their best, who is THEMSELVES, with no intent otherwise. I love those fanfics so so much instead of trying to feel like I have to be something I'm not to get myself in the mindset to read some pieces NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR YAPPING. IM ALWAYS WANTING TO TALK IM ALWAYS AROUND 💚💚💚💚THANK YOU FOR THE MESSAGE IT MAKES MY HEART WARM AND MAKES ME SO SO HAPPY
#ghouldtimetalks#cod fandom rant#rant#vent#going a little insane in the membrane#insane in the brain#call of duty#cod
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ok quick rant and please like if you agree or relate or something so I don’t feel alone on this bc im gonna delete this anytime
1. Tumblrs whole rebrand isn’t accurate to the 2010s at all. im taking in scroll on the 2014 grunge tag and 1/30 post are actually accurate 2010s content. Like looks like it belongs on an old blog.
2. why EDs are being popular again. Honestly eating disorders never left obviously but it’s becoming popular to have one in the main media again. Of course there not out right saying ppl should have ed but like I can’t be going crazy here. I have nooo history with eating disorders at all except for that one summer when I didn’t eat much but that was just my appetite I didn’t actually want to starve myself. But these past couple of months I’ve been developing a small one and all these big back jokes DONT help. i might be at school and skip lunch because the school cafeteria makes me uncomfortable/ I don’t like seeing ppl eat or ppl seeing me eat; so when im starving in another class and I have the courage to maybe eat a candy bar and some random person calls me big like what?? also other things like ozempic and coke and honestly even tumblr making a comeback contributes to ppl getting eating disorders and even though I love the fandoms and community’s on here it’s an undeniable fact that the toxic side of tumblr is STILL here. I try my best personally not to show or promote eating disorders because they ARE deadly and horrible but I want to come clean about how I’ve been thinking or seeing things lately.
3.Bullying IS BACK
bullying has gotten so much worse it’s insane. A couple months ago when I first started this blog I was getting bullied and no one believed me except my mom. i couldn’t stand up for my self or tell anyone. and it has effected me a lot; the point of bullying is to change someone because they don’t fit a standard. and omg even online like why are we so mean. the other day i was talking to someone and the thing is I don’t have a lot of friends and the group I do have I don’t talk to about how I feel because I don’t think they would take it serious. And I told them about a time when someone made fun of me for liking a show and they laughed and said they were make fun of me to. and how if they didn’t know me they would bully me for believing in stuff like genuinely being kind to your friends and others.
4 sorry for the yap sessions guys
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#old tumblr#rant post#personal rant#sorry for the rant#writers on tumblr#2014#girl interrupted syndrome#girlblogging#girlhood#2014 grunge#american horror story#coquette#effy stonem#living-dead-girlllll#evan peters#2014core#2014 vibes#runaway#2014 aesthetic#2014 indie#fyp#2014 tumblr#2014 girl#2014 revival#2010s tumblr#2016 tumblr#random rants#vents#personal vent#vent post
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CHAPTER 5- CHAPTER 5- CHAPTER 5 OF THE VICAGENT FANFIC- WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IT'S GETTING HOT IN HERE- TIME TO YAP-
DANG THE BEEF WITH AGENT AND CHOSEN IS CRAZY OR INSANE TO ME NGL- BUT HONESTLY THAT WOULD SOMEWHAT HAPPEN DURING THE AFTERMATH OF EVERYTHING SO IT MAKES SENSE AND VICTIM IS JUST THERE AT FIRST- (no wonder the tag says chosen will be a little sh*t in this-) LSKHKJSBKJBKJSBKJSHKJSHKSMB THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS AGAIN THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS- AGENT SMILED I KNEW IT- VICTIM'S FROZE EXPRESSION FROM IT *INHALES* YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND DANG THOSE TWO ACTUALLY DID DO SOME FIGHTING TOGETHER BY SPARRING AND THEY HAD A LITTLE TALK, YES CHOSEN'S RIGHT AGENT GET YOURSELF TOGETHER AND BUILD UP THE COURAGE AT LEAST AND JUST GO FOR THAT KISS!!! AND NGL BUT WHEN VICTIM SAYS ABOUT AGENT BEING AN IMPORTANT PERSON TO THEM JUST SEEMS HEARTWARMING TO ME IMMEDIATELY OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- THEY KISSED- THEY KISSED PEOPLE- THEY KISSSSSSSED, THEY'RE ACTUAL FIRST KISS WE ALL SAY IN UNISON, AND OH THEY ARE REALLY MAKING OU.... *INHALES* DANG- YEP OH MY GOSH- THOSE MOMENTS WERE A LOT TO TAKE IN WHILE READING IT- ALSO I NEVER EXPECTED THERE WILL BE A PART AT THE END WHERE AGENT SUDDENLY GETS INJURED AND VICTIM BEING CARING AND WORRYING, SOMETHING I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED IN THIS FIC SO YES- AND OFC ONE OF THE MERCS CAUGHT THEM RED HANDED, HAZARD HOW WILL YOU EVEN TELL THEM ABOUT THIS-
And I absolutely agree with the notes at the end, we want vicagent we all say in unison!!! XDD
The line "It's getting hot in here" gave me some chills *looking at that certain vicagent fic i made* Yeah.....try not to read that one if this fic already shocked you (for your peace of mind, do not read it, i repeat, do not dig deep under my ao3 account :'') )
For the people who have read that two specific fics, please....let's all not talk about it, me and JM we're clearly trying to tap the dark side at that time XDD
ANYWAYS IT IS GETTING HOT IN HERE!! IT'S INDEED YAPPING TIMEEE
Agent and Chosen has that serious beef with each other, and especially Agent to Chosen LMAOOOO. It was hilarious to write that, because they act like siblings, with Chosen annoying the fuck out of Agent and Agent just retaliating in response. He literally loses his composure when it comes to Chosen (and not in a good way like Vic does XDD). Chosen is indeed a little shit in this fic, he is an annoying little shit that wouldn't stop pestering Agent to spar LMAO.
Agent smiling for Victim,.....ah so cute, and so utterly gay *shakes head* So utterly smitten, Agent is so far gone as well as Victim. They are so far far gone people, no one can get them out anymore at this point XDDD.
Chosen and Agent sparring, and Chosen's odd way to give Agent confidence XDD. We know he is giving Agent the "pep talk" but in a really really weird way. Bro basically beats his brother in law just to apparently help him build his confidence XD
Well we all know Victim holds Agent in such a high regard, possibly higher than anyone else LMAO. He's just smitten like that!
Ah the make out LMAOOO, that's so gay, imagine making out with your boss. That's just crazy *looks at Agent* so damn crazy.....
I hope you weren't too shocked by that "make out sesh" LMAOOO. Even when i was writing that i was thinking "This has the tag No Smut right? This isn't smut right? RIGHT?!" and that even made me debate if i should add the make out session cause i was panicking inside, considering it's a pretty important part of the story (note: it's not, it's fanservice shhh)
Agent injured and caring Victim heheh, and about Hazard. It's safe to say he couldn't explain what he just saw by signs and symbols. He only just confused Primal and Ballista as he tries to explain it all LMAOOOOO.
We need more VicAgent! We shout in unison!.....yes ehehehe!
I actually plan to have another part of this series, which are just some one shots with our lovable VicAgent LMAO, mostly just to fuel the vicagent lovers since there are barely any vicagent out there.
So i will take it upon myself, to write every prompt i can think of, and i would probably ask you guys as well cause i am really not creative on the romance part :((( So I'll probably entrust that to you guys if there are any specific stuff you want to happen between Victim and Agent xP
ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS HEHEHEHE - S
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I know it says just two characters but you should answer 24 for all three of your new sonic girls
Edit: if you see this version, the ask is actually answered now
I really hope I covered everything since I had to go out at one session I might have just skipped some details I was thinking about earlier and I don't have a good way to go back to it again, sorry!
God fucking damn it Tumblr! So this ask is not actually done yet. I was trying to edit and save as I go and it changed it to the post button for some reason. Expect changes on this in the next hour or so. I will put an edit when it is done.
Asks for my new babies 🥹
How do these two (I was trying to put the tags in before being interrupted at work and I fully forgot to put in that it was meant for the three of them (-_-;) three interact with each other in public versus in private?
I know I'm going to yap a lot so putting it under a cut
So we're going to get actually five different options here. The dynamic changes slightly when they are hanging out, just the three of them, with the main like Sonic cast, in public within the Sonic cast world, in public at school, and in their own world in public.
In public in their own world
So I've decided to make them fully celebrities in their own world. That means they definitely have to put a public face when they go out and about. I would imagine their demeanor is very similar to like famous singers when it comes to interviews and things like that. Maybe less controlled, but they definitely worry about their image and being good role models.
I was actually thinking about it on the ride home and I think they fall somewhere in between idols and heroes back home considering they have magic and the whole performance thing. I'll probably write up some more information on their dimensions dynamic later now that I'm starting to crystallize the idea in my head.
The dynamic in public is a little performative unless their incognito mode with like sunglasses, baseball cap, mask that really classic superstar under cover look lol
I could see Diamond planning out like what they should have as topics as an option when they're out and about to make sure nothing goes wrong. They keep conversations light-hearted in case things get overheard and of course they go on interviews and have to act the perfect part. Not sure exactly what kind of threats they be fighting in public in their own world, but the public really likes them since they're pretty fun and are trying to protect everyone. Everything's pretty hunky-dory on that side of their life.
In public at their school
It's when they're the most rigid and when anxiety between the three of them can get the highest. They have to both perform as public figures and as students in this setting. So each of them is under a lot of stress. They also tend to keep each other in check when they are as a group and out and about so on the classes that they have individually they tend to isolate themselves a lot more. It just became a defense mechanism to keep them from doing something stupid. They all also try and keep up really good grades for a multitude of reasons so it's not like they aren't busy. The best version of their dynamic is when they can study as a group at school. They'll still be personable, but everyone at school also knows that there's work to be done so they don't get bothered too much. Spade keeps steady sessions on and keeping everyone focused, Diamond finds exactly what needs to be studied and analyzing their own weaknesses within classes, Clover is great at bringing some levity to the study sessions. Clover also brings snacks if they're allowed, and sometimes even if they're not which Spade scolds her for, and is great at randomly finding really good information for a research projects just because her wandering the shelves when she gets bored, but still kind of actively looking for things that are on topic with their subject.
In public in the Sonic cast world
Once they realize they're in another dimension and are able to reunite with each other they realize they have a bit of a refreshing change of pace in this setting. They don't have to be constantly looking over their shoulder for somebody with a camera or worried about what might be overheard so they can act more like just a group of gals out on the town. Heading out to cafes to indulge in all kinds of food, talking about whatever they feel like, admiring cute folks that walk by, they can embrace careless attitude that they perform back in public in their own world, but they never actually are able to relax into. It makes the full of conversation a lot more easily skewed towards the deep which is good for their friendship overall. Late night chat sessions are great, but sometimes you end up just going into the weirdest topic and uncovering truths about yourself when sipping a latte. Some quality bonding time 🤌🏽
In private with the main Sonic cast (so their friends)
These girls are all about the hype and that does not stop when it's the cast hanging out with them in a more relaxed setting. I'm picturing game night with like some of the more mainstay characters and they're either fiercely competing or they are cheering on for the other players. Even it's at something as low energy as like chess.
Each of the girls has something that they get competitive about. Clover is all about speed as hedgehogs tend to be in the series so she'd be all in for racing. I could see Diamond getting super invested in a game of cards or like Scrabble. And Spade is super good at video games, just so many different types of video games. I don't think this is Canon but I could see tails being super into video games when he's not inventing. Just love the idea of them playing together and getting super into it. Adorable 🥰
Each of them would definitely have their own set of Canon characters that they get along more with. I'll definitely be writing out relationship Dynamics later on, but given you've got one that's super outgoing one that's more down to earth and another that's super quiet. You could probably start to picture who's going to hang out with who if you're familiar with the characters. If not, like I said I am going to do a relationship breakdown with some of them Canon folks another time. It is just getting late and I want to make sure this is done, especially since Tumblr decided to fight me on this.
On the same vein of them hanging out with other characters. The girls love hanging out with each other, but sometimes finding folks that match your energy kind of exactly is a great change of pace. In like group party settings, they tend to ebb and flow with how often you can find them as a trio or separated. Often. They'll begin social gatherings for like the first hour or so as a bundle. Split off and go hang with like their people for an hour or two and then rebound back to being a trio for like 30 minutes usually and a bit more of a private but still public area. They need the 30 minutes to recharge before taking another round out and about with everyone else. This social pace tends to stay consistent until the party is over it just repeats in a cycle.
In private just the three of them
Ideal roommates. Clover adores cooking and is basically in charge of the whole kitchen. The others sometimes need to remind her to clean up, but once he point her in the right direction, she's on it. Spade manages technology and bills within the house/ apartment (not sure where exactly I want them to live yet) she's also in charge of division of labor when it comes to anything else. As far as cleaning and taking care of their domicile. She tends to keep it well balanced and other than Clover having dominion over the kitchen, no one gets stuck with one of the lamer chores like cleaning the bathroom constantly. Diamond is on top of bigger repairs and whatever greenery they might have. She's also the self-care queen and make sure that the other two are unwinding. Spade from managing everything and Clover from just her general slightly manic airhead energy. If it's just the three of them, diamond is definitely the most level-headed of the group. If there's any kind of arguing between Spade and Clover, you can be sure that she's there to manage it and make sure that everything comes to a satisfactory conclusion. The vibe in their space most of the time is like perpetual sleepover. Once all of their outside world responsibilities are finished 80% of the time it's them hanging out like it's summer vacation. Video games, movie marathons, doing online quizzes, face masks and just being silly together. 20% of the time you might lose one of them to needing some solitude. They each have their own room that they can retreat to and unless the other two think something is actually wrong, they won't question too hard if somebody needs some time to themselves.
As duos, Spade and Clover tend to hang out in the kitchen because Clover would be maybe making something and Spade. Is there sitting at the table chatting away about like whatever latest movie or gossip topic might be on their mind. Diamond and Spade might start watching a movie, but it'll dissolve into them being their own version of like mystery theater, 3000 or whatever that show was called with them absolutely tearing it to shreds. They both love so bad it's good movies so it works out. Clover and Diamond are more likely to end up in a either philosophic conversation or just quietly reading together. Diamond's the best at settling down Clover's energy. Spade brings out the more side in Diamond. And Clover gets spayed away from worrying about school or life or any of that stuff that they have to deal with when they head outside.
Okay, I feel like this is getting long and I think that answers most of it. Like I said, I'm going to do a relationship breakdown with some of the Canon characters and da girlz another time so look forward to that but yeah I hope this answers everything 💖
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Oooh that’s true..I think for me I just thought Nagi would have a different calibration for closeness and since he literally had 0 friends before I can see him having a kinda inaccurate scale of levels of closeness LMAO
Honestly Otoya being the most chill is so funny him balancing it out with being a cheater is WILD HSDHJS
I LOVED cadence always thought she was so pretty!! I lowk liked Luna too (beginnings of angst huh) but also her theme was just gorgeous!! The wedding movie literally was the highlight of my childhood HAHA and the songs??? Don’t even get me started I remember recording the audio so I could listen to it on my phone LMAOO
Also NO STOP I WAS GONNA MAKE A POKEMON REF IN A PREV REPLY but I was like maybe i should stay away from potentially obscure references…do you have a fav game?? I personally love diamond and pearl LOL I can def imagine Otoya purposely grabbing a shedinja or a ninjask or a scyther for the sake of his aesthetic but secretly owning some really cute fairy types or something….like a flabebe or dedene….sometimes I close my eyes and imagine him as a faithful man LMFAO
Actually I found you through peregrine via the nagi tag first LMAO I was lurking a good handful of tags at the time and I was like omg this writing slaps….and then that just led me to your entire page LOL Unfortunately did not find you via the Karasu tag hahahah I remember at the time I was already thinking like WOW this tag a little dry and I don’t see all too much posted that often…imagine my shock when I start checking the Karasu tag like oh boy I did NOT know what dry meant clearly…I actually think I read peregrine awhile ago, didn’t touch tumblr for a bit after I got a bit busy, came back, forgot what happened, and proceeded to reread LMAO I just remember it being like “wasn’t I reading something before I fell off the face of the earth…” but anyways (hoping I’m not mixing up my fics and memory but I do distinctly remember reading peregrine first…I remember it catching my eye because I was like KIRA??? /pos When I clicked on the masterlist for it LMAO)
UGH YUKI BENCHED?? Get bro in the game I’m not going to lie I would’ve preferred seeing the fruits of yuki development over whatever Kiyora crumbs are being thrown to us like pigeons….TABIEITA HEADING A TEAM??? I would die of happiness they would so dominate omg…I think it’s on top of the fact that the have their own egos too and own drives for soccer (and healthy lives outside of soccer (well not the cheating but)) that makes them such a strong duo, like rather than depending on each other they embody the devour concept a lot more…tabieita reunion in u20 World Cup please i beg…
Prepping for a Yap session soon i think the chapter releases like today or tomorrow??? Getting locked in rn
But first IM RUNNING TO READ THE LAST INSTALLMENT I WILL BE BACK WITH MY THOUGHTS!!!! I know im going to eat this up thank you for your service o7
- Karasu anon
nagi to me feels like a character who has a lot of difficulty genuinely connecting w people so it would take a LOT before he considers someone a close friend. i think eventually he will find other friends/people to care abt in bllk but it’ll take a while fs!!
THE SONGS IN THE WEDDING MOVIE PLS CHILDHOOD ME WAS BUSTING DOWN TO THEM!! and omg i am such a pokémon lover…i really liked x but mostly for nostalgia not because it’s the BEST game yk?? alpha sapphire and pearl were also rlly fun. i haven’t played the new games yet but everything pre-gen 6 will always hold a special place in my heart 💖 PLEASEE LMAOO otoya gets pokémon x/y and ofc he has to pick froakie as his starter because greninja but then the star of his team ends up being like clefable or sylveon or smth JDJDSKKS he never lets karasu near his ds because he always gets bullied for his team of cutesy pokémon + greninja…meanwhile karasu only uses pokémon he thinks look cool even if they suck otherwise so if he ever battles against otoya he loses miserably 😭 pleaseee kaneshiro knew otoya would be too strong if he faithful he has to nerf my man somehow 😪
PLSS kira is lowkey villainous in peregrine…i didn’t want to make any actually lovable characters be the ‘second lead’ (said loosely because it’s so obvious nagi is the main guy) but i wanted it to be someone from canon and he was the best fit given what i needed him to do 😫 hehe that’s def a crazy journey but i’m glad you found me 🫡
I’M SAYINGGG yuki had his moment and then vanished bruh…i actually do like kiyora (him in the anime w that coloring is basically exactly what a male animated version of me would look like so i’m biased) but i wish his development didn’t come at the cost of previous characters…bllk has such a huge cast that it’s hard to balance it though fs so i do get it 😔 TABIEITA WILL COME BACK TRUST ‼️ people on social media say karasu won’t make it to the top 23 and i’m like??? he’s kinda carrying pxg atm icl he just has NO help plus he’s against isagi and ng11 kaiser so ofc it’s going to be difficult. overall though he’s one of the few players we’ve seen who actually plays really well midfield/defensively plus they’ve introduced this dynamic w hiori so i’m pretty sure he’s making it…as for otoya he’s ranked like number 10 rn i think he’s safe 😭 but he and bachira might be the only barcha players to make it because they are in fact the only relevant ones 😓
AHHH I’M SO READY epinagi release weekends are like a monthly holiday for me DJDJSJSJA have fun w the next part of fwtkac i hope you like it!!
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my relationship with tumblr
i feel like i should do a yapping session bc i havent in a while and this topic keeps popping up in my brain so im gonna take u thru a journey of what my relationship with tumblr has been like for the last. Eons.
to start, right now i fucking love tumblr so much- i have genuinely never enjoyed posting on an app more and like don't get me wrong im sure this one has its issues, as does every social media app, but this one to me is at least the most tolerable.
my relationship with ig is mid at best, i like it but it's kinda lame and posting on it???? Bro i post like MAYBE once a year at best.
my relationship with twitter is pure hate and also non-existent bc i got so sick and tired of it that i caved and uninstalled it like a month or so ago and haven't wanted to go back on it since.
my relationship with tiktok is also mid at best, posting is closer to a chore tbh even though i dont do it regularly at all- i also get stressed trying to keep up with reach and stuff so i kinda just dont 😵💫
my relationship with facebook is non-existent.
my relationship with pinterest??? God bless that app but i dont post on it- i just go there for editing content and silly content, that's it.
This app tho??? God bless. I barely even scroll on it- i mostly come here to post, which makes it the only one of it's kind on my phone (90% posting, 10% scrolling)
but when i do scroll on it, it's so refreshing- i just see pretty space pics and stuff bc that's what i wanna see. i dont see argument after argument or cancellable offense after cancellable offence like on twitter, i dont see lame stupid stuff that im not interested in like on ig, and i dont get over/understimulated out of my mind like on tiktok.
However! This was not always the case for me with tumblr. in fact, it used to be quite the opposite!!!!
i used to hate tumblr with every fiber of my being- if i ever came to it, it was out of desperation. desperation for silly content (which funnily enough is kinda what drove me back to it after all these years)
it was overcomplicated, i hated the vibe of everything i saw, i hated how public it felt, etc- But ofc this was way back when i had a horrifically foggy head on my shoulders and barely knew who i was so 😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨
it felt claustrophobic for me back then, like literally somehow- and now it feels very comfy and i love the idea of just sitting down and writing a post on astrology or posting my image edits or even my fallout photography or sumn-
it just feels like the perfect place for me somehow- Like i can write abt whatever, write abt astrology, post photography, post edits, look at space stuff, whatever!!! it makes me feel more like an artist bc it gives me a space to do everything i wanna do
and omg dont even get me STARTED on the customization for each blog u can have BROOOOOOOOOO that's literally my favorite part- i fucking LOVE changing my whole blog's vibe down to the FONT dude it genuinely makes me so happy 😭😭😭😭😭
and who knows!!!! i might even end up with another blog at some point for like writing short stories or something bc i do love doing that- definitely wouldn't fit in with this yapping blog tho But another blog means another one to customize!!!! Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
and my posts on here- well not so much on this blog tbh i think i havent found the right tags yet But on my other 2, my posts actually do pretty well, especially the astrology one- and it's such a switch from ig's shitty algorithm and tiktok's inconsistency-
this one is actually like. Kind of consistent. and it makes me feel like im doing something right by posting here tbh and probably even if my posts did ass, i would still make them- bc like. It's fun. 😮💨
anyway ya that's abt it- i wanted to do a yapping session before bed yknow- this one's a little shorter than most But that's ok 🥳🥳
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#yapatron5000#yapping#me when i yap#my thoughts#rant#rant post#writing#yapping session#rambles#ramblings#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#tumblr
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I Hate You, I Love You, Chapter 161
Chapter Summary - Tom is irked to see Danielle did not tell him about her physio and then she dreams something horrid.
Previous Chapter
Rating - Mature (some chapters contain smut)
Triggers - references to Tom Hiddleston’s work with the #MeToo Movement. That chapter will be tagged accordingly.
authors Note - I have been working on this for the last 3 years, it is currently 180+ chapters long. This will be updated daily, so long as I can get time to do so, obviously.
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Tom pursed his lips and looked at Danielle as she went across the bedroom towards the bathroom, walking stiffly as she did. In the warm weather, Danielle was not able to hide her kinesiology tape for too long and the tape on her left shoulder was quickly joined by more on her right knee after placing on the podium in a Sprint triathlon race, telling him that she had in fact been to a physiotherapist, more than once. He had been annoyed by her not telling him, but it was made very clear that she had not told him because she did not want him to fret, which, irony of ironies, he did all the more because she had not told him. To Tom's dismay, that did not cause her to cease or even calm her training, instead she just focused on cycling to allow her shoulder settle some bit and to relieve her leg of her weight, but she continued to train, with almost greater intensity. She also seemed to spend an hour a day stretching and using an assortment of different objects that seemed more akin to torture implements than physio instruments, hissing and groaning as she worked out the tension in her muscles. Looking at the date on his phone, Tom yearned for early September, knowing that the sooner she achieved this goal, the sooner this madness would end and she would cease this insane training.
When she came back into the room, there was almost a guilty look in her face as she sat onto the bed and then slid in between the sheets again and tried to get comfortable. She knew to move around too much would only bring focus to her injuries more and that Tom was less than pleased with regards her current physical status, so she remained still, even with a throbbing knee, to not cause an issue.
Tom, however, could hear the pain in her breathing and turned slightly before gently urging her to him. “If you're hurting, you need to pull back.”
“I can't.”
“One good reason?”
“I was late beginning my training, I would actually be more at risk of injury if I fell off pace and then tried to push myself more at a later date.”
“Training already injured is only going to intensify the injury. What was it you said to me before, all pain, no brain?”
Danielle sighed. “I'm getting older. My body never niggled like this before after races and in training.”
“You never pushed it like this before, but yes, I too found that after thirty, my body was less likely to spring back from a training session.” He pulled her in against him. “I know I come across as slightly nagging, but I don't want you overdoing it and I loathe seeing you hurt yourself.”
“I know.” Danielle leant in against him, inhaling his scent. “I'm sorry for stressing you, I am a terribly selfish person recently. There's two of us in this and here I am, doing this when it impacts you too.”
“It's only a few more weeks, really. We can do it. A month is not a long time.” Tom consolidated.
Danielle considered his words for a moment, realising that time was closing on the date of her act of lunacy. She also thought if the last time she and Tom had been intimate. It had been weeks and not once did he bother her about it. He respected that the training was exhausting her, as was her paperwork for her job, not to mention her feelings regarding parenthood were intensifying even more of late. She also knew that he had to have been feeling slightly neglected. For all of his comments on his body's slower recovery, she knew that more than once, Tom was very much willing and able to exert himself with her twice in a short timeframe and felt sexual urges on a regular basis and with her not keen to have sex, he was left with just dealing with himself.
With that in mind, she looked at him again, focusing on his face, which was slightly hidden by his longer beard. Realising she was looking at him, Tom looked at her curiously. Even though it did her shoulder little favour, she shirked up slightly and placed her lips against his.
At first, Tom relished the sensation, but a moment after, he leant back, shaking his head slightly. “Your shoulder.”
Danielle could not argue it. She wanted to but it was not assisting her back to health. Groaning, she leant her head to his chest. “I feel like I should pull out of the race.” Tom stared at her startled, a moment before she stated she would not lessen her training, now she was speaking of pulling out. “I am being stupid with this.”
“No, this is a goal of yours, it has been for longer than I know you. You're a month out. Just relax your training and you will have a shoulder after it.”
“It's not my shoulder I'm worried about.”
Tom frowned before looking at her to see her looking at him worriedly. “Elle, I asked you to marry me in the middle of this madness. It was not a momentary lapse of sanity that caused me to do so, I planned it for some time. I was and am still fully aware of the situation at present and I respect that this and everything associated with it were merely temporary and we will soon be planning our wedding instead but this is one month more. One month. It's completely doable and please don't think for one moment that I am going to run off because of this.”
“It's weird to think we are going to be planning a wedding,” she confessed. “I still can't wrap my head around it fully. It negates your statement with regards a lack of sanity anyway.”
Tom chuckled. “No, insanity would have been letting you slip through my fingers. Not seizing my chance to make you my wife.” He paused for a moment before taking a deep breath. “Even saying that, that you will be my wife.” It was clear how happy the thought made him, causing Danielle to beam back.
“By this time next year.” Tom's eyes widened. “If you want, if course, no need to….”
“You'd want it that soon?” There was no denying the hope in his voice.
“Well, it's been over a month since you asked and we agreed a year so, yes. I thought it a good time frame.”
“In a year, we...Jesus.” he chuckled again and pulled her against him even more, kissing her head. “I love you. We better get up though.”
“Walk the boys?”
“They prefer it in this weather, don't they?”
Danielle nodded and sighed before pulling herself up with her better arm before sitting on the bed.
“If you're too sore…”
“No, I'm best off exercising it gently.” She stretched, hissing as her shoulder burned from the stretch.
Tom looking at her awkwardly, wanting to say something but wondering if he should, he chose to say nothing when he looked at her face to see her angry with herself. “We better go, in case that yapping rat is there again. I swear, it only acts like that because that horrid woman allows it to and knows that were Mac to get at it…”
“If Mac wished to, he could chomp it in two, but yes, you know that is why it is like that, and part of me thinks she wants him to do it. She knows who you are, I think she wants publicity,” There was more than a hint of dislike in Danielle’s tone for the woman that seemed almost wanting her pet to be injured by not having any form of manners placed on it. They said little else as they readied to get the dogs exercised before the temperatures went into the twenties again, something that was a rare occurrence in Britain and of late, seemed the norm, which most Britons, and indeed Irish people and animals were not able for, Danielle, Tom and the dogs included.
*
Tom could help but chuckle.
Danielle woke and was in the most horrendous of moods, sulking and growling to herself. At first, he was worried if something was wrong, but then he realised nothing was. Then he fretted that she was annoyed at him as she was giving him slight angry glances but when he asked was there issue with him, she scoffed and revealed it was an issue with herself. It took a little prying as she seemed slightly embarrassed by it but in the end, she revealed what it was. She had dreamt the night before that Tom had cheated on her, something Tom was immediately shocked to hear but even she dismissed it, not believing him one to do such a thing, the only issue was, the imagery of him doing such caused her to get upset, her stomach clenching at the idea of such everytime she thought of it or even looked at him, causing her current behaviour. Tom reassured her that there was no likelihood of that happening anytime in the foreseeable future or indeed at all, so to cease her fretting and that were he to take leave of his senses and think a mad thought that perhaps there was a possibility of another to entice him elsewhere, he would never be so cruel as to do such a backhanded thing to her. Danielle acknowledged such, she did not even consider it a possibility when she thought about it on her waking but that only caused her anger to irk her more. She did not want to be annoyed over non-issues yet she was being. Even after a run and a swim, she was still bothered but it actually caused her to scoff and laugh at herself, which was leading to Tom’s amusement as a result also.
“It’s not funny,” She growled.
“You’re laughing.”
“I am scoffing at my stupid brain.”
“And I am laughing at the preposterousness of it.”
She did not retort.
That night in bed, he noticed Danielle was all but holding onto him for her life. “I would never do that to you,” he assured.
“I know.”
“Then what has you like this?”
“Because even the thought of it breaks my heart.” She looked at him pleadingly. “Please Tom, if you’re not happy, I’d rather know.”
Tom inhaled deeply and recalled when he was on the Infinity War tour, how part of him felt that, even though he had the engagement ring readied to ask her when the time was right, he felt that asking her was to ask her to be okay with him being in close contact with women, many of whom would be incredibly beautiful and he would, on occasion, be in scenes where he, they or indeed both of them would be in some state of undress or all out naked and be in positions that many would argue to be intimate which he wondered would she be okay with that all the time. As time would go on, she would have to deal with scenes where the man she married had to kiss other women and touch them and though there would no true intimacy, he knew it was a lot to ask of her. He had discussed it with Ben and a few of other actors and gotten the same answer, it caused strain, even in the happiest relationships and with her dream the night before, he wondered what effect such things had on her in general. He could not fathom being in the situation of the partner forced to endure that. He knew that with his co-stars, there was little or nothing of an attraction to any of them. It was a scene, nothing more. The High Rise sex scenes with Sienna and Kate, he saw them in the same manner as he saw the fight for paint scene but if it had been Danielle who had been the actress doing such things with other men, he couldn’t stomach that Irish vet and the manner he all but stated he had expected Danielle to favour him. The idea slipped into his mind of Danielle and...John, he could not recall the man’s name for a moment, or indeed her with any other man gave him a feeling in his gut like he had been electrocuted and punched by Mike Tyson in this prime in the gut simultaneously. At that moment, her behaviour that day made a lot more sense. He pulled her in closer to him, fully aware that her left shoulder was still recovering, thankfully, the tape had been removed for the most part, but it was still slightly tender, so he ensured not to hurt her.
“Tom?”
“Hmm?”
“You’re tense.”
“I put myself in your shoes.”
“In what manner?”
“I imagined how it would feel if you…” He could not even finish the sentence.
Danielle moved around gingerly until she had her sore shoulder comfortable and curled herself into her favourite spot, her head on his shoulder/chest and her hand on his side, his immediately joining it, intertwining their fingers. “I would never do that to you, I couldn’t.”
Tom gave a small smile. “I am enough work.”
“Oh Jesus, two fella’s, I couldn’t have the energy if I was the Duracell bunny. One’s enough.” She jested back, causing Tom to chuckle and kiss her.
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so, tumblr now has a year in review for some reason
seems useful enough…
now, let’s dive in, shall we?
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I posted 9,365 times in 2021
2943 posts created (31%)
6422 posts reblogged (69%) (nice)
For every post I created, I reblogged 2.2 posts.
I added 8,699 tags in 2021
#that was stupid - 3063 posts
#idk anymore - 3060 posts
#inquiries of a fennec - 883 posts
#yip yap tis a mess - 417 posts
#a really nice anon - 370 posts
#poetic-license-please - 200 posts (oh come on now, the only person in the top tag list and it’s this guy, ffs—)
#doodle - 178 posts
#artist - 176 posts
#art - 176 posts
#drawing - 176 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#but tbh i don’t think it rivals to homestuck in terms of how confusing it is to process whatever the fuck is going on there at first glance (context: i was talking abt the F/A War, while still in the topic abt said war being a SBURB session, in response to Rei’s ask)
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
the rp starts at a separate post
get ready bois
@)poetic-license-please @)aaaaaatumblerhi
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(ah, this was before Kit ‘left’ and Toby somehow disappeared… weird times)
#4
hmmm... the calamity trio just hanging out and being ✨friends✨ (art requests!) (from @)cinnaroll)
here ya go!
just good ol’ gals being good ol’ pals—
(alternate version under the cut)
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(look at ‘em, just vibing… hope nothing bad ever happens to them :’) )
#3
woo, an fnf mod character that i really like rn!
(rest easy, smoker man—)
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(cheers to you smoker man, you actually got me into fnf mods in general—)
#2
JAM! THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!
Someone...
TOOK ALL THE COOKIES FROM THE COOKIE JAAAR!! THEY'RE ALL GOOONE (from @)rennikothecatdog)
wait wha—
how???
there’s literally almost no one in the house?????
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(where my plans for Berry shined; everything went back to normal after that (idk why but i kinda miss these impromptu Chaos rp posts))
#1
OOH OOH JAM DRAW SPRIVY!! (Sprig and Ivy)
Also, addition, you should draw your Fluff/Angst War Sona!! Sonce DJ is doing it, and I wanna do it, you should tag along! (from @)rennikothecatdog)
oooooh yeah, i’ll put the Fluff/Angst WarSona in a later post
but for now:
feral frog screm
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(there were a bunch of mistakes on Ivy there, but i’m glad y’all liked it!)
Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →
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whoo, that was something…
here’s to hoping that we make more Chaos next year!!! >:DDD
#my 2021 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#jammin’s recap#that was stupid#idk anymore
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I was tagged by @medixnight; so, let’s do this! 1. How tall are you?
I’m around 1.76-1.77 m, which means around 5′9′’? (I think, I always had problem with the meters/inches conversion)
2. What color and style is your hair?
Dark brown, not really long but usually messy. really messy. Actually I suspect that my forelock has a life of its own and surprising regenerative capabilities, as it goes 2x faster than the rest of my hair. On a side note: I really need a haircut, now that I think about it.
3. What color are your eyes?
mud-colored something akin to a hazel-ish color? When I was a kid they used to be green.
4. Do you wear glasses?
Yes. shortsightedness + a light case of astigmatism which, unfortunately, makes contact lenses not so easy to wear, at least for long periods. (PS: Half-blind Boxe training session are the worst)
5. Do you have braces?
No, luckily I never had to wear them (you use “wear” also with braces, right?). I should wear a gumshiled during training, does it count anyway?
6. What is your fashion sense?
terrible? I’d always wear the hoodie + jeans combo if I could. I actually have a orange hoodie which is sort of my trademark piece of clothing, eheh. I’m slowly getting used to the more formal shirt+jacket combo, but I guess I still have to get used to it.
7. Do you have any siblings?
No! As I said when I want to make people feel uncomfortable, “The marriage didn’t last enough to deliver other kids, eheheh”. I’m a terribile person I know.
8. What kind of student are you?
During High school: trying his best, still failing at latin and sometimes at math? Tough at the end I managed to get a good grade at my matura exam so who cares??? During the BA: somewhat terribile, tough If the class was interesting I had no problem getting decent degrees and staying motivated through the whole course. During the MA: As I needed the scholarships to be able to complete my education, I just rolled up my sleeves and actually managed to become a straight-A student ✌️️(tough I still believed that the only reason I was able to ace my international law exam was because of sheer luck. Yap.)
9. What are your favorite subjects?
I guess anything can be interesting with the right motivation? (except for Law maybe? But that’s mainly because all my past teachers weren’t really good at their job). I always had a preference for humanities tough.
10. What are your favorite TV shows?
Way too many to be listed. Anime wise, my favorite titles are Saint Seiya, Revolutionary Girl Utena and Evangelion, with Rayearth, Sailor Moon and Eureka Seven also occupying a special place in my heart. if we go with the live actions, I have a soft spot for Super Sentai and Parks & Reks. Tough when it comes to TV I pretty much watch anything ^^
11. Favorite Books?
I am an hardcore Stravaganza fan. Which is not really an achievement, as the whole fandom here on tumblr is composed by 10 people I guess??? PSA: Y’all should read the Stravagazna Series. Trust me. It’s worth the effort (and I want someone to discuss all the crazy things going on in Talia with. Thanks).
12. Favorite pastime?
Drawing, wasting time on the net, failing at competitive pokémon battling online, also the boxe training session can be considered a pastime? I used to like baking and cooking as a way to spend time and steam stress out. But unfortunately the apartment I live in now doesn’t have neither a oven nor decent kitchen supplies, so... no baking for me ;_;
13. Any regrets?
WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN. Tough one of those who most easily came to mind is that I should have practiced some sort of sport activity during middle/high school. I think that could have helped me out in more than a way.
14. What is your dream job?
I am pretty fine with what I am doing now, tough I wish I could work for a state institution instead than for a private one. I guess that also the teaching career could have been a nice option? Tough life took some unexpected turns in the last six months so, here I am.
15. Do you want to get married?
Heck- Maybe in the future? I feel like maybe it is a bit too early for me anyways.
16. Do you want to have kids and how many?
I’ll probably end up being an horrible parent so maybe not? In any case, see question above ^
17. How many countries have you visited?
Well, taking San Marino and Vatican City into account, that would be seven I guess?
And I tag @atomicnightmareshark (if it is ok with you 🙏) and @machitoguru because I’m a horrible person ;P
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Things You Should Know About Oracle
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The analyst dialogue converged regarding the basic principle that Oracle is all-in with regards to the cloud at the moment getting a technological innovation, goods, and mend program. For this changeover, the issue is not Oracle’s engineering features, but regardless of whether they have a business product to contend with indigenous IaaS and PaaS avid gamers, specifically, Amazon web Corporations. Through illustration, can Oracle match Amazon’s cadence of expense cuts to stay spirited with AWS?
We also talked about why Larry Ellison, Oracle’s founder, and CTO, pushed so demanding on Workday however not often described historic competitor SAP. Louis Columbus hypothesizes it is a consequence in the basic truth Workday’s attainable addressable sector spot is astonishingly sizeable, and Ellison needs to appeal to concentrate on to expansion though although inside the cloud chance moderately than to your massive, existing on-premise group, which can inevitably slide in a surplus of time.
It is effectively well worth noting proper listed here that Oracle’s basic 2016 revenue was $37 billion through its SaaS and PaaS earnings rose 82% in Q1 proper right into a run charge of nearly $4 billion. Despite the fact that cloud stays just a little factor of Oracle’s latest earnings, it is evidently the long term. [Source: Mark Hurd dialogue at OpenWorld.]
Together with the summary, the analysts offer you distinctive tips to CIOs and Oracle buyers.
To summarize the in-depth dialogue, we made a specific quick movie and transcript, which can be embedded before described. It is additionally possible to take a look at the whole episode and look for a complete transcript.
Michael Krigsman: Amid the thrilling concerns at OpenWorld, they leaned severely by themselves quite possess rivals with Workday, and almost just dismissed SAP like a contender in the slightest degree. So what exactly is that about?
Louis Columbus:
I think it truly is an entire obtainable industry spot concern. I recommend, to your section before, they're normally sharp people never to point out, Larry is conscious exclusively what he’s executing. The generally equipped sector of Workday is 10x what our Salesforce is true now. So, it truly is a stunning purpose, and positioning inside the course of them a relation to SAP is completely effortless to comprehend. I indicate, SAP surely incorporates a strong ERP basis, has attained wonderful possessing an assortment of its acquisitions, though, it truly is not nearly as inserting like a cloud-based organization producing headway inside the enterprise making use of a 10x market-sized several than other competitiveness which has extended long gone down the path. So genuinely, he’s signaling, “There’s an entire obtainable market pool, this may turn into a superb earnings pool which I need to have an element of it.” I do consider which is surely what he’s in fact expressing.
Michael Krigsman: They could be declaring which the Workday-addressable sector is considerably much healthier in distinction to the SAP-addressable industry? I point out, is the purpose or do I lack almost everything?
Louis Columbus:
It demonstrates achievable for enlargement, even though the SAP marketplace will never. I genuinely never come to feel that Larry needs to ponder a large profile function and go in for that trenches of how they get and drop bargains each and every functioning working day inside the route of SAP by themselves private principal organization, principal efficiency close to ERP. I advise, which is more than likely specifically in which they expertise an increased portion of opposition. SAP’s initiatives in for the cloud knowledgeable been from time to time sturdy, at times weak. They may be not a poster infant of amazing cloud competitiveness and electrical electricity. He’s every one of the lot more in advance, searching at Workday and expressing, “How do I placement towards HCM there?” That's an increasing sector spot. The generally offered sector is way significantly far more sizeable; the compound every year advancement demand from customers is greater. They can be managing purchasers who consider inside of the cloud in the enterprise section, to Larry’s spot the CIO thinks that. And, I actually truly feel, to Larry’s level, the heterogeneity of techniques stacks is pushed from your decision-makers: CMO, Principal of offering, will virtually undoubtedly go, “That is basically a wonderful analytical device, I’m planning to demand that to have capable to just take treatment of my pipeline or to quantify my benefit currently being a group device,” relative for that CIO expressing, “I really need to use a team regularity.”
Yeah, and all over again with your predicament: I do come to feel that which is specifically precisely what is almost certainly on. I come to feel which is just a critical foundation. It is an enterprise that thinks inside of the cloud, it could head to hundreds and a good deal of seeds very easily, performs specifically to specifically during which he wants to associate with his profits solution.
Larry Dignan:
Genuinely is not going to set away from your brain the tale, proper? These conferences are several narratives. They usually are. So, you understand, the tale for Oracle, “It’s cloud,” they are innovating. Two phrases, which is what they may be trying g to activity. So, just in case you appear out and that means you also start off yapping about SAP, appropriately, it truly is like seeking using an athletics tale from 10 a long time again. We now have all read through it more than and around yet again, acceptable? You identify how it truly is turned out, how it will flip out. But it truly is an age tale. And which is why the issue is Larry Ellison heading off about AWS, acceptable? Just considering that Workday arguments have a very small fatigued, proper? I advise I see Workday, Oracle, I’m thinking about apples and oranges. I suggest, they contend inside of the actual very same spot in HCM, and at some point financials, but it is a special sort of organization which they go right after.
Michael Fauscette:
But I come to feel that supports the thought of its placement equally as considerably mainly because it is the rest. It truly is the truth is the right opponent in regards to the acceptable time, as well as the tale towards SAP; you will be suitable. It truly is a good deal far more than. So I'd personally like to inform an intriguing new tale that sets me though throughout the marketplaces, inside of the focus on, though while in the way I'd personally like for at the moment currently being uncovered. Which notion variations a wonderful offer you of people’s simple fact.
Michael Krigsman: And and and so the narrative, as Larry Dignan was expressing.
Louis, does one particular want to share some thoughts on this infrastructure strategy, which was so recurrent, so effective at OpenWorld?
Louis Columbus:
I do imagine there exists surely two crucial pivot variables for them on this total infrastructure strategy. To start with, can they innovate throughout the velocity of Amazon? Arguably, undoubtedly. Oracle is usually a powerhouse Silicon engineering center company. So yeah, could they match them on pure patent making? Constructive. And you may learn plenty of engineers there who'd want to rack up a hundred patents in their work by very likely soon appropriate soon after Amazon. So that is certainly a reasonably persuasive value proposition.
The difficulty is, can the life-style of Oracle engineering maintain the personalized that Amazon has proper now close to a market place administration placement as well as the way that engineers get their run at Amazon. So, can they charge on innovation? Specific. I reveal they’ve attained to acquire a patent war someplace, they’ve received to rack up a pair hundred patents quickly, and Oracle has the facility to execute that.
Can they match the cadence of value cuts of Amazon? Which is a very distinctive tale a result in the fact though they may be carrying out have that extraordinary earnings stream coming off their databases organization, matching the cadence in regards to the price tag cuts of Amazon? Demanding to execute, and commence to have worthwhile and however construct; and equilibrium that, protection that with establishing apps which make funds. So you've got obtained obtained this triad of objects which they must maintain instability: push a rewarding strategies group since they change over to cloud, hold the capacity to control with the cadence of innovation in the competitor which includes captivated world training course engineers every day, then third, with all the potential to manage the touring tempo of expense reduction. So yeah, it could be performed. But will it's completed in the quick expression? Potentially not.
Michael Krigsman: Larry Dignan, what about the issue that Louis elevated in regards to the perspective of Oracle to take care of undercutting Amazon? They may be in the same way truly sizeable firms, just what exclusively about that?
Larry Dignan:
You'll be able to uncover some aspects with Oracle’s AWS fascination that boggle the head a tad. A. just on margin, that Infrastructure is getting an Assist group? It is challenging, acceptable? So my guess is, you understand just in the event that you read through by way of by the use of Clay Christensen, you variety of see that slide exclusively through which Toyota commenced off down through below, also as the discovered avid gamers, inside of this circumstance Detroit, saved relocating up and up the stack, appropriate soon after which faster or afterwards the avid gamers throughout the basis have also been there too. I think which is what this is about, considering that the most critical takeaway I might viewing Ellison’s keynote would be the real truth that positive, AWS should be making use of databases workloads from Oracle, or else Oracle is not going to be making an attempt to punch them in the expertise. So, after they level out their databases, their AWS databases not getting as open up, AWS getting more durable to maneuver from, there may be some element of actuality in that. However, the foundation line is AWS created that items relatively straightforward to just take in. And, which is a hurdle.
So, I do feel from Oracle’s strategic viewpoint, they ought to have the infrastructure piece since they genuinely ought to offer you regarding the platforms and in the long run, the purposes, taking into consideration that that's in which the income is.
Michael Krigsman: So it truly is the fuller scope, so it genuinely is the infrastructure which can be the fuller scope in the suite.
Larry Dignan:
Appropriate. And Oracle cannot drop infrastructure taking into consideration that when you are in AWS, you happen to be far more than very likely gonna purchase enhanced quantity corporations. And, there exists surely not a situation that AWS is transferring up that stack, they could be relocating up that benefit prop, and which is demonstrating up in databases workloads. So, if every one of these databases operates around Moreover they have this server-less infrastructure, and all of that, then … Therefore the legitimate race is, you will be possible to be buying organization attributes inside of the foreseeable extended expression.
Mike Fauscette:
But, we’re not transferring to some planet for the duration of which somebody vendor’s planning to very own each modest issue. It truly is a planet although even though while in the cloud for the duration of which you will be gonna demand to see a superb supply of tranquil coexistence, you might be probably to see a good deal of openness. And it is a single issue they may be not quite… and no seller from the prior planet close to the new needs to get that, but which is just the earth the cloud is causing.
Michael Krigsman: And, Larry Dignan, your ultimate thoughts and suggestions for CIOs.
Larry Dignan:
I indicate I think any tech buyer will almost certainly execute ball with Oracle. And when you might be a present client, acquiring and offering up in the cloud may well totally have out appropriately inside of your scenario. You might be quite very likely to get bundled discount rates, and yeah, a CIOs attained to get a examine Oracle similarly as they might some other vendor.
Michael Krigsman: And Louis Columbus, you come about to get very likely to receive the final expression revealed below.
Louis Columbus:
Ok, effectively I well worth it. Effectively, my assistance to CIOs is: use this ambition from Oracle for the obtain and thrust them to bundle in nearly each and every issue you most likely can. If you might be looking for within a suite refresh, press for that. If you might be inside of an audit, threaten to depart and shift your databases hundreds to AWS and use a have a look at the audit pretty much slide. Even so, you know, comprehensive hardball, taking into consideration that the ball’s inside of your courtroom the same as a consumer now. Competition’s a stunning predicament, and competitiveness delivers out the top there exists absolutely to provide, I truly feel, from every one of these kinds of people. Which I occur to truly feel you'll use a take a look at beginning to lessen even routine maintenance expenses if you happen to be a CIO. And, an area generally, Oracle’s hungry to create this stack with regards to the cloud, and use AWS pricing currently being a barometer using your negotiations with them. So, you happen to be inside of a buyer’s marketplace. You come about to get in the fantastic location, so contemplate complete good thing about it. And go lower a fantastic supply with them.
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