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i love your writing and whenever i see it on my dash my heart just does a jump coz i’m EXCITED TO READ IT!! my favorite pastime is literally rereading your works. i’m so so happy to see you kinda active again and also reply to asks at ur own time!! we will be right here waiting for you!!
have a beautiful day and night izzy!! always manifesting the best for you in life!!
ur fav anon (i’m the only one calling me that)
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…. ur not the only one calling u that …… shhhhh don’t tell anyone. i love all my anons equally. REAL. ANYWAYS
<💙> anon you CANNOT!!!!!!!! say the sentence “my favourite pastime is literally rereading your works” and expect me to be normal about it as if that isn’t the kindest, slayest, tear-provoking-est thing anyone has ever said to me. SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP. REREADING???? WDYM. i shall go curl up in the corner and sob. goodnight.
i hope i can write something more for yall at some point soon!!! ur kind messages mean the world to me.
(also cannot apologise enough for being kinda active and then LEAVING for like. a month 😭 IM SORRY)
<💙> anon i hope you are doing well 🫶 sending you every ounce of love i have rn.
#heartpascal says#heartpascal’s <💙> anon#when i type h in tags ur anon tag is the second thing to come up HAHSHAHHA#ugh i love#i miss interacting with yall 😔 i have just had very low energy recently!!!#and like. ZERO motivation to write bro 😭#i shall figure something out.#SENDING YOU SO SO MUCH LOVE#I HOPE YOU ARE WELL
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Sometimes I wonder what Tolkien would think about the fact that his books have been popular for so long that some of the words in it have started to change meaning
#this actually isn't even because of all the queers and the gays in the text (although i certainly giggle at those way more than i should)#this time i'm thinking abt this because of that bit in gandalf's letter to frodo. where he says something about how if butterbur#doesn't send the letter forward in a timely fashion gandalf 'shall roast him'#and just. i'm intelligent enough to figure out the general gist of what that's supposed to mean from the context (plus i've read the book#in finnish more times than i've read it in english and the finnish word choice hasn't changed meaning in the same way in the last 50 years)#but also despite that i just. can't help the mental image of the 'roasting' in the figurative sense of the word that i'm more familiar with#lotr#lord of the rings#middle earth#tolkien
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alkaloid and their secret fifth member for @escookbook !!
#enstars#niki shiina#hiiro amagi#aira shiratori#tatsumi kazehaya#mayoi ayase#bean art#gif#ignore that tatsun hasnt been posted yet he shall soon i just wanted something to post#a + to whoever can figure out all the references i slipped in#not as many as the bees but. i tried#alkaloid
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harry has random (ADORABLE!) photos of a white ferret in his house, but his friends never see it when they come over. they always ask, "where's your ferret?" and harry goes, "huh? oh! i don't have one, i just like having these around. i like ferrets."
draco has random (ADORABLE!) photos of a black cat in his flat. his friends are desperate to meet this mysterious cute black cat, but where is it?? draco shrugs, says, "not mine, he just comes and goes." ok... then why do you have a photo of him on YOUR COUCH??
at draco's house party, ron notices the photos of a seemingly singular animal... reminds him of harry's odd collection... then he sees one of a white ferret chase and tackle a black cat into a cuddle and then it CLICKS. he whips around, a little drunk, shouts, "HARRY JAMES POTTER. YOU'RE DATING DRACO MALFOY..?! HE'S THE FERRET?" he points aggressively at photo. "ARE YOU THIS CAT?"
the party is silent. everyone is staring at ron, and then at drarry, who look so embarrassed. draco clears his throat. "seems like the jig is up potter." harry awkwardly nods. "yes, seems so."
#tldr: secretly dating drarry have photos of e/o's animagus#quite slytherin of them to hide their relationship like that#more slytherin of them to drop hints and hope someone would figure it out and do the big reveal for them#ron hopes harry's “i like ferrets” isn't code for something He Shall Not Say.. only to find out it's his worst nightmare come to life#drarry#cat harry#ferret draco#harry potter#draco malfoy#creature au
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something something the grief of mothers is to isolate and process it all alone while the grief of fathers is to get adopted and be treated like a toddler by said friends who are now their dad
#qsmp#going Insane that charlie and max AND ROIER all went 'i shall be someones baby now'#whereas mariana just left to build a home and jaiden left and is building something for bobby couple thousand blocks out? not sure she hasn#shared much but like INSANE THAT THE GENDER FIGURES FOLLOW EACH OTHER#going back to fta captioning but needed to post this because what the hell<3
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Oh lord, there's two of them now
#me to me: can we draw something else than a big and a small robot holding hands?#also me: no ♥#brave series OC#brave OC#the design details and color distribution may change#but honestly drawing silly small doodles help me figure stuff out way quicker than doing fullbody designs with mirroring turned on#they have names already but I shall not tell yet#in case I change my mind again :'D#but I can say the flying boy has two more siblings he combines with
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anyways Kiss Me, Son of God is Watchful Globe coded
#Specifically Bruce Dolon and I guess Scott Managold but yall don’t know them too well yet#In my eyes Dolon genuinely believes this…however Managold didn’t have that of a NOTICEABLE ego#He had one for sure. But he was the brains and Dolon was the pretty face presenting it#They got their egos inflated by different aspects of the organization’s success#Anyways back to Dolon believing this. The “Son of God” they’re speaking about can both be him and Managold#Since Managold has become a genuine god like ever watching figure to The Globe#Like big brother but not#Dolon is worshipped too#But he is only mortal. The power shall be handed down to someone new .#What never changes is their ominous watching face#Or something like that. We’re in the early stages and this all may just be shit I pulled out my ass#S.K’s dream
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Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#I need to figure out a way to tag these guys#like with renny and dori I just put sotrl in front of their names and that works#but emran is technically an LaF character. though not uniquely tied to that verse. and idk what to do with Ila and Alasie#maybe I need to have some unique oc tag or smth. I’ll figure it out#if you’re wondering why I stayed up until half past 7 a.m to draw this it’s because I needed some way to cool down#after the kuviren smut absolutely broke my brain#and what better way to do that than by drawing my sweet baby boy?#yes lmao he went from baby girl to baby boy in like 24 hours. fucking sue me#but actually. actually!! they’re both. they contain multitudes :)#they probably haven’t even realised that at this point and are still in disguise#convinced that she’ll be punished for her deceit if anyone found out that she’s actually a girl#(okay off topic but the switching pronouns are really fun lmao)#but give them time. they’ll figure it out soon enough. in these pieces they’re slowly getting used to temple life#and that is the first step to self acceptance#I’m actually extremely proud of these. especially the one with the apple basket. I feel like the androgynous vibes are really there#and he looks like his brother the most in it#but the others are fun too. I loved doing the portrait. I should do them more often#and.. I will admit. I traced the lemur. I can barely draw people okay how do you expect me to draw animals#but I just think that Aiza would really love a little lemur friend#animals don’t judge and she doesn’t have to watch herself around them. she can just be. plus the lemurs are really cute <3#I want to eventually do a companion to this with Aiza instead. maybe from back before she ran away#probably something based on reflection from Mulan too bc the vibes are there. though.. to be completely honest#I’d say they have a lot more of Shurochka Azarova’s vibes than Mulan. but that’s just my love for Soviet cinema taking over#it’s essentially if mulan fought napoleon instead. and when discovered instead of left to die they promoted her to lieutenant 😁#I realise the comparison is completely incomprehensible to everyone but me but.. go watch the hussar ballad. it’s free on YouTube with subs#okay enough rambling. i shall now go to bed. @ Kat I hope this brightens up your morning at least somewhat. I love you!!
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Seeing Kafka in overtly revealing ("sexy") dresses in fan arts: I just... don't see why? Me over here: The most 'revealing' thing that I can imagine her in, if I envision her without a coat draped over her shoulders, is something like this. Am I just weird; where am I supposed to see this 'overtly revealing' nature of hers that oozes 'sexy'? That woman has class, and in that, I think she's sexy (f I have to use the word). And where do I get that impression from? Her entire default attire screams it at me from the rooftops.
#[ mini study. ] she must have sought something extraordinary. everything she does comes at a great cost.#[ class. class. /class/. ]#[ she's refined. everything from how she walks; to her mannerisms; to how she phrases her sentences. all of it plays into it. ]#[ that's also /why/ she's so good at unnerving everyone in my opinion; it's because she has a certain stature to her. ]#[ i swear. she wears high-waist shorts. yes. but can we remember that the /high waist/ element is very important? ]#[ that was literally an element in the 1960s when these shorts became more mainstream to counteract the concept... ]#[ of bare legs. ensuring the waist was covered. even if with high-waist; the waist gets cinched which is inherently an 'attractive' thing.#[ yes. ]#[ but still; that keeps her shorts also within a realm of some semblance of attire conservatism/classiness. ]#[ and then out of everything she could 'collect'-- it's COATS. ]#[ an item of clothing that is often the first thing we judge a person by; and often is tied to perception/judgement of elegance. ]#[ sophistication and even a level of... professionalism. and if we look at public figures-- we often account status by their presentation.#[ or hell; their sense of style. and the first element of someone's presentation is often derived from their coat. ]#[ i feel like i need to stuff this post into the longer meta tag as well for sheer reference for myself. but i just!!! ]#[ i hate the super overtly fan arts of her. i don't understand where this perception comes from. ]#[ meta. ] the mara's tether is firmly in her grasp. she will not pull upon it before the designated time; nor shall she relinquish it.
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It continues to give me the warm fuzzies that basically every person at work has said they'll miss me. And it's not really utility, even if I'm useful; I am not in a critical position. There are many people who can do the things I do, even if the majority are less experienced. I'm not management, or a lynchpin, just a long-time worker bee.
But people like me, and I just handled a Crisis Situation well enough that the AD took the time to personally thank me, and my manager was like 'not only am I willing to be a reference you can use my personal phone number if that's easier' and even some of the newest additions said they're going to miss me on desk, and I just.
I love my job and my coworkers and it's really nice that the people there know it and love me back.
#I told mom about Crisis Situation#and tonight when dad got home she was like COME IN AND TELL YOUR DAD#and then both of them were like WHEN COMPANY COMES NEXT WEEK TELL THEM TOO#haha#I mean dad did follow it up with 'no you may not drive across the country alone we will figure something out'#I'm gonna work on him about it we tried the thing where all of us are in one vehicle#Tuesday screamed the whole time and mom wanted to kill her and also me#I shall remind him of that#I think he will probably come around#if I could convince someone to come with I would probably make it an actual road trip#'come to TX for the eclipse!'#'we will drive through the deep south and hit some Neat Shit and then go up the coast!'#like you could make that a fun drive#I'm not gonna do the long version if I'm solo tho bc my parents are convinced I will be murdered#which is silly; I have not infrequently been in Situations and strangers have been kind#also the odds of getting strangermurdered for no damn reason are SO low#and the incentives to murder Me Specifically are also very low#and if a white cishet-passing woman dies 90% of the time it's a romantic partner and I'm aroace so like#I really wonder what they're imagining is gonna happen#babble tea (blacklist this for less chatter)#tea writes tag novels
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Crying, concert tickets are four times more expensive than last year
#I'm so sad I'm exactly in the same position as i was in last year.#i remember the concert was a hell of a cheer up i wanna go this year too oughhh ughhh#I can't pay for two entries. shall i go alone??? do people go alone??#this is the worst ever actually I'm so sad I'll have to work harder#but it's okay I'll figure out something#Why do they only have 1 show. just one. fuckerssss#no. I'm taking that back. thamk you for coming to my city#they were all sold out last year#I'm talking about Cuarteto de nos#i took Reigen plush with me last year i swore I'd take serizawa plush this year#we are really in it aughhhh
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so Im actually gonna try and make commissions work! so gonna put up a poll to see if anyone would be interested! I will just have a couple slots at a time in the beginning to find a balance with work and such <3
#have to figure out rates and stuff.. I haven’t done em in a long time so we shall see.. they aren’t expensive tho#just to have a little something extra can always be good <3#and I appreciate whichever answer you give!! to have an idea of what people would like
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a song that i associate with my muse meme!
AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3
hozier - who we are.
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icehouse - crazy.
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depeche mode - personal jesus.
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh#i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3#and also that you enjoy the tunes!!
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cant remember bringing this up for a while so honestly i'll never be over the reiiteration that jean himself has a bleeding heart. he is going to be both blunt and honest with whoever hes speaking to, but in a way that he hopes will come to help them understand the situation but also does it so whoever he's speaking with actually understands the full situation and what that may entail despite the gruesome outcome.
#out of.#i know so many people respect erwins RTS speech bc its so important but#his honesty to the corps completely parallels what 15 year old jean was saying to the scouts in trost arc and that is. IMPORTANT TO ME#rusty honesty is the most lore accurate name for his theme bc jean is. at his very core. AWFUL at this when he starts off#esp as a scout bc ... so much of it gets held back. just not enough for marco to not see it :pray:#his first proper scout interaction with eren is something i always write as a big regret for him but i also think its good to say he was a#fifteen year old who was suddenly becoming his own and a lot of peoples therapists.#he gets so much better with all this. he GROWS#i was talking abt this with angel a second ago but it's just part of the reiner and jean parallel that makes me enjoy writing them the most#reiner originally was this massive older brother figure role following all he had learnt from marcel. but peoples trust in him snapped so#easily when the reveal took place and he then spent the rest of the series trying to gain it back#( the only character who really seemed to forgive him the most being jean )#whereas jean was the character everyone loved to be mad at / tease / not get too close to#into becoming someone the majority of the scouts trusted the most#one day i will write my meta explaining all these diff characters jean mirrors but ... i shall leave you with this for now
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The ride or die BFFS
fucking love them
#OBEY ME#obey me mc#obey me shall we date#omswd oc#omswd au#omswd#omswd fanart#teen mc#obey me teen mc#mammon#obey me mammon#ive been working on a fucking comic for weeks#and i still can post it and keep the quality#im losing my shit#tumblr#you#me#publix parking lot#lets duke it out#im going to figure something out for this fucking comic if it kills me
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i want hb peter to go to therapy So Bad
for his sake, of course, and the sake of his relationships moving forward—but also because it would be so fucking fun to write holy shit
#been trying to think of a way to incorporate therapy into peter’s storyline in the series#i’m sure i can figure something out#maybe part of his arc in the 3rd fic can be harley mandated therapy sessions with someone they somehow trust#homeward bound fic#we shall seeeeeeeeee#inspired by me impulsively starting an all for the game one shot that i probably wont ever post#where neil goes to therapy#and seeing all the ways i could highlight aspects of hb peter’s character and personality through a good hour long therapy session….#yall it would be so cathartic and So Fucking Fun
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