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“What I like about photographs is that they capture a moment that’s gone forever, impossible to reproduce.”

— Karl Lagerfeld

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There’s something enchanting about the thought of Egypt. It’s not just the allure of ancient pyramids or grand tombs; for me, it’s deeply personal—woven into cherished memories of my father. He had this passion, a fascination really, for the Great Pyramids of Giza. I can still picture it vividly: a sepia-toned photograph of him and his colleagues, all neatly lined up. Yet, he stood out—tallest in the group and, without a doubt, the most handsome.

My father would often sit me down, his eyes gleaming with excitement, and talk about the tombs. His voice would come alive as he described the intricate details of the burial chambers and the stories of pharaohs and their lovers. How they would adorn their tombs and crypts with gold, precious stones and others.

Unfortunately, his time in Egypt was limited, so the stories he shared were mostly from the National Geographic magazine. But he always said that the sight of the pyramids from the outside already had him mesmerized.

He would tell me that the Pyramids weren’t just structures—they were a testament to human ingenuity, an immortal echo of a bygone era that still stands proud after thousands of years - that imagery has stayed with me ever since.

I have always dreamed of walking among those grand statues, looking up at the faces of ancient kings and queens, and feeling the weight of their history. To stand before the Great Pyramids, gaze upon the Sphinx, and feel the whisper of time in the wind as I explore the tombs my father spoke of so often—it feels almost surreal. To have within reach a journey through the hidden crevices of those crypts, which I’ve only ever seen in magazines or on television.

This year, I’m claiming it. I’m hoping to turn that dream into reality. Egypt, with all its mysteries, is calling me, and thanks to my father’s enduring influence, I’ll finally answer that call.

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“It’s about who you miss at 2 in the afternoon when you’re busy, not 2 in the morning when you’re lonely.”

— Unknown

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moving out.

i did not quite realize the amount of junk i had at home until we started packing. there's so much trash! so so much trash!

anyway, we're moving out tomorrow and we'll soon miss the JLT view. we're moving into a non-contractual sharing flat from a studio unit. tbh, i'm not quite sure if we're ready, if i am ready.

still so much to do though.

hopefully things will be better.

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— David Foster Wallace, The Pale King

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10 Important Life Lessons

1. Don’t take yourself too seriously. Learn to laugh at your mistakes.

2. Life is too short to waste it on resentments, bitterness or grudges you’re holding against others.

3. You don’t have to win every argument and fight. Sometimes it’s OK to just agree to disagree.

4. Make peace with your past - then let it go, and move on.

5. Choose to go after what brings you happiness.

6. Don’t compare yourself to others.

7. It doesn’t really matter what others think of you – just live your own life and be true to who you are.

8. Don’t suffer in silence – reach out for support.

9. The most important thing is to love and be loved.

10. Believe that the best is yet to come.

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I'm a star sign Cancer and a moon sign Aquarius. I have observed myself to be quite equipped in managing my feelings, balancing them out and somehow ensuring they don't go haywire and out of hand.

There are days, however, that my feelings get away with me. And I pour a waterfall of emotions sometimes.

And on those rare occasions, I'd like to be met. My emotions would like to be acknowledged. So if they (my feelings) aren't, I get all upset internally and pull back from ever showing emotions again.

They recluse into the depths of me and it will take a while before they ever go out into the open sun again.

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Travelling to Bangkok tonight. All because my sister decided to go ahead with the marriage. LOL. Details later. *wink*

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And if I say, the moonlight pierces my soul, will you veil my solitude and clasp me in your palms...................

everytimeyousaygoodbye ©

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“I don't read books to get smart, I read to escape reality.” 📖✨️

Last night, I just came back from Empis and was glad to have known how Gogmagog was defeated. Although it was a little anticlimactic. Rumpelstiltskin is still the monster to beat, I guess. LOL.

Anyway, I found it extremely appealing how loyal but naïve Leah was. Too bad, Charlie did it with Eris! I still think he should have gotten a chance with Leah.

So yeah, you have zero idea what I'm talking about. That is my escape from reality yesterday.

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♫ But this is no strings, you are who I love And that won't change when we're fallin' apart Yeah, this is no strings, you are who I love It's just growin' pains ♫

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After a year of tumultuous chaos, where the echoes of discord still whispered through the days, a tentative calm began to settle over our lives. It wasn't the end of the journey, but a hopeful pause in the middle—a respite amidst the storm.

The scars of the past year lingered, a reminder of battles fought and wounds healed, yet the resilience of her spirit begins to shine through. Each day brought a little more light, a little more certainty that we're navigating towards something better.

I couldn't undo the events that had unfolded, the pain that she had to endure, but there is solace in the decision to move forward. It's a choice made with courage, with a determination to embrace the future despite the shadows of the past.

And amidst it all, I find myself grateful beyond words that she had chosen to walk this path of healing alongside me. Her decision to move forward together was a beacon of hope, a testament to our shared strength and commitment to rebuild what was shattered.

As we face the uncertain road ahead, hand in hand, there is a quiet understanding that the journey isn't over. Yet, we dare to look forward with anticipation, knowing that in the space between the chaos of yesterday and the promise of tomorrow, there is a chance to find peace, love, and the redemption of our story.