#i scare myself truly

[pencilofawesomeness]

WIP Folder Ask Game

Rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then you post a snippet or tell them something about it!

OKAY OKAY. Who wants to see my unholy stack of WIPs? Clearly several people, as I have been tagged by @bumblebeehug, @xfangheartx, and specifically called out by @phoenix-before-the-flame. (Love yall)

I don't have a neat folder, and I'm not going to include things I never plan on touching again or completed works or notes, but uh. I have things scattered about, of the WIP variety. Oh dear god. Save me.

MAIN WRITING FOLDER

(aka things that have their own doc, including docs that store a collection of wips like a matryoshka doll. Those will be astrisked)

—22 AUs* —BAD THINGS HAPPEN BINGO* —Breaking Chains Extra Stuff —Everything to me —Fairy Tail FMA AU —Febuwhump 2025* —FTRB22 Fantasy Space AU —HTRYDS Runaways —JJK Hurt/Comfort* —JJK MHA Crossover —JJK What the Storm Brings —Jujutsu Wonderland* —Natsu Whump Fic —Random Stuff* —Random Stuff 2* —Random Writing Tres* —Sic Semper Tyrannis —Tales of Valor —Those Who Defy Death —Under the Wing

and now for the scarier part.... The things I have inside documents. Note that there are completed things in some of these, or things I won't go back to, so I'm only listing WIPs.

DOC COLLECTIONS / SNIPPETS

22 AUs —Fullmetal Alchemist: My Hero Academia —Fairy Tail: H2O

BAD THINGS HAPPEN BINGO —HIVES

Febuwhump 2025: —*each day's prompt and corresponding drabble, I ain't listing them all: those are the Fairy Tail ones I did the polls for —ORORON FIC: Used as Practice —TAPFU AU: Living Weapon

JJK Hurt/Comfort —Scars —The light turned red, and I ran it

Random Stuff 2 —SUPERGIRL: The Legion meets Mon-EL —SUPERGIRL: Mon-El and Elida —SUPERGIRL: Mon-El Returns / Visiting Clark —TALES OF VALOR: Imra and Mon-El Talk —TALES OF VALOR: Name Drabble —UMBRELLA ACADEMY: Batman Adopts the Hargreaves (Number 4) —FAIRY TAIL: HTTYD AU - Gajeel finds Natsu —FAIRY TAIL: HTTYD AU - Tiny Wendy —FAIRY TAIL: HTTYD AU - From the beginning, for real this time —SEVEN DEADLY SINS: Brother Talk —FAIRY TAIL / SEVEN DEADLY SINS: What it means to be human alive —GENSHIN IMPACT: Coffee and Candied Ajilenakh Nuts —TWISTED WONDERLAND: Trein and Leona —JUJUTSU KAISEN: My Gojo Manifesto | The Most Dangerous Thing is to Love

Random Writing Tres: —FAIRY TAIL: FMA AU Backstory Thingy —KINTSUGI: Ur Prequel Scene —TWISTED WONDERLAND: Leona and Malleus Snippet —JUJUTSU KAISEN: Within Infinity - Shoko —JUJUTSU KAISEN: The Sun Wonders of Us | Tsumiki Intro —JUJUTSU KAISEN: The Sun Wonders of Us | rip Gojo —JJK x MHA | MAY DEATH NEVER STOP YOU: Megumi AU —JJK THERE'S A PLACE FOR US: Aftermath Sequel

FINALLY, MY ART

(I'm actually pretty good at finishing things I start in a timely-ish manner so not many true WIPs. Mostly because I haven't made a doc yet for some of my ideas lmao.)

—Cover_DT —DragonFamBatfam —ExpressionSheet_Erik —HTRYDS_Expressions-and-Designs

There. That's most everything. Maybe. Some of those, particularly in the Random Writing Collections, are scenes of the same thing, potentially belonging to another document, but I just. Wrote the headers I have. For the sake of the game. So. Yeah.

Feel free to send in asks and bother me about WIPs. That's a good way to make me work on them lol.

I know this is a tag game but most of my usual suspects have been tagged, and I'm feeling nice, so I'm not going to willfully wish this on anybody. If you're brave enough to dig through your WIPs, feel free to pretend I tagged you and blame me for it. I support you fully o7

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Out of sight, out of - wait.

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[idontmindifuforgetme]

Going to get into the habit of carrying my journal everywhere w me bc I truly want to soak up every snapshot of this transitional period where I’m just a 22 year old girl finding my footing and the only thing I’m tied to are the decisions I make and the path I carve for myself

[beescake]

Sorry for the spam (^o^;) I just really like your blog

no need to apologize ayy!

in this corner we welcome all forms of enjoyment, regardless of whether you're a

happy to have yall here w me,

headin into homestuck 2024 :^)

[foursidecity]

I want to watch a frankenstein style comedy but it plays closer to the books so everytime the monster fucks off somewhere else Victor frankenstein is like "finally my worries have abandoned me!" And he clicks his heals and promptly passes out for the 3rd time in 20 minutes

[postsetstoner]

I just want to have one author of a book that shaped my childhood be a good person. I guess that's too hard of an ask. I guess it's a prerequisite to being a successful children's book author

[malacandrax]

Doodle comms closed for now! I've got the next couple of weeks full so I'm hesitant to take more, but I might open again down the road.

[rapidhighway]

venting like an idiot

the main reason i dont wanna go back to uni is that i feel like i've completely embarrassed myself last year. idk, i feel horrified at the thought of returning and looking these people in the eye. i didn't do anything, i was lazy and barely finished my projects and the only way to redeem myself somehow would be to come back with some new energy and work hard. i didn't even really get a job this summer because i really wanted to rest, cause i thought i would drop out. and i just feel worse, i feel even more tired

[dan-whoell]

i keep thinking about a phandom book club, but i have no idea how to go about organizing it or if anyone would be interested or even where to host it

alternatively is there already a phandom book club i could join? because i would love that

[uncanny-tranny]

One of the hardest things to actually accept, in my experience, is that you eventually have to forgive yourself for the harm you did to yourself. A good way to move on from that is just being able to let your past self rest in peace. Don't stomp on their resting spot, they need to be at peace. They deserve to be at peace, and so do you.

[johnnycrass]

yeah

[la-galaxie-langblr]

what is going on w my brain

[skitskatdacat63]

I was gonna post something about dreading how shit this week is going to be. But then I realized it's probably going to be shit until late January, so. Please pray for my blood pressure and health 😭

[whoblewboobear]

Staring down that weird feeling of feeling like too much or out of place or annoying if I say too much or say things too loud or too off-putting to be like- WANTED in any given social situation. To try so hard to socialize just to- idk. I’d very much like to stop defaulting to that scared kid that was pushed away or talked over until I got old enough and desperate enough to say any and every rapid fire thought that comes to mind. Like filling space when there’s dead air then wondering if maybe I did the Too Much™️ thing again and A. Scared everyone away or B. Pushed everyone away so it would hurt less when they leave BC of A.

Of feeling like I need to be useful or smart or talented or pretty or SOMETHING worthwhile so people want me around. I can just be but then it’s like just being has never been enough for anyone to like- stay. Or care. Running is always a mistake bc it’s like riiiight.. no one noticed you ran, babe. You’re not even at the top of their list people to want around. And just feel so low about it that I talk myself into feeling miserable again.

I’m happy, ive been so much happier lately and i dont take it for granted bc it’s so rare that things go okay or that there’s a sense of peace for a moment. I’m creating again and im less hard on myself about it. I have hobbies again, I’m making friends. And still I’m like seeing the other foot start to drop in real time bc it’s like. You’re in, but are you? That constant nagging voice that sounds so much like my own going “lonely again? Good you deserve it”

[rabbithaver]

every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space

i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !

[werebutch]

Every day so many times a day I remind myself that I cannot keep avoiding everything there is to life and every day I am so scared and I say but just one more time. And I’ve been doing this forever. It is so hard anxiety is so much harder than everyone says it is mine is completely ruining my life it’s horrible. It’s so horrible