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i guess it's good i had started to re-gain my zest for life and enjoying my life in my body before this happened lol
#safe#i don't know how to tw this so im just going to do a ton ig#tw suicide mention#suicide mention#tw self worth#i was just starting to feel comfortable as an individual#and now i feel like thats all i have#im just#trying to experience myself right now i guess#if this had happened like two months ago that would be really bad cuz i was not doing good#i relapsed and it was bad#im just trying my hardest right now not to#she did it for what ahe needed and what she thought i needed#even if it wasn't what i needed i need to treat it like it is#im focusing on spending more time on others#i neglected to really bond with friends because i knew i can't handle to many people being close so i just foucused on her but now im#gonna get good at being better friends with my friends#since she already broke up with me i can be as cringe as possible#sonic everything babey#its hard to do anything rn because i involved her in everything in my life#sonic is pretty much the only thing i didn't so hes the only thing#other stuff might make me cry and i don't want to scare my sibs#anyway#im choosing a new pfp!#i just get sad looking at this one rn
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it's gonna hurt like hell to become well .
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ctommy my daughter for ever
#guys i dont thinj the dsmp relapse thing is a joke anymore something Bad is happening to me#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#tommyinnit#tommyinnit fanart#c!tommy#c!tommy fanart#clingyduo#big ty to my qpp for making me See the Light#my art
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#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#aesthetic#bpd mood#mental illness#silly goofy mood#i wanna relapse so bad#bad person#i'm sad#not ok rn#im so upset
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someone put a gun to my head and fucking kill me i’m sick and tired of this shit
#real#this is so real#bpd#bpd thoughts#my writing#writing#bpd vent#cannibalcore#cannibalposting#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd feels#thoughts#sad thoughts#vent post#vent vent vent#personal vent#i wanna cvt#i wanna kms#i wanna die#i wanna cry#i wanna relapse so bad
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to be like that. I don't want to act this way.
I'm sorry I can't communicate. I'm sorry that I try and push you away. I'm sorry. I just want you with me.
I'm sorry that I can't say that to you. I'M SORRY.
I'm so fucking sorry please don't leave me?
I know I'm hard to love. I KNOW.
I don't want to be like this.
I promise I am trying to change.
I promise I can act normal.
Please?
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#relationship#boyfriend#i wanna relapse so bad#actually bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#sorry
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"You have no bitches" NOT TRUE! I have anorexia and I can easily say that she's a bitch🔥🔥🔥
#calorie restriction#food restriction#@n@ buddy#@n@ diary#pro4ana#i wanna relapse so bad#ed ednotsheeran restriction#☆ve#3d relapse#@nor3xia
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i genuinely want to relapse so bad like it’s not even funny.
#i wanna relapse so bad#tw drugs#dr0gs#druggie#drug relapse#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#someone help#bpd vent#bpd#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#depressing quotes#fp bpd#bpd culture is#bpd safe#bpd fp#actually bpd#bpd problems#borderline personality problems#borderline problems#borderline culture is#actually borderline#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#$uicidal#$u!c!d3
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ok..view my yuri boy
#worst yuri relapse in 6months . fml#i miss asmo though nd i keep picture#picturing mae nd asmo in one img together anf feeling a little sick. like thinkiing of mixing pepsi and milk. theres something wrong#i dont even like limbus company i dont play it either idgaf about anything that isnt these 2 girls... latched into my brain bad#come chat w me eslewhere at 2400db i hide out there nd post ab my sillies despite my hatred for that app frowning emoji#faust#ishmael
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Shoutout to alien failgirls with big black eyes and fucked up fathers
#if Quill and Gamora get back together would Nebula and Mantis be sister-in-laws? what an odd little family#having a bit of a marvel relapse#picked a bad time for it bc I think they're cancelled rn#but hell I'm not watching any of they're new stuff so#anyway I forgot how fantastic all 3 Guardians movies are#big ups to gotg for adding women to the mcu who are weird fun little freaks#guardians of the galaxy#gotg#gotg fanart#guardians of the galaxy fanart#nebula gotg#mantis gotg#scribbles#marvel#mcu
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I went down 10 pounds this week !! Im so happy only 5 more pounds till my current goal weight!!🥹🥹💕💕
#ed relapse#i wanna relapse so bad#3d relapse#bulimima#disordered eating cw#eating disoder trigger warning#tw edtwt#tw ed but not sheeran#tw eating issues#tw ed sheeran#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve
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-i drink so i dont cvt myself (another fucking coping mechanism)
-i cvt myself because i get drunk and have no ability to control myself
it doesn't make any sense
#tw s3lf harm#$elf harm#$elf h4rm#$h tumblr#mental health#s3lfharmm#mentally fucked#s3lf mutilation#mental health relapse#tw sh related#i wanna relapse so bad#tw selfhate#self h@te#self h@rm#mental illness#$hblr#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#unhealthy coping mechanisms
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Strawberry syrup
#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#self mutalition#tw self destruction#tw self h4rm#i wanna relapse so bad#fake news
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livsmessydoodles klance art in 2024....... weve hit rock bottom
#IM SORRY. IM SORRY OKAY#I HAD A RELAPSE#i kept seeing them on my tl I NEEDED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM#i hate that i drew the suits entirely by memory bc i know what they look like by heart UGHHHHGHGHGHHGHH#FUCK MY LIFE SO BAD#klance#klance fanart#vld#voltron legendary defender#i cant believe i typed those words. in 2024. my head hurts#keith kogane#lance mcclain#vld lance#vld keith#livsmessydoodles#livsmessydoodlez#my art#doodles
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#asiiqx#tw sh related#sh related#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harm#relapsing#i wanna relapse so bad#i want to relapse#i wanna cvt#i really do#i want blood#i want this#$h relapse#self h@rm#self distruction#cvtting addict#sh cvts#cvtblr
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i've been screaming internally about this the whole DAY
#rp stuff#doodles#i cant believe this is my first art of 2024#hkjdhsg#the joker#jokerzura#clxwnprinceofcrime#selfship#RAAAAAH WHAT THEFUCKKK GHFDKGJHDFG#i can't talk to him. i m going to relapse so bad
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