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asking for reassurance is so embarrassing 😭
#bpd blog#bpd mood#bpd thoughts#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#bpd#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems#borderline fp#bpd fp#bpd favorite person
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so embarrassing to have my mood swing based off of someone else’s interactions with me
#bpd stuff#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#actually borderline#borderline fp#bpd fp vent#bpd fp#borderline favorite person#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline problems
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It hurts.
It hurts so much.
I need someone, anyone, to love me.
Being unlovable hurts.
It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.
To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.
It's to always wait for something.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#actually bpd#i wanna relapse so bad#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd#borderline fp#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#love#gay yearning#mlm yearning#ftm mlm#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#gay mlm#mlm love#borderline love#bpd relationships#mentally unstable#sh#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destructive thoughts
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i hate waking up, i j want to sleep forever, i dont want to process anyone or anything
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BPD is like:
"OH MY GOD I HAVE SUCH INTENSE FEELINGS I HAVE NEVER FELT SO MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE WOWOWOW!!"
*one day/inconvenience later*
"Nvm I had a lapse in judgment. I have actually never felt anything in my life and I may never feel at all."
#bpd memes#bpd meme#bpd#bpd feels#borderline favorite person#borderline fp#bordeline personality disorder#actually bpd
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when you know they weren’t good for you but you got attached and now you’re suffering
#bpd#bpd splitting#bpd favorite person#favorite person#bpd fp#borderline fp#borderline problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#living with borderline#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#bpd problems#borderline splitting#bpd struggles#actually mentally ill#bpd shit#bpd things#borderline personality problems#bpd moment#bpd stuff#borderline pd#bpd feels#bpd life#mentally fucked#being borderline
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trUsT mE,, itS suCh a gOoD idEa 👹🤡
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#bpd fp#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd favorite person#bpd shitposting#bpd problems#bpd mood#borderline favorite person#borderline fp#bpd memes
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Obsessed 'cause I'm bored.
#actually bpd#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#borderline blog#actually obsessive#born to die#bpd episode#bpd emotions#borderline fp#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#borderline favorite person#favorite person
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i will be anyone or anything you want me to be, so please don’t leave me.
not again, oh please please not again.
#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#bpd blog#bpd thoughts#relatable posts#borderline fp#bpd fp#favorite person#abandonment issues#obsessive love#obsessive vent#bpd favorite person#depersonalization#bpd attachment#bpd vent
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Can u text me back before I start hallucinating and seeing shadowy figures in my peripheral vision
#bpd#girl interrupted#borderline personality disorder#bpd girl#coquette#femcel#female manipulator#manic pixie dream girl#lana del rey#female rage#obslove#obsessive yandere#actually obsessive#obsessive love#borderline fp#bpd favorite person#favorite person
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"I don't even care about rejection. I'm not sensitive to it, I actually handle it quite well"
#rejection sensitivity#rejection sensitive dysphoria#rejection#bpd favorite person#possibly bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#borderline fp#borderline favorite person#borderline personality disorder#bpd#i hate it here#im such a loser#i should kms#i hate everything#rawr#huh#mental health#why does this happen#loser maxxing#loser posting#pathetic loser#girlblogger#girlblog#im just a girl#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#this is a girlblog#i miss him#come back
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not personal but i honestly wish my fp’s friends would just disappear
#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd fp#bpd fp vent#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd stuff#bpd blog#borderline pd#borderline fp#borderline problems#borderline thoughts#i want him to myself#leave us alone together#ugh
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I'm cold. It's so cold.
Why can't I be with him? Why can't I feel safe and warm? Why can't I kiss him? Why can't I fall asleep next to him?
My heart longs for him, my soul misses his touch.
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#relationship#boyfriend#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#borderline fp#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#i miss him#him#gay yearning#mlm yearning#ftm mlm#mlm thoughts#trans mlm#mlm love#gay mlm#gay#gay love#love
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having bpd and being autistic genuinely makes me want to slam my fucking head into something repeatedly in hopes of knocking the broken parts of me back in place or dying in the process of it.
#spilled thoughts#spilled words#spilled ink#lesbian#spilled writing#spilled feelings#sapphic love#spilled poetry#bpd feels#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#borderline fp#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#autistic struggles#autistic lesbian#autistic things#actually autistic#autism#neurospicy#actually neurodiverse#borderline culture is#text post#its getting bad again#writers on tumblr#poets on tumblr#thought daughter
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I lied, were not having sex instead u will be stuck with me 30 hours and you'll reassure me that ur not gonna leave me
#actually mentally ill#reassurance#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline fp#fp bpd#mentally unstable#ptsd#mentally ill memes#tw obsession#abandonment issues#bpd favorite person#bpd fp#borderline pd#nah man#time to repent#tw depression#tw#tw obsessive behavior#i will not elaborate#i hate men
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Me: Are you upset at me? :(
Them: No? What makes you think that?
Also them: *proceeds to basically ignore and avoid me for a month straight*
#borderline problems#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#living with borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#borderline thoughts#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd stuff#mentally fucked#bpd things#being borderline#bpd feels#bpd favorite person#favorite person#borderline personality problems#borderline fp#bpd fp
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