#borderline fp

[todostoast]

asking for reassurance is so embarrassing 😭

[todosbread]

so embarrassing to have my mood swing based off of someone else’s interactions with me

[burned0utstar]

It hurts.

It hurts so much.

I need someone, anyone, to love me.

Being unlovable hurts.

It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.

To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.

It's to always wait for something.

[booksbonesborderline]

i hate waking up, i j want to sleep forever, i dont want to process anyone or anything

[shebeezee]

when you know they weren’t good for you but you got attached and now you’re suffering

[honeypleasejustkillme]

trUsT mE,, itS suCh a gOoD idEa 👹🤡

[saccharinehell]

I feel empty since you left

[its-simply-just-krys]

i will be anyone or anything you want me to be, so please don’t leave me.

not again, oh please please not again.

[morays-lament]

"I don't even care about rejection. I'm not sensitive to it, I actually handle it quite well"

[la1npilledg1rl]

Can u text me back before I start hallucinating and seeing shadowy figures in my peripheral vision

[sleeplessv0id]

having bpd and being autistic genuinely makes me want to slam my fucking head into something repeatedly in hopes of knocking the broken parts of me back in place or dying in the process of it.

[mothseatinghumanflesh]

I lied, were not having sex instead u will be stuck with me 30 hours and you'll reassure me that ur not gonna leave me

[todosbread]

not personal but i honestly wish my fp’s friends would just disappear

[burned0utstar]

I'm cold. It's so cold.

Why can't I be with him? Why can't I feel safe and warm? Why can't I kiss him? Why can't I fall asleep next to him?

My heart longs for him, my soul misses his touch.

[bloomdoom1]

Borderline’s be like..

I just didn’t listen to your words, I

listen to your use of words, your tone, your body movements, your eyes, your subtle facial expression. I interpret your silence

I can hear everything you don’t say in words

-Amanda Scott

[shebeezee]

Me: Are you upset at me? :(

Them: No? What makes you think that?

Also them: *proceeds to basically ignore and avoid me for a month straight*