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#asiiqx#tw sh related#sh related#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harm#relapsing#i wanna relapse so bad#i want to relapse#i wanna cvt#i really do#i want blood#i want this#$h relapse#self h@rm#self distruction#cvtting addict#sh cvts#cvtblr
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How can I successively self-harm without anyone noticing? I don't want anyone in my family at home to notice, or anyone at school.
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#tw sh related#sh related#i wanna cvt#i want blood#sh addict#cvtting addict#addicted to s3lf harm#sh cvts#sh cvt#cvutting#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#s3lf harm#tw s3lf harm#mental illness#small cvts#any advice?#asiiqx
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For me, baby cvts have their own charm and satisfy me a little more than deep cvts. The "thin" flowing blood from small cvts is wonderful to me.
Today I saw a post from such a girl that I could stare at all the time because I was satisfied with the view she shared in the photo on her post. btw she also had beautiful nails > <
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Please remember this is just my preference and I'm not trying to offend people who prefer/have/had deep cvts !!
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#asiiqx#tw sh related#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harm#sh cvts#shblur#cutt!ng#cvutting#cvtting addict#baby cvts#small cvts#cvtblr
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guys, do anyone have some carve ideas?
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my only razor blade,I couldn't find any others, although I bought a new sharpener today, I promised myself that it was for school
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comimg home today, that means im gonna be able to sh❕
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#asiiqx#im not fully sure#sh related#s3lf harm#sh cvts#cvtting addict#small cvts#baby cvts#cat scratches#should i do it?#sh addict#i want blood#cvutting#cutt!ng#cvtaddict#cvtblr#shblr#sh cvt
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" All dreams have meaning. "
and what if I fvcking died in my dream? is it a sign?
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that fear when my mother checked my thighs was terrifying..
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I dont feel good if i dont cvt myself anymore
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I don't want to go back to school, but I'm also looking forward to autumn > = < I love this vibe, these colors and these, in my opinion, often pleasant temperatures. even sh has its charm in autumn 🤍 the problem is that after autumn there always comes winter... I meaan..I really love winter but I think this one will probably be bloody. sh is not that fun anymore when it is in winter
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#asiiqx#bloody winter#winter sh#winter#autumn#don't want to back to school#sh related#i want blood#can't wait till autumn#i wanna cvt#s3lf harm
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omfg I hate food.
every time I eat, I feel like I'm going to vomit. I'm always under pressure, everyone just tells me to eat all the time. I'm not surprised that I'm reluctant to eat anything, because for most of my life everyone puts pressure on me. I mean.. I want to gain weight but not like this. I'm tired of everything, leave me the fuck alone
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#asiiqx#leavee me the fuck alone#leave me alone#tw 3d vent#i hate food#im tired#i've had enough#please stop#ed blr#dont put that pressure on me#let me live please#i hate that feeling#im going crazy
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Actually going insane. So many thoughts that I sometimes forget how to speak in any language I know.
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#overthinking#overthinking too much#going insane#im going insane#im going actually insane#too many thoughts#im tired#i wanna cry sb#asiiqx
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I want my BMI to be at least 16,5. I'm begging on my knees.
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#eating disoder recovery#tw 3d vent#i want to gain weight#want to gain weight#gaining weight on purpose#bmi 18#dont want to be anorexic anymore#asiiqx
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literally me when someone asks me how I feel
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I want to relapse but I can't..
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