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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ālol sameā#but idk :/#this chapter is from jasonās pov#and leading up to it heās like āpeople keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab woundā#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyoneās like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like itās echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#āyou should never feel that wayā āim here if you need anythingā#but he doesnāt make percy feel alone in his desire to justā¦. end it all#which ik for some people that doesnāt work but youāre not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he canāt tell annabeth bc sheās a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesnāt wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like āyo i understand it bc i felt the same way#thatās gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy heās supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also itās just insane how jasonās wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and iāll never shut up about it#also ignore me iām just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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soon it'll be dawn again
transcript under the cut ā¬
page 01
Fig: no way? - you're still up?
Riz: Whā yes?
Riz: Why'd I not be.
page 02
Fig: I me~~ean - that took.
Fig: whole day.
Riz: Yeah?
Fig: 'm beat.
Riz: you should sleep.
page 03
Fig: nah. my guy's still up
Fig: I wanna hang out.
page 04
Riz: That's really nice.
Fig: Hah! - Nobody ever expects an Archdevil rockstar to be nice.
Riz: ā¦ yeah. - 's just budget work tho. (the stuff I'm working on) - I've heard it's boring.
page 05
Fig: yeah, but you do itā¦
Riz: It keeps things going, right? - Nothing happens if nobody sits down and - does the thing.
Fig: That's rightā¦ - though. Yeah.
page 06
Fig: sometimes it's someone else who - doesn't want the same thing to happen.
Riz: ā¦ - mm.
page 07
Riz (off screen): ā¦It took me a long time to get that not everyone likes doing what I do. - 's probably because you guys are so niceā - or. - kind.
Riz (off screen): to anyone too, not just. - the people you /love/.
page 08
Riz: that's not how it is elsewhere. - The world'sā not. hostile. - but 's not like it's kind.
Riz: So I'm doing as much as I can nowā¦Ā
page 09
Fig: Hey.
Riz: ?
Fig: Go dig some dirt with me.
page 10
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - oh you meant like - actual dirt. (not incriminating information)
Fig: o yea.
Fig: there's clay in the backyard soil. - sometimes when I'm sun deficient or something I go touch dirt for a bit.
page 11
Fig: here u go
page 12
Riz: uh
Fig: now we make a thing! - 'm pretty good at freehanding a bowl.
Fig: I'll show u
page 13
Fig: justā yep, flatten that out as evenly as u can, thenā! - actually ur nails'd be so good at cutting out the strip. [larger than usual space] wait. - wait. wait u can carve patterns with them! we HAVE to try
Riz: uh - What. do I carve?
Fig: anything!!!
page 14
Fig: andā yep just seal the inside uh. seam?
Fig: yep that works - okay time's up! all contestant hands up
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - okay - wh. what's next?
Fig: haha - watch this.
(sound effect text): FWOOāMP
page 15
Riz: WHā DON'T JUST DO THAT???
Fig: Now it's fired!
Riz: THAT WAS NOT SAFE
Fig: (actually it's just dry. if u add water rn it'll dissolve)
Fig: ok catch!
Riz: [blank speech bubble] - careful!!
Fig: dw no need haha
page 16
Riz (thought bubble): oh - it's warmā¦
Fig: now I want you to throw this.
page 17
Fig: u gotta do it - c'mon
page 18
Riz: whā - It's like 3AM right now
Fig: oh it's not /fired/ fired it's not gonna make a loud noise
Riz: And then just? leave a pile out here?
Fig: pour water over it & it'll be gone I told u
Riz: but
page 19
Fig (off screen): RIz.
page 20
Fig: I've done all this before.
Fig: Can you trust that at least?
page 21
Riz: no, Iā - I do. - I trust you.
page 23
Riz: okay what happens now
(sound effect text): glob
page 24
Fig: we do it again!
page 25
Riz: wh. [larger than usual space] What do you mean. (this clay's too wet also)
Fig: see! you're already learning
Fig: [blank speech bubble] - there are flows that are futile to fight. - The world changes.
Fig: Things change.
page 26
Fig: I've learned my lessons with "forevers". - But - as an artist
Fig: I can give you one thing: - You can always do it again.
page 27
Fig: most of everything depends on the rest of the world, - but this. - making new. - that's yours as long as you want it.
page 28
Fig: So?
page 29
Riz: Yeah. - Yeah! - let's make another one.
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up#for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight#and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl#I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player#fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish#lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash#for a While lol. it was scary!!#had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure#truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true#you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there#this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time#nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!!#there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh#well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys
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š Pain sharing AU ā¤ļø Here's some HorrorDust fluff! :D As I mentioned, I wanted to expand this AU's lore onto the other characters so I started with them, they're very lovely <3
There are also other pairings that I haven't revealed yet and they're a secret for now >:D
Dust belongs to ask-dusttale Horror belongs to Sour-Apple-Studios
#undertale au#ut au#utmv#dust sans#horror sans#horrordust#Kross pain sharing AU#It's a very simple comic but it made me realize that I never posted anything related to Horrordust before#I'll give them justice I swear#I also almost finished the prologue of the fic I'm writing let's hope that I'll post it lol#Anyway I hope you like this one cause I feel nervous and unsure as usual lol#mmelart
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What do you mean Iām a bit late for Janusā big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didnāt forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; thatās not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think heād like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#Iāve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so Iām hyperfixated again and Iāve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#Iāve been pretty busy working lately and now Iām starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I canāt get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like Iām just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches Iāll never finish#I hope itāll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if youāve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] šŖ
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#im not finishing that sentence i must stop myself#the kid at the back vn#tkatb vn#the kid at the back#tkatb#tkatb fanart#solivan brugmansia#tkatb sol#ok i feel bad posting sketches bc i don't like how i make them but i know that if i don't post this now im never going to do it#also i tried this i've seen about making the nose like a triangle and somehow placed it right at first try .im never doing that again#do i need to tag this with anything if anyone knows or needs letme know i have no idea#he no babygirl that's a whole ass man and i need him crawling in four that's the last thing he can do#i should draw him cute sometime tho i have to make a creature out of him too#i wantto open him#brain do you have anything else to say? no actually im thinking weird stuff rn dont type anything else shut up forever#okback to my enclosure š#also bestie if u see this i didn't make this bc of what we talked about i swear i just got possessed .worst timing of history#para cuandooooo para cuando para cuando para cuando para cuando come to the band
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today seems to be less of stimmy speedster sunday and more likeā¦ hmmā¦ uhhhā¦ ermā¦ o..overstimulated vigilante mondayā¦ on a sunday?
#yknow the thing where it almost feels like your neurodivergencies are working against eachother?#thatās this#but theyāll work it out :)#my art#sketch#doodle#I ran out of energy for color or shading on this#maybe itāll get finished maybe not#dc#yj98#young just us#bart allen#tim drake#I have NEVER projected onto characters EVER about ANYTHING#stimmy speedster sunday#overstimulated vigilante monday (on a sunday)
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charlies turn for the reference sheet beam
#xmen#xmen comics#xmen tas#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#i feel weird posting a charles ref cause ive done so many 'ref sheets' for headshots.. i need to stop making doodle pages for him apparentl#this started out because i wanted to practice charles' body type and then i figured id just. ref sheet vjaelkjvae#if i were bold id just post him in just briefs and paper doll it if you catch my cold. he got a lot of outfits i like...#i wanted to make refs for the og5 actually so maybe i will just do these ref sheets throughout the week before bed#the funny thing about this ref sheet is this is prob the only time ever actually going to draw charles' whole back... lmao...#i mean never say never so Very Rarely will i draw his whole back. and standing ajerlkvjalkj#idk ref sheets are just fun and easy and relaxing for me to do .... and brother i wanna relax gjERLKJAEL#i have my mandatory sketches lined up to finish this week so i earned a lil doodlin i think !!!!!!#i usually dont work on weekends but.. its a lot so jvLRKVJARLKJV BUT ANYWAY#observe. god its so illegal having him stand i promise ill never do it again unless i like have to for some rare reason vjEALVJAE#i had a savage lands arc idea but who knows if ill go through with it#i debated adding that lil ring from that scrapped tas design but i dont think ima make that a consistent thing#prob use it for like. one or two jokes or whatever other temporary purposes...#was i going to say anything else. OH YEAH i wanted to see what charles looked like wtih brown eyes...#i was stalking my tags and i was reminded he had brown eyes sometimes and as your resident brown eyed bestie i wanted To See..#i fear i do like giving him contacts...... but his blue eyes arent bad either so now im in a predicament !!!!!#we'll see what happens ill probably stick with blue just for popularity sake but who knows#anyway !!! i am very weary and i am very busy this week so good night !!!!!!
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been thinking about them lately ok
#lots of doodles ok these arent even close to finished and never will be#dhmis humanizations#dhmis duck#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis red guy#dhmis#anyways. i think rgs crush on duck is insaene in general i think its WORSE WHEN THEYRE HUMAN#i also think its really fucking funny#obsessed with this tiny balding little man who is Mean To Me#hes like a kid who would get bullied in high school to me#like idk. theyre da same to me in human au. which i suppose this is an au even tho im just trying to translate them as closely as i can#in my heart theyre still in the pink house#this is not like the apartments au to me at all. so to me the dynamic is still the same#and for those of u who dont remember that dynamic is RG being down bad for duck bc he WEIRDLY is godbless. but also insanely evasive and sh#and duck does not act like anything is happening between them but also in his head theyve been married for 30 years. but its obvious to him#so he doesnt feel the need to say anything duh.#and if he ever brought it up it would be a best friend debate again#'you think IM your husband?!?!' of course you are !! :] 'IM NOT. YOUR HUSBAND !! YOU DONT HAVE A HUSBAND!!'
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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i am not even finished w the 3.0 quest bro
#bro drawings been so hard uhm for a month now ig what the hell#only even remotely finished thing ive drawn lately yaya#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr mydei#me whenever hoyo gives me a shirtless man: ok but what if i beamed him rq#also you will never see sculpted abs drawn by me#my art#it feels like i havent done anything at all?? ive been waht. playing sdv. a little hsr. tried drawing? mostly just relistening to malevolen#i keep meaning to sit down n bingeplay a buncha hsr quests cus theres so much ive let pile up but for some reason my brain is so insane abt#hsr specifically??? liek i need to sit down n give it 150% of my attention. my brain takes it so seriously its so stupid. n i play for mayb#3 hours of just quest n then i dont pick it back up until like next month its so dumb omfg pls i jkust want to play. like a normal person#anyways whatever doesnt matter fom update is soon n i am actively losing my mind. i need to mentally prep for that ugghdfghksdflshskjhhabgd#maybe im too hard on myself
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Steam should come with a warning when you try to install Disco Elysium that says "this will irrevocably change your life for the better, but you will never find anything as good as this again"
#Just finished my first playthrough and UGH#Works that both greatly inspire me and make me feel I should give up creating entirely because I will never make anything like this#SCREAMS#Anyways#disco elysium#bobo.txt
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felt the need to doodle lilia
#twst#lilia vanrouge#finished the first part of ch7#im so nervous but also excited for the rest on en#i love this dumbass so much gdi ch7 is going to end me#ive had alot of artblock lately#so between school and bg3 i havnt been able to draw much of anything that i like enough to post#have too many unfinished lilia doodles#might post a bunch of them here since who knows if ill ever finish them#this one was surprisingly somthing i drew earlier but then fixed it up#which is something i hardly do lol#usually i need to be hyperfocused and finish the art in one day lol#which is why i feel certain i'll never be able to ever take on commissions orz#trying to get into the art zone is very fickle and im sure it always will be
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messy expression sketches + colouring with my oc clem who looks alot like her dad lol
#pokemon#oc art#oc#pokemon oc#pkmn#trainer red#red pokemon#original character#my art <3#kanto au#oc: clementine#iām literally nearly finished ANOTHER piece with her but had this idea at like 2am so had to do it lol#very messy but trying to not care about that and also just post whatever i want yknow#i know oc art is not always the most popular no matter who posts it but i love her sm#i very hastily attempted to colour in gamefreaks common colouring style and it was actually super enjoyable#iāve never done an art style study before and definitely want to try again in a way that dosent take 5 minutes lol#clem is extremely expressive and easy to read so i feel like these are quite tame expressions for her character but i really adore#reds alola art sheets and i just adore how gf chooses to show how he expresses himself wahhh#i love drawing her lil side??? hair pointyā¦?? flick things??? idk what youād call them lol#i imagine everyone calls them angel wings lol clem was one of those babies that probably popped out with a full head of hair lol and she had#those lil wings before anything else š« š« š« #pokemon art#pkmn art
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If someone told me last November that a year from then Iād be procrastinating doing anything BUT continuing my playthrough of the newly released dragon age game Iād call them crazy. Iām extremely tolerable to bullshit. The amount of objectively bad media I am able to enjoy is really high. I have been willing to forgive BioWare for a lot of bad game dev decisions. But not for the bad writing. So here we are.
I have not opened the game in a week now. Something broke in me when after 50 hours I finally reached act 2. So many people said itās supposed to get better starting from that point. But Iām sorry, what exactly got better? Why is the story suddenly just āgo do your companion quests!ā? Whereās the freaking plot???
I canāt get rid of the feeling as if the game has been chopped into pieces at the last minute, rearranged by throwing out like 3/4 of the writing bits and then hastily sewn together.
#this is me venting about my feelings more so than about the gameās act 2 btw#idk maybe when I finally calm down and force myself to play through it#it will be better than what it seems now#have been following the plot by watching my friends play instead#I feel like I have to finish this for myself tho#to be able to objectively give my opinions about the game#but itās so hard man#I never thought Iād be so demotivated about anything dragon age related#especially not about a whole new game in the universe#part of me feels stupid for being so dramatic and worked out about a video game#veilguard critical#dragon age critical#bioware critical
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Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / SE5 (you are here)
I do in fact regularly gaslight my friends for their own good.
I can't have them suspecting the truth after all. (aka continuation of @the-cr0w 's playthrough)
#FEELING NERVOUS? HAVING YOUR BACK EXPOSED TO ME? <- You have no clue how often I said that during the playthrough.......................#There exists a follow up doodle for the 'I won't call him daddy' drawn by crow#Also seeing future trio together I remembered something. There is this one pmd fanfic I found in the depths of deviantart and I was so#shocked when the author introduced a sceptile elder that turns out to be the grovyle from the game but then he mentions that he's married#to Celebi but Dusknoir is only a good old friend. PULL HIM IN THE RELATIONSHIP!!! That man's suffering!!#but that fanfic is also really old I think it was finished 2017 but I greatly enjoyed it. About what you'd expect from a fanfic that starte#in like 2012? Ah yeah looked it up. Author said 2012. Wonder what they're doing now... They did create a really cool adventure...#They didn't post anything since 2017. Maybe I'll write a sweet comment and look if they might reply.#pokemon#pmd#grovyle#dusknoir#celebi#future trio#pmd2#pmd eos#pmd explorers#darkrai#<- you know I can't do anything without him. Me about to lie to crow to bring up MY FAVOURITE CHARACT- I will shut up now.#oshawott#shinx#primal dialga#dialga#my art#my stuff#pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of sky#dusknoir x grovyle mostly but trust me celebi is in it to.#professor e gadd#luigi's mansion#never thought I'd tag luigi's mansion and pmd... how did you land here e gadd. why did dusknoir say that.
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