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Guess it's just gonna be another day of getting pissed off and upset by things my father has said to me 🙃🙃
#Eli Speaks#i am trying so hard to be civil with him and give him the benefit of the doubt#but today was too much#he did something that really fucking pissed me off#when i made my stance on this issue insanely clear by telling him multiple times#'hey i dont wanna know about x thing so in the worst case scenario that that needs to happen dont tell me'#guess what he did?!#i really dont know what to do with him#all this shit has been so jarring#cause like usually we're pretty on the same page#but for the last month or 2 it feels like he doesnt understand a word i say no matter how clear i make myself#im really hoping things will go back to normal once we move and get settled#cause if not im truly gonna go insane#i want to continue to have a good relationship with my father but he is making it so hard#anyway im just angry and annoyed#i need something to distract myself#i wanna draw but i can't think really#i need something calming to draw
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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this
I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also
A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines
I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)
I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.
#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw#you know? idk if that makes any sense#dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment#Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc#dandy leon#I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art#sketches
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i know the america and buffalo comic was deleted and shouldn't rly be seen as canon but i rly can't stand how cute ame is here... (crying hitting a plane) I HATE YOU BUFFALO!!!!! the other guys giving him chocolate and candy spoiling him like crazy... he probably looks so young compared to them they're just inclined to do that. unable to say the truth... being pushed from alcohol by the hand. while crying. it's too fucking cute... i can't deal with this. ame's sudden moe is too strong. my head hurts
#kill ame#the thought of ame babyface is fucking killing me#THIS KIND OF CRYING AME#I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS. I'M KILLING MYSELF#screaming whining stomping banging his fists. just inclining you to be like aww it's ok calm down have some chocolate have a burger#i need to draw ame crying eating burger i can't believe i've never drawn that#i have drawn ame crying eating chocolate though. it's JUSTTRUE!#i've been killing him less and drawing him crazyface less because drawing ame like a sopping wet dog is too fun lately. sowwy#he's sooo cute...#ame after a breakup or something crying in his living room with a tub of icecream. calling cana(sorry)#and cana's like what? you're incoherent. could you repeat that? hello? what?
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While older Suchin tries to fill the silence as much as she can younger Suchin was quieter. Granted not a lot, I’d say she talked a normal amount, but she’s frustratingly good at small talk and can reel just about anybody into a conversation. A talent that she still has.
Kenshi on the other hand was a lot louder when he was younger. He was the loud, reckless kid who got into fights constantly. He cringes thinking back on it.
#uhh just a headcanon#young Kenshi being an absolute menace when he was younger and no one believing it bc he’s so calm now is my favorite Kenshi hc#probably threw a desk at somebody or something#also just look at him#he looks like he bites#probably had bandages on constantly#I need to draw young kensuchin#make em meet before their lives went to shit…..#kenshi takahashi#suchin#mk suchin#kenshi x suchin#kensuchin#mortal kombat#cfa posts
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apparently 'there are other fish in the sea' was not the right answer
@maruyaaya come get ur man pls. he wont stop telling me about his grey eyed potato (?) and looking dramatically off into the distance
look i love potatoes just as much as the next mediterranean, but i need to study my guy, im extremely overdue *glares at reflection*
@please-be-nice-im-sensitive forgive me for being so late on my promised au art :') pls accept this offering till i get to it <3
#ah yes#swift footed lion hearted best of the greeks:#cheddar cheese#cheeto puff#egg yolk#his hair was supposed to be strawberry blond#tumblr why u gotta do me like this#patrochilles#if u squint lol#design update he has a slightly protruding chin now. love that for him. hands down best thing ive given him so far lol#achilles#ew#eh it dont matter ig too much#deidamias hair is much darker auburn and neo is a fiery ginger somewhere in between#they need a family name#hotheads#or something#also want to draw more thetis#i think she and achilles represent to sides of the water#her calm and patient but will happily 'drown ur ass with vigour'#while he is equally powerful but much more temperamental#my art
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#wishing you all a happy day today if you have to deal with awful people tomorrow#wanted to draw something calm and warm for anyone needing some cheering up#if you have a bad day i hope you can get to do something you enjoy. or rest and relaxation#but most of all i wish you a warm patch of sunshine to sit in#sometimesanequine#equine art#horse art#my art
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rarepair week day 6: pride/postcard
some gals!!!! i hc ibuki as aroace and peko as bi+ace and i ship them in a qpr :] love drawing characters with pride flags
@dr-rarepair-week-blog
#SORRY IM LATE#danganronpa rarepair week 2023#danganronpa#peko pekoyama#ibuki mioda#pekobuki#i love them needed 2 draw them....#something about peko being with someone who encourages her to be herself and explore stuff while also being chill about it....#ibukis far from chill BUT she has a lot of good wisdom even if it comes across silly & she encourages ppl to live their truth yknow??#and ibuki's like LOOK AT MY GORGEOUS WIFE and loves the calm energy peko brings#also that she's devoted and passionate
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Hey @thehomelybadger , thank you for breaking my heart
#the way I picked up my iPad and started drawing angst#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#piltover’s finest#caitvi#arcane#fanart#jacketsketch#(this was scheduled before chap 32 came out - I need to sleep so I haven’t read it yet but oh boy)#but I also want to say before I do - thank you.#thank you so much for telling this story. I’m not exaggerating in the slightest when I say it got me through a lot these past few months#it fueled my inspiration it calmed me down on bad days when I was beating myself up with stress it gave me something to grasp onto#I love your characters - every quirk and trait you’ve gave them and this world you’ve fleshed out#I hadn’t seen a second of ice hockey and now I’m looking up reference photos and trying to get the jerseys down#i love these guys and it pains me to be letting them go already - I can’t imagine how it’s like for you - but I’m forever grateful for this#wonderful thing you’ve created out of just the pure love for the characters and for hockey#I went into this thinking ‘hey what a lovely bedtime story’#and I’m heading to its end forever changed and impacted by it for the better#so thank you badger - see you when I read the next chap
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Happy Kidnap fam train sketches
Messy headcanons under cut
I like to think neither Maedhros or Maglor were sane when they got Elrond and Elros but in their own way, Maglor was half torn between thinking Eru gave him the twins and just wanting to do something good, Maedhors himself was pledged by his whole life tragedy and probably had a step back when the third Kinslaying happened meaning having more fewer conscious moments either thinking he was back in Angband or seeing dead people, the only reason he put up with the twins was because of his love for Maglor.
Maglor himself would never hurt the children but still did unintendedly, because of his instability, and I think it was first a week or two in with having the twins he tries to take really care of them, and quickly then he began to really love them and not just the idea of them, later the twins would too although still a little bit of fear that disappears over the years.
I'm a firm believer Maglor loved the twins and the other way around, but their love had its flaws because of all the trauma built around it.
Maedhros loves them too, he's way more unstable but might seem calmer in a way and easier to deal with, I like to think of Elrond more than once thinking about how it would have been better if he survived (if he finds Maglors) but quickly dismissing it when thinking it through.
Maedhros would probably have killed the twins without really thinking about it if he was the one finding them unless he found them a day or so after the Kinslaying.
#this is all stress drawing and mussing to calm down#at least i finished one of the papers i talked about so now i only need a half for tm#god i hate these#im gonna redraw them when the exams are over and post this all over again but with better read through headcannons#i just need to post something#that sounds so wierd#...#its the stress#theres no other answer#pride requests page will be out in a few hours#tolkien#jrr tolkien#silmarillion#maedhros#maitimo#nelyafinwe#makalaure#kanafinwe#maglor#elrond#elrond peredhel#elros#elros tar minyatur#kidnap dads#kidnap fam#silm art#tolkien art#digital art#my art
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I'm so exhausted but here's a recent doodle of my pookie <3
#I'm stressed about things and drawing him helps me calm down but it also costs time so I'm more stressed again ughh#why is it already 3am again time is going by way too fast these days#anyway at least I have something pretty to look at now💕#I love myself a man with a slutty waist😌👌#the final drawing is supposed to be for an artstyle challenge so I tried to stick fairly close to his canon look#but honestly I think I could've still pushed it a bit more even just to make him look hotter#okay typing all that took way too long I really need to go to bed now💀#f/o: 🚂#2nd dimension doofenshmirtz#2d doofenshmirtz#heinz doofenshmirtz#dr doofenshmirtz#phineas and ferb#across the 2nd dimension#at2d#villain f/o#fictional other#sketch#digital art#selniasart
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Crazy people were calling me a misandrist for my beauty and the beast comic 💀
#1. i was like 17 when i made this and yes its hard to read and theres a fake word in there#english and french are similar enough that i englicize french words sometimes my bad#2. did everyone miss the part where the first guy str8 up hired the beast to kill the other guy? Beast just didnt like their vibes its not#that deep#the story is not that deep#i did in fact just wanted to draw a lesbian fairy tale#queer ppl complaining about predictable writing 🫵 sit down and touch grass#sometimes people just want to make something and it doesnt have to be the best#im good btw its just been circulating again and its funny seeing how serious so many ppl took it#like. its just a comic#its literally just a story made in one day by a 17 yo who had never read a queer fairy tale can you calm down#everyone being confused by convoited was funny to me tho 🤡 here random fake word for free#meanwhile me : yea thats a word. convoited. from the verb convoit which means to admire and desire something#totally a verb i can directly translate from French i dont need to look it up
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Did this bitch ever clean up his house?
And yes, I actually edited out Bob’s silhouette from the doorway as it would’ve looked silly otherwise.
#bob x dexter#dexter x bob#bob velseb#spooky month#dexter the exterminator#crackship#???#damn bitch you live like this#needed to draw something silly to calm down#mlm#tbh I ship it#my art#digital art#meme art
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begging my male coworkers to develop coping mechanisms that aren't exercise
#like tbf to him he is going through a HARD time rn#but man came to work sick. walked 4 miles on his lunch break. and is now gonna go home and get on the stationary bike for hours#and i was like hey maybe you should let your body rest#and he was like i hear you but that's not something i can do right now. this is how i need to destress#please i care about you please pick up like painting or drawing or air dry clay scultpure...pick up playing a calming video game...#pick up poetry again!!! youre a poet!!!#pick up edibles even like...#exercise can be A way you do that please don't let it be the ONLY way ur body is gonna collapse 😭
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i don't want to show pictures of my Skin Affliction bc idk that feels a step too icky. too uh. reverse parasocial? to share that. i showed my x-ray of my teeth bc you couldn't identify me based on that (and also I worry people think I'm lying) but my Skin you Could and preventing getting Stalked irl takes precedence over potentially not being believed over an amoxicillin rash of all things why would I lie about this it sucks . but fun fact I have a birthmark on the back of my head that is just pink blotching and this looks just like that but if it were all over the rest of me
#anyway its getting better. i dont think its visible on my face anymore. it's calming down on my neck and arms but is still very visible#i am taking steroids 👍 they taste bad 👎 (<-accidentally let them sit in my mouth too long as i was getting my water bottle open)#words from the monarch#idk i feel like im talking too much lately. ive been finding it hard to draw due to The Issues so i feel the need to saying something to ta#take up the space#ONE DAY THE PROBLEMS WILL BE OVER AND I WILL SHUT UP 🩵 HSHSJAKDJJSJA
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I saw everyone else drawing a full moon & wanted to join!
#sesskag#sesshomaru#kagome#sesshomaru x kagome#inuyasha#my art#ok ANYWAY#I was very excited to do the pantssssss i love this denim palette+brush its so fun#and less daunting to draw clothes! well modern clothes#I liked playing with brushes on this! I loosened my wrist and let it do what it wanted to kagome's hair#and I actually like ittt I have to remind myself hair is not just a dead thing on your head 💀 on my hairspray shit😆#I just needed to play and loosen up and focus on something elseeee anything else 😩 sesskag is nice its calming#I actually like looking at this omg I'm like next time i feel like going all out#I'm going to reference this photo because there are thingsssss#i wanted kagome's hair to pop more since its kinda the main feature AND I think I accomplished that#I could render it more but...nnnahhhh nah that's my too much gene trying to get out#Im gonna recharge and render the hair even better next time#and sess' hair fringe/bangs are getting harder and easier its weird#yoart
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