#i need it sooooo badly

[franken-loser]

Live reaction of me when i remember i don't have Bernie Wrightson's illustrated Frankenstein (I'm losing my mind)

[transzsonix]

[art-from-the-juice-box]

gen loss dump part 2 :]

i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.

[luvscharlos]

MY BABY NOOOOO

[spliqi]

higuchi thoughts of the day: as much as i love the idea of her having some devastatingly destructive ability… her having a healing/support ability would explain so much of her character. like. her high ranking in the mafia despite (as far as we know) not being extraordinarily strong. her assignment to akutagawa + his resentment of her + her being so overprotective of him. the irl author’s connection to mori and yosano. dw about it

[lgbtlunaverse]

So I watched A Silent Voice with some but minor knowledge of the story going in. And right at the beginning when Shoko's bullying started I had the nagging worry that while Ishida would be redeemed they'd leave Ueno and Kawai as one-dimensional bullies. Painting the girls as the "real villains" while the male protagonist got to have depth. Anyway I just finished the movie and I would like to formally apologize to Oima Yoshitoki and Yoshida Reiko I should never have doubted you.

[anachronistic-falsehood]

trembling like a wet cat out in the rain i NEED to see qpac talk to qcellbit. i can picture it in my head. pac stopping dead the moment cellbit logs on. the subsequent panic accompanied by "no no no no no no no". if he's with someone he'll shakily explain and they will try to calm him down, but if he's alone he will spiral. if he ends up in the same location as cellbit he will freeze as soon as cellbit is within eyesight, and once cellbit's gaze lands on him he will start backing away. if cellbit gets any closer he will panic harder and bolt like a frightened rabbit. and i don't even KNOW what would happen if cellbit calls him queridinho but god i want to find out

[schpeenor]

Dabi’s a size queen and of course he makes Spinner suffer too!!! Spinner HAS to take what he takes because he likes to see Spinner squirm. He has a much more amusing reaction to these things than Dabi does. That’s what he thinks anyway. Spinner’s twitchy. jumpy. loud. And SUPER graceless (though let’s be honest Dabi probably isn’t any better in terms of grace BUT YOU GET THE POOOINT). Dabi’s used to the stretch and Spinner isn’t, probably will never be!

[victorianpining]

My cold has turned into a sinus infection so I’m currently trading off between being so dizzy I can barely lift my head and being jazzed out of my mind on sinus meds

[hawyeer]

This is incredibly self indulgent and it has also been on my mind for weeks idk why

[alwyswnadie]

atpoaim… so pretty

[fatuismooches]

Helloo Smooches

Would you like another episode of me being possessed by angst ghosts? I was just thinking about Arlie with lover from Fontaine.. I'll try to avoid 4.2 spoilers as much as possible, so:

Reader helps those, who are caught up in primordial sea catastrophe. Arlie will try to persuade you into staying out of this, since the water is dangerous for you, but you just.. Can't leave these people, even if it's a little help because it's your mutual home

But.. just a single mistake and you're gone. Disappeared without a trace in seawater. No matter how much fatui agents and children from Heart of Hearth try to search for you - you're gone gone gone.

You were the only person Arlecchino let in her life on personal level. The one she could drop her mask before and be not Arlecchino, not The Knave, but just.. herself (if only we knew her real name..)

And now.. she can't even do a proper funeral for you, because your body is dissolved. Her mind is plagued by infinite "what if". What if she didn't let you go? What if she was there? What if she came to you just a mere minutes earlier to catch you? What if it wasn't you, who died..?

"Father", who told Freminet that tears are a sign of weakness found herself all alone, hidden from everyone's gaze, with tears streaks on her face, which she doesn't even bother to wipe. Ah, if you were there.. you'd gently come to her, placing hands on her face, wiping the tears gently..

This is exactly why she teaches her children to value their life above all else.

-🥀

(just venting my frustration over the fact Fontaine just has so many beautiful women😭. It's not fair to my wallet)

🥀 ANON... 🥀 ANON... IM SENDING YOU AWAY!! STOP THIS MADNESS!! But yes... i have to admit i do love and enjoy your angst.

In all honesty, Arlecchino did not want you to come to Fontaine with her. She wanted you to stay in Snezhnaya, where you'd be safe. Which, wasn't particularly unusual - although you came with her on a lot of missions, sometimes she wanted you to stay home. Whether to rest, or take on other duties, or if this mission was going to be especially bloody... but this time, uncharacteristically, it's out of gnawing fear. She knows she shouldn't be nervous, she knows you're strong, you're careful, you're her other hand after all, but... the threat of death is far more looming in Fontaine, especially as a Fontainian. But no, you're stubborn, you always have been. Always wanting to help, always wanting to look out for others. That's probably why you got so attached to the three siblings as well. So, Arlecchino can't fight you anymore, the only thing she can do is keep a watchful eye on you.

Only that her eyes are not watchful enough. If only Arlecchino knew that morning would be the last she saw you, the last that she kissed you and held you. If only she knew. If only she was able to protect you, or if she instructed you to go elsewhere, the water wouldn't have gotten you. She's the Fourth Harbinger, with incomparable strength, yet she couldn't save one person? If she tried harder, she could have. Could have forced you to stay, could have done something. It is even worse this way, your body isn't here for a proper funeral, neither she nor her children being able to find closure and say goodbye to you one last time.

Lyney and Lynette are trying to calm their shaking bodies, while Freminet is already on the verge of tears despite knowing how much Father dislikes crying children, but he can't help it. And Arlecchino could not blame him for once, because in the privacy of her office, she does the same thing. She longs for you to walk through that door, come behind her, and hold her, softly wiping the silent tears away, murmuring how it was okay for her to be vulnerable, and how it was all going to be okay since you two had each other.

Not anymore...

Children who enter the House of the Hearth after that are always greeted by a large painting of an unfamiliar person in the halls, questioning who it could possibly be. The only response they get is a head pat, a sad smile, and "someone who was very important to Lord Arlecchino."

[esspos]

i’m gonna have to do a full review of She loves to cook and She loves to eat soon but i recently bought all 3 volumes of the manga and i really really wish people engaged with this a lot deeper than a lot of what i see online!!! i love nomoto and kasuga’s backstory but I ABSOLUTELY ADORE the two new characters, yako and nagumo (nagumo is my favorite and i have a weakness for lesbians with short hair 🤭🤭). i really reallyyyyy love yako and how much of an online himejoshi she is lmao but i also really love her asexuality and how the author uses nagumo and yako to explore more of these identities and how well they’re integrated into the further plot of the story. there’s not a ton of ace lesbian rep out there in yuri (besides stuff like Lillies, Voice, Wear Wind) and as an ace lesbian myself, i just really really appreciate seeing it being included in yuri more 🥹

[purpledovefeather]

^^^^me fr

[slaymiedrysdale]

he’s so beautiful wtf

[your-stranger-halfblood-things]

I need Mike to have a very serious sit down conversation with Ted. That's all I'm asking for