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sargebon//the king and the martyr
#logan sargeant#alexander albon#comets web weaving#is that even the right tag???#wtv iāll figure it out later#anyway#SARGEBON#i miss my dears very much#this possessed me once again and itās very dramatic but i love it#i just miss them a lot
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and you'll always be the silly guy of all time š§”š»š¶
#My Characters#Remi#hie. ive been so ALL over the place#but!! special post.. new oc. just a lil baby boy#inspired by & in memory of my dear sweet dog remy. who we sadly had to say goodbye to at the end of august#i miss him so much.#theres a few details to this design that are like. very important. but im not going into all that now ;w;
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#this is so incredibly niche omg im sorry#i was feeling nostalgic about my drarry times#i dont think i ever mentioned why i left the drarry fandom#sorry about that#its a boring story#in 2018 i got quite sick and struggled with my health#one side effect was me not being able to concentrate for longer periods of time#making me unable to read and draw drarry for the first time since i joined the fandom in 2005#when i got better i started slow by watching shows#thats how i got into The Untamed and got sucked into it#since i caj only hyperifxate on one thing at a time i just lost interest in drarry sadly#or maybe i subconciously assocciated it with my health struggles?#anyway this year i stumbled upon a drarry fic rec and coincidentally it was the last fic i read before getting sick#away childish things by lettered#btw#and i never got around to finishing it bc of everything#and i wanted closure maybe so i wanted to reread it#but that kinda led me to remembering why i loved drarry so much#and i miss it#i miss old fandom days on livejournal#sending christmas fandom postcards all around the world#so yeah#i wanted to do something to honor the 2 fandoms in my life that are very dear to me#love u all#sorry for the long story#for such a silly picture#wangxian#mdzs#drarry#the untamed
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OC !
#my characters#i missed her so much wowee#her name is katale and thats what she goes by EXCEPT her best friend (and ex boyfriend and boss) who gets to call her kitty#hes just like the all around best guy in her life and she loves him a whole lot#and even though they broke up they have a very loving friendship and shes like#oh i would absolutely kill for him and in fact i am VERY good at killing im honing my skills :3#and her family is actually just a bunch of criminals and the only reason the other guy gets involved#is bc he needs fast money to help his mom with hospital bills and so hes like hey my mom doesnt need to know how shes alive#and then he somehow becomes head honcho and is a rumored to be ruthless man#but hes just incredibly level headed and able to think his way up (and kills a few unpleasant family members for kitty)#and if shes running out and about you can even hear him say shit like#my wife left me i miss my wife#and everyone knows he means katale but no one knows how to react bc its clearly a joke (???) since they broke up#but no one is telling their boss to elaborate the wife situation#kitty however is the entire reason that she gets this lil puppy of an agent to not kill rudyard her dear boss#and somehow they adopt this grown man and also his really weird mentor who faked their death#but they love their puppy son boy agent man#and kitty is super happy to dote on the agent but even she has her lines like WHY DID YOU JUST HAND HIM A GUN#RUDYARD HE TRIED TO KILL YOU LIKE LAST MONTH WHAT ARE YOU DOING#and rudyard is just ??? can i NOT shove a gun into his hands now? what is that? a crime? really? gonna tell on me? a criminal? for crimes?#but genuinely it stresses her out bc she loves her adopted son but loves her best friend and eventually she realizes#ok puppy agent man is loyal to them but not a criminal thats ok#while rudyard is like ... passing him guns to try out as a bonding thing#but also he is fascinated with how good the agents aim is like hey kitty you should watch how far he can shoot perfectly#hey kitty remember all those dead underlings and how precise their kills were to make them not suffer this guy is really good#also for what its worth ruds mom is still alive! shes just in a nursing home now and he goes to visit her#kitty and rudyard have such a fun dynamic to me and both are murderers but its okay (its not)#also kitty likes anime and she has forced rud to watch anime with her and he just accepts his fate#bc it makes kitty happy to share so he will watch to make her happy even if he doesnt understand all the appeal
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My wife like a few days ago: I know that in your story X character was ace. but then she gets married so sheās not that anymore, but Y character definitely stays ace the whole time like he doesnāt get married, no way, because-
Me, bluescreening: Iām sorry. X is still ace after being married. Sheās just. Not aro. Y is Aroace and sex repulsed.
my beloved wife, who is trying very hard and whom I love very much: those are. Different things?
me: ā¦ā¦.. romantic and sexual attraction are different, yes.
my wife, who I am deeply in love with but have no interest in sex with: how are those different things? Arenāt they the same thing?
me, squinting reeeeal hard at her: ā¦ā¦ā¦.. Shiney. I need you to do the unthinkable here, and objectively self examine. Very hard for you, I know, but try.
#molten rambles#Mercuryduo#Girl I love you so much#How did we miss this big of a Thing#Pri is just as ace as she was before marriage dear she just doesnāt mind it and likes her spouse as a person#And likes Jokes#Kadon however is very sex repulsed and aroace#This is a /pos post about my wife btw#if anyone dares give her grief about this ill make sure the police never stop finding your body#In liiiiitle bits and pieces :)#She grew up in a cult and sheās doing her best and I love her very much
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fellas it has been three months since the beach episode and thinking about neil and eva in any capacity still makes me ILL
#the beach episode came out right after i lost someone very dear to me so it hit extra hard#every line of dialogue in that final scene cut to my core#it's not even just neil's death for me#it's the way he pushed away his father and his friends and his literal soulmate in both a platonic and a romantic sense all his life#in order to avoid hurting them when he passed and in the process ended up hurting them way more bc if they'd been close#they'd at least have memories with him to look back on when they missed him and could find comfort in said memories#but bc he never let people get close to him he left his loved ones with nothing to remember him by except for the way he distanced himself#HE AND EVA COULD'VE LIVED A HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER#EVEN IF THEY DIDN'T END UP DATING THEY COULD'VE MADE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES TOGETHER AND BEEN EVEN CLOSER IF HE HADN'T BEEN AN IDIOT#THEY. COULD'VE. HAD. THEIR. GARDEN.#and sure there's many messages meant to be taken away from their story and it was always meant to end tragically#but that doesn't mean i have to be content about it#PRESS ESC TO LEAVE???? WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT ENOUGH#idk man. would this have emotionally scarred me this much if i hadn't been (and still am ofc) grieving irl? maybe not.#but i was and we'll never know the answer to that question#what hurts more is i played all the other ttm games before my loved one died#and you know what one of my very last memories of him was?#him hanging out with our family in our living room while i showed my sister the first ttm game#so yeah i think these games are gonna haunt me forever. fun.#i mean i think they would've anyway#you can't play a game series with an overarching storyline this intricately woven and music this good and characters this complex#and then NOT think about it forever#anyway i like these games a lot#they impacted me more than any piece of fiction ever has and as someone whose whole personality revolves around stories that's saying A LOT#to the moon#ttm beach episode#rosawatts
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okay was anyone going to tell me that ascended Astarion calls MC 'little love' and 'my treasure' in the smoothest most sultry voice I've ever heard or was I just supposed to get absolutely smacked around the head with that knowledge myselfā
#/copypasta#baldur's gate iii spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 spoilers#bgiii spoilers#i have. thoughts and feelings. about ascended astarion.#but i don't know how to properly communicate them#so i'll make another post uhhhhhh someday somewhen at some point alsmalxnxmxns#i deeply love and sincerely care for astarion in any form that astarion comes in; that's my main takeaway from my research so far#even if i vastly prefer the other ending because it is very much generqlly better and healthier for him#i love astarion and this includes after the ascension#and also... maybe i just haven't seen enough to make an accurate assessment but#i was led to believe that he basically stops treating mc like a person but from what i've seen... he doesn't do that?#likeā yes he gets unhealthy and possessive#but he still talks to them affectionately and still actively wants them with him and still wants to be with them#idk i've probably missed some crucial scenes; i've only just started looking into this ending#lemme go ahead and stop rambling now ALSKSKALCNSMC#*generally#dear god tumblr let us edit tags pleaseā
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Hellooo, I'm death and I came to tell you that Ariel's incredibly unoriginal (though they didn't realize it at the time), but also, maybe you'll have time to watch Night Country this weekend?
Also how's life going? (Oh, I'm still death!): Damn, I hate that bitch
Helloo
Why unoriginal tho? The bear possession idea also comes from the series? The au concept with Atuat is still very cool you should share it with whole tumblr!!š
#But I'll tell you later about the weekend idk how much time I'll have yet#life am I right.. very troublesome but also kinda hot (toxic death x life yuri? no?)#i had a few annoying days but Im coming back to my dorm tommorow Im sure the bugs missed me#jk they already started taking care of them#idk why I put it all in the tags it feels like a more secret whisper lol#where is Ariel tho dear death?? don't tell me you captured them and I have to pull my swag flirting to save them?š«¦#jk we'd be both doomed that way lol
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Marvelling at the mutual trust it takes to play with a cat (or dog or many other pets, but in my case itās a cat) with your hands
My hand is holding his shoulders, but itās close to his fragile neck. Yet he doesnāt worry about me ever hurting him, even by accident. It would never cross my mind, of course, other than ensuring I donāt accidentally injure him, but itās impossible for him to know that for sure. Still, he never hesitates to invite me to play this game with him and to put himself in the vulnerable position of belly and throat exposed
Meanwhile his paws are on my skin and even though he might get a little sharp sometimes when heās excited, if he really wanted to shred me, he could. He doesnāt. He could do the same with his teeth, but he never does. He doesnāt even break the skin with them and only ever does with his claws shallowly and by accident. He could tear my flesh and spill my blood at any point, heās in the perfect position to do so and his instincts would tell him exactly how, yet he always chooses not to
And through all this, we canāt talk to each other. He knows a few commands and I can read his body language, but we canāt actually communicate directly at all. No words can be shared, only actions. So much vulnerability, so much trust needed, and yet itās just a fun game for both of us, one we play often multiple times a day, and nothing more
Idk just. The relationship you can have with a member of another species that loves and trusts you is just so special, I donāt think there is a purer version of love that exists in the world than the love for a pet
#idk what Iām talking about lmao I just love my little guy so much#and my sweet old dear that passed last year (that I still very much miss)#and idk just. the beauty of that#of sharing these experiences where we both choose to put ourselves in a vulnerable position#when we canāt even communicate#and we do that *for fun* and have a good time#the trust. itās really beautiful. it requires so much love#text#misc#shut up nerd#cats
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i revisted the wrathion/sabellian scene again and i just get sooo soft about the brothers opening up to each other but especially wrathion in this moment. the genuine care that went into wrathion's character development here is so noticeable imo. it's such a personal moment that means so much to me in my own ways and just-- I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHH!!!!
#df has been an excellent expansion. so near and dear to my heart i will miss it so much ):#the writing in this expansion was some of the best imo (even the quests) so i am very curious to see tww's!#i think wrathion was one of the main characters i was so excited to see when the expansion first launched and im really happy with the path#they wrote for him. as much as i would FUCKING LOVE!!! him as aspect i think this is wonderful#that'sgrowth.gif#AND I NEED TO SEE THIS GROWTH WHEN HE SEES ANDUIN AGAIN. I NEED THEM RECONNECTING. I NEED WRATHION BEING THERE FOR HIM šššš#aev plays warcraft#dont mind meeee just rambling about my fav
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perpetually thinking about suguru geto.
#forgot haunting the jjk narrative he haunts me too#like my god what a character#everything abt it makes me soo emotional dear lord#im particularly rn dwelling on his lil group. not the cult but like the twins and the sorcerers he had with him#it tells a lot that women. the queer coded characters. and the one black guy in the series are all part#of his crew#and they're not treated as subordinates or smth#they were very much a community#and regardless if they agreed with his beliefs or not#i do imagine he provided a some sort of safe space#especially in comparison to the conservative nature of jujutsu high#how he teared up in jjk0 watching them work together. it cements that his goal#fundamentally is about the safety and protection of sorcerers#he in his own fucked up way he provided a safe space for these other marginalised communities#something even gojo failed to do#even on a metaphorically level#his more restrictive clothes and hairstyle as a student#an allegory for repression#vs how the minute he defects he wears an oversized sweater and his hair is down#then the monk clothes which are very flowy and his hair is more wild#how even he is more expresssive and like more at ease yk even if not happy.#sigh. i love him.#my wife comeback the kids miss you#myle yaps abt jjk#suguru geto#jjk
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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#Just a bit but y'know - Enough#It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement#At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh#He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite#But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe āŖ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way#I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwuāŖ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D#That tracks hehe ā«#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was#He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3#It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware#It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting āŖ#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe#Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph#It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines#I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol#So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ā„#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased āŖ
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lazy scribbling of my baldur's gate 3 characters
#*emerges from 430 HOURS of life-changing playtime blearily like a lost and confused kitten*#i lost my interest in drawing bc everything is too sad & horrible right now. it was a luxury and privilege to lose myself in this instead#what follows will be my personal and trivial emotions about that#i'll do better proper drawings later. for me. they are both so very dear to me... deeply dear...unforgettable journeys of fate#truly have played like one possessed for the past few weeks. you have no idea. what do i do now. what do i do.#their personalities are so vivid to me though they mostly made the same choices. both intersex and they/them - canonically <3#i missed out on FOUR PARTY MEMBERS in my first playthrough due to not understanding anything whatsoever.#gloaming ended up with wyll and pavane romanced karlach and astarion. and ended up with the one i did NOT plan on. this wasnt the plan#one of the most fulfilling romance paths i've ever..i cant say more..it all got too immersive and now i have to just.. MOVE ON ??????????#live in THIS world where i can't gut imperialism personally and emerge alive from that?#without Long Resting? without my character requesting a kiss from their beloved after a tough day ??#without preparing my little spells? without channelling divinity from my death god to keep us all alive?#without dyeing my man's clothes fancy colours for him? without him Approving whenever i lie and double-cross our enemies#without sharing clothes with my ex? without choosing to eat the heavy food first so that the weight is easier on her Carrying Capacity?#without orchestrating ways for all of my friends to kill the abusers that ruined their lives for a decade or even 200 years?#without experiencing degrading horrors on a daily basis but in a cathartic way where we always make it back to our rooms at the inn#WITHOUT SPEAK WITH ANIMALS???????????#at least there's music. just like with persona 5 that will always be with me. always#like how p5 melodies take me back to those feelings. those rich and personal feelings.... BUT THIS WAS A WAY MORE NUTS EXPERIENCE#i thought i would hate it. i did at times. thought it would desensitise me to various things. it did. but there was so much more..it was...#Well anyway *continues my life* imagine if dnd was real..something to think about
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Cool guy. Hip guy
#I unronicallg enjoy drawing his waist#heās very dear 2 me#havenāt drawn traditional in like 2 years#like colored and shaded a drawing so this was nice I missed it#really do enjoy traditional so much more#Rodimus#idw rodimus#transformers#maccadam#idw transformers#mtmte#my art#artists on tumblr
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i know it has been quite some time ... alas ... click the <3 for a starter ,
#i miss writing josephine so much.#i hold her so very near and dear to my heart.#therefore.#i have decided to return here.#allow it to be known:#i will MORE THAN LIKELY approach for plotting.#as dynamics + plots are incredibly important to me.#especially with the way i portray josephine.
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I am so sorry to my dteam followers because yāall have to deal with annoying ass reblogging lego ninjago stuff 24/7 š
I do miss talking to you guys, the fandom is kinda dead rn so thereās not a lot to talk about
Still love the dteam, itās just a new season of ninjago has come out ( and the fandom is very alive again after it being slow for many years, so yay!) so Iāll be talking about it frequently for a while, if you donāt wanna see it, probably just mute me :)
Dream and ninjago are my 2 biggest hyper fixations, so itās gonna be fun when they both have new content!!
Iām excited for dreams new videos, I miss him :((
#dtblr#dreamblr#dteam#dream#dreamwastaken#ninjago#ninjago dr#I love the dream so much but the fandom isnāt too active rn#ninjago has been my main interest for 7 years- wow Iām old#so itās very dear to my heart#Iāll blog about dream and ninjago 50/50 when the video comes out too#I miss my dream moots :((
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