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rafyki · 3 days ago

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My thoughts are still a mess™. I go from wanting to write poetry and essays about Jack and Joke, both about them individually and their relationship; to thinking about Aran and the beautiful way his character is written and the way he has grown as a person even though we haven't seen it all happen on screen; and then I find myself distracted thinking abou War and how I would beg for just one chance please

#jack and joker: u steal my heart #jack & joker #jack and joker #jack & joker: u steal my heart!#my posts #one of these is not like the others asdfghkljkkll #i may have lost my mind a little #on my knees for that man im SORRY #(just found out hes even older than me by a year do i feel validated in my feelings okay)#someone restrain me im going feral about this #how do i face my students today wheny head is filled with this mess

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lollybliz · 2 years ago

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kong | Aether/Xiao | Alatus (Genshin Impact) Characters: Xiao | Alatus (Genshin Impact), Kong | Aether (Genshin Impact) Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, mostly. i can't help myself to some degree but i Tried., baby's first smutfic, this happened in less than three days while down with the flu, how do tags work uhh, Getting Together, slight exhibitionism, its a 'theres no one to watch but there could be' situation, Enthusiastic Consent, consent is sexy and i love check-ins so you're getting check-ins capice?, No beta we die like Bosacius, knowingly and with head held high, Fluff, A Pinch of Angst, Wing Scars, Ancient traveler, slightly more inhuman Xiao, because im a sucker for Xiao with green blood and extremeties; sue me, Paimon is in there for about .5 seconds and one joke, inspired by the opportunity at the end of lantern rite this year to embarrass Xiao, in front of his lord (dad) no less, make your local adeptus blush and you'll have good luck all year, not connected to my other work or the related series, this was a lightbulb moment all of its own, say ty to the gc cheering squad because without their unabashed flattery this wouldn't have happened, i can't think of anything else so let me know if you think i missed a tag and eat well chickadees Summary:

"I think you’re beautiful,” Aether pauses briefly, leaning in closer as Xiao’s flush deepens. “Adeptus Xiao.”

I have no excuses, I make no excuses. Have at thee!

#bliz rambles #my writing #my fic #lemony scented #nsfvv #i may have lost my mind a little #xiaother #xiao #aether

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cotcweek · 1 year ago

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Welcome to day three of Creek Week 2023!!

Today's prompts are...

#craig of the creek #cotc #cotcweek23 #theme day #art prompt #Me personally I still have not moved on from Craig of the Future #I may have lost my mind a little #I fully watched it enough to notice that Maya's hair-tie in the future is the same color as her bandana #anyways #I'm scheduleding these posts in advance but if all goes well I should have a fic up sometime today involving Secret Keeper & George #in college #;)

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artkiving · 6 months ago

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one of my very first fics I'd ever read was by Faithwood. What a legacy! So so glad she's back. I wouldn't have been in the fandom creating art, and writing fanfics if not for her. <33

Inspired by the absolutely brilliant fic by Faithwood (yep she's back) — BEHOLDEN

this is how I pictured the ending of chapter 4! also since Harry looked really cute without glasses, here's an alternate version too

Reblogs and Shares appreciated!🩷

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themissingmango · 9 months ago

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Stick with me… Tom Kazanksy as an incredibly prestigious film direction and Pete Mitchell as the industries most beloved action star. But when will they ever work together?! 👀

#my art #top gun fanart #top gun fandom #top gun maverick #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #top gun au #I made magazine covers 🥹 I may have lost my mind a little in the process but I committed to this idea dammit #just think #Ice directing Mav on a film set😳#the possibilities are endless #gossip mags #fanart

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moonchemistry · 2 months ago

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sunlight family photo

#mlp #my little pony #twilight sparkle #sunset shimmer #spike #luster dawn #mlp next gen #moonchem.art #tbh luster dawn does look like she could be straight up their bio kid but i have her as a sort of figurative daughter. not officially adopt #daughter/student but close enough to be family #im officially lost in the sunset sauce btw shes got a grip on me #i may do more of these this was fun #maybe w apples #its a fun way to show the family trees #spike looks different/'offputting' on purpose btw! hes a dragon they dont look similar to ponies theyre reptiles babey. not a cute baby boy #also i changed my twilight design again lol i cant make up my mind. needed more yellow #i like this vers tho

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lavender-actualy-posts-shit · 3 months ago

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Okay I’m going insane over this.

Logan has stopped smiling over time, right? He’s “Lost his joy” we all know this.

And we all suspect that this is because of the Orange side, yes?

Well what if, now hear me out! I know I’m kinda destroying logicality here, but what if It wasn’t Logan.

No Logan at all. No, this isn’t the Logan we thought we knew..

This is, with the help of Janus, the Orange side disguised as Logan.

And Janus is the only one who knows. Because Janus is in on the plan. Even if he doesn’t want to be…

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leek-inherent · 1 day ago

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Here is a drawing of one of my favourite changes in choreography in the Australian deh production :)

During Good For You, after Alana and Jared have their little solos, Alana comes to the front of the stage and crouches down with her hands over her head, completely still. At the same time, Jared goes upstage and paces back and forth very quickly - every time he has to turn around he makes stilted and frustrated gestures as if he doesn’t know what to do with himself. I was very excited by this, as it is so unlike the broadway version of this scene where they stand symmetrically on opposite sides of the stage. Instead, Alana and Jared’s reaction to their feelings are clearly contrasted against each other. It seemed so natural too; while they move in formation for a lot of gfy, here it was like they had to take a break from the song because of how overwhelmed they were! Which only made it easier to empathise with them. The whole song was spectacular of course but this particular decision I think was very successful. I have always been intrigued by the contrast between Alana and Jared and it was really brought to the forefront in this moment.

#dear evan hansen #my art #jared kleinman #alana beck #jacob rozario #carmel rodrigues #I lost my mind when this happened it was so perfect to me #another thing that hit me hard in gfy was during jared and evan’s fight #when they do the ‘I thought the only reason you talked to me was because of your car insurance’ ‘so??’ (always been a fav moment of mine)#obviously there are tonnes of ways to do the ‘so??’ but I was expecting the indignant and kinda sputtering lashing out ‘so’#instead jared totally shrunk in on himself grabbed onto his bag strap in his hands and said it so softly #and he was really up in evan’s personal space earlier so here it was like oh wow that really struck him #like for another one of my favourite lines (‘heyy so my parents are out of town this weekend-’) he did a little bouncy dance up to evan and #-touched him as he spoke - including booping his nose. he said out loud ‘we. can. drink- boop! whatever we want!’#very silly #anyway just a few fun moments that my fellow jared enjoyers may be happy to hear about #also carmel’s alana was Far on the overwhelmingly high energy / bouncy / big facial expressions side of the alana scale - which I Love #and jacob was a more drawling / condescending jared - less frantic and more subtle in his amusement/indignation #I loved it - I think there are so many ways to play these characters that offers a slightly different insight into their internal state #god I have so many things to say about this showww

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iniziare · 1 month ago

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Tag drop: Aventurine.

#aventurine. [ mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing. ]#aventurine: ic. [ they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life. ]#aventurine: inquiries. [ time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets. ]#aventurine: countenance. [ now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well. ]#aventurine: introspection. [ “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest. ]#aventurine: meta. [ the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction. ]#aventurine: little notes. [ you will keep winning; having never lost before. but why you? why... must it be you? ]#aventurine: wishes. [ even if the chance of winning is close to zero. well... you can't win if you don't play; right? ]#aventurine: etc. [ the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble. ]#aventurine: ipc. [ … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want. ]#aventurine: trio. [ three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family. ]#aventurine: astral express. [ friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to. ]#aventurine: fate. [ if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it? ]#aventurine: past. [ our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha. ]#aventurine: luck. [ he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ but since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. ] immobiliter.#aventurine: jade. [ it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too. ]#aventurine: veritas ratio. [ unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here. ]#aventurine: black swan. [ nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper. ]#aventurine: sunday. [ is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion? ]#aventurine: acheron. [ only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager. ]#aventurine: v. youth. [ but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc. ]#aventurine: v. penacony. [ i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time? ]#aventurine: v. future. [ the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed. ]#tag drop #[ ... i wanted to add in a tag for robin. but i think that may have to come personalized. ]#[ /rubs hands together. lets see if any of these are broken. ]#aventurine: robin. [ so she sings; but does she dance? ] avaere.#[ okay i changed my mind-- there's a robin tag. ]

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holocene-sims · 11 months ago

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a sneak peek for an upcoming (timeline tbd) update 😊

#holocene.txt #hlcn: story extras #consider this a thanks for the kind words on gratitude day :)#i wanna respond to everyone individually when i have time and also wax poetic about how much every comment means to me #it really does mean a lot #it's been a rough year and a very lonely year like i'm genuinely just so :/#i lost both of my grandmothers this year very suddenly and the holidays feel empty now and i'm dealing with scary health issues #i finally had a brain mri after waiting for it to get scheduled since JUNE and now i have to wait on results and undergo some other testing #and i'm losing my mind a little because i planned a nice christmas gift for my mom and it feels ruined because the post office lost it #and my dad ruined the whole surprise of it by calling customer support on speaker phone with her in the room...and she ofc heard everything #i just wanted something nice for my mom :( she deserves it and although i have other gifts for her still it's not all what i planned #i don't mean to rant but i just wanted to add context when i say it means a lot that anyone even remotely likes my pixels #i may not know most of you very well *yet* (trying to fix that!!) but it's nice to feel a little support from somewhere :) beyond nice #and sorry for being absent a lot this year but i swear i have so much appreciation for y'all and i love you and your pixels dearly #i always feel bad like maybe it doesn't seem like i care in return bc i'm offline a lot now but i really do!! i care a lot!! love y'all xox

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chloecherrysip · 2 years ago

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Every time Mario is visibly concerned/worried about Luigi in the trailers/TV spots/sneak peeks/etc shown so far.

#mario movie #mario movie spoilers #super mario bros movie #super mario bros #super mario bros movie spoilers #cherrysip edits #LOOK...this is not a very good gifset #i am working with tiktok videos and recordings of television screens here haha #BUT!!! i couldn't get the idea out of my head of compiling all of this and i spent so much time on these gifs that now i HAVE to post them #also i know the text could look better but i am not very good at that yet please be gentle with me!!!#a couple more caveats: i may have forgotten something and also the context of these clips could very well be misleading #these are basically scenes where the trailers/tv spots make it APPEAR as though mario is reacting about luigi but i could be wrong #with all of that out of the way: LOOK AT THIS MAN. THIS SAD WORRIED VERY SMALL MAN. GIVE HIM HIS BROTHER BACK #like many people i was also worried when it became clear that mario and luigi were going to spend a lot of this movie apart #and i'm sure there will be stretches of time where mario is caught up in the adventure #but just the fact that luigi seems VERY front of mind for mario throughout hurts my feeble little heart #he isn't going to stop he's going to do whatever it takes until his little brother is safe and back beside him #(also: i hadn't seen that 'this guy's brother is going to DIE' clip in a long time and the FACE JOURNEY that mario goes on there continues #to be SO incredible and funny. he genuinely looks very pissed off at toad after the initial shock wears off. AND I WONDER WHY)#(especially now that we know this is the second time toad makes a comment about his brother dying and/or being lost forever!!!)#(MARIO WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU DIDN'T!!!!!)

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nostomannia · 1 year ago

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I've been having a lot of fun dressing Sol up, can ya tell?

(the hair was recolored for me by oflostinfound (thank you i owe you my life for that) )

#fawn speaks || ooc #dont mind i didnt @ them i didnt want to put a ping in their activity LMAO #long post #i wanna lean at least a little into sol having a bit of a grunge fashion sense #also a back shot on one of them because I loved the sun decal on it #If anyone wants the CC i can probably im or dm it to you #but be warned ive had some of it for years and may or may not have lost the source #but yeah trying to stretch my fashion sense lmfao

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samapitongzabala · 10 months ago

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Hi bitch ive been busy. I forgot to share a sad beats so there and is link thats not bandcamp: https://push.fm/fl/0OKVK8cK and then a link that is bandcamp: https://samzabala.bandcamp.com/track/sarong-banggi my shit aside from sad beats and its just nerdy coding shit: https://samzabala.space/projects/piano/ https://samzabala.space/projects/ghoststoriesdubipsum/ I got interviewed too: https://boldjourney.com/news/meet-sam-zabala/ i love you 🙂

#muh song #opm #bicol #ive also been binge rewatching naruto from the og series and shippuden to boruto and i may have lost my mind #ive full circled and kakashi is my husband once again #one of the founding daddies of my girlhood awakening #dear god #gaara is my son u guys #i forgot #how slutty i was for this anime good grief #and i watched neji die again so that was not a good time #i miss kuya neji #sasuke is actually an ugly little child waow payt me #it ok my dude all kids are ugly anyway #how the fuck u let ur boogers dangle your nose like that all day nauseating #also after rewatching sai is not so bad hes top tier now for mee #im gonna shove it up my ass but only partial of tha naruto's ipad kid era part #i hate boruto so much im going to see it through #ok goodnye again #wait i need to pee #Spotify #why is tumblr's ui even shittier now #stop shitting bitch

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carpthecarp · 2 months ago

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ppl who say Dick was a bad brother to TIM bc of the Dick as Batman shit are CRAY!!!

#i can understand saying he was bad to Jay #but he did that to Tim for pretty logical reasons #also if my little sister was like “DADS ALIVE UR CRAZY” after my dad VERY CLEARLY DIED and I WAS LEFT IN CHARGE #I would NOT believe her #The thing is #He never wanted to be batman and was put in a VERY tough situation.#and yeah he had to make some hard choices. that doesnt make him a bad person #ppl kinda overlook dicks struggles sometimes i think and write him as this cocky or arrogant guy #hes not. a lot of his comics delve into his guilt or fears #he has eldest daughter syndrome #hes terrified of failure and he tries to keep everyone together #so no im sorry maybe im biased but i dont blame him for not following tim during the batman arc #if he had gone with tim that would have been it for him. he had to be strong and keep the 4 of them together and if he believed in bruce he #would have lost his mind. at least thats what i think #keep in mind dick is still young. he may be the oldest but he is still a victim of things that much older ppl have done to him #and hes still only in his 20s #and he experienced some insane things as a child and had to make some heavy heavy choices at young ages #hes not mentally sound despite what some ppl say #none of them are

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vorakh · 1 year ago

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i put on disco music on workplace to make a statement and by now it is eating away my sanity (abba my beloathed) but i'm committed to the bit. the music stays.

#one coworker said the place is empty because of the music we usually listen to (and not because it's early afternoon and 41º outside)#so he put on shitty trap for two days and then i lost my mind and went tomorrow (today) it's disco day and i'm going to personally go find #people in the street if it makes you feel better #i may even have a little dancey time #i don't remember what's my personal tag on this blog (:

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wingsyliveblogs · 1 year ago

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So! At present, I’m aiming to provide update posts whenever I can’t manage some actual blogging time, so as to avoid a repeat of the past several months. Time will tell how effective this tactic is, but for now, here’s your semi-regularly scheduled update:

While my distractibility is partly to blame for the delay in blogging, the most prominent issue at present is that I’ve been attempting to smack my unfortunately deeply broken sleep schedule into shape for the past few days, and blogging sessions have been a tragic casualty of battle. I’m hoping to watch a bit more within the next day or two, though, once I get an opportunity at a reasonable time!

...it remains to be seen, however, whether or not my efforts thus far have actually accomplished anything regarding the aforementioned time management issues. Evidence suggests probably not.

#wingsy liveblogs #technically unrelated to anything show-wise so that's the extent of what I can justifiably tag this post as #I will also confess I've been a little distracted (again)#this time by magical girls #or at least the one magical girl show I've watched up to this point #and yes: this did in fact start with the first ask about Madoka #because when I think about that show my mind naturally ends up on YuYuYu instead somehow #because apparently sad magical girls + surface-level character trope similarities + deep underlying differences #= eternally looping mental compare & contrast essays #(despite not having watched one of the shows in question yet. though I'm definitely feeling more encouraged to now!)#forget my sleep schedule - my ability to focus may be the real lost cause here

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