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he’s so julian fromme coded…
#KAMI NO FUNE DE NEMURU SPOILERS!!#will match up quotes once i get time#these violent delights#datvd#pauljulian#sleeping on paper boats#kami no fune de nemuru#youichi#these violent delights by nicah nemerever#julian fromme#i love gay codependency#please read sleeping on paper boats - only 8 chapters
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#hankcon#dbh#hannor#hank anderson#dbh connor#hank x connor#connor rk800#detroit become human#bryan dechart#clancy brown#my art#please don't repost#i almost broke my leg but i was on leave for a few days#and played the game again#and kinda fell in love again#what's new#trying that painting thingy on them was fun#your honor they're gay#i know connor can kick anyone's ass he's like a real life terminator#but i have a soft spot for hank being grumpy/protective/almost growling at ppl#we love codependency in this house#have you seen my art#dbh hank anderson
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Like, the crux of House and Wilson’s relationship for Wilson is that Wilson is somewhat preforming kindness and empathy, and around House he doesn’t have to. He can be fucked up and a little weird, and play increasingly destructive pranks. He can fight with house, and punch him in the face and ask him to dinner a second later and he doesn’t have to preform normality because there is genuinely nothing he can do to ruin this friendship.
And the crux of House and Wilson’s relationship for House is that Wilson see past House’s bs and sees the sliver kindness in House’s heart, the one house keeps hidden away deep under layers of sarcasm and insults. It’s not all the time, as house still gets defensive when Wilson says something that hits a “sore spot”, but House is still kinder with Wilson than he is with anyone else, he shares his fears with Wilson, and makes sacrifices to make him happy. He doesn’t have to preform his “asshole persona” because Wilson’s the only safe person to be venerable with.
This is why they need each other, because they have to preform with everyone else, and they always end up back together because we all need someone we can be authentic with, and it’s why they’re so lonely without each other.
#House#house md fandom#house md#house analysis#house fandom#house x wilson#gregory house#greg house#hilson#hilson analysis#james wilson#james evan wilson#they need each other#and therapy#I need an insane codependency like this 🥺#rip any love instests#none of them are as important as thiss weird gay thing they got#imagine being Wilson’s wives tho?#imagine marrying a guy only to come second to his weird asshole friend who hates u
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“support” - Jegulus microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 443 words
“James? Could you come into the living room for a minute?” Sirius asks him.
“Sure.”
James follows Sirius into the living room and Regulus and Remus are already there. Sirius goes to sit in the chair beside Remus and James sits beside Regulus.
“What’s going on?” James asks them.
Sirius looks down, fidgeting with his hands and Regulus takes one of James’ hands. “Sirius has something to tell you.” Regulus says with a sigh.
“Are you okay?” James asks Sirius then turns to Regulus. “Are you okay?”
“Oh, I’m fine.” Regulus says lightly. “I’m only here because Sirius thinks you’re going to need emotional support.”
“He will, Regulus! He’s going to be devastated!” Sirius gives James a solemn look.
“Okay, someone tell me what’s going on because you’re starting to scare me.”
Sirius takes a deep breath. “Okay, well… erm… someone that Moons works with is moving out of their flat.” Sirius starts slowly. “And… well, they asked us if we’d be interested in taking over their lease… and… erm… we said yes.” Sirius finishes with a wince.
“You guys got your own flat?” James asks and Sirius nods very slowly. “Congratulations guys! That’s amazing!—”
“James…” Sirius cuts off James’ excitement. “It means we’re moving out.”
“Yeah! I’m excited for you both!” James says then turns to Regulus. “And that means—" Regulus is already smiling back at James. “—We’re going to be here. Just the two of us. Are you ready for that?” James asks and Regulus nods as his smile gets bigger and James leans in to kiss him.
“James!” Sirius interrupts them. “I’m not going to live here anymore!” He practically shouts.
“Yeah, I sort of figured that part out.”
Sirius huffs. “Why aren’t you devastated?”
“Am I supposed to be?” James asks Regulus, very confused.
“Apparently so. Do you need emotional support?” Regulus asks with faux sincerity.
“Oh… erm… yes?”
“There, there.” Regulus deadpans as he pats James on the shoulder.
“This is ridiculous! Aren’t you going to miss me?!” Sirius is still shouting.
“Of course! But we’re still going to see each other all the time.” James tells him “And Pads. We’ve lived together for fifteen years. I think we’re ready to try something new.”
Sirius huffs again and crosses his arms, slumping back in his chair. “You should at least be a little heartbroken.” He grumbles.
“Do you need emotional support, Sirius?” Regulus asks him.
“Fuck off, Regulus.” Sirius stands up.
“I really will miss you, Pads.” James tells him.
“Whatever.” Sirius mumbles as he stomps out of the room, Remus trailing behind him rolling his eyes.
“I think we should turn their room into a study.” Regulus says casually.
#james does have a few breakdowns eventually#i mean they are ridiculously codependent#but right now he’s just excited to get to live alone with reg#and not have to listen to sirius and remus’ bedroom activities#he also won’t need to worry about the volume of his and reg’s bedroom activities#it’s a win for everyone#regulus loves james#james loves regulus#jegulus#jegulus microfic#jegulus fanfiction#marauders fanfiction#regulus black#james potter#sirius black#marauders#james x regulus#regulus x james#marauders era#harry potter marauders#harry potter#hp#hp marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#dead gay wizards#starchaser#sunseeker#jeggyverse microfic
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Youll never guess what I started!!
While watching the first episode I forced myself to figure out how to draw rett and it paid off look at him!!
Avantris singlehandedly forcing me to learn how to draw men
Silhouettes because they look shockingly baddass, Barbie pyke because Jesus do not leave his hair unrendered, and the sketch because I find it funny
#my sketches for everything are always CRIMINAL#I should post them more#this one had various contexts so I’m gonna share them all and you can pick which one you like best and that can be canon in your mind#1: they’re pissed at eachother but gay people can’t be normal (codependency)#2: were not mad just disappointed#3: the crew is being shenanigan heavy and they need a break#Not to brag but#I need everyone to look at several things#pykes hair#the metal rendering#pykes shoes#and retts arm#thank you#anyways um I love stardust rhapsody expect more art to come#prelude come back#legends of avantris#stardust rhapsody#pyke stardust rhapsody#rett stardust rhapsody
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5p yuuram bloood twww
#i feel bad for tagging this yuuram cuz its so far from canon LMFAO i will for organization but like...#yuuram#mine#kkm#comics#fanart#its been so long since i got to draw a comic im so happy im flourishing#uhhh anyways#hc time. i think yuuri is the type of person to act before he thinks and therefore i think he would be the first to initiate. not exactlu a#unpopular interpretation of yuuri but i think he likes wolf before he knows it and so his body acts b4 he recognizes the feelings wihin him#i also think wolf wont initiate first cuz his love towards yuuri is very. um. catholic and political lmao.#cuz hes a dog and a human weapon. he thinks the suffering is part of his job. like born duty. and i think he likes it too#cuz theres eomthing about being able to pour ur soul into being obsessed w someone in a gay codependent relationship w/out worrying ab them#reciprocating LMFAO#anyways i think wolf loves in a way that is very intentional. his love is a weapon that he gives to people. its not something to indulge in#i also thinkk his love is a weapon for himself. to sharpen and use. like motivation/justification to exist and also DUTY BABYYY#i talked too much#wolfram von bielefelt#shibuya yuuri#(comic is abuot yuuri. talks about wolfram instead) sorry son.
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what can i say guys i’m a sucker for toxic yaoi (i’m perpetually single and i cry to car seat headrest)
#is this too specific#toxic gay men#my loves#reanimator#saw 2004#hannibal#theres more most likely#trobed bein like the LEAST toxic ship i entertain#they were codependent guys come on#herbert west#dan cain#danbert#adam stanheight#lawerence gordon#chainshipping#man we’re just goin through all of em#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#!!#yeah dish out those unhealthy gay men#while we’re at it#batjokes#its mostly ironic but like#they’re direct foils#foils have always been a bit gay to me#like wym you’re direct opposites that fill each others gaps in a narrative#uhh get a room??#i went ham on tags#parker’s bangers
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rereading the hivebent commentary makes me so annoyed that people are never really willing to analyze the actual effects that alternian culture clearly had on every troll, especially the highbloods. pretty much the only troll who ever actually gets taken in the context of her upbringing is vriska.
no one ever seems willing to think about the character arcs of trolls like equius and terezi, who are also bluebloods with extremely hypocritical and toxic understandings of the people around them-- equius is boiled down to a gross creep who is just like that naturally and definitely didn't get it from his society in any way, whilst terezi is scrubbed of virtually all her flaws and turned into a strange sort of based love interest character who is all about being gay and too cool to be tricked by any of the alternian propaganda. quadrants? classism? how silly! terezi would never believe in stupid shit like that. she's quirky! and GAY!
despite the fact that equius and terezi both obviously have much, much more to their personalities than that-- and the alternian empire is informing way more dangerous things about these kid's beliefs than "kiss annoying people".
#hsmeta#op#terezi wants to be a cop and views herself as responsible for vriska BECAUSE OF HER HYPOCRITICAL IDEAS OF JUSTICE#shes NOT just obsessed with dealing with vriska because shes interested in her she has weird freak codependency because her COP HYPOCRISY#she is also gay for vriska but thats part of the Turmoil. thats part of her struggle with her need to kill vriska.#terezi thinks shes Holier Than Everyone and that shes the only one who can kill vriska w/o it being petty revenge#ignoring that she's actually the one with more emotional investment in vriska than ANYBODY#man there are so many interesting things to say about terezi but everyone is too busy making her the mouthpiece for their Woke Takes#bcuz they actually think terezi is woke. and not a deeply confused and distraught girl with more issues than bones#i also like equius but ive made posts abt him before. lol#homestuck#i could talk about eridan and feferi and gamzee too actually#and how i rarely ever see anyone talk about them In The Context Of Alternia. its always just oh well they did a bad thing that annoyed me.#vriska gets hundreds of thousands of pages of discourse into why alternia and her upbringing affected her actions but nobody else does#idk. i went on for too long in these tags already LOL#btw the inspo for this post was my lovely partner as usual 💫
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theres people who only have one ship and people who don't have any ships and multishippers well im inventing a new kind of shipper and it's "all of these people are gay and a little in love with each other but the romance is up to interpretation"
#i have a killer headache rn so nothing I'm sayung makes any sense#anyways. I love to write characters all being a little gay and flirty and in love with each other#are you really friends if u aren't a little in love with em#this is about the gaang and also about the hexsquad#anyways romance is CRINGEEE#be in a weirdly codependent platonic relationship where we're incredibly devoted to each other to a probably unhealthy degree instead#allos will never understand 😔😔😔#you kids with your 'kissing' and your 'sex'#no one wants to get married for tax benefits and also because you're a little in love with your best friend anymore!#there's a complaint somwherre in here about people reducing deep platonic bonds to just romance because Just a friend wouldn't do that#but im tired and also not feeling bitter#anyways im trying to write fic again. but for some reason I can only write while I'm at work so ????#i have it all plotted. it just doesn't wanna write#lilac post
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"i cant live without you" "then die" and its deathstar both ways
#but like they would never say it#but like theyre very codependent (derogatory)#its ruining their life#they are ruining each other's lives#they need each other to exist#but they also hate each other more than anything#idk#i love deathstar#deathstar#bitchkiller#mauraders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#mauraders fan#the marauders#marauders#marauders era#the marauders era#sirius orion black#sirius black#hp marauders#barty crouch junior#barty jr#barty crouch jr#barty x sirius#sirius x barty#sirius black x barty crouch jr#barty crouch jr x sirius black#bartemius crouch junior#bartemius crouch jr
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2024 reads / storygraph
Don’t Let The Forest In
YA horror
an anxious Australian boy whose only friends are his twin sister & best friend/roommate returns to boarding school in the US - but his sister is ignoring him, and his friend is acting strange, with rumors of having something to do with his parents’ murder
he follows him into the nearby forest one night - and finds him fighting eldritch monsters from the dark fairytales & art they create together, desperate to stop them from hurting anyone else
ace MC, m/m
#Don’t Let The Forest In#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#asexual books#i mean not to be influenced by a book’s cover to love it immediately but like#yeah pretty made for me. i thought this was great.#dark forest fairytale vibes & horror based around the exploration of (not) processing trauma#and some messy gay codependant yearning (and beginnings of some nice friendships)#there were a few directions I was worried the plot was going to go in at certain points which would have dampened my enjoyment#but it bypassed those thankfully#i really wanted to see his relationship with his sister because we didn’t see much of that#but I also got the impression there was a reason for that and it would be addressed eventually….which it is.#Maybe the ending is a little rushed? I would have loved to have more of it.#“he could cut me to bloody pieces if he wanted. i couldn’t stop him even if i tried” bitch you’re in high school. it’s not that dramatic#(kidding I love that kind of prose and messy codependency is fun to read)#also there’s a trope I dislike in other books where an ace character is all self hating about it#then another person is like it’s ok to be ace :) and then they’re suddenly proud and happy.#and this Could have done that but I think it explores his feelings about accepting his asexuality with more nuance so that’s nice
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#momonina#kindof. embarrassed to post this one bc its just pure fluff lmao… theyre so LAME in this pic (/j)#i can hear mmk going ったく…#nn’s outfits are always soooo cute though#waaaaaah i love the fashion….#miiiight color it though..#edit incoming#future pix here#mmnn#<- decided the drawings of the two of em can have momonina in them but if it leans more romo than plato it has mmnn#bc i rotate them in my head so fast#but as the days pass i get really crazy over them being Not Romantic but still More than That#im losing my Mind tbh#the only thing im certain of is that mmk is definitely a lesbian all things considered like look at her LMAO#everytime i rewatch i do consider how gay her actions are...???#(i've been rotating mmnn around in my mind since ep 1 tbh... the codependency was tempting...!)#but i keep thinking abt mmk herself saying “i saw my past self in you” in like. ep 2 already... and it would linger in my mind#i had written in my notes a While back#like when ep 4 was airing#that it just felt like mmk was trying to be kind to her past self ykno#because she believed that the her now... had failed in her dream#so yknow... by giving the guitar she was trying to have nn continue that dream for her (leading into mmk “guiding nn”)#ofc nn gives back her guitar though and i thank that person on twitter everyday for putting it so well#LIKE AGHHH THEIR MEETING WAS FATE BUT THE ACTIONS THEY TOOK TO PULL EACH OTHER UP... KILL ME!!!!#the choices they make regarding themselves... of staying true to themselves... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgjhg#idk how many people will see this edit so im just treating it like the void (haha Void) here#(i've made that joke multiple times to myself now#i still think about. how mmnn were drawn to the honesty of each other#and yet. didnt exactly recognize each other as an actual person yet?#nn loved void and so loved mmk for creating it and saving her life. so mmk was a savior to her
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“how do you know troy and britta getting together wouldn’t destroy everything” “you don’t see me saying anything about troy and abed’s weird little relationship” “you’re a very attractive young man” “the other day I thought he was trying to hold my hand but he had just mistaken me for abed” “your entire identity is defined by your relationship with another man” “for the first time in my long history of being locked inside things, I knew someone would come” “abed is a magical elf-like man who makes all of us more magical by being around us” “I haven’t exactly been a whirlwind of entertainment since troy left” “I miss abed so much” “you went all psycho girlfriend on abed didn’t you” “you might want to tell your boyfriend’s boyfriend” “I’m sorry I got overprotective of abed” “you’re worried you’ll go crazy without troy”
that’s ENOUGH
#just make out in front of us why don’t you#they’re so codependent idiots in love I hate them#what is WRONG with them#/affectionate#I had to physcially restrain myself from writing more quotes#I’m so mentally ill about them#fucking hell#community#nbc community#community nbc#abed nadir#troy barnes#trobed#troy and abed#gay people <3
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they were my heartstopper btw.
still are lmao
art by @/dreaming_oor @/theminntu @/lacedinwards
#NO HATE TO HEARTSTOPPE4 I FUCKING LOVE THOSE GAYS !!#i just like mine a bit more codependent and also one of them has to be a vaguely disembodied voice :)#red cant fucking shut up#the stanley parable#venom movie#malevolent podcast#malevolent#these 3 wildly different pieces of media all made in different medium are just the same thinf to me#malevolent is tsp and venom's lovechild#stanarrator#symbrock#jarthur#< but not really romantic its weird ok like...#ARO ARTHUR RIGHTS !!#eddie brock#venom#the narrator#stanley parable#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#art by @dreaming_oor @theminntu @lacedinwards#also it took me forever to find a nonhorny symbrock fanart ahshdjdbdhdb
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so!!!!! how do you guys like it? i'm sorta in the middle and i'm trying to decide if i should post it on insta or not (my watermark is also my user for insta, but i don't use the same one on here)
you can't even try to rip their codependency out of my hands idc they're actually everything to me
#platonic stobin#platonic soulmates stobin#stranger things#platonic with a capital p#gay steve harrington#steve harrington#lesbian robin buckley#robin buckley#mlm and wlw solidarity#wlw and mlm solidarity#my edit#capcut#stranger things four#you cannot rip their codependency out of my hands#i love them
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i was in the middle of making a post about my predictions for the finale when i realised my buddie stuff could take up a whole other post so here ya go:
this is a bit of an out there theory and i don't necessarily think it will happen, but it's something i'd do if i were the writers. eddie makes a move on buck. i don't mean 'yay buddie goes canon in the last 10 mins of s7', i mean 'eddie fucks up so monumentally they don't know if they can come back from it.' i think he'll try to kiss buck and buck will push him away.
eddie's confused and lonely and heartbroken (not to mention desperate) and he turns to the one person who has unfalteringly been by his side the whole time, the guy who likes to fix things. it's not that he doesn't have genuine feelings for buck, because he really does, but he's not thinking about it AT ALL. he just wants buck (to his core) and is maybe letting himself feel that for the first time.
but it's like a slap in the face to buck. buck, who's in a happy, stable relationship for the first time in years. buck, who eddie told his bisexuality wouldn't change anything between them. buck, who's been used for his body for his entire life. he would be absolutely crushed if eddie did this. and he's matured to the point that i think he might not let it slide. he wouldn't cut eddie out of his life, but i think he'd need space and for once he might respect his own needs over his wants. especially since i don't think he's considered his feelings for eddie and definitely doesn't think eddie's acting out of love/desire
so we get to the end of s7/start of s8 and eddie has fucked up his relationships beyond belief. chris, marisol, even his parents and shannon's memory. buck is still there, because he's always there but things are different. and i think that it could be a great set up to explore who eddie really is and what he wants, especially if/when the 118 get split up. as ryan keeps saying, he'll be isolated. neither buck or eddie will tell the others what happened between them, but that doesn't mean that eddie won't finally look into his sexuality by and for himself.
when i say i want a divorce era 2.0, i don't mean screaming at each other in a grocery store bc to a certain extent that was almost funny - they were coworkers of less than 2 years and it was wildly overdramatic. now they're partners and best friends and co-parents and they've suffered blow after blow, and their kid's gone and eddie betrayed buck and they don't know how to be anymore but they love each other too much to let go
#idk how to end this lol#but yeah i think this storyline would eat#it'd be crushing#but i think oliver and ryan would kill it#and i think we need a more mature revisiting of buck and eddie's relationship/codependency#they spent season 7 establishing how close they are and how strong their bond is#(and they've done it so beautifully and casually)#and i think now they need to smash it up and put it under a microscope#also eddie needs to be studied#also they're clearly doing something big with eddie in the finale based on all the interviews scheduled#i think they'll come out the other side stronger#but i think they need to be confronted with a problem that is of their own making#and not an act of god#though i think a near death experience as part of/the culmination of this arc would be stunning#also interested to see how it would affect buck and tommy#would not be surprised if we get tommy essentially stepping aside or telling buck he's in love with eddie#anyway#911 thoughts#911 spoilers#911 abc#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#bi buck#queer eddie diaz#gay eddie diaz#911 speculation#911 season 7#911 season 8#christopher diaz
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