#why can’t I just be happy

[robiny]

im so sorry and it has been said before but jayce out of desperation and LOVE brought victor back to life in this freaky frankenstein esc way, victor was dead and that bitch brought him back to LIFE and then the second he gets him back, victor LEAVES him after saying he needs to bid his farewells to his past life and TO JAYCE singling him out in what must be the cruelest way he could have DAMN

[elliott-the-creature]

god i feel so fucking stupid. people are going homeless and theres wars going on and peoples rights are being taken away. meanwhile me debating on whether i should mutilate myself just because i’m feeling lonely. i hate this i hate this i hate this. shut the fuck up you whiny baby.

[transwaterbender]

I don’t think I’m doing okay. I mean I might be better than I used to be before my antidepressants that’s for sure. But now I can feel myself falling slowly once again. Into the deep abyss of misery. Is this burnout? Most likely is because I continue to work but the antidepressants help me push through. I did switch to a new job that I started this week though but it’s way further, different surroundings and vibe, a lot more customers that I’m going to have to deal with it seems and thus a lot more socializing and having to adapt to their system. Idk what’s wrong with me but at times I feel like a failure because I can’t handle minor changes. My last job was mainly sitting down and watching stuff on the computer as I awaited customers but I go to decide what I wanted to do to keep myself entertained. I no longer have that option. Yeah it was 11 hour work shifts but I’d have 3 days off. Yeah I wasn’t earning much commission but they did offer me a raise to $14 before I left. Idk man I left mainly for the money but now I’m thinking that maybe I’m just going to have to go back. Because unfortunately it’s not just the money. It’s way more than that that affects me.

[justsomerandomgay]

i was actually happy and then i just felt it slip away. that was the worse feeling in the world

[zdf]

I didn’t want to go eat with my boss, I just want to eat my apple sauce in peace

[polyamorouspunk]

I wish I was actually excited to go see INK tomorrow night and not. Anxiety. Do I want to put fake blood in my hair or will it stain it and I have to rebleach over it. I’m going to be so tired. It’s such a long drive. I hope INK goes on first so I can leave early and beat the end-of-show traffic. If I put fake blood in my hair I have to shower. Etc.

[miyaeto]

6:41am. When you just come to the sudden realisation of how lonely you are and this eats you up inside no matter how used you are to it

[creepyalienghost]

Why can’t I talk to someone about something I enjoy without feeling like A: I’m bothering them and B: I’m making them angry. Like ..I’m tired. It’s exhausting to try to be a people pleaser and feelo like shit when you just wanna talk about fandoms.

[nostalgiaclitic]

i actually have some progress being made in my life for once so whyyyyyy is it still getting bad. Google dot com why is it still getting bad when I have things to look forward to and reasons to be here.

[patahoe]

I was on FaceTime with him telling him about how I feel like no one cares about how sad I feel because I’m sad all the time and he sent me a instagram reel.

[chloesimaginationthings]

How did Bonnie get so fucking tall in FNAF 2…

[eyelovveu]

[princess-ligma]

w h y a m i n o t s c a r e d

o f l o s i n g y o u

a n y m o r e ?

[whatohitsonfirewelp]

You know what? I don’t WANT an awkward double date. I don’t WANT buck coming out and people having the ‘I know’ reaction or the ‘is it Eddie’ reaction.

You know what I do want?

I want Buck panicking over what to wear for the date. I want Buck flopping on his bed like very teenager after their first kiss all giggly and happy and touching his lips because he kissed a boy

I want Buck smiling every time he says Tommy’s name because maybe it isn’t forever and maybe he’s not even looking for forever anymore but he’s so happy and he’s so light and being with Tommy feels good

I want Tommy to keep calling him Evan, because before Buck was Buck he was Evan and Evan deserves to be happy to be treated so softly and lovingly and Evan deserves to be free.

I want Buck to be happy. To be happy and free and queer in the way we all deserve.

[pissfizz]

Why is it so much to ask for a partner who 1. Can pay attention to me and enjoys being around me and 2. Actually respects me and doesn’t cheat on me

[bdh-oncopium]

more nephews and niece content bc it makes me happy