#i look so different rn
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Found this pic n omg
Was only a few month bk 😭💀
This was the last good pic I took of my body. I look like actual trash rn. lmao I gen look like a sad potato atm.
Can feel myself regressing bk to old habits n ngl I rly wanna go with it. I can't stand my body atm it looks soooo different
I feel like I look like a middle aged woman n I'm not even in my 30s yet
( i know it seems funny lol but when you've spent the majority of ur adult life small enough tht ppl still mistake u as a teen n u get used to tht s normal; it shakes u up when u look like an average human it's sooo fking weird my dude)
#a pic from april when id last been light started eating like an absolute pig basically#i think i’m hilarious#i rly tried being healthy n lately it just been impossible to maintain#i kept gaining lately but ive already been fasting again n all my restrict habits are coming bk#but yh i have to remind ms i looked gd at a healthy weight here#i love the dress in this pic but i cant wear it rn i litterally look all bloaty n pregnant (im not im just fat)#i feel so much shame n been letting myself stop caring about everything tht i usually do n its made ne aimless#i miss my pre recovered body sm even tho i looked all crackheady it was me n idk whos body im in rn but it doesnt feel like my own anymore#i look so different rn
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🎏🎏🎏🎏🎏
#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#shen jiu#svsss#mxtx svsss#svsss fanart#svsss art#mxtx fanart#mxtx novels#mxtx#myart#art#redraw#the nose makes it look different imo#like if we compared my first and second redraw the nose makes it different#scumcum#jiuyuan#you gotta let me live guys i just finished exams i am so free rn till shit hits the fan
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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the fact that the biggest smile we've seen on Percy's face so far is when he's petting that little lizard thing is just so
#the kid is pretty miserable the majority of the time so when he smiles it really stands out#watched that scene like oh that's what happiness looks like on him#actually don't quote me on biggest smile I just cannot remember that kid grinning bigger at a different point in time rn#im like 95% sure#pjo#percy jackson#pjo adaptation#mine
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Imagine being stepdad Bucky’s dirty little secret😩🤫
I've been listening to 'Bad Man' by FIGHTMASTER and it's inspired some filthy fantasies that would fit stepdad Bucky perfectly 🤤
I have so much I'd like to talk about but I'll start with how hot it would be to have him catch you playing with a toy when you think no one is home. Especially if you'd already been sleeping together but maybe you decided to stop when you got a new boyfriend.
You were so sure the house was empty, you didn't even think twice about slipping your vibrator from it's hiding spot. With your earphones in, you hadn't heard the footsteps down the hallway towards your bedroom. You didn't notice that your door wasn't closed tight either. All that mattered was the delightful buzzing of the toy against your clit, your hand squeezing your own breasts and the flithy thoughts that inspired you to touch yourself.
Fuck, this was a show for Bucky. He hadn't meant to invade your privacy but he wasn't quite sure how to look away. The memory of you writhing in pleasure kept him up at night but now he's getting to see it up close again.
"You really ought to close your door if you're going to do that, sweetheart." You miss the first half of what he said because you weren't able to take your earphones out fast enough, choosing instead to cover yourself.
Bucky only rolls his eyes. "No point covering up, honey. Did you forget I've kissed, licked or bitten pretty much every inch of you already?" There's an overwhelming cockiness in his tone and it makes knots twist in your stomach.
"Look, if that new guy you're dating can't take care of you, you only had to tell me." He steps inside and closes the door behind him and you swear he hasn't taken his eyes off you yet. "I'm not surprised he's not enough for you. I bet he's selfish, isn't he. He doesn't think about you. He won't take the time to learn what you like. He can't make your thighs shake the way I do."
His stare is intense but when you look away, he catches under your chin with two fingers, redirecting your line of sight back to him.
"You don't need to be shy." His voice is soothing, his hand creeping under the sheets and you don't make any effort to stop him from finding what he's looking for. He trails his fingers up your thigh, groaning softly when his fingertips reach the slick, messy folds of your sex.
"We shouldn't do this..." You protest feebly but that only makes him laugh.
"You're right. We shouldn't. So tell me why you're grinding yourself against my fingers like you're in heat." It's humiliating but he's got a point. "If he's not taking care of you, I'll have to remind you how sex is supposed to feel." Two of his thick, long fingers glide into your eager body and you feel him hook them inside you exactly how you always loved.
"You don't know how many times I've stroked my cock and tried to remember exactly what this little cunt feels like. I’ve tried to remember the way you squeeze me when you're cumming. Nothing feels like you do. Your body is a fucking luxury." He's losing his self control far faster than he wants to.
"Get on your hands and knees." It's an order you only start to respond to when he slips his fingers out of you and you reposition yourself in front of him. He tugs his zipper down, freeing himself from his underwear, giving his cock a few firm strokes before lining it up with your entrance.
"Oh sweetheart, it's been a while." He groans, pressing just the tip into you at first.
"Feels so fucking good." You babble, pressing yourself back on him, encouraging him to inch into your body. You haven't felt this blissed out in months and he's only getting started. You knew this wouldn't last. There was no way you'd be able to turn down the one man who truly knows your body. He understands your needs in a way no one else has ever even tried to. Maybe it's the age difference or the extra experience he's got but this man really understands your pleasure.
"Fuck, it does, doesn't it?" He laughs, pressing the rest of the way into you and giving you a couple of sharp, half thrusts.
It's not long before he's established a good rhythm, his cock slipping in and out of you while he reaches around you to rub your clit. You feel him kissing the back of your neck, groaning against your skin that he missed your body, up until a faint buzzing sound makes him pause.
At first you'd thought your vibrator switched back on but then you notice your phone screen illuminated on the sheets beside you and your boyfriend's face filling the screen.
"Answer it." Bucky demands, resuming his thrusts at the same pace as before. "I want you to answer it. Tell him what we're doing. Or hide it from him. It's up to you."
#asks answered <3#sergeantbarnessdoll#becca writes spice#stepdad!bucky#bucky Barnes smut#stepdad Bucky smut#tw: stepcest#I got carried away with this#I'm going into work tomorrow fully intending to be a nightmare#and I'm so excited about it#my self confidence rn can't be matched#I've been getting back into weight training#and I've started to notice a difference#and my skin is looking really nice too rn#It's just me and my water bottle and my hopes and dreams against the world
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birthday boy 🎂
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼
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One last kiss before he plummets to earth to die or whatever
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the hedghog fanart#sonic the hedghog fandom#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the ultimate lifeform#shadow the hedghog fanart#sonadow#shadonic#did not know they had a different name wow#i try to put both versions of ships cause i dont not care who’s ‘on top’ I DO NOT WANT SONIC AND SHADOW SEX ON MY DASH#super sonic#shadow giving him a little forehead kiss before he dies tee hee#it was meant to be a kiss kiss but i got the position wrong and ran with it#I LOVE SONIC AND SHADOW I LOVE THEM TEE HEE#THEY ARE MY FAVS SO HARD#GIGGLING AND SQUEALING RN BRO#drew this in forensics class and my friend looked over and said ‘you better not let people catch you drawing that’#i am a proud sonadow shipper i wear that shit on my sleeve#that made me the man i am today#they forever hold such a special place in my heart
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Working on my Binghe designs! (Some design notes under the cut :p)
Edit: Had to reupload the image because I forgot his demon mark 😭
[ID: A Scum Villain Drawing. There are three half body shots of Luo Binghe in books 2-3, book 4 to post-canon and Luo Bingge. The left most Binghe from books 2-3 wears a tired, upset expression with less fluffy hair and primarily red and black clothing. The middle Binghe from book 4 and post-canon is wearing a remarkably happier and lovestruck expression, with much fluffier and curly hair. He is wearing a green hair ribbon around his throat, green jade earrings and light green inner robes. His outer robes are dark grey and red. Bingge is wearing an angered expression. His hair is noticeably straighter and has a small braid on the left side. He is wearing black and dark red robes. End ID]
[ID: Notes from the illustration above. In the book 2-3 version there are notes stating that his hair piece is from Huan Hua, and that his hair is less fluffy with the quote 'what no shizun does to a mf'. The second Binghe has notes that his side braids are done by Shen Qingqiu and that the hair ribbon around his neck was given to him by SQQ during his disciple days. The notes about Bingge state that the braid is from the Bingmei vs. Bingge Extra and that his hair is straightened. End ID]
#svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#luo binghe#luo bingge#bingqiu#well hints of it really#mxtx#myart#might change his design in the future but im quite happy with it rn#anyways i like to think that since i make lbh and lbg's hair so different that the bm vs. bg extra just went like:#Sqq seeing lbg thinking its lbh: what the fuck kind of wife plot made your hair like this#and thats why he instantly wanted to do his hair and put a braid in it#might eventually do something like this for sqq when i have the energy cause i have thoughts(tm) about his robe designs during the abyss ar#also i forgot to mention this in my notes but i 100% think binghes pupils do the thing cats do and expand when looking what they love
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reflection
#*drives a car thru the convenience store doors* hi guys#i wanted to draw his new fit without actually drawing the fit. do u see my vision. do u get it#i think its rly interesting to see how different lilia is in the past vs rn...its so inch resting to think abt how he must feel#how he must look at his past. im sure lilias the type to continue forward and take pride in the growth but WOW he was so staunchly dif#lilia “world peace” vanrouge vs lilia “fuck humans they suck” vanrouge#twst#twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#suntails#i want him. i dont care which. i want him
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me: im gonna take a break from drawing today!
also me: DRAW THESE BITCHES AS PONIES
ive literally never drawn mlp art a day in my life. What is wrong with me
#i think 8 year old me who used deviantart bases to make mlp versions of fnaf characters would be so proud rn#anyway i was actually thinking about “”lore“” while drawing this#i think maybe the soul jam would be the equivalent to the elements of harmony#even though i based sm's proportions off of nightmare moon and chrysalis#i think he and the other beasts would be more or less similar to discord#in which theyre awakened one by one and cause a bunch of problems (sm in this case would be causing chaos to entertain himself)#and they have to be defeated by the soul jam#even though it would be funny if mystic flour thanos snapped everyone again i think she would be similar to starlight glimmer in which#she kinda brainwashes everyone to become completely apathetic and lacking in any individuality#and taking their cutiemarks away and stuff . Thoughts chat?#also i am aware that men in the show have completely different proportions but i think they all look ugly so i went w the girl pony bodies#SUE ME!!!#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#mlp#my little pony#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#vanilla milkshake#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my art#clip studio paint#2024
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SHARVEY? on MY BLOG?
#sharvey is so fascinating to me. i want to put it under a microscope and look at it#smth smth doctor and his exasperating patient smth smth hippocratic oath#i feel like it would be one of those relationships where they r on completely different terms with each other the whole time#very miscommunication core somewhat unethical VERYYY TASTYY !!!!!#these r very low effort 😀 I can’t be bothered to color rn 😀#sharvey#sdv#stardew valley#sdv fanart#stardew valley fanart#sdv harvey#sdv shane
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Anders doodle that I could have put more effort into but I got lazy :P
Anyways this specifically is meant to take place after he patches up Hawke after the Arishok fight. I was writing it last night and went "hm I should draw that"
Bonus, shitty sketch I did at 2am when I had this idea and the writing segment that inspired it. It's so funny I talk about my writing a lot but I never share it cause it scares me lmao
#dragon age#anders#da2#my art#anders da2#i really SHOULD share my writing more#however i have the chronic combo of never finishing anything and also being painfully self conscious of my writing#so. eventually. i swear ill get something out i have like 20 different wips rn tho#i keep making new ones i have got to be stopped#also another fun fact. idk why but i thought anders was almosy ginger for the longest time#even though his nickname. is blondie.#idk his hair does NOT look blond half the time istg#in certain lightings it looks much lighter tho s
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Bro didn't even get a chance
Wanted to try my hand at the drawing Otto with your oc trend, but like this little guy is the only one I got so here they are in da void.
I thought this would be a funny bit but realized halfway through it was very similar to one felsicveins already did here but again I was already halfway done so I was like screw it I'm finishing it XD
Otto belongs to @felsicveins
#my art#trolls 3#trolls ocs#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#trolls oc otto#trolls oc lief#evil exes au#n2 au#not the only one au#lief is the same age as Branch and Poppy btw#and again hes the only guy i got rn and i thought itd be a funny bit lmao#i realized the bit was kind of already done cuz i was looking for ottos colors#and found the bit with poppy#and i was like damn#but i was already halfway done and it was 4 am so i was not going to give up#the bit is a bit different but the punchline is kind of the same you know#also dont ask how lief knows what autozone is#he just does#and its better not to question it#lief is both the dumbest troll alive and very intelligent its a hard balance to make when writing for him#hes got his head in the clouds a lot infected with the silly disease#so technically yes he knows a lot of stuff but that information rarely leaves the brain vailt#also otto was super fun to draw#im normally not too good at drawing techno trolls but i think i did okay with him#i was scared at first but i got it pretty okay i think#i was mostly struggling on colors cuz the scene where he does have them there are lights which alter them a bit#so i did my best#also itd be important to check the linked posts for context thats why theyre there#cuz i talk too much in tags to explain it properly
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The thing no one ever considers while writing up character analyses about Merlin is that. he must have been sooooooo sleepy.
#I see everyone talking about the nuances when you look at Merlin through [x] lens#BUT WHAT ABOUT THE SLEEPY LENS#WE CAN’T KEEP SLEEPING ON THE SLEEPY LENS#(can u tell I'm exhausted)#see this reads as if I'm joking but I'm actually being SO serious. I think the lack of rest was a significant factor in Merlin's conduct#IF he got a solid 8 hours of sleep + 2 hours minimum JUST to himself everyday uninterrupted... I just know things would turn out different#like it isn't even asking for much. decent sleep + a frankly sad amount of down-time. and yet. I know he didn't get that w those 3 jobs#ugh#he must have been TIRED do you hear me#even applies to morgana she looked tired tbh. those prophetic dreams probably weren't great for restfulness. sad what she did but#she did seem sleepy#okay ignore this I am going through it. extrinsic intrinsic coagulation pathways have gotten to me if u know what I mean#actually wait no if anyone sees this don't ignore it#HE MUST HAVE BEEN SO SLEEPY and everyone must understand. SLEEPy.#I hope I do not wake up and reread this and wonder why I posted this. but like I feel like I am the correctest person on planet earth rn#I've been thinking abt merlin's nap deprived state for years now tbh#merlin#bbc merlin
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once again i was fueled with coffee (did not sleep the whole night) but this time i doodled college au to cope bc ofc i did (also did not feel like sleeping wooo)
#self insert#cross!sans#epic!sans#mblue art#cm#m rambles#(that tag is needed bc hoo boy u can tell i did not get sleep and is fueled by caffeine)#(do not be like me!!!!!!!!! do not deprive urself of sleep 💀💀💀)#(get a good 6-7hrs a day if u can. if 4-5hr works better for u then im not forcing u to sleep more 😤😤😤 as long as u rest well 😁👍)#(AND HYDRATE... if ur reading this try to take a sip rn 🥤)#campus au#(college au scenarios will be tagged that heehoo)#not colored just lines bby 😎😎😎#idiots to lovers type shit where they both confide in epic n he's just chillin#waiting for the time when these dummies will finally confess to eachother themselves#(look i think it's rlly funny seeing cross be all cool calm collected in public but when he talks to epic abt his crush)#(he goes insane with a million different flustered/blushing emojis)#( 'they told me good luck on my test and gave me the nicest smile ever how was i gonna live after that' goofy ass. idiot /aff)#( 'DUDE THEY GAVE ME A MOTIVATIONAL NOTE. IN /PINK/ PAPER. ON CHOCOLATE. DOES THIS...... 😳' guys i love silly dorky cross to bits so much)#(man fucking explodes w his simping n epic just goes LMAO but he's v supportive for his bruh 💪😤)#(on the other hand my sona thinks he's sooo cool and awesome and smart and honestly fucking charming HHELLO THE TIMES WHEN HE LAUGHS AND)#(AND SMILES HELLOOO MR HANDSOME I MEAN WHATT)#( 'stars if he likes me back i wouldn't know what to do with myself. fucking EXPLODE? YIPPEE CONFETTI??' lots of flushge )#(going ueueue at big bro epic bc they got a super massive crush on his bestie but)#(but the head is entertaining 'what-if's BUT i think kuya epic knows how to steer the thoughts away from those and smack em w teasing 😎✨)#(ultimately distracting and successfully reassuring them 😎😎😎)#(tsundere mblue no way not in here im down bad astronomically full on simping my guys)#(he might be a dumbass sometimes but he's my dumbass) (ok i'll shut up now fr)#anywayz campus au is the my highschool au but we're all adults and more tired yippeee
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long time no aliens, huh
#took a bit of a break from drawing woodwinds just Because but felt like drawing them again cause i miss my weird anteaters#also i decided to give the species a few edits. the most noticeable one is probably their hands#they only have 4 digits now and i wanted them to look different between the three species#plainswinds only using their hooves for walking. waspwinds using their hooves and Backwards Digit#and lowinds not having a hoof at all#also gave lowinds more physical differences so they aren't just small blue plainswinds (shorter torso. dewlap skin instead of wattles. etc)#yea :V!#art#drey draws#woodwind aliens#speculative biology#ouuuh i missed my funny guys i need to talk about them for a million hours rn
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