#i knew i wasn’t crazy
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are y’all seeing what i’m seeing
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#spoilers#dark winds spoilers#dark winds#dark winds amc#i knew i wasn’t crazy#i knew there was a reason i didn’t trust ivan from the beginning#bernadette manuelito#ivan muños
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Yeah, these pick up lines scream Nena 😂
THANK YOU
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Birthday Wishes Barbie 1999 » Nina Ricci spring 1987 haute couture
#this is going to sound so dramatic but the way this is my grail doll is crazy I almost got her and the seller lived like 20 mins from me so#I messaged her like can I pick up the doll bc I don’t wanna pay shipping and she never responded to me and then she messaged me like um you#didn’t pay and I was like WAAAAA YOU DIDNT ANSWER ME and I actually cried because I kept trying and I just knew I wasn’t getting her anymore#anyway thanks for coming to my therapy session…she was in box too oh how I mourn her#fashion parallels#dollblr#doll collector#doll fashion#fashion dolls#barbie#birthday wishes barbie#nina ricci
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I was rewatching mouthwashing, and I ended up thinking of the different reactions that Curly and Jimmy had in doing their tasks. How during the scene of Anya evaluating Jimmy and showing dread towards the idea of doing his evaluation, Curly was the one that offered to take it off her hands. He had no issue with adding more to his plate, because he knew - or well, thought, he knew that Jimmy wasn't going to "bullshit" with him since he's known him for a long time. When Anya hands Curly a note from Swansea, Curly goes to check out what the issue is and he takes care of it without a complaint, the only "complaint" he has is how this incident could have damaged the pods. Which is reasonable, those pods are their only way to be saved if anything tragic happens on the ship. However, in comparison to Jimmy being asked to do things, he's passive-aggressive about it. When Anya asks Jimmy if he could help her out with Curly's painkillers, he tells her that people should be worth their titles, specifically using her title as a nurse when she asked him for help and then when she says forget it, since he made her feel insecure, he still goes "Oh no, I'LL take care of it" as if he was doing a chore, a favor for her. Then, there's that part where he blows up at her for things that she didn't even ask him to do - more so the others asked him about it, like the code scanner, him deciding he needed to find the axe for the foam, and then, there's the medicine part (which when she does ask, and she reconsiders - going to do it herself, he takes that away from her). Jimmy complains about the tasks he has to do and he treats it like a big issue, a "woes me" that he has to do this and that - wanting the praise of the capital without actually doing any work. While Curly doesn't complain about it, in fact, he even mentions that he's aware of how well he is doing at his job as a Captain during that cockpit scene with him and Jimmy. If Jimmy only had to do a small amount of tasks to get irritated and annoyed at being captain, while Curly didn't which I feel like encapsulates their personalities. Curly understands what he's doing is a job, it's a responsibility, why would he complain at any point for doing what he's suppose too? Why would he be upset at people asking him to do tasks? While Jimmy on the other hand, isn't used to it at all and it's different to what he's had before and he's realizing that he doesn't actually like doing the work he has too. I just wanted to ramble about it even if it seemed kind of obvious xd
It’s obvious but it is a thing people miss or understate when trying to find parallels in Curly’s and Jimmy’s relationship/personalities.
Like the way people portray it as neither taking responsibility when it is almost split down the middle of Curly taking responsibilities and faults that shouldn’t be his and making himself unequipped to handle the ones that are while Jimmy refuses to handle the responsibilities he has because he wasn’t expecting the work that comes with them.
Not a lot to say but people forget that another thing the game comments on is prioritization of issues and responsibilities and how the guys fail at it in one way or another in the situation.
#this talk of responsibility is more so about me be very annoyed with people acting like Swansea was the most responsible man on that ship#when he immediately takes a break after his intern in stuck in the foam starts drinking the moment he find out the mouthwash is alcoholic#doesn’t tell anyone about the cryopod or explain himself and did nothing about Jimmy either until it was too late#like I’m sorry but he is also the last guy I’d like to hear about responsibility from cause he did just as bad as Curly post crash like he#wasn’t even nice to Anya outside the one conversation we see he was actually just as rude to her as he was Daisuke when they cracked open#the crates and dismissive before hand like I’m getting more mad at the glorification of one guy vs the woman whose doing the most 4 herself#like I get his speech and the recognition of his faults but he still had them and they still were his downfall in the end and part of the#reason Daisuke listened to Jimmy and it’s not his fault that happened but it’s the same way it’s not Curly’s fault Jimmy is like that#but I digress cause people don’t exactly like when we actually discuss the responsibilities the crew mates should’ve and shouldn’t have had#or what they actually did to help cause idk Anya likely would not feel supported by any of them after the fact if they survived like girl#only ever got attention for her problems when they were literally at the worst that’s not helping or taking responsibility like she had to#kill herself to feel some sort of relief also the irony about Curly’s concern about killing herself only#for it to get to the point she actually did because there was no safety for her they all failed her#Swansea would’ve just told her to tell the captain and he’d watch Jimmy and ultimately it would play out the same cause he’s tries to not#get to involved cause he’s old and been through enough already and she’d feel just as unheard like he was closer to Daisuke#and not once after the crash did he really try to steer him away from liking Jimmy which again he points out himself#like I love Swansea and Daisuke but they were just as complacent in Anya’s suffering and Jimmy’s behavior even if they knew less that should#not make them more viable options or it more excusable like crazy conclusions to comes to ig on my part but yall hate#the idea that maybe a major point is that Anya was alone as a woman and overlooked#mouthwashing#ask#mouthwashing game#anon#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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ITS FUCKING DOOGLE


what's the first movie you remember seeing in theaters? don't try and be all edgy and cool and say like tetsuo: the iron man. be honest.
Go!!
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Re-design of my un-named Beetlejuice OC from back when I was thirteen

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#my art#beetlejuice#toonjuice#beetlejuice cartoon#beetlejuice fanart#beetlejuice movie#procreate#I don’t really make OC’s for fanwork anymore… but the ones I had when I was younger almost never got named 🥲#When I first made her I really really liked her- and her story was very self indulgent#Looking at it now is almost way too weird for me… (and honestly a little unintentionally homophobic???)#Basically she was one of the girls from Dante’s inferno… except she got kicked out because she only had attraction to girls#(This was BEFORE I suspected that I was a lesbian— mind you.)#Yeah but anyway she went to the Deetz/Maitland house looking for a place to stay but drove everybody crazy#She was super flamboyant- loved everything pink n fluffy- and was well meaning but did more harm than good trying to do nice things for the#She had this one sided crush on Delia??? Like musical Beej and Adam except less perverted and more flirty/sappy? I was an odd kid- okay? 🥲#Anyway… the old design didn’t really do much to show off her personality… so I ended up upheaving the whole thing#It was okay for what I knew at the time- but I know what I was trying to say then and now I have the knowledge to say it better#Also— the reason I gave her horns here is so silly.#When I was younger I was in a Christian school where I wasn’t allowed to draw witches-ghosts-demons-etc.#So even though I based her on the Dante girls… I refused to give her horns because I thought that was ‘too sinful’#I even remember having so much guilt while looking for references of the Dante workers#I couldn’t even look for more than five seconds!#Anyways… she really pushed the boundaries for me at the time and it’s fun to see how I’ve changed and grown since then.
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EPISODE 7 SPOILERS
And blood warning!
HONESTLY.
IM STARVING.
SOOO, how are we feeling? I know I’m like three days late to the party but honestly I’m in such shock at episode 7 in the most positive way EVER, that ending hurt me physically.
#spoilers#md spoilers#spoiler rambles ahead:#murder drones#art#digital art#the REVEAL was CRAZY#I knew she wasn’t Tessa but I wasn’t expecting her to literally be a FLESH SUIT?!#I’ve already rewatched it quite a few times#never gets old#murder drones episode 7#murder drones tessa#murder drones cyn
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Everyday I think about Penelope Everpetal and feel like ripping my hair out
#ramblings#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high#penelope everpetal#SHE WAS A TEENAGER. SHE WAS 17.#and yes. she did do that shit. I am not denying that she did all that#but it just drives me crazy that her life literally ended before it started#she was used as a pawn by a man who didn’t care less if she died and then she did#and she’s in hell for it. forever#wearing a mockery of the crown she died for#she delights in pain I suppose…#and when Sam was having her… weird symbolic grave hallucinations in ep 9 of the seven#the Penelope she saw in there. the one she told that she didn’t love anymore. wasn’t the real Penelope#BECAUSE IT NEVER IS IS IT???#it was just the idea of her#Penelope has spent so much time curating this person so far removed from the middle schooler with braces and a clumsy smile#no one ever really knew her. maybe not even herself#not her parents obviously#her dad was too busy being a bad husband and her mom was too busy picking up the slack#not Sam who was clearl devestated by her betrayal#definitely not dayne#and now no one ever will. it’s too late#she’s just some concept now ig#a villian the bad kids defeated. a shitty friend in sams life. nothing else#she’s not a good person. but she’s never treated like a person either#anyway what I’m trying to say here is that she would’ve done numbers in jawbones office. by which I mean he’d be so concerned#(this rambling was brought to you by that bit in house of leaves where it says ‘you die at fifteen’ and talk about how karen died at 15)#(so Penelope Everpetal coded)#also I haven’t watched the seven in a bit so if any of this is wrong feel free to hunt me for sport
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speaking of sharing one bed, one of my fondest memories is when i visited my friend cierra and brought her back to the hotel so that we could stay up all night talking. my mom was already asleep on one of the beds, so we had to whisper and everything felt so intimate and secretive and fun
it got rly late and i could tell she was getting tired, but one thing abt me is that i never sleep first at a sleepover, so i told her we didn’t have to keep talking, we could always pick it up later. but she made a challenge out of it. she said she didn’t want to “miss anything,” and that she was going to stay up as late as possible until i tired myself out of talking, which we both knew wasn’t going to happen, but i accepted the challenge anyway
so i continued rambling abt god knows what, and i could see her getting sleepier and sleepier, but against all odds she was still responsive. i suggested that she should at least lie down, and i could keep talking until one of us (her) passes out. so she got in bed and i got on the little corner chair, and she was like why are you doing that. get on the bed.
my blood froze i won’t lie. i think i just dismissed it or smth bc she said “i don’t mind” and i told her “ik you don’t, but i do.” i have a huge thing abt touching and the thought of accidentally touching someone in my sleep makes me sick. and she knew that. but then she said “i can sleep under the blanket and you can sleep over it so that it creates a barrier. and i'm not making you sleep on the chair in YOUR hotel room.”
idk if she knows how much it touched (ha) me that she took that into consideration and how much i still think abt it. so we laid like that w me continuing my rambles and her responses getting shorter and mumblier. i started talking abt things i knew she didn't give a shit abt if only to hear my own voice as proof of consciousness, and by 4am, i turned over and went “cierra?” to no response. so i told her goodnight and fell sound asleep over the blanket
anyway that’s the closest i ever lived out fanfiction
#danbles#not to romanticize my friends but i did fall a little in love w her that night#and tbh i didn’t rly care abt what i was saying if she wasn’t awake enough to share her thoughts too#so it kinda felt more symbolic than anything else. i kinda chose stupid topics on purpose just bc i knew she wasn’t going to respond lol#me talking abt captain cold to someone who doesn’t like dc nor even conscious enough to register it#and it was crazy being so sober-awake watching her doze off. idk why that’s crazy to me it just felt that way#anyway hi cierra if you read this i miss youuu#cierracore#hmmm#lovecore#🫶
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I miss being able to just listen to music and know absolutely nothing about the people who made it
#it’s just crazy how hard it is to do that nowadays#when I was a kid I would just not read tiger beat lmfao#or not tune in to their interviews#now it’s like you WILL hear about all the stupid shit the out of touch artists you listen to say!#like lmfaooo#I’ve been a fan of Chappell roan for like 3 years#never followed her on social media. never knew a goddamn thing about her#besides what she said in her songs#and I loved that set up#I love listening to music by lesser known artists bc they’re never embarrassing you on the national stage#idk like even my favorite album when I was a teenager#was tragic kingdom#and I feel that’s an album that’s certainly . Enchanced! by knowing a bit shout their personal lives#*a bit about#but you knew Just Enough for it to be juicy#it wasn’t like. a ton of social media drama that you saw in real time#if that makes sense#btw I’m aware how this looks coming from a swiftie blog but oh well hehe
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watched
#my art#my trafficker is trying to find me#she admitted to the abuse and then proceeded to berate me with questions on how to locate me#crazy how things come to light. I knew I wasn’t insane#but this is so scary#I can never be free!#ramcoa#csa vent#she admitted to what my father did to me.#why can’t I ever know peace is beyond me#I wish I didn’t exist#she went on about making sure I don’t stray from the right path#I think she truly regrets not killing me when she had the chance#the sacrificial lamb is what I’ll always be.
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I’ve learned more about him here than I’ve ever learned in any gq article.
#he wasn’t consistently working bc he was busy with this housing project#AND badly putting together that Amsterdam movie#that’s crazy#i knew about his dad and how he grew up#and thinking‘that’s kind of unstable Christian’#it’s revealed Leo dicaprio also donated a bunch of money to him#that I recall they’ve never done a movie together it they both worked with—okay I’ll shut up#anyway this is crazy#can’t believe that’s what he’s been doing all these years#christian bale
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one of my high school friends had a stroke and i’m so shocked. she’s only 24 but she’s been dealing with other health issues (apparently she had an aneurysm and brain surgery last year???? but i had no idea) she’s in the hospital and thankfully she’s ok and will get discharged tomorrow but omg how fucking scary
#what surprised me the most was that she said the reason she realized she was having a stroke was because of a song they taught us at school#she would sing it as a joke but i guess a part of her brain took it seriously so she knew right away what was happening#but the thing that surprised me about it is that. if it wasn’t for the song she may have not noticed ???? and it’s so crazy because my#health anxiety is always telling me the most minuscular thing is a symptom of something horrible#the amount of times i’ve thought i was having a heart attack or a stroke or whatever. it’s insaaaneeee that people live their lives without#thinking about death and illness 24/7. lol#anyway i’m just glad she’s ok what a scary situation#effie talks to the moon
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I wish I knew any Japanese fanfic sites I just know the knk and int fics are crazy over there
#I should also say I wish I knew Japanese to understand them but I feel part of the experience is to use google translate#like that one outsider fic where Pattun and Mocchi were named Uto and Vintage#I still don’t know what happened in that thing bc google translate went crazy but I know they exploded soemthing by the end good for them#I know there’s a reinochi fic on pixiv about their child but idk who gave birth to that kid I don’t wanna find out#I just hope it wasn’t surrogacy reinochi can do whatever problematic thing they want EXCEPT that
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got my transvaginal ultrasound results - I’ve got adenomyosis. that’s on top of fibroids and endometriosis. besties, it’s a mess in there
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