#I wish I didn’t exist
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crucifixcavity · 10 months ago
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watched
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lovalova888 · 3 days ago
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it’s really just me against the world
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victoriousfidelity · 4 months ago
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mashedpotatosinacup · 10 months ago
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Idk if I’m a boy or a girl anymore
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nowandthane · 2 years ago
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i am so tired
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rika-mortis · 3 months ago
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Bonus:
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alexlamia · 1 year ago
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I’m so tired. I just really need something so good to happen soon. Please.
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rainfallluv · 2 years ago
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Will I be lonely forever?
I feel stuck in one place
I can only ever be with me
All I have is myself
I distance myself from you
There’s no way I could ever come close
How do you find it so easy to lean on others
I wish I never had anyone
It’s far easier than this
Grief over people in the past
Thoughts dark that haven’t happened
Life is lived but never felt
Things are seen but never processed
Take me back to time where my mind wasn’t a cavern
Filled with empty thoughts
No emotion
It hurts to fall asleep
And I dream of falling through you
And places where time doesn’t feel
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lhazar · 4 months ago
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Im rewatching right now and Aemond isn’t even wrong to try and get Helena to join him on dragonback. The Greens know about the dragonseeds claiming more dragons—Ulf literally rubbed it in kings landing face, riding silver wing above the city. Aemond knows he’s going to go up against an unwinnable match that’s going to kill him. He’s right to be upset and riled up and trying to get help from his family, but it’s framed like he’s totally lost his mind and out of line for doing so? They have him grabbing at Helena and fighting with his mother and they don’t even seem concerned about the six dragons the other side has now that are fully capable of burning them and all their allies to ashes. But Alicent is upset about the burnt smallfolk like Aemond is doing crimes against humanity because it’s his new passion in life, instead of because They’re At War and Daemon isn’t co-signing the slaughter and rape of women and children in the riverlands. Innocents who would be their people!! But the greens get no reaction to that at all? Are you kidding me? The writers want to demonize Aemond and team green so bad it makes them stupid. I actually can’t stand anyone crying about the smallfolk anymore, like any of them actually care to begin with
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i-eat-mold · 2 months ago
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i just drank half a bottle of wine and i can’t stop thinking about how chuuya would’ve felt about dazai, seeing him after 4 years. like yeah this bastard betrayed you and your relationship of several years and also your whole organization with no word and no goodbye. yeah that must’ve sucked. you must hate the guy. you must be feeling angry and hurt and full of grief. but also, you’ve seen him again after four years and there is light in his eyes. last time you saw him his eyes were completely empty and he wouldn’t stop trying to kill himself. he was so obviously miserable and stuck in a cicle of constant abuse. and you’re angry at him for leaving you behind, but you’ve just seen him and you can see both his eyes, there’s a glow in them, hes gained some color in both his skin and his clothes. he has found a family that isn’t based on abuse or fear. yeah, you’re angry, you feel left, you feel hurt, but you also know that this is the best thing that could’ve happened to him, so can you blame him? it must feel strange to have such a conflict within yourself, between hating him and feeling betrayed by him but also being understanding and happy for him
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seaglassdinosaur · 10 months ago
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I know we collectively agree that Hiccup isn’t romantically inclined, and his getting married and having kids didn’t make sense in the epilogue, but consider: Hiccup getting married for political reasons.
It’s a marriage of alliance, which is recognized both by him and his partner, and they enter it without expectations of romantic involvement. Since they’re now married, they live in the same castle, spend time together, and Hiccup finds he really likes his spouse. They’re funny, get along with his friends, and has the same interests and values. They both probably speak multiple languages. She understands why Hiccup is so dedicated to making the Wilderwest better, and holds similar views. She’s a good politician (her job after all, was to be an ambassador). Hiccup likes spending time with them, and the feeling is mutual. They’re not in love, they have their own lives, but they’re dedicated to each other and eventually decide to raise children. They teach their kids how to train hawks and hunt with dragons, riding, history, the Languages, and all the necessary skills of their world. They’re not in love and they’re happy together.
#pushing the aromantic hiccup agenda and also the queerplatonic agenda#as much as the idea of hiccup getting married was always a little off to me it was more the romantic angle#which I why I like the idea of a marriage of alliance and a partner who understands that#and then of course the montage of them being a good team and getting along#and going ‘yeah I like this person. I think this is the person I want to spend my life with.’#also a) a lot of arranged political marriages did have the foreign spouse function as an ambassador#b) polyglot hiccup is canon and I think it would be neat if his spouse was as well. it is a marriage alliance after all.#she isn’t from the small area of berm#(actually give all the Vikings regional accents. I think it’s neat)#c) she/they because I didn’t feel firmly about the partner’s gender and the nords were pretty gender diverse#anyway I think the partner would probably be fond of the library and admire hiccup got it open way back when#get along with Fishlegs and camicazi well enough#and enjoy dramatic stories of their adventures. maybe have some of her own#also: normalize people having their own lives outside their partners. hiccup and they are happy together but also have their own friends#oh and you know hiccup would be a great dad. he loves Stoick but he would so much be the dad he wished he had growing up#are the kids bio related? are they adopted (cast off and No Names)? who knows!#I could build in my head what hiccup’s spouse is like but I’ll leave it here#they exist as we construct them#httyd#httyd books#my post#book!hiccup#hiccup the third#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#book hiccup
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forlix · 7 months ago
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i don’t know what the fuck to think or feel. heart feeling so heavy
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doriansbutt · 26 days ago
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Lairos Aldwir aka Rook
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oasisofgalaxies · 7 months ago
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Also fun fact yesterday night I had a dream I was talking to Tommyinnit abt like. Merch designs. He was telling me about his favorites and every single one he mentioned never existed. The only one I remember looked like this
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bearygoldie · 8 months ago
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currently watching ‘Rapunzels Tangled Adventure’ and omg i cant get over the way Cass looks at Raps🥹🥹🥹 will be doing some fanart of them soon
(gotta finish 3 uni assignments first😭)
also a moment of appreciation for Cass in the rain
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pixelatedraindrops · 6 months ago
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Yuma Month: Day 31: Post Game
…for the sake of the world’s happiness.
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