#i just kind of ache
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watched a very distressing movie and like it’s not hitting me that bad but it is slowly setting in on me and like why did it need to do that
#mother! 2017#that was so much#it kind of hurts#not that it was scary? i’m not scared.#i just kind of ache
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who wants to lay on top of me like a weighted blanket and fix me
#i can't use actual weighted blankets bc it feels suffocating but another person? 10/10#not even in any kind of way i just need someone to crush my body back into some sort of shape that is not exhausted and aching#need me a bear hug and a bear to crush me tbh#the cabin will fix me. i will be secluded and alone and get high one of the nights and have smores. i will take stupid nature walks and read
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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If anyone is interested, please feel free to light a digital candle through Illuminate. I got a name a few years back, and it's a name I won't forget. May every name we have found be a blessing. May their names never be forgotten. May we never forget.
Never again means now.
#jumblr#yom hashoah#shoah tw#this is a very small thing but i think it's a good digital project in the sense that it connects you with a name - a person#and gives you information - however scant - that is connected with them#i know many people have probably shared this but i still wanted to share#never again#i don't think i can attend the irl yom hashoah event near me tomorrow and it's kind of gutting me a little#but the person whose name i lit a digital candle for had... such little information we know. it aches my heart#i hope we continually find names and information about the people we gave found already. may we never ever forget them all#it causes so much anguish that there are names and people we may never know about#or information about people we will never know. i know g-d has not forgotten them i just... i wish we could know too
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'No, I can't stand it. Ah, I want to become a better person'
#skip to loafer#skip and loafer#holy fuuuucccckkkkk#aahhhhh#my heart is aching more in a good way ungh😭#takamatsu misaki#you know everytime i read this manga...kindness just overwhelms me#most of the time like i cant explain it
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Decided to play around with the designs for fallen Mario and Luigi. Their personalities are the same, although mostly based off the Mario and Luigi games, which is why the letters on their hats are black. Their sweaters were also important. You can't be a fallen human without a cute sweater. Both got a bit scuffed up when they fell, but thankfully they weren't injured or anything.
I also wanted to play around with soul colors because I had no idea what I was gonna do with those. Ultimately, I decided to keep them red and green so they could be easily distinguished, but Mario has a more orange red for determination + bravery (and as a reference to the Firebrand) while Luigi's is more of a teal-ish green to reference kindness + patience and also his iconic Thunderhand. I was really worried about using the same colors on top of their clothes but after playing around with the lighting I decided I really liked the look.
But yeah I feel like it fits them pretty well! Lemme know what y'all think!
#fallen bros au#the fallen bros au#mario bros#sans and papyrus#mario#luigi#mario and luigi#papyrus#mario au#undertale au#undertale#utdr#art#character design#undertale souls#determination#bravery#kindness#patience#cool glowy hearts are so fun to draw you have no idea#just some brothers being cute#cozy sweater#now that i made them cute i can make them suffer#Luigi's right shoulder is gonna start aching pretty soon#the real miracle is that they fell all the way down and didn't lose their hats#good luck reading my chicken scratch btw :/#they spin#sans has seen weirder stuff before#are you just supposed to keep tagging until you reach the limit an i doing this right???
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Can you imagine the drama that would spawn during Atsushi and Akutagawa's wedding preparations on whether inviting Dazai or not
#I mean that kinda sucks tbh.#Like they can't not invite him because he's such an important person for both of them (for good and for bad)#but also he'd totally ruin their day. Even unintentionally-#but his presence is just going to make Akutagawa ache and Atsushi awkward at best#Can you imagine Dazai bringing Atsushi to the altar and Akutagawa having to witness it?? Well that kind of sucks like very much#Thanks God there's Kyouka for that#atsushi nakajima#ryūnosuke akutagawa#osamu dazai#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#q.#13/01/23
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If Lae’zel raises that egg, the kid is gonna end up as a bard and it will be 100% because of her influence
#like the most fully realized version of Lae’zel if she had been raised able to express herself and be what she wanted#would be a poet or some kind of emo musician#you can’t romance her and tell me otherwise#girl won’t say ‘I love you’ but will recite several lines about you being the tastes of her tongue#and feeling your passion in her every ache#which she came up with on the spot when you just asked for clarification if you were dating or not#she’s gonna raise a child while having these big enormous emotions and that kid is gonna be ARSTY#baldur's gate 3#bg3#lae'zel
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@belabellissima's tags on this post deserve a post of their own, i—
#muffled screaming YOU GET IT#i think the ghost watched jude pull the riskiest gambles and repeatedly come out on top—#bloodied but with what she wanted—and was like. oh shit. she's not just a spoiled gentry kid#so taryn shows up and it's like. hm. yikes. there might be two of them#i'm not sure i subscribe to the idea that he fell for her while she was married to locke#(i think his feelings toward locke had to be so ugly that taryn would've gotten wrapped up in that at least a bit)#but i do think he never underestimated her#and had he not been otherwise occupied. i think he immediately would've noticed her posing as jude#i know holly is trying to telegraph romantic interest at the end of qon with him watching her#but i read it more like “you're a potential bomb that could detonate at any moment; there's no way in hell i'm taking my eyes off you”#she knows his TRUE NAME#he owes her his life#but i think that level of suspicion and vigilance would very naturally become fascination and admiration#she's lovely and kind but crafty and underhanded all at the same time#she's just human enough to make him ache. but she's just fae enough to accept him#oops this got long#anyways bela LOVE your tags thank u for giving me thoughts to chew on#tfota#the folk of the air#taryn duarte#taryn x ghost#tcp#larkin gorm garrett#ghostposting#tarynposting
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gosh working out really makes a difference
#after a few days i already feel so much better in my body#and the way its aching is the sweetest feeling ever#makes me so happy#the right kind of pain just hits different
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words will never be able to express just how much solace and comfort the submarine soundtrack brings me 💙
#when my heart’s feeling a little vulnerable around the edges or i have that pull of sadness in my chest#it just soothes me and brings me home to myself like nothing else#those songs have such a special magic to them ✨#that whole ep honestly feels like the kind of hug you're aching for when your hurt is hurting or the world feels a little too loud#ugh what i wouldn't give anything for an entire discography of alex singing soft acoustic songs about love 🥺#submarine ep#alex turner#lulu posts
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listened to the button house archives audio book and i cant stop thinking about the captain and his diary entries.
particularly the one from June 6th 1940.
this is his personal diary. no one to have access to read it but him. he writes about havers leaving for the north africa front. how he couldn’t dissuade him. says he hopes the war will be over by christmas. and then he rips the page out and crumples it up.
and i cant help but wonder how many times hes done that. ripped out an entry bc of the contents. did he do it for fear of someone reading them or because of his own emotions? has he had to hold back tears while writing…
#bbc ghosts#the button house archives#caphavers#the captain bbc ghosts#capvers#i cant stop thinking about these little gay men#also the thing about hoping the war would be over by christmas brings me a different kind of pain and ache#no real point to this just my thoughts
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Daniel Ricciardo on being back in the Red Bull simulator (x)
#daniel ricciardo#sIMON RENNIE LEAVE UR KIDS LEAVE UR WIGE#WE JUST KIND OF GIGGLED#THE ACHE I AM FEELING#THE PAIN#IGNORE HOW ROUGH THAT HIGHLIGHTING IS IM VISIBLY SHAKING#ITS TOOOOO MUCH#ONE DAY IT TOOOOOK ONE FUCKING DAY#HES ASKING FOR MORE LAPS#SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP[P
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Crying and throwing up at the VG crew's reaction and treatment of Spite vs. the KW crew's reaction and treatment of Justice. I love their mean little asses but mean little asses they were...
#except for merrill who is entirely beloved and unjustly beleaguered by the rest of the crew including anders#the grace and patience merrill had for their mean little asses. she was a better man than me every goddamn day#anyway! every new spite banter is making me ache for how fucking awful everyone was to and about justice in da2#and he's literally a demon! of FUCKING SPITE! and my man justice was a SPIRIT OF JUSTICE!#*sob* i just wish the world (and companions) had been as kind to justice as they are to spite#spite is entirely my beloved as well don't get me wrong but the difference in their treatment is. sick and twisted#dragon age: the veilguard#da:tv spoilers#dragon age ii#justice the spirit#spite the demon#spite dellamorte
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🎇BREAKING NEWS🎇 Yi City Man Known for Mass Murder is Speechless and Shy as He Experiences Kindness for the First Time in His Life
More news at 8!
#love your local murder gremlin!#theuntameddaily#xue yang#the untamed#jenggifs#aka one of the things about yi city that make me go absolutely feral and my heart ache#the fact that this is the first time anyone has ever shown him any trace of genuine kindness is so evident on his face#he literally doesn't know what to do#so he just freezes there and waits and sees if things take a turn for the worse and he gets hurt again#but then it doesn't (not for 3 years at least) and he can hardly believe his luck#excuse me while i go cry bye hope you like the gifs 😭
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I find it so funny that both steddie and ronance are Eddie and Robin looking at KiNg Steve Harrington and Nancy "suCh a PRisS" Wheeler and realizing that they're actually really badass and kind and sweet and having a lot of gay feelings about that as they should
#like they both know that they're hot but then s4 and it turns out that they are not only decent humans#but eddie discovers that steve just cares about people and is so earnest and a good fucking dude#and eddie is such a sl*t for kindness like all steve had to do was thank him and say to him to not be so hard on himself#for eddie to turn into a babbling mess#meanwhile robin knew nancy was badass since s3 but she never really realized how fucking just sweet she was?#and then there nance was asking her if 'that means we are friends?' with shyness and robin was gone on her#like it was genually so fucking sweet and robin still aches from it from the way nancy wheeler is a badass and stubborn#and full of hard edges but then she can be so fucking *sweet*#both eddie and robin are waay to gay for this two#meanwhile steve and nancy are just looking at the two stumbling disasters and are like 'fuck *heart eyes* i want that one'#steddie#ronance#fruity four#stranger things#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#robin buckley#eddie munson
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