#i just cant find the energy

[hinamie]

色彩 [Shikisai]

[enemywasp]

I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.

For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.

is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.

[bobendsneyder64]

Okay so I still have this....

I fucking feel like a walking virus

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Hi! Your Hollow Knight AU has really cheered me up so I wanted to do a little drawing for it! This got me to get my art tablet out after months of not feeling like it so thank you for the inspiration! I hope the colors look good on any monitor that's not mine sdfsdf

Bugs In the Jingshi wyd?

I am so genuinely awestruck at how well you translated this AU to the hollow knight style! Also obsessed with the height difference.

[vigilskeep]

genuine question. most people tend to find alexius pretty sympathic, what about him do you really hate?

short answer: made fiona sad. fucking illegal.

long answer: a kind of incredible selfishness i can’t abide. if you had principles until it became convenient for you to enslave mages for your empire and/or destroy the world then you never had principles at all. like get over yourself. “ooooooo it was so sad because his son was dying” the WORLD? torture dungeons? sera’s i ran out of arrows making them pay? all the hopes and dreams of those mages? leliana? fuck off. and i’m supposed to let him live because he used to say nicer things once? because dorian liked him? because at some point in his life he talked a big game about the idea of maybe not being a slaver someday when he felt like it, when the big bad imperium wasn’t making him do it? something about is just so infuriating to me i’m not sure what specifically makes me so emotionally invested but i just loathe the guy

[fearmeeeee]

the need to only post finished art im 100% proud off and fits the aesthetic of my account vs the fact I have no time or energy to finish anything and I scribble 793834293748349734 ideas that just never see the light of day and I'd like to share actually

[moldy-flowers]

The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[st4rstudent]

[enginator2000]

fleetfinite posting hours, look at my goobers

[ganondoodle]

im not lying when i say that i was just finally getting "over" totk, like i hate it still, but the immediate anger and need to rant has died down-

and then the elden ring DLC fucks with me in a very similar way, just even moreso focused on my favorite character in that entire franchise, completely unexpectedly, and the more i learn about it the worse it gets and now i feel even worse bc i dont have the energy anymore to get as angry as i did with totk and its just kinda ... depression and sadness ..

it was like the interest i could fall back to when zelda annoyed me too much or i needed a break from that and i was honestly thinking about doing more with it but now

i know i know i can always draw 'my own stuff' but being a fan of a piece of media or character is just fun and .. furfilling to me in a different way and now i feel so empty again ... and finding new things to obsess about is easier said and done bc i dont 'decide' to stop liking something and neither can just decide to obsess over something so im just kinda left hanging here ... and in a way, i still like it and care about it, frustratingly so, and dont WANT to just stop and find soemthign new ...

[autismsupersoldier]

every single person who has ever reblogged my art with even the slightest "i like this" or "omg this is so funny" has my heart forever. in the afterlife i imagine i would run up to you like a dog whos been waiting forever to see you. i love you so very much

[baalzebufo]

okay im just going to put it out there. the promo shoot stuff for alpocalypse where hes serving mad scientist swag is one of the hottest looks to me. it helps that the whole photoshoot is in this dingy ass warehouse that adds to the spook factor. i feel like hes going to build a frankenstein or perhaps a murderous robot. hes going to say that they all called him mad, MAD he says, well we'll see whose MAD NOW!!

[moodr1ng]

i think i already made this post but i cant find it so heres a shoutout to people who cant have the gender presentation they want because it would require money they dont have for clothes, makeup or accessories, haircuts they cant afford or maintain, a lot of effort put into outfits and styling, or anything else that just requires too much time, effort and money that you cant put in regularly

[vitamin-zeeth]

experiencing fhjy while currently being in the equivalent of junior year is so. Yeah that's what it's like that's how school treats you that's how I'm feeling RIGHT NOW. I love how perfectly accurate it is and I also hate it so much because they don't deserve to go through this shit