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ohhh kurumi ? all of the numbers go all out
Ohhh Kurumi. Alrighty here we go
I will admit. My first impression of her was not... great? I didn't dislike her, but I had a feeling she was just gonna be delegated to Yuma's love interest. Each second Shinigami got jealous or Desuhiko called her Yuma's girlfriend did not help KDJEJS
As for headcanons, I think she's super into true crime and going down researching rabbit holes. She's watched Buzzfeed Unsolved. She just loves figuring out the answers to stuff she doesn't know!
I have a lot of complaints about her character sadly. She's really held back by the game needing her to be Yuma's love interest. Like... I WANT to enjoy her screentime, but whenever she appears I have to deal with Shinigami becoming a raging asshole and Desuhiko being annoying about the shipping!!!! Which isnt her fault but it just made me want to get the scene over with. The game just, really wants you to ship these two despite them... not really having that sort of chemistry?? At all??? I was also confused by her inclusions in some parts of the game. Why did Makoto drop her into the restricted area. What did she do to warrant that. Anyways, onto some praise- I do like the little bits of character the game offers us, she's definitely the sort of person I'd be pals with. I also like her design a lot? It's not too flashy but it's very nice. And I like that she was introduced via Yuma discovering she was stalking him. Iconic really
My favorite pairing for Kurumi... honestly it's. Kinda difficult? She doesn't interact very much with the other characters. I did like how much she looked up to and admired Yuma and Halara. So... them? Platonically? Let Kurumi out of her cage Kodaka let her interact with people
My overall opinion is that I like Kurumi herself a lot, but the game just absolutely drops the ball with her. I will get her out of there and she will be the protagonist of a super cool game or show where she gets to flex her highly specific knowledge on everyone.
#answering asks#i hope this wasnt too negative#she just deserves better yk#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#raincode#mdarc#raincode spoilers#kurumi wendy
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What do you think about Shuro? And more specifically his relationship with Laios, and idk if you talk about ships but what are your thoughts on laishuro
I have this headcannon that Laios has some sort of unrequited crush on Shuro just because it's sorta funny
I ship pretty much everything. Like, as default I think everyone should kiss everyone 👍
If I'm honest I'm not much of a Shuro fan, he's a little boring to me and reactions to the chimera episode made me dislike him a bit lmao.
Ignoring the fandom I like him as a character and I LOVE his fight with Laios. Shuro's relationship to Laios is my favorite part of that character so laishuro pretty much saves him for me.
In universe Shuro is said to be quite the introvert even for people from his country. He's not the standard for someone from the eastern archipelago and it bothered me a bit when people used that to justify how he wasn't honest to Laios. I understand the idea that he comes from somewhere where reading social cues is not only expected but required but he's also someone who avoids confrontation and is quiet/shy in general.
Here's a bit from Maizuru's description from the adventurer's bible
"People tend to describe Shuro as "drab" and "shy" (...)" so specifically HE IS the exact type of person who would cause the biggest misunderstanding with Laios, just compare him to how his retainers or even his father and brothers act.
It took them saying they used ancient magic on Falin/seeing chimera Falin for him to finally snap, everything else he decided to just take it cause he thought it was better to take it than to confront Laios directly.
So besides the cultural differences you have to take into consideration this was pretty much the perfect storm brewing for that confrontation, and it's as much who Shuro is as a person and who Laios is as person that caused it.
I also disagree that the fight was a "they're both in the wrong" situation. Don't get me wrong, Laios was VERY culturally insensitive to Shuro and even more insensitive to his feelings, but there was nothing he could have done differently with the information that was available to him.
Specifically I see this comic being used to justify how Laios was to blame too, making Shuro into the victim
Like that's a major white guy move but he DIDN'T HEAR Shuro's name and Shuro never corrected him. I'd understand it if his reaction was "Your name is too complicated so I'll call you Shuro instead" that would be a major dick move, but Laios did not hear his name because Toshiro mumbled it, and for someone that forgot Kabru's name several times I imagine he made an effort to remember Shuro's.
Laios never met someone from the eastern archipelago before this, nobody ever explained to him he wasn't acting in an appropriate manner and most of all he thought they were friends. He trusted Shuro to set boundaries for him, he always respects boundaries that are set even when he doesn't fully understand them (Recalling the "I forgot about feelings.." when Chilchuck says it feels wrong to eat merman)
Instead of explaining ANYTHING to Laios, Shuro instead held it all in until it exploded all at once, he blamed Laios for not knowing something he couldn't know, and accused him of not being serious about saving his own sister.
Just imagine how this must have felt for Laios, everyone is always underestimating how serious he is, everyone accuses him of being stupid, clueless, and now this guy is telling him he isn't serious about saving the person he loves the most in the world and wants to protect always. To me this wasn't a "they're both in the wrong" situation, Shuro is far more in the wrong than Laios. But that's just how I see it.
That all being said, they understood each other finally and made peace after that fight.
And several times after this we see that Shuro really cares for Laios, and Laios still wants to be his friend. He even offered to save Laios if he fails (and he's sure he's gonna fail). So their relationship is dear to me, especially cause after this they finally have the foundation for a true mutual friendship <3
I think my dislike of Shuro comes from relating to him to be honest, it happens often that I see my own failures on a character and get angry at them for being angry at myself lmao. I also got a little annoyed cause I only saw people defending him, apparently those were made as a response to hate he had gotten? But since I never actually seen the hate it just felt annoying to see Shuro being white knighted.
Anyway I love the two of them together and I'm really happy they finally understood each other better. laishuro might be my favorite Laios ship, one sided crushes are great.
#Sorry I dont like being negative and I hope this wasnt too mean towards Shuro#its hard to be objective about him cause of personal feelings but I tried#Dungeon Meshi#Shuro#Laios Touden#Ask#Longpost#Rant#long post#Oh yeah I've said it before but I live under a rock I rarely know whats happening in fandom#might be part of the reason why only the shuro defenses found their way to me#dunmeshi thoughts
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Pillow attack courtesy of the @tapakah0 army
I missed the battle. I passed out under the pillow. Sorry :(
(Thank you for the pillow attack though!)
#wren askbox#i am still so sick#surprised i could make even a terrible doodle#i had an awful day at work today#i got verbally assaulted by a coworker for something that isnt even my deal#i cried#i spiraled#it sucked so bad#please handle with care i cannot handle the negative emotions#thankfully my other coworkers affirmed me that they were way out of line#but now i think said coworker hates me#this wasnt even my deal i was just the messenger!#thankfully some nice peeps and cas update and tapa and sara shenanigans and pillow war helped cheer me up#but with all this sickness weighing me down i passed out tonight#im just too weak for all this#sorry i rambled on your pillow attack i really appreciate it#i hope to have the energy to get to my other asks soon
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would u you kill me if i said story wise tpot 2 wasnt all thst great
#the animation was insane thiugh#i really only like if for That one scene#ppl rlly like to praise tpot 1 and 2 and i agree tpot 1 was a good introductory for the season#but 2 jusf wasnt all that great#and a lot of the time its is to bash later eps which i personally really enjoyed#my personal complaints for tpot is that its a bit too formulaic and i hope that changes#im aware it isnt the best in comparison to other seasons writing but genuinely anything will be better than most of post split#tpot neg#i guess? i really love this season so much😭
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As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.
#speculation nation#bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!!#well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol)#but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad.#i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning)#he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay#but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and#thats my dad. Thats my Dad.#im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go#dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone#so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant.#and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one?#take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say.#but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did.#seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him.#makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me#we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad.#sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today.#negative/#death/#hospitals ment/#idfk. sorry
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still waiting for leon's body to ship. and because i desperately want that particular model, i'm waiting a few more days before messaging the seller.
but my god am i feeling ANTSY
#im giving them a lil more leeway because they're located in china and i know china -> usa can take centuries#im hoping he's already in the mail and they just forgot to update with ebay lol#read their shop reviews and the negatives ones mentioned broken parts + long shipping times BUT nothing big#the broken stuff wasnt too bad it was overall good/decent reviews?#except for specific sales which sounded like offbrand cheap stuff#i calculated the risk and figured it was worth it basically. like some bad but mostly decent/good/alright/acceptable#have hope lol
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I'd been wondering why the whole "yaaaaay women!!" stuff was making me uncomfortable and I think this tag hit the nail in the head.
You say you love women, then bunch them into a group as if their identities didn't matter. Like they're all replaceable people that could be swapped out for anyone else & it wouldn't matter who they are as long as they're women.
ABOVE ANYTHING ELSE THESE WOMEN ARE CONTENT CREATORS. They made a platform for themselves with their own effort, charisma, and individual talents. THEY'RE THERE BECAUSE THEY EARNED IT.
They're not just pretty faces for people to fawn over.
#I really hope all this stuff wasnt only performative & that ppl actually support them & go watch their streams#twitter can be very harsh on every single choice women online make so let's keep up this positive energy when they need it most too#qsmp neg#clip.txt
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#hey yall. feels weird to ask but if u can please send me some good vibes + wish me luck the next few days#tomorrow is opening night for the musical and im SO FUCJING excited but i also woke up in. real bad shape today#my joints feel like shit (collapsed next to my bed trying to get up this morning bc my knees gave out!! haha!!) and im brain-foggy as HELL#and my housemate just let me know theyre sick but the campus health centre couldnt tell what they have. sooooo. im freakin out a lil bit#especially bc one of my castmates told me yesterday -- so casually!! so easy so nonchalant!! -- that THEIR housemate has covid CURRENTLY#but ''dont worry haha! i wasnt exposed and i feel fine and ive been testing negative everyday so i think im okay haha''#so. yeah.#just a lil freaked out. just a bit!!#otherwise im feelin okay ?? i think ?? nervous as HELL but i've got a 5hr+ rehearsal tonight to get all the jitters/problems outta the way#just worried that im gonna fuck up my voice or my knees or my lines or. you get the idea lmao#anyway. gonna go sit in the sun + recharge a bit before i start stretch & eat & run to the theatre for the night#hope the next few days are kind to yall too<3<3#bee speaks
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i love when dumbasses are like “we should ban transitions because what if/this one person regretted doing it” because like..... I regretted my gallbladder surgery to get it removed- should I advocate to have it banned so no one else can have it done? I have known 7 people who have regretted surgery for a knee, should we just say because those 7 regretted it (and there are plenty more out there) that we shouldnt allow anyone access to it?
#and i want to be real about the fact that transitions have some of the lowest rates of regret#and some of what was there wasnt the act of the transition itself but the fact sometimes surgery can leave you with mixed feelings#sometimes the surgeon didn't do it right or in the certain way you had hoped/wanted and that was the bit you didn't like#again a lot of people with the knee surgeries are on that boat#hell my gall bladder removal was ultimately for my good and I know that because the whole thing was bad#it was one step away from failing entirely because how bad off it was#but the effects after off and on have been severe and it leaves me with a lot of negative and mixed feelings#and I want to be clear about that too#the whole argument is just stupid#just because i had regrets doesnt mean that most will with their gall surgeries#those 7 people i know with the regrets doesnt take away from the thousands its helped#and to want to deny access to any of it for those reasons is literally braindead
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Killing my dad with a rock arc
#luly talks#you ever see a man who doesn't understand anything at all#ohh bc my bringing up was bad SO WAS MINE#I'M A SELF MADE PERSON MY MOTHER DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME MY FATHER WASNT PRESENT BUT FOR 2 DAYS A WEEK#my head hurts so bad#everything is about him he thinks thinking about a person is all there is to caring about someone#hmhmmh mh can't even cry anymore#he had the audacity to bring up me dropping out and then made it about HIM about how HE was involved and how HE had hope and about how HE#HE HE HE THAT'S ALL THERE IS#NEVER IN A MOMENT HE THOUGHT ABOUT HOW *I* FELT THEN TELLS ME TO MY FACE I DROPPED TO PLAY MY VIDEOGAME#AND I KNOW HE SAID THAT BC HE WAS ANGRY BUT WHEN HE WAS INTO A GAME AND PLAYED ALL DAY AND WANTED TO BECOME PROFESSIONAL DID I EVER SAY#SOMETHING NEGATIVE??? NO I FUCKING DIDNT#THIS ISN'T ABOUT HOW ONE WAS RAISED BECAUSE ONE IS AN ADULT WHO'S BEING TOLD WHAT HE'S DOING WRONG AND YET AND YET !!!!#anyway i went for a walk outside and it was sickening the sounds of my shoes on the floor were so high abd loud...#i wanted to walk shoeless but i thought that was a bit too far i already was chewing something with my hand close to my mouth#head low eyes fixated on a singular point#i looked very not normal is what im saying i looked stereotypically not normak#which is good for if anyone wanted to steal from me i look like the kind who would stab you on the throat w a pen#i also wasn't walking i was waddling#bc the aforementioned shoe issye#yeah we are having a day today folks
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SO ABOUT THE POST ABOUT SONGS THAT GOT SUPER OVERPLAYED? LIKE? I didn't realize sparky deathcap was popular on tiktok I just knew a bunch of my mutuals listened to it and I needed to give it a try lol. I don't have a tiktok so it's always weird to find out a song is popular on the clock app
YEAH. tea merriweather-metro it makes me so angry in the head. i have tiktok and i regret it so bad im so glad u saved urself.... the thing abt september specifically that makes me angry is that usually when tiktok songs get popular, different versions of the song do too, or at least different parts of the song, or other songs of the same artist. but no!!! no one (that i've seen) has taken the time to listen to the rest of the song or listen to anything else he's ever made (as sparky deathcap or in los campesinos). cuz the only part thats actually trending is the beginning part with the pretty little guitar and just. OUGH. sorry for the paragraph but i think i get to be a little toxic this time...
#asks#i found september thru a tumblr post too i think#i cant remember when#but yeah usually i dont like it when ppl r annoying abt others finding medias and music thru apps like tiktok cuz realistically it just#doesnt get anyone anywhere and i'd much rather take the time to introduce those things to new fans properly so they can enjoy it too#BUT. thats the better aprt of me. the mad part of me is bigger#anyway. negativity aside. TYSM FOR THE ASK!!!!#i hope i wasnt to rambly haha
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strattera update: hot.
#they turned my skin into the surface of the sun i sweated so goddamn much today#im hoping this evens out bc good lord.#the good news tho is no other negative side effects other than a bit dizzy 🤔#unsure if its working yet i mean its day one and i think most meds like this dont start working that fast#but then again my body seems to be really eager to adapt to new chemicals so who knows#i do feel a bit . manic but not too bad. like similar to mania but without the !!! and the killing. manic heads know what i mean#point being its not really mania. so maybe its just like. closer to normal functioning. but also idk idk maybe i am manic#i cant shut the fuvk up for one thing. but also i dont feel like ill DIE if i shut up or stop moving like w mania#its more just. i WANT to ramble and do stuff#which seems like it should be the effects of the med but again...day one? really?#so. We Shall See#also wasnt exactly expecting much from a non stim tbqh but skerples has had good results w this med!#so maybe i will too <3#going to takw a nap now i tbink idk i just got hungry..........but i may just eat when i wake up snnnzzzz
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oh they were serious about ari/ana gr/ande playing glinda.................
#not to be a hater but this is my 9/11#wasnt her terrible song bad enough theyre putting her in the movie too?#can we go back to casting real singers in musicals and not celebrities please#coleys thought things#negativity#i used to be neutral to dislike her but since i read jeanettes book im a hater lmao#also im really fired up on taylor hate rn bc of her excellent use of her private jet to cut off 20 minutes of travel time#so maybe im projecting that onto her as well#also its sunday night and i hope every single billionaire dies a horrible death and their wealth gets redistributed
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this is so stupid. i wish i could see the world
#welcome to my blog everyone today im weeping again about the life i couldve had if i wasnt born here#and i knowwwww everywhere in the world sucks at this age and life is hard everywhere but.#it's just so bad here. it is true that i lost my ability to have dreams and hopes lol#i refuse to believe my distaste for life stems from my own personality at this point. it's the Circumstances#and sure maybe i would've been miserable at any other place too but at least that would've been my fault completely#but surely this too shall pass. i just hope it wont end in a fucking civil war or something#neg#🗒
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i am sane and normal and goign to smoke after this post to become even more sane and even more normal
#theres no point to stumbling my way through this and hoping i settle alright on the other side#i ruin everything i put my hands on - im terribly abusive and everyone is too afraid of me retaliating to say anything so theyre silent#i bitch and whine so much about how 'traumatized' i am meanwhile ive ruined the life of anyone thats known me for even a week#where do i get off acting like every 'abusive' situation ive been in Wasnt my fault and or karma for the way i treat others#no wonder im going to die alone! god i fucking deserve it! i chase off anyone good to me by being a toxic piece of shit#and anyone that stays just gets more and more worn down by me until theres nothing left of them and they ahve to leave too#im so tired of being an abusive friend to anyone that knows me i am jsut a terrible leech onto anyone thats ncie to me#i need to kms SOON so i can fucking stop i might [■■■] just bc i think thatd actually Work . n i need to find a place to do it#im realizing its a bit insensitive to do it in my room and my second choice was the park but thats also a bit insensitive so idk anywhere#theres gotta be a hiking trail thats close Enough but still isolated to the point that nobody would stumble on me before planned discovery#and then i can remove a negative impact from the lives of so many#i keep thinkign about burning myself instead of cutting but i liek . dont know Where to do it so i keep putting it off#im so sad i just want to be good and helpful and get loved in return i want to cry into someones chest rn#i am such a bad bad bad dog i deserve everything i get and worse tbh caus clearly my weak ass “”“”trauma“”“” is all made up#good god i need to get over myself and jsut commit already
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Actually we r at 6 months now without any major deaths in my life, which is great! That's the longest I've gone without any major deaths since last May! The second longest was 4 months between July and November last year. Wow !
#speculation nation#negative/#i mean not exactly but also. ya kno.#really i dealt with death after death in may july november and the biggest in february#actually i think my great grandma died within the span between july and november. but i wasnt close with her & dont remember when#so idk if id count that. if i did then the longest would be 3 months. between november and february.#all this is to say. wow what a Fucking year last year was huh#i still dont rly feel like i have much trust in people staying alive in my life.#but maybe im a bit less scared of even more people in my life suddenly dropping dead.#... then again now i apparently have something wrong with my liver. which i am still not happy about.#the only reason why im not dying of anxiety is bc i still feel relatively normal overall.#but i also just remembered how. well. 28 has Long been my unlucky number. and im turning 28 next year.#so ive been half convinced im just gonna die when im 28. bc thatd be just my luck wouldnt it#and like overall theres no real reason why i Would die at that age. but now theres something wrong with my liver.#and like ok i dont think it's liver failure. i dont have any real symptoms for it#and if it was an emergency my doctor wouldve told me to go to the hospital. probably.#but idk. my truest anxiety about it is that it could be something cancerous. or something.#and really i have no reason to suspect that specifically. it's just one of the potential causes for the enzyme abnormality we found#but bc it's not entirely off the table. well now my mind has latched onto it. and is like 'What If'#and ok i just now looked into possible liver diseases to try to calm my anxiety. with mixed success.#bc i found all sorts of liver diseases. including cirrhosis. which is irreversible damage.#im just clinging to the hope of the fact that my readings werent Too high... just.#every single one associated with the liver was high. which means theres Definitely something wrong with my liver.#and im kind of scared it's bc of my prior alcohol use. i wasnt an alcoholic but i did drink pretty regularly for a bit.#but also how unfair would it be for me to get a liver disease from that??? the most i ever drank at one time was 8 shots#which is a lot but there are some people doing that kind of thing Regularly. and they dont get liver disease???#regardless this has been extra persuasion to stay off the alcohol. especially until i know what's up with it.#heyyyy mr liver inside me i prommy i will take good care of u from now on. pls dont die on me 😭😭😭#see ok this is what happens whem i start to think. i get anxious. i just need to keep not thinking.#it's 10 pm i think thats a good time for sleepies
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