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I am both Itachi Uchiha’s biggest fan and biggest hater, it depends on the day
#naruto#itachi uchiha#anti itachi#pro itachi#i have complicated feelings#sasuke#sasuke uchiha#anti konoha#anti leaf village
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How Tenmyouji still carries that picture of Akane and how Akane's computer password is "Jumpydoll".
I think all that time he'd wanted to hope that she was still, in someway, as she was. He'd carried that picture and that hope all this way, all this time.
I think part of her still thinks she is that girl she'd been. Or wishes she was, in some way. Part of Akane will always be that girl in the incinerator, listening to the voice she loves guide her.
How Tenmyouji says "That is not the Akane Kurashiki I once knew. She is long gone." And Akane... she does what she does best, i guess. Imitates what she's seen before. And at some point. I think she lost herself in that imitation. Like looking at the reflection of a mirror of a mirror all the way until there's nothing left.
#zero escape#virtue's last reward#vlr#zero escape tenmyouji#zero escape akane#akane kurashiki#i have complicated feelings#on akane vlr and akane 999#on one junpei tenmyouji#is his last name tenmyouji then#idk#im still playing zero escape so no one tell me ill figure it out#vlr spoilers#999 spoilers
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right i woke up at 4:30 in the morning today to immediately stick my nose into fresh ch14 datamines
yeah so after everything i'm fine again. i feel...tranquillity. for the most part uhhhh.
#im not rlly one who does a lot o discussion talk here and stuff and i mostly stick to private discussions#and tbh i dont kno where to begin with ALL THAT atm bc its a lot but#i feel fine c: i was gonna say normal but i dont think that ones right LMAO#can we still burn wiš'adel's clothes though good lord#gaemms whistling#still wanna bash my head against the wall though#i have complicated FEELINGS
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i keep napping to louis tomlinson albums as i've been catching up his discography in the afternoons and his voice has been giving me the sleepies
something comfort something nostalgia something something the feeling of safety when i was in high school and suffering from extreme mental health issues
#i missed his voice#i didn't know how bad#until now#and now his song 'chicago'#kind of makes me wanna cry#i have complicated feelings#about louis tomlinson#to say the least
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Hi Anna, this gonna be random and slightly off topic 🙈😅 Not sure if I've halucinated it (quite possible), and if you are the right place, I've read it on... Couple of weeks ago, did you mention OA & Maggie (on Fbi) maybe going there/becoming a thing? Some promo or article you saw? Or you got the vibes from something... Sorry again, if I'm totally wrong 🙉😆💜
Oh, I am definitely the right place. I will say, I haven't watched the last season of FBI yet, so my assessments could change after I finish that one because I caught some spoilers, and I'm a bit 👀, and Missy posted and deleted a tiktok with Zeeko that got me a bit huh? Even more with the way her tiktok is just videos of the both of them. The end of s3 and s4 went pretty heavy on that dynamic, I actually started watching FBI because of a scene in s4 of the 2 of them, specifically the hospital scene in 418, if you know you know, and personally, I go back and forth on whether I think they are going there or not. During most of s4 I was waiting for something to happen because most procedural slowburns have a Moment in s4 that makes things more clear, and it did, but since they slowed down A LOT in s5, I'm not sure anymore. I think they generally follow the partners with a lot of chemistry that maybe will go there format, and I think there's a lot to work with, especially on the way OA reacts to Maggie, but I don't know if the show would do it, ykwim? They seem to enjoy playing with their chemistry a lot more than they would enjoy to establish them as a couple. I think the post you're referring to is something I said after I watched a promo video, they called OA Maggie's work boyfriend and I like "hello???", but I actually also talked about them when a page reshared a list of "couples they hope are going there" and since the list is from 2021, one of the couples there was Maggie and OA. I think there is enough there that if they wanted to make them a couple, they could, but at the same time, I feel like it wouldn't be that disappointing if they didn't get together? Does that make sense? I think they would work as a romantic relationship and I would love to watch that evolution, but I'm not mad at the idea of them just being best friends for the rest of the show.
#i have complicated feelings#i think it could work but i lost hope during s5 so i don't know anymore oakoaksasok#fbi#i really need a tag for asks#anon 😌
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I can't bring myself to entirely wish the dsmp had never come into my life, but I am glad that it is really finally over
#I have complicated feelings#I would have never met my best friends#never started streaming#never improved my art as much as I have#like#it did a Lot for me during the years of the worst of the pandemic#that being said#i could have done without being doxxed and given death threats and#yeah.#rest in piss
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Why.
#niel gaiman#I have complicated feelings#why can’t people just be decent is that so hard#wtf wtf wtf#nick rants
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Cerebella beats you until you’re unconscious asmr
I’m dumping all of my old finished art for now. They’re all kinda disasters but I tried.
I want to learn how to draw better backgrounds and shade using stuff like complimentary colors. But all that will come later. I don’t like to think when I draw.
#cerebella#skullgirls fanart#skullgirls#cerebella fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#i have complicated feelings#love her because she is cute and an acrobat and usually a nice person#hate her for working for the medici#and for killing ms fortune in her story mode#and for having a literal crush on her dad#go to therapy girl❤️#uyen’s art stuff
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Pondering what I think of the Power Girl back issue story in Action Comics. Def was pretty eh on the first issue. The way Karen was being presented was pretty confusing to me?? Acting like she had been on earth all of five minutes. Liked the second one more as we gotta see her and Kara's dynamic. Though I still was pretty mixed on it. Just read the most recent story and it was the one I liked most. Not perfect! Def could be so much better.
But I now understand the direction they're going. It seems to me that they are saying Karen no longer has her secret ID. I can only guess that's because of the million retcons and the chaos of bringing the JSA back. Which means she also doesn't have her company. I'm def not thrilled about that prospect cause having a female character owning a tech company was really cool! I can only hope it gets brought back somehow.
With that being said I think it is interesting to have her wanting to disconnect from that name because everything she set up for herself is now gone. They have essentially made it that she lost not only Earth 2 but also the life she had pre-crisis. Do I like that change? Not necessarily but with it there, I think it's in character for her to be mad! In character to be wanting love from the Superfam but also telling them she doesn't because she lost 2 families already. She doesn't want to lose everything once more. Saying all that to say... If she takes on that new name Jon suggested and builds a new life with that name, I think I would be okay with it. Just needs to be done well.
I am interested to see what the Power Girl special gives us. I like the ways they have integrated her tech, math, and coding into these new powers of hers. Her and Omen have the makings of a fun dynamic. Can't say I am fully on board for this direction but Karen (calling her that until a name change is official) deserves to be reintegrated into comics and get a firm direction. I really hope she actually hangs out with the Superfam though. Let them all be a family.
#karen starr#power girl#dc comics#dc meta#just my ramblings#tbh#i have complicated feelings#i am def not fully on board for how she's being written#but i see potential#i just want good things for her#guess we'll see in the special#that person talks comics
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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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you’re just like the rest of them
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte gordon#ttte henry#’s skeleton#3x4#casa tidmouth#senjart#kind of a follow up piece to the one before this#tfw you have complicated feelings towards your estranged old friend and him d*ing and coming back to life is NOT helping 😂😂😂#I dunno where I was going with this honestly… pure experimental#this casa tidmouth stuff is crazy. what kind of ttte have y’all been watching 😂😂😂
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Had a dream about my husband's stepfather who passed away a couple months ago.
I was hosting some sort of house party and running around fixing problems when I spotted him by the door. He told me he was leaving, but he knew that I had this.
I barely knew how to cook when we met, but he used to be a chef and would teach me whenever we were in the kitchen together and especially how to cook for houseparties.
#i have complicated feelings#he was one of my husband's childhood bullys due to not understanding that my husband is neurodivergent#but he was the first person in my husband's family to try to get to know me and develop a relationship#i think he was not good with children to start with and he did not understand neurodivergence at all#personal
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people with siblings: how do you feel about them?
#[.txt]#just. a bit curious#e: I see... thank you for the answers so far; it's interesting to hear as someone who's an only child#i suppose i should have phrased this as: if you have them - how do you feel about your siblings?#i am aware most answers can be boiled down to being complicated; even so it has been nice to hear from everyone of different circumstances#i hope that your day is well.
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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Some flowers for you ❤️
#art#flower art#botanical art#digital art#digital watercolor#this was sooo fun#lowkey really like adobe fresco#probably gonna mess around with watercolors some more#feels nice to get a break from the very rigid flat colors even though I love that effect#and it's good practice for Shapes#also finding a place to put my signature was HELL so I just put it next to the flower I spent the most time on lmao#deb this is your fault btw#I have had an Urge to draw flowers for weeks#have I been procrastinating hawkeye's paper cutout thing because the bow is really complicated? yes.
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I hate when people get on your back about a ship because it's 'toxic' like bro i said they are in love not that they should be.
#i just want awful people to have awful complicated feelings#they hated jesus because he spoke the truth#theyre awful together#and thats the point#toxic old man yaoi#toxic yuri#give me it all#shipping#ao3#macdennis#yes this is about them
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