#i have bigger problems to worry about

[torsfax]

c.ai doc i made..

the document i have with all the links to my fav c.ai bots has now been organized with names and descriptions for each link, along with being seperated by what show/movie they're from, and are also listen alphabetically :P

its 10 pages long.

yay! :D

[melancholicmarionette]

briefly saw a post about Dan covering for Danny while at school sometimes, like in the AGIT sequel or smthn and now I’m imagining student discussing online or in person various forms of “do you guys notice that Danny is like, more evil sometimes lately? Like specifically on Wednesdays?”

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[leezuhh]

sunshine court no context

[bigtimefreq]

dare i say its extremely fucking weird for people to shit on object shows for being "childish" when the majority of people who make/enjoy them are autistic

[syn4k]

i have lost. the charging cable to my drawing tablets pen

[sadgirlautumn]

So today in job struggles my mom heard from someone that this one job I was considering is hiring but I’d have to go through indeed first and I kept telling my mom that it’s not listed on indeed and I just checked and it’s still not listed. I need to bite the bullet and walk down there to see what’s up but I find the whole process so embarrassing and since I dropped out of school I never learned anything about job interviews/application stuff and my parents are really lucky and haven’t had to do either of those things in decades and I’m just overwhelmed 🙃

[chemicalarospec]

Y'all I dreamed that I was looking after the mcr/fob dog and it freaking BIT me. And nastily too, I was bleeding and the wounds were deep.

[swallowtail-ageha]

There is something deeply hilarious about someone clearly cyberstalking you and thinking they're being slick about it by changing and making new accounts and stuff but without actually putting any true effort in making themselves unrecognizable so you immediately clock them

[musical-chick-13]

And as per the last post I reblogged: NO ONE gets to come on that to say that the point is either that the Democratic Party is beyond criticism or that people are wrong for having issues with other candidates.

THE POINT

Is that if you (especially a loooooot of people from predominantly white Western countries!!!) are going to--rightfully!!!--criticize America and have been--again, rightfully!!!!!!--decrying our political system and the candidates it puts forward

THEN YOU HAD BETTER BE DOING THAT FOR DONALD TRUMP TOO. YOU HAD BETTER BE FUCKING CONSISTENT.

THAT. IS THE POINT.

[tartaeya]

did i ruin my own story? probably. did i make a bad thing? most likely yeah. do i have other shit to be worrying about? absolutely.

[quilleth]

Hmm I suppose I should stop being anxious about ordering the bodies I need for dolls and order them soon, since who knows what kinds of shipping situations there will be come January, especially on goods from China

[br1ghtestlight]

people in my family are still always trying to convince me to get a job because "i need the money" despite the fact that i very factually don't need the money right now and despite the fact that IM DISABLED AND HAVE ALREADY PROVEN TO THE GOVERNMENT THAT I AM UNFIT TO WORK Like what are we doing here..... its no stress in my life i can comfortably afford everything i need and i have savings. if i was out there working eight hour days five days a week i would be miserable, in pain, BAD AT DOING THE JOB and overall having a worse life experience being abused by my boss and coworkers (putting aside that nobody would even hire me and i would be fired almost immediately if they did)

it's like capitalism rots peoples brains and they're not But you're not contributing anything to society.... LIKE HELL YEAH IM NOT. proudest thing ive ever done. Worthless piece of shit sitting on a log

like they want to make themselves feel better about me not being "actually disabled enough to not be working" (which i am) or that there's nothing wrong with me. or just that im not normal enough for them. like if im not worried about it then why are you??

if i was making the Exact same amount of money that i am right now but was working a part time job nobody would be saying anything. so it isn't really about the money is it

[celiaelise]

I've recently realized that my mom probably has long covid, because she says her sense of taste has changed, and she's been having trouble finding/remembering words for a couple years now. I know she had covid November 2020, but I'm not sure if she's had it since then. I think so, but idr when.

I told her she should maybe mention it to a doctor, and she was like, "why? What would they do? Sense of taste isn't necessary to live." 🙄🙄🙄

[waterfall-ambience]

is 'fit of divine madness that makes you do something horrible' (a la heracles murdering his wife and children) still an acceptable story beat or is that too much of the hand of the author showing? real question because i need to sort out how damien's banishment plays out

[trans-estinien]

as someone whos not a big graha fan and doesnt ship with him ill be real that gondola ride was real awkward