#and eventually give me more hours

[sadgirlautumn]

So today in job struggles my mom heard from someone that this one job I was considering is hiring but I’d have to go through indeed first and I kept telling my mom that it’s not listed on indeed and I just checked and it’s still not listed. I need to bite the bullet and walk down there to see what’s up but I find the whole process so embarrassing and since I dropped out of school I never learned anything about job interviews/application stuff and my parents are really lucky and haven’t had to do either of those things in decades and I’m just overwhelmed 🙃

[fastboatsmojito]

Fall Decorating with one Scott Miller <3

This is silly and cheesy and probably self-indulgent and idgaf 🧎

dividers by @strangergraphics <3

He could smell the cinnamon-y, pumpkin air from the front porch; surely caused by one of the many warm scented candles he told you time and time again you had enough of, always walking you up to the sales counter with them anyway. He couldn’t complain now of course, walking in to find you happily setting up your pretty new pillows on the couch. Still humming along to the Halloween-town theme song as you walked up and threw your arms around his neck.

“Just couldn’t wait for me to get home, could you?” He said, a softness in his eyes that was reserved just for you as he kicked his shoes off and moved his hands to the small of your back reserved just for him.

“You took too long.” You pouted, feigning sadness through the real - though mostly dramatic, loneliness you felt whenever he wasn’t there even for just a moment. “Do you like it?” Your heels lifted off the ground as you reached up to give him a kiss, lingering warmth from your lips and the soft material of his your favorite sweater on his skin as he looked around.

“It’s… warm?” He wasn’t used to the ‘cozy’ of it all, still getting used to not coming home to a cold, empty house. The blankets, the soft lighting, the candles, the little notes you left for him in the lunches you decided to pack for him, it was all new and warm. “I mean, I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many blankets.”

“They’re soft! You can never have too many blankets.” You put a hand on his chest to teasingly push him as you said it, his hands on your back pulling you even closer into him.

“Alright, alright. It’s nice.” He reasoned. Too proud to tell you just how nice it was. Your grin up at him after he kissed your head telling him you knew anyway, exhaustion from work slowly creeping up on him as he walked you to the couch.

“I know.” You said matter-of-factly, crawling into his lap accompanied by one of said blankets, finally satisfied with your fall decorating when the grump below you was cozied up in it.

[mellotronmkll]

GOD there is nothing more frustrating than being like oh Yay there's a guitar tutorial for this song I want to figure out how to play and watching it and it's just like completely inaccurate . Like nevermind then

[murdleandmarot]

AYYYYYY STARLIGHT EXPRESS OC TIME!!!!!!

Meet Mable and Marley, the abandoned train car twins!! They live with Belle and Poppa in the freight yard :)))

More about them under the cut!!

….so I don’t know trains. I know net zero about trains. I knew I wanted to do something vague and fun with them, so I just looked up “place I live” + “abandoned train” and found a blog from a couple years ago about an abandoned train someone found in the woods!!!!

That’s why their names don’t match their title, no one knows what their original make or model was.

-Mable is definitely the more serious twin of the two, as she really wants to get back on the tracks. She hates not knowing much about herself, but has resolved herself to be the best that she can despite this

-Marley is definitely more easygoing, more cheerful, and overall more content to chill in the freight yard with Belle. He’s made peace with his mysteriousness.

-Both of them barely leave the yard, because when they do train (HA) they do it closer to home, so they get their gossip from Rusty. Marley is probably a bitttt of a Greaseball fanboy at heart, and Mable thinks she could beat GB in a race and vows to do so whenever he’s brought up

[joelletwo]

WAIT i never complained abt my scheduling lol. still have not seen my actual boss more than that one five seconds and me and main coworker are supposed to work coverage out amongst ourselves bc thats more relevant fine and okay. but i ask her about what i should switch to going more part time and off of being Fulltime In Training and she says oh ill talk to [boss] about it. and then does and tells me oh [boss] wants to talk to u about that today or tomorrow.

she never does and shes never in her office so i dont hear anything by friday when i work w my second coworker. who i dont really think either of us vibes w the other lol weve been nice but im happy not to work w her. and the feeling is mutual bc she told me oh is this ur last friday i didnt think u were working [boss] told me u were going to be switching to mon-thru-thursday. OKAY? thats really funnily pointed but WHY DID SHE TELL U AND NOT MEEEEEEE. why cant i just know what im working more than two days in advance lolllllll. i am not made for this pwease.

[cuteniaarts]

Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3

[countess-of-edessa]

the thing about taking advice from anyone on tiktok or instagram including catholic and christian type influencers, parenting advice, relationship advice, etc, or internalizing any stories of horrible relationships and betrayal people tell on those platforms, or reading about all the ways interpersonal relationships can end horribly and be cycled through extremely quickly on those platforms is that you are necessarily then consuming the thoughts and experiences of someone who is willing to put their face and name on a public social media platform to talk at you. and like 1% of those people have a good reason for doing so and the other 99% are completely unhinged. so everything you’re consuming has first gone through the filter of "is this person weird and insane enough to make Instagram reels of themselves crying?" and if the answer is yes maybe their advice doesn’t apply to your life because you’re a normal person who would not do that.

[deeisace]

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[bending-sickle]

so many bits of me have been hurting so much today you guys *writhing in worm fashion*

[icewindandboringhorror]

[reflectionsofgalaxies]

tomorrow is my first day of classes as I go back to school for the first time in eight years and my family has picked today to blow up at each other and drag me into it

[mymelodyisme]

My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

[xysidhequeen]

The insomnia is back, which means so is the weird pins and needles/numbness in my fingers, and the shaking hands. And the nausea.

No migraine yet. So thats something.

If a mutual could break into my house and knock me out with a frying pan that would be wonderful 🩷

[three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat]

I'm pretty sure what I just had wasn't a breakdown but it sure fucking felt like one

[paradoxiii]

Me: I like using the BG3 character creator as like a d&d version of the sims

Brain: download the sims

Anyway, the last time I played the sims was before I even made Cadmus as a character so GUESS WHO I MADE

Miss Bisexual Actress Witch & Mister Genderqueer Con Artist Magician

[shirogane-oushirou]

thank you, tv room, for giving me a brain blast and helping me FINALLY decide between some different ren origin options after mulling over them for months :) he may have come fully formed in my brain personality-wise, but i'm still working on details.

still waiting on that voice claim brain blast tho KJANSFKJN