#i hate dreams sometimes
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im never falling asleep again i had the most stressful nap ever
i was on a farm or something?? something that was NOT my house and my dream was chock full of signs from my deities for some odd reason??
the sun was VERY big and it was hot -Apollo
there were butterflies and i got one to land on my finger and then another landed on my face and they wouldn’t come off which made me panic -Aphrodite
there were cat posters?? like almost everywhere? cat imagery everywhere to an uncomfortable degree -Freyja
now, could i tell you what the dream was about?? NO because it was COMPLETELY nonsensical except for all the signs i got shown in one dream
#deity#deity worship#deity work#aphrodite#lady aphrodite#aphrodite deity#freyja#freyja deity#lady freyja#apollon deity#apollo deity#apollon#i hate dreams sometimes#the one with the butterflies scared me awake#i love butterflies#but i was terrified because i could feel them moving#esp on my face
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last night i had a dream that had me so mad i woke up and i was like send me back i need to fight!
#i was so angry#i was dreaming that my family invited family friends over and they brought their aggressive untrained dog along#(this family never had a dog irl btw lol)#and the dog ended up chasing my cat in the house and i was desperately trying to grab the dog#but u know how mobility works in dream#i was moving way too slow#and then the chasing stopped and i could just hear my cat meowing and shit#and then silence#and i was trying to look for them#but i was stuck in 3rd person view for some reason#and could not look into this dark room#i was just stuck behind myself(?)#and also#i was yelling this whole time btw#but i couldnt yell properly#it was like a whispering and shit#i was just so agitated by the time i woke up#i hate dreams sometimes#like let me nove properly at least
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Remind me to tell you lot about the tall one, and the faceless ones later. Too tired to deal with them rn
#not my favorite#dream#nightmare#thing#anyone wanna have hot chocolate while watching paddington?#murder is okay#hide#the body#cute animals#please someone get me out#fnaf#I hate dreams sometimes
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Sometimes agere posts are funny because it’ll be someone pouring their heart out but then their dni banner will look like this
#THIS ISNT HATE#I just find the characters funny sometimes#I promise I’m not trying to be mean😭#sfw agere#age regression#age regressor#agere blog#agere community#safe agere#agere caregiver#agere flip#agere little#age dreaming
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Thinking about the dream I had
I keep spiraling on how once someone wished they could have my dreams and it just… irks me because my dreams aren’t always like that. Sure they’re mostly fine and okay and always weird or wacky but then there’s such a fucking tonal shift it just… gets you.
For example, last night, in a section of my dream, I was trying to save a cat with my family, we had gotten the rope over the cat but it ended up around it’s neck and I had to wait for my father to go down to grab the cat and physics works differently in dreams so every light tug I had to worry about hanging the fucking cat
In another I remember I saw a friends shoulders and I knew they had scars on their arms but they have them on their shoulders irl but in the dream they did and they looked like mine and they looked semi fresh and I just didn’t say anything because I didn’t want to make them upset
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️
#i talk sometimes#art talk#i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately#also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details#and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that#instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!
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im sure this has been done before but idc
art creds: group drawing -sas milledge from raven boys graphic novel ronan pfp - auro cyanide on deviantart and tumblr kavinsky pfp - maggie stiefvater
#trc#the raven cycle#ronan lynch#joseph kavinsky#rovinsky#the raven boys#the dream thieves#blue lily lily blue#the raven king#kavinsky my dramatic king#i have a love hate relationship with him#like he's awful but also kinda funny sometimes??#and also was just deeply struggling#but still an asshole#adam parrish#blue sargent#richard gansey#i love fake tweets of them#fourth of july#the rovinsky national holiday
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it's not like I enjoy regular nightmares or anything but I think that the worst kind of dreams that I have are actually false awakening dreams, which seem like an unusually malicious thing for a brain to do. it's like if your brain transformed into a very stereotypical comic book villain and then kidnapped itself. like why do we even have this lever. I wonder that about many functions of sleep though. there are a lot of levers that we should not have installed up there I think
#my false awakening dreams are especially vivid and memorable and I hate them a whole lot#because I usually become semilucid at some point during them and then whatever false awakening demons are causing them#begin like overtly tormenting me#I will have dozens of false awakenings in one dream sometimes#which is kind of like being tortured. usually the only thing that works to wake up from those is just screaming and screaming and screaming.
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#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#fleki#lycion#canaries#art#i love those chaotic delinquents#a pot head and a furry#one of the dream hours said they get noisy on the ship sometimes and well...#lycion is so gender#fuck i hate drawing hands
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i had a dream where something was off with riku’s shadow…
(this art is so sucks i made this when i was tired and less experienced which ended up making riku look so much skinnier than how i normally draw him post-kh2 can you stop engaging it with pretty pweeease)
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#riku#(and ansem. in shadow form)#IGNORE THE MISTAKE OF RIKUS HAND AUUGHH I HATE DRAWING HANDS#riku wasnt wearing his dream drop distance outfit but i drew him with it because. well. dream LOL#its so weird like it wasnt even clear what world he was in#he was in some sort of tavern?? so maybe you’d think it was the kingdom of corona#liek the snuggly duckling but it definitely wasnt#i couldnt tell you why but trust me#it was kinda surreal that i actually had a dream about kingdom hearts. go figure#its like the hardest thing in the world to have a dream about a fixation im having#usually my dreams are trauma. and me dying. sometimes both.#and if it is about my fixation it’s usually me getting a bunch of merch of it and then i wake up and whoops i dont have it#or i just forget all of my dreams and wake up with nothing to think about.#so i like it when i have some cool bizarre shit related to my fixation happen#its funny because this sounds like something that would happen in either kh itself or someones fanfiction#i wouldnt be surprised if someone has already drawn or written about this#anyway gn i hope i have another weird dream about kh
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hope with wings
#my art#fishfingersandscarves#the sandman#the sandman netflix#dreamling#dream/hob#dream of the endless#dream (the sandman)#hob gadling#robert gadling#hope!hob#illustration#sometimes im like...wah wah i hate my art rn and then i do smth actually fun and im like. wait art is good and my art is good
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one big thing I’ve learned by 29 is that the Plan, the God’s Plan of it all I mean, is bigger than me and not just bigger than me but also bigger than my understanding of narrative threads and their limitations. And it’s bigger even than just a simple paradox, turning-on-their-head thing way of being bigger. It’s just so vast. And there is so much room for surprise and possibility and hope in that reality.
#again. idk if that makes sense#but I am someone obsessed with the patterns and what the patterns are telling me#and it’s like. sometimes nothing! but also sometimes something!#there is no way to predict what will happen or what will be presented to me or what will unfold#both personally and in a more big picture way#based on what I feel or what I know or what I have already experienced#there are hundreds and millions of different possible combinations#I am making this sound more profound than the revelation is (and also more vague)#but I love to be like ‘oh being this way means THIS thing and this kind of thing always happens to this kind of person’#and actually. it just doesn’t?????? a million different things could happen and do happen every day that are unlikely and unpredictable#even when you think you’ve accounted for that by looking for the unexpected you still can’t tell#and I love that. used to hate that the future was shrouded in mystery#and I still sometimes do. but I am growing to love it#uncertainty and just the sheer not knowing feels better#and God IS surprising. life is surprising!#THAT I feel like I know#every day of my life I wake up and I pry open the blinds and I look out and say.#what is going to happen today#like I do kind of do that a little#or maybe it’s more. what has the night brought.#and you know what the world is so wide. not in terms of me being able to go anywhere travel-wise#or do anything dream-wise. but in terms of what can and DOES unfold every single day/week/month/year.#there are surprises in store! folded tucked away around the next corner#like I just.#I’m getting carried away but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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i love the idea of her wearing an alice angel cutout to cover the ruined side of her face…
youtube link (and thumbnail too since you can’t see it up there) below the cut!
#bendy and the ink machine#batim#bendy and the dark revival#batdr#twisted alice#malice angel#alice angel#doodle dump#dynamic dump#I AM DONE COOKING#i don’t know how i got this done in under a week but i sure did anyway#this was fun! frustrating sometimes (procreate dreams can go die in a hole and hopefully revive into something less aggravating) but fun!#very satisfied with the end product. glad i got it done. good job me#why can’t i insert the video like i did my animatic. why does tumblr hate me. this’ll have to do
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I need people to stop portraying gansey as totally socially inept in fic. I’m tempted to close the tab every time I stumble upon it
#he puts his foot in his mouth sometimes but it’s part of the charm!#it’s a testament to his people skills that he can have all his quirks#it’s a part of his coping mechanism!#he was so popular and that was even more reason for blue to hate being attracted to him#that and his boat shoes#he means so much to me#gansey#I love my boy and his dead welsh king#richard campbell gansey iii#richard gansey#bluesey#ronan lynch#pynch#adam parrish#noah czerny#blue lily lily blue#blue sargent#the raven cycle#the raven king#the raven boys#dream thieves#henry cheng
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people who hate kavinsky and hate hennessy: will never forgive their ex for all the shit they did. understandable have a nice day
people who hate kavinsky and love hennessy: will still never forgive their ex but love a good redemption arc. also understandable have a nice day
people who love kavinsky and love hennessy: either ARE the ex or DESPERATELY want to hook up with the ex. or both. (OP is on this tier don't come for them.)
people who love kavinsky and hate hennessy: ....Hm. 🤨🤨🤨
#people loving ronan and hating hennessy can sometimes get the benefit of the doubt. no grave for k lovers though#*i meant to type grace but grave is very funny.#hennessy is The Same Person. down to the forgeries the coke the parties the dream copies and the insane psychosexual obsessions#thinking about them. ok i gotta go run errands now.#trc#cdth#hennessy#joseph kavinsky
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who gave this man blue eyes, take them back
#mumbo jumbo#mumbo fanart#jaxdart#i haven't posted art in literal years wtf am i even doing#I'm also over posting my art to side blogs#old era#first mcyt art i'm actually posting on here crazy#whatever i've always been bad at tagging lmao lowkey one of the reasons i stopped posting#i saw his blue eyes... i hated them... and then i had to draw them#he will haunt my dreams#been doing daily art again for 46 days now#did the same thing last fall and broke the streak sometime in january i think#hopefully planning to beat that number this year!
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