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I... hear The Mouse in my room again >.>
#queen rambles#and no not mickey#we have a mouse problem and i keep hearing one under my dresser#but dad sets traps and nothing while he caught ones in the storage room and kitchen#so we thought it was gone#i had two quiet night#but It's Back
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I just remembered last night. I had a dream that Reigen from mob psycho was like. an established character in the despicable me franchise and like I just accepted that. And there was something about him being in a new movie. I think. I don't remember
#doot#ehg be quiet#mp100#i actually had two dreams last night but the only thing i remember abt the other ine is that reigen was also in it#oh wait and#reigen arataka
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Deacon really just wants to learn about all the deities and so he really would be interested in meeting more deities but also he's not convinced Ohiwe and Ohime would ever suggest this for his own benefit. He's a bit scared which is fair.
#my characters#the fire deities do actually use nicknames for the other deities such as ymber is ym#and its not like every single time they talk to or about ymber that they use it#however there IS a deity that they have both very fondly dubbed Princess#and Princess is always Princess never anything else#no one else calls him Princess - its just the duo#deacon really would absolutely love to go and meet other deities IF he got to meet them with ymber#if hes separated from ymber hell cry tho do not separate him from his boss#its really cool how i was sick for two days and then last night the second i posted the art#i got slammed with a weather warning and had to shut down#and it was stormy all night and all day until about 2pm i think it quieted down?#and then my internet is still very upset and refuses to load tabs i try to load#and it took me uhhhhh three attempts to load tumblr and create a new post#it denied me post making rights and i was getting worried
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Chay goes to Wik's fanmeet and sees Kim in cat ears and a black leather choker .
Later when he performed on stage he wore his crop top and suit ensemble, along with the God awful choker.
He had never in his life had to hide an awkward boner with so many people around , but luckily noone was looking at him.
After the session ended , he found Kim in the vanity while he was just about to take off the choker after removing his rings.
Chay took Kim's hand in his own , turning him around in his chair to kiss the blood red glossy lip that Kim had yet to remove. "Can you keep it on till we reach the compound?" Chay asks , Kim turns around and looks at Chay's flushed cheeks and bright eyes in the mirror , and Chay leans down to kiss Kim's neck.
#kimchay#suffice to say Kim had to rewear his suit jacket to cover the hickey on his way out#and Chay and Kim broached the subject of maybe Chay topping and if it's something Kim would be okay with#and Kim just turns quiet#chay starts apologising and telling him it's not a necessity and he just wanted to know if that's something he was open to trying-#and before he could get the entire sentence out kim looks up with feral eyes and starts kissing chay again#with renewed urgency and clearly aiming for a round two#only to follow that conversation up when they broke apart panting heavily some time later into the night with#'i think i might like that by the way' and a gorgeous blush on his cheeks that Chay had never seen before . kim also said he wanted to talk#about other stuff he wants to try in the safety of their room if that was okay and chay looked in wonder at the redness spreading all over#Kim's ears through his chest#while his own heart gave a huge leap in his chest#anyway that's that I'm feeling very insecure about my writing at this moment so don't come for me if u don't like it pls#thai boys love series#thai drama#thailand#kinnporsche#thai bl series#kinnporche the series#asian lbgtq dramas#kimhan theerapanyakul#porchay pichaya kittisawat
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am i alone in thinking lan sizhui would not make a better sect leader than lan jingyi or nah
#my reasons for thinking this are actually beyond blood btw#first of all i just thinks it’s OOC af for LSZ to even want to be sect leader#he’d do it if he absolutely had to but#with that wen streak and having so much to see and do#i strongly believe he’d prefer traveling and night hunting so he can see different parts of the world#and be free to study and do all of his funky little nerd shit#but Jingyi?????#he’s literally what the Lan clan NEEDS in a sect leader#he’s different he’s innovative he’s literally insane#enough with these perfect elegant quiet goody two shoes sect leaders#that clan needs CHAOS#ok but real talk#LJY is incredibly strong in mind body and spirit and doesn’t let anyone walk all over him and his friends/family#he’s unfiltered and direct and NOT afraid to take charge or say no or tell someone to piss off#and i know the lan clan is all about pushing peace love and kombucha but i really think they need the change fr#and LSZ just wouldn’t be that change#also LSZ being sect leader would drain the kid fr I genuinely think he’d resent it#ALSO ALSO#SECT LEADER JINGYI WITH NEW-GEN LAN DUCKLINGS OMFG#HE’D BE THE BEST TEACHER FOR THE NEW BABIES#HE’D BE SO FUN LIKE P L S#ok I’ll shut up now I swear#lmFAO#apple babble 🍎#anyway#just my personal onion 🧅#it’s okay if yours is different I just wanted to scream about this lmao#I love sect leader Jingyi sm 💞😭
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So Long, London is literally Feyre and Tamlin
#ACOTAR#ACOMAF#So Long London#Tamlin#Feylin#Feyre Archeron#Maasverse Swifties#anti Feylin#high lady of the night court#high lord of the spring court#Swifties#sry not sry tamtam#ship sinking songs#when it just clicks#also high infidelity#and pretty much every toxic song😅😅#putting the EX X in Feyre x Tamlin#like let’s think about this FAERIE LIGHTS THROUGH THE MIST her leaving into the world I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift LITERAL#just them from UTM to ACOMAF beginning pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away from them falling and his curse to her trying to#make him understand her in ACOMAF then you have MY SPINE SPLIT FROM CARRYING US UP THE HILL coughs ACOMAF wet through my clothes weary bones#caught the chill the wedding and the UTM scenes HOW MUCH SAD DID YOU THINK I HAD IN ME her trying to survive UTM tragedies and then her#with the YOULL FIND SOMEONE I DIDNT opt in to be your odd man out him trapping her out of every plan and in the house I founded the club she#heard great things about oh you mean the spring court built off the savior Feyre blood I LEFT ALL I KNEW YOU LEFT ME AT THE HOUSE literally#he steals her away she leaves her sisters the mortal realm she dies and he traps her in that house he leaves her first then you get into how#much tragedy because that’s what it was and she loved it for so long London BUT THEN ILL FIND SOMEONE cause Rhys two graves one gun IM NOT#THE ONE at the wedding then the bridge always hits YOU SAY I ABANDONED THE SHIP BUT I WAS GOING DOWN WITH IT she was dying there she gave#everything she could holding tight to your quiet resentment the way he just wanted the old her back even though he’s the reason that version#died my friends said it isn’t right to be scared THE LIBRARY every breath rarest air I AM DROWNING when your not sure if he wants to be ther#so just how low do you think I’d go the scene with Cassian of I GAVE EVERYTHING FOR THAT LOVE before I’d self implode what it did to her in#UTM and ACOMAF before I’d have to go be free and that’s Rhys and we’ll find someone
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so anxious abt work today that my brain is telling me to show up Now..... 90 minutes early............. inner chilchuck where are you...... save me....... save me inner chilchuck...............
#so anxious abt work today i also hardly slept last night#went to bed at around midnight and woke up at 2:30 (not that unusual i have intermittent sleep) but then i couldn't stop thinking#abt work today n couldn't fall asleep so i had to go downstairs and eat a whole ass meal and then play games for two hours or so#in order to calm down and then finally fall asleep for 3~4 more hours#i am once again the worker w/the most experience in our programs doing camp today which would be fine if the kids were decently behaved#but they are not and so yesterday i asked them all why we need to always threaten them with write-ups n quiet time for them to behave#and they're kids so they didn't rlly have an answer yet but i told them to think abt it#and ofc there are some kids who are Supremely Anxious abt getting written up asking me if i will write them up#and i'm like buddy you are one of the characters constantly acting up and horsing around here. the other staff have written you up regularly#n funny enough their answer yesterday was that they thought they could get away with their poor behavior#which certainly is an answer that i have No Idea how to respond to#the worm speaks#i chatted with some of them a bit more later n the details are mostly that they're acting on their emotions#so i kind of want to print out that 'decisions made in anger cannot be undone' img to laminate n post on the wall at work
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one of these days ill probably write some little fic thing abt some scene from linebecks childhood esp since ive been thinking abt it and havent really touched up my ideas for it in a while, but besides one about linebeck and damien initially meeting and bonding over linebeck cutting damien’s hair short for him, i think i want to do one more abt linebeck first meeting the two pirates that teach him about sailing and halfway raise him, though it’s less a formal meeting and more linebeck just wandering onto their ship as a kid and dodging the attempts of the crew to catch him while he pokes around
#salty talks#anyways last night early in the morning my cat decided for the first time in. ages. to open his little mouth and howl at my door.#howl. he kinda just meows loudly and persistently and hes got a bit if a high pitched baby meow. anyways he wakes me up by screaming#and i figure fuck it im going to ignore him. and he keeps screaming but goes quiet after i havent moved in a while#but i get uncomfortable and move so he starts meowing again bc he KNOWS im awake so i got up and opened the door and he came in for pets#he just wanted some attention followed me around for a bit before i left him by his food and w/ the other cat and just went back to bed#ofc then had two seperate dreams or smth one was. proof i likely still have arachnophobia. the other was tf2 flavored#i thinm it was the first tf2 dream ive had. i liked it i like having weirdass complicated dreams#anyways would you believe i actually wantes to talk abt linebeck backstory stuff here. just wanted to share the kitty event#anywas. linebeck meeting those pirates. hes oike 8 or smth and they dock at his home island so he checks it out and runs into the piratez#theyred the captain and the first mate. and when he asks abt it they get a lil caught up in explaining it so he just walks past them and#onto the ship and fucks around bc hes bored and doesnt really have anything better to do that specific day#im just losing it with my tagging system here. do i want to tag this as linebeck?#post-ph#that works for now
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Cup of China 2023 - Adam Siao Him Fa and Shoma Uno during the men’s victory ceremony
#this photo is everything to me I want to frame it put it on my wall stare at it forever#i’ve been lowkey hoping for something like this the whole off season watching adam’s ig and following him posting about his training#I love this boy and I love that he’s the kind of person who keeps quiet and works hard to get what he wants (like shoma)#and I do love his skating - his two programs were my favorite last season after shoma’s#but he really clicked for me at worlds on that first monday of practice (ik I will never shut up about this sorry)#was it the last group of men? it was pretty late and adam went in the group after shoma#and I was already shaky after seeing shoma practice with my very eyes#the way shoma practices is really like a machine - relentless and single-minded and unstoppable#and that night he was really hitting it (and popping a lot of jumps but he was still not holding back)#I think it was the night shoma did more jumping passes than the rest of the other men put together#and then adam’s group came out#and I ended up being unable to look away from adam because I saw much of the same qualities in him#and it went through my mind that of all the guys I’d seen there he was the one that reminded me the most of shoma#(lol it’s always shoma in the end isn’t it)#(and I love that shoma had already recognized his qualities too)#(I was so devastated when worlds went the way they did for adam sdghjkk)#but last season he still didn’t have what it took to fight at the same level with the guys at the top - or the consistency#that’s why this win feels so precious and meaningful#adam kept it together and delivered once more - it wasn’t just another one-time win in france#and to do it like that! tired from back to back assignments jetlagged and with boot issues!! On bad ice!!!#he knew that if shoma went clean it would have been hard or impossible for him to win#but he went for it with all he had and fought hard - i teared up towards the end because I was so worried he’d let his sp mistake get to hi#can’t wait for gpf but no matter how adam does there I’m so proud of him 😭#this was hard for me to watch because I also wanted shoma to win but I think Adam needed it more and it ended up being a deserved win#and I think it will motivate shoma for nhk and I’m so here for it! or literally: will be so there for it afsghjjfghgdh aaaaaaaaahhh#adam siao him fa#shoma uno
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bonus thing i cherish in this shot is that it's the one time it's immediately noticeable that her hair length is uneven....let's go Cutting One's Own Hair (With Or Without A Mirror) look havers irl (b/c of cutting one's own hair with or without a mirror, maybe) & even when it's recreated on purpose like so
#haven't yet rewatched fury road as i've been anticipating doing for weeks now. we're on the verge of it though i can sense it#thank god ms charlize (juking diacritics) decided on Furiosa Will Have Short Hair#the No Diegetic Makeup. the constant (smudged with dirt or grease or blood perhaps) looks#only additional thing that we're demanding from anything. armpit hair please. for furiosa at least#meanwhile siiigh i guess like three days (? i will go through the number of Nights in my head. one. two.) closer to two days#isn't long enough to grow that much leg hair siiigh fine. more difficult to match up leg hair shots chronology too but if only....#reminds me how a while ago i was like half watching smthing & after a fair number of scenes was like oh hang on that's charlize furiosa....#b/c i basically know her From This. i'd seen smthing else she was in years before w/o remembering much details of Anything#(also had technically seen tom hardy in smthing more recently at the time Also w/o recognizing as much. also thanks at least in part to#not especially enjoying the movie) & i'm not great with faces; that most roles are gonna have Longer Hair / Makeup happening#and a lack of constant dirt grease blood etc even like okay this would be quite difficult#so i Didn't recognize the actor for a hot minute until the reason i Did was just this instance of [subtle quiet shift Acting Moment]#where she got this particular Silent Restrained Intensity going and i was like oh hang on. Could Be Her lmao. it was#anyways even capturing this screencap it was like Aughhh that she Walks. Stops. Walks. the Soundtrack doing what it's doing here....#and if there's Anything in this film to illustrate [max: main character] [furiosa: protagonist] boy is it this scene. wah#the end of this shot as capable like starts looking away like ah yeah emotion moment. well i'll give you this privacy#just like the fast & furious crossroads chat about cam fr lol like i'll respectfully turn so i'm not looking right at you for this Real Shi#responding to your reeling deepest devastation by moving forward still as far as you can? a quarter mile at a time of you#fury road
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YOU'LL LOOK UP AND SEE YOU SURVIVED
YOU STAGGER AROUND YOU START TO EXPLORE WHILE OLD FRIENDS PRETEND THAT YOU DIED
#i've had such a shitty night#like my shitty nights are every night but i'm quiet about it it's not anybodys problem but my own#but unfortunately i failed at being quiet about it tonight and my mom noticed#shitty night means i'll watch act two of adamandi and pretend that i'm sad about that something something#escapism will be my biggest downfall#ANYWAYS quincy i love you#not a vent i Suppose
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not even gonna throw my hat into the barbie (2023) discourse because at this point, everyone has said what i wanted to say and more eloquently at that. (my feelings on that movie are very well known to anyone that's followed me for some time now btw) HOWEVER, i can't believe you can point out that greta gerwig is THE first filmmaker ever to ever get their first 3 films (solo directorial efforts to be more exact) nommed for best picture and that it's a record that 2 of the nominees in best director haven't achieved (for ref: scorsese didn't get a best picture nom til raging bull while nolan didn't score a bp nom til inception. funny enough, tdk was a HUGE part of the reason why the academy decided to expand the number of slots in bp from 5 to 10.) and you have ppl in the youtube comments accusing you of belittiling their accomplishments to lift greta up all bc you stated a damn FACT. youtube, like twitter, has the same exact kind of "oh so you like pancakes?? then you must HATE waffles" energy that i find insufferable, sdhfjkgjh.
#i also want to like#preface this by saying that i LOVED the movie like loved it to the point where i have 3 diff kinds of barbie merch#LOVED margot's performance and imo this movie wouldn't have worked as well as it did had it not been for greta#however i do think the reaction to their snubs was/is incredibly blown out of proportion considering that margot got a nom as a producer of#the movie while greta got a screenplay nom along w/ noah baumbach#and tbf given that best actress is an emma vs lily race at this point i'm not too shocked margot decided to push more for producer instead#esp since most of her campaign has been related more to her work as a producer on the film than her acting recently#anyway i need ppl on youtube to stop misinterpreting my comments!!! i mainly pointed that bit abt greta out not only bc its MASSIVE esp#when you consider it's a record that two of THE most well known filmmakers of all time havent been able to achieve#but also to point out how like ridiculous this whole discourse has been sdghfjghjkerjth#anyway im logging off for the night hope everyone is having a good one <3#be quiet drea
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‘you’re all i got, cousin’ crying over richie of all people. can this day get any worse
#IF I SAID RICHIE IS ONE OF THE MOST COMPELLING CHARACTERS ON THE BEAR WHAT THEN#THIS SHOW SAID NO TWO DIMENSIONAL CHARACTERS!!!#he’s still a dick tho. love him#hi i had a hellish day. being on ur period plus working bank holiday saturday lunch rush? no a slaytastic combo#saw unprecedented levels of twatism today night actually be my worst shift at this place ever#god fr saw me posting positively about work lately and went girl BE QUIET and u know what it’s crickets from my end from now on bossman#this is the first time i could NOT snap myself out of a mood bc of a customer like it was a hundred little shitty interactions#of being spoken to like utter shit and then one table just pissed me OFF like complained to my manager the works and if it had been that on#it’s own it would have been fine but it had already been building and i was like no. im done#got asked if i could stay on until 10 and i wasn’t even polite about it i just went ‘FUCK no’#almost cried on the bus home. humiliating. immediately got in an argument w my mum. thriving tbh#and then went ‘now is probably a bad time to watch THIS of all shows but oh well’ and weirdly it’s actually calmed me down bc I’m reminded#this is a universal struggle and it isn’t just me being a little bitch lmao. still sucks that my job literally consists of#‘whoever can tolerate being spoken to like dirt for the longest without snapping will get shifts :)’ like why is this behaviour allowed#why do i have to regularly day after day be disrespected and treated like im not even a person. for MINIMUM FUCKING WAGE#blowing the restaurant up im so fucking done man#the bear#hella slaves to capitalism
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all I wanna do is have a hot bath, curl up with a blanket and watch tv for hours. preferably ghibli.
#I have two more hours left of work#technically I could leave right now. I didn't even have to come in today.#but it's been a quiet day cause of the weather so I've only been mostly cleaning#and the later I leave the less chance I have of running into my father at home#but I also talked to my sister (cause she now knows) and I'm going over to her and place for dinner and staying the night#and she has such a different viewpoint on my dad since she's been out of the home for so long#I'm just scared that she's gonna ridicule me for how I'm reacting. saying I'm being overdramatic.#I want to hold to my actions cause I don't want him in my life.#but I think now it's truly just. starting to sink in. that this is my reality now.#I had like two cups of coffee today (I never have coffee) so I was super hyper at like 10 this morning#but then I crashed#and even now I just feel. so odd. numb. disgusted.#like I think I'm actually starting to process this.
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#waiting ever so patiently for ppl to fall asleep so that I can microwave some mashed potatoes...#in the past two days I have not had enough food#yeah that's all the time and yes the calorie deficit is kicking my ass#but fuck I am so hungry rn and have been since early this morning#once ppl are in bed I'm going to warm up potatoes and peas#pls godoka let there be a little more for me#in my own place I'll be able to use the bathroom and eat food whenever I want#I won't even have to expect shame#I won't worry about earning my food by working my ass off for someone else#I'll just get to eat when I want and in peace not in the dark and as quiet as a mouse#I'll light myself a candle because why not and help myself to homemade soups#i really want to cook for some reason but using the kitchen pisses ppl off bc they can hear the sounds of my existence#i hate that if i don't do enough to them that they think i just lose the right to eat bc they perceive me as a waste of resources#i stood up all night and wandered around crying over the same old same old... came home at like 5am#i let myself sleep in and ik they think i haven't contributed enough to earn any food today#“what good is a man if he only eats and sleeps?”#that's all they see#trying not to smoke and trying to cope in other ways like writing about it#at least school is tomorrow and I'll get to see my dear profs again#i cried reading their happy thanksgiving messages over email last night
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what if capitalism is making the one job i thought was possible for me feel unattainable not because i haven’t literally been doing it since age 13 but because it’s not well paid enough so until you get into a higher position you have to work multiple jobs and i knew that i always knew that but. fuck. why is adulting going to be so exhausting. what if this really is the best time of my life? being a depressed college student? what if it’s downhill from here?
#I love my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#i HATE my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#like bestie I was just watching critical role why did I pause it to write this down#anyway in other news I have a ten hour tech day and I’m ✨scared✨#technically it’s nine and a half though because they moved the call by a whole half hour#and honestly I’m going to get breakfast for meal swipes so I might end up being late cause breakfast doesn’t open until 10#but like fuck if I’m gonna try to make food here#I want to pack my bag tonight but also I just laid down after doing dishes and I’m exhausted#I’ve had such a long day too I had two normal classes (one of which I basically led the class. I interviewed two professionals in front of#the whole class. FUCK I probably need to send them a thank you email. that’s gonna be a tmrw issue or I might draft hifh but like not sendin#but anyway after that I had one hour for lunch and then three hour lab which was fun!! because we went ride pooling but like we walked a#shit ton and in the sun#oh and my roommates must’ve forgotten I come with today cause they left me behind (which is totally fine cause I didn’t get up but it did#mean I had to catch the on campus transport and that takes forever and so I was late to meet my friend for breakfast and dining hall was#closed so I had to get food elsewhere which literally cost the same as the dining hall in the morning which is dumb but it took waaay longer#anyway hifh boom takes tumblr diary entries too seriously idk why I channeled my whole life into this post lmao#i think it’s cause I’m self-isolating HARD (despite being fairly social at the moment? it’s a surprisingly cool balancing act im pulling off#quite well as a busy bee) so I felt the need to pretend to have human connection without actually breaking my self-imposed isolation lmao#boom blogs high
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