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candyunicornsateme · 3 months ago

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I've always had one big fan since the beginning. Years ago I told my dad I had like 400 followers or something and he earnestly said "wow all those people talk to you?". Hahaha no dad, actually never, but you're great for that. Truly no one can replace you.

#rimble ramble #i had a little cry and i feel better #felt crap all day but!! i persist with my fandom nonsense nonetheless #as I always do #for........checks notes... 13 years #if u need me i'll be drawing and crying in a corner alone #I'll answer that question tomorrow

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 26 days ago

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Learning to celebrate the little wins!

#fersona #While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day #I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!

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canisalbus · 1 year ago

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Look, I know it's supposed to end badly. But I need to admit that in my head, they declared a mutual "fuck this shit" to the world and society. Packed all the stuff they could one late night and escaped to a remote open plain in the middle of some thick woods where they spent the rest of their lives healing and living freely in nature.

I've been having a lot of intense feelings about them as well. The tragical elements are so baked in to their story and setting, it's hard to imagine a happy ending for them. But every now and then I find myself thinking of scenarios and AUs where they both live and grow old together. For coping purposes, I suppose.

#for real though I've had several crying sessions over them during the past couple of weeks I'm not kidding #that's how you know you've perhaps gotten a little too emotionally invested in your characters #two entirely fictional dog men whose fates I have complete control over have reduced me to shambles #the unfortunate truth is that from a storytelling point the whole thing works better as a tragedy #the sadness makes the happy moments more significant and the happy moments feel bittersweet because of the sadness #for all intents and purposes they're classic star-crossed lovers #neither of them have done anything to justify such a wretched end though and I just want good things for them #I think I might have to come up with an alternate ending where Machete has the sense and chance to resign before it's too late #and move to Florence to be closer to Vasco #or maybe they both go back to Venice where they originally met that might be nice #maybe not realistic but it'd be nice #answered #dragonfoxgirl

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dailycupofcreativitea · 3 months ago

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The depression hit so hard today I had to take a day off work lol

#i just know my period is coming #but no seriously lately ive been having a series of reoccuring nightmares and today it kinda slapped #knew i had to dip out when i was crying before my meeting RIP #spent the day playing zelda on my newly fixed joycons (thank you free nintendo service)#so now i feel a little better #musings #vent

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insomnia-and-caffeine · 4 months ago

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clinicals are starting again from tomorrow so if I vanish just assume that the terror fully consumed me, mind, body, and spirit. I know I’ll be fine. I’m confident that I won’t fail. I did pretty decently last time. But bro I can’t even find the words to describe the fear in my heart.

Also 80 hours of unpaid work sounds pretty Not Great. To remind myself that all things pass I’ll add to this post over the next two weeks and hopefully look back on it next time pracs roll around and feel some type of hope knowing I survived (🤞)

#Sam rambles #weirdly last time I finished a placement I actually had a little cry #which doesn’t happen all that often #I went into it thinking it’d be awful #and look I didn’t have a great preceptor or hospital #but I loved the patients and the way that I was able to make them feel ‘better’#physically and emotionally #and it hit me when it was over #So I’m just trying to remember that 🤞🤞🤞#I also chose to do this!!! No one is forcing me.#Anyway: wish me luck 😭

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thetardisisnotourdivision · 4 months ago

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Hey did I ever tell y'all about the time I dreamed that I had a baby daughter called Ellie that began with my finding out I was pregnant and ended on like her third birthday?

I legitimately woke up thinking "I should go check on Ellie" and then realised she was never real and when I tell you I SOBBED. I've been haunted by an implacable sense of loss ever since. Did I travel to another dimension? Wtf happened because that was insane.

#I'm not even joking when I say it felt REAL #I have this baby doll (it was my mum's when she was a kid and I have it now) that sometimes I just hold and it makes me feel better???#Did I astral project into another life?????#Was it just a really fucking intense fever dream??????#For the record I was like fifteen I have never even done the do let alone had a pregnancy scare #But yeah my little Ellie #And she never fuckin existed #I woke up halfway through planning her birthday party like baking a cake or sm and I was thinking #“I'll give her the little green cardigan I knitted”#Woke up to a silent house and was like “she's never usually quiet this time in the morning”#Then realised what had happened and started CRYING #idk man it's insane #From a psychological point of view it's fascinating but I've tried and tried to analyse the dream and?????#I always come up with something different???? I can't pinpoint the actual cause and effect of the whole thing?????#Madness honestly #And it was just a normal day too nothing weird had happened it wasn't a coma and I wasn't knocked out it was just a Dream #A very very real one #For the record I don't think Ellie had a father #I think it was just an immaculate conception that nobody ever questioned #Might have been IVF now I think about it #That would make more sense #dream #weird dreams #Ig I should add a grief trigger warning???#tw grief #one time i dreamt #Very confused and it's been like two years so wtf yeah that was... Intense #The most dream of all time #Maybe I'm just fucking insane lol but yeah

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ninkaku · 2 months ago

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referring to people with mental illnesses as like “healed” in later life is not something i fw because it just sounds like thinly veiled ableism and a very big disconnect to understanding how people with mental illnesses function and can function later in life even if they have a difficulty doing so in earlier stages of life (: