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Eventually I will stop hurting these boys (gender-neutral), but maybe not for @ockissweek but hey, they've gotten somewhere!
It only registered that they had moved at all when he blinked into a dimly lit room.
He flinched at a harsh sound next to him—Oliver, moving something in front of the door. “Lost ‘em,” they said. “Should be safe for the moment.”
An answering noise echoed in the space.
Eldryn darted further into the place to—likely to do something important his lagging brain couldn’t be bothered to comprehend.
The ground was suddenly a lot closer than it had been a moment before. Oh, he had sat down. Probably for the best, couldn’t collapse if he was already on the ground.
She left footprints in the dust. This place hadn’t been used in some time then. Forgotten and left to fade from memory. Some things were safer that way, like the letters in a drawer he never opened. Others rotted and festered, poisoning everything around them, without any ever the wiser about why everything was so bad, why the whole thing was collapsing, why everyone was getting sick and dying.
That wasn’t right. Some had known, hadn’t they? Had worked very hard to keep it a secret, but not one that was forgotten and lost to time, but passed down and guarded. Planned it all. Planned to pass it down to him too, in time. Greys, would he have accepted? If they had sat him down, explained it all so clinically as the best possible option, would he have been fooled? Agreed even? Greys…
“Evan?”
A shaking hand, so very warm and rough and calloused and scarred, was pressed to his face. He blinked, and the spire and the Coven were gone, replaced by Oliver’s face, pinched in concern.
That ragged breathing was coming from him, wasn’t it?
“Stay, won’t ya?” they asked, hand still on his cheek. “Here, and now. Please Evan?”
He nodded.
Their eyes fell, he followed them down to his hands and—
“Fuck,” they whispered.
The skin, his skin, had gone completely ashen, the veins a dark gray, near black, as they snaked up his arms, disappearing under the stained fabric of the robe. That festering rot a part of him, a part of all of them.
He almost pulled them back to hide them from view on instinct, but their hands caught them before he could, rubbing circles into the skin, pressing them together. They brought them up towards their mouth and he could only stare dumbly.
Oliver was going to kiss his hand, like some knight in a child’s tale. An insane laugh threatened to spill out at the thought.
No, they were only moving them to fan hot breaths over them, trying to bring warmth back to the near dead flesh.
It's all too much, and he is forced to look away, even as he still felt their touch like a brand.
A stray beam of light highlights some of the particles in the air.
“No more excitement for a bit, yeah? No state to be Casting, that’s for sure, least. Can try to stay low and hidden. Know a few—”
“I didn’t know,” he cut them off. “You have to believe me that I didn’t know. Oliver, I swear to you, even if you think me the greatest fool for it. I swear.”
“I know.”
“I never would have gone along with it, any of it if I had known. I would have left the moment I found out. I swear to you. I swear. Please, you have to believe me, you have to know me better than that, you have to,” he’s pleading, though only the Veyrit know which of them he’s trying to convince.
“Evander. Evan. I know. Please.” Their voice is so soft. So gentle.
“Veyrit, I hated you. All this time, and I hated you for leaving them, for leaving me! For not even telling me why. And you let me. You let me, why did you let me?”
Their hands, their warmth, their grounding touch, leave him. Not that he can blame them. The state he must look, drained of magic, tears staining his face, trying not to shake apart, adrift, and utterly lost after everything. As if he had any right to be this broken and seek a claim on any comfort they could provide after how he had treated them.
But then their arms wrapped around him, pulled him to their chest, and he went easily, truly shaking apart now. His hands fist in their shirt and he clings desperately. If he let go, there’s no telling if he could come back. There’s no telling if he even could let go.
They press a kiss to his forehead, long and lingering, before they rest their chin on top of his hair. Their hands are clutched in his robe just as tightly. It felt too much like home and forgiveness.
Both of them had almost lost this. Had lost this. Had had this ripped away for far too long by powers that claimed to know better, know the right thing.
Fuck them. Damn them to the Abyss and let the Grey take them as they had every right.
He pulled back just enough to tilt his head up and look at them. For the first time in far too long, they are easy to read, his own emotions mirrored back at him. Neither of them has to say anything, before they both lean in to each other.
There’s nothing gentle about the kiss. It’s too desperate, too charged with everything that has happened and is still unsaid. The position isn’t ideal, his body bent and twisted to reach them, Oliver pressed to the hard floor. Teeth catch on lips and clash together. Both still cling almost too tightly to the other, as if they could press into each other, make a home in all the places they’ve carved into each other over the months and years.
And it's utterly perfect, and they’re both here and alive.
When they pull back, they’re both sharing ragged breaths between them.
“Whatever happens next,” he breathed, somehow finding his voice, “we do it together.”
“Together.”
#writeblr#writing#amwriting#excerpt#ockiss24#not completely sure how to tag this?#tw: magical injury#tw: body horror#i guess those are best?#evander#oliver rook#evandiver#there’s a humor in this one not posting right the first time i just know
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Trying to figure out modern Ludovica.
#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#art#artists on tumblr#Ludovica#anthro#dogs#canine#animals#modern au#for those of you who haven't seen her before she's Vasco's platonic wife in the original canon (they have a lavender marriage)#she has her own girlfriend whose design I notoriously haven't managed to pin down yet#in modern au she's one of Vasco's best friends#I guess she's one of Vasco's best friends in canon as well#her design was mostly inspired by brittany spaniels but she isn't supposed to be of any specific breed
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like mother, like son, but less wholesome this time?
(I couldn't decide whether or not to put them together, so have them in all the different ways!)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#if i had a nickel for every time a draconia ob'd while trying to save lilia#and had to be taken out by a member of this one specific bloodline with sparkly celestial hair that a fairy blessed#et cetera and so on you know the rest#i mean we know it's going to end better this time but y'know. the parallels!#oh meleanor my beloved#of course...of course she ob'd...it makes sense...#everything about this whole situation just massively sucked for everyone huh#well at least silver's biodad felt guilty about killing her i guess#i dunno i'm just havin' some feelings about all of this#lilia had both the absolute worst and absolute best things about his life come out of all this#down the two great loves of his life and also his job and reputation and 200 years of his life and uhhhh kind of everything else honestly#up some kids though!#(also one of those kids is a baby dragon who is JUST the right size to put silly hats on)#they were worth it to him! or maybe they were worth not giving up? look i am DEEP in the blorbosauce right now#if you don't want to read emotional tags about lilia twistedwonderland then don't come to egophiliac.tumblr.com
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new limited edition firefighter spacesuit hazmat itfs just dropped
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#yuuji#megumi#ignores the clock NICE 2 draws up in a day :)#needed smth quick n loose n easy after th behemoth tht was my last draws#these fits r.....something#i still do not like megumi's colour palette here but i think adding extra values n making his skin tone a bit less saturated helped#also toned down the orange#also fixed his hair >:( ily gege i respect u so much but pls....respectufully.... do a better job slicking back his hair........#anyway i realized midway through sketching tht the angle yuuji is at does Not show the majority of the belts around his hips n thighs#so i made some educated guesses but i do not claim 2 b an authority on Belt Placement#similarly ! guessed at the text on their jackets i Can Not Read#is it a 9? is it an S? lower case g? cyrillic/???? who can say i went with 9#and gun 2 my head i cld not tell u what R-<3-T-E stands for . if those r even the letters#oh well i tried my best not bad fr 6 hours
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I only just now realized what a shame it is we never got to see Al and Greedling really interacting
#nocturnal hangout buddies#so much to talk about like 'why did you kidnap me if you're already immortal you dumb asshole'#and games like 'try to guess the stupid song ling is hollering in the mindspace for the 10 millionth time'#it woulda been good#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#greed#greedling#alphonse elric#comic#my art#doodles#always so fun to come back to this style and remember it's far and away the painting style i'm best at#in terms of efficiency and final look#and yet i basically never use it at all lma o#anyways hope you enjoy this comic that doesn't really have a punchline a;lsdkfj#those are few and far between for me so gotta enjoy em when they pop up!
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--- [gift for @persychan]
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#artists on tumblr#art#ocs#marsilio#pettirossi#text says: the three promises - first performance#this was a bday gift i just forgot to post it from like weeks agoooooo#but it was sent on the right day#anyway keep rolling those promises mars eventually you'll keep one out of pure statistics#he actually didnt die in the boss fight (despite his best efforts) so i guess the statistics' working
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kills me that the reason given for rook to exist as pc is that "ooo we need to find people solas doesn't know in order to hunt him down" and then in the very first conversation you have with him solas knows exactly who rook is. and then the inquisitor shows up at the end of the game anyways.
#finding a stranger to get solas never made sense to me to begin with#those in the inquisition got to know solas for a 1+ year(s)#traveled fought lived argued bonded w him#got to know him AS solas and then LATER as the dread wolf#and you think that the best person for the job is someone who knows jackshit about him?#don't make me laugh#da4#veilguard spoilers#dragon age#datv critical#i guess#solas
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Words Collide
[First] Prev <--> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang fengmian#yu ziyuan#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Almost axed this comic but then I remembered I cut the previous argument between them and I guess they can have this.#and by 'this' I mean their toxic arranged marriage verbal battles.#As I previously mentioned in a comic I have chosen to see them as mlm and wlw in an unfulfilled relationship.#The yearning is for companionship. I think they do care for each other it's just something deeply complicated. And bitter.#I truly feel for JC and WWX in this scene because while it's implied YZY really pushes the limit...it's apparent this isn't new.#And it's so petty! Anyone who lived through a parent pitting you against a sibling can tell you that this stuff messed them up#regardless of what side you were on (the golden one or the fuck up).#It doesn't matter what is said. It matters that it was said at all. That you can't shake the concept once it was spoken.#The Jiang household is so much more miserable the deeper you examine what's going on and how they cope with it.#Knowing that a parent does not like you is just awful. I wish everyone who's been through it all the best. You didn't deserve that.#Next update is back to the jokes! Remember jokes? It jingled merrily...How I miss the sound of those bells...
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I simply think this fandom doesn't give Wei Wuxian enough credit for the various ways in which he saved Lan Wangji
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#idk man- i just see a lot of “Lan Wangji has always been protecting Wei Wuxian” posts and its like...#I mean... Lan Wangji has always certainly been trying to protect Wei Wuxian#it took him a long time to figure how to successfully do that though#rereading the books rn and noticing theres a lot of instances that could be read as lwj being frustrated over his inability to protect wwx#like he seemed ready to cry when wwx went missing for a while and then came back with the cursed leg#lwj has always been great at protecting wwx from physical threats (ex: waterborn abyss) but had no idea how to protect him from himself#meanwhile wwx has always been instictually good at saving lwj from both#like I'm 100% lwj would've become like Jiang Cheng if wwx hadn't snapped him out of the blindly following authority thing#and also like... 15 y/o lwj wasnt happy with his life. he was lonely and stressed and literally signing up to be flogged whenever he goofed#wwx is who allowed lwj to grow up by showing him what it was like to actually be a kid (shown in story whenever lwj gets drunk)#he led lwj to having a more flexible mindset. and it both let lwj relax and set lwj up to be a better parent#looking into lwj's dynamic with the juniors- he lets them break a fuck ton of the petty rules and encourages them to question authority#he also teaches them to not be married to any one meathod of problem solving#wwx is also able to save lwj from his own stubbornness#ex: carrying lwj when he broke his leg. getting lwj to cough up bad blood. getting lwj to keep the rabbits#wwx also tends to give lwj the words he has trouble saying himself. helps him communicate#wwx also protects lwj in fights a lot but thats narratively less important#except the various times wwx puts himself in danger to help lwj. those times are what made it so lwj could never move on from wwx#like with the cave incident#or when wwx helped surpress the arm instead of using the chaos to escape cloud recesses#tldr i guess: i think this fandom tends to treat lwj being the best like its natural to him when really wwx accidentaly rewired his brain#I'm looking directly at fanfic writers who act like the Lans would've treated wwx better than the Jiangs#lwj had to do so much work and self reflection post meeting wwx to be the way he is. he is not the sole product of the Lan teachings
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one of the true highlights of the qsmp was introducing non-french speakers to how fucking awesome and hilarious etoiles is
#this was gonna be a post about etoiles and roier but then i started thinking about how well that man gets on with everyone and im emotional#started thinking about roier and him in purgatory#about cellbit during the fruit mountain competition telling him hed simply cancel any competition if etoiles couldnt make it#about phil and fit and etoiles goofing on the server#about tubbo making an etoiles soundboard and dancing around the server pretending to be him#about him telling tallulah to simply kill everyone (in minecraft)#about his endless journey to totally perfect every armor and weapon stat mathematically (“um actually this is better you know”)#about me doing my own modded minecraft world and realizing he was right - the nether is really cool with those mods :)#about how loved the lil cucumber man is by anyone and everyone who meets him#qsmp#qsmp etoiles#etoiles#i miss the determined cucumber :(#his league streams will do i guess (the only person i will watch LoL for lmaoooo)#pleasr excuse this post that is only gushing about etoiles. after all. He is The Best.
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They're off to see the wizard! The wonderful wizard of Oz!!
I actually started this last month and then got burnt out and didn't finish it until now but whatever I FINISHED IT!! I finished watching Scooby Doo and Guess Who last month and there's a Wizard of Oz parody in the last episode and I just knew I had to do fanart, a legal requirement if you will.
I kept Shaggy, Fred and Velma's costumes from the episode the same but I thought Daphne and Scooby deserved costumes that were a bit more personal too. But who would the wizard in question be?? Well don't worry because I drew art for that too!!
I just can't stop thinking about a proper direct to DVD scooby WOZ parody film and how Van Ghoul should be the wizard, like in my head it's perfect.
#my art#scooby doo#scooby doo fanart#daphne blake#fred jones#shaggy rogers#velma dinkley#mystery incorporated#scooby doo and guess who#vincent van ghoul#mystery inc#the background took so long god it was so hard to figure out#im a not background girlie I mostly do character art so I figured the best way to learn was to draw something I like#idk i looked at other scooby background arts from trick or treat and the other modern movies but I still cannot BG paint I fear#turned out pretty alright though Im happy with it#mad props to background painters cause idk how they do it well I suppose they both know how to do it and enjoy doing it so thats how#but whatever the point is that it impresses me as I drew one and burnt out#but I LOVED drawing that sandwich like listen shaggy and scooby had a point to make when they make those things
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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It's that time of the year again ✨
#art vs artist 2024#art vs artist#dmc#devil may cry#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#rdr#red dead redeption#rdr1#red dead redemption 1#artvsartist#artvsartist2024#dmc5#devil may cry 5#spardacest#dante#nero#vergil#john marston#arthur morgan#v#v dmc#wow that was a lot of tags LMAO#guess thats what having more than one fandom in a recap does to you huh#ANYWAY heres my best art that happens to not be a commission haha#nothing wrong with those! in fact i have plenty of art i was commissioned in my art summary meme i already made#but i just wanted to put this one together with just my personal art#which admittedly. i didnt do a lot of this year KJHFDK#i kinda turned into a full time commission artist by accident in 2024 WHOOPS#not complaining just different from my usual routine
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jjk doodles from requests !!! these were fun ty everyone for sending
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#gojo satoru#im only tagging those 3 sue me there r so many chars hELP#if i didnt do your request exactly gomennnnn i tried my best...iam so tired FGHFSDFJ#fun game guess which doodle i did first vs which i did last gsfdgs to me it is Very obvious where i started running out of steam#also !!!! drew miwa real big bc I Love Her miwa u r so cute my love my life my mikucoded gf#she is a gojolover but i could fix her
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shhhh the bisexuals are sleeping
#starfleet officers sleep normally challenge (impossible)#like???#the best position you could find is breaking your spine against a wall of rock??? ok#i guess if you're used to those 2 inch regulation mattresses....#mckirk#star trek#star trek tos#captain kirk#the original series#tos#star trek the original series#shitposting#star trek memes#screencaps#bisexual#gay rights#look at that LIGHTING#jim kirk#eepy
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no real cheese will ever live up to the phantom taste i imagined the cartoon cheese from tom and jerry cartoons i watched as a kid tasted like.
this is the pinnacle of the cheese-based foodgroups. i think it was less the visual appeal (almost none, it looks like a dried sponge half the time) and more the fervent desperation with which the mouse pursued it. the permeating lust for this cheese.
the fanatical daydreaming was so evocative that my brain and tongue made up a flavour that will never exist and i am doomed to spend my life unfulfilled
#sorry there's been old cartoons on in the bg all week at work and also i haven't been grocery shopping in a bit#i guess the closest is those ritz crackers w the fakeass cheese inside? i need a recipe for those bc they're way overpriced#anyways tomorrow i gotta go spend $30 on imported feta cheese even tho it's expensive but it's the one i like best :/#sorry canadian farmers. the greeks just know feta better#jj stuff
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