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quick sketch for this high school alenoah fic
#alenoah#my art#total drama#td alejandro#td noah#my writing#shameless self promo#i draw them so different every time đ#alenoahweek2024
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#this is after Sebastian kills Solomon#eloise understands and could never turn him inđ„ș#theyâre both so similar#honestly I feel likeâŠ#living with intense guilt the rest of their lives is enough punishment#but even if they feel guilt over the things they do#at the same time they would never actually do things differently even if they could travel back in time#bc in the moment it was Solomon or them and anything else wouldnât have been Permanent enough (in their minds)#like Eloise does things that give her with panic attacks in the future but she would always do them again#bc the well-being of people she loves & of herself is her priority#and Sebastian is the sameâŠ#sorry if this is ramblingâŠI have finally succumbed to Covid#and I have a high feverđđđđđđđ every day I feel WORSEâŠ#maybe thst is why I drew an angst drawingđ#anyways I could write up a whole post (more eloquent more thinking) about how I feel about these things#and how these two are kind of unhealthy for each other#bc they see things a lot of times as us vs themâŠ#wow who knows if these tags even make senseđł my fever is like 38°âŠ#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanart
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how long does it take you to draw your sketches/doodles? also do you have any tips to draw faster? đââïž
I generally take 30 - 60 minutes a sketch,,,, but honestly really depends on how detailed it is.
Like a Chibi will be done in 20 - 25 minutes (Counting in the extra time I spend on minute details like a perfectionist đ)
I for some reason really like spending egregious amounts of time on random objects too??? Unless itâs the in the background, Iâll spend 40 minutes refining it.
Random characters that are fully colored and rendered with take like 80 minutes.
The comics take usually take an hour or two per page. (If I decide to cross hatch it, my entire day will be gone with 4 pages⊠so Iâve been trying to find shortcuts. But not without sacrificing the quality for time lol)
I donât think thereâs any trick or magic to drawing faster. Itâs really about weaponizing your artistic knowledge, and finding whatâs comfortable or convenient for you!
There was a period of time where I would spend 11 or 12 hours on an illustration, and it wASS UGLYYYYY. (Some of these artworks are still available on my tumblr,,, but itâs SO LONG AGO, AND IT WAS MY 1ST OR 2ND YEAR GETTING INTO DIGITAL ART)
Overtime I learned what worked best for me, and practiced till I felt more comfortable with what I was drawing. Eventually I managed to shorten the time to 4 hours or less! Ambition was my biggest enemy but at the same time my biggest motivator. (And it still is LMFAO) đ
EDIT (bit more to my way too long tangent): ALSO??? BRO DONâT BE AFRAID TO USE YOUR MESSY SKETCH AS LINEART OR DRAW ON TOP OF IT. IâVE DONE IT FOR YEARS NOW AND IT ADDS SUCH A GOOD EXTRA BIT OF TEXTURE,, AT THIS POINT I DONâT EVEN USE LINE-ART ANY MORE UNLESS ITâS A COMMISSION,, (ITâLL ADD LIKE AN 2-4 HOURS TO MY WORK)
#mushyrt#asks#that word minute bothers me so much#I look at it and want to refer to it as the time minute#this sketch took about 3 minutes when it shouldâve been 1 minute#BUT I WAS SO HYPERFIXATED ON THE EYESSS#i say these pretty words#but THE REAL TIP IS HONESTLY THE LASSO TOOL#LASSO TOOL IS THE BEST#ITâS MY FAVORITE TOOL FOR MAKING BACKGROUNDS OR QUICK SHADING OR COLORING#OR ALSO THE MASK TOOL#TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM#THEYâRE SO GOOD#Procreate mask tool kinda sucksss#SO USE ALPHA LOCK IF YOU ARE A CONFIDENT PERSON#OR NOT AFRAID TO F**K UP#Bro I sometimes draw on 1 layer and use alpha lock and my friends look at me like Iâm a menace#BUT IT!S USEFULLLL AND SO EASY#This little tangent definitely shouldâve been my answer for the âhow much do you drawâ question#but Iâve been thinking about it for a long time#AND IâM A MANIAC WHEN IT COMES TO DRAWING đđ#even if you rob me of a paper or pencil I WILL FIND A WAY TO DRAW#I WILL SCRATCH INTO YOUR SHIRT AND ROCKS AND MAKE AN ARTWORK OUT OF WATER OR CAT FUR#YOU WILL NOT DEPRIVE ME OF MY CREATIVE ENDEAVORS#This didnât stick out to me until one of my friends said âomg ofc sheâs drawingâ under her breath#like I spend every second of free time I have drawing unless I find something else interesting#The only time Iâm not drawing is when Iâm on the toilet or doing random everyday stuff#I forgot to talk about this but greyscale to color is insanely useful too; it teaches you different values while also being super fast#i tend to use greyscale to color when I do a BW sketch I end up liking#TL;DR - Lasso Tool + Layer Mask + Alpha Lock + Sketch as lineart
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Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished đ« It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????
If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3
#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this đđ#originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au)#and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare)#and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS#no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend#it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep.#the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg#i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend#*weakly* i did it~#again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!!#i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself#i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process#tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny#thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement đ„čđ„č#hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today!#also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now)#now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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"Uh- I'm Arnold. Bennett. It's profoundly difficult to get your lifes works and studies accepted if your name isn't... yes, oh! Are you a fan of moths, sir?"
NEW RDR2 OC!! a reclusive, clumsy entomologist and bug collector; cooped up in his study of uniformed clutter
#i drew him on such a tiny file đđDIDNT THINK ABT IT im so used to drawing less detailed big headed trolls BWHAHA#I'm still figuring out where he's from and his lore!#he's definitely from south asia... I'm leaning towards him originally being from Sri Lanka#which I BELIEVE was called Ceylon at the time under british rule#im looking forward to spending some time on researching this further before coming to any conclusions. for now his backstory isss vague#and practically nonexistant#he now lives in Saint Denis! if he was in game his study would be accessible#likely through a greenhouse similar to Algernon's encounters yknow!!#some stained glass windowss lots of lamps and dark academia inspo... also agitha twilight princess inspired#he's very socially awkward and clumsy#used to being a recluse and submitting his findings and works semi-anonymously through his name but without a face#so when he encounters arthur or john OR the player if in online he's VERY surprised and even clumsier#but extremely enthusiastic to share his passions#LISTEN I'm playing rdr2 for hours almost every day but I can't tell if insects are studyable#IF it was a feature THIS MAN!!! would be the one to send you on missions related to it ESPECIALLY online#ANYWAY!!!! these r things that have instantly come to mind for him!! I hope I can develop him a little more with time and research#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#rdr2#rdr#OC#original character#protagonist ocs#I NEVER POST MY OCS ON HERE i need 2 start posting them again#OH AND OBVIOUSLY he changed his name at least professionally... idk if it was legally or he just went around signing off as a different nam#unless someone asks for his original name he probably won't give it#i need 2 adjust his sideburns because theyr meant to be all white with some line definition but i forgot abt it ïżœïżœïżœ
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when you agree banana laffy taffy is the best flavor or smthn idk
redraw of this that i made to test out a brush i made using len's face LMAO
i kept seeing memes about people with brushes that used pngs of real people's faces as the base texture and i thought "wouldn't it be funny if i did that but with a vocaloid" and lo
#my art lol#vocaloid#blood tw#vocaloid len#len kagamine#kagamine len#vocaloid kagamine len#redraw#yandere#red#yellow#len towards end of hiatus and len breaking out of hiatus. i s2g what is it about this mfer that he's eternal. FUNNIER WITH THE LEN THEME TO#i started kinda giving up towards the end so background kinda sucks go figure. i said it would be quick and then finished it at 3am đ§ââïž#i will not focus on the tiny details i fucked up im too lazy to go back and fix them đđ ahskjhgjkhk i dont see it i dont see it#this bitch's hair is different every single time i draw it i s2g.
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Throws this @ you and runs away in terror
Sketch versions. I really prefer drawing on paper tbh.
#woawww this is my first time posting my art !!#not. very thrilled w how these turned out honestly. this is only my second or third attempt at digital drawing#and I have to use my phone so itâs a small space to work with lmfao#anywaysssss only showing closeups bc the full thing looks wonky#oh these are my ocâs btw#love them dearly#I still donât have a storyline for them yet bc I keep changing it every five seconds đ#theyâve been through like ten different rough drafts and they end up dying in every single one#wait whattt omg who said that. omg#LMAOO#they are weird little freaks I love them!!!!!#anyways how do you guys color/shade things & draw basic anatomy. this is. so difficult#I took her cig away in the digital version omg. sick and twisted#my art#I think Iâm going to start posting my art more often on here perhapsâŠIâm trying to stop being so self conscious abt everything. lol#I can spot so many mistakes but idgaf I donât have the energy to go fix them đđ lmfaoo
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Drawing Ralsei and Susie is hard ngl. I can't stay consistent with even their basic features đ”âđ« I know my style is changing as well, so having them not clash with other designs on top of that is so hard!
#snowspeaks#trust me I want to draw them more#but drawing them is lowkey frustrating at times đ#I have so many freaking sketches of them and they all look different#if I posted them y'all would think it's a different artist every time LOL#anyways. DR anniversary coming up#I'll see what I can do. maybe I can finally post more of the gang :')
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i think i would have gone loco if jo and aoki got to meet up just once after ichi breaks through to him like. the damage to my psyche id have wouldve been immeasurable, irreparable even
#snap chats#im at the vet waiting for my dog please listen to shit thats been tormenting me for months#finally releasing all of my drafted thoughts im ill and im free#srry i know i talked bout it already in todays ask but im still thinking about it#this is also inspod by one of my twitter mutuals saying aokiâs death was the only foreseeable path for him like girl i thought we were fam#but no đ ill stand by forever that him dying was legit so dumb and unnecessary idc idc đ#anyway. let me begin. because its not as if aoki wasnt conscious of jo constantly tailing him#take a shot every time i quote the Lost Dog comment its just such a good line and just exposes jo its my everything ok leave me alone#but please just like. in the weird timeline where jo and aoki did get to be cellmates- or at least were in the same cell block right#id throw up and cry if aoki looked at jo differently that day. like it doesnt help that joâs without all his flash and flair#hes just in slacks and his hairs all tussled and he just looks So Normal. like hes Not a murderer#as soon as that warden bring aoki in i know jo movin to see him with all the love and concern only a father got#aokid never say sorry i just know hed be awkward as hell in joâs presence now#like if aoki really did take ichis words to heart and starts to actually see jo as his family and as someone who cares about him for him#id kill myself on the spot thats why they had to kill aoki#no id die and throw up if aoki just outright asks jo if he does care about him or something like that#jo gonna need to muster up every ounce of his will to say he does not because he doesnt but because hes Just Like That. hes a hard nut#but he loves his kid more than anything and im gonna tear my organs out thinking about it#jo your kid sucks but ik you still love him thats the worst part#i wanna write or draw somethin with them in jail together so bad but i always get distracted#and again i have comms to do today.#OH BUT SPEAKING OF MY DUMB ASS DOG GOT LYME DISEASE đđđ#they said he should be fine in like six months if weâre good with meds but still.... this is lame.....#ALSO I FOUND OUT MY POM MIX IS PREDOMINANTLY A PAPILLON..... thats fucked up yo butterfly dog...#ok im gonna go be insane idk how much else i could elaborate on this bye bye
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pls pls heard me out...FIDDLESTAN! <3
ok, i got this ask ten days ago, and I've been thinking about it ever since. Because I got two other asks asking for fiddauthor, and I dON'T KNOW HOW TO LET THEM DOWN LIGHTLY BECAUSE I'M A FIDDLESTAN BITCH THROUGH AND THROUGH đđđđ I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!!!!
Don't get me wrong, fiddauthor is great and makes sense and everything. But listen. Billford and fiddauthor are multidimensional ships, they are good! But FIDDLESTAN!?!? that shit is the WHAT-THE-HECK-A-HEDRON!!!!!!! Even though it's literally 100% speculation, the implications are FUCKING CRAZY!!!!!!!!! I jumped between three ships so far during this gravity falls thing, each time thinking one is better than the other. I've decided that FIDDLESTAN IS KING!!!!!! I'm sorry. I could rant about them forever. I've been listening to nothing but extended versions of disco music for the past week. (YES THEY HAD A CRAZY ROMANTIC FLING IN VEGAS NO I WILL NOT ELABORATE!!!! (yes i will. I will elaborate at some point. it will be like ten pages or text. or I will draw it. idk.))
Here is a sketchbook doodle from like a week ago. I'm gonna post another fiddlestan thing in a few moments, but my style changes like I'm a completely different artist every week without warning, so I'm gonna leave this by itself!
He comes into YOUR house, he steals YOUR identity, and he fucks YOUR research partner!!! Fuck you!!!!!!!!!!
#i've noticed lately#after we've opened our eyes to some of fords assholeyness#some people are like 'hold on guys i think were being a little too hard on ford đ„ș'#NO WE ARE NOT!!!!!!!!!!!#I hail from the iz fandom where everyone knows dib is fucking awful#and we LOVE him for it!!!!#will NOT shy away from admitting how terrible he is - it's why we love him!!!!!#ok enough rant#me typing on tumblr about this shit is like opening pandoras box#gonna close that up now for everyones safety#fiddlestan#gravity falls#stan x fiddleford#gravity falls fanart#ask#answered#anon#sketchbook
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HEAVENLY
Jacaerys Velaryon x fem!reader || 18+, mdni!
Synopsis: Itâs this gentle glow, this steady and strong flame within him that you fell in love with, and continue to fall in love with every day. || Or: a glimpse into married life with Jacaerys.
content & warnings: fluff and smut, smut (piv, oral (f), hair pulling, slight praise kink if you squint), established relationship, arranged marriage, light banter, some tooth-rotting fluff as well
masterlist || word count: 3.9k
AN: yes I totally hopped on the Jace hype train, but my manâs just sooo dreamy. I also saw a post pointing out the similarities between him and Robb Stark, and now my love for Jace totally makes sense đđ I loved writing this and I have sooo many ideas for other Jace fics (Robb as well but idk if anyone is still interested in that). Anyways, have fun reading :)
You wake up to warm sunlight streaming through the window, a gentle morning breeze blowing through the room, birds chirping somewhere in the distance. If you really concentrate, you can also hear the gentle lapping of waves against the shore, can smell a faint, salty breeze in the morning air.
You yawn, trying to stretch and to draw the blankets up a bit higher - only to find yourself unable to.Â
Even fast asleep your husband is still curled around you, his head resting on the crook of your shoulder, his dark curls tickling your neck, his warm, even breaths ghosting over the sensitive skin of your neck, causing you to shiver. His legs are still entangled with yours, and one of his hands is still splayed possessively over your stomach, the other resting on your waist.Â
Your waist - where, if you were able to move and stretch, youâd surely see imprints of his fingers on your skin.Â
You canât help it - even just thinking of the previous nightâs activities brings a furious blush to your cheeks.Â
Jacaerys has always been an attentive lover, gentle yet passionate, and last night has been no different.Â
You bite down hard on your lip, remembering.
The way heâd thrusted up into you while you were sitting in his lap, the fingers of his right hand digging into the skin of your waist, steadying you; while his other hand had been between your thighs, his thumb rubbing soothing circles onto your clit while you moved up and down on his cock.Â
That had been your third orgasm of the night, and while you already felt overstimulated and exhausted at that point, Jacaerys had seemed to have made it his own personal mission to bring you to ecstasy at least four times that night.Â
After heâd gotten you to your peak, he kissed you passionately, and then, without having finished himself, he lowered his face between your legs, coaxing your fourth orgasm from you.Â
By that point, you were a quivering, panting mess. Jacaerys cradled your face lovingly, peppering your skin with gentle kisses.Â
âYou did so well for me, Princessâ, he whispered, kissing the corner of your mouth. You smiled exhaustedly, reaching up your hands to wind them around his neck again, drawing him in for another kiss. He shifted, covering your body with his again and you could feel his painfully hard, throbbing length against your stomach, causing you to whine. And though your clit was still swollen and you could already feel a familiar feeling of soreness settling between your legs, there was a familiar heat pooling between your legs yet again.Â
While heâd already driven you to your peak four times, Jacaerys had only finished twice, and you couldnât have to that. So, removing one hand from his neck, you reached between your bodies, positioning his hard length between your legs.
âPrincess, what-â, Jacaeryâs question was cut off by the loud, broken moan that left you when you felt him sliding back into you, filling you to the brim.Â
âFuck, Princessâ, Jacaerys moaned, looking down at you. You could see the different emotions he was feeling warring on his face - there was that desire to stay gentle and tender and take care of your needs, but there was something else there as well, something darker, more primal, his own lust, a desire to finally find his pleasure.
And so, you tangled your hands in his hair, tugging and pulling at his dark curls the way you knew always drove him insane.Â
âMore, pleaseâ, was all you needed to moan, before Jace groaned, grabbing your legs and hitching them over his shoulder. The new angle allowed him to thrust even deeper and more intensely into you, and soon his thrusts were becoming more and more erratic.Â
One of your hands moved to his back, nails digging into his skin, leaving a reminder of this moment. Just like his handprints on your waist.Â
And the permanent imprint heâd left on your heart, the moment you made your vows to each other.
It didnât take long for either of you to reach your peak.
Afterwards, Jacaerys scooped you up in his arms, leaving gentle kisses on your skin, his fingers stroking over your skin gently, his touch once again feather-light.Â
You close your eyes, a small smile on your lips, as slow, gentle kisses on your neck bring you back to the present moment.Â
âMorning, Princessâ, Jacaerys says, his voice still thick with sleep.Â
âYouâre tense âŠâ, he comments only a moment later, his hand leaving your waist and reaching up to intertwine with yours.Â
You feel a blush creep up on your cheeks, which is ridiculous, considering everything that happened last night. Or the night before.Â
Or the night before that.Â
Any night since you and Jacaerys have been married, really. Itâs only been a few months, but still - you always find yourself looking forward to the nights. And the mornings, and sometimes, if you find the time for it, the afternoons as well.Â
Before, when you were younger, youâd never imagined that marriage could be like this. Youâd heard the stories whispered between some of the older maids, had seen the cold, distant way your parents always interacted with each other.Â
And so, when your parents first told you of your betrothal to Jacaerys Velaryon - the first child and heir of Princess Rhaenyra, a rumored bastard- just a few weeks after your eleventh name day, youâd been terrified.Â
You were even more terrified when you first met your betrothed two years later, on the feast that was thrown in honor of your thirteenth name day.Â
Later, after you were married, Jace had confessed to you that heâd initially thought that you hated him, because you almost didnât speak to him for the entire evening. Which was true, but you also told Jace that back then, youâd simply been terrified, anxious. Shy and nervous and about to crack under the pressure your parents had put on you, telling you that it was imperative that you left a perfect impression on the royal family.Â
Youâd slipped away from the festivities the first chance you got, after an incredibly awkward dance with Jacaerys. You were so caught up in your own thoughts that you didnât even notice the young prince following you, until he made his presence known.Â
âIâm sorry, I know Iâm a terrible dancer-â
A loud shriek escaped you and you turned around to face him. There he was, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, looking at you uncertainly and with a tender shyness on his expression.Â
âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to frighten you - I - I only wanted to make sure that you were alright âŠâÂ
You nodded slowly, tucking a stray strand of hair that had escaped your hairdo behind your ear.Â
This conversation wasnât what youâd been expecting, not at all. You certainly hadnât counted on him even noticing that something was wrong, yet alone following you to make sure that you were alright. Earlier that day and night, conversation between you two had been stiff and awkward, with neither of you quite knowing what to say to each other, and always someone from either of your families lurking around in the background.Â
But this was different and this was the moment you slowly started to realize that maybe Jacaerys Velaroyn wasnât all that bad.Â
So, you found yourself taking a tentative step towards him. âI - I am now, I - thank you, Your Grace.âÂ
âJacaerys - itâs Jace, if you likeâ, he corrected you gently, also taking a tentative step towards you, before holding out his hand. âFriends?âÂ
You nodded, feeling a small smile tug at the corners of your lips. âFriends.âÂ
You and Jacaerys hadnât seen much of each other after your name day celebrations, but only a few days later, you received the first raven he ever sent you.Â
Since then, you two had been writing to each other constantly, sometimes sending three or even more ravens during a fortnight. And though you only continued to see him for very few occasions - his or your nameday celebrations, the royal wedding of Prince Aegon and his sister Helaena, the Queen Rhaenyraâs coronation -, you found yourself looking forward to these occasions more and more. He was your best friend, and with the years passing, the space he occupied in your heart only grew more and more.Â
And so, when a few weeks after your eighteenth nameday, your wedding was finally held, it was entirely different than what youâd been imagining it to be as a little child.Â
You werenât afraid or terrified, not in the slightest. No, you were excited and happy, and if Jace is to be believed, you were glowing with joy the whole day through.Â
âPrincess?â, Jacaeryâs voice, now sounding concerned, draws you out of your thoughts yet again, and so you turn around, until youâre facing him.Â
You squeeze his hand, reaching up with your other hand to touch his cheek, unable to fight the warm smile tugging at the corner of your lips.Â
Jacaerys returns your smile and you feel your heart skip a beat. When Jace smiles, really smiles, itâs as if his whole face is lightning up. Thereâs a gentle glow in his warm brown eyes, calming and reassuring.
Itâs this gentle glow, this steady and strong flame in him that you fell in love with, and continue to fall in love with every day.Â
âWhatâre you thinking about, love?â, Jace asks you, his hand squeezing yours, his other hand leaving your waist and reaching up to tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear.Â
You smile, leaning into his touch. You donât answer his question, not with words, at least. Instead, you just lean forward, gently pressing your lips to his, hoping to convey all the emotions youâre currently feeling through your kiss.Â
It seems to be working, because when you break apart a moment later, thereâs a soft smile on Jacaerysâ lips and that warm glow in his eyes.
âI love youâ, you say, before reaching for him again, connecting your lips again. He sighs, shifting, until his arm is at your waist again. Your hands find their way to his neck, one hand tugging at the curls at his nape.Â
For a while, the kiss stays tender and slow and loving. But then you shift, trying to find a position thatâs a bit more comfortable for you, completely forgetting that your legs are still entangled with Jacaerysâ. You end up drawing him even closer to you, until thereâs no space left between you two, his body covering your own.Â
His grip on your waist tightens and he uses his other hand to support himself, drawing himself up a bit as to not crush you completely under his weight. This new position allows Jace to bunch up the fabric of your nightgown, slipping his fingers under the thin fabric, until his fingertips are stroking over the bare skin of your waist.Â
You sigh contentedly, locking your legs around his waist - and pause, wincing. What before was only a slight feeling of discomfort has now turned into an intense, unpleasant burning between your legs. You feel incredibly sore and you can only imagine how hard it will be today, walking around with this unpleasant soreness between your legs, trying not to wince at every step.Â
âPrincess?â, Jace whoâs noticed that somethingâs wrong, asks you, concern lacing his voice. His warm brown eyes find yours and in them you see his worry and concern for you.Â
You shake your head, trying to smile. âItâs nothingâ, you say, trying to wave away his concern.Â
âNoâ, Jace says, shaking his head. His hand leaves your waist, gently cradling your cheek instead. âNo, I know itâs not nothing, love.âÂ
You sigh. âWell, itâs nothing important.âÂ
âPrincesâ, Jace says, his gaze still holding yours, âplease - you can tell me.âÂ
You close your eyes briefly, trying to fight of the blush thatâs threatening to creep onto your cheeks. Really, all things considered, itâs so stupid to be embarrassed to admit to something like this, when youâve already shared so much with your husband.Â
You sigh, opening your eyes again, finding Jace still looking at you with worry in his expression. âItâs nothing, really, I - Iâm just - Iâm just a bit sore after last night âŠâ, you say, feeling your cheeks blush a furious red. Great, now you probably look like an overly ripe tomato.Â
As if that werenât already bad enough, Jacaerysâ puzzled expression really has you wishing to die from embarrassment, if only for a short moment.Â
âOh - oh âŠâ, Jacaerys says, a bit sheepishly, his hand leaving your waist, drawing himself up, but you stop him by reaching out a hand and touching his forearm.Â
âJace, itâs fine, really-â
âI didnât - I didnât mean to hurt youâ, he says, genuine concern in his voice.Â
You squeeze his shoulder. âJace, you didnât hurt me.âÂ
âBut-â
âJace, this happens. Itâs normal, really.âÂ
âWait, do you mean - is it always like this for you?âÂ
You shake your head. âNot always ⊠last night was - intense âŠâÂ
You donât even know how thatâs possible, but your cheeks seem to be getting even hotter. But when you look up at Jacaerys, you see his cheeks growing rather pink as well, and somehow, that brings a small smile to your lips.Â
âI didnât mean to - Iâm sorry, I - is there anything I can do to make it better for you?â, Jace asks you, fingertips softly stroking the skin of your cheek.Â
âI-â, you start to say, at the same moment that Jace says: âI have an idea.âÂ
You laugh quietly and youâre relieved when you see a shy smile on his lips as well.Â
âI - will you let me - do you trust me?â, Jace asks you and you smile.Â
âAlways.âÂ
Jace nods, returning your smile. âGood. Lie back, try to relax. And do tell me if something I do is hurting you at all, please?âÂ
You nod, lying back down on the sheets. Jace watches you with a small smile on his face. Then, he lifts himself off of you, and you almost protest when you donât feel the reassuring weight of his body anymore, but as if heâs sensed the direction of your thoughts, his lips find yours again in a featherlight, tender kiss.Â
The kiss is soft and sweet, and for a moment, you find yourself thinking that itâs almost a bit too innocent and gentle, but then Jace slowly deepens the kiss and one of his hands moves to your collarbone, the touch of his fingertips featherlight on your skin.Â
As the kiss turns deeper and more sensual, his tongue coaxing your mouth open, his fingertips start exploring your skin, slowly, but surely moving downwards.Â
Your collarbone.Â
Your sternum. His fingertips stay there for a moment, drawing circles on your skin and you find your heart beating faster in anticipation. Then, as Jace breaks the kiss, only to attach his lips to the spot on your neck that he know always drives you nearly insane, his fingertips finally move lower to the valley between your breasts.Â
Your breath hitches and you swear that you can feel Jacaerys smirking. He can be such a tease-
Then, the fabric of your nightgown is shoved aside rather unceremoniously. You shudder, because at the same moment that Jaceâs fingertips move to your breasts, cupping the tender skin, his lips start suckling at the spot on your neck and then you can feel his teeth lightly graze over your skin and youâre sure that heâs going to leave a mark, a purple love bite that will be hard to cover up and conceal - joining two other ones that are slowly starting to fade - but you find that you donât care, not at all.Â
All that you can think about is that you want, no need, more. More of Jacaerys. More of his hands and lips on your skin, more of that blissful tension.Â
âJace, pleaseâ, you say, your voice breathless. His lips leave your neck then and he looks up at you, desire clear and tangible in his gaze.Â
A look passes between you and Jacaerys seems to understand exactly what you need without you having to say a single word. His hands leave your waist and breasts briefly, to take off your nightgown.Â
Now, youâre completely bare before him, while heâs still in one of the soft linen shift he always wears in bed.Â
âGods, youâre so beautifulâ, he whispers, awe and adoration in his voice.Â
Then, he leans in towards you again and you think that heâs going to kiss you, but instead, his head moves between your breasts and he takes one of your nipples in his mouth, while his left hand starts playing with the nipple of your other breast.Â
You moan, squirming.Â
At that, Jace looks up at you, mouth still attached to your breast and you canât help but let out another loud moan. Youâre so dizzy and driven by desire that you only notice Jaceâs other hand start to move lower, when you feel his fingertips lightly brushing over your core.Â
âJace, oh gods-â Your voice is breathy and full of want, and once again Jace gives you exactly what you need, his fingertips moving lightly over your core, his other hand playing with your breasts, as his lips continue to move lower and lower and lower.Â
He leaves soft, featherlight kisses on your breasts, your stomach, the inner sides of your thighs. Your breath hitches and you feel your heart beat faster and faster as Jace peppers more and more kisses, moving closer and closer to where you really need to feel him.Â
Thereâs a burning ache beside you, a fire and his touches are stoking its flames. Feeling his fingertips move lightly over your core isnât enough, you need more, you need to really, truly feel him.Â
Your hands move on their own accord, coming to settle in his dark curls, softly tugging at his hair to get his attention.Â
Jace looks up at you then, his dark brown eyes slightly glassy. His lips are red and swollen and his cheeks are red, but he still looks absolutely angelic. Heavenly.Â
âJace, pleaseâ, you breathe, you voice shaky and barely more than a whisper.Â
You think you see him smirk at your words, but then you canât think straight anymore, because he lowers his head again and then his lips are right there where you so desperately crave them. His hand has moved and heâs now pressing his thumb against your bundle of nerves, steadily applying pressure while leaves soft, featherlight kisses on your core.Â
Heâs teasing you again, something he really, really likes to do. And though normally you enjoy him teasing you quite a bit, right now, youâre desperate. And so, you tug at his curls just a bit more stronger, trying to convey your desperate needs to him that way.Â
At first, you think that heâs just going to continue teasing you, but then, suddenly, you feel his tongue licking over your slit, before delving between your folds.Â
Your unconsciously tighten your grip on his hair, squirming, panting.Â
It just feels so good, too good. Jaceâs tongue continuing to delve between your folds, nearing that sweet spot that always has your vision go hazy, his thumb continuing to press against your bundle of nerves, his other hand still between your breasts, alternating between rolling your nipples between his fingers and roaming over your tender skin.Â
Youâre panting now, quivering and moaning, tugging at Jaceâs dark curls with abandon. Dimly, you worry about tugging too hard, maybe even hurting him, but the quiet, satisfied noises that leave him tell you a different story. And so, you donât loosen your grip, steadying yourself with your hands in his hair.Â
Then his tongue reaches that sweet spot inside you that has your vision go hazy and you moan loudly.Â
Two of his fingers enter you as well then, and he keeps finding that sweet spot repeatedly with his tongue, all the while circling his fingers and keeping pressure on your bundle of nerves with his tongue.Â
Youâre getting closer, you can feel it. The fire in your is building and building and building. One of your hands leaves his hair, blindly reaching for Jaceâs free hands. He meets you halfway, lacing your fingers together and squeezing your hand. Steadying you.Â
âJace, oh gods, I-â, you moan, panting and quivering as Jaceâs tongue and fingers continue to move in and out of you. His pace gets faster, the pressure a bit more intense and then, fire consumes you.Â
You moan his name loudly, your back arching off the bed.Â
An intense, dizzying wave of pleasure crashes over you, threatening to drown you.Â
Jacaerys guides you along through it all, taking everything you give him - the desperate tug on his curls, the harsh squeeze of his hand, your legs pressing closer.Â
He takes it, takes everything. Your pleasure is his, and his is yours.Â
You burn, together.Â
You squeeze your eyes shot, drowning in this intense pleasure, breath heavy and panting.Â
After a few moments, your breathing has returned to normal, and you blindly reach for Jacaerys, drawing him up towards you. Your hands wind around his neck, and you draw him in for a kiss. Itâs messy, a bit of your slick still connected to his lips and you can still taste yourself on his lips, but you donât care.Â
You try to convey everything you feel through your kiss, but itâs not enough and so you break away, still panting heavily. âI love you - gods, I love you so much.â
Thereâs that glow in Jaceâs eyes again and you move one of your hands to cup his cheek. âI love you, Jacaerys Velaryonâ, you say, before connecting your lips to his again.Â
This kiss is slow and tender, and not rushed at all, instead full of emotion.Â
When he breaks away, Jace rests his forehead against yours, his warm breath ghosting over your skin. âI love you, Princess.âÂ
You smile, kissing him once again, before snuggling up next to him, resting your head on the crook of his shoulder. He reaches out one arm, splaying it over your stomach, drawing you closer.Â
It only occurs to you then, lying so close to him. You look up at him. âWhat about you, Jace?âÂ
He frowns slightly. âWhat?âÂ
You feel yourself blushing. âDo you want me to-â
âNoâ, he quickly rushes to interrupt you. When he notices your confused expression, one of his hands finds yours, squeezing it. âItâs not that I donât want to - I do, really, just ⊠I wanted to make you feel good. And besides ⊠I - I ⊠I uh ⊠I already finished âŠâ The last part is said so quietly that you almost donât understand it. But then you notice his cheeks growing rather pink and you smile fondly, squeezing his hand.Â
You leave a soft kiss on his shoulder, before sitting up, supporting your weight on your elbow. With your free hand, you reach for his face, tucking a stray curl back behind his ear, before leaning in to kiss him again.Â
âI love you, Jace.âÂ
He smiles, resting his forehead against yours.Â
âI love you, Princess.âÂ
Thank you so much for reading! <3 my requests for Jace are currently open đ€
#jacaerys x reader#jacaerys velaryon x reader#jacaerys targaryen x reader#jacaerys smut#jacaerys x you#jacaerys velaryon x you#jacaerys velaryon x y/n#jace velaryon x reader#jacaerys imagine#hotd#jacaerys velaryon#jacaerys targaryen#prince jacaerys#hotd jacaerys#hotd fanfic#hotd x reader#jacaerys strong#jacaerys targaryen x you
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would rafe ever let reader wear his rings? idk thatâs just so hot and i feel like rafe would be the type đ
godd pussy started doing jumping jacks!! your brain>>
curled up next to rafe, still sweaty and sticky all over but not even close to tired, you trace patterns on his skin with your fingers. it's quiet in tannyhill except for the two of you breathing.
you thought rafe must be deep in thought the way he's gone so quiet, but when you look up from your position to see what he's doing or if, unsurprisingly, he's fallen asleep, you catch him staring right at you.
flustered, face warm, you press back against his chest, blinking fast. your fingers continue their path, now on his forearm, drawing little hearts and hoping he doesn't realize. you go further, all the way to his hand, and though you've been in this position a million times, do this or something similar almost every night, it feels different for some reason.
you run your fingers down the back of his land, looping around his fingers. they catch around his rings, and you move your own hand away when rafe stops you, grabbing your hand and keeping it in place.
"sorry," you let out quietly, wondering if he decided he didn't like the feeling. though you're still held in place against his body, you don't need to see him in order to know he's staring down at you, the way he always does, with the look that makes your heart thud so fast you can hear it in your ears.
"stop apologizin'," he murmurs, pressing a warm kiss to your forehead. he keeps your hand next to his, and you can't help yourself, pressing your palm flat against his.
"your hands are big," you comment, liking the way the two of you are touching everywhere right nowâlegs entangled and palms together. he doesn't say anything, doesn't have to. rafe moves your hand, holding it next to his, using his other to slip his rings off.
without any words at all, he slips one of them, his golden signet, onto your ring finger. helplessly big, it falls down to the knuckle. if you move an inch, it would fall off. the other ring falls onto your index finger. you extend your hand, admiring how they look on you.
"too big, rafe," you say it with a laugh, not able to hold it back any longer.
"shit. lemme see." rafe takes your hand, holding it a little out and then closer. "jus' a little bit. looks good on you though."
"all your stuff looks good on me," you breathe out, suddenly feeling like there's no air left in your lungs. rafe just slipped his own ring onto your ring finger, your left ring finger. words and thoughts leave you, focused on nothing but rafe.
"that's right. don't worry, kid, i'll get you one that fits soon enough."
your heart beats even faster, realizing what he means. you smile up at him.
"i don't want a new one. i just want yours."
the next morning, there's a pretty chain and his golden ring waiting for you on the nightstand. both of you know that once you put it on, it's never coming off.
#eee i need him so bad#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#feels like shy reader but could be any of them
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going thru my fic ideas from last yr in notes app and wtf there was literally something wrong with me when i wrote this i wasnt well
#creativity is such a fucking fickle thing and writing is so incredibly different to me than drawing#i cannae just sit down and do it i have to shift myself into the right headspace#and its so hard to do that after long days of work and school and planning to go abroad#i would literally write all these fic ideas so hard if i had the time i had a year ago đ#the key j think is to literallt just write Something every day#i wrote like#400 words before bed last night for my chiscara + nahi post sumeru pre 3.3 fic on my phone and it wasnt bad#but truly sometimes the words just. Do not come#or they do and i dont like them. they feel wrong#dgs fic was honestly a bit easier to do than genshin but i truly have so so much to say about genshin#maybe i should be writing instead of ranting online but im at work and my brains not really in it haha#anyway asry sweep my one and onlys forever i could literally write theses
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THE THINGS HE TAKES FOR GRANTED
in which he takes a moment to justify himself after never noticing your little crush for him
starring. akaashi keiji x fem!reader
genre(s): angst to fluff, (super, like-) long scenarioÂ
warning(s): none, i think so? except for clueless keiji and not proof-reading
authorâs note: akaashi is just a major green flag in this (every haikyu!! boy is đ) i feel too bad to write them red-flag-y.
choose your character: m. atsumu | k. akaashi
youâve known akaashi for quite some time, starting from your last year of fukurodani academy and then serendipity brought you both ended up being each otherâs classmate at a same college/university. bokuto kotaro was your best friend, the little owl introduced his favorite setter to you and the friendship of three gradually become established, and as if it can not be any more inevitably, you eventually developed a secret admiration for the pretty setter when you three have been closed enough. however, graduating separated ways, kotaro pursued his journey to become professional in volleyball while keiji, once said to you he wanted a place in the literature department.
truth be told, even if you promised each other you would still keep in touch and plan every weekend friend group meeting online or offline, youâve never expect you would share every class in higher education life with your crush, the akaashi keiji. the great thing is you both are paired up for an presentation assignment in the major you and him pursue, you do have plenty of time to stay close and grab his attention from making gestures that he usually failed to realizes.
here you are again, happily humming your favourite song while carrying a box wrapped with a small detailed towel, some big rolls of assignment paper stuck underneath your arm as you make your way back to where you both planned to finish the project - the library.Â
âkeiji, iâm back!â you set your things respectively on the table, and akaashi nods with a smile on his face in acknowledgement.
âoookay, so hereâs your todayâs snack, I hope youâll like itâ you grin, tapping on the box before pushing it to his side as he receives it and casually opens it while speaking.
âhmm? are those sketches of our poster? you can always edit them on the computer, why the effort?â he chuckled softly before completely unwrapping the bento box.
âIâm not good at designing and stuff. I may draw as I like and youâll be the one to edit it on the computer.â you puff your cheek out, hands resting on hips as you watch his reaction to your delicately decorated sweets in the box made for him.
âthis looks amazing.â he smiles upon seeing the pastries you made, decorated beautifully with different kinds of fruit as each pastry has different flavours, you probably did not stay up so late last night just to make all kinds of flavours for him to show how much you like him. yeah, probably not.
"oh, it's nothing, I just hope it doesn't taste bad" you chuckle nervously while scratching the back of your neck, letting his praise send you up to cloud nine.
your actions falter when you see akaashi put back the box's cap on, set it aside as he leans over to reach the posters you drew.
"now then, can we start working on the project?" he spreads out the piece of paper, glancing at you as you stand there awkwardly, prefer him taking a bite to look through all of your efforts than just shrugging it off and go straight to the main part of your study session.
"what...? oh- um..." you trail off, a bit embarrassed. "wouldn't you like to try one out? it won't hurt to just have a taste of it..."
"maybe later, y/n. we have other things need to be done right now." he merely states, eyes study the poster in front of him, unknowingly sinking your heart.
"yes, right." you shift slightly, taking the sit by the opposite of him, trying to catch up with him on the progress.
you let your mind wanders off how many times you've lost count already while akaashi quietly focused on scribbling something in his notebook, every thoughts you have are always about keiji, your feelings and the stare you give him thinking it's discreet. what's stopping him from trying my tarts out? and how does he feel being around me? or is that his way of rejecting something without making that person feel bad? flooded your mind.
"y/n?" you realize his faint voice ringing somewhere "y/n..." the voice becomes clearer. "earth to y/n, you're staring." awh, snap. right.
you blink, startled before clearing your throat, mumbling a small apology as you try to get yourself busy with the work underneath you once again.
but akaashi just chuckles, his voice calm and reassuring.
"hey, you seem off today. it's lunch break, please make yourself comfortable." you fumble at his words, it's noon already? as he collects his books and tidy it up at one corner of the table before speaking again.
"yuri satsuki is inviting me to have lunch with her. would you like to also join? i think she wouldn't mind." he kindly offers, probably not knowing the words struck you shocked.
you know satsuki-senpai, she's a year older than you and has been a social butterfly ever since you set foot in student life. she is a nice person, you conceived, but not until you found out that she has a huge crush on your akaashi keiji, her behaviour in your eyes became somewhat annoying. in return, she did realize she had a rival to win over him, you acknowledge that through the smug look she gave every time akaashi was around her instead of you, that is how the tension gradually builds up between you and your pain-in-the-ass rival.
and now she's even invited keiji for lunch? you feel an uncomfortable twist in your belly, screaming that if you do not take further actions, you lose akaashi to her. but his way of discarding your hard work, also known as an attempt to get his attention earlier discourages you hastily. this comes to a realization: ever since he start hanging out with satsuki-senpai, he has never touched one of your cooks once.
"no, i'm fine staying here. you go" you force a smile waving him goodbye. he hesitates upon seeing the downward trend of your mood as well as the strange attitude every time he brings up yuri.
"what are you waiting for?" you scoff, trying your best to make it sound not so bitterly. he nods quietly before ruffles your hair, thoughtfully remind you to get something to eat before start working again, and he'll be back with you soon.
you groan for the nth time in thirty minutes since his last leave, deciding not to eat anything at all after you laugh bitterly to yourself seeing the bento box laid cold by his stuffs which corrects your thoughts that he is not going to appreciate what you did for him.
the chair scraped the floor when you stand up, attempting to compose yourself when you feel your brain need a break from overthinking such situations.
on the way out of the library, your eyes meet yuri satsuki's, assuming that keiji is just somewhere around here as his lunch break partner is the person you least excited to bump into.
"well, well. isn't that the girl whose best friend choose to hang out with me instead of her?"
excuse me?
"don't get too ahead of yourself, satsuki-senpai. just a friendly reminder" your tone evidently irritated as you flash her an unamused smile, trying to avoid her as soon as possible.
but the radio scene of her voice replayed all over your head, your mind goes muddy despite the fresh air you're trying to take in, you let out a shaky breath, tears brimming out.
maybe, he doesn't quite noticed the things I did for him after all...
---
"you're back. where were you?" akaashi worried tone surprises you after a quite fine time of trying to find you because your study desk in the library was empty.
"i was... out for fresh air. why?" your voice is off and he noticed that. he always knew when something is bothering you, and right now he definitely know that something is wrong.
"after i finished my lunch i got yours, 'cause i know when i'm back you would still hadn't eaten anything." his brows slightly furrow seeing your avoiding attitude.
"thanks, keiji." you said briefly, take the package from his hand and sit down on your seat, never forget to notice the pastry box still intact.
your strange attitude didn't just stop there, it confuses akaashi for a more couple of days of your avoidance, he dislike the way you put a small distance between you both in study sessions, you flinch and tense around him more often, your answers and conversations are brief and sometimes awkward as you seem to be more preoccupied and attentive rather than to communicate with him.
"good morning, y/n." he smiles, your state has been bothering him for days as he is paying attention to your fade grin and a small "hey" as a greet back.
then he fumbles. something is missing...
oh. but then, realization sets in him quite quickly: you didn't bring any homemade sweets today.
"y/n..." he hesitates, meeting your eyes as you lift your head up from the notebook you're scribbling on. "does your home perhaps... out of ingredients or something?"
you are stunned for a moment, knowing exactly what he was trying to imply, scared to look at him directly in the eye as you shift your gaze elsewhere, pretending to have forgotten.
"oh... you mean the pastries... I forgot to do it. I was busy yesterday"
lies. he see through it, you know that, but you can't just blurt it all out that you're heartbreaking because of his indirect rejection that never says he doesn't like you, but makes you feel like it did.
"hey... i know something is wrong, can you tell me what it is?"
there it is - the worried look on such handsome face that never fails to make your heart flutter. but you know, that is just his nature of being an attentive and thoughtful person, not just for only you, but for everyone in his orbit.
so his question remained unanswered.
akaashi has been extremely distracted due to the sudden lack of your affection on him. it's just doesn't feel the same. even if he refuses it but deep down, he misses your midday snacks, your bubbly laugh around him and that flushed cheeks you wear every time he caught you staring. it has been a whole week since, and the fact that you didn't join the friend group video call with bokuto last sunday was his last straw.
he misses you, dearly. and if he doesn't do anything now before your project is finished, he might find it difficult to approach you even when you are his best friend.
and then, on an another lovely morning in the college's campus, an emotion he thinks he's aware of stirring in his stomach at the scene of you handing out a bento box wrapped with the same detailed towel, a small smile tugs at the corner of your lips as the other boy laughs lightly, scratches his neck, sending regards with a polite bow before making his way back in the classroom, akaashi doesn't like what his eyes have witnessed, so when he met yours, the bitterful look sends shivers down your spine.
you turn away, begin to walk, you do not want to deal with your bothered heart right now, not if it has anything to do with him, with that thought, you choose to neglect it because it is just your one-sided feelings for him.
but you hear footsteps behind, next is a small "wait" escaped from his lips when he managed to catch up and hold gently on your arm. that stopped you midtrack.
"please. can we talk?" he pleads.
---
you find yourself trapped by his presence in a corner of the school's library. there's no point in avoiding now.
"i'm sorry." he states. "i like you, i should've known."
your eyes widen. why- all of a sudden?
akaashi glances at you, softly sighs before bring your hand up to his face and kiss your knuckles gently.
"i understand now, i was clueless, you have the very right to be mad at me." each sentences he speaks crack your heart, but at the same time, they give you hope.
you neither know how to react, nor what to say, you just stand there, completely speechless, it encourages him to continue his speech of pursuing you.
"the last time i went to have lunch with satsuki, she confessed to me." he stopped, watching your expression. "but i turned her down, then, she got angry and started to brag about you. i did not like what she said, so i got quite defensive and... that was when i realised."
"i didn't know when it started. i just knew that i didn't feel very comfortable seeing you bringing your pastries that was meant for me to someone else, and more it's because i didn't appreciate it."
he squeezes your hand, afraid if not, you'll slip from his grip and become somebody else's apple. he certainly dislikes the thought.
"i want your pastries back, i love them as much as i love you. please let me correct such a terrible mistake."
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"yes, hello. i've received the box, thank you, my love."
akaashi spins his office chair slightly, softly speaking to the phone stuck between his cheek and shoulder with a smile while unwrapping a huge warm box of freshly baked tarts.
"keiji, bad news, i'm out of powdered sugar after that batch." your voice echoed on output, he chuckles.
"are you free after work? we can visit the supermarket to purchase some. i'll drive, consider this a date with me, 'mkay?"
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I just read the poly 141 w/ past abuse reader and omg I love them all so much đ. Would it be possible for a pt.2 (obviously you don't have to) but like how 141 reacts if they encounter readers family or something along those lines you know? (Ps. I love your writing. It's just *chefs kiss* you are amazing and I hope you have a wonderful day lovely!)
Thank you for your kind words!! I love compliments sorry i soak them up like sponge but ne ways here is part 2 (though itâs on the shorter side) and i hope you have an amazing day!
Part 1
CW: mentions of abusive and neglectful family
You knew it would happen, sooner or later. You knew this fragile peace you had been given wouldnât last; it was only a matter of when that all of it would crumble apart and youâd be left-
âCalm down, love.â Johnâs hands settle on your shoulders, thumbs rubbing the tenseness out. His eyes are warm and so is his voice, his face, only for you. He squeezes, the touch grounding. âTake some deep breaths for me. Everythingâll be fine. Weâre right with you, remember?â
You do as he says, twisting the fabric of your clothes in your hands. Your lips are chapped- bitten raw even when you keep getting glossy kisses from Kyle and Johnny who have stolen your chapstick. Though you want to reply to him, you are far more focused on the that is parking right outside your shop.
You are being stupid, and you know it. Your parents are simply picking up a flower bouquet order. Thatâs it. Nothing more, nothing less, but you know how they are. Nevermind the fact the bouquet is for your sisterâs baby shower that you are not invited to anyways.
There is no reason for you to be so scared that all four of your boyfriends tagged along today for your sake (they would have tagged along anyways the second you mentioned your parents would be there).
You know, logically, that your parents are just here for the bouquet, but the familiar dread still claws at you, a reminder of all the ways theyâve made you feel small over the years. And yet, with Johnâs warm hands on your shoulders, Kyleâs steady presence, Johnnyâs easy grin, the fond pecks, and Simonâs quiet strength surrounding you, itâs different this time. Youâre⊠not alone.
Yet when the car door slams shut loudly, a shiver runs through you, but Kyleâs hand finds yours, grounding you along with John. âWe got you, yeah, dove?â he murmurs, giving you a reassuring smile that brings a little calm to your nerves. You nod, drawing a deep breath just as the door chimes and your parents step inside already looking so unimpressed with your shop. Theyâd always thought your passion for flower and plants was useless.
But they pause, taken aback by the sight of you with these men. You can feel the judgment in their gaze, the thinly veiled disapproval that once would have made you shrink. But now, with your boyfriends beside you, you⊠donât feel quite so afraid. You donât feel like you need to bury every part of yourself and only show the smoothed out edges your parents forced on you.
Your motherâs eyes narrow as she looks at you, at the way you arenât immediately bowing your head and making yourself smaller even if you remain as quiet as youâve been taught, and then she looks at the men standing protectively around you. âWeâre here for the bouquet,â she says, her tone clipped, as if even this brief interaction is an inconvenience. No greeting, not a single ounce of warmth. Typical, and by now the hurt has become far less sharp than it had ever been.
âHere it is, mother.â You say, your voice small but steady. Your hands only shake just a little as you show her the bouquet, thought itâs Johnny who gently takes it from your hands, all but shoves it towards your mother, and smiles at them.
Your fatherâs gaze shifts to you from Johnny, his mouth opening as if heâs about to say something scathing, but Simon steps forward, his posture relaxed but his eyes hard- and his mask makes him look even more intimidating. âAnything else you need?â he asks, his voice calm yet leaving no room for confrontation, or even any other request.
You donât mind this attitude, you realize. You are just- so glad itâs not you on the receiving end.
Your father hesitates, clearly taken aback and unused to being addressed so rudely, and you watch as he realizes he has no power here. None of his usual tactics- snide remarks, dismissive gestures, cold silence- can reach you. Not with these men shielding you, grounding you, and reminding you that you are worth so much more than their disdain.
ââŠWe are leaving.â He clears his throat instead, shooting you a scathing look that says they will definitely be calling you later and belittling you, but⊠you know you will not be alone to deal with that later. Not anymore. Your mother is shooting you displeased glares, her hands white around the bouquet. But she says nothing, and for that you are glad.
As they leave, at last, John chuckles softly, leaning down close to kiss your shoulder. âThey didnât expect that, did they?â
You shake your head, almost laughing, a strange, freeing sensation bubbling up in your chest. Kyle comes close and wraps his arms around your shoulders, an embrace so warm and gentle. âSee, love? You donât have to face them alone anymore.â
And you realize heâs right. You donât have to hold up a crumbling wall on your own anymore. These men have become the family you never had- solid, unwavering, reminding you every day that you deserve love and peace.
For the first time, you feel like maybe, just maybe, you can truly let go of the fear they instilled in you. For the first time, you feel like you can simply be yourself and be loved all the same for it.
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hii first of all luv the username cause as a libra rising, samedt ;-; i'd like to make a request for a luke x f!reader fic pls!! um, so they're best friends, and luke decides to confess to r by giving her gifts, letters, trinkets, etc. with hints about his identity, but she doesn't know who they're from. so she asks for luke's help to find out about the identity of her secret admirer. but what if there's like a mistaken identity and she thinks it's someone from the hermes cabin (maybe chris? or one of the stoll brothers idk) and luke's just all pouty but nonchalant or something, but deep down he's like 'how do i even make her see' or something (while also second guessing that maybe he shouldn't confess it's him) like fluff with tiny angst :>
Message in a Bottle
Pairing: Luke Castellan x Reader
Summary: You got a secret admirer and recruited Luke to help you find out who they are...ignoring the most obvious option (Fluff, angst, best friends to lovers, happy ending)
Note: I'm so sorry for the six month hiatus. It wasn't by choice, I swear đ. So many bad things kept happening that prevented me from writing (is this the writers curse people kept talking about?). Also, the request wanted only a sprinkle of angst, but I kinda got out of hand with it I think đ (sorry).
Word count: 4.4k (whoops)
Youâve always thought that too much of something is bad. Yet, ever since the day your life intertwined with Luke Castellanâs, you werenât very sure about that anymore.Â
The two of you arrived at camp around the same time, entering a friendship that felt like hitting the jackpot. Your early days together were something that you both treasured dearly. Every time you thought a certain time period would someday be reminisced as the golden days of your friendships, new things would come, and top it off.Â
However, golden skies were soon evaded by clouds of pink hues. You found yourself noticing and appreciating small details you havenât noticed before about your best friend. Initially, you acknowledged the growing feeling but decided that they better remain as footnotes in chapters of your life. However, fateâs design was different to your plans, because two years later, here you were: you looked at him almost in the same way a fool would look at the world with rose-colored glasses (but then again, maybe it was because you have learned to embrace and adore his flaws).
âLuke!â
The Hermes cabin counselor snapped his head towards the sound of your voice, eyes straying from his duty of the hour. A smile began forming on his face as you came to view, almost like he has always been programmed to do so. There was a certain spring in your steps. Moments like these made Luke feel like he was a minimalist because your happiness was somehow enough to guarantee his own.Â
You situated yourself next to Luke on the ground, not minding the dirt.
âHey now, Iâm meant to be watching these kids train, donât come over and distract me,â the Hermes cabin counselor warned, though he didnât move his eyes away from you. He simply couldnât.
Everything about you served as a distraction to him. From the soft smirk gracing your lips to the innocent tilting of your head. Every little detail about you was captivating and was equally capable of drawing his attention away from wherever it was meant to be.Â
In fact, his attention issue around you was getting rather shameless because his friends have begun picking up on it and started teasing him for it. Personally, Luke doesnât think it was his fault. His eyes just happen to draw to you in every room like second nature, while his mind short-circuited every time you were near.Â
Maybe, and just maybe being rational and able to function properly has stopped being his forteâŠat least whenever you were around.
Your eyes moved to the group of kids that were only going to be at camp for the summer. From the looks of it, Luke has just assigned them to practice sword fighting in pairs. You then glanced back at your best friend, discreetly drinking in the sight of him.Â
No doubt he did his fair share of demonstration before letting these kids go off on their own, because right now, his face was slightly flushed, veins evident on his forearm while the familiar orange shirt clung onto his body with glistening sweat.
You shook away the non-platonic thoughts and teased him, âOh, come on, you wouldnât pass up on talking to me. You adore me too much.âÂ
Damn right, he does. Luke could feel his cheeks heat up again.
âFine. What are you here for, firecracker?â
âI got another gift,â you informed, presenting the bracelet in your hand.Â
For the past month, you have been receiving small letters and gifts. This time it was a handmade bracelet with beads of your favorite colors, as well as charms that represented some of your hobbies and favorite things. It was clear that your anonymous admirer had put a lot of thought into such a small item. However, as always, there were no identities attached to it, leaving you clueless about the person behind these gestures.
Luke took your hand in his, eying the accessory that perfectly fitted your wrist. He started toying with the beads around your wrist that were shining in your favorite color.
The boyâs gaze flicked from the object to you, catching your soft and warm look. Gods, if you kept looking at him like that, he might just actually stop thinking logically. He could practically feel a confession lingering behind his lips, threatening to spew the second his ropes of restraint died.
âAnyway, I came here with an idea,â you broke the silence. âWhat if I try to find out who this person is? I mean, some of these gifts are quite specific. They seem to know my favorite color, flowers, and things I like. Surely, it wouldnât be that hard to narrow it down and figure it out?â
Something shifted in your best friendâs behavior and you could feel it. There was a slight flustering look on Lukeâs face as he avoided eye contact with you. It was rather strange to see the Hermes cabin counselor so fidgety. Luke has always been confident and composed, and youâd often be the one to humble down his playful cocky remarks. Half-way through looking at his behavior, you began speaking:
âYouâŠâ
Luke could feel the blood draining from his face at your facial expression, his face paling despite how flushed he was seconds ago from demonstrating sword fighting. The boy tried to regain his composure, though his attempt at seeming nonchalant failed as you touched his arm. Did youâ
âYou can be my inside man, talk to these guys to see if theyâd slip up or something like that.âÂ
âI donât think thatâs a very good idea,â Luke hastily replied, clearing his throat.
âOh, Iâm sorry. Did that come across as a suggestion? I hate to break it to you but being best friends means you sorta have to participate in my schemes,â your lips curled as Luke grunted at your words.Â
âYeah, butââ
âLuke, pleaseâŠitâll be fun,â he almost scoffed at your words and unconvincing argument. Clearly, the two of you had different definitions of fun. Just as he opened his mouth to reject your idea again, his eyes caught yours. You were looking at him in such an eager and heart-warming gaze that it made him forget what he was intending to say.
Ah, there was no denying anymore. Being rational and able to function properly has truly stopped being his forte.
âFine,â Luke uttered, the word pricking his tongue as regret started kicking in as he accepted being your accomplice. This decision could only come back to bite him in the ass. He watched as you quickly celebrated his lack of restraint.
âAh, you gave in quite quickly,â you jabbed.
âShut up.â
Oh, you were going to be the death of him.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Two days have passed since you got Luke to agree to help you find your secret admirer. Though, the boy must say, the last forty eight hours have been slightly comedic for him, watching you trying to track down your secret admirerâŠ
While the real sender of those gifts was right beside you, nodding along to your every word.Â
Lukeâs mind trailed to the origin of this âsecret admirerâ idea. He started it as a way to abate the urge of straight-up blurting out how love-struck he was with his own best friend, while also testing out the waters before finally confessing his feelings for you.Â
Though it was slightly amusing how the idea led him to where he was right at that moment. The Hermes cabin counselor zoned out as he pretended to speak to another boy you thought was behind those sweet gifts and letters.Â
Luke used to have those feelings under rein, but self-repression only caused it to grow exponentially. Initially, the Hermes cabin counselor dismissed those beyond friendly thoughts, thinking they would eventually fizzle away. However, against his predictions, this fondness towards you became a sort of companion to him for three long years.Â
Not only that, years of excessively burying these feelings six feet underground also came back to bite him in the ass because instead of having his feelings under control, they now have the upper hand.Â
Sometimes he felt like a puppet, while his feelings plucked the strings. His facial expressions were forever cursed to be sculpted in raw yearning whenever around you, having no choice over how he reacts to everything related to you.
But it didnât matter, because he was going to finally confess soon.
Luke almost burst out laughing at the way you were standing in anticipation, waiting for his intel on the most recent candidate. It was entertaining, to say the least, pretending to engage in investigative conversation before heading back to you, shaking his head in feigned disappointment.Â
However, it didnât take long before the Hermes cabin counselor started feeling sour.
Just as he made it back to your side, he watched as you started talking again, already discussing the next guy you thought might have done these things that Luke himself came up with. He eyed your in sync footsteps with a heavy heart. Despite the matching movement, he somehow still felt eternally behind. Luke was so close, yet so far away, and never quite able to grasp onto your ever moving attention.Â
Did you not consider him as an option at all? Did you truly not see him as anything other than a good friend? It started stinging him knowing you were considering all these other guys as potential candidates â the faces that now haunt him in his sleep, poisoning his mind with an acidic jealousy that was eating away his common senses and fueling immoral thoughts.Â
Soon enough, that same jealousy seared his mind with this overwhelming self-doubt. Lukeâs foot started feeling cold at the thought of confessing. Gods, he never thought the same security behind anonymity would now make him feel desperate to be seen by you.Â
âMaybe I should give up,â you concluded, mindlessly staring ahead. Your attention elsewhere gave Clarisse and Chris an opportunity to send each other knowing looks. The two have been watching you run around in circles on a goose hunt, not knowing to look right behind at the sulking figure that was trailing after you.Â
Your distracted state also meant you didnât notice the moping human situated beside you. However, hearing your declaration of ending your chase, Luke saw a window of opportunity. Maybe now was finally the time to be truthful. After all, if he doesnât tell you, then how will you know and see him? Lukeâs momentary motivation carried him through waves of dejection.
âY/N, I need to tell you something,â Luke blurted out without much more thought or preparation, and his tone made you fully turn to him. Just as words finally formed and the boy opened his mouth to tell youâ
âHey Y/N, can I talk to you privately?â Somebody interrupted. Your eyes didnât leave Luke immediately, but when you saw your best friendâs momentum had faltered, you turned to the stranger. It was another Hermes boy, somebody who youâve seen around. You politely agreed and left with him.Â
âSo, I heard youâve been looking for the person whoâs been giving you anonymous gifts. And well, itâs your lucky day, 'causeâŠâ the boy stared you up and down while you subconsciously took a small step back when he leaned forward. â...Iâve decided to come forward and reveal myself.â
âOkayâŠwell, prove itâ you squinted. Though your skepticism didnât make the Hermes boy in front of you falter. Clearly, he expected this.
âThe first thing you were given was a note, andâŠthe two most recent gifts were a cassette tape and a bracelet â which was made from beads of your favorite color and charms likeâŠâ you zoned out as the boy started listing out some of your favorite activities that were indeed the charms on your bracelet. You fiddled with the bracelet that you had purposefully hidden out of his view right behind your back.
There was a pinch in your heart that signaled the last bit of hope dying.Â
OhâŠso Luke really wasnât your secret admirer.
You internally scoffed at yourself. You should have known right after he said yes to helping you out with finding your secret admirer â which was originally an idea used as bait to determine if Luke was the sender or not, because if it was really him then he wouldnât have agreed to help you out with this. However, not only did your best friend agree without much convincing from you, but he had seemed so nonchalant and unaffected as you named all these boys you wanted him to talk to.Â
Perhaps this secret admirer thing was something good. Somebody has shown interest and their actions have been nothing but sweet. Those letters contained words that were eternally bound to your memories, even altering the way you view yourself for the better. Maybe you could get to know this person and move on from hopelessly crushing on your best friend. Â
Halfway through, you realize you were so engulfed in your thoughts that you have zoned out to half of the things the Hermes boy was saying, and merely caught onto the last bit of his speech:
â...thinking maybe we could go on a date and get to know each other more tonight?â
Your stomach churned again, yet you nodded your head.
Move on. Move on. Move on. Move on.Â
Your friends gave you questioning looks when you got back to where they were, clearly curious about what you were pulled away for.
âSoâŠthat was my secret admirer, and Iâm going on a date with him tonight,â you hoped you sounded more enthusiastic than you were feeling. You tried convincing yourself at least it was good knowing definitely how your best friend actually felt about you. Quickly sitting down, you kept your eyes on Clarisse, knowing if you even looked over at Luke, heâd be able to tell straight away that something was wrong.
Your lack of focus also meant you didnât think much of the quiet murmur from your best friend: âSorry, I just remember I need to do something.â
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
You looked at yourself in the mirror one last time. It was now the afternoon and you just finished getting ready for your date. As you were leaving, you spotted a note at the foot of your cabin. Seeing your name written on the paper, you picked it up while eying it peculiarly.
âYou could be the one that I love,Â
I could be the one that you dream of,
Message in a bottle is all I can do,Â
Standing here hoping it gets to you.â
Your gut feeling stirred, hitting you with waves of higher certainty over suspicions you have previously had and denied.
Those lyrics were directly associated with a memory from summer two years ago.Â
Luke and you were sitting by the campfire when he asked what your favorite song was. You told him the name and mentioned you hadnât listened to it in a while because using technology devices with signals were dangerous for Demigods. The conversation slipped your mind but clearly loitered in your best friendâs mind, because two months later while on your way back to camp from your quest together, he gifted you a tape player along with a cassette of said song along with others that you liked.
You blinked away the image of you leaning on Lukeâs shoulder while the two of you listened to the song together on the train back to camp.
You re-read the note again while shaking your head. Perhaps it was a coincidence. Perhaps, that Hermes boy knew the song and it was also one of his favorites. Perhapsâ
Your hand started trembling around the paper. Your eyes landed on one small detail in the note: a particular handwriting choice. The rest of it matched with previous notes, but there was one singular scribbling feature youâve never seen used before.Â
Everything came crashing down and your internal eternal cycle of excuses and denial shattered.
You ran. It didnât matter that it was raining and your attire was getting soaked. It didnât matter at all because you were frustrated and confused. In other instances, you would have been elated at the possibility of mutual affection, but in that moment, exasperation blinded you from sensibility.Â
If what you have concluded was true, then why on Earth would he allow you to go on a date with a person who stole credit for things they didnât do? This whole time, he made you feel like a fool â for waiting that long and having hope after all that time; for asking the person you were looking for to hunt them down with you; for sulking despite having what you thought was a good opportunity to come along; for borderline going on a date with an imposter; and for not seeing it all along that it was him.Â
âItâs you, isnât it?â you called out.
Despite the rain, you could see your best friendâs figure stiffened before turning around to face you. The boy stood with his hands behind his back, not yet daring to look at you.Â
âThe âthâ. You connected the cross in the âtâ directly to the âhâ,â you presented the note in your hand, pointing specifically at the slip up that Luke had made in the latest note, not caring of the raindrops that were hitting the paper. âItâs how I write it, and you started writing it the same way a year after we got to know each other because you liked the way it looked,â you pressed further.
The expression on Lukeâs face painted your theory into the truth of the situation. You felt your hand slightly shaking at the revelation.
âWhy? You left anonymous gifts and notes and watched me put on this hunt â which by the way, was for you. And didnât even say anything when a guy lied and said he was my secret admirer? Is this one big cruel prank?â
âNoââ
âOh! Well then, surely at one point in this whole thing, you felt like you should just tell me?âÂ
âI was going to.â
âThen where were you when I was just about to head out with that fraud? Maybe if you really liked me and really cared for me, like all those damn notes say, you would have fought for mââ
âI did,â Luke finally raised his voice, his face briefly hardened in an attempt to convey his desperation. His chest heaved, and the way it did almost made you think the anger radiating off every inch of his skin right then was directed towards you. But it wasnât, and he knew you knew.Â
âI confronted him right after he claimed that he was the one who gave you all those things.âÂ
Invisible ivies rooted your foot to the ground. You gulped, trying to digest the information you were given. However, it finally sunk in when Lukeâs hands appeared from behind his back. It was then that you could see the bandage wrapped around his knuckles. Your breath hiccuped in both flattery and worry at the implication of what he had done. The darkness behind those deep hazel-brown orbs reflected a certain side of your best friend that you hadnât seen before. Although, part of you felt like you wouldnât mind it.
It made Lukeâs blood boil knowing what he dedicated to you from the bottom of his heart was spoiled by ill intentions. Luke should have known better than to carelessly write all the letters and craft those gifts right on his bunk bed, rather than discreetly.Â
Once again, the Hermes cabin counselor was pulled back to memories from an hour ago. The way the other boy shot remarks at Lukeâs lack of precautions, boasting his wrong-doings like someone incapable of having a guilty conscience. Luke's jaw tightened as the image of the sly smirk on the other Hermes boy's face flashed in his mind, but a wave of satisfaction ran through him as he recalled how quickly that smirk was wiped away by his own fist.
They might be brothers by a fraction, but blood or not, that boy was dead to Luke the second he tried tricking you.
âAnd no, I wouldnât have let you go out with a fraudster. Never,â Lukeâs eyes softened. âAnd in case itâs not implied enough: I like youâŠa lot. I was going to confess but then this guy came along lying,â Luke could feel that tremor returning once more to his fist. He hated that something he built, from scratch, on the foundation of sincerity was momentarily tainted by the hands of a spineless liar. Not only that, he hated witnessing somebody so dear to him getting deceived in such a tasteless manner.
âI alsoâŠdidnât want to get hurt. It was starting to seem like you would ever consider me as more than just a friend with the way you were listing out all these other guys. So for a bit there I was considering just keeping quietâŠforeverâ he confessed, eyes now straying away from you and down to his shoes.
You observed your best friend through a new perspective. So your initial suspicions were true. You had thought it was him because all the things you have received hinted to somebody who knew you so well, and who else at camp but Luke knew this many things about you. But ultimately, another part of you â the proclaimed âlogicalâ side â has hyper-analyzed every split second you two have shared and deemed that Luke has not given any true signs of interest in you beyond as a friend. Thus, you dismissed the thought of Luke being your secret admirer.
You know now to trust your gut feelings more.
âOh, Luke Castellan, you dumb assâŠâ you spoke softly underneath your breath, but you knew he heard you perfectly clearly from the way he slightly peered up. Your heart almost shattered at the dejected look on your best friendâs face and the thought of him burying his feelings eternally. You sure as hell would not allow that to be this timeline.
âIâve liked you ever since the day you went out of your way and gave me that first cassette tape,â the marveled look on Lukeâs face over your confession made you continue, âI guess I should have known it was youâŠcause gift giving has always been your love language.â It seemed like the boy was too stunned and struck frozen. However, his shell-shock state didnât last long, because soon, your best friendâs gaze reverted back to the way he has always looked at you, only slightly more intense.
Your eyes fluttered at the sight of Luke Castellan in front of you at that moment. You were finally able to see the effect youâve always had on him. The way his lips hung slightly agape, eyes dilated in such a way you were no longer able to see their usual color anymore, chest slightly heaving despite lack of physical reasons for such a reaction. You almost wanted to hit yourself for being such a fool and not spotting these details sooner.Â
âNow, CastellanâŠyou have two options,â you stepped closer to him, leaving an appropriate amount of personal space in between. âYou either kiss me orââ
Luke grabbed your wrist with his uninjured hand and pulled you in. The same hand-guided your arms around his neck while also effectively eliminating the remaining distance between you two.Â
Without hesitation, he kissed you.
Likewise, you returned the action without a second thought. You frankly didnât care about the rain that was soaking the both of you. Kissing Luke felt like such a natural act that it felt simply like diving home. The way he held you made you feel like you were a national treasure he was so afraid of losing. Gods, you donât think you mind doing this ever so often.
Though, there was a certain urgency in the way Luke kissed you, as if afraid youâd either vanish or youâd change your mind. You pressed your lips harder against his, hoping heâd understand you didnât intend on leaving or having a change of heart.
A grunt escaped his throat as you kissed him harder. Oh, Luke Castellan already knew he was in immense trouble. He knew almost immediately that the concerning number of thoughts he had about you each day would only increase tenfold from this day on. He wondered if you could taste all of his unspoken words. If kissing you felt like this, he might as well sign away his heart, body, and mind to you. In fact, heâd sign anything you put in front of him without even considering the fine prints.Â
Luke slowly backed you against a tree, giving you a bit of support to lean against whilst shielding the both of you from the heavy rain. He smiled into the kiss as you hummed at his action, feeling it echo against his lips. His heart tugged, almost leaping out of his chest when your hands made their way to both sides of his face, cupping it intently like holding something yours. Yours. Fuck, he loved the sound of that.Â
You were the first to break the kiss. The both of you gasped for air while maintaining eye contact. The close-up view of his intense gaze drove your cheeks rosy. You could not help but admire the way his locks of wet curly hair clung onto his forehead, while raindrops fell from his face, some following the length of his eyelashes before falling â Oh, the way he glanced down at your lips at that second made you feel almost like you had the power to convince him into anything at the moment.Â
âYouâre my best friendâŠâ he broke the silence.
âMhm.â
â...but what if I want you to be more than that?â
âI can be both,â Lukeâs lips broke out into a smile, and you mirrored his facial expression. He leaned his forehead against yours whilst softly rubbing his thumb soothingly against your waist.
âIâm not against that.âÂ
As a larger grin broke out on your lips, Lukeâs eyes further softened. He realized right there and then that anything you wanted, he would not be against it. A breath of relief quietly escaped beneath Lukeâs breath. He could not wait for whatever was in store for the both of you in the future.
Good thing his messages in a bottle did get to you.
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