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lockedtowers · 6 months ago

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repost and rate your muse's traits out of 10 in each category !

COMPASSION: 2/10

so william… does not care. not a lot, anyways. when he first saw michael his brain had the tiniest flint of a spark of ‘i did that’ he didnt do shit but raw it and he definitely showed michael affection and love at first, fuck man he was teaching michael engineering, plushtrap was the first animatronic that they worked on together, in my main verse he did not care about his wife at the time at all especially when she caught him with henry but thats a different story but he did, in his fucked up way, love michael, but he also definitely favored evan by a lot when evan happened. of course i have verses where he did love his wife to a degree, but he doesnt really love anyone more than he loves himself. lizzie was very very close to getting there, but even her his love is more or less an extension of himself rather than as their own individual selves. lizzie has his cruelty and villainous streak, and his refusal to listen to no. michael has some of his aggression and recklessness. evan he favored in a way as the version of himself he lost due to his own parents, which is also why he kind of babied evan a lot. he made voice boxes for evans plushies so evan had someone to talk to, because him and michael didnt get along, and he never wanted michael and him to hate each other. in all though williams most compassionate moment, the one moment he was truly a decent guy, and the moment that ultimately destroyed any semblance of normalcy he could have attained, was evan getting springlocked. william tried to get him out, and his own suit springlocked on him causing the initial scars, and all in all sort of retriggered certain thoughts and issues he thought he grew out of. he any semblance of affection he had died when those locks went into his skin, and left him in a much worse state of mind and being.

BITTERNESS: 9/10

this man has stacks upon stacks upon stacks of journals about henry, how much he loves henry, how much he worships henry, how much he thinks henry should worship him. he still treats michael like shit when michaels an adult for what happened to evan when michael was a child himself when it happened. lizzie dying was entirely williams own damn fault and he still blamed michael for it because, in his mind, if michael didnt kill evan, charlotte wouldnt have had to die, henry wouldnt have had to be framed, and now lizzie wouldnt have had to die. this man takes bitter ex to a whole new level too considering even turned into his creation, he was still mad obsessing over henry.

HAPPINESS: 5/10

depends on when in the timeline. he did actually enjoy being married (the second time in main verses, dependable on mrs afton rpers otherwise) even though he.. wasnt exactly a faithful husband at all given his obsession with henry. honestly if he just learned what poly was and it wasnt the 70s/80s so he couldnt openly be poly and with a man, he’d have been much happier. he loves killing people tho.

POLITENESS: 3/10

…. he’ll fake it

MORALITY: 2/10

he murdered kids and thinks cheating on his wife with henry was perfectly fine because ‘he could love both of them’ when that doesnt make it fine, u big dickbag. also he wants complete control over his kids, he literally built the fu/ntime animatronics with the intentions of trapping his families souls in them so they could live forever with or without remnant. (yes this is a personal headcanon no i dont give a fuck about canon, canon had a lot of stupid moments, shush) he, hes not moral, hes one of those people who would just go off on like ‘oh morality isnt real its a social construct designed by the government to make you behave a certain way, the only true way to be moral is to believe in yourself as a god’ and all that stuff, dont trust the tall man

PRIDE: 9/10

he’s actually insufferable with how much he loved himself im ngl. he takes great pride in his subpar performances canonly. he thinks hes the greatest liar, engineer, and shopowner of all time. all the things he hated his parents for he ironically manages to do even worse than they did. he might struggle to love others but he definitely fucking loves himself, which is kind of funny when u think abt it, bc he also hates himself.

HONESTY: 2/10

he cannot even be honest with himself he’s not honest with anyone. he looked his wife in the eyes and claimed he would never betray her as he was cheating on her with henry. he kidnapped his own son after evan died with the intentions of completely breaking his brain in the same setup he built to ‘cure’ evan (which would likely have traumatized and made him worse) and fully intended on charlie being in that set up with him until she made the fatal error of fighting back, michael got the worst of the treatment for sure though.

BRAVERY: 0/10

one of the main things i think about this man is, he pretends what hes doing is brave and amazing, like im a great serial killer im great at everything im massively prolific in the public eye and people love and adore me, people flock towards me and think im charming and amazing, and they do. but he isn’t brave. he isnt anywhere close to that, he’s a fucking coward. he intimidates people, he hurts people, but when faced with the punishment for his crimes he was terrified. he isn’t brave. he doesnt know what brave is.

RECKLESSNESS: 2/10

his most reckless situation was what happened with charlie (and main verse wise, his first wife). it wasnt planned like that, he only intended to kidnap her. She thought back and he got angry enough to not only kill her, but abandon her body on that street in the storm. He hasn’t been exactly reckless since then and everythings been very carefully thought out, but he isnt in the right mindframe anymore, he hasnt been since evan died, he does make mistakes, and unfortunately it usually ends up being henry who pays for them since henry is who he framed.

AMBITION: 8/10

He’s definitely very ambitious, like he worked his ass off to get to where he is even though hes not really great at performing like he thinks he is. His main issue is his current goal is just Henry, not even anything specific really, he wants to be henry. The springlock incident made his obsession with henry a million times worse, and i can speak on that personally as someone whos had a head injury and who has OCD, it can intensify obsessions very very badly. So ambitious, yes, thoughtful on what they are, not anymore. though he did drain the lifeforce out of the kids he killed so.

LOYALTY: 1/10

that one isnt even for his fucking family its for henry and he betrayed that man too and framed him for his own daughters murder. his loyalty is to himself and maybe, MAYBE, on RARE occasions, and specifically as an extension of himself, his family.

SENSE OF FAMILY: 3/10

his childhood was fucked up. but while he was being a mostly present father, he showed promise. did he only love his kids as extensions of himself? still yes. did he at least love them? yeah. its a.. shitty situation all in all.

ATTRACTIVENESS: 6/10

evidently a lot more people wanna ride the serial killer than i gave him credit for.

AGILITY: 7/10

he’s surprisingly agile for his… everything. man in the movie version that man was rly pushing sixty and still bodied mike to hell and back what the hell dude.

SEX DRIVE: 7/10

he’s a f/urry. he had/has a whole ass wife, a ton of kids, and still canoodles with henry wtf do you think

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ray-the-fanatic · 11 months ago

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers ⭐️

Lets see pretty easy honestly

Coffee Coffee is basically my blood at this point I love the smell enough to be enough to cheer me up a little. I love trying new coffee, and new places or just walking down the coffee aisle of stores. I had a degree in art and i make the joke all the time that im gonna be a braista but sometimes? I generally wonder if I would truly be happier that way. I sort know a lot about coffee for no reason outside of my like for the drink

ducks I feel my account got the most active when DT17 was airing and I was submerging into the Darkwing Duck fandom. But Duck are actually a favorite animal of mine. I just think they are cute and have always loved going to the park to just look at them XD slightly personal. After highschool I didnt know what I wanted todo for a bit got pretty down I used to baby sit my sister kid for her and started taking walks to the park and we just hang out with the ducks and it sort of got me outta that funk so they are special to me uwu

dogs~ By no means is me being a dog person mean I don't like cats. I love them im just highly allgric and would kill over begin around them too long u-u I've had about? five pet dogs in my life. My current Dog Gizmo is my spoiled little boy and old man. I generally change my tone the second I just witness a dog being in the same space as me. I dont mind them laying on top of me or being all over me when I pet them either. I just think they are cute and adorable and I know way to much about dogs cause as I kid I watched a lot of shows about them on animal planet and took notes. Just cause.

Animation/ TMNT If my account never gave it away my biggest interest in animation in general. It's very much why i got into anime myself and will check out any animated thing thats comes around. I always get pretty invested in animated shows and honestly tend to love it over live action still to this day XD it's just something i have a speical link towards. I was one of few kids who was never banned from watching any cartoon, and a lot of my early memories tend to be about me watching a carton with someone speical to me and even to this day XD many of my dearest friends I met through a love of a show honestly. And this applies to TMNT a series I've always loved stepped away from the fandom but happy to return to it uwu

fictional ships uwu Oh like this is a surpise my a03 basically ships XD I just can get pretty hooked on finctional ships I enjoy despite claiming to be a mutishipper i am very very biased towards some ships XDD

#ask box #ray rambles #onlygayinthecomics

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svankmajerbaby · 2 years ago

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not to keep sinking into a monster high shaped hole or to bring that wednesday series topic again but yknow since i had to see dull memes about the avatar sequel stuff guess this is my revenge

anyway. millar and gough who are the actual showrunners of the netflix wednesday show, not tim burton, and who wrote and produced the series, also produced and wrote the monster high movie so many people were pissed off by at first and slowly, i think? they came around to. and i find this interesting bc these are two franchises/properties which i see a lot of similarities between but that in the end i feel like should be treated as different things bc of their respective tone and general audience.

monster high in general is meant for younger kids especially now that it has softened its image to relatable instead of aspirational, which to me is fascinating from a marketing toy line perspective. the addams family was alwys meant as skewing older. i really assumed that the series would be about riverdale/teen wolf/supernatural level horror/suspense/adult content, and having a meaner edge and really much darker humor. in the end bc of the need to have stakes in the netflix series a lot of the humor was softened in a way that it doesnt really appeal to me/becomes a character quirk of wednesday instead of something that its normal inside this universe, the sort of casual cruelty and cartoon logic of the 90s comedy movies cant apply when you also have to be worried about characters dying tragic deaths and there are harry potter-esque mysteries and drama going on. that change in tone to me was what really killed it, it took away what made the addams interesting and left it at a level in which it was purely aesthetic surface. im not saying its completely unenjoyable, after all it has millions of fans who seem to vibe with it. im just saying that it doesnt really carry the spirit or the tone of the 90s movies, or even the 60s tv series, which was more focused on comedy overall and was much better at it.

with monster high the movie though, i think the gothic magical high school mystery works much better since it already has a few animated movies that have that sort of tone. the franchise itself works with issues of adolescence and therefore identity, self-acceptance and friendship (issues that the wednesday series wants to give to the protagonist, to varying degrees of success). and i find it really interesting that ive seen so many posts that say something like "oh the outfits are so bad, the fashions all wrong, why didnt they get actual cosplayers", etc. i dont expect everyone to know this but tv movie budgets, especially channels like nickelodeon or disney channel or the like, are pretty small even compared to streaming movie budgets. they usually recycle sets and costumes from other series by the same production company/costume company in the area, and between preproduction and shooting there is barely any time or budget for customized pieces. this isnt an excuse as much as reasoning. and apart from that there is also the nature of the new generation which is more focused on relatability and being appealing to a wider demographic than the first generation, which was more aimed at shocking and calling attention to itself. in that sense im kinda happy with what they went with, the clothes looks kinda cheap but it also looks like what kids in the 14-15 year range would believably wear to look cool and that remains accessible while also being fashionably easy to identify and distinguish themselves and their tastes. the actors are all Very Much covered in makeup and wigs but there is a difference in the styling of the generation 1 dolls/fanart/restylings that make them look much much older, and that would probably spark more controversy that mattel might not be super keen on rn. so unless they literally went the riverdale route of hiring actors in their mid to late twenties to portray fourteen year olds, dress them in miniskirts and risk losing that 8 to 11 year old audience to upset parents, what we ended up with is next to the best we could have hoped for.

apart from that, what im most curious about is how they will touch upon the issue of the two worlds in conflict, monsters and humans. the wednesday series didnt quite work it out in a way im satisfied with, partly bc of burtons and burton properties' own difficulty applying crítical thought to the very concept of "outcast" and marginalization, and partly bc of a tendency of wanting to apply allegories and analogies to these matters. you want to create meaningful comparisons to real feelings of alienation to emotionally appeal to the audience. but also you as a writer have no real experience reading about real actual marginalized identities and just have a general idea that things were bad and people are angry and people protest about it and also that the Teens™ are complaining in social media using new terms you can stick in the mouths of your characters. in that sense monster high's aim at the younger audience saves them from embarrassing themselves too much, which i cant say the same for wednesday (or the winx netflix series, and a bunch of other teen-aimed media, for that matter). so what remains for the monster high franchise is to figure out how to properly handle something like the idea of the two worlds of humans and monsters needing to find some common ground (something i think its really cool in the way it could be sparked by clawdeens new status as a werewolf being half human half wolf), though its the sort of thing that the writers of future iterations should be careful about and really just not be afraid to shake things up a bit and defy their own narrative status quo. like not be scared to have characters like claire the goth girl from that one animated movie, or the jekyll/hyde kid that was also technically half "normie", to explore further aspects to the idea of identity and marginalization that have a much more appropriate home in something like monster high.

#. 🦴#full disclosure i havent finished the wednesday series i dont have the energy in me to invest that much attention in boring subplots #i saw a recap and know what happens and im sad that bianca doesnt appear so much later on #netflix wednesday #monster high the movie

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kyoobot · 3 years ago

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Spamton Character Analysis/Discussion

Gonna post my thoughts on spamton and his character since I saw talk about it! I love this guy so ill present everything I know and what I think is going on with him

I enjoy writing a lot, but I am an amatuer so please forgive my structure haha.

I wrote this addressing all sorts of thoughts and questions. If anyone has anything to say please do!

Spamtons introduction I think his introduction is a pretty good starting point for him He pops out of his dumpster and gives his introduction AND then notices kris and addresses them Spamton gives me the animatronic giving its dance number to an empty auditorium vibe He gave his little intro before being aware anyone was watching him He has a certain way of acting and it seems there's some things he can't help Like his introduction and his quirks

Spamton absolutely is aware hes scamming people, but I think he feels that there's no other option. Other characters have mentioned him asking for their help to get into the mansion, and the addisons pretend he doesn't exist. He comes across as a sort of person no one is willing to help, so he has to resort to lying to get what he wants. Which for his current goals, i don't blame anyone for not. I say he knows bc in pacifist Neo he apologizes for the scams and promises to do better. Personally I think this is exactly where people get his softer interpretations. Spamton seems to know his scams are wrong and wants to do better and actually be a friend, but the universe or whatever is tormenting him just won't let him have it.

Is Spamton being Controlled? I would say, yes. To what degree? I'm not sure! I do not know where he got the idea to put himself into Neo. Did the voice tell him? Did he figure it out? Did he not put himself in before because he wasn't that desperate yet? Whatever the case, I believe the pursuit of Neo was his own sort of. I think whoever gave him forbidden knowledge/is controlling him knew what would happen but he convinced himself it was the solution to everything. I think, that whatever is controlling spamton is more in his thoughts and what he can say. The very telling shop dialouge where he seems to "break character" and beg someone for forgiveness strongly hints that hes not just talking about freedom in an existential way, but more of an actual way (edited) Spamton is desperate. He says so to us. His dialog and flavor texts also hint at this. He says very clearly "[help]", NOTHINGS WRONG NOTHINGS WRONG NOTHINGS WRONG., the it burns dialouge, the soft cry for help in the shop Lots of things in his dialouge plainly show someone who needs and wants help but. Its Spamton. He doesn't know what will help him and he believes he has to scam to get any help. All he has is Neo as his one last hope. I personally don't think he's bad for "scamming" us either. We go along with it willingly. Kris maybe doesn't, but we do. I see Spamton as a very flowey/chara like character. He needs help, but he doesn't know what he needs. He thinks Neo will solve all his problems (like flowey with the human souls and wanting to "play" forever). Thing is, spamton never needed any soul to realize what he was doing was wrong. He knew, he just didn't think there was any other way. Spamton is sentimental and deep down just wants friendship imo. He talks about being a big shot being his end goal, but at the end of pacifist, all he's happy about is being free and living for himself and his friends. In snowgrave he talks about muttering his "lost friends" names at the bottom of a dumpster. He very clearly misses his friends. But he has been abandoned. His friends even clearly stated it was them that left first. I don’t know why they did not reconnect with him afterwards. There is lots we do not see with spamton. He could have estranged them even further, or perhaps he avoided them on purpose because he was ashamed. He misses them and wishes to see them still though. This again is where I think people get his softer interpretations. He is a scammer, but honestly. Hes the embodiment of spam email. He can't help being who he is. He's like Edward scissorhands. He cuts everyone he loves because of who he is, regardless of how he feels.

He’s a very difficult character to parse! Characters that are embodiments of actual concepts also having their own personalities is difficult. It’s like the whole nature and nurture thing, how much of their actions is purely them and how much is it because of who they are? (Not forgiving any actions here lol, i just find it very sad and interesting how spamton is literally something people hate in the real world and how what he is influences his “life”)

Alright next thought: Spamton hates himself Now this is a weird one huh? The guy that plasters his face on everything and sends mini versions of himself to fight hates himself? Not as unlikely as one would think! Snowgrave is very telling on this one. His whole speech is basically to himself. Talking about his abandonment and how he is pathetic and how he makes himself sick. He calls himself (and the player) a worm. Everything he says to kris in that speech is projection at himself. Even in pacifist Neo fight we see some of his self hate. He is absolutely elated at the idea of not being a "long nosed doll" anymore. Spamton very much doesn't like himself or his body. He stinks because he lives in a dumpster and he hates it so much he punches it likely leaving a dent. Personally I think everything has his face on things bc the only thing he has left is himself. It's the only thing he can "sell". And like mettaton he probably used to sell things with his face on them all the time. Its like his introduction, its just part of who he is. He probably just rolls with it bc he probably tries to see himself as a temporarily embarrassed big shot. His face will be worth millions again!! Just you wait!!! (....)

Snowgrave Spamton Since we mentioned snowgrave, im gonna say yeah, I dont think spamton is evil. If flowey ultimately isn't evil, then he isn't either. Just like flowey, our actions influence him. In pacifist, spamton desperately jumps at the chance of us helping him get to Neo. We can totally just ignore him and complete the story without him with no punishment for that. In snowgrave however, when he sees us murdering everyone he has to change up his tactics. Of course he knows that if he fought us he would be frozen. So he's gonna help us. He's an opportunist 100%. Hes not the main villian at all in snowgrave. We are lol. We murder everyone. He helps, but its us who goes the whole way. He is still wrong for giving us the ring though and he even comments on that. I do think its strange that both he and the pink addison conveniently had rings that helped Noelle get stronger specifically. They almost feel intentionally placed, like someone gave them those items for snowgrave. Perhaps we will see more on that in future chapters. I do think its very funny that spamton counts taking over the mansion as becoming a big shot. He also seems fine with the wires in snowgrave. I do wonder if snowgrave Spamton is more "controlled" to be honest, but thats much more in conjecture than fact lol. To have more information on that we would have to just see in later chapters and see if a pattern emerges.

Anyways, I do think spamton is the ultimate opportunist. He will do what he can to get a leg up. He doesn't care how he does it. In snowgrave you prove to him that the way he's going about things is right. In Pacifist spamton comes to the conclusion that he was wrong because of your actions. He falls, but he is able to be lucid enough to not be self serving and gives himself up as an item to you. For someone as self serving as spamton to sacrifice himself is a big character moment imo. As gut wrenching as it is. I can see why people want to help him at that point. Post Neo spamton is the spamton that would most be receptive to help and friendship. I think lots of people struggle with pre neo spamton because it's hard to showcase his self serving nature. He's very selfish! He hates himself, but he wants to love himself again. Everything is about him in his world. Hes extremely funny in that way :y He is also aware that he has to sell himself. He knows that he has to be interesting so people will let him scam them. So thats just doubling back to why its always about him haha. Hes 100% a mettaton analog. Its all about him darling! (But secretly, all he really wants is his friends and life back) ((with sick neo wings lol)) Who is Mike? I have seen the Mike is the Voice/Gaster theory and you could interpret it as that yeah! You could totally say that. Personally, I think Mike was Spamtons camera guy for his commercials. Either that or a TV tycoon. Id say Mike will probably be like burgerpants/alphys to spamton Like, a mix of them together I imagine spamton would boss Mike around a lot like, GET THIS SHOT, or NO YOURE DOING IT WRONG But he genuinely considered Mike as a friend, until he was abandoned or stabbed in the back by him (edited) Acid theory Again, this is a maybe! Queens acid DOES shrink and spamton does have dialog you could connect it to (help! It burns! Please!)

You could argue this is a mis interpretation as in the Japanese dialog that line is more about staring into a bright light (the sun probably), if im remembering correctly. The implications of this with the English lines though make me wonder if spamton willingly became this way or if his mind was broken because of what he saw. Considering the dialouge involving that is begging for it to stop.

Spamton and religion Spamton discusses heaven, having communion with the divine and angels a lot. A personal note, but i find this to be one of my favorite parts of him. It’s very interesting Very strange that an inanimate object is aware of the divine, yeah? Spamton is very hung up on the idea of angels. His magic resembles them and his neo form resembles an angel as well. Spamton also prays and talks about having a communion with the divine. He seems to think that the Neo will save him and it has a connection to the divine (the light world?) (Personally I think heaven is our world, and he thought Neo would get him higher than the game, like how flowey thinks the human souls will help him) Thats why I think he just rolls with whatever the player does. I think he's aware kris is being controlled. He sees whatever they do as sort of divine. If he believes kris is being piloted by the angel. He does mention angel a lot in snowgrave, he could be referring to Noelle, or he could be talking to us. Or maybe he thinks all of it is kris. Spamton might just be projecting onto kris and just happens to be right on the money in his assumption that kris is also a puppet.

Personally, I think spamton is the strongest darkner we've met so far! If you encounter neo, the computer closest to the spam email junk bin (spamton is the whole bin), will blue screen. It does not do that if you dont encounter Neo. Spamton really was strong enough to influence the reality above his own and cause a physical change. What that means in the future, im unsure! We will have to see the other bosses in later chapters

Spamtons appearance In the poster he looks much different He looks more like an addison there, and in the fangamer merch we see that he didn't look like a puppet at all during his big shot era.

(You could argue the fangamer merch isnt canon, but they did base it off the poster from the wall, which doesn’t look like puppet spamton at all, so I am going to say, it is probably close enough to canon to count)

There are so many questions revolving this How did that happen? Who did that to him? Was it self inflicted? Why a puppet? Some people have brought up the acid theory but instead of shrinking spamton dies and possesses a doll/mannequin. For me, that would explain why mad dummy is a part of Neos theme along with mettatons. I do find it deeply interesting how an electronic being can be a ghost however. Its very...."living" to be able to have a ghost. That implies having a soul. The idea makes me sad though lol. Makes the addison procession after the Neo fight much more like a funeral than it already is.

Pre big shot and big shot Personally I think spamton before everything was just like. A regular dude. He had friends, he did his best, he had big dreams. He just, like his friends said, was very unlucky. He never sold anything and once he got his big break it all crashed down on him leading him to become a broken and homeless man living in a dumpster. Big shot spamton I think he was very much like Mettaton in this era. Everything was about him, everything he sold had his face on it. He was probably very full of himself, but like mettaton, he probably missed his friends a lot. But with him, no one checked up on him or called until it was too late. I really dont like the addisons lol. In undertale, Mettaton has napstablook who calls him to let him know how they feel. With spamton, none of them tried to connect with him, and even afterwards they pretended he didn't exist. Despite how they treated him, he STILL thought of them and wished to see them!!! I honestly think the addisons, any of them, if they had been in the same position as him would have come out even worse. Spamton still thought about his friends, and they only showed up when he was dead. (Hes not dead in the dealmakers, but) Its very brutal abandonment and I can understand spamtons bitterness when he insists he and kris need no one. I will be fair and say, there is probably history we are missing, but from just their own admissions, the addisons aren’t very good friends imo.

Overall I think spamton is very selfish and opportunistic but he is also strangely sentimental and caring. He is a very beautifully multi faceted character who not only makes black and gray decisions all the time, he makes white ones too. I think everyone that interprets him as a sleazeball is correct and everyone that interprets him as a sad lonely guy who needs a friend is also correct. Both of them are spamton.

Spamton and Mettaton A discussion on his character and his relations to mettaton Spamton i absolutely believe is a mettaton analog He wants to be in a new body, he was an entertainer, he has friends who he is now estranged from all like mettaton Id say spamton even personality wise is very close to mettaton Id say both of them are morally grey, absolutely so before they meet the human (pacifist) You might be wondering why im saying mettaton is gray as well, well there's a good reason In one of the neutral endings, mettaton becomes ruler and he straight up has dissenters to his rule killed or jailed And he is quite verbally abusive to burgerpants Hes not a perfect angel at all, but that makes him fun I bring up mettatons wrongs in the neutral route bc I believe ultimately its our decisions that change how both characters look at life.

We are a force of the universe, we literally shape the rules. We either show that kindness and patience can win out, or that in this world its kill or be killed. Both characters understand and operate by the latter to a degree. With mettaton he is completely fine with dangerous things on his show (even tho its all just for show) and being a despot dictator when he finds himself in that position.He’s only the friendly robot host in pacifist/less murdery neutral routes.

Spamton seems to believe that he can only get what he wants by scamming. He thinks that nothing is given for free or done out of the kindness of one's heart. After all, we are helping him because he promised us the sought after [hyperlink blocked]. He understands hes scamming, but to him, its just the way the world works. When we go snowgrave we show to spamton that he was right to think that he can only rely on himself and he should only be trying to uplift himself. He sides with us simply because he can see money to be made! He sees us as a way to get to his goal, so there is absolutely no character growth for him in snowgrave. I could argue he slides even further down, bc in his final speech its mostly just a hate filled breakdown directed at himself.

In pacifist, we show spamton that its not all about scamming others. Even though he fell hard from the last string being cut, he seems to still believe what he said. He knows he can't be free, but he's going to do the self less thing and help someone else despite his wish to be free. Thats very big character growth for him. I would say pre neo and post neo spamton are almost entirely different characters to us. Same as how enemy and friend undyne are different. Pre Neo, spamton is very manic, always focused on himself. Hes always saying nows your chance, but he obviously means nows MY chance. All of his deals benefit him. He very clearly wants help, but he has no idea how to get it without manipulating others. He just doesn't see anyone engaging with him unless he has something for them to "win".

Post Neo spamton i would say realized that he doesn't have to scam people. Before he fell he was going to turn over a whole new leaf. And I think he genuinely meant it, because after he crashed down and it turns out he wasn't free after all, he still offered himself to help save someone else. Despite wanting to pursue his freedom, the lesson that not everything has to be a deal stuck with him. So him giving himself up, no deals attached, was his big character growth moment. Hes also still a silly guy, as shown when the pocket is full. I very deeply hope he comes out of the pocket someday. I imagine he would still be very silly, but also a bit more reserved. He would probably make very little or just more honest deals. They may still be just him selling garbage, but he wouldn't be making them to manipulate others into making him god.

#spamton #deltarune

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noihavenosanitythanksforasking · 7 months ago

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so i want to be very clear first off that i think shipping battles are dumb as hell right anyways-

so i first started watching mha about maybe 2 years ago and i started just completely fandom free cause i heard it was super toxic so i avoided it until i finished all there was to watch. the only contact i did have was with this one friend that had been in the fandom for years and a bit of ao3.

anyways so at first i was v much on the bkdk train, in more of a ooo spicy some toxic bl boys to angst over kinda vibes, def not in a "this would or could ever be healthy" kinda way and i still think that to some degree but i still also consider myself bkdk shipper. as we go further into the manga the more hype its gotten bc theyve been healing their relationship but truly if they did become canon im not sure if id be so happy. the main win would probably be omg bl in a mainstream shonen?!! and less of yay theyre together bc no matter how much better they are now, you cannot get rid of those scars and those wounds that were made, even if they are faded scars now. its built on a broken power dynamic and i dont think that i truthfully could be okay with it. all this makes it sound like im an anti but im really not. i do ship it but i can also admit that it IS concerning and no matter how much bkg has changed i still think that it wouldnt work out. i still ship it tho, mostly just for a the parallels, drama, and angst value tbh.

ALL THIS TO SAY-

my friend was a huge tddk fan and while i watched the anime she told me that it was the superior ship and i was all like "nah bkdk tho" and she mostly just said i wasnt far enough to see it. so when i got past the sports festival and the stain incident i admitted to her that i could see the appeal of the ship but it wasnt really my thing. and i kept that idea until i started getting into the mha ao3 tag. i was still in a stage of kinda drifting around just tryna getta feel yk. so i read a bunch of different pairings including kamijirou, shinkami, todobaku, bakudeku, all sortsa stuff. and thats when i started shipping tddk. something i feel like people dont get sometimes is that i dont have to want something to be canon to ship it. i dont think tddk will be canon. and i dont want it too. i like tddk in the little bubble of ao3. the fandom for my tddk is ao3 authors carefully crafted works.

thinking about it now, i dont really have any mha ships in that sense.

tddk is my comfort pairing bc i like how soft they can be and i like the dynamic of bonding with someone who went through similar things as you and helping each other grow and heal from that. i like how shouto lets izuku talk as much as he likes and just listens and how izuku brings shouto out of his shell. i dont even know how to explain it very well bc they just make me feel happy. they're comfortable and warm and fuzzy and i dont think ill ever be able to get over them as that figure for me, at least for a while.

(im going through my ao3 history and i read a lot more todobaku then i remember lmao)

the first fic with any sort of tddk in it was this tdbkdk one The ABCs of Just Us 3 which i legit have no memory of but its been ages so

then theres a deleted fic and after that is the first visible tddk one which was Complicated

and then theres another tdbk and another tdbkdk and then the very long slew of tddk fics that is still being added to today :))

so yeah id say its a lil complicated, but if i didnt explain it well feel free to ask questions. my adhd brain sometimest goes wooosh and doesnt talk well

i just released that is was supposed to be an ask mb whoops

Can people send me ask telling me why they ship tododeku I'm curious

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mental-health-advice · 2 years ago

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sorry ive already sent this but i wanted to edit it so its gonna be a bit longer. i know that to have a friendship with someone, consistent contact isn't necessary, however with my friends its like we rarely talk. im sort of being dramatic but im left on delivered for days, sometimes weeks, at a time. i understand and respect that they need space and time but it gets exhausting. they are the only people in my life that we can talk about anything and it feels like they're shutting me out and it feels so isolating and lonely. its not just that they dont respond to me but that theyre active on social media and post pictures hanging out w other friends. I dont want to be a toxic friend and force them to respond to me and drain them and have them dread talking to me but i don't know what to do. ive resorted to just talking to myself but it makes me feel like im losing my mind. im not good at making friends so i have none at school and i just feel so alone i dont know what to do. i have so much i wanna tell them but i dont want to blow up their phones and stress them out more but it feels like we're drifting apart? ig? i know we probably arent based on what everyone says, that true friends can go days without talking, but it doesnt feel like that for me.

Hey there,

No worries, at all with resending your Ask – sometimes it’s only after we send/ submit something that we then think of something else we would like to add, so it’s completely OK!

It can be really hard and frustrating when we talk to someone via txting or on other platforms but do not get a reply in what we see as a reasonable time frame or see that they are online but do not see them see/ view our message at that time. Is this something that you have brought up with to your friends in the past? If not then I would encourage you to do so, as it’s possible that your friends, to a degree, don’t know what they are doing to you in regards to you feeling left out and lonely.

You are right in saying also that friends can go ‘x’ amount of time without talking but of course this is not and does not always fit for some friends/ friendship groups. Unfortunately, we do not know what is happening for your friends to not reply to your messages as they do with others but I definitely think it’s definitely worth a conversation to be had with them – it’s only through communication and being upfront that things can change to best suit everyone, including you!

It can be a bit of a balancing act in a way with how much we choose to tell our friends and especially if we don’t want to stress them out or put extra pressure on them, but with this being said it’s equally as important that we do have someone to talk to about what is happening for us and in our day to day life.

I know it can be scary to let another in, but perhaps speaking to a counsellor may be of some benefit for you? Counsellors aren’t just there for people who have mental health concerns but are also there for those who need to talk to someone/ confide in. Speaking to a counsellor or some other support worker can be great because you don’t have to worry about saying ‘too’ much as they are always happy to just sit back and listen or help you out in other ways if needed.

Another idea of something you could do may also be writing in a diary/ journal. This can help to get out what ever is on your mind and especially those things that keep circling in your head and just won’t go away! Writing can also be helpful to pin point what is going on for you and then think of ways to work through those things. Is this something you may feel able to give a go?

I’m really sorry that your friends aren’t there for you as much as you would like or are needing them to be but talk to them if you can and feel comfortable in doing so because at then at the very least you will all be on the same page!

I really hope that this has helped a bit and please do let us know if we can help to support you in any other way!

I’m thinking of you and hope that you are going OK!

Take care,

Lauren

#mha-lauren #advice #advice blog #mental health advice #anonymous #friends #lack of contact #not replying #isolated #lonely #shut out

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duiiness · 3 years ago

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hello chiluc nation im going to ramble abt the chiluc fic im starting

for starters; name! i think im gonna use "a taste of flames" because is it cool? yeah! thats all the reason why i wanna use it because its cool HELP

onwards,

though its gonna be a modern setting kinda thing and visions are somewhat there, the idea is that people do get visions yes, but they aren't very commonplace anymore, if that makes sense??? like people dont quite use visions anymore and vision holders tend to only keep theirs on them in case kf an emergency of any sorts! or more civilian based people, honestly, think of it like superheroes but weirdly complex because i habe thoughts

AND ALSO thr archons do walk as mortals but like in game few people are aware of this fact and they still hold whatever roles they did before but modern (i.e venti is a musician, likely small area and often spends the weekends performing in diluc's bar; zhongli works with hu tao at a funeral home; ei works as a CEO more or less since shes the only one with high power ranking out of the main three thats been revealed in-game; outside of that and really the only other one im gonna focus on is the cryo archon, who i think anya would be a good name for and shes the head of a mafia/underground organization which is the fatui and consider the archons in a power struggle of sorts maybe or at least the ones who interact to a degree im nlt too sure where to go on that one PLUS this isnt a solid idea yet so its bound to change because i also want to consider them working together as a detective agency almost like the one from bungo stray dogs in order to battle anya's attempt to grab power jt really depends on what yall think would be good SO HELP THIS IS A CALL TO PLEASE INTERACT ANF GIVE ME THOUGHTS this is so long imso sorry)

BUT after that okay so onwards to a more general speaking manner here okay sorry for the ramble okay diluc works at angel's share, a bar within the city, and often goes there during the night hours to work it since its a bar he owns, and maybe he has a daytime job because while he definitely has access to money if needed, he prefers to live off his own wages, he also is a single father and caretaker of klee, possibly diona as well but maybe more of a fill in than her adopted dad, we'll see BUT okay so usually, after hes put klee to bed and jean comes over to stay and watch the house (jean being the helpful co-parent because we stan friends raising kids together) he rides the train into the city to go do his night job, some days he does some days he doesnt yknow!! venti is usually there before him and when its his night to open the bar, venti usually is inside beforehand because he has a spare key bc ykmkw. venti BUT okay kaeya is often there as well! while he works as a manager/ceo or whatever kinda business man shit with favonious hq (jean also works there but moved to be closer to klee and diluc) and while the brothers are slightly estranged they do have a good relationship, theyre kinda nitpicky and rude to each other but they mean well and do care a lot for each other

OKAY JERE WE GO the main focus of the fic though its between ajax and diluc because they meet on the train, and several times too, ajax becomes interested in diluc because he 1. doesn't know who he is(famous hitman from fatui but no one outside of the organization really knows his face) and 2. diluc is feisty, hes snarky and rough and ajax absolutely loves that so he tries to find out more about him the more they meet on rhe train while both try to juggle their respective lives and also fall in love but wooo boy we're gonna have angst rivals to friends to lovers to some more angst shit im gonna throw in idk to we're together and happy fuck this shit and also klee likes ajax because cool dad BUT UH YEAH????? please interact and help me with this 😭😭

#chiluc #genshin #childe #diluc #writing #fan fic

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askaborderline · 2 years ago

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hello this is my first ask!

i had an fp (im still trying to get over btw) i feel like shes not being understanding at all? she knows i have bpd and one time i got angry at her bc she was being salty with me for no reasons and i said a few things that were sort of unnecessary but the way she is treating me after that is a little too much compared to what i told her? this happened a few months ago btw and shes still acting like shit with me just bc of that

at this point she's literally punishing me oml😭

she is diagnosed with something i won't be mentioning and was always understanding of her case but whenever i overthink and talk to her ab it she gets upset she doesnt take my feelings in consideration at all knowing that she knows quite a lot ab bpd and i told her ab her being my fp

after that we took a break from talking to each other and went back to talking again but i'm starting to realize how much the friendship is becoming toxic??? yesterday i saw something she said and it made me overthink a lot to the point where i split so i ask her ab it and guess what? she was salty... again! like you know i cant control my overthinking

anyways, it feels like shes being forced to talk to me and not because she actually enjoys talking to me.

i was thinking ab cutting her off bc this "friendship" is causing more damage than good and i seriously dont need anymore things. do you have any tips on how i can cut her off?

thanks in advance<33 have a good day/night and sorry if thats messy i cant put everything in it would be super long

Hi anon,

It sounds like you’re in a really tough situation and I can empathize with friends being toxic. I think cutting it off with her is a great idea, and that was going to be my advice, but it looks like you already know that it’s toxic and you want to get out of it, which is great! I’m happy that you can see that it’s a toxic relationship and you want to look out for your own mental health and cut her off.

There are a few ways you can go about cutting off someone who’s toxic. One way is to approach her and straight-up tell her how you’re feeling, if you think it would help her understand where you’re coming from. But considering she hasn’t been very understanding so far, if it were me, I wouldn’t go this route.

What you could also do isn’t as nice, but if you feel like she’s talking to you only because you think she feels like she has to, then what if you stop reaching out to her, and let her come to you instead? Maybe she won’t text you first, and the relationship will fizzle out. However, if she does text you first, then at least you know that she’s trying to put in a little bit of effort, and she could be receptive if you were to talk to her about how it makes you feel when she gets salty at you all because you ask for clarification. And then at that point, you’d have an opportunity to explain that you don’t want to cause tension between the two of you, and ask if she thinks another break would be helpful.

That’s all I’ve really got (I’ve done both of these methods, and they do work, to a degree. It depends on you and it depends on the person you’re breaking it off with).

If anyone else wants to jump in, please do!

- Mod Hawk

#AAB #mod Hawk #toxic friends

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hobidreams · 2 years ago

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damn babes, life is really putting us through the wringer huh😭 post-covid effects are truly wild right?? i remember for my mom, the effects were similar to yours, but for me it made me more sensitive to tastes?? if it’s any consolation, it went away completely for me n my mom after a couple weeks!!

about summer plans though, i’m def not taking summer classes this time around💀 it sorta sunk in that i haven’t gotten a proper vacation ever since i started uni in 2020, so i really wanted to just take a break. had a conversation about it w my mom n she supported my decision to take a break this summer and i honestly don’t regret a thing🥳 anyways i’m just gonna take it easy!! planning to finish crocheting my tote bag (oh did you ever get the pic i sent of the lil hat i made for my cat or did tumblr eat it😵‍💫😵‍💫), and reading a lot of books!!! i read “the girl who fell beneath the sea” last week and i absolutely LOVED IT!! i blame you for starting my obsession with historical fiction/fantasy💀 it’s based off of a korean folktale with a couple of twists, and i think you’d really like it!! i also got the book that joon and yoongi read on in the soop s1 (almond!!), and it’s been an interesting read so far. i’ll update you hihihi. also finally started watching the red sleeves?? i already know the ending but it’s actually so fun to watch even though i know it’s going to hurt like a mf💀

ok that’s all,, sorry this ended up being way longer than i thought it would be💀 but anyways how are you babes!! any fun updates (wedding updates👀)??? what are your plans for the summer?

the spacing is still whack i genuinely don’t know how to fix it lmao

-🌿

my answer got long soooo cut!

omg more sensitive?? cant even imagine what thats like. im glad thats gone for u now!! yeah i think im mostly recovered from the taste thing now.... but also like... glad i didnt get the thing that some ppl had where everything tasted like gasoline. but my random dry coughing came back two weeks ago and its only just starting to fade again 😬😬😬 im worried and have to see a doctor abt it 😭

HELL YEAHH im so glad you got to take the summer off!! fr, so many people are rushing to do their degrees in 4 years and 🤷🏻‍♀️ most ppl i knew did it in 5 and it wasnt a big deal at all. take ur time and do what makes u happy 💗 honestly, relaxing in the summer prepares me better for the winter term so it works for the best! the tote bag sounds amazing! pls show me it!!! and no i never got the pic of ur cat hat 😤😤😤 fuck u tumblr

omg ive heard of that book before! tbh i dont read a lot of fantasy bc i prefer straight historical but i will have to check it out. my backlog of to-reads only keeps growing. oops. i hope u enjoyed the books!!

ahhh never apologize pls. i love and appreciate ur long messages!!! my plans are in effect rn haha im away at a cabin sort of place, that has VERY bad wifi so im doin my best here. but its meant to be very relaxing and lowkey so im gonna do my best to recover. ive also been getting these headaches on and off since covid, but i think theyre getting worse and idk skckwkfnkemfm. i just have to fix this before school starts.

no wedding updates for now bc unfortunately our venue isnt booking yet for 2025 and thats when we have to have it (bc of my school + timing of other big, unmoveable family events). but we've picked a place + contacted the wedding party and everything is a go for that!! oh my god its so expensive. we've made a modest budget but im afraid ppl will judge us if its not super luxurious 💀 i also have a friend (more like "friend" tbh... its a long story) who put some doubts in my mind about our small budget akdmekfm so idk we're still sorting it out. doing our best to fit in everything we want while still saving for our first home 💀💀💀 but im very excited and looking forward to it!!

#the spacing is fine for me btw!!#at least on laptop #rain reply #🌿 anon #❤️❤️❤️#stay well love

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the---hermit · 3 years ago

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so sorry to dump this all on you, i just dont know who to talk to.

recently, ive been going through awful imposter syndrome. ive belittled all of my accomplishments and hyperbolized every single failure. it doesnt help that im in my senior year of high school and will be going to university in a few months and i have no idea what i’ll do. it sucks constantly feeling like the dumbest person in the room. this was all made worse when i heard back from one of the universities i applied to, and I got waitlisted. ik im stupid to be so upset over this since it’s not a rejection, but i just see it as a confirmation of everything my imposter syndrome tells me. my friends are all so brilliant and were accepted. i want to feel happy for them, i really do, but i just feel so jealous of them. they are such good friends of mine and want the best for me, but now every time i see them i feel so insecure and horrible about myself because i feel less than. ive been avoiding them and i feel so guilty and like such an awful friend because they did nothing wrong and i should be happy for them. i just cant help it, i feel so upset. any advice ? :( thank you so much for letting me rant

Hello there 💜🌿

Firstly take a deep breath and make yourself a cup of tea, because I can feel the nervous tention you have in your head and body just by reading your words. It's going to be a long post I imagine, but bear with me my friend cause one way or another we'll get you at least into a slightly better headspace which would be a good start.

I want to tell you that I feel everything you just said so much. I am in a very similar situation atm, with my last exam to give, my degree probably being later than I had planned, generally seeing everyone moving "faster" than I in life. So you are not alone, amd I have a strange feeling that there's way more people having similar feelings to us out there.

What I gather from your message is that you have A LOT going on both acutally in your life, but most importantly inside your head. Lots and lots of thoughts and anxieties and so on. But in all this bas stuff there's one very clear thing in your words, you are incredibly aware of yourself. This is not a small deal, you are aware of where these messy feelings come from AND you are also aware of the reasons behind bad feelings regarding other people and so on. This is great, because it's an amazing starting point to get to a better place. It's not going to be easy, but you have all you need to get there. This awareness is going to help you because at the very least you have an idea of what is happening, it's a sort of outline of all these messy feelings you are feeling.

There are so many things I want to say to you, I honestly don't know where to start. Other people having (or seeming to have) a clearer plan does not in amy way make you a failure. People move in life differently, in all aspects. You might not notice it, but it is so true. There's a lot of pressure on you right now, which is probably what made all these feelings explode onto you. The end of high school is a hige deal, you are closing a big chapter of your life and many many differences will happen in your life not only school wise, which is terrifying. The fact that society seems to expect that at this point of your life you MUST know what you want to do and have everything perfectly planned doesn't mean you should. Acutally it's almost impossible to, and even if you did how says you might not change your mind in the future? Also I don't want you to call yourself stupid, you are not, look at yourself feeling all this stuff and understanding the reasons behind it at the point of knowing that the jelousy you naturally feel for people who seem to be in the "ideal" position shouldn't be there. (Shouldn't be there of course in an ideal world where feelings do not exist or at least bad feelings. This stuff is natural it's what makes you human, amd you are feeling it for a reason). My point is you are not stupid my friend, you are scared. Scared of the changes that have to inevitably happen, scared of not making it, scared to make the wrong choice, and so on. Let me tell you a secret. Changes happen no matter what you do, and for how difficult it might be once you, or better we (cause i am in the mix mate, I deal with change awfully), accept it, everything will be way smooter. You cannot overcome change, time moves and you ha e to move with it even when you don't want to, if you use all your strenght in trying to stop it, everything else will be exhaustin. Secondly you will make it, no matter what happens, you will figure a way out of any situation, because as a creature on Earth that is what we do, no matter how scared you are you'll face it in the end and you'll prove your insecurities wrong. Thirdly you will make mistakes, you will pick the wrong option in your life, it happens, it would be impossible not to. Does this mean you are failing? No, it means you are living your very human life, falling and getting back up, checking if your old scars will tell you what is the better path to take, and even then you might regret your choice. By making mistakes you learn more both about life and yourself. Embrace mistakes, they are not failure they are like the little coins that you collect in video games ( I have no idea what I am talking about but preten I do, it's the best image that got in my head to get the point across, I swear I normally do better). Once you have all your coins you get stronger and smarter.

I know it is not easy to avoid but comparing yourself to others or even to the "ideal" society has presented to you, is going to destroy you. I say it is not easy because no matter what we all end up in that spiral. I do to, there are situations, even people that pressure you to do so, but when you catch youself try to stop it. You are you, and no other people could be you, you'll do a great job at being you, I know it for sure. Other people might look like they have everything perfectly under control, but believe me we all have those things in which we feel behind, and not good enough. It's a nightmare, you are told for your whole life you have to reach a standard which is unreachable, it's fictional. Perfect does only exist in our heads. You have nothing to prove, to anyone.

Try to talk to your friends be open and honest as you were here with me. I am an awfully direct person, I know some people find it weird, but being simple and direct you will get your point across. Be honest, you can be vulnerable, it doesn't make you weak ( I will also take note on this one, cause again I also have things to work on). But talk to them about these feeling explain it to them, if they are truly your friends they will understan and help you, amd shere things of their own. Also have conversation about this with yourself. I know journaling can be intimidating, but sitting down and dumping everything that is in your brain on paper is so liberating, plus you get a chance to understand yourself even better than you already do. Ask youself questions, why you feel certain things? How you feel them? What you can do to feel better? And so on. And then go easy on yourself kid, you can do it, you will do it, but you have to take care of yourself in the meantime okay? You already have all this weight from the outside world, support yourself be your best ally, do not add up on this weight. You must have your own back.

I really really hope that I could be a tiny bit helpful and I wish you all the luck in the world. Keep me updated on how things develop, and take care of yourself. Actually take up a day to treat yourself, buy yourself something, idk eat your favourite food, do something fancy, buy yourself flowers.

(Also I know I am super annoying and I have talked about this in a million posts but if you are in the mood for reading something I would totally recommed to read The Humans by Matt Haig. It's my comfort book, in never fails to make me feel more at peace and to make me feel calm about being alive. I find it very reassuring.)

With all this said I wish you the best of luck and I really hope you'll have a good day and that things will get better 💜🌿

( I have not reread what I wrote so there will probably be a lot of mistakes, and my English might be a bit messy so I am very sorry about that)

#long post #ask #asked #answered #cris speaks #the---hermit

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hi-im-just-a-fan-here · 3 years ago

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Some Peasant King asks!

What are the skulls that each person has? I mean, Techno is obvious, but the others?

And you mention that Tommy, Wil, and Techno build a crew during their escapades. Who is in this lil crew of theirs?

And is there any future conflict with the kingdom? The nobles trying to take down this pirate crew with growing notoriety? Any Eret dethroneing by Dream with George as a replacement? Maybe because Eret is low key trying to protect the crew and Dream stages a coup?

Finally, what is the general feeling towards Phil when he left from Tommy and Wil? Are they angry that their dad left without them? Understanding of the situation but resentful? Just plain sad he's gone? Do any of them blame him for Wil's state? Does Phil ever try to visit?

And are hybrids a thing? We know Sally is a sea monster but what about the rest? Are they all just human?

Also what is up with Sally and Wil?

Sorry for so many questions one lead to another and it just went out of control

!!!! Oh man people enjoy my au i love this so much jrjrjtjr

I was out with friends and i saw this ask and man i was so hyped the while time to answer it jrjrjrj

Even tho like a lot of it isnt really thought out yet (im sorry for this!)

Okay so masks!

So wilburs was originally going to be an orca but that looked dumb so i changed it into a bird mask for his connection to philza

Tommy has a raccoon mask i think but i havent designed it yet so im not sure what it looks like

Techno is obvious as you said so!

Lil crew!!!!! Lil crew!!!!!

Niki for sure! Im thinking she maybe was a cook at the palace back home and she was v close friends with Wilbur and joined them, Tubbo later on! I have small idea for him and how he joins but ill mention that later! Jack Manifold, what would we do without jack manifold. Fundy too tho he is very little but as a fox hybrid (imma get to hybrids in a moment) he grows fast. They def become friends with puffy on the way cause sea girlfriends

For now thats all

Conflicts!!! Okay so the only thing i have here is that Quackity is a pirate hunter and a navy officer, he was payed by schlatt to capture Wilbur and he is on his quest to kill Technoblade. Also i wanted there to be a thing kinda like in one piece where the navy is in some degree the bad guys. Im still thinking of the conflict with the kingdom jrjr

There is no actual dethroning of Eret (aslo your idea of Dream staging a coup is amazing i love that) i was thinking tho that at first Dream manipulates Eret a lot, threatens them when he realizes they have some sort of a connection with the pirates but never finds out what exactly it is. But Eret while at first falling victim to this soon fights this and has more control over the kingdom.

Eret def low key highkey tries to protect the crew! Esp after knowing that Quackity was sent to catch them. Maybe gives false information about them?

Actually the era where Dream manipulates Eret a lot ties into Tubbos story in which he is sent by schlatt to catch the pirates but joins them instead. Jtjt decided i might as well say it now jjr.

Okay im going to be honest i havent fully thought out how they all feel with Philza leaving. I think mostly Tommy is angry at first, he is the youngest and has a bit of a different view, he also is very worried for his older brother. Wilbur is more understanding. Tho he feels bad at times and misses Phil a lot he knows he tried his best.

I think both sides always try to reach out t0 each other but always fail. Wilbur, Tommy and Techno often search for their dad and Phil constantly tries to find a way to conact them, it never works out tho. Phil tho has news from the public about the king, the boys have none. After reuniting it all gets said tho and its all okay!

Hybrids are still a thing partly! Not all of them im thinking wilbur and tommy are human, phil has wings tho, big q too, fundy is a fox, techno has the tusks and cool ears for sure cause i love those jrrjr

Sally and wilbur my beloved. Its not exactly a romantic relationship (also they dont fuck) they are married and they vibe! I think Sally just likes Wilburs company and the other way around (also im thinking sally has teo forms, more human and more elderich sea monster, i have a doodle for that!!! Sally is gender unknown but doesnt mind female pronouns). Wilbur was asked by his advisors (not techno) to get married so much hr was done and married a sea monster. Fundy is adopted, wilbur met a lady who could not provide for her child and offered to take care of it. That is why also fundy is a fox, when asked by the people why he a fox wilbur just says elderich genes.

Fundy is still trans!!!

Its okay! I dont mind many questions it makes me very happy and they were lovely to answer

Please let me know if i missed anything

#peasant king au

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elysicndrcvm · 4 years ago

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━♡ guess the 23 YEAR OLD FEBRUARY baby just arrived to dallyeog! it makes sense, because CHU EUNHA is just as BEDAZZLING as the month of FEBRUARY. wait, why do they remind me of JACOB BAE? beyond that, they seemed JOYOUS and SAVVY upon first glance. i heard someone say they’re sort of DELICATE and QUIXOTIC though. i hope they get acquainted here in COMPLEX 1 / APARTMENT 0215 / FLOOR 3 ; HE seem(s) to have a lot going on with HIS job as a PATISSERIE OWNER/NUTRITIONAL SCIENCE STUDENT. ( ez, 21, she/they, gmt. )

well hey there !! im ez but you fellow dallyeogers can call me ezzy, i have been in dallyeog before so some may remember me as having someone v different to my new bb i bring u now, i joined before with miss tam carmen !! anygays i return with this lil angel who i am all ‘ i say that’s my baby and i’m proud ’ over already even tho i literally came up with him like two days ago. you can find his pinboard here ( which btw i fuckeN love like he’s so aesthetic to me u go king ) and i made him a lil playlist which u can vibe to here. you can learn more about him under the cut but he’s a super soft-hearted gentle dove of a muse and quite...simple for me ?? sdhdh that’s not the right wording but U GET IT djjflg he isn’t super full of angst or trauma he’s just kinda viBIN livin his best life so that’s fun !! but ye without further ado:

so as u kno from his app he owns a patisserie, it’s his lil babey and he is very dedicated to his craft and makin sure all his ideas for the place and the baked goods he sells are like rlly quirky and avant-garde. like he is so passionate about it u dont even KNOW, he tries to make sure most of the stuff on his menu is something like fun and new u wouldn’t get at just any old patisserie or cafe and that it’s super varied and also kinda aesthetic af? the place is very like trendy. it’s called patisserie d’elysian cause ya know he’s an extra biTCHH and proud.

he has three pupperino’s. all as adorable as each other, snickerdoodle is his golden lab and often ppl shorten it down to snickers, butterscotch is his dapple daschund pup, shortens the name to scotchie often. toulouse is his fancy toy poodle boi, shortens the name down as toto. if u are on the shortened name basis with his pups then u can consider urself one of his close pals.

he’s actually adopted by his aunt but she raised him like she was his mother so that is what he considers her, she’s on his mother’s side but they are half-siblings. in terms of first name reasoning as well she just liked eunha as a name and didn’t even think about how it is traditionally for a female, she liked that it meant gift from heaven so it stuck. his father is still around, he’s just quite elderly so it felt like a better living situation for him to be raised primarily by his auntie. unfortunately his mother has passed on but no tragic story, she just went peacefully in old age.

he dyes his hair quite often, it’s currently like a really pastel blue with black streaks consistently throughout like lil ones so it looks super cool. but he’s also had it be a more electric blue, lilac, and a duck egg kinda faded silvery blue. it’s naturally dark brunette. has brown eyes kind of a hazel hue.

his style is kinda androgynous ig?? he just lives for soft retro fashion, lots of color in his wardrobe but also lots of tapered short and t-shirt fits frequented, sweater vests, rolled up jeans, high skater boi socks, soft jumpers with shirts, shirts in bright colours or satiny texture worn over plain white t-shirts, cardigans, pastel denim jackets, jeans with printed patterns on like clouds, flowers etc, favors yellow and blues. sometimes does eye makeup, occasionally wears heels bc he’s a baddie or super heeled boots/chunky shoes.

obsessed with music, can play violin and guitar. he’s a big mitski and rina sawayama fanatic, likes anything that sounds peaceful or calming or has like a good fun vibe to it. also likes the trademark gay icons like carly rae jepsen, lorde, etc. he’s not ashamed. obsessed with mamma mia movies. but also likes rap which is rlly funny cause its like the bad bitch female rappers only and like he’ll listen to it while arranging his sock drawer or making his bed or something ajdjdj it’s like hype anthems for being a baddie and a hoe and he’s just doing his night sleepy routine adkfkf.

showers, blankets, music, baked goods especially bagels are his happy places.

very much a sensitive lil romanticist, falls in ‘love’ like five times a day, he just likes to giggle and smile around pretty people and admire the artwork hnghdh, he’s like yeARNS though ya know?? like he’s all i will flirt by making prolonged eye contact, i made you a playlist, this song makes me think of you etc. it’s either memes as flirting with him or elaborate love letters u never know what ur gonna get akdkd.

awful sense of humour, loves his friends more than anything on earth except his pups, would fully live in a huge house of just like his pups and all his closest buds for all eternity. likes fruits way too much, enjoys puns about fruits way too much. milkshakes, sushi, orange hues and bus rides are some of his absolute favorite simple pleasures of life. clouds, flowers, salt lamps, the sunrise over the sea, skateboarding, fresh soda, teddy bears, busy street markets, parasols, fish tanks with exotic fish, sorbet, bike riding, polaroids, record players, rain at night against floor to ceiling windows with a fresh steaming pot of tea on the desk beside it and warm fresh sheets from the laundry on his bed, ponds, skateboarding. all little joys in life that give him like the biggest pleasure dopamine hit in the world.

his cousin actually owns a florists so he has flowers just littering his apartment like a lot and it just looks like he has ten million suitors from the late eighteenth century attempting to court him but no all these flowers are from him to him or worse from his aunt djfjg she sends him some for valentines every valentines, pls help him, pls send him flowers.

studies nutritional science and he fucken hates it. do not ask him shit cause he doesn’t KNOW OKAY? he doesn’t understand it either. he took it because he needed something to go alongside the passion for baking that was a real ‘qualification’/job so that is the only reason he’s doing it. no point doing a baking degree after all when he’s already a baker with a business, he’s super young still he gotta keep his prospects open. so YAH. he’d rather be doing culinary arts but eh. nutritional science sounded better and more logic based. the real miracle is he still gets top grades all the time even tho he spends his life like wtf am i even doing is this even legit akdkdk. school is the worst thing in the world for him watch his mood instantly deflate the second its brought up.

despite being a quixotic, he’s a lil afraid of intimacy. like oh god does he love it, those small touches and acts of affection u kno? the subtle things that normally go unnoticed, eye contact, brushing of hands, linking of little fingers, rubbing a thumb, kissing eyelids or foreheads or palms or shoulders in little gentle pecks, back massages and rubs or finger tracing patterns absent-minded, shoulder massages, laying your head on someone’s shoulder or on their lap, knocking knees together, exchanging a small glance only the two of you get before bursting into laughter, smiling into kisses, napping together, having blankets placed over you warm and fresh, or towels put ready like it, someone making you something they know you like a lot. that’s his sHIT. but like he’s terrified still, someone skimming their fingers on his skin makes his breath hitch like he’s a scandalized and alarmingly aroused victorian woman sjdjd. he’s literally still a virgin, he hasn’t even had his first kiss okay my baby is delicate be gentle with him akdkd but he still LIKES PASSION AIGHT kfkf.

real soft spoken, honey tinted voice like i shit u not this boy talks like he’s an angel sent from heavens above to guide you to the paradisaical garden of eden or some shit akdkd. ur gonna fall in love with eunha’s voice before u even fall in love with any other part of him like his adorable beaming smile or stunning eyes akdkf.

has dance parties around his room when getting ready in the morning, listens to bella’s lullaby unironically yes from twilight yes u heard right, bit of a himbo streak sometimes in his obliviousness djfjf. quite silently subtly funny actually much like jacob himself.

he is gay, afraid of driving, cannot do math, blanks out often and he is valid for all of those things. has a collection of cartoon and disney animal movie dvds. has a dream notebook. always has blue painted nails in some kinda shade.

does not enjoy turning in assignments bc he is scared he’ll fail, avoids looking at his grades for weeks after they’re released and hates knowing that they’re out.

cannot dance, dances often. collects vintage stuff esp clothes and mostly sweaters. likes midnight trips to corner stores and fields where he can just lay and look at the stars. makes friends rlly easily but has super bad performance anxiety. cannot ever have a messy room like even the tiniest bit messy. even like clothes being stacked on a chair instead of away.

bakes peanut butter, banana and choc chip muffins (they r called monkey bites normally) whenever he’s super stressed. if u want to cheer him up when he’s anxious or stressed then u should give him french lavender honey, chia seeds and caramelized pear on toast/bagel. it is his comfort food. he fancii when he needs a pick me up. treat urself and all that.

#dallyeog:intro #i'm literally in love with him he's the softest most goodest boi muse i have ever made and i just #im that meme of the samari sword guy with the cat in his arms akfkfk #IVE ONLY HAD EUNHA FOR TWO DAYS BUT IF ANYONE HURTS HIM I WILL KILL THEM AND THEN MYSELF AKKDK

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