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Norwegian Mikus :)
Left is Miku as a russ and right is Miku in a bunad!
#i had so much fun with this#its not often i get to draw my culture#oh ywah and this is digital art if you were wondering#ANYWAYS i could go on for hours about russ and bunads#but i dont wanna bore anyone xd#if anyone is curious i would love to answer in the comments :D#OH YEAH I HAVENT DRAWN MIKU SINCE I WAS LIKE TWELVE LOL#i hope im not too rusty teehee#its nice drawing her again#maybe i should do it more#who knows#okay im done ranting#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#worldwide miku#miku#vocaloid#norwegian#norwegian miku#17th of may#norway#marsipain art
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secret wars secret love you will ALWAYS be famous
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#//draws eriks weird reindeer thing differently to make this pose work// vjELAKVJEALKJV#maybe ill stick to this but i kinda like the 'barricade' vibe of the other option but anyway#mom said its MY turn to reference the famous bridal carry panel#this was supposed to be a quick warm up but as i was lining things my hand started to tremble really bad#i dont know why ??????????????? thats never happened before and my hand's perfectly fine and normal now#like my hands tremble a little from time to time but nothing ever detrimental#the trembling i had today was ACTUALLY crazy bad. had me concerned but i was also able to still draw so not that bad ig#ANYWAYS. yeah <3 i wanted to reference tha panel we all love ......#i draw this mfer carrying his mfer so much i fear i cant be stopped. charles is a princess who needs to be princess carried#i usually draw it like. An Actual Block or whatever but its flatter ... so charles may rest his weary head ...#i did draw charles getting a handful. its what he deserves. its also what i deserve but i cant have that now can i#erik living my dream too tho ..... life is so unfair i wanna carry charles xavier and kiss his head this life SUCKS#slowly being able to feed my cherik fix again we're Semi back. once i finish my work for once THEN we'll be so fuckin back jWRKLJLAKF#ok thats all from me bye bye
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i can feel like shit for a full day, and all it takes is for him to say "i love you" and i feel better instantly...
#personal#fml#i love him#and i know its dumb of me that my mood depends on him in a way but just a couple nice words is all i need#i dont wanna depend on him and what he says and how he feels about me but damn does it feel good when he says the L word#i just wanna find a way to make this work#i wanna be with him#but i am terrified i will mess things up#or that my poor mental health will be an issue#i dont wanna be too much again#ive been told im too much so many times#and to just not be sad#but he seems to get it#but i am still scared it may end up being too much to deal with#i dont wanna mess it up#aaaaaaaa#i just wanna scream#and cry#i just wanna be happy#why cant i let myself be happy
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I need him to bury me in affection right now
#more dca doodles as stress relief cause I am!!! a mess rn!!!!#I mean im fine but aaa woo boy#anYWHOMST! idk why my brain is dragging sun and moon out of the depths of my mind and into the front#After not drawing them for ages I suddenly wanna give them attention again#poor fellas gotta share my attention with WH tho lmao#dca fanart#dca fandom#daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#my art#sketches#self insert x canon#dont tell moon that sun is my favorite im sorry moon i love you too so much i promise
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been thinking about ur fav assisting you with the hand job you’re giving him. Either you’re not used to giving one or maybe their cock is big enough that your hand can’t wrap around fully, but regardless it has them putting their hand over yours and showing you how they like it. They’re dribbling over both your hands with pre and really all you have to do is watch while they use your hand to get themselves off atp
#mari says#mari your hand kink is showing again#i was thinking abt it with a bunch of boys#not a train. individually#this has been in my brain for too long now im going back to sleep probably mwah mwah ciao#little breathless words while some are telling you exactly what gets them as they get to watch both your hands curl around the tip#and they let you rub your thumb over it#ok yea i gotta leave im thinking tewwww much#im mean really you could just be reading and theyre laying next to you and ofc they dont wanna interrupt…but if you can spare youre hand fo#them so they can get off and theyre using your hand like a dog while you’re practically unaffected?#tho id look unaffected and be going insane incthe brain abt it#spicy mari#sorry mino
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forgot this blog existed. anyways hi! heres a miss pauling i put on twitter then swiftly forgot about
#mine#team fortress 2#tf2#miss pauling#i want to start posting on here again since twt is slowly but surely becoming a total cesspool#also my reach over there is kind of terrible. but i dont wanna give it up entirely... i like my oomfies too much sadly
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planetlord planetlord planetlord planetlord planetlord plane- (me trying to mention planetlord as many times so we can get art of them) /silly
planetlord......
#☆ inbox .#☆ mutuals .#☆ my art .#quick doodle#a little messy because im trying to get used to long nails again#its a little hard and i only had actually long nails like once in my life#but theyre pretty and i dont wanna shorten them :(#they make me feel prettier too#okay sorry for rambling#ummmm#planetlord#i miss them so much....#please more uu planet in the next spoke uu episode#look at them <33
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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I met the me who made different choices
#idk what this means so dont ask#got the words stuck in my head and this is what I wanted to draw for it immediately#me at my desk. so.#I dont look exactly like this obviously. doesnt matter. anyways#hard time recently in a lot of different ways#lots of work to do!#given up on getting everything done I kind of failed at that. it was too much#so now I'm just trying to get anything done that will make the next 6 months not kill me again#ideally. 3 episodes. or the book#or like at least close enough to that that its basically that#I'm feeling really screwed LOL#I dont know how I've been working every day for so long and still havent done enough...#(its because the work load is way too much)#every time I take 1 hour for myself. to cook. or clean. or draw something else. or play a game. I feel so guilty auauau#I hate webtoon I hate this damn green app...#DOESNT MATTER!!!#what DOES matter is my art is good as hell... look at this shit...#the light. the colors. I love you red I love you green#I need to get more red pants I only have the one pair.#I saw this guy with red pants that had skeleton legs on them and I was like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!! I need them!!!!#I need to start sewing again. I dont have a sewing machine cause my apartment is too small so I havent sewn in years but I really want to..#I want to make clothes again... I need some vests I need some dresses..#I will not make pants or sleeved shirts because I dont hate myself#sketch#art#vent art I guess LMFAO its not#its just this fun little thing we like to call self expression#also this isnt how my desk setup actually is I scooted things around cause I didnt wanna draw anything twice. fuck it we ball#ok back to work
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Enstars sure is an experience. Did I miss anything?
#are you guys all okay? i definitely am not okay#this is not the type of media that i usually go for yet it is EXACTLY the type of media that i would like#so many gaps so many stories WAY TOO MUCH READING I DONT HAVE THE TIME#i know i missed a lot because ive only watched the anime and read the main music story up to ch 4 of the second part#and i have read some events stories that were free#and maybe one or two outside from translations#but like thats it#this is like reading orv and getting hit with its deep metas on human life and the importance of stories#but instead im being clobbered by the most deranged storylines known to man (and again. i read ORV and am a bsd fan)#this isnt fantasy but there is nothing realistic about enstars and i unfortunately am attached#every day i spiral into east asian media that gives me an aneurysm#bsd -> orv -> link click -> enstars....i wanna say they keep getting more unhinged but theyre all unhinged in different ways#anyway please help me....#enstars#ensemble stars#fandom spamdom#stuff i say#i will admit i am mostly into the game for the stories#a consistent gamer i am not#but to unlock the stories ill push back the animes i have to catch up on etc etc#again. please help me....#edit: updated to remove queerbaiting because apparently i dont know whats going on
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“byler heart to heart” “wheeler siblings heart to heart” “jancy” “og party” WHAT ABOUT JOYCE AND WILL??
#im sorry they need to interact next season somehow#i feel like we dont see them interacting or talking much at all#despite joyce going to the ends of the earth for him#and also wills in danger AGAIN like joyce has to say something#but still i wanna see all the other heart to hearts too#stranger things#joyce byers#will byers#byler#jancy
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auggie!!
#a while back i thought abt giving her stretch marks since she had vincent and i finally added em ^_^#not much else changed since the last time i drew her ref so im gonna take that as a win since i change my mind so much#the other characters im gonna do next.. lucky herschel mulch and rover.. ill probably change up luckys design again though#i think ill make his fur closer to golden.. maybe thatll go better with the green patch on his hair cuz if i make it too close to orange#it looks more like a carrot than a four leaf clover.. i might also make refs for parhelion and eudora but idk if ill draw them much#aaanndd i still need to revamp serildas design.. i think ill stick with the delinquent vibe. and i wanna revisit analogue's design#presto and shuffles designs are also constantly changing but i think i liked what i did last time so changes will be small.... theyre a#little unique among my characters because i see them as both boys and girls. genderfluid? i dont assign pronouns to my characters#so id like to play around with their outfits and stuff. idk why its like that with them specifically but its fun#my art#myart#my oc#oc#augusta#oc ref sheet#reference sheet#kemonomimi#anthro#humanoid#???#character design
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One, possibly two incisions look like they could be infected. Please pray for me, I'm scared
#prayer request#the incision on the right side i do believe is infected#one end of it is red and swollen and theres a bit of white where the skin meets#the cut in my belly button looks ugly too but that one has always been the worst looking so idk#i dont see any pus but the skin is a darker shade of purple than the others#im gonna call the hospital first thing tomorrow morning#theyll probably prescribe antibiotics#hopefully they dont wanna cut me open again#im really proud of how brave ive been but i only have so much courage man and its running out 🥲
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HAIII (hoping you're asleep at this point) Could I request some Pierrot and Hina... Though, this time instead of bullying could we have some friendship <33 Just some fluff if that's okay from the angst queen
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HII as an apology that this took so long you get them in colour :D
Kintsugi close-up bc I did it differently and it's a bit hard to notice in colour 👍
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#kintsugi close-up under cut! didn't wanna make the post ling#but i thought it was cool to make it look like the actual thing so i also used gold :D not actual gold ahdh but a pearl marker pen#anyway GOD IM NEVER COLOURING JESTERKASA AGAIN WTFFF too many dsrk colours it was SO HARDD#Pierrotkasa u were thr death of me. i dont have enough markers for u yet 😭😭#it was fun to do all of hinakasa's outfit details tho. i usually skip them bc too much work#hes my little doll ghostie soul :D#kerizart#hinamatsuri au#sure ill tag it. for the sake of coloured tsks#prsk#prsk fa#tenma tsukasa#kasaverse#ig? idk if its a tag#asks#kingofsin tag
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Took the plunge to get Mast the Diver!
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#nikke#mast nikke#mast#mast the diver#nikke goddess of victory#goddess of victory: nikke#shoot i shouldve hidden the ui but i dont wanna load the game again i need to do other things rn#morgans bancho outfit is so cute lol#Image.exe#Cori.exe#CoriPlaysNikke#im holding out on buying sakura w mileage tix until the event is almost over since i drew rosanna#i keep drawing 10 and getting anyone other than sakura lmao ffs man cmon sunglasses characters are MY THING#wouldve been nice to get more of rosanna so shes useable but i keep spending all my game currency on sakura ughhh#still kinda want neon too bc of the unicorn but i think im gna have to give up on her once again#also rip bc i am definitely not spending fucking $60 again to get the special skin (viper this time. even tho viper is like...#...waifu number 4 in this game lol. cmon mannnnn i want her so badly ugh but thats just too much to justify)#((but i can justify another summer skin esp bc there was a coupon. i got liter last year bc of volt lmao good dog best fren))
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When the thing you dislike as a viewer/reader is the thing you love to do as a creator
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#i hate when a show the main charas i care about have less screentime cause new charas keep apearing non stop#like asoiaf the dude just keep adding new charas i dont careeeee#or one piece is just bunch or buch of new charas#even ofmd of galavant im like pls i wanna see the mains and side charas of season more than this random that has too much screentime#for only 1 episode to not appear or be mentioned again#and yet. i do love to create endless ocs#in any story#my curse#whats the thing u dislike to expetience but love to do y'all tell me in the tags or replies or in a visiob#talks and stuff
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