#i dont know why and im tired of trying to figure it out

[leafycatboy]

being asexual and trans and autistic and disabled and fat really alienates a guy from the. just the whole world i guess.

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

[wofbutgood]

Finally figured something out for these bastards wings. Good news is now that I know what I'm doing, none of the other dragons will give me nearly as hard of a time. Will probably help too that none of the other dragons wings as nearly as cartoonishly large.

Image description and transcript of text below the cut:

[Figure 1 description: A birds eye view of a skywing with its wings slightly folded, showing off its partially feathered wing. The feathers are a dark grey-purple, and the membrane a dark brown with lighter cream stripes. It's head is curled to look back behind itself.

Figure 2 description: A skywing stood next to a white silhouette of a man, labeled as 6ft. The top of the mans head is just level with the Skywings chin. The Skywing has its wing stretched upwards to show its massive wingspan and the pale cream underside of its wings.

Figure 3 description: A large bust of a Skywing with its mouth open. Its teeth are robust and packed closely together, similar to dinosaur teeth. The lateral incisors are missing, and the central incisors form a large, beak-like shape. Its nose, chin, and neck are a pale cream colour, while its forehead and cheeks are a dark brown with reddish iridescence. Its eyes are green.]

Text Reads:

Skywings.

Anatomy and ecology.

Skywings are the true masters of flight on Pyrrhia. Many are capable of persistent flight for weeks without ever touching the ground, taking advantage of wind streams and thermals that develop over the vast warm ocean for effortless propulsion. Wing types are almost invariably long and narrow, comparable to albatross and frigatebirds.

Skywings colours tend to be a range of brown, black, and agouti feathers, with distinctive countershading and a noticeable red iridescents at certain angles. All Skywiwing have dark sclera, their irises typically shades of yellow, brown, and occasionally green. The bare scales can be any colour; in Skywings, it’s often a dark blue-grey.

With a wingspan of 30ft, Skywings boast not only the largest wing-to-body ratio, but also the largest wingspan of all dragonkind.

This expression of feather coverage is a form of sun protection.

Like all dragons, Skywings lost their lateral incisors, their central incisors becoming large and beak-like.

Skywings are obligate carnivores and primarily piscivorous. They have a varied diet of fish, crustaceans, and small mammals.

Skywings have minimal sexual dimorphism; slightly smaller, brighter males, and larger, dull coloured females. Mating occurs seasonally, and most individuals lack any significant sex drive out of season.

In pre-modern times, females would typically mate with multiple males and breeding pairs would not form permanent bonds. In the modern day, how many husbands a single female has is dictated by wealth and status, and many will go their whole life without mating at all.

[toytulini]

man the thing about beauty standards and being ugly and being pretty and being insecure is that ultimately you do just kinda have to Decide that youre pretty. like ultimately thats how you become pretty, or hot, or sexy. you have to just Decide that you Are. you have to recognize that its made up, its arbitrary, its subjective, and that people might disagree with you about it, and as much as you are able, you need to completely and utterly disregard their opinions on your appearance, and decide that youre pretty now. and THEN.

you need to find beauty in "ugly". you need to recognize that ugly is made up, that its arbitrary, that its subjective, and you need to be able to find the beauty in it all. and this means you cant bodyshame people. you cant body shame shitty celebs or politicians. you need to base your criticisms on the substance of their character and misdeeds and unhinged horrific opinions and not give a shit about what they look like. you cant go calling people ugly for being shitty. you cant go calling people ugly for looking A Way You Dont Like.

and then if you wanna really galaxy brain this shit you start using ugly as endearment. OBVIOUSLY do not fucking call other human beings ugly. that shit is far too loaded, its just Rude. Dont call specific features of people or even characters ugly cos thats also too loaded. as a term it has baggage. but you can see the ugly in tacky, loud, garish clothing, and it can be Good. you can see the ugly in a distinctive, horrible tiny car from the 90s, and it can be good. you can see the ugly in animals that have evolved to look the way they do, without a single thought of what humans find appealing. you can see the beauty and the freedom in "Ugliness". you can break out of this shit altogether and feel nothing but disdain for anyone who stoops to insulting your appearance if they disagree with you about shit. you can get completely out of the cave of these beauty standards. you can find it so freeing to revel.in letting yourself be ugly. in recognizing that the way you look and exist might be ugly to some people, and youre out of the cave enough to simply recognize. thats just your opinion and it doesnt matter. didnt ask.

you can look at ppl arguing about the correct amount of skincare products to use daily, the Correct Amount of makeup, and whether or not its radical to conform to beauty standards or defy them and argue about is it really conforming if visible makeup pisses men off, and you can say, well I dont care about any of that, I recognize the societal pressures of flawless skin and all that but you see,

I just want to look like a silly little clown :o3

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[bunnihearted]

🧸🧃⛈️

[piplupod]

mother: "theres this great job where you'd be on-call to come in!"

me: "ahhh i don't really want to be on-call, that would stress me out a lot because I'd always be on edge,,"

mother: "no you wouldn't, you could make it your thing!"

me: "...my thing?"

mother: "being on call! it'd be great! :)"

me: "i would probably be crying like... a lot ahaha. because I would always be on edge never knowing when to expect having to go into work, yknow?"

mother: "nooo, you could just make it a thing!"

me: "sorry, what do you mean by thing?"

AND I NEVER FOUND OUT !!

[actual-corpse]

Trying to explain to someone why I, someone with a uterus, deserves basic human rights when all they focus on is pissing on the poor.

[paging-possum]

Who up listening to good luck babe by chappell roan and having it resonate not in the way intended but resonating nonetheless. About to go ham in the tags about the overlap of being a lesbian and being aromantic...if u even care....

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

being chronically ill is fun because sometimes you see a doctor whos like yeah no idea whats wrong with you so ill refer you to this department where a doctor is like yeah no idea whats wrong with you so ill refer you to this department where a doctor is like yeah no idea whats wrong with you so ill refer you to this department where a doctor is like yeah no idea whats wrong with you and you just end up

[myattman]

Thinking about him (the boy I met at rtx)

[slutcore-starships]

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[todayisafridaynight]

maybe if i play y7 ill be normal <- played y7 four times this weekend, a decidedly not normal thing

[nivq87]

:)

[invisibleoctopus]

starting to think im a bard of void instead of being a knowledge class. i have the whole bardic crisis thing (oct 13 2013. sunday) the whole opposite aspect thing before that (Gifted Kid TM where part of my personality was bring smart. is very lightcore) and just how i seem to destroy everything i touch.

my aversion to lying and how terrible i am at it because its on a physical level in my body and i have to script it in advance (yes this is mostly autism) and not liking to keep secrets and being a blabbermouth. destroying void.

destroyed by void. getting FADED with weed. self isolation and most of my time being spent gaming or on the computer/phone. my awful terrible recurring dreams (dreams are void) that i have a fucking tag for. but the horrors have become almost mundane with how repetitive they are in my dreams and thats why i dont call them nightmares

[southern--downpour]

GOD SPIDERVERSE IS SO FUCKING GOOD