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i love you (but I cannot survive you) — a thiam playlist
i. All I Want | Kodaline
'Cause you brought out the best of me, a part of me I'd never seen. You took my soul and wiped it clean; our love was made for movie screens.
ii. The Killer Was a Coward | Dermot Kennedy
And when I think of you, I think of spirit defined, and I think of all the love that we shared in a very dark time.
iii. Demons | Imagine Dragons
Don't wanna let you down, but I am hell-bound. Though this is all for you, don't wanna hide the truth.
iv. Take on the World | You Me At Six
And nobody knows you the way that I know you; we'll fight, we'll crawl into the night. I won't let go; with you by my side, the calm, the storm, we'll face it all.
v. Eyes on Fire | Blue Foundation
And just in time, in the right place, steadily emerging with grace.
vi. I Found | Amber Run
And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be, right in front of me.
vii. Litost | X Ambassadors
And how long must I stay? Will I lay by your side just to say that I'm yours and you'll never be mine?
viii. Another Love | Tom Odell
And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight, but my hands been broken, one too many times, so I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude.
ix. Fortnight | Taylor Swift; Post Malone
And I love you; it's ruining my life.
x. The Show | Niall Horan
Life is like a board game some of the time; mistakes and heartbreaks are no crime, but there's a lot creeping through under broken skies.
xi. Guilty as Sin | Taylor Swift
What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy? If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me, they don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly.
xii. Us | James Bay
I still hear the howling, I still feel the rush; over the riots, above all the noise, and through all the worry, I still hear your voice.
xiii. Fade | Lewis Capaldi
That I'd end up so caught up in need of your demons that I'd be lost without you leading me astray. Guess I'm such a fucking fool for the way that you caught me.
xiv. Saturdays | Louis Tomlinson
My heart might be broken, but I won't be broken down.
xv. Fine Line | Harry Styles
You've got my devotion, but man, I can hate you sometimes.
xvi. The Great War | Taylor Swift
It turned into something bigger. Somewhere in the haze, got a sense I'd been betrayed.
xvii. Holding On To Heartache | Louis Tomlinson
I called you twice, but then regretted it and changed my number.
xviii. Hoax | Taylor Swift
My only one, my kingdom come undone, my broken drum; you have beaten my heart. Don't want no other shade of blue but you; no other sadness in the world would do.
xix. I miss you, I'm sorry | Gracie Abrams
Nothing happened in the way I wanted; every corner of this house is haunted.
xx. my tears ricochet | Taylor Swift
And I can go anywhere I want, anywhere I want, just not home. And you can aim for my heart, go for blood, but you would still miss me in your bones.
xxi. favorite crime | Olivia Rodrigo
I defended you to all my friends, and now, every time a siren sounds, I wonder if you're around 'cause you know that I'd do it all again.
xxii. Somebody to Die For | Hurts
And there's no hell that he can show me that's deeper than my pride 'cause I will never be forgotten. Forever, I'll fight.
xxiii. So High School | Taylor Swift
No one's ever had me, not like you...Truth, dare, spin bottles, you know how to ball; I know Aristotle.
xxiv. Complex | Katie Gregson-MacLeod
I need him like water; he thinks that I'm alright. I'm not feeling human; I think he's a good guy, but it's complex. It's a complex.
xxv. Ghost Of You | 5 Seconds of Summer
So I drown it out like I always do. Dancing through our house with the ghost of you, and I chase it down, with a shot of truth, that my feet don't dance like they did with you.
xxvi. Give Me Love | Ed Sheeran
Give me love like never before 'cause lately I've been craving more and it's been a while, but I still feel the same.
xxvii. illicit affairs | Taylor Swift
And you know damn well, for you, I would ruin myself a million little times.
xxviii. Holding On And Letting Go | Ross Copperman
It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't.
xxix. Atlantis | Seafret
Now all the birds have fled, the hurt just leaves me scared.
xxx. Hurricane | Fleurie
Though I am breaking down again, I am aching now to let you in.
xxxi. You and I | PVRIS
We can meet in the middle, bodies and souls collide. Dance in the moonlight when all the stars align.
xxxii. Crazy in Love - Remix | Beyonce
I'm not myself. Lately, I'm foolish; I don't do this. I've been playing myself, baby I don't care.
xxxiii. this is me trying | Taylor Swift
And maybe I don't quite know what to say, but I'm here in your doorway.
xxxiv. Can't Catch Me Now | Olivia Rodrigo
You can't catch me now, I'm coming like a storm into your town.
xxxv. Perfect | Hedley
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying 'cause that's what I said I would do from the start.
xxxvi. Til My Heart Stops | Too Far Moon
I almost died the day I lost you; I'll keep breathing til my heart stops.
xxxvii. The Alchemy | Taylor Swift
There was no chance, trying to be the greatest in the league. Where's the trophy? He just comes running over to me.
xxxviii. The Exit | Conan Gray
Feels like we had matching wounds, but mine's still black and bruised, and yours is perfectly fine now. Feels like we buried alive something that never died.
xxxix. Don't Forget About Me | CLOVES
Lost through time, and that's all I need: so much love, then one day buried. Hope you're safe, 'cause I Iay you leaves; is there more than we can see?
xl. Hurts Like Hell | Fleurie
I don't want them to know the way I loved you; I don't think they'd understand it, no. I don't think they would accept me, no. I loved, and I loved, and I lost you.
xli. Is There Somewhere | Halsey
'Cause I clutched your arms like stairway railings, and you clutched my brain and eased my ailing.
xlii. Burn with You | Lea Michele
We're not healthy, barely breathing, but this pain keeps my heart beating.
xliii. Cringe | Matt Maeson
Lover, come hold me; could you forget? That I got a secret, digging a ditch.
xliv. Him & I | G-Eazy; Halsey
We got that love, the crazy kind. I am his, and he is mine, in the end, it's him and I.
xlv. An Evening I Will Not Forget / Furthest Thing | Dermot Kennedy
Days with nothing but laughing loud underneath my coat, when you tap my shoulder, hold my hand; nights with nothing but dark in there, you could be my armor then.
xlvi. Call It What You Want | Taylor Swift
You don't need to save me, but would you run away with me?
xlvii. I'll Never Love Again | Lady Gaga
And I want to pretend that it's not true, oh baby, that you're gone 'cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning, and I'm not moving on.
xlviii. This Town | Niall Horan
And I know that it's wrong that I can't move on, but there's something about you. If the whole world was watching, I'd still dance with you.
xlix. Without Fear | Dermot Kennedy
And now I really think you're heaven-sent 'cause you've been forcin' all these hollow hearts to feel again. And now I really think you're heaven-sent, but there's a beauty in being broken; I've been seein' it.
l. Waiting Room | Phoebe Bridgers
Know it's for the better.
li. Only Love Can Hurt Like This | Paloma Faith
Burning hot through my veins, love is torture; makes me more sure only love can hurt like this.
lii. Still Falling For You | Ellie Goulding
And just like that, all I breathe, all I feel, you are all for me, I'm in.
liii. Daylight | Taylor Swift
I once believed love would be burning red, but it's golden.
liv. Margaret | Lana Del Rey; Bleachers
'Cause when you know, you know.
lv. Lost Without You | Freya Ridings
You were the only safe haven that I've known; hits me at full speed, feel like I can't breathe and nobody knows this pain inside me.
lvi. I Fell In Love With The Devil | Avril Lavigne
Got me playin' with fire, baby, hand me the lighter. Tastes just like danger, chaotic anger.
lvii. Million Reasons | Lady Gaga
I've got a hundred million reasons to walk away, but baby, I just need one good one to stay.
lviii. But Daddy I Love Him | Taylor Swift
No, I'm not coming to my senses; I know he's crazy, but he's the one I want.
lix. Ultraviolet | Freya Ridings
No, I can't hide it, and you're reading all of me.
lx. Sunday | Dermot Kennedy
You're one of few, boy, who can safely say they had somebody truly love them back.
lxi. golden hour | JVKE; Ruel
You know nothing compares to the shattering feeling I get, oh, when you're not right there.
lxii. Daylight | David Kushner
You and I drink the poison from the same vine. Oh, I love it, and I hate it at the same time.
lxiii. Half Hearted | We Three
The fighting is done, and nobody's won, so now I'm just laying here in pieces on the floor.
lxiv. Always Remember Us This Way | Lady Gaga
So when I'm all choked up, but I can't find the words every time we say goodbye, baby, it hurts.
lxv. Latch | Sam Smith
Now I've got you in my space; I won't let go of you. Got you shackled in my embrace, I'm latching on to you.
lxvi. Say Don't Go | Taylor Swift
'Cause you kiss me, and it stops time, and I'm yours, but you're not mine.
lxvii. Put A Little Love On Me | Niall Horan
When the lights come up and there's no shadows dancing, I look around as my heart is collapsing 'cause you're the only one I need.
lxviii. Ho Hey | The Lumineers
I belong with you; you belong with me; you're my sweetheart.
lxix. XO | John Mayer
Your heart is glowing, and I'm crashing into you.
lxx. Strange Love | Halsey
Everybody wants to know about how it felt to hear you scream; they know you walk like you're a God, they can't believe I made you weak.
lxxi. You Mean The World To Me | Freya Ridings
And it kills me that you might not know after all, 'cause I know I don't let you see, but you mean the world to me, and I know that I can be pretty mean, but you mean the world to me.
lxxii. Dark Paradise | Lana Del Rey
Love you forever can't be wrong; even though you're not here, you won't move on. That's how we played it.
lxxiii. Oceans | Seafret
I want you, and nothing comes close to the way I need you. I wish I could feel your skin and I want you from somewhere within.
lxxiv. The Archer | Taylor Swift
All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't put me together again 'cause all of my enemies started out friends; help me hold onto you. I've been the archer; I've been the prey. Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
lxxv. MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT | Loveless
In the middle of the night, just call my name; I'm yours to tame.
lxxvi. Train Wreck | James Arthur
You can say what you like 'cause see, I would die for you. I'm down on my knees, and I need you to be my God, be my help, be a savior who can unbreak the broken.
lxxvii. Walls | Louis Tomlinson
For every question, why, you were my because.
lxxviii. Infinity | Jaymes Young
'Cause you're the reason I believe in fate, you're my paradise, and I'll do anything to be your love or be your sacrifice.
lxxix. Salvation | Gabrielle Aplin
Just a trick of light to bring me back again, those wild eyes, a psychedelic silhouette. I never meant to fall for you, but I was buried underneath, and all that I could see was white.
lxxx. Sleep On The Floor | The Lumineers
Take all your savings out 'cause if we don't leave this town, we might never make it out. I was not born to drown, baby; come on.
lxxxi. Castle on the Hill | Ed Sheeran
I still remember these old country lanes when we did not know the answers.
lxxxii. The Other Side | Ruelle
I don't want to know what it's like to live without you; don't want to know the other side of a world without you.
lxxxiii. Angel With A Shotgun | The Cab
They say before you start a war, you better know what you're fighting for. Well, baby, you are all that I adore; if love is what you need, a solider, I will be.
lxxxiv. Black Friday | Tom Odell
You look so pretty, pretty like the wind. Every time you touch me, I feel adrenaline.
lxxxv. Die With A Smile | Lady Gage, Bruno Mars
So I'ma love you every night, like it's the last night, like it's the last night. If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you.
lxxxvi. Northern Attitude | Noah Kahan
If I get too close and I'm not how you hoped, forgive my northern attitude. Oh, I was raised out in the cold. If the son doesn't rise until summertime, forgive my northern attitude. Oh, I was raised on little light.
lxxxvii. "Slut!" | Taylor Swift
Half awake, takin' your chance. It's a big mistake; I said, "It might blow up in your pretty face." I'm not saying, "Do it anyway," but you're going to.
lxxxviii. Backroads | Lonely The Brave
So the sinners stopped, and the villains turned, and I'll be the sky, and you be the bird.
lxxxix. Angel By The Wings | Sia
Oh, so, your wounds, they show. I know you have never felt so alone. But hold on, head up, be strong.
lxxxx. Too Deep | Ritual, Delilah
You said my signs were vital, that every touch was tidal. You held me, you held me so right, you held me so tight.
#okay so i did manage to dial it back down a *little*#i dont know what to tag this as but im also screaming to the void so#but if you want to listen here and also the list of songs with lines i dubbed specifically for thiam#long post under the cut#its the track list lmao#thiam#spotify playlist#thiam playlist
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what exactly is one supposed to do about accepting things you can't control when the thing you can't control is a person who is actively fucking over many people, including children?
#especially children#like itd not be an issue if the children were not involved. the person would be persona non grata#but the children exist and are involved and we have no legal recourse apparently. so what the fuck. what the fuck#i want to leave. i cant leave. i want to leave#i think id want to leave anyway without this person just bc im sick of this place#but this person makes things 10x worse#the children give me pause bc i do love them but also. maybe this makes me sound shitty. theyre not my repsonsibility#maybe if i can get my own life set up and get stable on my own id try to get the children away from this person#but rn it's not happening#sometimes i think this person had kids to babytrap us into not booting them#honestly i think the law should allow for one free punch#i dont think violence is nec3ssarily the answer for...most things#but some people ....some people need a#need to be socked in the fucking jaw and face tangible consequences for their actions#bc they dont face any consequences otherwise#or at least dont recognize any other consequences as being the direct result of their own selfish dickhead actions#alas. the law is the law#and everything here feels so precarious as it is#it sucks though that 'wanting to control someone else's actions' in this case is i want this person to treat other people fucking decently#and be respectful of their time and the fact that they have their own lives#i get being a parent is hard but to force other people to pick up your slack without any input from them#thereby controlling their lives and fucking them over#and thats just straight up shit behavior. the hardships of parenthood do not justify that#and you barely parent. screaming at kids for being kids is not parenting#and literally nobody made you bring these poor kids into the world. this was 100% your choice#and sure prochoice but honestly people who can choose otherwise having kids when they have to know full well#that they neither have the capacity nor actual desire to actually attempt to parent#they deserve a slap. fuck it. i dont have it in me for compassion#and i have a lot more to say actually that wont fit in the tags. whoops#to the void with love
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posting stuff online because i truly just love sharing my silly creations with anyone who may also love them vs. wanting to deactivate and move to a forest every time i'm met with positive feedback (i am terrified of people and of being recognized/acknowledged)
#THUS IS NOT A GOOD MENTALITY I KNOOOOOWWW I KNOW DBSJDBSJH im just a non functioning little guy ok#i've gotten out of the 'worried about numbers' phase early but now it's been this fdhsjhsjghs the content machine is unforgiving#there's so many layers to this im TRYING to like slowly untangle all of it but. ugh :(#sometimes i think maybe i just need to stop doin merch and art altogether and touch grass or whatever but...#i dont want it to be my irrational fears that force me to stop doing stuff i like. it's not like there's any other problems#really -- otherwise i like doing what i do!! i don't even really care if ppl hate me and my shit BUT --#i think i care too much about not doing good enough for the people who DO like my little sillies 😭😭 and i think that's my main issue#maybe also explains why it's so hard for me to like.. talk/put my PERSONALITY out there? im scared that ppl who enjoy my stuff will hate ME#implying i have much of a personality anymore i think whatever was there kinda melted away these past few years djshkshk#SORRY FOR THE VENT POST sorry if u actually read all these tags oh my gosh#i'm just a weird guy aaaaaa i'm silly aaaaaaaaaaaa#the void screaming
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Free anonymous ask to talk about Quartus and any headcanons you have about him lmao
Heck, make this about a fanfic if you want
Talk about him, go crazy, go stupid, go batshit insane even
[Ask received: oct 2nd]
You dont fucking understand I'm so fucking feral about him.
Its the fact I should probably be embarrassed about it but yall I'm too far gone����😣
You know how you see comments like "oh I hear sumn puring😼😼" that was me.
Literally as soon as that man came on the screen I was like 'oh... *gulp*... why my pussy thumpin--'
Like bro is saying the most horrifying, terrible shit and I'm like
I'd literally let that man do unspeakable things to me.
Quartus was introduced in the second to last chapter of book four so in the last chapter yk when Secondus was introduced literally as soon as he popped up on the screen I was like "Hi daddy😋" OUT LOUD‼ LIKE I SAID THAT SHIT‼
IM SO FUCKING DELUSIONAL YALL IM SO MENTALLY ILL ABOUT HIM
Bro said this —THIS EXACT SCREENSHOT TOO- and I was like... I need to fuck him right this minute😋😋
Yall I'd let him face fuck me until I throw up all over it.
I'd literally let him ruin me.
Tear me the fuck apart.
I'm but a hole.
I'd literally let that man use my mouth as a cum dumpster.
My throat is a daycare.
As soon as he has an erection I'm on my fucking knees. Tongue out. Ready to serve. Bent over. Pussy wet. Cock sleeve ready to be filled.
I wanna be fucked.
I want him to fuck me.
Yall do not fucking understand, every and all ounce of decorum just goes straight out the fucking window
He can misgender me and I'd call it degradation bitch I'm moaning louder‼
Slap me around like a whore‼
Quartus: *literally just on the screen*
Listen
I'm not gon lie yall.
I'm so horny rn--
Nah cus look, the gold chain is enough for me.
BUT THE RINGS--⁉️⁉️
IM LITERALLY OUT OF COMMISSION
IM DONE
IM FUCKING DONE
IM SO FUCKING FERAL YALL
no cus--
YALL--
those rings will be covered in cum when hes done with me.
listen--
WHEN HES KNUCKLES DEEP IN MY--
im gonna cry yall.
I want that gold chain swinging in my face while he wrecking my shit up.
That goddamn necklace be slapping me in the face and shit all while hes plowing me into oblivion.
HIS DICK IS SO BIG YALL😭😭
YALL
NAH CUS HIS DICK IS SO BIG YALL IM GOING INSANE
it's so meaty and thick--
MY BRAIN IS BRAINING YALL
Oh I bet it's heavy too--
IM SHORT CIRCUITING
I probably wouldn't even be able to take it🤭🤭
It's like shoving a sausage into a key hole😳
He'd make it fit tho😋(by force)
Yall lucky I'm flexible, bro would break my fucking back
Fortunately for me I have scoliosis so my back would hurt either way😼😼
HE HAS BOOBS YALL
BIG BEEFY BOOBIES MMMFFHSHSHIWHENDMDKDHDHD--
I'm not okay.
I'm so unwell yall🤒
This how you know I'm gone😵💫💫
Cus all self respect I ever had for myself just goes flying out the windows poof💨 gone
It's not even like bro is morally grey, bro is just evil and I fuck with it😋
I wanna fuck w/ him👁👁
I wanna fuck him.
Yall I think I been celibate for too long-- LMFAOO--
Cus yall I want him so bad
I need him to be injected into my bloodstream(sexual)
Literally toss me arround like a slut😵
I will be nothing if not a concubine for him.
Quartus can literally break all my bones and I'd cum.
Like it's crazy
I'd drink his cum like a fucking milkshake yummy
Fill me up daddy😩😩
Me when he's done w/ me:
I'm not okay yall
Like I'm so out of sorts rn😣✨
He can kill me and I'd just like "harder daddy😋😋" like I'm so fucking crazy
Like bro literally showed up on screen and worked his way into my fucking prefrontal cortex.
This man makes my mars sign go haywire like I'm so fucking horny for him😣😣
Yall I think I need a lobotomy--
Like I need to fixed
I'm so not normal
I'm not okay
I'm so fucking unwell
I need Quartus literally inside my body.
I'm literally just a vessel. A hole. A pussy.
Bro showed up on the screen and made me his bitch.
#part of.me dosen't even want to tag this with court of darkness cus this is so fucking bad😭😭#im sorry yall my brain turned off for a bit#redused to my most primal desires#my bad yall#that was outta pocket#yk what imma do it#yolo i guess#court of darkness#if you see this um... ignore👁👁#but also dont ignore me i need to know im not just screaming into the void#Quartus is so sexy i wanna fuck him so bad--#kay answers#quartus court of darkness
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get to know my oc!
thank you so so so much @flock-from-the-void for the tag <3
im so excited to do this, finally all the unnecessary traits I gave her will be useddd so so happy
gently tagging: @leisoree @rmgrey-author @digital-chance @maewrites13 @briannaswords @tea-and-mercury @anonymousfoz and anyone else who'd like to join :)
this is my forever beloved (and one of my first ocs that managed to not get tossed away) Giada from Flowers and Homicide (before it was murderous roses)
As I step in the lab, a rotting smell fills my nostrils. I'm seriously tempted to drop this crazy interview and go back home, but then I think of my boss.
And so I keep on walking through hell, knowing that the previously cited boss's rage would be even worse.
There's some guy cleaning a syringe near what I presume is a corpse (don't vomit, don't vomit, dont' vomit) and so I approach him and ask him if he knows where a girl named Giada could be.
After a couple seconds, he sends me off in direction of a room with glass panels, through them I catch sight of a dark, curly mass of hair and knock on the door.
"Hello, are you by any chance Giada?" the foreign name is still new on my tongue, I hope I didn't pronounce it wrong.
"Yes, that's me! What can I help you with?" she answers smiling brightly at me.
"I'm from Tumblr-News," I explain "I was hoping you'd have time for a couple of questions..."
"Oh! Sure! I'm on my break right now, so we have a good 20 minutes for talking"
Are you named after anyone?
Huh, interesting question. No, I wasn't named after a person, but an object. A gemstone. See, my family's half Italian and Giada, in Italian, means jade, also my grandmother's favourite stone.
I think she said something about a ring and a proposal.... doesn't matter though.
When was the last time you cried?
Ha haa... Is this really necessary? Yeah? Ok..Yesterday. I just'd just gotten my period and ice cream fell on my shirt. Don't judge, it makes me really emotional.
The period. Not the ice-cream.
Do you have kids?
Do I really look that old? Damn. And no, I don't have kids and don't plan on them.
Do you use sarcasm?
I believe sarcasm should be a love language. Yes I do, anytime I can, I love it, it's half of my personality.
What's the first thing you notice about people?
Well, I'm a med student, so probably the overall appereance, if they're sleeping enough, if they're eating enough, stuff like that.
Also if they look like a murderer. Or like a person who killed someone.
Guilty, in general.
What's your eye colour?
They're jade, like my name. Just kidding, I'd love to have green eyes but I don't have them.
She leans closer to me and opens her eyes more than I thought was humanly possible.
I don't know if you can see through the glasses, but there is a bit of mud green in the brown, so technically my eyes are a bit green.
Mostly brown though.
Scary movies or happy endings?
I'm literally standing in a lab full of cadavers. What do you think?
Any special talents?
Oh oh I know this! I can lick my nose! Want to see?
she brings her tongue to her nose and makes a muffled scream while pointing to it.
I also have an apparently worrying knowledge about poisons and death, but I'm studying forensic, can you blame me?
Where were you born?
In an hospital? Duh. It was in San Francisco if you care to know.
What are your hobbies?
I've already said poisons but I'll say it again, they are super interesting, did you know we exist just because some ancient monkeys got high? many times, and those chemicals extended their brain cells and so they got smarter. It's amazing!
I also love magic, I've thought about joining a cult or something, but those people are mad. Worse than me. I've been to a session, and they were all dressed up strange, candles everywhere, there was the star on the ground, you know that star in the circle? That one.
But I firmly believe in faeries, coincidences do not exist, it's them meddling with our lives. You can't change my mind.
Do you have any pets?
I've always wanted a lizard or something like that, maybe a snake even if I'm low-key scared of them. They're absolutely stunning, but what if one bites me? They are super venomous.
But when I was little I had a goldfish, his name was Alastair, it was my favourite character from a book, can't remember which. It died after month.
It's buried in my parents' backyard. Poor little thing.
Any sport that you play/played?
I think you can tell that I'm not the sportiest person ever, but I was on the track team.
I absolutely sucked, but I was in it.
Oh and in winter I always went skiing with my family so also that.
How tall are you?
I'm 5.3 and I hate it. At least I can wear heels. But I usually don't cause they hurt my feet, apart from a pair of boots, those are my salvation. Sometimes I even wear them here, not today tho.. sorry I'm blabbering.
What's your favourite subject?
Oh, it's the first year I'm taking it but it's super interesting, it's called anesteti- anast- anesthesiology... Yeah anesthesiology. Hate the name love the subject. I think I like it because most anesthetics are also poisons.
But yeah, right now it's my favourite subject.
And finally, what's your dream job?
Coroner. Or working in the forensic squad.
Right now I'm in an internship, but if it goes well they might keep me around even next year.
"And that's it, thank you so much or answering, I'll leave you to... whatever you'll be doing" I smile uncomfortably and hug her quickly.
"Just in time, by break's over so I better get working"
She sets down her cup and shrugs on a white lab coat, quickly waves at me and just like that she's gone.
I walk as fast as I can, anxious to get rid of this disgusting smell.
#yay I did it#took me forever#but i loved it#and i love her#probably because i put half of my personality in her#but shh#nobody has to know#tag game#writerblr#get to know my oc
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i've been told/keep seeing posts about people suddenly not liking when people add tags to their posts with their own thoughts/feelings/opnions/experiences, and even people that say not to tag with certain common organizational tags (like ships for example i see the most. some people use a ship name for organization purposes and not necessarily for shipping. for example i use "collei and her dads" for cyno, tighnari, collei art for my organization so I cam find them again and theres been a few artists screaming not to use ship tags and that could be seen as a ship tag. so what do i do? not organize your art into my tags and let it get lost and never seen again? not share your art at all? kinda silly but whatever, ill just ignore your art).
I personally think that's all a bit ridiculous....i don't know if that's a more recent thing (like with twitter people coming here suddenly and expecting to act like this is twitter) or if it happened in the years since I took a break from tumblr. but bAcK iN mY DaY we used tags as a little whisper to add our own thoughts without interrupting the main post. adding hard comments or replies was more seen as "too much/too loud" if it wasn't something directly meant for OP. tags were usually never meant for OP and were always for the reblogger and their followers. these days more and more people seem to think tags on their posts are all speaking to them directly or interrupting their post (not to say you can't speak to OP through tags, like i'll say nice things about their art in tags) but not everything in someone's tags on a post they reblog from you is for you! you can ignore it!!!
I know on twitter (where I went after leaving tumblr a while back) people use quote retweets to speak to the OP often. but not always. I sometimes would quote a tweet to add my own thoughts while using the quote as like a citation to credit OP for the idea. but I have a few times where the OP thought I was speaking to/about them and got very upset about it. one was a large account who quoted me back and got very nasty and sent their minions after me. quotes are louder than tumblr tags. so that's more understandable, and I was always very hesitant to do it, but I personally see indirect tweets about another post as extremely rude and posting screenshots of tweets on twitter is also rude.
I loved coming back here mainly for the tag system! I missed being able to share a post and also quietly add my thoughts. go on long rambles related to the main post without stealing their post completely or needing to make a whole new post. I know most old tumblr users get that and don't care, probably. I NEVER saw anyone complain about it in the past. only say how much they love it. it was just part of how this site worked for us. a culture thing we naturally created. so i'm assuming it's mostly new users who don't get this culture? it also doesn't help tumblr made it so you now see tags in your notes tab and not just comments added and replies. before, you would have to go to "someone reblogged your post" to see if they added tags because tumblr only showed comments. I personally LOVE when people add tags to my post with their thoughts and stories and whatnot. ai i'd go to every reblog I got to see if there's tags added. it's like an uncommitted interaction. they dont expect a reply, i don't expect a reply. they are isolated thoughts, but still related. it's still a form of interaction, without the pressure of being direct, and I feel seen/heard when they add them. (it means they're not a bot, auto reblogging my posts /hj) seeing tags on my posts i'm not just shouting into the void alone and someone sees me. me adding tags to a post is a gentle "you're not alone/I hear you/im a real person not a bot" from me. but it also could be me saying "your post inspired me! I want to write something too! but im being quiet about it so i dont take away from your post and your post gets all the credit" when I add my own little tag ramble.
so the fact that people are now suddenly being upset by people adding their own experiences and thoughts to tags is super disappointing and and frankly annoying. tags don't take away from your post and you can just ignore them! no one is forcing you to expand the tags in your notes and read them! hardly anyone will see them. most will only read your post and not people's tags! I know no one usually reads my tags because i've added secret messages to the end of my tags and no one ever responds to it lmao things like send a pic in my ask and i'll draw it for you.
yes I know "RESPECT PEOPLE BOUNDARIES" but it kind of disrespects my needs as well. theres a thin line between someone's boundaries being crosses and someone's needs not being met. but that's a whole debate i'm not willing to have so don't start it. (not that kind of boundary is easy to not cross. not bringing up arguments. but asking people to not use a main function of a website is kind of pushing it imo...) yeah I want to respect boundaries the best i can, but unless you say in the post "don't reblog and add your own tags" no one will know and you get upset when no one knows. and no, no one will read your profile/pinned post before reblogging. no one will go to the original post and read your tags. they will only reblog it right off their dash if they aren't seeing it directly from you in the tags/for you page. some people will reblog 100 posts a day. they won't go to every profile/original post before reblogging just to see if you have any special conditions and rules for your random one post out of hundreds they see a day. that's too much to expect, honestly, sorry to say!
but this is tumblr. maybe it's better for people to accept the culture/etiquette here and let it happen without complaining, or realize this isn't the place for them! because it doesn't meet their needs and boundaries! and that's ok! it doesn't have to be your place. you don't need to stay here if you don't like how it works! asking an entire website to "respect your boundaries" by not participating in a basic or essential function of the website is a little ridiculous to be fair....
no i'm not saying your boundaries don't deserve to be respected. i'm saying this probably isn't the place to have those boundaries in the first place. because there's am established way this site functions that works in counter to your wanted boundaries, so it just doesn't fit your needs. and like I said that's ok! you don't need to stay here if it upsets you that much! it's better if you find a social media where people can't share your posts. like a simple blog site that doesn't have a share function! or like Instagram? people cant share those posts. (sorry, I dont know much about social media) if you really want people to stop adding tags that bad, either turn off reblogs completely, or ask staff to add a notification option to turn off seeing added tags on reblogs! (if you're veeerry lucky, and not a trans woman, they might listen to you)
#lee text#lee rambles#tumblr culture#tumblr tags#am i the only one feeling this? did i even explain it well? idk but its been on my mind for a bit#SORRY FOR THE SUDDEN LONG SERIOUS POST ILL GO BACK TO SILLY LITTLE GUY POSTING NOW#sorry if this is worded horribly. hopefully no one misunderstands and gets angry at me. if you want to respect boundaries so much#my boundaries are dont argue with me because you misunderstood me or dont agree 🤷 if you think its ridiculous i ask not to say you disagree#then you understand where im coming from! so if you disagree you cant say it or youre a hypocrite lmao#this is just half jokes. but i do really hate arguments so i will just ignore you
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ok its me again hi AAAHHHH this is so nice i feel so warm im lying on my bed kickin my lil legs i cant believe this thank you for being nice omgggg now im on a roll im gonna say things about julian hkdhjgdgjf
only one song really that i scanned the whole tag looking for to see if anyone said it before and i was so surprised that i didnt find it and i went to check the official playlists on spotify cause maybe its on there already and thERE ISNT ONE WHAT???? i had the muriel one liked on here and id never checked any other ones out lmao but like i swear there had to be one?? like maybe they made it first and its somewhere separately??? julian is like the most popular one how the hell does he not get a spotify list is that how this tag was created?? *gasp* am i discovering the ~fandom lore~
(just gonna say you dont actually need to answer any of that in detail dont waste your time gksgkydgjf im just screaming into the void cause i was so flabbergasted after those 3 whole minutes of research i put into this)
ANYWAY the actual song would be House of Wolves by our lord and saviour MCR! its so good for him with his whole Woe is Me drama king vibe lol and the plaguey thematicssss mmmm delicious TELL ME im a BAD BAD BAD BAAD MAAAAN aight you lil masochist i see u and the "you better run like the devil cause they never gonna leave you alone" you get it caUSE HES A FUGITIVE DO YOU GET THE DEEP UNRAVELABLE METAPHORS DO YOU GET IT DO YOU G aight shut up hkhfjtdy anyway
ok i lied jystfhte heres another one i just remembered i really wanted to put here its not new but just in case somebody hasnt seen it yet lmao its such a masterpiece ill do anything to give it its due here ya go
https://youtu.be/61HltPN_k3g
and the other thing im really glad to have seen people mention here is musical songs cause thats one of the things i love about him the most like yass we love a thespian king slay grl so then anytime im binging a musical there always come the intrusive thoughts of "aw hed love this one" and "oh hed be great for this role" like i went to see f-ing swan lake with my f-ing grandpa and one of the major takeaways i got from the experience was (UH IM GONNA PUT A SPOILER WARNING HERE? I GUESS? IN CASE ANYONE CARES HELLO JULIAN BAD ENDING SPOILERS AHEAD DO MOVE ALONG NOW IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT AVERT YOUR GAZE CITIZENS LMAO LIKE YOU HAVENT SEEN FANARTS N ADS ALREADY ALRIGHT ALRIGHT) "omg jules would be so perfect as that bird guy villain IN HIS BIRD GUY SHAPE TOO OMG WITH THE WINGS ON STAGE THIS IS AWESOME WHY CANT I DRAW GOOD GODDA-"
anyway hed love hadestown (hed at least try to cast muriel as hades cause hes perfectly intimidating for it but theres way too many lines which okay Maybe but AND he has to sing???? nah hes out bkgdhkdt) i dont know what hed think of pierre natasha & the great comet cause its maybe a little eccentric i suppose but i think hed appreciate the cultural roots of the vibe with him being fantasy ruso-slav-ukrainian-whatnot heritage i reckon and hed definitely have a blast at a live performance and hed ABsolutely join in with the actors in between the rows at some point and theyd ABSOlutely let him cause hes that good and game recognize game cmon hes gonna show you amateurs what a real kazotski looks like
i can also see him enjoying sweeney todd, for its delightful edgyness, maybe even some themes relatable for him, and his sappy ass would SO memorise Pretty women to whip it out at an opportune serenading moment khgdturshc im so cringe and loving it
well i cant think of any more shows to throw him together with so thus ends my soliloquy wow i cant believe thats how you spell that anyway i hope anybody who knew what the hell im talking about enjoyed all that jgfztits see you in another 20 minutes when i come back like "AND ANOTHER thing-
Yay, it's the character song essays anon!! :D
I'm glad to see you back, and I will once again be re-linking the song you shared below and adding your suggestions to the tag ^.^
And frankly, I'm 76% certain that one of Julian's love languages is theatre, especially musical theatre. That could be tickets, that could memorizing the lines from one of this favorite scenes and reciting it back to him, it could be showing up to every single performance he's involved in :)
I'm glad to see you back in my inbox, friend, feel free to message me if you ever want to obsess over the characters together! Cheers -
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Music Through Your Eras Tag Game!
thanks for the tag @ifritfan !!!
1️⃣first song/artist you remember liking: Maroon 5, Melanie Martinez and Marina....
👶middle school anthem (age 11-13): mostly DAMA songs (portuguese band) but esp Luísa and Às vezes, they werent new songs at the time but we were crazy over them for no reason lmao, and ALSO I loved ariana grande so some of her songs as well
🚗roadtrip must have song: i dont know. I have no idea dude. im gonna say A minha casinha and Homem do Leme by Xutos e Pontapés bc I have distinct memories of listening to those in the car
🙈Guilty pleasure artist: Chico da tina. if any of you guys knew who he was id be bullied relentlessly but idgaf. his music may not be good but fuck do I love it
💯I know all the lyrics to: year zero, ritual, con clavi con dio, prime mover, all by ghost, probably some more but these are the ones that come to mind lol, the Damned by cos sylvan, not allowed, cigarettes out the window, song about me and The blonde by TV Girl, The Fall, Perfume and Sex sells by lovejoy + p much every Wilbur Soot song (LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY), almost every public void song (penelope scott album. again leave me alone), a bunch of Mariana and ashnikko songs, almost every single melanie martinez song, first love/late spring by mitski, literal legend by ayesha erotica, I can keep going
🤬A song to yell to: i dont know??? mr. self destruct by NIN?? I cant think of more I dont yell to music bc i cant scream at home 👍
❤️🔥 Current favourite music video: Ive always loved the square hammer mv, and also call me what you like by lovejoy is cool. OH AND THEIR COVER OF KNEE DEEP AT ATP I love that mv
🥰current favourite band: dude cmon now. thats so hard. its between ghost and radiohead but Ive also been getting into goth music esp sister of mercy lately and theyre great
🏟️Would kill to see them live/again: ghost obvs, Chico da Tina, brother his concerts are such a fucking vibe!!! rammstein, theyre coming here this summer and I want to go sooo bad
🏝️if you could listen to one song on repeat for the rest of your life: the Damned, woodcutters or night sculptor by cos sylvan I love all of those songs very very much
🔁stuck on repeat: climbing up the walls and my Iron lung by radiohead, absolution by ghost, and a bunch more that Ive already mentioned here
Tagging: @sphylor @owlghuleh @s01ar-3cl1ps3 @purple-moonglade @finch-does-stuff @everybodyshusband
#theres some portuguese music in there so sorry lol#I tried to be as honest as possible#but honestly I havent rly thought about some of these#so it was p hard#ask game
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i know that discourse thingy was some very ignorable shit, i think it normally would be but detox makes me stupid and moody so im gonna keep complaining (sorry)
but that particular thing of people just like assigning you a specific ideology and making assumptions about your beliefs based on that assignment that THEY made is so... why do we do that, and im clearly also guilty of it on some level considering i saw proship in that one persons bio and went oh that means they enjoy fiction that promotes harmful ideas (there is nuance to what proship can mean but generally i dont trust it bc i associate it with incest and pedophilia which i dont think are concepts one should be even exploring on a public space like the internet but im not against dark topics in fiction, explorative or otherwise)
like you wanna talk about food and animals with me, you assume im either a vegan or not a vegan, technically im not a vegan. technically im a weirdo whos very into the demystification of death in general (i could also go on about our obsession with corpse preservation/decay avoidance and how i think its bad and wrong) im a zoologist, i like hunting and fishing but not for sport, i dont eat beef as a choice (for multiple reasons i dont care to explain right now but none of them involve my feelings about the cow itself)
like truly we do not know each other why would you or i or anyone else be confident enough to make a debate out of any stray perspective you find. thats generally how i like to be on the internet is like, im just out here saying shit i dont expect anyone to respond, youre not invited to either. im not familiar with all the ways tumblr has changed in the past couple years but i swear people did not used to be able to find your posts if you did not tag them, but i guess its good that you can turn off reblogs now. like i know its on me to take some responsibility and make sure my void is really a void but i also dont feel like shit i post has ever screamed HEY YOU THERE SCROLLING THROUGH A TAG I DIDNT ACTUALLY ADD, IM TALKING TO YOU SPECIFICALLY, WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ALL THIS
and no one has any way of knowing this because how could you but its not based on my assumptions about you but i hate strangers, so fucking much. theres not much that makes my blood boil more than someone talking to me when i have 0 familiarity with them, unless i asked for it i guess. like im an artist i have to grapple with that sometimes. if were not mutuals or ive never seen your name before im NEVER talking to you and i despise you for trying. it doesnt matter because its impossible to know this beforehand, but its still the case anyway.
okay my drowsey medicine kick't in hmmm maybe i get to takes a nap at 7 in the morning teehee
#im gonna try not to make too many posts#i took some nausea medicine so when that kicks in ill probably relax
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feel free to ignore im kind of just screaming into the void here
so i love my friends right like theyre great people however there are some things that they do that kind of make me dislike them and i feel so bad abt it cos i love them but some of the shit they do makes me so uncomfy and i dont want to say anything cos what if they hate me for it and want to stop being friends with me and even though i know that they wont it still scares me lol but some of the shit they do makes me so uncomfy like some of them are hella transphobic and dont even realise it hell some of them say homophobic shit like in a joking way but it still kinda scares me also one of them uses autistic as an insult and that absolutely does not sit right with me and like this one isnt even that bad but they constantly refer to me as the gay one and they dont even seem to think of me as more than that sometimes also i have asked them a hundred times to call me lesbian instead of gay but nope im the gay one in the friend group and nothing will change that and that kind of doesnt vibe with me too good also theres this person who they keep referring to as my girlfriend or my wife and that absolutely is not okay with me and if asked them to stop so many times but they either cant or wont cos they keep calling her that and the thing is that the person they keep calling my wife is a really good friend of mine and we also have a lot of friends in common and i hang out w her and her friends a lot and whenever my friends see me with her they always take photos and shit which makes me so uncomfy i hate having photos taken of me and theyre also really unsubtle about calling her my girlfriend and shit when shes around and when her friends around and im so scared that either her or one of her friends will figure out that i like her and she'll be like ew thats mank and ill lose yet another friend and even tho i know thats so so unlikely cos shes a great person but it would at the very least make things awkward between us and i dont want that cos shes a good friend (better than my fg) so if my friends mess up that friendship i swear im gonna have no friends at all cos ill likely get pissed as fuck at them and my other friends will think im mentally fucked up and then i may as well just leave the entire fucking school and go to my local one and even though i know im catastrophising to the end of the earth and back it still doesnt take away from the fact that some of my friends are making me feel so uncomfy that i dont want to hang out w them even tho i love them also theres these two really toxic people in my grade who sometimes hang out with us (one more than the other) and theyve told the one whos not nice per se but less bad than the other one and hangs out with us less to fuck off and the homophobic transphobic bitch who uses so many slurs its not ok at all they seem to have no problem with oh and theres this kid in the year below us who always dabs up the rest of my fg but whenever he sees me he just says ew no ur a lesbian and one time he said that i prolly jerk off to furry porn and first of all what the actual fuck second of all that made me feel so uncomfy and third of all my fg just laughed and they still bring it up so often and they surely can tell it makes me feel so so fucking scared and i dont even fucking know why oh and one of my closest friends has the most terrible taste in guys like i swear she lies the most toxic people and im the only one who can actually see that cos all the others think theyre hot and they dont realise just how bad its gonna end every time theres literally only 2 people in that group who actually dont ever make me feel like my skeleton js gonna fucking scuttle out of my skin and crab walk to the nearest trash can and jump in so tysm to sarah (i aint gonna tag u cos i dont want u to see this post lmao im still gonna post it tho) and arkie (she doesnt even have tumblr and will never see this post but i still want to put it in writing) anyways yuh thats my lil vent
#just a load of garbage#literally ignore this please im js screaming into the void and hoping some answers float out of my words which they wont but still#also my fg make me feel so shit for hanging out with other people but like im fucking allowed to talk to people yall dont own me#they never did this to s or j and j fucking left the fg entirely and they still love her#anyways yeah#please ignore this#irl ppl ignore this please#this should never leave my drafts#it prolly will tho lmao
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Hi! Welcome to my account! I'm Dino, also known as the (self-proclaimed) CEO of XVials (Ink/XGaster)! I'm multiship but I don't talk about the other ones as much since XVials kind of runs my life.
My art account is @dynobitezzz and I post finished works there and sketches here; my art tag is 'dynobite art'
This is mostly a main/reblog account and I do tend to spam when I'm in a good mood about something I really like. Please be aware.
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Here are some things about me:
PLEASE let me scream into the void about xvials. i won't bite, i promise. literally shoot me a message, tell me the most obscure thoughts you have on them, even ask questions about what i think on them!! i want it all. i need people to hear the xvials propaganda. these two goobers are so in love it HURTS that they aren't talked much more about, and i can give you a list of everything that has happened, and every concious decision jakei has made to develop their friendship. on top of that: i reocgnize their aroace identities and respect it VERY much. they are my lil guys. 🫶
i have a difficult time regulating my emotions and can come off as really rash and sensitive. it's not personal, i've just had a stressful(re: trauma-filled) life and my diagnoised ADHD and undiagnoised autism really go hand in hand. im also very bad at telling where a line may be crossed.
im kind of really dumb and big paragraphs, sentences, and words can short circuit my brain. english was something i used to be kind of good at but now i dont know whats going on with it. despite being a fanfic writer. so i may ask you to elaborate or word differently.
i AM 19yo and sometimes my work can become less than sfw. actual nsfw content is posted elsewhere.
im trans masc and bi/aroace(general term) and have a loving bf who i just adore! i go by he/it pronouns. <3
i used to powerlift competitively in highschool, my maxes are as follow; bench 140lb, squat 215lb, deadlift 240lb. i unfortunately couldnt get the last deadlift since its really strict about how you do things, but i could pick up the weight which meant more to me than some score. :]
im an aspiring video editor and im actually certified to use adobe premiere pro! i got the highest of my class with 920/1000 and im so proud of that !! <3 im obviously a beginner but ive edited tons of things before! Here's the proof because again. So. Proud.
I have several tags that I use that you can find and use below to navigate through my stuff. I believe most of them are self explanatory!
dinosaurzzz rambles is a general tag i use to talk about things, so reblogs, other posts, myself. just a lot of things. i dont ever tag reblogs btw so you won't get a cluttered screen!
Okay peace! Drink water, eat a snack, sleep well!
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i don't write for fun i write because i'm compelled. don't even like it that much just gotta do it.
#screaming into the void#i have something thats technically done and complete but i know the words that its supposed to have and i have to put them in there#i dont want to but i have to i dont know how else to explain it#sleeby#i want to be playing minecraft right now but i cant#and also i cant bully anyone into playing it with me right now and single player isnt as interesting to me#hows your day been? im coming up with more tags to add to this so i dont have to work on the thing that i was working on#i was out too late purchasing items and im really tired#went to the michaels and the combination home goods and tj maxx and it was fucking sick#theyve got a lot of halloween there#finally got a container thats perfect for all of my perfumes which means that im going to buy more perfume because im Unsatisfiable#had an egg dinner very light to keep it sexy#what the fuck am i talking about
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Not my friends needing to tell me a relationship toxic because at this point I cant tell🧍♀️🧍♀️🧍♀️
#no but lee and juno if you see my pist!!! hi!!! i love you guys so much!! miss you too :((( go drink some water you sexy enby#tw vent#but im gonna get out of this shit. i've gotta start writing what i wanna say#this toxic person has snapped me a lot in the past 10 hours (i needed a break from her so im taking the rest of this day lol)#i just really hope they dont see that i've been active on instagram#im trying to find out how to say it nicely#how do you tell a parson they've fucked you up so bad that you dread seeing their name in your screen nicely?#i dont think you can#but im not gonna write a fuck you letter#but either way i wont be her friend. i wont fall of that again#honestly thank god she doesnt have tumblr.#also lee and juno if you've decided to read my tags on this post. hi :) yes im okay yiu just gotta scream into the voud sometimes#and that void can sometimes be 100 people#anyway im off to listen to the penumbra podcast#and im not fuxing my typing mustaks just know that im gay and my keyboard is homophobic
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might fuck around and change some of my tags theyre too boring for my tastes
#shay rambles abt a thing#<- exhibit A#but what to change it to#shay screams into the void??? i feel like people have used tht#i already know i want rant tags to be#eat a snickers shay#haha#i dont even rant a lot tho...#go to sleep shay it's late o'clock#maybe ill use that for rambles bc i do post mostly at night....#fun fact thats an inside joke i have w a friend#oooh a ramble tag could also be#sipping tea with shay#dhskdjfhsdkfjsdf#or no that could work for shay's chats#im gonna think abt these some more and make a tags post to link on my navi
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#wondering if maybe i should shout into the void more on tumblr#i feel like og textposts are easier to bury on tumblr than on twitter so like ig i feel less shy screaming here#also by virtue of the fact that talking in the tags feels less loud than composing a whole ass tweet#hmmmmm i think i keep clowning myself bc i say that my character development is that i no longer hate myself but then i keep entering rando#'haha Jokes i guess'#AHHHHHH theres something deeply satisfying in a masochistic way in following ur spiral of thoughts and pushing deeper into the things that#like scratching an itch but its twisting a knife instead#i feel Self Loathing in this chilli's tonight#LOL i just remembered that i have irls following me on here#maybe this is less void shouting#oh well i will just bury this with reblobs of Silly Memes and pretend i am the dandiest person on earth#i feel Awful#for no reason#jk i know the reason or at least i know what it was that set me off but its always stupid and insignificant so i feel embarrassed voicing w#no thoughts head empty#im tired of being perceived i just want to exist in a vacuum#actually no i dont bc getting lost in my own head is scary sometimes#i just wished i didnt have to think about the fact that I Exist to other people and they probably have thoughts about me#awful#fucking awful#personal#tumblr is cutting off some of my tags this is bullshit#oh well im Literally Too Fucking Lazy to fix it
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HELLO WHUMP COMMUNITY.
A GREMLIN IS FINALLY COMING OUT OF THEIR LITTLE CAVE AND THAT GREMLIN IS ME
so hi there and welcome to my INTRO POST!
(despite having tumbr for years, i still suck at post formatting so please bear with me dkdhj)
I'm a person of many names, but for the sake of brevity I'll give you three
feel free to call me Yeehaw, Void or Isaac, whichever you prefer
I go mainly by they/them
English isn't my first language so please be patient with the occasional grammatical mistakes jdldjdldjdkdh
This is my main, chaotic blog where I'll reblog and try to post whump along with lots of stuff about my ocs and some other things.
For a bit about me: I am a writer, an artist, and a long time fan of whump. Ever since i was a wee child i found great joy in brewing up dark scenarios in my little mind to hurt the fictional people i made. And so i continued and now, here we are.
ONTO THE CREATIVE INFO!
(and buckle your seatbelts, this will be a long ride)
My favorite tropes:
i adore anything to do with dehumanization, which is why pet whump is one of my favorites! Nonhuman characters are very much my bread and butter, be them whumpers, caretakers or whumpees. That brings us to vampires in specific. I love those. mwah perfect. i also love creepy and intimate whumpers ohooo yes.
i like to see my whumpees break. i like my whumpees terrified. i like watching the last shreds of hope be ripped away from them and see how they scream and cry because what did they do to deserve this? BUUT i also like a hardy defiant whumpee who instead of breaking, snaps. and oh the desire for revenge... delightful. i like many things dkhdkdjd
gore, torture, kidnapping, lab and medical whump, restraints, heavy conditioning, the "damned if you do damned if you don't" trope, illness whump, all of those are absolute FAVORITES of mine
when it comes to comfort, i like seeing the recovery process, eg: a heavily conditioned and traumatized whumpee slowly learning that life isn't all pain. oh yesssss. i enjoy comfort and specks of hope being granted just before overwhelming torture strikes. it's about the contrast
when it comes to squicks, i don't really have a need to list them. i simply Dont Look at what makes me too uncomfortable once i find it so as long as a work has its themes properly tagged, it's all fine and dandy :D
I have a fuckton of ocs. might just make a big ole post cataloging all of them and let people send in asks requesting an oc and a prompt, who knows!
I have many ideas but it's hard to organize them so expect random disorganized idea dumps every now and them (voidrambles? maybe)
I'll also post lots of art, mostly oc drawings and some whumpy ideas!
AND FEEL FREE TO SEND ME ASKS!!! i love interacting and i promise i dont bite im just shy
MAIN STORY:
My main wip still doesn't have a proper name so I've been calling it the "wolf and rabbit story". It's mostly a recovery story that takes place in a world where hybrids, humans with animal characteristics, are mistreated and oppressed by most governments at large, and as such often end up becoming pets (i still gotta organize this worldbuilding *sobs*). The story follows Aleksei, a wolf hybrid who escaped the system and is now a citizen, and Vincent, a pet rabbit hybrid who ran away from his old master and is now living as a stray. Well, was living as a stray, untill Aleksei found him bleeding on the streets and made the impulse decision to take the rabbit in. Features lots of caretaking and comfort and past trauma and that wip is my baby basically.
if you've read up until this point, thank you! now it's time to play tag
(if anyone tagged here wants me to remove the tag, please let me know)
here are the main blogs which inspired me to write whump and dive into this lovely community! they're all amazing and i recommend checking them out!
@just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi was the first whump blog i saw! Her Tool series just awoke something deep in my heart and i haven't stopped since
@whumpster-dumpster 's delightful prompts have carried me through many a writer's block!
@wumpzone was the blog which actually inspired me to start my wip! her stories are all worth checking out they're so good
@whumpsday 's kane and jim series is just UGH PERFECT it sparks so much joy all their blog sparks joy
and @whumpshaped is the one who gave me the last push i needed to finally post this! (thank you whumpshaped of the lake <3) its writing and drabbles are all perfect and amazing and i love it all (devil hot.... my beloved) go check it out!
and i think this is basically it, folks.
if there's anything i should change around for more clarity, please do tell
and thanks for listening to my whump intro!!
have a good earth rotation :D
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