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Accepting isolation, craving belonging
#art#digital art#comic#long post#this is kind of vent?#I don't want to be all I had a rough childhood wahh#I just find it bizarre to have so many little aspects of my childhood shape me#I crave isolation#I thrive in isolation#But I want to belong#I want to intimately know someone#and I want someone to intimately know me#This is to all the people who have loved me#even if we dont talk anymore#i love you and have loved you and i want nothing but for you to be happy#original post
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because you're coooooool
the coolest
why am i still getting followers, we never post...
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Oopsies :3c
#tiktok has been surpressing me so much i dont even want to post on there anymore 😔#hopefully it does better here#digital art#artists on tumblr#chell portal#chell x wheatley#chelley#portal 2#wheatley#glados#tiktok#chelldos
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every Lude/Johnny interaction ever:
Lude: Johnny you stupid whore come to the club with me :D
Johnny, internally: Club. Thats exactly the right word, because the droning cacophany of music, drugs and girls, all beautiful and all terrible at the same time are hitting me like a club, a blunt instrument from the side of the head. Bludgeoning me to death. Fuck. fuck. I am falling apart, like a vase hit by a baseball bat, or maybe a club.
Johnny, externally: ok Lude: YAY
#house of leaves#johnny truant#lude house of leaves#johnny house of leaves#dude i dont even know anymore#i was dared to post this#I ship them
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working at a grocery store has only made me even angrier about inflation and how food, water, and shelter isnt free
like just looking at groceries (not water or shelter) i see just a few bags (maybe around 5 or so) of food costing over $125 USD regularly. I've seen orders upwards of $600. and sure those have been bigger orders but no food should cost that much.
my coworkers and i shouldn't be complaining about the price of food when we get employee discounts.
a single bag of food for myself (usually containing some small pizzas, crackers, milk, and cereal) regularly costs between $50-60. minimum wage in my state is 15/HR. thats about four hours of work for one bag of food
a coworker who works on the front end of our store prides herself on being able to catch theives. everyone says how good she is at it. and sometimes it makes sense, sometimes people are just stealing to steal. but how do you ever know?
when the card reader we take outside is broken we are supposed to have the customers come inside to pay for their groceries if they're paying with EBT. there's a woman who's a regular who has a few small children and when she comes to pick up groceries they're usually asleep in the car.
am i supposed to make her choose between leaving her children alone in the car or waking them up and taking them inside?
four hours of work for one bag of groceries. is this not also theft?
four hours of work. let that sink in. four hours for one small bag of groceries.
we aren't supposed to accept tips but if we don't accept tips then how else are we supposed to afford our groceries?
i haven't seen a single person stealing food. you cannot steal whats already stolen.
although im no longer a christian, the teachings of my childhood have stuck with me, and in the bible it says "When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and for the foreigner residing among you."
society has reaped right up the the very edge and beyond of its fields, so it's up to us to reap what we can
four hours of work for one bag of food
#kitty talks#idk what to tag this as#im just so fucking mad#no one can afford to eat anymore#all of our money is going towards constant genocides#food should be free#water should be free#shelter should be free#i dont even know if this post is coherent im just *angry*#no one should have to beg for basic necessities#there's a poem in this somewhere#theres a poem in the woman with the few months old baby who had to come in to take stuff off her order#because WIC didnt cover it all
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(more persona 5 / persona 5 royal spoilers again)
(this one has art by dotdotdotukno on twitter please view)
compilation of specifically my obsession with ryuji and goro being terrible... friends??
#this doesnt even include me and kj's ongoing war live on the tl where every time he does anything i point at him and go 'ryuji'#and he does the same back at me#like the paws typo battle#which i won#p5#p5r#rookposting#goro akechi#ryuji sakamoto#akeshu#this one's kind of topical because LAVA is coming to australia soon#and im like i should pay human dollars to ask at least robbie but maybe robbie and max to say something?#and im like. i could ask them to read one of my dumbest tweets. i could do that as an adult with a job#but then the new problem is all my tweets are so dumb i dont know which one is the dumbest.#anyway last one for now ill wait a bit before i post anymore#.too much purse owner
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#polls#personally i dont like it but thats only because i dont like fandom. the type of stuff that gets the most attention#in fandom usually just annoys me idk. how to explain it in a way that wont come off as me saying#fanfic or whatever is evil its just the fact that it just bombards alot of the conversations?#i prefer it when the thing i like has 10 fans and theyre all on one message board or forum#like for example mtvs downtown is getting popular but apart from annoying#'me and the mid nerd guy i copped by being weird and sexy' posts its not awful....#but then smth like... clone high or smth i suddenly cant remember ppl just got so annoying abt that show??#like i cant stand it i dont even bother watching it anymore plus its just weird to me now like i can't watch it regardless#im just rambling but personally i do not like it. like i dont want what i like to get a revival#i dont want anything new! i just want to enjoy the thing and move on 😭#fandom seems to prioritize shipping and memes over evaluating or simply just enjoying something!#this goes for anything. music film tv books....
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Doing master studies the only way I know how: Stealing them and making them my guys.
(Barberini Faun)
(The Fallen Angel - Alexandre Cabanel)
(Covent Garden - William Bruce Ellis Rankin)
#obviously. not actually theft...#i was gonna say these are public domain but covent garden actually isnt yet#it will be. in two years.#thats the most different one though like i added a whole new guy..#maybe not the most different. barberini faun is pretty different i just took the post#pose#its barely even a study. thats not true#but. what was i saying.#oh its not theft it's study... the purpose is to learn!!! but also. if im gonna spend like 2 days on something...#its GONNA be my guys#otherwise. idk. i only want to spend 30 or so minutes per study#just to get the notes down and the practice for the skill im working on#i dont get all that much more out of completely rendering a master study. PERSONALLY.#at least definitely not enough to be worth taking 100x longer#but making them my characters makes it worth going all the way!!!#plus it's good practice w like. not just going 1:1 but actually genuinely interpreting whats there so i can manipulate it...#again. personally. this is just how i worm#WORK#youd better worm bitch#uhm... anyways yeah. ive done lots of study but why TF share it LMAO i dont even save it#its just to learn. ive got 1 million other drawings to save and look at later.#once the learning is done it's done its job and i have no need anymore#this is why the only studies i have are from school. i had to save and upload them#well. ok also i dont study as much now BUT in my defense im a full time artist#an hour or so a week is different ok im learning while working too.. i learned how to learn and i do it all the time now#master studies#digital art#my art#illustration#my ocs
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billy has cuteness aggression. hey guys, sorry it's been two years LOL how ya'll doin???
#harringrove#steve harrington#billy hargrove#uhh i havent been here in a while#i dont know how posting on tumblr even works anymore rip#i rly wanna talk about these guys#i dont know if my art has improved at all in the last again#LITERAL TWO YEARS#but hopefully it at least hasnt gotten worse hahahaha
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does anyone ever feel that they’re like. too neurodivergent to fit into normal society but not neurodivergent enough to relate to other neurodivergent people or is that just me
#neurodivergent#adhd#autism#this post is actually ab adhd#i just saw a post that was like “ive tried everything#and i went. oh wait#do i even rlly have adhd??#i have attention problems#i have trouble reading social cues#but i dont hyperfixtate so heavily anymore and i dont struggle academically besides remembering to study and do homework#but you wouldn’t think i have adhd -ppl assume im just slow or weird because i dont visibly struggle and im not hyperactive at all#i feel so normal yet so strange compared to everyone else#im formally diagnosed with adhd but i feel like im not adhd enough for my struggles to matter#i hate talking about this because it feels like such a pity party#ohhhh woe is meeee my neurodivergence is manageable so i feel left out ohhhh the agonyyy ohhh#just some thoughts
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yknow what i honestly never realized that bill canonically called ford 'fordsy' though like i kept reading that in fics and being like. yeah i can see him saying that but idk why everyone latched onto that-
but no i went and watched some clips from the show to remember how bill sounds and when he said fordsy it was a fucking jumpscare. WHY DID ANYONE EVER THINK THESE MEN WERENT GAY AS FUCK?
#i literally watched this show in the summer and it feels like i didnt at all. maybe i *should* rewatch it. or at least part of it#and if i do then itll be in a post book of bill (for me) world. weird!#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#billford#shrug!#HOW DID I NOT REMEMBER HIM CALLING HIM THAT THOUGH. LIKE??? HOW DID I NOT NOTICE#i guess there was so much more happening i dont even know anymore
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찬이의 "방" 🐺 200 Episode Special
200!
I looked back at the message I wrote for you almost 2 years ago now, to see what I said. And honestly, I have to agree with past me. It doesn’t feel like that much time has passed since the first day you showed up on VLive and spoke to us so kind and warmly. 200 episodes later, and well now on YouTube, and you are still doing just that. Week after week, being there for us to cheer us up with your laughter and your jokes and your advice and your terrible pick up lines. I still have nothing in my heart but gratitude towards you, Channie. Thank you for continuing to be the most amazing person ever.
Let’s meet each other again next week, okay?
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#skz#cb97net#createskz#*gifs#*m#long post#찬이의 “방” 🐺#i dont even think this will do well but.. i made it with a migraine and did all the gifs in one day lol#i just wanted to do something special because fo how much he means to me#i dont even post or come on here anymore but#i love him so much#he's literally my safe place... my soulmate#and idk where id be without him..#thank you chan...#thank you always
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really old art
#splatoon#splatbands#splatband#wet floor#squid squad#front roe#off the hook#c side#hatsune miku#shiver#shiver splatoon#shiver hohojiro#i dont plan on posting here anymore#im clearing out storage#thanks for following me even though this is a dead account
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apparently theres some rain world fandom discourse going around?? thats crazy anyways heres my gourmand and artificer as one of my favorite pieces of sonic fanart (its the last one)
#yeah they are kind of just. ocs now. whoops#i actually have no clue whats going on right now honestly i just see posts about it all the time and go wow thats crazy anyways#ill keep drawing my silly little guys............#do you guys want. more transgener gourmand. i have several fun little drawings of them that are totally not me projecting#debating about posting them..............#we'll see we'll see#rain world#my art#anthro au#do we even use that tag anymore??? i dont even know man#rainworld#various meanderings
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wanted to draw them... in those... (and laios in his glasses lol)
#i dont even post here anymore but ill treat you just this once#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios#laios touden#kabru#kabru dungeon meshi#laios dungeon meshi#anime#anime art#laios x kabru#kabru x laios#labru#kabulai#art
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highly recommend listening to depeche mode and thinking about bill cipher really hard
[image description: a dramatically-shaded drawing of a human design of bill cipher from gravity falls done in a semi-realistic style. bill is depicted as a thin, androgynous man with short hair and an uncomfortably-wide smile. he is wearing a leather bodysuit with an eye of providence insignia on it. the drawing is done entirely in dark blue, bright red, and light yellow. end id]
#yknow that post about an artist drawing the same character over and over until they dont even resemble the character anymore#thats what i have w bill#but also ive been drawing him for a decade now so can you blame me#doc talks#my art#gravity falls#bill cipher#gijinka
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