#i don’t know how to be less awkward
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no because I’m so unnecessarily awkward around people I really want to be friends with and I feel like i give off this vibe that I don’t like them and then I see them around and panic and hide or pretend like i haven’t seen them and now I think they just get the vibe that I don’t really want to be around them 😭
#whyyyy#why am i like this#why am i doing this#i need to stop#like#it’s not okay#but like i can’t stop#i don’t know how to be less awkward#😭
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something something about autism masking and how it relates to Mystreet Garroth’s character development. something about how Mystreet Aphmau “Has Never Masked Her Chaotic Audhd Once In Her Life” McGee influences Garroth to crawl out of his posh boy shell and goof off and run wild
#aphmau#Mystreet#garroth romeave#garroth ro'meave#aphmau garroth#i feel like Mystreet Garroth has two different personalities. there’s his first personality that he has in PDH that’s just MCD Garroth with#a little more awkward cute teenage boy and a little less deep seated anger#he’s emotionally mature. he’s gentle. he’s soft. he’s the voice of wisdom. he’s responsible and kind#and overall a very sophisticated lad#fit for a Prince#and then you have his second personality later on that’s the goofy 0 brain cells idiot that runs into walls#in my head I like to blend the two. Garroth as a character in all works is both and it depends on the circumstance which comes out#I don’t like Garroth being reduced to such toddler level stupid though. I feel like that’s something Zane specifically made up to bully him#and it’s not true#or shouldn’t be at least#he’s not! he’s extremely emotionally intelligent and emotionally mature#in my versions he’s not a childish person#he can be petty!! he can be deeply insecure and miss important truths because of that#but emotional intelligence is his strong suit#which contrasts his two clever and sharp-witted brothers#especially Zane who has net zero emotional intelligence#he can be really fucking serious and sophisticated and mature. but he can also be an autistic silly little guy who goes :3#that’s how you know he feels safe <3
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It’s funny whenever I look at my old art from like 2021 comparing it to now because I get so much whiplash just looking at them side-by-side especially when it comes to my improvement with character designs and anatomy
The glow up is insane 😭
#this is what happens when you draw one thing one too many times#I don’t know how to describe but I think you get what I mean#I don’t think back in 2021 I gave them names bc I didn’t know what to call them 💀💀#Jai talks#mickey mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#Millie Mouse#Ossia the Lucky Rabbit#if I gave Os a bandanna back then maybe it would look a little less awkward#old art#my art#jai art
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really wish my one friend would quit flirting with me. and trying to goad me into hanging out more. and assigning us fictional characters that are oh-so-coincidently either couples or with romantic tension. and then interrupting our gameplay to ask me repeatedly if I think they’re “like us” (which they rarely are…). and matching my icon on discord without asking (again, usually by insinuating a couple connection). and giving me random things I do not want and did not ask to receive (and then forcing me to take them???).
#storyrambles#it’s not creepy. just for context. it’s just irritating because I’ve told this person repeatedly that I’m not interested in romance.#this person is also naturally a huge romantic so it is next to impossible to tell whether it’s actual flirtation or just flirting for fun#flirting for fun is cool. I wouldn’t mind that. but if I do it once this person will take that as an invitation to do it an excessive amoun#but yeah after being given 12 roses out of the blue when I said ‘no don’t buy me flowers’. there’s only so many things that can mean#‘it’s nice to see your face you always cover it!’ …I’m masking. because of covid#I’m narrating a game and suddenly ‘I like hearing your voice I should call you every day so I can hear it for 10 minutes’. …no.#‘you have to take the snack I brought you know it’s rude to refuse a gift’ I have never refused a gift. It is rude. But also I didn’t ask.#‘you know this game is one you can play without talking so we can play more often!’ we already play games once a week for usually 3 hours.#‘but it’s not talking so it’s less social energy’ no. that is not how it works.#sorry for the rant im just. tired.#you know those people who are so pleasant to hang out with and then they try way too hard#and that’s actually what makes things awkward? rather than when they’re just being themselves?#yeah. that’s this friend here.#usually I go along with the bit but when I can never tell when the bit is actually a bit#and you insist on me taking on the ‘girl role’ for most of them#I am not going to play along.#UGH don’t get me started on the ‘you’re cute when you’re flustered’#I wasn’t even flustered. I was trying to do mental math while running on four hours of sleep and he was staring directly at me#it’s uncomfortable.#also. I never want to hear that again. fuck. ‘you’re cute when you’re angry’ ‘you’re cute when you’re upset’ ALL THE FUCKING TIME AS A KID#will I be so cute after I kick you in the nuts? will I?#(for clarity I don’t want to kick him. I want to kick those other people.)#I need a lot of alone time. I really do. I can do 3 hours and then I will be drained for the rest of the day.#‘how did you grow up? did you not talk to your mom for more than 3 hours a day?’#first of all. that’s different?#secondly we actually regularly do separate things without talking to each other. or go in separate rooms to take some time to ourselves#also I don’t have to be on high alert for if I’m going to be flirted with. so.#ugh. I like him as a friend. I really do. I know this all makes it seem like the opposite. I try so hard to be as nice as possible.#but UGHHHHHH
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oh i can already tell i’m about to have some really unpopular opinions about the edge of sleep tv show
#i remember everyone loving the podcast when it came out#but as someone who was an active fan of audio dramas and podcasts for years at that point the show just. made me frustrated#i realized later after listening to left right game that qcode has this very strange and almost uncanny production behind it#where they get incredibly famous actors to play characters and then bank their marketing on that alone#and the writing is always *almost* good. like sometimes you start to think you might actually be listening to a good show#bc i mean the audio quality and special effects are all stellar#but then the writing and acting is always just a little bit too over-the-top and dramatic for it to feel natural#like the writers don’t know how to portray emotion without visuals so they just make everything Way Too Intense#and each time it feels like they just ask ‘what’s the most insane thing that can happen next?’#’oh ok he’s gonna chop dave’s dick off’#and every time you start to actually like a character they say something misogynistic or just otherwise batshit fucking insane#not to mention that time in left right game where a girl confessed her love to her best friend before LITERALLY DYING FOR HER#only for the best friend in the next scene to be like ‘erm i’m not gay 😐 awkward…’ and she’s NEVER BROUGHT UP AGAIN#qcode productions are kinda like the fast fashion of fiction podcasts i think#they churn out so many so quickly and they always feel just slightly unnatural or superficial#not to mention when i tried looking into them years ago and it’s impossible to find#literally anything about them. like their minimalist ass website was so insanely insanely vague#and yet clearly they’ve gotta have a fuck ton of money backing them to have this absurd amount of a-list talent on board#(which really i think that is all they care about)#anyways yeah some markiplier fans are gonna get pissed at me for not kissing the ground he walks on. but i was one of you. i AM one of you#and i hate that somebody out there is holding the iron lung movie over us like we’re dogs and if we wanna watch it#we gotta watch this show. which BTW they are giving no details about where to watch it#and seemingly no promotion or marketing material for a show that’s been in production for years coming out in less than 3 weeks#just weird as fuck man. and i don’t even think mark has much to do with it
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Chat how soon is too soon to return to a job after being thrown a goodbye celebration under the pretense of you moving across the country 🫣
#TO BE FAIR I DID THINK I WAS MOVING AT THE TIME#I hate hate my new job#and I only got it for the pay#but my check after working 2 4.5 hr shifts was $50#which does NOT meet the $300 a week I told them I wanted to make in my application#nor the $15 an hour I asked for and was told I would make an avg of 13-18#in theory I’ll make more after I’m done training#but even then it’s only $8 plus a percentage of sales#and so far it has been dead all the days I’ve worked#in theory I could work up to being a server#but that would still be more training less money#and I don’t even think I would like being a server#raises the question of should you keep a job you don’t like for the moeny#I can’t stay a host though I don’t know if it’s worth staying#I spend all day thinking abt my old job and how much better it was in every way#and I want to go back but they made a big deal abt me leaving#and it would feel really awkward to go back would it be too awkward#honestly I should just bite the bullet#I could get past the awkwardness and return to a job I like and am comfortable at#and know id make enough money at :|#like gen how weird would it be to go back after they wrote me a farewell card and bought me cookies —#kestrel calls#chitter chatter#text post#PLUS#new job scheduled me one shift next week ???#what the helllllllll#I’m not staying there I’m not I’m looking elsewhere
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Since the ending of the season has been confirmed… and nobody new joined this season, it’s possible someone new is joining s10! So…
a serious alternative to the other poll. I think some of these have a pretty low chance of happening, but I chose options that are at least possible (i.e. the hermits know them). don’t take this too seriously, i’m just curious on what the fandom thinks is the most likely option
#how the hell do you guys write out scotts name. scott. smajor. scott major?#particularly looking at empires/traffic series people because they would know the hermits decently well#locus fandom time#hermitcraft#hermitblr#my personal thoughts on these: scott - didn’t even think of it before but it could happen. he knows the hermits well and is a builder#skizz - most likely option imo. collabs so often with hermits and is impulse’s best friend. only thing is that he isn’t a builder/redstoner#but i think being friends with the hermits is far more important in the application process than that#martyn - i would love if this happened but it never would because i don’t think hermitcraft is his playstyle at all#rip martyn/keralis and martyn/doc those duos would be so funny#joel - another really likely option. he is a builder and said he admires hc a lot. knows them well. i can see it#jimmy - i don’t think its his playstyle but it would be fun to see#lizzie - pretty talented builder. butttt i don’t think she’s going to join? it doesnt really seem like her thing#fWhip - can’t really see him joining either but it’d be cool#mythical sausage - he would be amazing on there but he’d chuck up the rating from general to 13 in no time#options I didn’t include: bigb (his main focus is like skibidi toilet videos not minecraft). oli (he produces 2 videos a year he isnt cut#out for the grind). pix (i think it would be awkward being a hc member and doing recap). katherine elizabeth (possibility but doesnt#interact with the hermits too much at crossover. others here know them way better)#there’s also the chance of someone who isn’t hc adjecent but knows them otherwise (like psmp or newlife whatnot) joining but it is less
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#char’s diary#four years#it’s been four years as of today#and that’s not that long#but i can’t remember#i can’t remember much of what he was like#i don’t remember much of my childhood#it feels like everyone remembers him better than me#i wonder what life would look like if he never died#i wonder how he’d take to my brother being trans- and eventually me#i wonder if i’d ever get less awkward#probably not#that’s something i wouldn’t be able to change without knowing how much i’d regret it#i regret being scared when he got sick#i regret the last night i saw him#being scared to go by him#because he didn’t get the goodbye he deserved from me
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It frustrates me to no end that everyone I talk to someone new my brain catastrophises to the point where even though I know logically it’s fine, and normal, and fun, I end up making it a bigger deal in my head that I know it is…I think myself into spirals that the logical part of my brain knows are ridiculous and dramatic and improbable, which stress me out more than is entirely necessary…it’s so tiring to exist and participate in the social world sometimes
#personal#night time ramblings#the potentially autistic side of my brain really comes to party when I begin a new social relationship in any capacity#my analytical brain is not compatible with the lawless wasteland of socialising with someone new#gonna just ramble a bit about this situation here where I don’t have to make a lotta sense#I’ve been talking to a guy I’ve known for many year but never been properly friends with#we were in the same friendship circle when we were teenagers#but in different groups#we’ve literally been talking again for maybe 5 days#it’s taken me a few days to be more or less certain that our conversations are more than 2 sort of old friends catching up#like I think we’ve been flirting a little we’re going to go for a drink maybe he jokingly called me babygirl earlier#it’s been nice to be in that talking stage with a guy but without the awkward first few conversations where you’re getting to know the basic#I’ve always thought he was a nice guy our political and moral leaning have always been pretty similar he’s alright looking#that’s the extent of it#but of course my brains going haywire#scripting conversations I need to have if this become serious#wondering how hell react to less fun things about me physically or personality wise#wondering if and when we’ll ever have sex and if hell be any good 😂#trying to work out if hell get on with my family#like the whole 9 fucking yards#and it’s so fucking silly#like it isn’t that deep in the fucking slightest#it has the potential to be#and if it’s not it won’t be that upsetting to me#I’ll be a bit bummed out for a day or 2 and that’s it#I know myself well enough#but in the moment my brain always speed runs times everything could go wrong reasons it could fail reasons things will never succeed for me#and it doesn’t help that almost every romantic partner or potential I’ve ever had has proved this dumb shit right#but at what point does it become a self-fulfilling prophecy?#I sometimes think deep deep down I’m just a hopeless romantic hidden under layers of cynicism and emotional repression😂
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Dear Vocalist Unlimited Veronica Translation — PIECES [track two]
disclaimer: this is 90% AI-generated transcription and translation, some things might be inaccurate or awkward.
ディア ヴォーカリスト Unlimited エントリーNo.5 Veronica / モモチ (CV: 豊永利行)
- Drums: YAMATO (CV. Shunichi Toki)
- Guitar: OHGI (CV. Makoto Furukawa)
- Bass: AMA (CV. Kengo Kawanishi)
- Keyboard: SHIZURU (CV. Yoshitaka Yamaya)
Yamato: Ah, I see. That could be a good idea. Nowadays, online shopping is more popular, so it might be better to do that too.
But, what about the expiration date issue? Ultimately, that's the root of the problem in our city. What is dad saying about this?
He used to say things that seemed to be against that kind of thing. Like, "Try to use additives as little as possible”.
Oh, Momochi-kun!
Over here, over here! Sorry, but let's talk about this another time. I'm going to a drinking party now.
Mm, bye-bye.
mmc: Sorry for making you come to pick me up~
Yamato: No problem, no problem, it's on the way anyway.
mmc: By the way, did Yamato-kun get a new car again?
Yamato: Ah, did you notice? Actually, it was just delivered last week.
Yamato: I scratched the old car in the parking lot of my apartment building.
mmc: Eh, you bought a new one because of that? Or rather, you hit it pretty hard, didn't you?
Yamato: No, there wasn't even a dent, just a little paint came off.
Yamato: So, I wasn't planning on getting a new one…
Yamato: I really liked it, but you know how those salespeople at the dealership are so good at talking?
Yamato: They said, "You can upgrade to a new car with just this much from the trade-in value, even after subtracting the repair cost." I fell for it, scary.
mmc: I see. I don't have a car, so I don't really understand that kind of thing... ha ha…
[02:01] Ohgi
Ohgi: Yes, I've been able to work on idol group songs one after another lately. Thank you for listening. But they are a male group after all, and Spark is a group that shows off acrobatic dance moves.
The director was aware of that.
Thank you very much for today.
Really? I'm honored. Then, I look forward to hearing about the album.
It depends on the timing, but if there aren’t any issues, I think I can still take a few more songs. The conversation will change a bit if it's after the New Year, though.
Yes, that's right.
But, well, I'm not the one who writes Veronica's songs, so I think it'll be a while before I get too busy with that.
The thing that's keeping me busy right now is another job that I took on my own.
It's often said subtly, but for me, the reason Veronica can continue in this form is precisely because of it, you know?
There's a different kind of appeal too.
*shiny sfx flashback*
[03:25]
mmc: Oh, really? Then, was the song for that commercial also by Ohgi-kun?
Ohgi: Yes, I made it before Veronica's offer came in.
Ohgi: It feels like it's been a while since then, though.
mmc: I see... Hey, Ohgi-kun, as a guitarist of course, but even as a music producer, you're selling so well. So why Veronica?
Ohgi: Well...
Ohgi: It's because of the songs I heard.
mmc: Huh? The songs?
Ohgi: Yeah, I just thought they were amazing when I heard the songs that Momochi-kun made.
Ohgi; So I said if I could be involved even just by playing the guitar, I would.
Ohgi: And besides, lately, producing work has become my main thing.
Ohgi: I'm not dissatisfied with that, but sometimes it's good to experience things from the player's perspective.
Ohgi: There are things you can learn from it.
mmc: Hmm, I see.
mmc: Oh, by the way, it's a bit late to ask, but...
mmc: Ohgi-kun is your real name, right? It's a rare name.
Ohgi: Well, yeah.
Ohgi: But if you say that, Momochi-kun's name is rare too, isn't it?
mmc: Haha, that’s true. I was a little confused at first myself.
Ohgi: Oh… but that's your real name too, right?
mmc: Yeah.
mmc: But originally it was a pretty common name, and I suddenly had to start living with my father in the middle of elementary school.**
Ohgi: I see. Sorry. I guess I asked something unnecessary.
mmc: No, it's fine…
mmc: Just keep it a secret from everyone else, okay? I still don't know everyone very well.
Ohgi: Of course. Me too.
Ohgi: I'll pretend I didn't hear anything.
[05:34]
Shizuru: Oh, here they come. Welcome.
Yamato: Hey, Shizu. I parked the car in the usual spot, so can you keep it until tomorrow?
Yamato: If it's in the way, feel free to move it.
Yamato: OK, here's the key.
Shizuru: Got it. I'll tell the staff later.
mmc: What about Ohgi-kun and Akkun? Are they working today too?
Shizuru: Mhm. They're coming from the job site, so they'll be a little late.
Shizuru: They said it was okay to start without them, though.
Yamato: By the way, the inside of the store looks so different now!
Yamato: Did you buy this grand piano?
Shizuru: No, I just had the one from my house brought here.
Shizuru: To be honest, I haven't used it much.
Shizuru: But it seemed like a waste to just leave it as a decoration.
Shizuru: Hey, Momochi-kun, don't you notice something?
mmc: Huh? Notice what?
Shizuru: Well, I guess not.
Shizuru: Maybe it's hard to tell since the scale is different. I tried to make it look like a stage, with a little more height.
Shizuru: Remember the bar you took me to, Momochi-kun? The one near the old apartment you used to live in.
mmc: Eh?
Yamato: Oh, yeah, I remember now! Now that you mention it, it does look a little similar!
mmc: Wait, did we go to that bar together?
Yamato: We did! I remember that you took me out once a while ago, don't remember when it was though.
*shiny sfx flashback*
[07:13]
Yamato: Oh, I see. Fine. Mhm, see you later!
Yamato: No good, Ohgi can't make it today either.
Shizuru: Aw, really? So it's just the two of us in the end? Akkun is overseas now.
Yamato: We had plans for a private get-together after such a long time.
Yamato: In that case, let's try inviting Momochi-kun, even if it's a long shot~
Shizuru: Or rather, I'll just lure him in suddenly*. His apartment is quite close by, right?
Yamato: Definitely, definitely! Shall we go and see if he's up for it?
[08:05]
Shizuru: Huh, they're playing live music. That's amazing.
mmc: Yeah, it's a nice atmosphere here, isn't it?
Yamato: Do you come here often, Momochi-kun?
mmc: Not really that often... Oh, I'll have the usual.
Shizuru: Alright, then I'll have the same.
Yamato: Me too!
Yamato: By the way, sorry for just showing up at your apartment like that~! I didn't think you'd have a friend over. Is it okay that you came out to the bar, Momochi-kun?
mmc: Eh? Yeah, don’t worry. It's her friend who is visiting… ha ha…
Shizuru: Are you close with your girlfriend's friends? I envy that.
mmc: W-well, not really "close"...
mmc: Anyways, Yamato-kun, are you okay with being taken to a bar like this? I thought you said you were driving earlier...
Yamato: Yeah, I'll take a taxi back, so it's okay.
Yamato: I have another car at home, so I'll just leave it in the parking lot and pick it up when I have time.
mmc: Oh, I see. That's good, then.
[09:22]
Shizuru: Oh, do you think someone else will sing next?
mmc: Ah, yeah, that's right. That person is the resident singer here. Sometimes they play just the piano, like earlier.
Shizuru: Oh, I see. So singing is more of the main thing? I’m looking forward to it.
Yamato: By the way, what about you, Momochi-kun? What do you think of their singing? Is it good?
mmc: Eh? …Oh, yeah. They're pretty good, you know?
Shizuru: If you ask Momochi-kun, it's kind of unfair to the singer, don't you think? I mean, he can sing so well, so it's only natural to have high standards, right?
Shizuru: By the way, I've been wondering about this for a while now…
Shizuru: Momochi-kun, why did you start doing music? Was there a particular reason?
mmc: Huh?
mmc: Let me see... I didn't consciously start doing it myself, but I just naturally started doing it through my relationships with people around me... And there was a piano at home since I was little.
Shizuru: Hmm... Oh, could it be that your parents were also in the music industry?
mmc: No, it's not that big of a deal? Oh, look, it's starting.
[10:52]
mmc: Oh, yeah. I think something like that might have happened.
mmc: I see, you liked that bar. I stopped going there much after that, and I've moved since then.
Shizuru: The atmosphere was good, but above all, isn’t it the best being able to drink while listening to live music by a professional singer?
Shizuru: I want to hire an exclusive singer at my place too. It could be every weekend or every other week.
Shizuru: Does anyone know a good person? We have a piano, so they could incorporate that too.
Yamato: Shizuru can just play it himself.
Yamato: Oh, and how about Momochi-kun singing? Cheers would definitely be happy!
mmc: Eh?
Shizuru: Hmmm, I wasn't really planning on playing it myself.
Shizuru: But if Momochi-kun is going to sing, that's a different story.
Shizuru: We could make it a reservation-only event for that day.
mmc: But if we’re going to do it, we should do it properly as a Veronica live, right? I mean, isn't that what everyone wants?
mmc: This place is great but the number of tables is limited, and there will be many people who won't be able to come to listen if we do it this way… ne?
Yamato: Certainly~ If Momochi is going to sing, this place will be full in seconds.
Shizuru: Hey, don't say things like "this place." We can accommodate twice as many people as when we first opened.
Ohgi: Oh, sorry, I'm late.
Shizuru: Welcome! In fact, you're earlier than I expected.
Yamato: I wonder if Akkun is still on his way?
Yamato: Let's wait until everyone is here to make a toast. For now, let's get started, shall we?
mmc: Y-yeah. We'll just be even more delayed if we wait.
Shizuru: Okay, then let's have some hors d'oeuvres brought in for now.
Shizuru: What's everyone having to drink first?
Ohgi: I'm fine with anything.
Yamato: Actually, what do you have today? I want to choose~!
Shizuru: Um, today we have... Hey, let me show you what's in the cellar.
*"いきなりと釣っちゃう" (ikinari to tsuruccha) in this context means "to suddenly invite (someone)". The idiom "釣る" (tsuru) literally means "to fish".
**I believe Momochi means that he used to have a common last name, until he had to move in with his father in elementary school - and took on his father’s rare last name…? ;; the momochi lore ahh
#dear vocalist#rejet#dear vocalist translation#drama cd translation#momochi#why you gotta be such a context-dependent language japanese#veronica#ディアヴォーカリスト#モモチ#the parts about momochi’s name and the friend at the apartment were hard to edit#i don’t know if it is editing blindness but damn shizu b talking so much#and that ohgi busy line… ugh i don’t know how to make it sound less awkward#toyonaga toshiyuki#toki shunichi#furukawa makoto#kengo kawanishi#yoshitaka yamaya
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#hey so..I’m laying in bed and I could finally look up the song#I mistakenly looked up ‘don’t wanna love me cuz I don’t sip whiskey’ for like 15 minutes#…it feels weird for me to say it…but that doesn’t make it any less true#I don’t think it’s a risk to love you…and we all do#yeah we’re fucking stupid…but we love you…and we aren’t going anywhere#I could be nihilistic and guilt trippy on that but it’s not gonna do anyone any good…and I don’t feel like that most of the time anyways#…I don’t know where I’m going with this#it feels awkward for me to say that I love you because I’m known to drag my past with me#we both do..#…I’m scared for Limbus to come out#…I’m scared of how the story is gonna progress#how much of a changed man am I gonna be at the end of the story#I…we’ve clung to this thing for years..and it’s scary to let it go…#but we’ll just keep hurting eachother if I don’t let it go…#…I don’t know…I want to be with you#I’m probably too emotionally stupid to help you in any way…but I want to stay for you#…I think I love you#…you kept twitching in your sleep until your back was touching me#sorry if you wake up to my arm around you#…I want you to sleep well
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Things Real People Do in Dialogue (For Your Next Story)
Okay, let’s be real—dialogue can make or break a scene. You want your characters to sound natural, like actual humans talking, not robots reading a script. So, how do you write dialogue that feels real without it turning into a mess of awkward pauses and “ums”? Here’s a little cheat sheet of what real people actually do when they talk (and you can totally steal these for your next story):
1. People Interrupt Each Other All the Time In real conversations, nobody waits for the perfect moment to speak. We interrupt, cut each other off, and finish each other's sentences. Throw in some overlaps or interruptions in your dialogue to make it feel more dynamic and less like a rehearsed play.
2. They Don’t Always Say What They Mean Real people are masters of dodging. They’ll say one thing but mean something totally different (hello, passive-aggressive banter). Or they’ll just avoid the question entirely. Let your characters be vague, sarcastic, or just plain evasive sometimes—it makes their conversations feel more layered.
3. People Trail Off... We don’t always finish our sentences. Sometimes we just... stop talking because we assume the other person gets what we’re trying to say. Use that in your dialogue! Let a sentence trail off into nothing. It adds realism and shows the comfort (or awkwardness) between characters.
4. Repeating Words Is Normal In real life, people repeat words when they’re excited, nervous, or trying to make a point. It’s not a sign of bad writing—it’s how we talk. Let your characters get a little repetitive now and then. It adds a rhythm to their speech that feels more genuine.
5. Fillers Are Your Friends People say "um," "uh," "like," "you know," all the time. Not every character needs to sound polished or poetic. Sprinkle in some filler words where it makes sense, especially if the character is nervous or thinking on their feet.
6. Not Everyone Speaks in Complete Sentences Sometimes, people just throw out fragments instead of complete sentences, especially when emotions are high. Short, choppy dialogue can convey tension or excitement. Instead of saying “I really think we need to talk about this,” try “We need to talk. Now.”
7. Body Language Is Part of the Conversation Real people don’t just communicate with words; they use facial expressions, gestures, and body language. When your characters are talking, think about what they’re doing—are they fidgeting? Smiling? Crossing their arms? Those little actions can add a lot of subtext to the dialogue without needing extra words.
8. Awkward Silences Are Golden People don’t talk non-stop. Sometimes, they stop mid-conversation to think, or because things just got weird. Don’t be afraid to add a beat of awkward silence, a long pause, or a meaningful look between characters. It can say more than words.
9. People Talk Over Themselves When They're Nervous When we’re anxious, we tend to talk too fast, go back to rephrase what we just said, or add unnecessary details. If your character’s nervous, let them ramble a bit or correct themselves. It’s a great way to show their internal state through dialogue.
10. Inside Jokes and Shared History Real people have history. Sometimes they reference something that happened off-page, or they share an inside joke only they get. This makes your dialogue feel lived-in and shows that your characters have a life beyond the scene. Throw in a callback to something earlier, or a joke only two characters understand.
11. No One Explains Everything People leave stuff out. We assume the person we’re talking to knows what we’re talking about, so we skip over background details. Instead of having your character explain everything for the reader’s benefit, let some things go unsaid. It’ll feel more natural—and trust your reader to keep up!
12. Characters Have Different Voices Real people don’t all talk the same way. Your characters shouldn’t either! Pay attention to their unique quirks—does one character use slang? Does another speak more formally? Maybe someone’s always cutting people off while another is super polite. Give them different voices and patterns of speech so their dialogue feels authentic to them.
13. People Change the Subject In real life, conversations don’t always stay on track. People get sidetracked, jump to random topics, or avoid certain subjects altogether. If your characters are uncomfortable or trying to dodge a question, let them awkwardly change the subject or ramble to fill the space.
14. Reactions Aren’t Always Immediate People don’t always respond right away. They pause, they think, they hesitate. Sometimes they don’t know what to say, and that delay can speak volumes. Give your characters a moment to process before they respond—it’ll make the conversation feel more natural.
Important note: Please don’t use all of these tips in one dialogue at once.
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update I have been in SUCH a good mood today and I love talking to people <3
#just met a bunch of the other biologists in different years there was a big thing and they’re so cool#I have had. just a little bit to drink bc there was wine and it was actually GOOD I don’t like wine but this stuff was like sweeter#had an actual taste and wasn’t just bitter and burny so I. maybe had like three glasses which is not a lot but I am a small man#my friend said I was normal but he’s also an unobservant straight man I know I was a little more than normal#and also definitely less coordinated (I walked into a wall.)#(nobody was watching it was fine)#it’s fine I don’t drink very often this is probably what happens. so much for alcohol doesn’t affect me very much maybe it depends on what#OH YEAH TOPSY THIS MIGHT BE EVIDENCE FOR THE VODKA BAD THING BC THIS DIDNT GIVE ME A HEADACHE#anyway. it was so fun catching up with some of these people I only see them like a few times a year#but they’re genuinely some of the nicest people I’ve met in this place#hopefully organising a thing with a few of them soon!! will be cooking for a couple people I might invite cool masters student whom I love#she’s my favourite biologist hands down I would kill for her#idk man it’s just made me remember how much I genuinely enjoy talking to people and bc it’s not the first time with a lot of them the like#initial icy awkwardness had melted and we could just be normal people and it was great#and like normally talking to people I actually have classes with it’s weird and slightly like. comparing each other feeling yknow?#but tonight the only people I had classes with who I talked to were my actual friends and then a bunch of people in other years#so it was just nice and chill and it was honestly kinda nice being able to be the reassuring older one like a few people were for me before#anyway yeah I understand a bit more abt a) why people drink at these things (the little extra confidence is nice I can’t lie)#b) this subject sucks in many ways and a lot of the people are shit here but so many aren’t and we’re just all not talking to each other#bc of the much louder incredibly annoying people in between who are much more visible#but when you do end up together it’s rlly nice and I just wish I’d talked to some of them earlier or like. more.#ms. masters I will miss you so much when you’re gone I will not be able to fill the void you leave next year but I will try o7#also oh god yeah the freshers have personalities now it’s great I knew I just needed to give them some time#I only talked to like. threeee? but they’re rlly nice and one is coming for dinner soon hopefully I gotta organise that at some point.#maybe next term bc I don’t think I have time or the brain space to do extras this term now#but it will be at some point bc I rlly wanna talk to them all again. I’ll have so much more time next term I can do that#anyway. I love talking to people and I rlly like when I’m in a good mood I’m gonna try hype myself up more#I think I have a habit of slipping into everything sucks but when I’m not like that I can enjoy Everything. growth#anyway I’m sleeping now I’m so tired early bed goodnight <3#luke.txt
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sketches that I couldn’t get to look the way I wanted when I rendered them in the style of the other two works. So I just messed around a bit.
hiii long time no art and I’m late but I’m not immune to skk 109 angst
#this is me trying to get more comfy with sketchy/not super finished artworks#I hate head-on lighting when it’s bright and artificial lighting because I can’t get it to look right#maybe it’s the style I’m using with the less smooth rendering and cel shading look while still going for dramatic lighting that’s not#entirely working out for that kind of lighting situation#it’s kinda fun doing grayscale stuff again since my first skk piece last year and the years before that I always went w/ grayscale to color#but I always felt like I didn’t really managed to get interesting color situations out of that workflow (maybe since values have always been#difficult af for me)#also ignore Chuuya is still wearing his gloves even though he is activating corruption ✌🏻#bsd#bsd 109#my art#also working on two other bsd artworks I’m very excited about rn#one is in an awkward phase where I feel like it’s not entirely finished cuz something is still missing#the other one is a comic-ish (more like fake movie screenshot vibe) thing and I’m still missing one frame backgrounds and color rework#and I still don’t know how to make the text look nice for a good reading experience#<- that one has the worst style inconsistency known to mankind thanks to wayyy too many references pictures I have looked at but oh well
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enemies or lovers? | max verstappen
pairing: max verstappen x ferrari!reader
summary: that awkward moment when the ‘sworn enemies’ of f1 get caught making out.
notes: reminder that my request are open !!
f1gossip: romance is in the air! y/n l/n driver for ferrari was seen last night with a mystery man, thoughts?
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user1: mystery man ?? baby that’s MAX VERSTAPPEN
user2: is that literally NOT max ???
user3: bitch that’s max
user4: OMG THATS MAX
user5: y’all thinking that’s max are the level of delusional i aspire to be
user6: is that not max ???
user7: no way y/n and max got caught making out 😭😭
user8: don’t max and y/n literally hate each other ??? why would that be him ?
user9: y/n going out with max is so disappointing, didn’t he call her a bitch ??
user10: yeah, the same way SHE called HIM a “dick-less man who deserves to rot in hell”
user9: … yeah they belong together
— qualifying day!
allaboutf1: seems like max and y/n got into it on lap number 6! the dutch tried to over take y/n, but instead they both had to avoid crashing into each other. in the end y/n make it to p5 while max was right behind her in p6.
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user10: well well well
user11: hmm
user12: seems like they’re trying to make people think they still hate each other
user13: remainder that these two were caught MAKING OUT just last night
user14: we still don’t know if that was max 💀
maxverstappen1: 💙
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user15: “💙” he puts as if they weren’t sucking each others face off last night
user16: I FUCKING TOLD YOU ALL
user17: WOAH
user18: NO WAY
user19: three years of being “enemies” and now this ???
user20: who would’ve thought 😭
user21: the true enemies to lovers
user22: how long do you guys think they’ve been dating ????
user23: it HAS to be less than a year, remember japan last year ??
user22: oh yeah 😭😭 they literally publicly wished death on each other
landonorris: AHA I KNEW IT
user24: yeah we all knew…
user25: we ALL saw the pictures babe
yourusername: so what if we hate each other?? he’s still hot
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user26: she gets it
user27: DONT LET THEM SILENCE YOU
user29: babe you could do so much better…
user30: THE TRUE ENEMIES TO LOVERS 🙏
landonorris: whatever happened to “he’s fucking hideous i would never go out with him”
yourusername: i was young and DUMB
landonorris: that was 2 months ago
yourusername: people change lando, people change
user31: okay now i need a timeline of this WHOLE relationship
user32: now kiss
user33: so that whole “is he fucking blind” thing wasn’t real ?? 😣
user34: i can’t be the only one who’s going to miss max and y/ns radio arguments
#max verstappen#max verstappen x y/n#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen x you#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fanfic#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen social media au#max verstappen smau#f1 x female driver#f1 x female reader#f1 x y/n#f1 x you#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#f1 x reader#f1 social media au#f1 smau
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Two words. Dilf Cheol. (I am on the brink of insanity thank yewww)
dilf!seungcheol
WARNINGS: smut, fluff, crying, marriage, his kid loves u, shy dilf!seungcheol at the beginning.
oh man, dilf!seungcheol though? i think about it every single day, i swear. and yeah, it all starts with that awkward-ass moment at the café. he’s standing there all buff and shy, trying to work up the nerve to ask for your number, his daughter hanging onto his leg like she’s his bodyguard. her big, curious eyes peeking out at you while he stumbles over his words. “uh… I just… I thought maybe you’d… uh,” seungcheol scratches the back of his neck, all nervous—like he isn’t the size of a tank. “you know, if you’re not busy… you could give me your insta?” he’s waiting for you to laugh at him, probably thinks he’s gonna get rejected because, you know, he’s got a kid and all. like that makes him less attractive or something. but you’re all heart-eyes the second his little girl pipes up with, “daddy thinks you’re pretty.”
dude nearly dies on the spot. he’s so red, you could probably cook an egg on his cheeks. but you just crouch down to her level, giving her the same sweet smile you flashed at the waitress earlier, and say, “well, I think your dad’s really handsome, too.”
game over. you’ve got him hooked, right there.
from then on, you’re texting nonstop. it’s almost like a high school crush thing, except the guy’s a full-grown dad who still somehow makes your stomach flip like you’re sixteen again. his insta’s basically a whole love letter to his daughter, like, every other post is her: her in some princess costume, her making pancakes (or trying to), her at the park with him, her with his dog. sometimes, you’ll scroll through his feed just to see him smile because, damn, it’s so rare he smiles like that anywhere else.
but then there’s the gym photos. god, those gym photos. all sweaty and pumped up, and you swear he’s showing off just a bit for you now that he knows you’re watching. his arms look like they could crush you, but the way he talks? it’s like he’s this big ol’ teddy bear wrapped in all that muscle.
“you eat today?” he texts you at like, 2 p.m., no greeting or anything.
you text back, “noo :(( too busy.”
not even a minute later, you get a notification from some food delivery app—he’s already sent something to your place. he’s like that. doesn’t even ask, just takes care of it. if it’s cold out, he’s dropping off a coat. if it rains, a brand new umbrella’s somehow at your work's door.
one night, you're scrolling through insta, and there’s this photo of him at some fancy work event, all dressed up in a suit and tie. goddamn, you think, biting your lip, because who knew seungcheol could clean up like that? the suit hugs every muscle, and it’s wild how he can look that good in anything from sweats to formalwear. you double-tap, and not two minutes later, he’s texting you.
“you like that one?”
you don’t even bother playing coy. “nah, I loved that one.”
there’s a pause, and you can almost picture him blushing on the other end, even though you’re the one getting all flustered.
“well, maybe you’ll get to see it in person soon,” he shoots back, and there’s a teasing edge to it, the same one that’s been driving you absolutely crazy since you started talking.
you roll your eyes, but your heart’s doing that dumb fluttery thing again. “maybe,” you reply, playing along.
and it’s like, you’re not even sure how this all happened so fast, but seungcheol? he’s always making sure you’re good, like his whole day revolves around making you smile, checking in, making sure you're eating, keeping warm. it’s low-key intense but in the best way possible.
and somehow, between all the little text convos and the insta stalking, you’ve found yourself seriously catching feelings for this dad with the cutest kid, the sweetest heart, and a whole-ass gym routine that’s absolutely unfair.
and you wonder: how the hell did you get this lucky?
seungcheol's always been like that—taking care of you like it’s second nature, probably because he’s used to being in dad-mode 24/7. you kinda feel spoiled, in the best way possible. he’s always looking out for you. it’s not that he’s overbearing; it’s just that this is how he shows he cares. but you know it goes both ways.
so one day, you decide to return the favor. you find this pink polo, something that screams him but in the softest, most endearing way. you know his daughter will love it too, ‘cause she’s all about pink and matching with her dad. you send it to him without saying much, just a little note saying, “thought this would look good on you.” the next time you see him, he's wearing it, and yeah, the shirt hugs his body perfectly. he’s acting like it’s no big deal, but you catch the way he blushes when you compliment him. “didn’t have to do all that,” he mutters, rubbing the back of his neck, but his eyes are softer than usual, that little glint of he’s falling harder than he planned.
but what really seals the deal is how u handle his daughter. every time you two try to plan a date, something comes up—his mom’s busy, or the babysitter falls through, and suddenly, the whole night’s flipped. instead of a fancy dinner, you’re headed to the park or some kid-friendly café, making sure his little girl has fun. and somehow, you end up having more fun on those “ruined” dates, watching seungcheol let loose, running around with his kid while you cheer them on. it’s like you get him, get his life, and he’s not used to that.
and then, finally, one night, the stars align. his mom takes the kid for the weekend, and it’s just you and him. alone.
and oh god, does he reward you.
he’s been holding back for weeks—months even. all that pent-up frustration, that tension from constantly having to play the responsible dad while trying to not let himself get too attached to you, it all comes crashing down.
he’s rough, no question about it. but it’s the kind of rough that makes your whole body sing. his hands are everywhere, grabbing, holding, pressing you up against walls and furniture like he’s desperate to feel every inch of you at once. he’s strong, and he knows it, lifting you like you weigh nothing, carrying you from one spot to the next without breaking a sweat.
the first time, it’s almost frantic. he’s pounding into you like he’s afraid the moment’s gonna slip through his fingers, grunting into your ear, his breath hot and uneven against your skin. your legs wrap around him, but you can hardly hold on—he’s relentless, hitting that spot over and over until you’re crying out, body shaking violently.
you don’t even realize your legs are spasming until hours later, when you try to stand and nearly collapse from how shaky you are. but seungcheol’s not done. oh no. he’s far from done.
before you can even catch your breath, he’s down between your legs, eating you out like a man famished. this time, it’s slower his tongue doing things that make you arch off the bed, hands fisting in his hair as he drags you to the edge again, then pulls you back just to do it all over. every time you think you’re about to lose it, he eases up, grinning against your skin like he knows exactly what he’s doing.
and yeah, maybe it’s been ages for him, but fuck, the man knows how to destroy you. by the time he’s done, you’re a complete mess, legs trembling, heart flying from your chest, your body so sensitive that even the thought of him touching you again makes you shudder.
seungcheol though, he’s the type to take his time. slow and unshakable, like he’s gotta be absolutely sure before he makes any big moves. but with you? he’s struggling. there’s this itch under his skin, this need to lock it down, put a ring on your finger, make it official. and yeah, he’d never say it out loud, not yet. he’s got too much pride to come off that desperate. but every time he watches you with his daughter, every time she calls you her “best friend” or shows you the drawing she made of you three as a family, he’s fighting the urge to drop down on one knee and ask you to make it real.
he hides it well, though, keeps up the usual routine. he keeps taking you out on dates, some with his little girl tagging along, others just the two of you. and he’s always scolding you whenever you show up with yet another gift for her.
“y/n, you’ve gotta stop,” he groans, shaking his head as you hand his daughter a set of pink hair clips that match her favorite doll. “she’s gonna expect something every week at this point.”
but there’s that soft look in his eyes, the one that betrays how much he loves seeing you spoil his kid. he’ll roll his eyes, but you notice how he always says “my girls” now, so casually like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
you and her. his girls.
one day, he takes you to her father’s day presentation at school. you’re not sure who’s more nervous, seungcheol or his daughter. but when she walks on stage in her tiny tutu, all giggles and shy smiles, it’s seungcheol who completely loses it. you’re sitting beside him, watching him tear up before she’s even started dancing. by the time the performance is over, he’s full-on crying, holding his face in his hands as you rub his back, trying to calm him down.
“it’s just… she’s growing up so fast,” he sniffs, looking up at you with watery eyes, completely unashamed of the tears streaming down his face. and you can’t help but love him more for it, for how much he loves his daughter, for how raw and real he is when it comes to her.
your intimate life? that’s been steady too, despite how busy things get. with a kid around, it’s not always easy to find the time, but seungcheol makes sure you’re never left wanting. there are the quickies, yeah, when his daughter’s asleep and you’ve got the living room to yourselves, stealing a heated make-out session that somehow ends up with your back pressed against the couch cushions, his hands roaming under your clothes while he kisses you senseless.
but if things get too feral, you two will sneak off to the laundry room or the closet, anywhere you can get a little privacy. he’s fast, efficient, but still so thorough, making sure you’re fully satisfied every single time. it’s like, no matter how quick things have to be, he’s always got this laser focus on making you feel good.
but even with all the passion, he’s still got that soft side. sometimes, it’s just enough to make out on the couch, your lips swollen from kissing, the weight of him pressed against you. and in those moments, there’s this quiet comprehension between you two. you don’t need the sex to feel connected—sometimes, just being close is enough.
but it’s getting harder for him to hold back. every time he sees you playing with his daughter, every time she asks if you’re coming over for dinner, he feels it. that pull. that urge to make you his. and one night, after his daughter’s fallen asleep and the two of you are tangled up on the couch, catching your breath after another one of those wild, stolen moments, he looks at you, really looks at you, and the words just fall out of his mouth.
“marry me.”
it’s not planned, not rehearsed. hell, he hadn’t even thought about it until the moment the words slipped out. but once they’re out there, he realizes he’s never been more sure of anything in his life. his hand tightens around yours, and he’s staring at you like you’re the only thing in the world that matters, like he’s already bracing himself for the answer.
and all you can think is, finally.
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