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everyone already has friends
am i selfish for wanting to be the first choice?
how is everyone closer to everyone else but me
how do i continue to feel left out
why
why do i feel like this
i don’t want to feel like this anymore
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Some more of my FE4 play diary -- I unfortunately never ended up finishing drawing all the chapters like I planned, but here is my experience with chapters 2-4. You can view my post with the prologue-chapter 1 diary here ♥
PS: Not supposed to be a representative of everyone's playthroughs, just some silly things that happened in my own game :D
#fire emblem#fe4#sigurd#deirdre#lewyn#not going to tag every character#yes i was aiming to draw every gen 1 char at least once#ch5 diary is forever a sketch wip#maybe one day#artlog#fanworks
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DEMO SNIPPET
Ciaran and MC being Ciaran and MC (ft Dog who’s just happy to be there). Unedited as always.
“Not even a kiss for good luck?”
Ciaran glares at you, but the effect is rather ruined by the flush of red that blooms across $chis cheeks.
“I’d rather kiss $dog.”
$dog, who has just been laying there with $dhis head resting on your boot, perks up immediately at being mentioned. $dhis tail thumps against the ground and you get the pleasure of watching Ciaran immediately melt. $chis eyes soften and $che crouches down to scratch $dog behind the ears.
“You’re pretty adorable together.”
Ciaran looks up, a scowl on $chis pretty face, and freezes. $chis face slackening in shock as $che goes bright red and splutters out, “you’re smiling.”
While this kind of behaviour from Ciaran would usually trigger the little sadist in you. Something about $chis words and the way $che’s looking at you has you shifting uneasily instead, but you try to play it off with a smirk and shrug, “I smile all the time.”
$che sighs, pets $dog one more time, and stands. “No, $mc, you smirk and you grin and you cackle like a grade-a freak, but you don’t smile.” Ciaran looks away and says almost absentmindedly, “you should though, you looked…beautiful.”
You blink a couple of times, but before you can reply, Ciaran recovers and storms off, throwing one last parting shot over $chis shoulder.
“That’s only cause you look like something a Kaiju shat out most of the time though, so anything would be an improvement on that.”
You look down at $dog and wink, “$che definitely has a crush on me.”
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top 10 fictional crushes: male edition
Prince Charmont - Ella Enchanted (2004)
Flynn Rider - Tangled (2010)
Percy Jackson - Percy Jackson (series’) (2005-present)
(Gorgeous art by @mariartesz on instagram)
Nod - Epic (2013)
Will Turner - Pirates of the Caribbean (series) (2003-2017)
Rodrick Heffley - Diary of a Wimpy Kid (series) (2010-2017)
Prince Naveen - The Princess and the Frog (2009)
Cedric Diggory - Harry Potter (series) (2001-2011)
Colin Gray - Jennifer’s Body (2009)
Hobie Brown/Spider Punk - Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse (2023)
#girlblogging#girlposting#this is a girlblog#fictional crushes#ella enchanted#prince char#prince charmont#tangled#flynn rider#percy jackson#epic movie#nod#will turner#pirates of the caribbean#rodrick heffley#diary of a wimpy kid#prince naveen#the princess and the frog#cedric diggory#harry potter#jennifers body#colin gray#hobie brown#across the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderverse
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a taste of Things I Draw in the hazy juncture of drowsy---sneep
#sometimes i'll be lyin there in typical /too tired to brain///too active to fall asleep/ Zone#and a way to trick myself intofeeling some satisfaction that will permit me to attempt Rest#is to draw my thoughts without a filter. like a ranting journal!#unfortunately my thoughts are all nuca at this point so the before-bedtime-diary becomes...this#rotating kani chars for my own gigglesies#seems like i often go to bed with lingering feelings of violence toward yakumo#:BIG SHRUG:#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival kuya#yakuya
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Jitterbug
#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it#and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago#bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o)#well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall#im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot#i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing????#i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T#because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks#at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better#its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh#in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats#mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year#i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o)#THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o(#yapping#my art#myart#doodles#personal#diary
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how the fuck do i not remember how to write smut
#─── dear diary. ⤹ › from yours truly .ᐟ#i haven’t dropped a multi char fic is so long#am i losing my touch#??????????
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bestie what Lana Del Rey songs fit tvd characters or just tvd to you?
my bestie, my love, thank you so much for this ask !!!
as someone who's endlessly obnoxious about both tvd and lana del rey this is quite literally a dream come true so-,
SONGS FITTING TVD AS WHOLE
Video Games
"It's you, it's you, it's all for you. Everything I do, I tell you all the time"
tvd at it's core is about people doing unjustifiable things for 'love'. Whether i choose to read some relationships as more of a predatory obsession, the crux of this show is damaged grieving people sacrificing and further damaging themselves and others in the pursuit of it, see the mikaelsons with eachother and the salvatore's with Elena and Elena with basically everyone. And I've always read Video Games as both one of the most beautiful love songs of all time but also as an acknowledgment of codependence and lost potential. The song romanticises monotony and mundane life, which is fair. but there's a touch of melancholy beneath the surface of picture perfect normalcy. much like tvd itself.
Love
Look at you kids with your vintage music Comin' through satellites while cruisin' You're part of the past, but now you're the future Signals crossing can get confusing
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Look at you kids, you know you're the coolest The world is yours and you can't refuse it Seen so much, you could get the blues But that don't mean that you should abuse it
following that theme,
"part of the past but now you're the future," Could refer to any of the vampire's in the show but I personally love it when thinking of Elena and the doppelganger's before her. In the background of all of history but with an endless future before her. "You could get the blues, But that don't mean that you should abuse it," EVERY FKN KID ON THAT SHOW. And yes I mean kid, the MF gang were children. And they did, in fact, get the blues and abuse it.
ELENA
Norman Fucking Rockwell
"you're just a man, it's just what you do, you're head in your hands as you colour me blue."
Anyone who's read my endless rambling before knows where I'm going with this but, jfc the salvatore's !!! Both Stefan and Damon (and canon as a whole but wtv) view their mistreatment of Elena as something unavoidable. Following the theme of horrific acts in the name of love from earlier, Stefan didn't have a choice in entering Elena's life. To him, it was his right, his purpose. (he had to know her).
Despite Elena being a grieving child who did not need any more bullshit in her life. He had too. And when that later caused even further turmoil, both from his own actions and indirect, unintended consequences. He metaphorically put his head in his hands, it wasn't just her suffering but him. In fact, if he really thought about it, later in canon, that is. It was almost equally her fault what happened. From his POV atleast.
Damon basically follows all the same beats but is more open about it, bemoaning his own lost chances with Elena as something completely disconnected to his very purposeful and avoidable choices to cause her pain. He's impulsive, it's not his fault.
"Goddamn, man child You act like a kid even though you stand six foot two"
Damon could only dream of being 6'2 but you get it.
Pretty When You Cry
"I'll wait for you, babe, you don't come through, babe You never do, babe, that's just what you do"
For one, she is very pretty when she cries, and two, see above.
ELIJAH (essentially every 'she fucked that old man' song in ldr's discography)
Million Dollar Man
"Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you,"
"You're screwed up and brilliant Look like a million dollar man So why is my heart broke?"
He is screwed up and brilliant and he does break my heart.
BONNIE
Season of the Witch
Obviously, like... (also Davina, I never talk about her but that's my girl)
Pretty When You Cry
"I'll wait for you, babe, you don't come through, babe You never do, babe, that's just what you do"
Similarly too Elena, she's also pretty but the thesis of Bonnie's character is unfortunately being let down by the people around her. If tvd hadn't had jplec as a showrunner we probably would've gotten some proper character arc about that before season eight but...
ELEJAH
Cinnamon Girl
"There's things I wanna say to you But I'll just let you live Like if you hold me without hurting me You'll be the first who ever did"
kill me. literally fucking kill me like it's them fr.
BEKLENA
Doin' Time (yes it's a cover but Lana owns it tbf)
"Me and my girl, we got this relationship I love her so bad, but she treats me like shit"
The toxic girlfriends I deserved but wtv.
"I'd like to hold her head underwater"
Because she drowned her.
REBEKAH
Old Money
"But if you send for me, you know I'll come And if you call for me, you know I'll run I'll run to you, I'll run to you I'll run, run, run I'll come to you, I'll come to you"
Stuck in an endless cycle of finding freedom and falling back to help Klaus when he needs it.
"The power of youth is on my mind Sunsets, small town, I'm out of time Will you still love me when I shine From words but not from beauty My father's love was always strong My mother's glamour lives on and on Yet still inside, I felt alone For reasons unknown to me"
Never ending quest for humanity and mortality, her eventual fate of taking the cure. The loneliness of her thousand years etc
Honorable mentions for, Young and Beautiful (pretty much everyone's mortal x immortal ships anthem but specifically the Klarolines fuck with it so hard which I repect). Say Yes to Heaven, also works for literally every ship but it's always very Kolvina to me.
#char rambles#there are so many more but this was getting too long#will rb if I have more thoughts but#tvd#elena gilbert#elejah#the vampire diaries#elijah mikaelson#asks <3#lana del rey#ldr#bonnie bennett#kolvina#klaroline#tvdu#lyrics#long post
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NO BECAUSE WITH THE WAY BONNIE, TYLER, AND ENZO WERE WRITTEN, I’M ACTUALLY STUNNED AT HOW RACIST JULIE PLEC IS.
Like Michael Trevino is a non white fully Mexican man, Kat is a white Jewish/African American woman, and Michael Malarkey is a mixed man with Palestinian/Lebanese (Arab) heritage… what do Enzo, Tyler, and Bonnie have in common? LAZY AND/OR BAD WRITING. Enzo, like Bonnie and Tyler, had a compelling character and personality and storyline potential, but noooooo. Even if he wasn’t the most compelling love interest for Bonnie (which I also think was lazy writing), HE WAS DONE WRONG. THERE COULDVE BEEN MORE DONE WITH HIM.
Even in TO, POC aren’t done well. While POC are done better in TO than TVD, I don’t like how they did Marcel. Nope. I ain’t with the Marbekah train, and the Mikaelsons vilified that man when he was right about A LOT of things. AND THEY STAYED AT THE SAME HOUSE THAT HE WAS A SLAVE AT. THAT SHIT WAS WEIRD. But yeah, they made it very clear that it didn’t matter how close to the family Marcel was, he was never one of them. And maybe I’m reaching, but it reminds me of how in some white families that adopt black kids, they treat the black kid completely different than their biological children and I don’t like those undertones… but maybe it’s just me overthinking. And the thing is, she didn’t HAVE to write the Mikaelsons like that. Plec could’ve emphasised the family bond that the mikaelsons had with Marcel and how much it hurts for both Klaus and Marcel to be at odds with one another, but noooooo. They treated Marcel like that one “problem child” that’s iced out of the family.
But the racism carries on into Legacies because you cannot TELL ME that Alaric of all fucking individuals had a more compelling storyline than MG or RAF.
Not even in Legacies but in TVD, but remember Sarah Salvatore? The black Salvatore? SHE WAS DONE WRONG. COULD���VE HAD A GOOD STORYLINE.
Like people seem to think that the racism was only with Kat (and to be fair, she’s one of the only ones who has been outspoken about the racism), but as I look back at the TVDU more, it’s actually worse than I thought.
Vincent, Marcel, Bonnie, Tyler, Enzo, I’m definitely forgetting some, but the list goes on and on and on.
You summed everything perfectly tbh.
Yeah, Kat wasn’t the only one. Bonnie fans were rallying for years when the show aired and stopped airing. So that voice of fans naturally seems louder.
thank you for the ask💜!
#dria responds#tag later#tbh those viral tweets + videos etc etc is why i think legofseas chars got safer endings tbh.#never a real push like the yts but most of them lived not many in t v d can say that.#and it was barely anybody but yt ppl in the baby plot show so.#anti tvd#anti the vampire diaries
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i typically dont associate copyright free bgs with any specific game. or even really notice them to begin with, even if i've used them myself lol... like i've played a LOT of indies i've seen so many of these a thousand times and honestly a lot of them are generic enough that i wouldn't care, but an example of ones that i just straight up can't separate from a game i played is some of these mansion backgrounds from minikle
its the magical diary school bro 😭
also.. the fuckging Date Warp Stairs.
#Are you telling me Char broiled this burger?#the way i feel about the mwdh school front is how i feel about these bgs as well.. like thst IS the magical diary school#and those ARE the date warp stairs. and the mwdh school is the mwdh school :/
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day 7. Go kitty go!!!
Bonus:
This isn't how it went down, but Fugo sees it that way.
#art.jpeg#undescribed#sheilaposting#sheila e.#pannacotta fugo#phf#made w the paint eraser tool... i likos it#and red because i also like red#if u notice a trend in my drawings is that i draw sheila gettig pat a lot. its because i think shes cute and deserves love...weird animal..#also FUGO IS A GIRL!! IN THESE!!! TRANSGEDERISMS!!! i feel like it doesnt come across enough... becuase joj chars are alr very feminine.#that last one IS based on a panel from the Kikuri's Heavy Drinking Diary Spinoff.. i miss kikuri sm.. sob#oxitocina
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can i have a fresh start on life?
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Love how whenever there’s a discussion about who’s the most powerful witch in tvdu, Bonnie is always the one people compare their faves to. It’s even funnier how they have to downplay her feats and disregard her abilities to even make the others seem remotely comparable. Then again, they hate when anyone doesn’t partake in the Bennett bloodline erasure that TO and Lgcs created.
#bonnie bennett#little witch#bonnie sheila bennett#psychic witch#the vampire diaries#girl was getting compliments from the devil and from Esther but yall continue to come for her like bsffr#this aint shade towards any chars btw#irdc if you think one char is strong but if you have to discredit another char than maybe your fave isn’t as strong as you claim
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enjoy some zvahl crumbs while i figure out how to get out of art block
#my art#mcd#minecraft diaries#char if ur reading this im sorry this is so late#ive been struggling with art#also everytime i draw laur's face i feel like hes white hair and horns away from looking like trav#laurance zvahl#aphmau#this is my first time doing image ids so i hope its ok!
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so in riding for a fall charlotte said she spent “6 weeks wages” to buy her dress for the award ceremony. what is her job?? other than stalking lewis
#charlotte lovers don’t hate me for that snide little comment but if we are looking at the FACTS. she undeniably is#also cleo makes a comment that her dress cost 7 weeks worth of wages so we can reason char has a higher paying job than cleo’s position#no but to my knowledge it’s never brought up that she has a job? like it’s not in her diary#she’s too busy skydiving#and she’s pretty much always hovering around lewis like where does she find the time#h2o just add water#charlotte watsford
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The all-time asian favourite noodle dish:
🅒🅗🅐🅡 🅢🅘🅔🅦 🅦🅐🅝🅣🅞🅝 🅜🅔🅔
🐷🥬🥟🥢🍜
#food#food photography#food diary#vegetables#asian#noodles#rosted pork#bbq pork#char Siew#noodle dish#wanton#dumplings#soup#noodle
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