#but UGHHHHHH
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I smell the trauma off of Ruin.
(Not for the characters)
//Noooo what? What gave you that idea? They are a completely normal and health individual, thank you very much. They don't even know the meaning of the word trauma/sarcasm. (so much sarcasm)//
#ooc#em speaks#mun speaks#again. I have. SO MUCH LORE#THAT I'M KEEPING TO MYSELF BC IT'LL BE WORTH IT FOR ALL THE REVEALS#BUT UGHHHHHH#montywithchildhoodtrauma#lwyd ruin
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prayer circle that this decision doesn't add 5 chapters 馃拃
#talked to myself in the notes doc for nearly 1k words and solved all my problems but One (admittedly a big one but. well first things first)#but ughhhhhh#ben.txt#writing tag
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So I let my friend do my nails, like she gave me a whole gel set. And while I鈥檓 extremely thankful and they look lovely, I鈥檝e been methodically destroying my natural nails my entire life so now having nails that extend past my fingertips even a centimeter feels like I鈥檓 interacting with the world from behind a thick wall and I can鈥檛 feel or see or hear anything and I鈥檓 going insane I鈥檓 going insane I鈥檓 going insane
#clark barks#she obviously offered to do my nails bc they looked like actual dog shit I get it lmao#I鈥檓 not going to pull them off she worked so hard on them#but ughhhhhh#I CANT DO THIS IVE GOT WORKING HANDS LMAO#I took me 3 full minute to type out this post#it鈥檚 like I鈥檓 pressing the keyboard buttons from across the room#idk id like to be one of those women who has nice nails#I鈥檝e always had little gremlin fingers and I鈥檓 self conscious about it#but I鈥檓 almost 30 like who the fuck am I trying to impress#thank you to my irl for doing my nails though so generous with her time and energy 鉂わ笍#I truly appreciate it and I feel pretty#I鈥檓 just a goblin unfortunately#with another major sensory sensitivity to add to the list apparently
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Why is doing anything creative so fucking hard rn
#katantalks#it鈥檚 been like. i don鈥檛 even know how long since I last finished something#that wasn鈥檛 a landscape painting in my studio class#and it鈥檚 like kind of frustrating bc the ideas are there but the motivation and stuff is not really there#and then it鈥檚 like pulling teeth to do something#and I鈥檒l try to write and maybe make progress but then it鈥檚 always like a car with barely 10 miles of gas left#trying to trudge on#ugh#anyways#I am definitely burnt out in general#but ughhhhhh#it鈥檚 so annoying
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now THIS is what television is about
#oh ludmila never change#BUT UGHHHHHH#they're just the best little family#violetta#lauris s3 cataclysm#ludmila ferro#maxi ponte#3x73
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i鈥檝e been trying to be off my phone as much as possible, but this is the first day of that resolution where i don鈥檛 have work to distract myself .. maybe i will go to the library when it opens. i don鈥檛 really know what to do with myself
#i should write#and i probably will a little bit#but ughhhhhh#i have potentially already given up on nanowrimo because i have so much going on in november
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MIKE CHEN IF YOU MENTION THAT DAMN SUN DRAGON AGAIN I'M PERSONALLY GOING TO BREAK INTO YOUR HOUSE AND THROW A DRAGON AT YOU
#yael is reading star wars#rotj facpov#idkkkkkk#i hate the way he writes anakin#and i actually love anakin! and vader!#but ughhhhhh#i can't stand him in the brotherhood book#and now the brotherhood short story also sucks#i need him to stop
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i think i about the fact that i鈥檓 going home soon and i鈥檓 happy but then i remember what home Entails
#elyn speaks now#WHYYY COULDNT I HAVE MET HIM IN SYDNEY#tbh i don鈥檛 think we wouldve fallen for each other if we met in sydney#BUT UGHHHHHH#j#i literally can鈥檛 even seperate him from a whole ass country what am i doing with my life 馃槶
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I鈥檓 deeply interested in witchcraft and magic in British history. I also have an abiding and (mostly) inexplicable loathing for the world鈥檚 leading expert on that topic. Hashtag nerd problems.
#Seeing Ronald Hutton appear in a documentary#fills me with seething hateful rage#so i haven鈥檛 been able to bring myself to read his books#but ughhhhhh
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You imagining having your legs and ass on the other side of a glory hole, presented for all the people there and being used over and over again by fingers, tongues and cocks 馃槆 xx
Yes I am my dear anon 馃槆
#just think it would be fun#maybe my face is recorded too so people can watch me while I鈥檓 getting fucked#hehe maybe that鈥檒l be what you watch while you鈥檙e in line 馃#that way when it鈥檚 your turn you鈥檙e ready and NEED to fuck me#ok guys I鈥檓 mad that all I can do is just talk about it#I want to do it irl 馃槫馃槫馃槫#(but not really cause I don鈥檛 trust people)#but ughhhhhh#imagine how cute I would be getting fucked and used over and over and over again#ask#anon
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logically i know that i have been relatively lucky w/ how covid hit me, but emotionally i am big mad abt the long covid symptoms, especially when they get worse at night. nighttimes is my time for me, not my time for being short of breath and achy and brain bad & slow.
#covid discussion#sorry i am just whining pls ignore the me#but ughhhhhh#i have never been very high energy but this is WORSE#i can get through the days sorta ok i just have to rest a bit and take things slowly#but nights is FRUSTRATING bcos waht am i doing??? nothing!!!#reading something maybe. talking to ppl on the computers.#but even being in conversation is like. my brain is reacting slower and i can FEEL it#and i know it's the fatigue and i hope it'll be better but my brain used to be. faster. u kno.#..........it'll get better i keep telling myself htat i'm just. mad. frsutrate.
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Ahhhhhhhhh when I spend half an hour folding dumplings with my mum and come out so tense I need to close myself in my room until I can start breathing normally again 馃挅
#literally nothing bad even happens!!!!!#she's a perfectly lovely woman!!!!!!!!!!!!!#admittedly im not on my adhd meds rn#and also I was a lil behind on refilling my anxiety meds so idk maybe that's caught up#but ughhhhhh#why cant i just fucking. enjoy family bonding time like a normal person.#me being simultaneously the biggest baby and most selfish person alive#for hating when my mum wants to do a harmless family activity with me <\#im literally the life laugh love girl#like are people ACTUALLY supposed to take this seriously. actually feel sorry for me.#what a joke#ofc i didnt help with any of the cooking before or after#im just snarky reblog away from being the internet's daily laughingstock.#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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in hindsight it makes a lot of sense ive been crying a lot ive been getting angrier easier my boobs have been So sore ive just generally felt worse .. i judt didnt put it together bc like <- guy who hasnt had his period for 2 years
#technically a lie i had it Once like a year ago when i had to go off t for a while#due to insurance#馃拃 馃拃 馃拃#but UGHHHHHH
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When's Stardust gonna wake up I hate it here
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my favorite part of my period is the suicidal ideation
#this is sarcasm#I'm fine. I won't do it. this too shall pass#but ughhhhhh#Lord have mercy on me#ramblings of an artichokie
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I don't wanna wash my dog today ://////////
#He has fleas so I gotta#But ughhhhhh#I guess I'm glad that I didn't wash him on like monday like I meant to since I didn't know he had fleas and would've used regular dog wash
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