#i do not control the hyperfixation sorry
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Hurt/Comfort Bingo Masterlist
sleep deprivation ➡ driving them home
chauffer service Fandom: NU: carnival Characters: Edmond & Rei
thought spiral ➡ "I've got you."
silent as the grave Fandom: Dangerverse Characters: Henry & Ray
panic attack ➡ falling asleep in their arms
no threat in sight Fandom: NU: carnival Characters: Huey/Quincy
secret revealed ➡ much-needed hug
a house is not a home Fandom: Dangerverse Characters: Chapa & Ray
#that combination of fandoms will never not be funny to me#i do not control the hyperfixation sorry#sweetspicyhc
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Just go with the flow!
I played the game as soon as I woke up (and got breakfast and etc, but who cares about that), and oh my god. Man. I have a lot of thoughts about this game. And also spoiler-related art to make, but I shotgun this out as soon as I finished the game, so please take it. I love them all so much, they are all so Great and Cute.
#Rot in Paradise#Studio Investigrave#Sigverse#RIP June#RIP Carmen#RIP Vonnie#RIP McCoy#RIP Ryan#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#id in alt#hazelnootart#man the acronyms of the game makes it seem like they've died (they have not died)#ALSO BOOM. PSYCHE. YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONNA POST IS//AT ART BUT I DIDN'T (i did have it queued but RIP took over i'm sorry gang)#i do not control the hyperfixation
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ULTRADOODLES
i need to be sedated i need to be put down i am not normal this game is making me insane(r) oughghuogh
#guys ill get back into op soon i swear put-PUT THE PITCHFORKS DOWN PLEASE#IM SORRY 😭😭😭 ILL GET TO DRAWING MORE OP AS SOON AS I CAN#i do not control the hyperfixation unfortunately 😔😔 anyways god damn the sun is harder to p rank than p1 help me#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#minos prime#sisyphus prime#gabriel ultrakill#mindflayer ultrakill#ultrakill#insane that all characters are trans thats such a win#my art!!
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Can I be mega autistic here and vent for a second and ask if anyone else is lowkey scared for whatever the next RE game is HSBWHDNDJ
#having hyperfixations/special interests combined with a PARALYSING fear of change SUUUUUCKSSS MAAAAANN. IT SUCKS ASS#like realistically I KNOW it’s silly and I KNOW I’ve got nothing to stress over BUT ITS STRESSING ME OUT BAD AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO#RE4R/Luis has been SUCH a massive comfort of mine and turned into a full blown special interest and I guess the thing I’m most scared of is#the fandom moving on and forgetting abt re4r/luis as a whole which again I KNOW is silly but I can’t control my brain!!!!#and also combined with the fact that Luis probably isn’t coming back to the franchise at least anytime soon is HEARTBREAKING man. like thats#my special interest!! that’s the thing I’ve poured hours of my time into!!!!! I’m scared to see people move on#he’s already a fairly unpopular character in the wider fandom too!! and the fact that the content we do have of him is ALL we’re gonna have?#I dunno that makes me so much more stressed out and anxious than I should be which. again. I KNOOOOOOWW IS SILLY BUT I CANT HELP IT MAN#THE AUTISM!! THE AUTISMMMMM#I dunno I’m expecting Capcom to announce their next game this summer fest and it’s genuinely stressing me out sm which I hate#I hate being so afraid of change it sucks so much man#anyways sorry for the massive vent I just had to get this off my chest cuz it’s been weighing me down massively and making me more anxious#than it has any right to BCNDNENDJXJ#and again the fact that there’s a solid chance we may never see him again at lest not anytime soon is so so so so so devastating to me it#again makes me so much more upset than it has any right to HDNSHENDJDJ#not to mention people who are already weirdly mean and nasty to people who DO like him. I’m Not having a Time rn
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I know we all joke about Napoleon and Alexander enemies to lovers to enemies tragic situationship but the thing is - if you really look at their background and personality, they ARE great narrative foils to each other.
Napoleon is like a definition of self-made man, the living proof you don’t need to be high born to be great. He lacked some social tact and could be at times crude, but very awe inspiring. He actively shaped his own destiny and the fate of the entire continent, but always felt like his humble beginnings were a reason for other European powers to see him as less than them.
But where Napoleon made himself emperor, Alexander is forced to be one (and over his dead dads body no less). Where Napoleon married for love (initially), Alexander’s wife was handpicked by his grandmother. He was famously charming and sweet since endearing himself to others became a bit of a survival mechanism growing up in court. But he felt powerless to choose anything for himself, felt jealous that someone like Napoleon could be a great conqueror without having a single drop of blue blood in him.
They both admired things in each other that they themselves lacked but that also ultimately became the rift in their relationship.
Anyway, is anyone going to write a tragic period romance novel based on them or-
#i’m so sorry for napoleonposting to my black sails mutuals like fr#i do not control the hyperfixation#napoleon bonaparte#alexander i of russia#napoleon#tsar alexander i#napoleonic wars
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yaaay zelda news have some calamity links.
#calamity unwritten#sorry for the wait i do not control the hyperfixation#zelda#botw#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#link#botw link#botw au#comic#comics#art tag#fan art
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give that spindly theoretical physist an artsy self insert girlfriend NOW!!
#im SORRY OKAY.#i do not control the autism nor the hyperfixation#just take this ok?#and dont even dare mention the fingers im SORRY hands are HARD#sheldon cooper#the big bang theory#the big bang theory self insert#the big bang theory oc#sheldon cooper tbbt#tbbt
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[pokes head in] Homestuck day tomorrow queen?
#Homestuck#classpecting#classpect#413#um#hi#I'm alive#sorry I do not control the hyperfixation the hyperfixation controls me#(I only really actively engage with fandoms I'm actively hyperfixating on oopsie)#hiveswap#homestuck day#4/13
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if you follow my twitter you already know this but I might as well say it here because it might start showing up on this blog. I have a new ship hyperfixation and uh. it's actually overruling my papyton hyperfixation for the moment (though I still LOVE papyton dgmw) and I've been developing a fic for it and it's basically Walls 2 Electric Boogaloo except it's not papyton this time.
it's uh.
edgepuff. aka UT papyrus x UF papyrus.
I will see myself out now. ☂️ <- umbrella to block the tomatoes
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huge day for the lover boy handwritten draft: the first of many george michael mentions (the second one is literally in a couple of pages from now)
#posting the whole page because if tumblr keeps it readable this has to be the best showcase of beaus character LOL#his hopeless romanticism with the Ashley fantasy….him telling his emotions ie he feels sorry for himself#THE LIST LMFAOOOO I need to do a second one too but probably tomorrow#the Felix bit…..ooooh why is he haunting the narrative BOBBY GET HIM OUT OF HERE#the caligari hyperfixation Easter egg also showcasing how beaus autism WILL disrupt the narrative to talk about horror#there’s also an Easter egg for one of the saddest lines in the book here 🤫#also showcasing how I cannot control my handwriting it is alive and it changes by paragraph
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*stands up* alright im. going to go make a milgram x reader blog. wish me luck
#the things i do instead of writing requests for my other x reader blog#okay but to be fair. my physical and mental health has not been kind to me lately#also every time twst is mentioned my brain is like. imagine a blank screen. that's my brain#so sorry. i do not control the hyperfixations#also milgram x reader is not really that popular so like👍 less pressure#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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#Olrox#Mizrak#Castlevania: Nocturne#an author can be two things at once#doing mean things to characters maybe#and also hyperfixating on this#sorry not sorry this has been all I've been thinking about for ages#the amount of stupid shit I would post if I didn't have iron control of my drafts#but you know what fuck it#today#you get a peek at the stupid
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have not done any writing lately 💔 ONLY overwatch
#SORRY!! i do not control the hyperfixation#maybe ill pick at the doc tomorrow..#but my brain right now is just hehe invasion theories :3
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fourth of july by fall out boy is the PEAK anxceit song and i will not be taking criticism because i am RIGHT
"you and i were fireworks that went off too soon"
"i said i'd never miss you/but i guess you never know/may the bridges i have burned light my way back home"
"i'll be as honest as you let me"
"you are my favorite "what if"/you are my best "i'll never know" "
"oh, i'm sorry, i didn't mean any of it/i just got too lonely, lonely/in between being young and being right"
"my nine to five is cutting open old scars"
"had my doubts but i let them out"
"oh honey you don't have to lie"
"i wish i'd known how much you loved me/i wish i'd cared enough to know"
"i'm sorry every song's about you/the torture of small talk with someone you used to love"
I DONT KNOW why they are inside my head again but HHHH AHHHH
anyway. peak anxceit. thanks for coming to my ted talk
#anxceit#sanders sides#janus sanders#virgil sanders#fall out boy#i ramble#does this count as meta? probably not#ANYWAY they live in my head rent free.#sorry if i have talked about this before except NO I'M NOT#sanders sides lies dormant in my head and sometimes it activates like a sleeper agent. i do not control the hyperfixation#anyway happy almost fourth of july i will be thinking about gays and fall out boy all day instead of this Hell country#join me :)#also yes i may have begun to write a one shot based on this song last night while at my peak of sleep deprivation#but that fic is between me and god and unless yall actually care. NO ONE WILL EVER SEE IT#anyway. anxceit. reblog if you agree.
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to be honest i don't think i'll ever stop thinking about what people were saying at stream last night
that for all of the incredibly interesting and well-developed side characters in this series, the vast majority of the fandom never seems to breach the crust of snow on top of the iceberg - namely, kazumaji
#of course i recognise that one can't really control the hyperfixation but idk it's just wild to me#half of the art i see is of kiryu and majima going gaa gaa eyes at each other#and i'm sitting here in the corner volleying my rarepair tennis ball off the wall#thinking about how i feel the need to replay dead souls and yakuza 0 so i can enjoy seeing majima on my screen again#I Don't Hate Them. i do not hate them#i'm just exhausted idk#like you can't even really call a lot of characters side characters in an objective sense but maji/kiryu's presences are THAT overbearing#sorry if this is too controversial on main i just couldn't get it out of my head while i was making pancakes#me#text
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i have a tendency to reblog posts about promoting one's own art and/or the importance of reblogging art, onto my art blog, as a sort of "wink wink nudge nudge i do have followers on this blog don't i" kind of thing
but whenever i do that, it feels as if people pay more attention to that than to my art
i know that's not literally true, i'm sure the note count does not actually rival or surpass a new art post, it only feels like a note spike because that blog posts so infrequently and therefore its activity is usually flat line, and reblogging the post made there Be Something There For People To Interact with
i guess it irks me anyway because i reblog it with the intent of "hey, look at the message of this post and where it is right now, mind giving my blog a scroll and maybe hitting a couple of green buttons" but it doesnt really work that way because people just see it in their dash. i constantly be reblogging shit with little if any awareness of which person i follow that i'm getting it from.
i just wish there was a way to be like, "hey, please give my art some attention, i work hard on this shit and it feels like there's at most about a classroom's worth--if that!--of people who care enough to show it to folks" without literally just being the annoying pushy attention-seeking bitch on the dashboard that's like "just fucking reblog my shit"
#idk#ive been on tumblr since 2016#ive had my current art instagram account since 2016#and neither of those have even surpassed 200 followers literally ever#its hard not to envy other artists online even those who make fan art. similar content to me. just more of it i guess#why do they get to grow so fast and not me?#im sorry i dont have the mental energy to put out a new sketch every day im doing what i can#i do not control the hyperfixation and et cetera#if posting frequency were literally my only issue all these years that would. be fucking unfair and mean and rude#but i literally dont think that IS my only issue. i think theres something else but i dont know what#which is the theory ive had basically the whole time#im kind of glad i fly under peoples radars most of the time because there is so many kinds of unwanted attention#but that doesnt mean i never want to be noticed ever ever ever#i dont think THAT poorly of myself. i do have things im proud of#idk ive written this vent how many times over the course of my tumblr career. yall know this shit by now#and i appreciate yall who do interact with my art#harper babbles#vent#i guess
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