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Can I be mega autistic here and vent for a second and ask if anyone else is lowkey scared for whatever the next RE game is HSBWHDNDJ
#having hyperfixations/special interests combined with a PARALYSING fear of change SUUUUUCKSSS MAAAAANN. IT SUCKS ASS#like realistically I KNOW itâs silly and I KNOW Iâve got nothing to stress over BUT ITS STRESSING ME OUT BAD AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO#RE4R/Luis has been SUCH a massive comfort of mine and turned into a full blown special interest and I guess the thing Iâm most scared of is#the fandom moving on and forgetting abt re4r/luis as a whole which again I KNOW is silly but I canât control my brain!!!!#and also combined with the fact that Luis probably isnât coming back to the franchise at least anytime soon is HEARTBREAKING man. like thats#my special interest!! thatâs the thing Iâve poured hours of my time into!!!!! Iâm scared to see people move on#heâs already a fairly unpopular character in the wider fandom too!! and the fact that the content we do have of him is ALL weâre gonna have?#I dunno that makes me so much more stressed out and anxious than I should be which. again. I KNOOOOOOWW IS SILLY BUT I CANT HELP IT MAN#THE AUTISM!! THE AUTISMMMMM#I dunno Iâm expecting Capcom to announce their next game this summer fest and itâs genuinely stressing me out sm which I hate#I hate being so afraid of change it sucks so much man#anyways sorry for the massive vent I just had to get this off my chest cuz itâs been weighing me down massively and making me more anxious#than it has any right to BCNDNENDJXJ#and again the fact that thereâs a solid chance we may never see him again at lest not anytime soon is so so so so so devastating to me it#again makes me so much more upset than it has any right to HDNSHENDJDJ#not to mention people who are already weirdly mean and nasty to people who DO like him. Iâm Not having a Time rn
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âËŕżBrahms Heelshire thoughts~!đđËâ
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A/N: jus some thoughts Nâ personal feels bout one of ma fav boys, Nâ written specifically for @creepy141dollie <33
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Personally I like thinkin Brahms Sâ a big Ol baby, heâs touch starved atâ death Nâ when youâre his new baby sitter all he can wonder asâ whyâre you a boy? Whereâs his nanny atâŚheâs silent as always creeping through in the walls just watchin the way you do things- he canât deny how good ya are at all tha domestic stuff, house hubby material Sâ what he first thought when he seen ya. Youâre a sassy man he can tell that much bout you from the way you scold him and push out your bottom lip when lookin up at him, he doesnât know how you made it past his old fashioned parents- maybe ya charms work on everyone.
Brahms Sâ a total creep, he gives no privacy he stalks ya like a dog, he lurks even when ya ask him not to, he is obsessed all tha time- his infatuation holds no bounds Nâ he isnât afraid Tâ watch your most intimate moments in tha shower or when you touch yaâself, Brahms hates when you lecture him, talkin bout how you wont let his cock near you sayin stuff like, âI only reward good boysâ even tho knowin you, youâd start Tâ feel bad Nâ give into him by the end of the nightâ how could ya not with the way he begs you, his voice cracks Nâ you can practically feel his tears behind that porcelain mask.
Bein his babysitter means giving up your life- heâs crazy Nâ heâs toxic for you but you canât bring yourself to leave himâŚyou jus feel bad- he holds you anâ praises you like a god when he wants but he screams Nâ throw fits over you when heâs upsetâ Yâ know you should runaway but you jus canât- youâre in too far now anyway Sâ why even bother to try Nâ leave him? Ever since you took that job everything feels cold- the air, Your body Nâ itâs all porcelain like, just like his mask. You used Tâ love shopping but the most you do is go out into town Tâ pick up groceries then ya go back to BrahmsâŚthat house has made you isolated from thâ world Nâ Brahms doesnât care at all, he jus wants you to himself.
Brahms is a manipulator, he uses your soft spots to get his ways, he promises all ya wanna hear jus to get you Tâ stay. Brahms acts all innocent like he isnât tha reason for your change in personality Nâ he isnât the reason youâre starting Tâ slowly lose that sass, heâs worn ya down into a tired parent like person. Brahms uses his tears Tâ wrap you around his finger knowin you canât resist the way he clings to you like a god, Brahms worships the ground you walk on when you give him what he wants which is to ultimately have you forever.
Brahms Sâ pent up all the time, sneakin off into your room when he needs tha love, not Carin bout anything jus getting your shorts down enough Tâ shove his dick in ya while you sleepily hiss into the pillows whining bout how heâs bein rough- Brahms whimpers- he tryâs ta be quiet but when your hole sucks him back Nâ he loses it like a puppy poutin and moaning away on top of you clutching onto you hard while his hips erratically fuck you in ya sheets
Brahms fav position is cowgirl tho it should probably be cowboy Wâ you on top- your hand gripping his shoulders working up Nâ down taking his cock with ease while his eyes hold contact Wâ yours- his breath is shaky Nâ he canât control how weak he feels but somethin bout his fave being covered starin into your soul the whole time has ya buckin down on his cock wildly âplease- please, I need you, only you- just you- pleaseâ your body melted when those words left his mouth oh so pathetically- how could this be the same man who broke you down? How could he.. before you know it his semen Sâ floodin inside you filling ya all full.
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get in, loser || simp!classmate!rafe x mean!popular!reader
summary : admiration ? too light. obssession ? not enough. devotion ? perfect treatment.
warnings : +18 content. minors dni. smut. oral. sub!rafe (boy toy). act of devotion. public masturbation. p in v. verbal humiliation. lollipop. facesitting. mean girls. a lot of teasing. fingers sucking. a bit of cum eating. be aware of the warnings before reading. very pink content, i'm sorry.
author's note : i just wanted to write another thing about them...this is highly depraved.
you never had a boyfriend and youâve never wanted one because you didnât know how it would serve you. you already had everything, you didn't need a man by your side to be the center of attention. you were the perfect replica of the mean girls from the cult films of the 2000s. you could just as easily be a Regina George or a Jennifer Check. the world revolved around you, which meant that without you, everything fell apart.
and above all you didn't need a boyfriend because you had a boy toy now. rafe cameron. he was so obedient and docile, well he was especially so because you were a good mistress.
he didn't listen to you because he was afraid of you, but because he would do anything for you. he lived by your rules and your principles.
and today you wanted to have fun. it was the last day of school before the weekend and you were wearing one of his favorite t-shirts, a white tank that allowed him to see the size of your boobs and your perked nipples through the clothing. but above all, you didn't wear a bra so they swayed in slow motion with each of your steps. the way they were slowly bouncing simultaneously pressed together in the fabric while you walked towards him, phone in hand.
you wore a plump gloss which gave volume to your lips, but above all which made your mouth so luscious and shiny.
when you sat next to him, he shifted slightly but mostly stared at you because it wasn't usual. you were always near your girlfriends, you always took care to ignore him in class and even in public. you loved playing with his feelings. as a bitch, you were good at this.
you loved laughing with your girlfriends watching him while knowing he would feel miserable and pathetic because he would never know if it was him you were talking about. you loved getting him hard before going to class just to see him squirm in his chair, and be unable to form two sentences in front of the teacher without stammering. but above all, you loved being cruel, pretending through messages that you were going to touch him, suck him, drive him crazy to finally change your mind in front of him. âoh really? when did i say that? you know, i'm very confused. "
"o-on...by message..."
"are you saying i'm a liar, cameron?" you approached him threateningly, your eyebrows furrowed and your pout upset, forcing him to step back because your heels kicked on the ground was quietly intimidating. âoh you're gonna cry, stupid ? "
he softened himself, thinking that you will be kind to him. his shoulders slumped and he swallowed hard. you slid your mouth next to his ear. âyou should, loser. â
his eyes were in tears as you were playing your favorite game â bully him. sometimes you could be such a whore. but you were also terribly hot and he hated as much as he loved the effect you had on him.
you bust out laughing, before running a hand through his hair to gently pat his head. âI was kidding. don't be mad at me...or let me do something for you..." you pushed his hand into your panties. âdo your job. and you better do it well. â
he shaked his head vividly, as you could feel his fingers making their way to your pussy. he loved being inside you so much, even if it was just his hand. but sometimes you managed to make him so sick because you purposely didn't whine just to make him frustrated. you watched him exhaust himself with a puppy glaze, his completely soaked fingers thrusting in and out, fucking you deep, pooling your own wetness out of your cunt while fingering you. âh-heâŚlpâŚâ he pleaded, his own saliva running down his chin.
and you stood there with your lips sealed while he moaned against the side of your face because it felt so good. but it was also hard for you to contain all the spasms and pleasure that was coursing through your body. you were forced to control yourself, to not show anything while his fingertips moved back and forth inside your walls, slamming down your canal. his cock was so hard in his pants. it was terribly painful at this point. and you didn't care. all that frustration you inflicted on him, he took it out on the sex doll in his room. all the cum you didn't let him implode was going to be released in this girl's pussy.
today, you sat next to him, placing your bag noisily on his table.
âI thought you didnât want us to be seen together. " he commented.
" oh don't worry. I told my friends I was doing charity today. " you replied.
class had started and you had a lollipop in your mouth for a few minutes. and you knew very well that Rafe was unable to concentrate on what the teacher was saying when you were sucking that shit so close to him, with your sticky tongue latched on over the candy. you were making discreet but obscene noises. it was a classic cherry lollipop.
his cheeks had heated. you twisted your tongue around the candy, playing with it a little.
your muscle curled around the lollipop like you did so well around his cock, a few dripping licks had been liberally placed while you pretended to concentrate on the lesson.
âget your dick out.â you ordered. âi want to have fun.â
you didn't need to say it twice before his cock was released, springing free against his thighs. you don't know why you were always so amazed at his size. However, you had already seen it several times. but damn, that was the only thing he could dethrone you on. his heavy cock hung in the air, precum beading at the red tip.
he wore the cock ring that you ordered him to wear. âyou're gonna be even bigger, loser. âyou encouraged him.
you pushed the lollipop out of your lips to bring it to the glistening tip of his dick. you used the side of the candy to feel the precum wetting the sugar with amusement. you let the substance soak into the candy before letting it run down his erect shaft. you aimed the sweet treat at his penis, tracing the hard veins that ran along his member, while teasing him softly with the edible part of the stick.
you stroked his cock with the lollipop, teasing his entire length. you drove the candy over his hardened cock, watching the blood pressure enlarge his thick veins. the lollipop was so small next to it. when the candy had been completely wet and dripping, between a mixture of cum, sugar and saliva, you had slipped it between Rafe's lips. you pushed it against his tongue, forcing him to gasp over it, before applying pressure to his cheeks with your fingers to watch him swallow.
but you weren't finished, you wanted more. you spat discreetly into your hand before wetting his entire cock. you wanted to please him a little so you gave him this handjob he dreamed of in class. you fisted him up and down, feeling him grow in your grip, while you worked all dick. his balls were hard and heavy, perfectly caged between his legs.
he was trying so badly to hide his urge to moan, his lips were twisted and tense, his teeth buried inside his bottom one. he squirmed in his chair, his tummy twitching hard from the pleasure. you were so good with your hand. while you stroked him, you loved to tighten your fingers around him. it was at this moment that his gasps were more intense and that you started to pump him faster. the speed of your movements let him so weak, as cries rolling down his cheeks.
he was so pretty when he was about to explode. â is your dick hard for me, or because you're enjoying being a pussy ? â you murmured right in his ear.
strangely, you let him take your virginity on the same day. after you invited him to your house. and then there was no one at home, no evidence, no traces. no one would know.
âget on the bed. â you commanded. â you've got such a pretty face, will you let me sit on it ? i know you will because you will do anything to please me. â
he obeyed in a second and you undressed. you had taken off all of your clothes before sitting on his face. you had always dreamed of doing this and this was the perfect opportunity.
ânow, it's your choice. you can be a good boy that makes me cum with his tongue...or just a good dog that only knows how to lick. show me how you want to be treated. â
" y-yes...yes..i just want to make you feel good." he just pleaded, before being silenced by the contact of your pussy on his lips.
you were heavy. but in such a good way, he was so turned on by the way you were sitting on him, pressuring the weight of your body on his mouth, making yourself a seat on his face while he was already lapping at your soaked folds, tearing your lips apart with his tongue and starting to licks at your parts. your taste was so sweet, filled with the froth of his saliva. you began to rub yourself, pushing your cunt deeper inside his mouth to muffle his pathetic wimps. his voice was so needy.
as you were fucking his whole face, your asscheeks was brushing his nose, making him even more horny. his dick was thick, literally twitching over his flat tummy. the hard lines of his muscles were swollen.
you couldn't help but moan, but you wouldn't dare saying his name. he was lapping with such devotion, feeding your greedy cunt with needy and fat laps. his tongue was inside you, ruining your walls with appetite. he was drooling at the corner of his mouth, and on the underside of your butt.
it was as if his tongue only belonged inside you. you tried to stay in control even though you couldn't deny the pleasure that consumed you. âIt feels so good..." you had escaped, holding your breasts in the palm of your hands.
you gripped the sheets when he started to get wilder in the thrusts of his tongue. your body moved in sync. as he was below you, you took the opportunity to move your ass above him, lightly slapping his face with the jiggles of your cheeks. oh god, he was so pathetic, completely hard being crushed under your weight, having his face below your soaked pussy, being covered in your wetness and drool, having his cock painfully hard and leaking, because his mouth was fucked. you could feel his heavy breath coating the heat of your core.
he had cum all over his own stomach, and you rolled your eyes. it wasn't the first time he came without warning, it was so compulsive for him. he couldn't control it.
you lay down next to him before collecting the cum on his tummy, teasing the sticky white steam with your fingers before plunging them inside your pussy. you filled yourself with his releasing, your two eyes on him, white loads leaking at your entrance. â are you gonna Fuck me or do I need to make all the job by myself ? â
â i-iâŚâ
â such a pathetic boy, can't even speak properly with his mouth. â
you spread your legs, and he came closer. he was so needy that he was nervous. his hands were shaking, barely able to hold his throbbing cock. you had to wait a few minutes before he slipped inside you. he whimpered all his way to your walls at the comfort of your pussy around him.
because he couldn't wait any longer, he conducted several forceful thrusts into the deep of your core. he could see his own cum floating with your wetness at the outline of your swollen cunt. his cries was loud as he pounded into you deeper, making sure he strikes your spot everytime. he was sweating, a drop of sweats watering from his torso. your legs was locked againt his arms as he was fucking you like he ever dreamed of.
his breathing was running shorter and shorter as the heat was stronger. he sunk every inch of his dick in your hole.
he never fucked a girl and he didn't know if he was doing good but his head was empty. all his neurons were dead and it was all about sex and pleasure. and you were nothing better, all dumb by his fat cock, his merciless length feeding your insides. his face was hidden in your neck, his lips salivating on your flesh. " i-i-m...cu..a-aah..plea.seâŚ"
it wasn't already more than ten minutes but he couldn't help. he could cum literally every five minutes inside you, because of his urges, because of the way you make him feel. you were stuffed hard, all his shaft buried in your canal. every hard back and forth left his dick all red and sticky while he was leaving beads of cum on your slit. â that's a good boy. â you praised, biting your lower lips. â but now, are you gonna make me cum ? â
you wrapped a hand around his throat while he was on top of you. you let him fuck you and abuse your cervix. when he felt your fingers around his neck, it completely turned him on. and all his thrusts had become even more intense as he was increasing the pace. your stomach was spiraling, and his eyes were glued to that.
âh-harder..please..." he was begging at you from more pressure.
"such a freak..." you replied, before wrapping his neck tighter.
your grip was now tight around his throat, his eyes rolled back as he was still fucking you raw, all your pussy milking him. you were draining him. the blue of his gaze was perfect, shiny in the light of the room because of tears. he exploded again and again until his dick start to play difficult to fuck you another round.
he was so handsome.
it wasn't your habit but you kept him in your arms. you felt the need to be nice to him after all his efforts. he was still sweltering and sweating, his body decorated with cute red marks, and you couldn't help but smile.
âhey, you did so good for me. i'm proud, very proud. â you gently said.
your compliments had given him chills. and his tears had again welled up in his eyes.
âplease, cameron.stop being a crybaby. â you sighed with an annoying tone. âgod instead of cries, i should hear how grateful you are to let you fuck me. â
âthanks...y-you...â
âif your friends saw you like that..." you scoffed. "and if they saw you like that..." you whispered against his ear. "I can already hear the gossip...oh and your father, what would he think of you?"
you felt him shiver under your touch. âthat's why you need to be kind with me, rafe. but you're a good boy, aren't you? say it, say it to me. "
âI'm...your good boy. â he cried out with a gasp, shaking tears on his cheeks.
â look at yourself, not only are you a good boy, rafe cameron but you're also such a pathetic thing. this is why i need to make you mine. all mine.â
you stood up to take a red marker and marked on his back with permanent ink. â y/nâs private property. "
ânow, i wish you luck in hiding that you belong to me. â
he grimaced. â do you understand what it means ? you have my name on your fucking back. and you will have such a hard time removing it. you wanted to be obsessed with me ? fine, because now i leave you no choice than being devoted to me. you wake up, it's me. every time you jerk off, it's me. everything you think, it's me. everytime you breathe, it's me. i want everyone on that fucking island to know which pussy make you so dumb and pathetic. is it clear ? â your hands were gripping around his throat as you spoke.
he nodded his head like a good sub.
â words. â
â yesâŚi justâŚi just want you. â he sobbed, your hands around his neck making it difficult for him to answer properly.
â so what are you thinking right now ?â
â you. â he replied with such a pretty feverish tone.
â good answer, little boy. â you praised, while giving him a little pat on the cheeks. â now, who do you like ? â
â you. it's you. â he repeated.
â do you want me ? â
â i want you. â he confessed, moving into the space of your spreaded legs. his head was now on your lap, while you stroked his hair gently. â i need youâŚâ he continued.
â of course, you need me. i'm the only one to care about you. â when you rubbed his bottom lip, feeling the sweet wetness of his drool against your thumb, he let out a soft moan before opening his mouth, allowing you to brush fingers in his tongue.
his gaze was precious, a bit teary as his whole mouth was starting to suck your fingertips. his lips were moving faster around your fingers, taking them to the back of his warm tongue. you loved to watch your digits disappear on the side of his muscle, the sucking sounds filling the room as you could feel him grow again in his pants. he was whining at the feeling of pleasure, keeping your fingers in his mouth.
â mmhâŚstay like that. i want to take some picturesâŚâ you said in your casual mean girl tone. â you know, babyâŚfor sleepovers with my girlfriends , we really need something to make fun of and nothing makes us laugh more than pathetic men. â
your gaze went down his thighs. â oh god, i'm gonna take such beautiful picturesâŚplease, continue to make your dick leak. soak yourself, show them how pretty you are. i want them to be jealous of what we have. â
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Idk if requests are open but if they are may I request a Mammon x plus sized curvy reader with AuHDHD if that's alright?
Oh⌠darn. Well, Mammon probably wonât be lenient or nice about it. He is that type of guy so whilst heâs a bit offensive, I hope itâll be okay. Iâm not personally mocking being plus sized or having AuHDHD, I just doubt Mammon would be nice about it at firstâ but anyway
Mammon- Greatest Self
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Straight up⌠Mammon is pretty goddamn crude and a big selfish bastard. He doesnât apologise for anything he does and he doesnât regret being judgemental or discriminative since he only cares for himself
So, when he sees you⌠a âunappealing plus sized brat with a fucked up headâ thatâs apparently his new employee, has him apathetic and disinterested so he doesnât even care to be nice nor ease up his toxicity as your boss
Mammon didnât really fear insulting your physical body or your psychological issues. He finds both of them very annoying and he cannot bring himself to be patient with you, so for the first few months he had you hired. He treated you badlyâŚ
However, for the first time in his life, the Sin of Greed⌠genuinely felt something bad for somebody else upon making his nasty remarks when he saw the way you were upset over him
Mammon doesnât know why but he ended up changing his attitude with you since he couldnât take the sharp stabs in his heart anymore! He canât insult you without hurting himself. Eventually, he completely silences his bad treatment and tries his best to compliment you
Mammon actually really donât believe that disorders exist at all and when you, when gaining back trust to your Circus-decored sin boss, explain what AuHDHD is⌠he does his end to not laugh at the nonsense and listens up. He doesnât get all this medicine and this treatments yet he keeps trying to understand you anyway
Mammon likes his people attractive and thin and curvy. Whilst he doesnât think plus sized is attractive at first, he also thinks that there is a POSSIBLE chance that a plus sized curvy person can be hot and eventually, he does view you that way⌠your plush curves is soft and squishable
Honestly, he thirsts over you like crazy. Mammon loves to kiss and suck your soft plus-sized belly and waist. Feel your bigger thighs and your nice thick ass⌠he loves the same you feel, youâre amazing and he basically pants over your body
This is a lot less sexual but romantic passion, Mammon doesnât find anybody sexually thriving but romantically thriving. Itâs why he likes your body, he likes to dress you up and put you nice clothing and shoes⌠oh, it makes him flutter!
Donât worry, Mammon will NEVER let anybody insult your body or your conditions! He did previously but he doesnât anymore since youâre now his beloved partner so if anybody even dares to make fun of you, heâll devour them whole with no hesitation whatsoever
NOBODY hurts his beloved little kitten!
Mammon is the type of pampering lover, he enjoys giving you all kinds of wonderful presents and items pretty much 24/7 since his love language is in the form of âreceiving giftsâ. Itâs spoiling but itâs his best strength, getting the best things since whilst he hates spending money. Heâll spend it on him and you
Mammon is not usually a patient man at all but he is always doing his best for you since he has some weird obsession over you that he canât explain at al! He does his best to be patient with your conditions and understand your different attitudes arenât intentional⌠even if your tones may offend him
Mammon may like you a lot but he is still a awfully greedy money-eyed prick so heâll market you in whatever your best skill is so he can profit from it but he will gladly give you⌠a proportion of that income gain. He only slightly exploits you where he exploits everybody 100%
Mammon enjoys having you match him in clothing or accessorises! So, he likes to get you to wear whatever he is at the time, Iâm afraid youâll have to get use to this little cute thing until he gets bored of it⌠which will probably take some time so heâll make you his Mini Me and admire how cute you look!
Mammon treats you like a Prince/Princess/Royal amongst the workplace so you get special privileges, and his employees do as you want when you want by his command. If youâre hungry, they give you food first. If you need time alone to handle your AuDHD, they are to leave right away
Mammon personally doesnât think you need to do anything for anybody else so when you tell him, after a long day, about people saying you need to lose your weight. Heâll basically say; âyou donât need to change for anybodyâ but if you ever want to change your plus-sized form, heâll be there to support you⌠in the most Mammon way
Now. To top up your relationship with the Aussie Greed King, Mammon is not the most perfect boyfriend and heâs always trying to improve his ugliest traits to not hurt your feelings so he needs time but he does love you and heâll show it
âEh? Doân wanâa perform this year, babe? Yaâd make aâ adorable one, ya know. Crikey, crikey. Ay, I was just saying, doll⌠donât need to hiss at me like that. Luciferâs will. Would maâ performinâ with ya help at all?â
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Pantalone x Reader | Angst | Pantalone hates himself | Tipsy | No smut
ALCOHOL; MURDER MENTIONED; CURSING
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Pantalone is standing on the balcony drinking wine when you slowly approach him from behind the back. Your steps are silent and deliberate, as if youâre afraid to ruin the moment of his serenity.
âJust who do you think you are coming up behind a Harbinger announcedâŚ?â Pantaloneâs voice trails off and his face becomes long at the sight of you. Anyone, but you. His gaze quickly examines you.
âYou?â
He sounds like he canât believe it. Perhaps he has drunk too much wine and is hallucinating.
âWhy arenât you enjoying the party? A big day for the Fatui as an organisation.â
âThe parties are too loud. I dislike loud noises.â You reply nonchalantly, as a matter of fact.
âAh, without a doubt Northland Bank is abundant on lavish decorum and excessive amount of⌠visitors. Everyoneâs coming here to congratulate us.â He smirks, raising his glass full of wine to his lips. âStill, Iâm not sure coming to me is the same as finding peace. Knowing that I engage in monologues here and there.â
There is a pause between the two of you. Yes - Pantalone is sure known for a habit of yapping, a sharp long tongue and ability to manipulate peopleâs emotions. You are aware, thatâs for sure⌠Slowly approaching him closer and closer you finally appear to his right and place your hand on the balcony ledge.
âAt least those monologues are interesting.â
âReally,â Pantalone says with a harsh, unlike him lowly tone, completely mocking your observation.
âYou actually want to talk to me, or are you just being polite because of what I could do to you?â
He places his wine glass on the ledge near his hand.
âYouâre so untrusting and wary. It might just scare people away. But I can understand that. I am familiar with the concept of keeping people at a long distance.â
âOh, I happen to notice that. You have no friends, do you? I wouldnât be surprised, given your detached demeanour and unapproachable look.â
âSaid the coldest man in Snezhnaya.â
Pantalone swallowed your words, raising his chin up high.
He turned away, looking at the night sky - so peaceful and indigo.
âAt school, others would always find me a bit weird. Seems like nothingâs changed since then.â He laughs bitterly but then freezes, realising how intimate the slipped words sound. âPardon me, it must have been the wine.â
âNo⌠Perfectly fine.â You grasp the desperate attempt to pretend like what he said was not personal at all.
But Pantalone seemed like accepting his defeat.
âI take pride in being the odd one, howeverâ, he covered his embarrassment with quick words.
âNo doubt about thatâ, you replied as quickly as him.
âI hope though that you are wholeheartedly alright with my talking.â
You see Pantaloneâs hand slowly move over the ledge closer to your own. He follows your gaze, watching you look at the movement of his fingers. Your hand slowly moves in accordance to his, tracing the way on the ledge, your rings clinking. Pantalone moves slightly even closer, making your fingers finally interact. And then, you finally feel him cover your hand. A gesture so innocent, so unlike him.
The silence fallen onto the two of you becomes as much uncomfortable as thrilling. Not knowing whether you can suffer it anymore, you almost push the words out your throat:
âTalk economy to me.â
Pantalone gives your hand a light squeeze and sucks in the air loudly.
âYouâre scaring me. Youâre genuinely scaring me.â
âWhy?â
In velvety tone, he mutters:
âYour presence⌠Your whole being⌠It feels⌠I donât know what it feels like. And I hate not knowing something.â
âHow come? A genius banker is afraid of something so innocent!?â
Pantalone scoffs, relaxing his tense hand, so tense that the veins were popping up.
âInnocent? There is nothing innocent about you. If you were innocent, you wouldnât be listening to me. If you were innocent, you wouldnât willingly come visit me. If you were innocent, you wouldnât stay here and look at me like⌠this.â
âWhat instead do you want me to look at you like?â
He spurts the words out: âLike youâre fucking terrified of me. Like you cannot stand my mere fucking presence. Like you know damn better than chatting with me here, perfectly aware of me having so much power I could kill you and no one would investigate.â
âIs that truly what you want?â
âNo. I want you to be here. I am enjoying this immensely, that out of all people you chose to engage in conversation with me.â The smirk on Pantaloneâs face falters. âBut I donât know if I am worthy of it.â
He plants a soft kiss on the back of your hand and holds his lips there for a long while.
âThat is for me to decide who I deem worthy.â
âYou intrigue me. Do you think I can be good for you?â
âDonât belittle yourself. Anyone but you, Pantalone.â
Pantalone leans closer to you, caging with his body. His arm snakes around your neck, slowly tracing the path down, like a snake running your back. You push yourself towards him, focusing on his lips. Pantalone almost opens his mouth, ready to respond to your attitude before the balcony door is thrown open. The both of you immediately step a good distance from each other.
âHey, the cake is being served. Donât miss the ceremony, you two lonely chatters.â Pantalone mutters a curse, annoyed at Childe rushing to ruin the moment so intolerably. He bites his lip to prevent from cursing out loud.
âY/N, you didnât even dance. Not much of a party lover are you?â
Silencing Tartaglia, Pantalone barks back.
âI wouldnât call it is a lonely chat. You see I found someone to listen to me, unlike you, Tartaglia.â
âGood riddance, youâll finally free me of your yapping?â
Pantalone shakes his head, ignoring the Eleventh.
âI donât mind participating in the cake presentation.â
âGlad to hear that.â
Pantalone fixes his tie, still upset by having his moment with you ruined so audaciously. You walk out together.
âPretend like youâre not bad-tempered.â You whisper to him.
âMe, bad-tempered? Absurd.â
âYour whole face is saying âApproach me and Iâll kill youâ.â
âAnd I suppose youâre suddenly an expert at reading my moods, are you not?â
You feel him give your hand a tight squeeze.
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IN-CHARACTER QUOTES FROM DISCORD
UNHINGED SENTENCE STARTERS FEATURING THINGS SAID BY MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS WHILE WRITING AS OUR MUSES IN A CRACK-BASED NONCANON GROUP CHAT. This post is dedicated to Em, Liz, Tanny, Nellie, Mel, Ange, and everyone else in the server who recognizes these quotes â you know who you are đ
CHANGE gendered words and in-universe phrases as needed.
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â  Have you forgotten that you should not steal someoneâs property? â
â  I could slap that smug look off his face right now! â
â  Your ears are a lie. â
â  Woah woah that's - that's a bad word. â
â  I donât know if itâs allowed and quite frankly I donât care. Fuck the rules. â
â  Time for gremlin activities! â
â  I hate this man. Let's prank him. â
â  We are all going on strike today I swear â
â  Looks like I need to invest in a kid leash. â
â  DONT BE COWARDS!! JOIN THE STRIKE!! â
â  I support her saying what needs to be said! I am done with the silencing of women!!!! â
â  I like the dramatics. â
â  I did not ask for a second opinion. â
â  You seem to be doing a great job at being a nuisance. â
â  NO BITING MY EMPLOYEES! â
â  do you want me to bring you cheese? â
â  Next move, start chewing on the door frames â
â  I like crumbs. They are like a little midnight snack in my bed at night. â
â  if he wants to be a worm, LET HIM BE A WORM â
â  the rest of you suck my toe â
â  To be fair I am simply vibing. â
â  I am going to commit a war crime! â
â  I am manifesting being happy. â
â  Am I gonna talk shit WITH you guys? because im down to talk shit about pretty much anyone â
â  Who says? We shall revolt without question. â
â  Let's just start burning stuff. â
â  Did you just call me... small? â
â  Can I convert you with my kazoo propaganda? â
â  We were radicalised by The Little Mermaid. â
â  Penny in the swear jar, now. â
â  My last words are, bros before hoes. â
â  The old men are trying to be trendy. â
â  I can do whatever I want too! â
â  Can we go one day without an interruption from an American? â
â  I am so sorry. He enjoys conflict. â
â  Why is he so tall? â
â  For legal reasons, kids, that's a joke. â
â  Would you like to fight the adults? â
â  You're not meant to bite people, it's frowned upon. â
â  Heâs a fun killer, don't listen to him! â
â  Ow! Stop kicking me! â
â  I have quite literally begged you not to kick, hit, or bite today. â
â  BUT I thought we were buds, pals, amigos, chums, friends. â
â  Oh shiiiii someoneâs in trouble â
â  How much caffeine have you had in the last hour? â
â  I'll be honest they wouldn't be so bad if they didn't speak. â
â  Is this goof meant to be dead or what? â
â  I am a witch. â
â  This one reeks of self confidence when he clearly doesn't think before opening his mouth. â
â I call bullshit on that rule! â
â  The point is I have a cane and Iâm not afraid to use it. â
â  If you slap me, Iâll cane you. â
â  Yippee for women. â
â  FUCK THE PATRIARCHY â
â  Sorry for being British. â
â  Oi who's playing that ominous music? â
â  I'm strong because I eat carrots. Oh wait or is that to see in the dark.... it's for something. â
â  I will say sorry when i'm caught, don't you worry. â
â  AND YOU CALLED ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE! â
â  ... He's done for. Broken beyond repair. Someone play Taylor Swift. â
â  Please refrain from punching one another. â
â  He is becoming one with the spider I believe. â
â  If anybody asks I will say I made you, then you will not get in trouble! â
â  Can I be a girlboss too? I am not rude to women and I do what i like â
â  Yippee for patriotism! â
â  ⌠i could make you guys rat costumes â
â  Do you think if we started stealing bread we would lose our jobs? â
â  why do British people â
â  ⌠you all need therapy. â
â  Do you ever feel if you breathe the wrong way he will bite you? â
â  I actively avoid whatever this is. â
â  CARRY ME. â
â  What if, and hear me out, they both promise not to do it again? â
â  I wanna steal all his socks. â
â  My socks were stolen! â
â  Hey, watch it now. Only I'm allowed to insult me. â
â  You couldnât whisper to save your life. Itâs pitiful. â
â  Both of you are insufferable. â
â  The law is overrated. â
â  Iâm afraid. Miss, you arenât my type. â
â  No. I swear on my life. I am being a gentleman â
â  I support womenâs wrongs. â
â  ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE!!! â
â  GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE RIGHT NOW â
â  He bites? Are you .. joking? Please say you're joking. â
â  If you like piĂąa coladas and getting caught in the rain ifyou're not into yoga if you have half a brain if you like makin' love at midnight in the dunes on the cape then I'm the love that you've looked for write to me and escape đśđś â
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My appreciation.
September 2023, I started the "a court of thorns and roses" series. Booktok got me hyped to read it so when I did, I really enjoyed it. (I fell victim to liking Rhysand and the inner circle, forgive me)
Feyre, Tamlin, and Lucien were my favorite characters. Their dynamic, how their relationship grew, I loved it all. (I was also a hater of Nesta but I changed now, my mind opened.)
I also saw spoilers on Tik Tok about acomaf and Rhysand which put me into a slump and I didn't continue reading the series again until April 2024. Yeah, it was that bad.
Finding out that people hated Tamlin for his later actions got me bummed because I really liked him at the time. I got spoiled for the rest of the series but I don't really care for spoilers that much.
During my slump, I made an account on Tumblr. I mostly liked posts but I would comment at times. I was afraid of making a post because I was just nervous.
I still had love for Tamlin so I avoided the Acotar side of Tumblr for a while. Because what if someone came after for my thoughts or opinions? That scared me. I felt somewhat alone when it came to not hating Tamlin or seeing him as a "villain" (he's more morally grey). I also still didn't like Rhysand because of the whole under the mountain thing which weirded me out.
Then one faithful day, I was looking through the Bryce Quinlan tag after finding out about her when I saw this post (it was about the crossover) and it was the first anti Rhysand post I liked.
And I clicked on the anti Rhysand tag and my third eye opened. When it came to booktok, I thought that hating this man was some sort of taboo.
These guys showed his wrongdoings, went on analysis, how he was toxic, how he treated certain characters, etc. Thanks to them, I was right to feel what I felt about him. He fucking sucks.
I then went on the pro Tamlin tag and I had finally found my people. Ones that shared the same thoughts as I did when it came to Tamlin and it gave me inspiration to make my first post on here.
(And the rest was history...) *cue the clapping*
Nah but seriously, I want to give my appreciation to the Tamlin, Nesta, Lucien, and Eris fans, the anti Rhysand people, the inner circle haters, and the people who just hate this series in general. I'm grateful for finding a community where I fit right in and where I won't get burned at the stake for my opinion (most of the time). I actually made friends on here which is great because I usually suck at making friends (Me and Tamlin twinning, can't make friends for shit) so this is great.
TIME FOR THE TAGS!!!
Giving my appreciation to the people who inspired me to become the blog that I am today: @szalonykasztan00, @copypastus (love your artâ¤), @shi-daisy, @arson-09, @thrumbolt, @achaotichuman, and @feyres-divorce-lawyer (so glad that I found you on tik tok first, a fellow Rhysand hater).
My mutuals where we are united by both love and hate: @sonics-atelier (thanks for making those analysis posts), @wingsdippedingold, @rin-u-pos, @positivelyruined (bless you for the Luke Eisner fancastđđž), @nickel156, @viktoriaashleyyx, @thatapologisttoyourantis.
And those who I first found out on tik tok and then found them again on Tumblr (some are mutuals, some aren't and the first two I found out there asoiaf tik toks): @watcherintheweyr, @kataraavatara, @booksnwriting.
Yuh, that's about it. Just wanted to make something nice and sweet. Thanks to my 107 followers that I got for mostly being a hater or from other stuff that I post.
Me to all of you (This feels corny but I was born on the cobđ˝):
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(Here's the posts I was talking about.)
#acotar#tamlin#pro tamlin#tamlin deserves better#tamlin acotar#appreciation post#follower appreciation#you're the best#mutual appreciation
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FOR THE BETTER | chapter 2
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â° warnings: mentions of alcohol, drunk jack hughes
â° natâs note: iâm back once again! thank u all for the love you have showed chapter 1, itâs truly appreciated.
â° additional note: there are 2 insta posts that align with this chapter! click on the masterlist link below to view them đ¤
â° masterlist
february 24thÂ
âSing that verse againâ Julian said. He was one of the producers on your upcoming album, and you were currently recording the first single.Â
âBreak my heart & I swear Iâm movin on, with your, favorite athlete!â You sang, trying to sound as melodic as possible.Â
âPerfect!â Julian said as he removed his headphones and headed into the booth to go over some things with you. Jack, Luke & Quinn were all sitting on the couch nearby, watching you record the song.Â
When you stepped back into the room with the boys, you wanted to know their thoughts.Â
âSooo do you guys like it?â You asked, afraid of what your brothers would say.
âI really like the chorus. Super vibey, you know?â Luke got up and started dancing a little before Quinn yanked him back down.Â
âItâs got a good message. So far itâs my favoriteâ Jack said, to which you replied âItâs the only song Iâve recorded, Jackâ
âOkay well itâs insanely good, Y/n/n. Weâre very proud of youâ Quinn smiled from his seat.Â
âThanks guys. Also donât feel like youâre being held hostage in here. Feel free to go out and do your own thing. Iâll be fineâ You gave the boys a light grin and each their own hug as they decided to head to the rink to get some practice in.Â
Later on that evening, after spending the entire day at the studio planning out concepts for a music video, you went back to the apartment you shared with your brothers. Quinn was leaving in the morning, as he had to go back to Vancouver.Â
Yes, the breakup sucked and you wished you hadnât gone through it at all, but you were doing a lot better than you thought youâd be. Spending most of your free-time writing new songs or recording melodies that pop into your head at random points throughout the day.Â
Your brothers were always concerned for you, seeing as this was your first true heartbreak, but you were handling it better than they thought. You seemed happier, which your brothers all missed because you were always so full of energy.Â
Just as you were writing in your room, someone had knocked on your door, presumably Jack letting you know that dinner was ready. You placed your journal down and made your way to open the door. Jack stood there, admiring the doorframe as he waited for you.Â
âFirst, dinnerâs almost ready. Secondly, thereâs a gala next month that all the players must attend. They said we could each bring a plus one, and I know you havenât really been out in a while since youâve been writing so if you want to come with me & Luke, youâre more than welcome toâ Jack smiled at you, truly hoping youâd say yes because he hated seeing you locked up in your room and avoiding social interaction.Â
Youâd lived in New Jersey for a while now, but you never made the effort to meet your brothersâ teammates. It would be a nice change of scenery.Â
âWhy not, sounds niceâ You smiled as you accepted Jackâs invitation.Â
âAs long as itâs not within the next week because Iâll be filming the new music videoâ
âNo no itâs not. I think itâs like the 16th or somethingâ
âOkay great. Iâll free my scheduleâ
march 16th
After much assistance from your stylist, you decided to wear a black sheer Givenchy dress. It adorned your features perfectly, and you felt like the most stunning woman in the world.Â
Due to your brothers being actual players on the team, they were required to walk the red carpet. You were just behind them, not wanting to overstep any boundaries. Afterall, it was your first time meeting the team so naturally you wanted to set a good first impression. You took some solo pictures and made your way into the venue.
As you followed your brothers so they could introduce you to everyone, one man in particular caught your eye from across the room. He had a white dress shirt on, his suit jacket discarded somewhere in the room. He made eye contact with you over his glass of wine before directing his attention back to the man infront of him.Â
Your mind stayed on the mystery man all night, eyes scanning the room every now and then in hopes of making eye contact once more but unfortunately, heâd disappeared from your line of sight. Turning your attention back to Luke and his teammate Dawson, trying to actually make friends with a few of these guys.Â
Just when you were about to head to the restroom, you felt an arm sling around your shoulders. You turned to find Jack, who appeared to be a tad bit drunk, with 2 men following right behind him.Â
âY/n, this is Jesper & Nico. Nico & Jesper, this is Y/nâ Your brother slurred. Jesper reached out and you shook his hand. Jesper was extremely sweet and easy to talk to. When you looked over at the other name, your heart dropped. It was the man youâd made eye contact with earlier.Â
âPleasure to meet youâ He said, his voice nearly making you fall to your knees. The damn accent literally made you weak in the knees for a moment. You were lost in his eyes for a moment, taking in all his features before being pulled back into reality.
You noticed his hand was out, just as Jesperâs was, for you to shake. Your face flushed bright pink the moment your hands made contact. You looked to the ground in attempt to hide your blush at the simple action. You smiled at the man before excusing yourself, desperately needing to go the the restroom to get yourself together.Â
The second you were behind closed doors, you braced yourself on the sink, holding onto it for support. This felt completely different from what youâd felt in the past. You had butterflies in the pit of your stomach from the second you walked in.Â
This couldnât be happening, at least not now. Youâd spent the past month and a half putting up walls, making it extremely difficult for you to trust anyone, and Nico waltzes into your life and makes them crumble within seconds.Â
You didnât want a relationship right now, but Nico made that extremely difficult. All with just a single look.Â
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Aizawa crush headcanons
âaizawa crush headcanons, but like make him realize heâs in love with you at the end, so that like, he can do something about it or he canât ignore itâ
asked by a good friend of mine irl. she didnât mention gender so iâm going with afab since i havenât written for that yet âĄ
(ps iâm not going to mention what type of person he would like unless you req that i want to keep this as neutral as possible)
aizawa having a crush on you means finding cats to take care of together
it means warm, comfortable, solidarity silence
he would still be himself around you for sure, he would want you to like him for who he is
changing himself is too much effort. if you donât like him back heâll have to move on whether it hurts or not
people still need teaching and saving after all and the world isnât going to stop just for him
being a realist heâs aware of that
but that doesnât mean he isnât going to clean up if you go out somewhere together (prior to dating, first impressions are everything)
he wouldnât be afraid to tell you like it is if you ask for his opinion,
in his eyes sugarcoating things arenât going to help you
but he wouldnât necessarily be as harsh on you as he is on his students or mic
to woo you he wouldnât really do anything above and beyond
he acknowledges that he likes you but he doesnât want to waste time if his crush on you doesnât blossom into something bigger
so instead of going all out he relies on things like little compliments, little favors and quality time
examples;
âyou donât look half bad today l/nâ
ânot too shabby, i guessâ *combs hand through hair* (yeah thatâs another thing, heâll do little gestures to sway you but weâll dabble into that more later)
âyou smell fresh, thatâs a nice aromaâ
for little favorsâŚâŚ
you: âahh crap i left my keys in my carâ
him: *magically knows a way to open locked out cars* you: *clearly having a rough day* him: *opens a window for you to vent* you: âawww man the last of ____ is sold out!â
him: âhmm..well, iâll keep an eye out for when itâs back in stockâ *the very next day* âoh yeah turns out i already had one i just forgot, here you can have itâ
im not lying he actually did have one and forgot
as far as quality time:
inviting each other over for movie nights (he always falls alseep so you get most of the popcorn- đ unless itâs his favorite movie- then he stays up eyes red and all, while sucking nothing out of an empty juicy box)
although movie night only happens when your closer friends though- he keeps his friend circle small because anyone could betray him and he doesnât like people (he doesnât hate them either he just stays to himself)
quality time for him can also be texting and checking up on each other
it doesnât always have to be physical for him to feel appreciated
if YOU want to sway HIM though
get him a cat
self explanatory
but you can also listen to him when he talks, shoulder massages (only when your real close tho), give it to him straight.. definitely donât be phonyâŚand yeah!
pretty much be yourself
if he doesnât fall for you himself thereâs no way to convince him to
and if he falls for you itâs not for any facade you put on
its for your real true self
your personality.
he accepts your flaws and who you are but he will talk to you about bettering yourself a few times if theyâre really bad and habitual (which heâs perfect if you have low self esteem because heâll help you realize you might be overthinking and underestimating yourself, bringing you back to reality like the realist he is)
heâs not necessarily judgmental though
i feel like the part of him thatâs not afraid to tell it like it is, is being misunderstood as him being judgmental
anyway thatâs for when he has a crush on you
now its time for love
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okay so what (for), when, where and why right?
(âwhat about who? đ¤âď¸â YOU, FOOL!)
so what (for):
i dabbled in this okay? he loves your personality
for your flaws, your strengths, your weaknesses, your IQ (high or low), your fears
he loves everything about you
when?:
probably when you guys are pretty close
not him and mic close
but yâall have been friends for some time now
i say a couple of months
he doesnât fall fast
maybe first though, if you an oblivious typa person
where (does he realize);
he was probably sitting on his couch after dinner, waiting for his shower to get hot, snug as a bug in his sleeping bag, drinkin a juicy box.
see the vision?
okay
so he was thinkin n thinkin n thinkinâŚ
about you.
wait.
about you
why was he thinking so much about you.
omg wait..
he just remembered..
your beautiful smile (donât care if itâs crooked, missing teeth, over/underbite- itâs GOREGEOUS)
your beautiful hair
your beautiful eyes
your personality
he realized he was thinking about you so much becauseâŚ
he loves you
sits there head empty for a hot minuteâŚ
then falls asleep..
(rip water bill- shower still running)
why?:
wym why he fell in love? your YOU!!
your amazing even if he doesnât say it all the time
or even if you donât think it
even if no else thinks it!
someone does!
him!
heâs not the type of person to romanticize the person he loves
but he does accept you!
but as i said he loves you most for personality!
purely, trulyâyou
now letâs dabble back into the little gestures heâll do to sway you once he realizes he loves you
for one like i said heâll comb his hair in his fingers
and if he sees you find that attractive heâll do it a little more around you
now keep in mind
your special
he doesnât go around doing things like that for just anyone
no matter how small the change if itâs not beneficial he wonât do it
but this is beneficial
because heâs trying to court you ;)
he loves you, and he wants you to love him back now :)
but anyways
back on topic
heâll also shrink his personal bubble around you
so now you can;
stand a little closer than normal
brush your fingers together
have your arms side by side
touch knees together when sitting
lay your head in his lap during movie night and he wonât say anything
(he wouldnât pet your head but heâs not going to move you either)
rest your head on his shoulder as he does stuff/work (usually in private like when heâs planning his lessons on weekends)
speaking of that you can now come over unannounced and heâll be glad to see you, ask you about your day, etc
back on topic to gestures he does,
his favors can get more personal,
like if you need to run errands but arenât feeling well heâll go shopping for you
(although i will say he doesnât like shopping and has no idea what brands of products you normally buy heâll do it to help you out)
heâll also feel comfortable putting his arm on your shoulder (not around, on)
the gestures arenât a lot because he isnât the most cuddly guy (in my realistic headcanons)
but they mean something to you
AN: i tried to write canon aizawa more than fanon because itâs better that way to me but if anyone wants a little more cuddly/fanon aizawa iâd be happy to give it to them
iâm really happy with the way this turned out so i hope everyone can enjoy as well
ps: if you want specifically how he asks you out id love to do that (i might do it anyways đ)
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The blue sky in your eyes
Soukoku Ok, you know about when you are crying and itâs the most beautiful day outside, so you think like, âthe sky should be as sad as I amâ. With that in mind this scene came up, and itâs more of Dazai having that thought, and deciding to latch on another anchor to validate his mood.
Dazai doesnât remember when it changed. One day, before he could realize, he wasnât looking up to calm him down anymore.
It was a thing that had stayed in his body almost like a program inside a robot. Whenever he felt overwhelmed, trapped, or just wanted to be gone, he would look up. And see the sky.
It was a dangerous gamble. He knows that, but what is life without a little danger? Look up when you want to burn the world, and if the world apparently wants you to burn it too, it would respond with a shitty sky.
For some really annoying reason, it was rare, and when faced with the most common blue sky sprinkled with some clouds, he would just decide to lay down and do some cloud watching. â If sometimes he happens to be in the middle of the road, what can he do? Itâs the system.
It was in that situation that Chuuya appeared one day. Thinking about it now, Dazai is almost sure it was then that it changed.
It was a bad day. He had fucked up, big time, he had too many subordinates killed, the drug he was suppose to retrieve was shattered on the floor, all that piled up, with the dooming notion that, on top of everything, he would have to report back to Mori at the end of the day. He was not afraid of the man, never. But, and with a lot of buts, Mori was his boss, and he, despite how Dazai hated to admit it, had power.
So he laid down, this time in a park, and looked at the sky. Cussing once more at the view of the overwhelming blue with those stupid fluffy clouds.
âWhat are you so angry about?â A voice popped up beside him and Dazai just closed his eyes.
âIâm meditating, could you please leave? It would be nice.â The guy just hummed at that.
âYou fucked up real bad this time uh.â
Leaning on his elbow he glares at Chuuya.
âI did not. They were incompetent and now the one facing the consequences is me.â He groans and lays back down. âIâm here, alive, in the shit while they managed to die, how is that fair?â
After some minutes of silence he hears some shuffling beside him and when he looks over, Chuuya is laying down at his side.
âSo? Why are we angry at the sky?â
âWe?â
âI hope he didnât do much, cause it really sucks to fight, the⌠you know, the infinity blue.â
Dazai chuckles. âYou can attack it at night when itâs black then.â
âBut I have to see to make it a good fight.â
Dazai looks up at a little cloud with a beautiful shape, he pulls his arms up and tries to grab it.
âI know what you are thinking, that does not look like a hanging ropeâ
âYou are so mean, if it wasn't, how could you know that was what I was seeing, hm?â
âBecause I know how crazy you are.â The boy puts his arms in the back of his head and continues to scan the sky. âYou want backup?â
âFor what? To talk with the boss?â He scoffs at that. âWe arenât kids being reprimanded by our fathers.â
He can sense Chuuya shifting to the side and staring at him.
âNo, itâs worse.â He waits some more minutes and when Dazai doesnât dare to respond he continues. âItâs okay to be scared.â
âIâm not.â
âBullshit.â At that Dazai looks at the redhead. And is caught by the depth of his eyes.
They are more gray than blue now, even with the sun right upon them. Somehow, that was comforting, to look at them and see something other than just clear blue. Chuuya seemed mad, probably at Dazai, but at the same time it didnât feel quite that.
âJust a crappy day. It will pass eventually, like any other.â
âYou can talk shit about crappy days you know? Instead of..â He waves his hand at Dazai. âPicking a fight with the sky.â
Dazai gaps at that and puts his hand dramatically on his chest.
âFor your information, he was obviously taunting me.â Chuuya rolls his eyes at that. âHe should be suffering just like me, with rain pouring on us, or with fog, or at least cloudy, this-â He points accusingly at the sky. âIs just outrageous.â
He sees Chuuya slowly getting back up and brushing off some grass from his clothes before walking to him and offering a hand, to which Dazai just glares suspiciously.
âYou are blocking my view.â
âCome on, nothing will come out of just sulking in the park, the weather forecast says it will be a sunny day all the way up.â
âAnd what do you propose?â
âGet it over with and then, I donât know, open a bottle of wine.â
âI prefer whiskey.â
âIâm not drinking that.â
âSo you are drinking too?â
âWell, duh.â
Good enough, Dazai takes Chuuyaâs hands and they both start walking to the Mafia building. Before entering he takes one more glimpse of the sky, and sighs, blue as always. And so he turns to Chuuyaâs eyes that were already changing their shade again.
So much better.
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One Bad Day
This is my first ever post on tumblr and Iâm not sure if anyone will ever see it or if itâs worth reading but I had this thought and I wanted to share it with others. If anyone does read it Iâd love to hear your thoughts.
In the famous comic/movie âThe Killing Jokeâ the Joker says that it only takes one bad day to drive a person insane. As a fan of the Lackadaisy I had the realization that this can applied to all of the current and former main Lackadaisy characters (Mitzi, Mordecai, Victor, Zib, and Rocky). This collective âone bad dayâ was the day Atlas was murdered. This might not sound like it makes sense or could be applied to everyone but the day Atlas died started a chain of events that permanently changed all those affected by it. To best break it down Iâll go over how this âone bad dayâ affected each character.
MITZI
As the grieving widow Mitzi let her grief drive her to make increasingly morally questionable decisions that led to her losing Wick and Zib. Her pain led to her manipulating those around her, Wick for money, which would be discovered and ultimately lead to a break up with a woman he clearly had feelings for, and getting Rocky into getting alcohol despite the danger this puts him in. She becomes so obsessed with saving the Lackadaisy that the ounce beautiful Georgia rose was reduced to a prickly bush. When Zib offered her a way out her pain her trauma prevented her from doing so, all stemming from that one bad day.
MORDECAI
a man defined by order and precision, Mordecais meticulously constructed world fell to pieces thanks to one bad day. Atlas raised him and when he was taken away the structures that protected him collapsed. Despite his cold exterior he does hold compassion for those he cares about like Victor and Atlas. He abandoned and crippled Victor, his one and only friend after he refused to retire. Mordecai infiltrated the Marigold to find Atlasâs killer, making reckless choices, like crippling his best friend, getting sucked into a voodoo cult, kidnapping a man for information under the Savoyâs noses, and robbing the Lackadaisy, choices defined by pain, fear and desperation.
VICTOR
he never cared much for Atlas but his death made him lose his one freind who crippled him and now is forced to watch the Lackadaisy a place he helped build, rot. All while being reduced to a bartender and being further damaged by a shotgun blast to the chest, one can compare it to being trapped in purgatory all thanks to one bad day.
ZIB
Zib hated Atlas, not because of what he was but for what he did to Mitzi. Mitzi married a villain and after Atlasâs death became one. He held on to the hope that she would leave, that they could go on the road again. In the end, Zib would give up on her leaving her to pick up her pearls. After years in the Lackadaisy, Zib had been hollowed out, reduced to a drunken, tobacco stained shell of his former self, but watching Mitzi turn into the ruthless criminal she married broke him, a chain of unfortunate events stemming from one bad day.
ROCKY
Rocky is arguably the most tragic of all the characters in Lackadaisy, losing his parents at a young age, dominated by some form of mental illness that leaves him despised by most, kicked out of his Aunts house for an incident he may or may not have been responsible for, finding solid ground with the Lackadaisy only to see it all fall apart. Seeing everything burning around him he gave into his worst impulses in order to make himself useful to the Lackadaisy. His love (plutonic love) for Mitzi and his desire to be a part of the band led him to become increasingly erratic and reckless, he enlisted his cousin and Ivy into the fight, leading to Calvin becoming a killer and Ivy becoming more afraid and confused. Rocky may always have been crazy but the innocent antics of his youth were transformed into something darker and more destructive. One bad day brought the worst side of Rocky out just like the others.
CONCLUSION
âOne bad dayâ, the Joker lost his family and was deformed by chemicals, his already poor life experiences provided a foundation for his madness. Like Joker the characters directly affected by Atlasâs death provided the final push that sent them into a spiral of despair, chaos, sadness and even madness. While none of these characters were exactly âordinaryâ or good people in general, they had stable lives but when that was stripped away they were left broken and vulnerable leading them on their respective paths to damnation. Of course this is just my interpretation of these characters and I wouldnât consider this little essay to be anything taken seriously.
thank you for anyone who took the time out of their day to read this and if you have any comments Iâd love to hear them!
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WHY DONâT YOU LOVE ME DADDY | vinnie hacker
--- MINORS PLEASE FUCK OFF FOR UR OWN GOOD ---
you donât think vinnie loves you so you flirt with his friends, he proves that your his
ROOMMATE!VINNIE X FEM!READER
WARNINGS: NSFW CONTENT MINORS DNI, friendâs with benefits typa relationship, degradation kink, spanking, pet names, unprotected sex (use birth control idiots), brat taming, oral (m reciving), fingering, slight dumbification, harsh sex to really fluffy sexÂ
word count: 2.8k
authorâs note: this is inspired by the song why donât you by father
âVinnieeeâ I slurred out, I was slightly tipsy from my friends being here earlier and us drinking and shit talking about boys and relationships. I was currently snuggled up in me bed in my bra and underwear re-watching âskinsâ while smoking some weed to combat with my stupid fucking ex breaking up with me over me living with a guy- I hate that asshole so much.Â
âWhat the fuck do you wantâ He said groaning and walking into my room
âVincent can you please can you go downstairs and get me some Aspirin and Tumsâ I say with a pout, I know my hangovers and if I donât have medicine Iâm gonna be a bitch.
He flops onto my bed and looks at me while I lay down next to him, âWas this guy really worth all this shitâ He asks looking at me, âWhy did he even break up with you, what did you do?â
I may or may have not told Vinnie yet that the fact I broke up with my boyfriend was because of him, âIt wasnât that big of a deal anyways, donât worryâ I fail to look reassuring,Â
âCâmon dude were close, I LIVE WITH YOU, I wonât judge youâ He says with a pout and who am I to deny such an adorable sight
I sigh, âHe was just generally overprotective and possessive or whatever but um the main reason he broke up with my was erm cause I lived with youâ I close my eyes shut afraid of what Vinniesâs reaction might be but he sits up and just looks baffled
âWait wait youâre telling me he broke up with you cause you lived with me?â He says it like itâs unbelievable
I just chuckled, âYeah I guess he thought that we were a thing behind his back or somethingâ
âDamn that sucks man Iâm really sorry, why didnât you just move out with him?â He asks with a lot more sincerity than I have right now- Iâm just focused on how close vinnieâs lips are to mine,
âItâs fine I like living with you and some insecure guy isnât gonna change thatâ I say staring at his lips
âYeah, but I dunno it makes me feel bad that you feel like this because of meâ he says brushing a few strands of my hair of my face and rubbing the tears of my face as I lean into the touch
âItâs fine Vincent I promise you, living with you is worth being singleâ I say trying to reassure him with my face still in his hands
All he does is chuckle and then our lips are connected.
That's how it started. Now everytime me or Vinnie are mad and we need to take out our anger, or we need a date for an event, or even if we want to get off we always have each other. Thatâs the rule- no matter what we have time for each other.
But itâs been a week and Vinnie has barely talked to me and I shouldnât be mad cause this is a casual thing- no strings or whatever, but what pisses me off so much is that heâs talking to another girl- specifically my best friend Zoe, who assures me itâs platonic but god Iâm so mad at both of them.
Heâs to fucking busy to notice that itâs been around 3 months since we started this- whatever this is, woo itâs our âanniversaryâ and he doesnât fucking care does he?
I had just gotten out of the shower after a busy day at work and I just needed some sort of release so my only option was obviously my roommate. I quickly put on a matching set and some black sweat pants and a white lace tank top and walked out of my room to find Vinnie.
When I found him he was shirtless sitting in front of his gaming setup on his phone- oh fuck he looks so good.
He was clearly just finished working out- He was shirtless with just sweats on his hair fucked up and one hand scrolling on his phone with his other hand was resting behind his head while he was leaning on his gaming chair.
I went up to him and leaned on his desk waiting for him to acknowledge me to no avail
âHey Vinnie are you busy right nowâ I ask with my tone bleeding with annoyance
âOh uh Iâm kinda messaging-â I cut him off âZoe, right, whateverâ
I walk back into my room seething I fucking hate him so much heâs a bitch fuck this.
I grab my phone and scroll down to find Theoâs contact, he was one of his irls that his fans didnât know much about- Vinnie gave it to me a while ago when Theo came over to take pet-sit hera when both of us were out of the country but now it was the perfect revenge.
I flop onto my bed grabbing one of my pillows and I call the number a few times before he picks up
âHey y/nnnâ He calls out
âHey Theoâ I yawn, âHow are you?â I ask with as much sincerity I can muster
âMâ good, Iâm just playing valorant, what about youâ He says
âIâm good Vinnies just being annoying right now so I wanna talk to youâ I laugh
He laughs with me, âYeah, thatâs Vinnie for you, anyways wanna talk about it cause u called me like super lateâ
âOh erm nah its fineeeâ I draw out, âJust wanted to talk to you yâknowâ I try to deflect
âAt 12 am?â He says with a chuckle
âUh yeah I guess sorryâ I try to make it seem sincereÂ
âHmm yeah sure, is there anything else you want?â He asks, if I wanted to I could have sex with him but that just seems really fucking wrong
But I donât need to fuck him to get Vinnie jealous, heâs the most fucking possesive person Iâve met me talking to Theo is gonna fucking rile him up to no end
âUm sorry this is a weird request but can I play valo with you, I need to get my mind off shit?â I say ask rubbing the back of my neck and cringing, that was a shit lieÂ
âOhâŚkay, sure why not anything for a pretty ladyâ He says with a certain confidence in his voice. âHope on valo, letâs play a couple competitive matchesâ
I agree and end the call to hop onto my desktop and pick up the call on discord.
We start off as attackers and our team wins 7 out of the twelve rounds before we switch to defense, multiple close calls, including my team being wiped out with me being the only person left to defend for us, and when we win that round I scream so loud to ensure Vinnie hears me.Â
We end up winning the match and I jump off the chair and do a spin out of happiness, but out of the corner of my eye I see the familiar blond leaning on my door frame yet I donât acknowledge him.
âHey Theoâ I ask breathlessly, âYou're really good at valo thank-â But before I can finish thanking him that familiar scent of sandalwood mixed with lavender and smoke creeps up behind me caging me into my desk and ending my call with Theo.
A hand on my jaw pulls my gaze away from my screen into addictive brown eyes, neither of us make a sound, we just stare at each other too afraid to mess up the atmosphere.
I break the silence first, âWhat the fuck was that for assholeâ I say only slightly louder than a whisper, still to afraid to ruin the moment.
âYou know what that was for pretty, what are you doing calling some rando at fucking 12 at night bitch?â He asks but I donât need to reply, we both know the answer to that.
He continues, âDumb little girl is so needy sheâll whore herself out to anyone whoâll pick up the phone? You know Iâm always there but you canât handle not being the center attention for like 5 minutesâ
And thatâs what pisses me off, I stand up looking at him level in the eye, âYou donât get to fucking say that Vin! You havenât talked to me in a week cause your to busy slutting yourself out to MY best friend and-âÂ
He cuts me off, âCan I kiss you?â
âOh my fucking god Vin your so annoying, you never listen to me itâs like talking to a wall!â
âThat doesnât answer my question, can I kiss you?â
I hate the things he does to me, I hate how he makes my entire body heat up when Iâm mad at him, I hate how he tries to get me going at the worst time, I hate how he tries to fix our arguments and our mistakes by getting me horny, and I really fucking hate how it works.
I nod and he places his hand on my hips and guides me into a kiss whilst I wrap my arms around his neck and lean into the kiss, his hands roam around my body slipping under my shirt to pull it off. We let go of the kiss to take our shirts and pants off and we both ended up back on my bed with him against the headboard and me straddling him, grinding on his clothed cock.
âShit, I fucking hate you so much,â I plead whilst my hands curl into his hair and his lips trail blazing kisses along my neck down to my tits whilst he unclasps my bra and keeps the kisses going.
âYeah, yeah, say whatever you want baby, you know your mineâ He says in between kissesÂ
And the fucked up part is that heâs right.
I could flirt with as men as I want and he could talk to as many girls as he likes to try to forget me, but fuck we both end up in one of our bedâs at the end of the night, worshiping each others bodies or ruining each other till theres nothing left in either of us- Iâm his, and heâs mine⌠even if were to pussy to say it.
But right now Iâd rather die than admit to him that heâs right.
âReallyâ I question breathlessly, âI thought zoe was yours?â
âOh fuck off, if you wanna be a brat, Iâll fucking treat you like a brat.â He says as he manhandles me so my face is pushed into my pillows and my ass up in the air and smack my right cheek
The burn makes me hiss into the pillow whilst his hands snake down my back to pull my hair which in turn pulls my hair up so he can see my face.
âYour mineâ He instructs, âSay it, say your mine.â
He knows im his, we both know that Iâm his but fuck the man and his stupid insecurity crisis, Iâm not saying shit.
âFuck fine, weâll just do this the regular wayâ He says and accentuates with a slap on my left ass which makes me hiss and arch my back into him.
I donât know how long the spanking goes on for but I know it burns but I feel so fucking good right now, I can see stars and Vinnie and thatâs all I need right now.
Heâs finally done and flips me over, âCmon baby, just say it, I wanna fuck my girl and I know you wanna feel good pretty, itâs just 2 words.â
I know my face looks exhausted because Vinnie starts kissing every single soft spot on my neck, collarbones and jaw so I can relax and take a moment to relax. âDaddy-â I slur out, âCan I suck you off?â I say with such an innocent tone and doe eyes that I think it takes him a second to register.
He doesnât say anything but helps me situate myself on my knees in front of his still clothed dick.Â
He moves the hair of my face and helps me take his boxers off, his cock looks angry and red with precum already leaking off of it. I start kitten licking the tip of his dick, swirling all the salty precum over his angry tip. I can tell he's starting to get frustrated by the way heâs fidgeting above me.
âYour such a fucking tease baby,â He says petting through my hair, âSuch a dumb little bratâ
And my stupid ass giggles instead of saying anything, but it gets him going enough for him to tangle his hands into my hair and start using my mouth to get him off, my moans and hisses just add to his pleasure.Â
I hollow my cheeks out and swirl my tongue around his dick to give him some form of stimulation, and use my hands to jerk off the rest of his cock that I canât fit in my mouth.Â
Itâs so fucking dirty, the sounds of me gagging on my roommates dick with spit rolling out of the corners of my mouth, and the whole scene is finished of with Vinnies moans echoing around our house.Â
Heâs so fucking close to cumming and I can tell by the way his grip on my hair tightens and his moans turn whispier. But for some fucking reason he pulls me off and picks me up so Iâm straddling is lap again and were making out again.
He flips both of us over so Iâm laid out on my back and heâs hovering over me like Iâm the finest piece of art he's ever seen, âHey baby, you still with me?â
âYeah, yeah,â I pant, trying to catch my breath.
He takes his fingers and finally take my panties off and dips them into my folds, his thumb reaches my clit and he makes figure 8âs on them, the sudden simulations causes me to gasp and arch my back which leads to Vinnieâs hands finding refugee on my hips and pushing me down into the comforter as he continues to stimulate me.
His hand drags in and out of me as our lips interlock, we move in a steady rhythm and everything feels so right, for a second I forget about everything that we were fighting about and melt into his touch, I may be a petty bitch but god has this man done something to me.
The knot in my stomach builds and I know Vinnie can tell by the way my legs shake and how my lips quiver around his whilst my hands drag my nails through his back, causing him to hiss in pain and pleasure.
âVinnieâ I moan out, âPlease can I cumâ
Iâm begging at this point, Iâm so close to release and I wanna cum so bad that all my self respect leaves my body.
âI donât know baby, youâve been so rudeâ
âPlease, Vinnie pleaseâ I plead, âI need you so bad, please Iâm yoursâ
I give him what he wants in hope he gives me what I want and it works like a charm
âOh how am I gonna deny such a pretty girl?â He states but he removes his hands causing me to whine but instead takes his dick and lines up to my folds and slowly goes in, reveling in the way my eyes roll to the back of my head.
Heâs excruciatingly slow and then painfully fast slamming into my hips with the sound of our skin slapping adding to the ambiance. Our moans bounce off the walls, my breathless wines along with his low grunts create a melody of intimacy, itâs so different to how we started.Â
Weâre so fucking close to cumming that Vinnie tells me to, âcum with himâ, and thatâs exactly what we do. We both finally get our release after so long that we donât even move for a second, my forehead and his touches for what seems like an eternity until he finally pulls out and places a kiss on my cheek and heads to get water and towel to wipe me off.
After he does that, I get up and pick up my panties and put them on and then put on Vinnies shirt whilst he puts on his sweat and we both use the bathroom.
As I get into bed with him after changing he cups my face and places a kiss on my lips, âPlus Iâm sorry for everything, Iâm such a dick sometimesâ
Itâs sweet, after all we're not even exclusive and he's this sweet, I kinda forget everything heâs done⌠until I donât.
âItâs fine baby, you can make up with me in between my thighsâ, I say the last part so quietly that he doesnât register it for a second until he places one more kiss on my lips and slips under the covers.
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Can I have a one shot if sanji x black plus size reader where she pregnant with triplets and she wakes up horny and ask sanji to relieve her since he is her husband
Triplets gah lee bro i may do just one baby đ but I just seen this video and it SCREAMS Sanji w his pregnant wife so i gotchu.
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âNeedyâ Sanji x Pregnant! Plus Sized Black Fem Reader (NSFW)
CW: Reader is mentioned to have braids, Soft!Dom Sanji, Cunnilings, Praise, Sensual Massage, Fingering, Creampie, More of the reader being called "mama" don't hate me rn, Reader has sensitive breasts WC: 1.4k
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Youâre only 2 months pregnant and youâre already ready for your baby to just come out. Its constant back pains, constant mood swings, and you donât even know when your cravings became so distorted.
As happy as being parents made you both you also had alot of issues trying to keep yourself in good spirits, you tummy has began to already poke out more, now only wearing dresses and other loose clothing to cover how big youâre rapidly getting. Your husband of course notices how much MORE clothing you started to wear and it bothered him a bit. Only because he seen the sorrow in your face.
It was a tinge of guilt he felt knowing you were going through this, and though you both have throughly talked about having kids and becoming parents he couldnât help but to want to make sure your pleasure and comfort was his number one priority for you.
No matter what it was.
You have recently been reading more on pregnancy and youve seen where sometimes womenâs libido can sky rocket. And tonight was just the prime example of it.
You were cuddled soundly in Sanjiâs strong arms, his hand now always softly rubbing the sides of your belly. But your thighs just kept rubbing, his scent was more pungent and he felt so much bigger to you right now and it was a small ache in your lower body that was starting to annoy you.
You felt embarrassed, this morning you told Sanji he didnât have to take a break from cooking to pleasure you when you felt a bit needy, using the âIâll be fineâ excuse, he even offered again before bed but you said no.
Your body was changing so much you just didnât want to see the look of disgust when Sanji sees your poking belly, your stretch marks, your cellulite.
But you needed it. You needed some release.
You wiggle out of his grasp, unfortunately your husband has became accustomed to being a light sleeper for you. When you wake him for snacks, needing to use the bathroom, or anything he is woke to almost any subtle movements.
âYou okay, sweetheart?â Sanjiâs tired rasped voice, you felt instant regret hearing him sound so sleepy, you grimaced at yourself in his neck.
"I'm fine.."
Sanji couldn't explain how annoyed he got when he kept hearing your "I'm fine" excuse, he knew in an instant you weren't. So he got up, holding himself up on his side to look at your face, "Tell me."
It was eating you up inside, waking him up for such foolery, you played with the hem of your his night shirt while laying on your back and that's when your pretty blonde man cupped your cheeks to look at him.
"Talk to me, baby."
"....I..I'm...I..I need..."
By the looks of your thighs rubbing and the gloss under your eyes he caught on, his eyes softened on you figure leaning in to kiss you with his hand rubbing your tummy, making you flinch, "Did I press too hard? I'm so--"
"No, it's not that I....."You sigh, " I...been wanting you all day, but I was afraid to ask because...I didn't...want you to..."
"Didn't want me to what?" His eyes searched for yours in concern, afraid of what you may spill, "Baby--"
"I'm afraid you won't find me attractive anymore." You turn away from his gaze, "I'm only 2 months pregnant and look at me, I'm swollen all over my arms, my legs, my breast, my stomach and I'm no longer attractive to you! And it sucks because I--Mmmm!"
Sanji couldn't take hearing anymore slander fall through your teeth. Such lies! Kissing you oh so slowly he cages you in his arms as he rolls on top of you, looking down at your teary eyes about to cry himself, "Don't you ever speak that way about yourself again, you hear me? You are as beautiful as the day we met, your skin is glowing, your body is so supple and perfect I couldn't have it any other way....you're carrying OUR child. OUR baby is growing inside you and I couldn't find you any more perfect because of it and I don't want you to ever feel anything less than beautiful because I am here to serve you,so ...please...allow me..."
His lips attached to your neck, your hand pushing back your braids to get more access to you, "You taste so good, mama.." Humming into your skin you then gasp feeling his hand creep under your shirt, smirking at the sweet surprise of you not only wearing no bra, but,
"Y/n..where'd your panties go? I saw you put them on before we went to bed..."
His voice was nothing, but a tease, seeing you turn your head in embarrassment he playfully tsk'ed at you, "Vilaine fille..."
The corner of your lips curl, damn.. him speaking that language is what got you pregnant with his child now, you giggle at the thought as your watch him rub your inner thigh to ghosted his hand over your body, leaving you goosebumps at his gentle touch, taking off your shirt, exposing your body to him as his sits on his knees between your legs.
"Ji..." You cover your face, he chuckles lowly before rubbing your sides, "C'monnn.."
"Oh nowww you're impatient." Sanji smiles leaning over you to kiss both breast, as quick as he licked your sensitive nipple you threw your hand in his hair, "mmhmm.."
Wasn't long until he finally gave your clit some attention as well as your aching wet slit altogether, he toyed with your pussy with his index and middle finger as he sucked on one of your supple breast.
"All f'me..." Sanji popped off your breast to smile as your blissful face, "This body is all mine....remember? This sexy body is all mine.."
he peppered kisses all your over nude state not missing an area where you bad talked it just before he finally reached the area where you needed him most, his warm hands held your thighs down and he quickly came to suck on your lower lips and then clit.
"O-oh!" your back arched, you wanted to feel grossed out that your small belly hill was nearly covering Sanji's face, but you were already too fucked out on his tongue that slithered inside you. The tip of his tonge wiggling on the hood of your clit before suckling, you whimpered his name, "Ji...!"
The orgasm you felt just from his mouth alone had you so sleepy, even coming down from the high though, tasting yourself on his mouth as he left wet kisses on you, you still wanted more,
and your husband of course read your body perfectly.
He slide off his underwear, climbing back on top or you leaving open mouthed kisses on your neck, sliding his cock inside you with ease, you clenched down on him so quickly you heard a gasp of your named from his lips on your ear.
"I...love you.." Sanji strained out a moan, holding one of your hands and his other hand rubbing and holding your hip carefully, not to hurt you, "I love you."
You couldn't even respond, the sting of overtsimulation just had you hold him against your body closer as he did deep long strokes inside you, with each pump came out another moan from you both.
It has been a while since you both had sex, so sensitive wasn't even the right word to describe how you both were. It didn't take long for that same familiar knot arise inside your tummy, wrapping your legs around his damp hips to keep Sanji inside you, as a warning you were close.
Nothing but your moans and his cries of your name filled the hot room, you felt his cum nearly overflow inside you so much you whined at the sensation of being so full.
You wanted him to stay inside you, but your blonde didn't want to lay on top of your of course so he pulled you atop him, his hot hands rubbing your lower back.
"..thank you, Ji.." You kissed his scruffy beard making him giggle, as he looked at the blank ceiling, "I love you."
"Always come to me...for whatever you need okay? I'll always be ready to make this pregnancy easier for you." You hum in agreement at his stern words, "I love you, too mama...I love you."
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Hello Hello !!! I figured that maybe I should do a little introduction post since there's actually a chance I may post stuff on here lol
My name is Olliver and I'm a 16yo trans man along with being nonhuman and bisexual with a preference for masc leaning folks. I am also taken by my wonderful mate @stupidfatfish !!!
Im still exploring my non-humanity currently but so far I know for a fact that Iâm a wolf of some variety
My interests tend to bounce around a lot however here are a few specific ones: Shameless, Class of â09, Moral Orel, Bojack horseman, Creepypasta, Sally face, red dead redemption 2, Homestuck, Salad fingers, stardew valley, and any and all things that include CLOWNS !!!! I've also been in and out of the furry fandom for at least a few yrs by now and I'm super super into music !!! (Some of my top music artists include: Harley Poe, get scared, say anything, brokencyde, ohemgee, insane clown posse, Ozzy Osbourne, Dadaroma, JILUKA, pierce the veil, my chemical romance, weird al yankovic, colter wall, and Dolly Parton :DDD)
I have undiagnosed autism and itâs pretty much 100% confirmed that I have adhd too (I also have depression and an anxiety disorder but we don't talk about that lmao)
Fun facts about me: I have six siblings (four of which I didn't know existed until early 2024), I used to be in chorus for like half a year in fourth grade (even tho Ive always sucked at singing), my favorite color varies a lot however my two main ones r pink and like a dark forest green, and lastly my special interest for the past 11yrs has been horses !!!
I consider myself to be an anarcho-communist and I FIRMLY believe in acab along with blm, trans lives matter, and free Palestine.
DNI: republicans, homophobes, transphobes, zoophiles, racists, sexists, anyone anti acab, anti blm, anti Palestine, anti therian, anti furry, anti agere, anti petre, dsmp fans, hazbin hotel fans, helluva boss fans, anyone who actively supports/gives money to problematic creators (I'm completely fine with watching/listening to stuff indirectly but if ur actively supporting the creator themself then plz leave!!), and anyone that uses religion as an excuse to spread hate !!!!
I've never made a post anything like this before and I've never rlly posted anything at all until recently so I hope everything is organized enough and isn't complete shit đđđ (things on this list will most definitely be changed and updated overtime so donât be afraid to check in now and then :3c)
#lgbtq community#lgbtqia#lgbtq#mcr#gerard way#my chemical romance#frank iero#mikey way#ray toro#emo#free palestine#therian#otherhearted#alterhuman#alternative#alternative rock#folk punk#shameless#salad fingers#homestuck#homestuck karkat#john egbert#karkat vantas#karkalicious#literally me#red dead redemption 2#clowning#clown husbandry
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Dungeon Meshi Anime Review, Season 2, Episode 19 review
Izutsumi arrives! And Marcille has a nightmare.
This is an interesting episode but I know my spouse and I had desperately hoped that they would re-organize things somehow. Marcille's plot in this feels painfully tacked on and unrelated to Izutsumi's introduction, and the concept of the nightmare is so good, it could have easily been expanded to be an entire episode on its own. I wish they'd done that. They could have paired Izu's intro with the ice golem story to have one all-Izutsumi episode and then one all-Marcille episode... alas.
Those are changes I would have LIKED to see, but here's some changes I didn't like:
(MAJOR MANGA AND ANIME SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT!!!)
Trigger removed Laios' mother's only speaking line in the manga. It would have taken SO LITTLE to have someone read this single sentence, and removing it, in my opinion, has a negative impact on the story as a whole.
It SOUNDS like a generic thing when she asks Laios "When will you give us grandchildren?" But this is actually really important. Laios is afraid of being forced to make a family and participate in society. This is unusual because he's a man, most men in a historic time period of this don't really care about such things, but Laios is so afraid of it, it's a recurring nightmare!
This is also why he acted so weird seeing a loving father/baby scene in the magic paintings chapter. He hated seeing a father talk about how much they love their baby.
Laios is named after a story about murdering your children before they can hurt you. Like an Oedipus Complex supposedly means that a son wants to have sex with his mother, a Laios Complex means a man wants to kill his sons. Kui did not pick this name and then have Laios repeatedly be uncomfortable with children, marriage and fatherhood for no reason.
Obviously Trigger didn't make any of these connections and so they didn't think it was necessary for Laios' mom to speak this line out loud, but I vehemently disagree.
This is similar to my beef with them removing Yarn Floke's only dialog in the story and removing her from the scene with the Island Governor. That moment told us that Mr. and Mrs. Floke were equal partners, and now anime watchers assume she's just his wife who doesn't do anything. That sucks.
The addition of paintings of Marcille's father in the nightmare. Woof. I really don't care for this, if they wanted to do it i would have preferred it if they'd obscured the paintings somehow so it wasn't obvious that Marcille's father wasn't an elf.
I think this makes the later reveal of her half-elf status WAY less surprising.
Also, in the manga, the complete silence around her father created a strong subtext that Marcille's mother was her only parent that mattered. They could still accomplish this but I think it won't be as shocking.
People reading the manga probably thought "her dad was an elf and he died young and that traumatized her" (this is what Laios assumes I'm sure)
People watching the anime will think "her dad was a tall-man and his natural death of old age is what traumatized her" which is true, but they aren't supposed to actually know that yet...
Overall the episode was good aside from these issues. I liked that the nightmare sequence was in black and white, and the transition to color at the end was spectacular and very impactful... But part of me wishes they had done something else to differentiate the nightmare state from the normal animation. The black and white was good, but almost too subtle because the DM palette is already so desaturated.
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Bafflingly, some of my posts are yet again getting notes from terfs and transphobes, so once again, here is a reminder that:
I am literally trans and extremely happy about it. Love being trans and injecting myself with testosterone and being hairy and having a deep voice and being called "sir" by strangers. It fucking rocks.
Trans rights and let people do whatever they want with their bodies and gender presentation forever.
Men are great, I love men, they are not evil or inherently dangerous.
Penises are not inherently dangerous.
Women can have penises and men can have vaginas and anyone can have any combination of genitals and it's none of your business what they have.
Trans men are men, trans women are women, nonbinary people are nonbinary, people's gender is whatever they say it is and I don't care how many times they change it.
Trans women are great, I love trans women. I love all trans people but trans women get a special shout-out because they really seem to have to put up with the most bullshit, hate, discrimination, and violence. I am giving every trans woman who wants one a hug and/or a fresh-baked cookie and telling you how beautiful you look.
Yes, every trans woman is beautiful, this transcends cultural ideas about what is attractive, they are all inherently beautiful.
Intersex people are fucking awesome too by the way, whether they're trans or cis or don't think of themselves in either of those terms.
No one is giving the surgeries you're all so afraid of to typical trans kids, but they sure as fuck are doing them on literal babies who were just born if they are visibly intersex and that is some fucked up shit and needs to be banned everywhere forever.
Conversion therapy is just torture, doesn't work, does immeasurable harm, and should be banned in every circumstance everywhere in the world forever. (That also includes conversion therapy for autistic kids, typically called "ABA therapy," just while we're on the topic.)
People can fuck around and explore gender and try something and decide it's not for them and transition and detransition and retransition and redetransition as many times as they want and that's all fine and cool.
Dysphoria is not a necessary part of being trans, you can be trans without dysphoria. Gender euphoria is more important than gender dysphoria.
Medical transition is not a necessary part of being trans, you can be trans without hormones or surgery.
Not all trans people know they're trans as children. Some of us don't figure it out until we're much older. (I was 35!) It doesn't matter when you realize you're trans, it's still valid.
Ignore whatever other people say about who you "really" are and whether you're "allowed" to be that. You are whatever version of you makes you feel the happiest with yourself, end of discussion.
Gender can also change. Genderfluid people are real and valid and awesome.
Trans people are in no way inherently a danger to children. While we're at it, neither are drag queens, I love drag queens too.
Misogyny is inherent in our culture and we are all touched by it but we can choose to fight against it, and that includes transmisogyny.
Medical misogyny is real and it sucks and we need to fight against it. (So is medical racism and medical fatphobia and all kinds of other discrimination.) These are structural problems caused by the way doctors are trained and not the result of men being evil. Female doctors are frequently just as bad or even worse in how they treat female patients.
Toxic masculinity is real and baked into our culture but it is not an inherent aspect of men or masculinity itself, it is something we are taught growing up, it can be unlearned, and we can fight against it.
Men are not inherently bad or dangerous, and if you hate all men you should genuinely get some therapy and work on that. Yeah, even if you were traumatized by a man, that doesn't mean they're all bad. The vast majority of them are good and awesome.
If you have been so badly traumatized by a penis that you can't handle seeing one, then I am genuinely sorry to hear that, but it is on you to avoid any place where people might be naked, and not on literally half the human race to hide themselves from you.
Women can also be aggressive, violent, and abusive. They are not all inherently pure and gentle and nurturing.
Most women are good too though, just like most men. People are mostly good!
Gender is not a binary but neither is "biological sex." Your third-grade education in biology was, believe it or not, extremely simplified, because you were a child, and does not reflect actual reality. If you can't face that, then I guess you are still a child, no matter how old you are.
Feminism is about how women are as good as men and can do everything men can, not about how women are weak and soft and men are better at everything. That's sexism, you're doing sexism, not feminism.
Fuck terfs, transphobes, radfems, "gender criticals," or whatever the fuck else you're calling yourselves these days when you realize once again that everyone hates you so you change your name to try to make yourselves sound like you're not a small, sad group of conservative extremists that, again, everyone seriously fucking hates.
Focusing on helping the people you love is more important and productive than focusing on punishing the people you hate, so once more: trans people are fucking awesome and I love every one of us.
Trans rights forever.
In the words of the legendary @drchucktingle, love is real. Now get out there and prove love and make your world a little brighter today.
Terfs please out yourselves in the notes so I can block you. đ
#transgender#queer#lgbtqia+#trans#transphobia#fuck terfs#fuck transphobes#fuck radfems#fuck sexism#trans rights
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