#i do feel strongly abt this lol
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69 also listening to when doves cry and it reminds me of you :D
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
i do!! not necessarily in the "theres one specific person out there meant for you" way but there are people in my life that do i feel like i was meant to meet. like yeah we r supposed to be in each others lives. you r one of them obviously 🫶
i dunno im hesitant to use the word soulmate at least 2 describe the specific way i feel but when i think abt the people most important to me its like. well my life would be drastically different and also worse without you in it.
it also varies. like meeting kc n kadin at the mcr barricade is one of the strongest feelings of "fate" i've experienced in my life bc that led to meeting even more of my dear sweet friends n mutuals. which also led to flying my ass to chicago for fall out boy.
#i do feel strongly abt this lol#also omg :D i was listening to mystery girl n i thought of u#idk im not a huge fan of the idea of soulmates when the interpretation is like.#'the universe brought us together bc we perfectly complete each other and it feels like weve known each other our whole lives'#kinda hokey imo. i know it also sounds similar to what i was saying but like. i feel like that specific line of thinking is like. throwing#away logic in favor of the idea of having a soulmate. i think thats what frustrates me. once you assign a person the title of soulmate#it feels like you care more about the idea of having a soulmate vs living your life alongside someone you really care about#this is way more than i intended to write. LOL my lunch is almost over#BYE LOVE U 🫶🫶🫶#rigby
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i love the stars (j'adore les etoiles)
#rick and morty#birdrick#birdperson#rick sanchez#artsbotz#I DID IT I DREW THEM YAYYYYYYYY <- normal#idk if im totallyyyy happy w the colours etc but watever im not spending any longer on it. lol#LOL sorry if this kinda doesnt make any sense. its a result of my enorrmmouss brain#i usually think abt rick more when it comes to birdrick simply bc. hes more fleshed out#butttt ive been rhinking abt bp a bit recently.#i rlly strongly associate bps feelings towards rick w stars. bcccc of a bunch of stuff#that one quote ->#how often do you suppose you might look up at the stars. and wonder what might have been had you just put your faith in rick.#anddd a couple songs. this one which is i love the stars by the orion experience#and more loosely starstruck by ummm#by sorry.#ANDDDDD the beacon. on ao3#i beleive by abed with a knife. really super good makes me pass out#umm ok i actually dont have more to say. my brain is fried#guys. dont forget to set like hourly timers when u draw. to like remind u to drink and stretch. and blink#dont be like me.
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doodled Stayn from living with magicians webtoon... I like him :) (just felt like drawing random webtoon characters fsr lmao)
#living with magicians#독신마법사기숙아파트#stayn#idk his last name lol#my art#im like 100% certain theres nothing in those tags either#I've been keeping up w this webtoon but I havent said anything abt it bc i dont necessarily rec it..?#i mean its decent so read if u want but i dont have brainrot for it so dkfjdj...#except for this guy he's fun :) love when stories have a blonde guy and hes kinda fucked up <3#he's like a cross btwn milk cookie & clotted cream cookie but more of an asshole than both of them KDJDK#(can i just say i rly prefer his design from ep 1 tho..... girl why'd u straighten ur hair... 💔 glowdown)#oh also he fits 1 of my fav tropes... asshole healer :)#anyway yea i dont necessarily rec it ITS NOT BAD BUT NOT 1 OF MY FAVS IS ALL... 🤧#(try to only rec webtoons i feel strongly abt bc i want u guys to trust my taste dkfjdk)#BTW IM NOT DISSING IT AT ALL its a nice webtoon!! if u also read it and like it then yaay#ok i do highkey love stayn tho hes the only 1 i have brainrot for. i <3 2 faced blonde bitches
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okay girls im going to be a little hashtag critical here but i have been ruminating LONG ENOUGH and i really really do not like that scene in the graphic novel murder on the rockport limited where lucretia recognized the umbrastaff. i understand what they were trying to do and i understand you have to change things for the medium but its kind of a disservice to both lucretia and taakos characters imo. lucretia works so hard to keep the boys from questioning things like why would she have a reaction like that. like they couldve alluded to her recognizing it but a scene like that is so in your face and it takes power away from the scene in crystal kingdom where red robe barry recognizes it. and wrt taakos character like. hes never Particularly trustful of lucretia like on a personal level but overall he trusts the bureau and lucretia until reunion tour. adding in a scene like that at that point in the story makes no sense like u cannot convince me taako would not start questioning what the directors really up to and why she had such a personal reaction.
#taz balance#main tags for this 1 coz im curious if anyone else has similar thoughts. any of the other girls really freaking autistic abt this show lol#and again i get tht its partially the medium just. i dunnooooo like#the foreshadowing in balance already feels good feels organic. and i get they gotta allude to the bigger behind the scenes plot for new#readers but they do that already with the scenes w the red robeeeee likecjdknf#does this make any sense. do i sound nutz#ugh god girls once we get the animated series (🙏) i am going to. explode i hope they make some different decisions kfjfjdnf#creatively speaking#i rlly do think the medium has a lot to deal with it tho like i just dont think balance works in a graphic novel#like the plot is overall tje same but it doesnt have the same story feel. does that make sense#UGH AND ANOTHER THING. i get tht by showing her reaction adds to the freaking angst or whatever but part of why her character is so tragic#is that we dont see that! she keeps her emotions in check the girl does not let ppl in bcoz she feels she cant! and like#when we as like the readers the audience or whatever see her react like that so strongly and so angrily its like. shes no longer mysterious#and finding out who lucretia really is by the end of stolen century doesnt have the same impact. bcoz we already Know shes hiding something#its not just hinted at#ugh WHATEVER im normal about this show im so normal
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weird thing about me is that I am so serious about new year's resolutions that the last week of december feels like I'm in one of those "preparing for war" montages (but in a good way)
#mine are always very easy to complete and i dont kick myself if i miss a day#like last year mine was to watch one new movie a week (bc i never ever watch movies despite wanting to) and i did it! mostly#and my one for this year is in three parts. a) read every day bc i fell out of that habit and even one page counts#b) finish my physical TBR shelf (i think its about 70 books? itll be tough but i think i can do it)#and c) read a nonfiction book at least once a month because as much as i love fiction there are a LOT of nonfics piling up#that i really want to read and i sort of neglect them in favor of my constant escapism. so.#ANYWAY i think about that statistic of how many people fail at their new years resolution and it makes me feel like i have rabies#but like. spite rabies#i made a list of interesting nyrs a few months ago and the amount of articles i had to read by smug wealthy men made me sick in the head#and only achieving my goals out of spite will heal me#anyway follow me on storygraph xoxo (ththalassocracy)#you can watch me in real time as i try once again to read a book popular at the library i work at and get disappointed almost every time#ignore the fact that ive been listening to an audiobook for almost a year now. dont look at me#ahh i love new years though. its such a fresh and clean start#2026 im thinking abt having a new resolution for each month so that i can sort of teach myself how to apply that Fresh Start feeling anytim#so that i dont have to wait for new years bc i have fleeting goals and hobbies all the time and its fun to commit to things#without the horror of failing (or consequences)#also next year i wanted to try my Shower Olympics resolution but that one would NOT last a full year lol#so maybe. but i dont actually want to start planning anything until at least june#AND THIS YEAR I HAVE 6 DAYS OFFFF right at new years!!! so i get to deep clean AND rest AND start off my resolution really strongly#im so fucking excited i might do that every year because the joy i feel at having those days off during new years is incredible
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HEY FISH im curious what do you think about mcga loki. like as a character and loki adaptation
oh my god im so late to responding to this lmao i did not get anotifcation for this but ANYWAY
character wise i like him for what he is ! obviously hes the very common evil loki wants to start ragnarok antagonist but i think his scenes (visions?) with magnus are all very interesting and he's just entertaining to read/watch lol I haven't finished the third book yet so i'm still very curious to exactly what happened with randolph and his plan to foil loki's plans.
as for loki adaptation, he's very entertaining but i don't tend to gravitate towards portrayals of them that make them extra evil and malicious. i do like that iirc the grief and pain the aesir put him through was mentioned but it doesn't seem to be touched upon too much after the first(?) book. i def get a diff vibe from him compared to myth!loki and he just generally seems more malicious than them lol but overall i can appreciate mcga!loki for what he was meant to achieve ^_^ (also i just like him for being like the one other god thats meant to be taken seriously lol)
#do my thoughts on his adaptation make any sense i just think mcga loki is a lot more stereotypically evil and thats a common adaption of him#thats like. okay. to me. but i don't feel too strongly abt it either way but its def a little bit. ehhhh. to me.#i try not to judge too much character-wise on the mythology but when the base is the myths a little bit of it seeps in there lol#fish.answers#mgca#ross tag#< idk if i had a tag for you b4 but now i do :3#OH while im thinkning about the mythological accuracy of mgca my one little nitpick was that rick riordan attributed the wedding idea to#loki when it was literally heimdallr and thats it thats my one notable complaint#other than that overall i find the whole thing to be very well researched and very entertaining !!!!!
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It's also just super annoying how little consideration there is for people who just don't like/trust dogs. "How could you not like dogs!!" Because I don't. "How can you be scared of dogs!!" Because I am. People don't owe dog owners a longer answer than that
#personal#im actively AFRAID of larger dogs bc of past experiences too and still ppl will just kind of?? scoff???#y'all can understand not liking cats but if someone says they dont like/are afraid of dogs why is the reaction 'thats weird lol'#why do i have to apologize for my dislike and fear & accommodate Your Dog more than u have to simply keep ur large dog away from me???#anyways <3 i dont feel strongly abt it tho <- lying
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not a sad ‘woe is me’ post so don’t send me weird messages but: the thing abt cycling through every ED possible and being bulimic for like 10 yrs & making yourself vomit up to 10x times per day on ur worst days is that your teeth and gums will eventually give out on you (bc it doesn’t make a difference if you’ve been good & it doesn’t matter how well you’ve taken care of your teeth for the last x years) and u will be 30 years old crying to your very sweet and kind dentist when she tells you about the 1 million things that are wrong with ur teeth
#anyway i feel strongly compelled to quit my job and dedicate my entire life to speaking out abt eating disorders#& doing research & writing & advocating for people who are suffering#women who are suffering#i think this is honestly my life’s calling!!!! i just don’t know where to start#you know movies glamorize having anorexia & it’s always like: she is the most beautiful girl in the world…but so sad…she doesn’t eat :(#i need to make movies that have scenes like that one chapter of i’m glad my mom died:#where jennette has been throwing up like 15 times a day and her tooth falls out#and she’s literally just like: yeah i’ll deal with that later#& instead of writing about a beautiful skinny white girl who is upset about eating carrots at inpatient#i would just force people to read/watch the things in this thread:#https://www.reddit.com/r/EDAnonymous/s/H1C3JZyvFK#because that’s the reality#the one comment in that thread ‘i ate something poisonous because i hoped it would make me puke’#like yeah same. LOL. & i always thought i was the only one so fucked in the head#anyway society is very cruel to women and i need to do something about it. genuinely whereeee do i even begin#i guess i have been writing a lot abt my personal experience and all the disgusting things ppl like to avoid talking abt#and how my mother made me this way etc#i could def make a memoir out of it. maybe i’ll do that.#i would love to have more options than just. trauma porn.#ah anyway maybe i’ll open a nonprofit. IDK. i just need to make a lot of noise somehow
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this is some lame ass linguistics major shit but considering how much i've had hammered in that language shapes your worldview (and i agree) i think why i've always felt personally Weird about english pronouns (and any gendered pronoun language but english particularly because obviously that's what I've had to use the most) is because both my native languages have gender neutral pronouns and i hate the thought of having to Pick One and have that define me, it doesn't feel natural (to me! in specific relation to me as a person!)
and i think when i was younger, like a teen, i was just frustrated with the idea of gendered pronouns in general, now i definitely understand why they're important for a lot of people and just like. the difference in culture and how you can't just Do Away With Them especially if you live in a place where gendered language is the norm and why it's important for identity to have people address you in a certain way. and in general you should just always respect peoples wishes Obviously
but i think that's why i genuinely feel like i just wanna be an Any Pronouns kinda person i think my brain just genuinely doesn't comprehend myself like that and i really don't care about it. like which one you use for me doesn't really matter because it is just A Pronoun to me because there is just one in both my native languages and so i don't really think myself of like that. does this make sense. like i really don't care if you use exclusively she/her or he/him or they/them or change them or literally whatever. its cool
#reiterating this is completely a me thing AGAIN I GET THE IMPORTANCE.. its just that thats why for me im like#ive never been able to feel comfortable abt it and i think i only in recent years realized why lol#i was like. i want to be an any pronouns person i do not want to be a she/her because that feels WEIRD but i dont really know about my--#--gender so is it really that important. well i still dont know but anyway i at least know why i feel such an indifference or#why i feel so strongly about the indifference. which is contradictory but You Get It#tess talks#the disease on my brain that is the finno-permic languages#i woke up at 5 this is my thought dump for the morning. amen
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ive been sooooo normal abt baldur's gate 3 you guys
#damien.txt#40 percent??? of my whole play time???? surely not#also puyo puyo tetris & the sky demo is so embarrassing what do you even mean.......#i just feel so strongly like i've played other games for more time than that...............#wish it gave like. total time spent playing games. bc im really curious abt that stat#it has to be so bad. i have for sure spent weeks playing games fr#lol. anyways. come add me on steam...........#steam year in review 2023
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YEAHHHH KOOPA CAPE CONFIRMED FOR WAVE 5!!!!!!!!!
#moonview highway too i guess#koopa cape has been my fav track since i first played the wii and i HOPE they put the shockers back in the tunnel#i need to watch the trailer for it aaaaa i can't wait for that track again#and like we know wii rainbow road is gonna be in wave 6. im hoping for toad factory as the last wii track bc there's gotta be one more#i think wii RR is the only RR left anyway and how could they leave it out#now that we're for sure getting koopa cape i don't really have any left id feel strongly abt. tho i do hope for toad factory#or even daisy circuit!! that's a nice track!!#ough and i should be getting the update next week right before i leave for a camping trip#so i won't be able to do multiplayer/online but i can still get some practice in lol
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remembering a fun marble hornets trans wrights element throwback where i managed to show up for one of their first convention features & while this was ofc already [serious "hmm...Not Cis: me??"] occasions i wasn't yet out or anything like well time to suffer being known & perceived thusly....while i Was out by the same occasion the next year like well here i am again, different name, binder, no plans to give anyone any rundown about this thing, hope it goes smoothly anyways and/or i'm effectively giving a reintroduction anyhow even though i May have been up to more memorable things that last time....no conversations needed to be had, i think i had the impression i was recalled as the same person but it was an entirely chill time, just this as like an early and pretty unique Occasion of like, here's people who know me from In Person (and ig Kind of online, i also don't recall ever like distinctly linking said in person appearance to onlineness lol. it just may also have not been an unsolveable mystery or a mystery at all. but mostly in person, and that's the element i was focusing on anyways) and my showing up transly in person with a whole other name this time as the major difference really lol. like well hope this goes swimmingly....And It Did. and at some point not eons later ya boy tim with some cringe comp sincerety like oh let me make this post somewhere about how an epic element of being a known internet creator is meeting new & various people including explicitly the [mh fans are like exclusively The Gays. and then some unfiction posters] factor & i'm like lol well you're welcome. just doing my part. but fr that was neat like i'm glad to get chill indirect & direct trans validation from internet horror series contributors in that immediate period of coming out & having to sweat it like damn wasn't at this point last time around
#lot of highlights that first time around at said expo....#loved being present for this like. Season One Dvd Live Commentary as this like late event put on some non ground floor room....#like it wasn't Huge but an impressive number of ppl showed up waiting outside & then the space was pretty packed#& it was just a fun and spontaneous time lol#also like going ''hmm autistic: me??'' as seriously & framed thusly consideration came years later#& relatively recent posting from ya boy tim (twitter) abt like adhd / autistic: me?? are throwbacks lmao like#hey pal as a [yes to both: me] party i can say that like anyone who's chosen to have multiple relatively extensive exchanges w/myself....#it's kind of its own ''hmm. you sure you're nt'' occasion lol#i would be Unsurprised thusly just like i'm Unsurprised abt the [practically no one is cis/het] factor....#anyways i have no idea what's going on w/the fact mh has these organic like popularity resurgences especially including Now apparently#but who tf is ever tuned in? cool when people are having fun and being themselves.#sort of distantly interesting to see what material people come up with in organic novel [entire new groups of ppl / popularity wave]#and mh i guess does that more often than maybe other things do#as they say it's a) just There online for perusal b) accessible in other ways. there's handy playlists & it's basically a few movies.#and c) there's always some hot new online homemade horror material & people can get into That & then into others ig. like mh sitting there#it's a like ''huh. i guess'' surprise even when mutuals / followers from Completely Different Things i indirectly find also watch/ed mh#like well. i don't really have a frame of reference for all this stuff lmao. i Guess it's unsurprising but to me feels like a weird overlap#just wasn't that niche? Isn't that niche? if you're like. Online to a sufficient degree. strongly narrative; a drama; shelved w/queer media#and that following along while it released was fun but now the advantage is: Not having to do that. it all just sits there#my fucking pet peeve as things Were released & people were like. oh plotlines progressed in this thing? smh filler#there were moments when people are walking to a location? filler. there were moments when it wasn't just sloober standing there? filler.#like would you shut tf up lmfao....crash courses in ''even when an online fanbase is small. ya don't wanna talk to Everyone''#which for me was part of a learning process like i don't wanna talk to practically Anyone thanks lmao. but the posts could be fun at least#let's have some appreciation along the lines of uhh smthing talking abt season one first house visit entry and how like#yeah it's fun how In Essence yes nothing happens but it's the creation of a very suspenseful experience anyways like thank you#having to explain things like Pacing [if Action & Intensity were Nonstop they'd stop being Effective or at all Interesting]#cue explaining this re: even Drama also like. deh's Drama is served by the interludes for ppl ''interrupting'' w/ ''lol? &/or tf?'' moments#mh the musical...
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so many thoughts abt how schewpid the jedi council is in kotor but also not sure if i should write abt any of them before i finish the game because it's entirely possible that i'm still missing some critical information,
#el plays kotor#blease blacklist that tag if u dont wanna see kotor spoiler stuff from me as i play the game#feels silly to warn abt spoilers for such an old game but. i only found out abt [redacted] a couple yrs ago#completely by accident. it didnt ruin my desire to finish the game and see how the story goes#but still. it did change the whole experience. and what if there r others out there who dont know yet. so. KOTOR SPOILERS AHEAD !!!!!#so anyway i was thinking. why would the jedi council send revan to find the star maps. when they strongly suspect that#the search for the maps was what corrupted revan and malak in the first place???#im assuming they want their new totally-not-revan padawan to succeed and stop malak????#and yet?? they didnt think to consider the possibility of revan falling to the dark side Again during this quest????#love how the jedi archivist/historian says the 'those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it' thing#and im just thinking. so true bestie. you should take your own advice maybe. lol. lmao even#like yes they've brainwashed revan but what makes them so confident that amnesiac revan won't go down the same path as before#wouldn't that be more likely even. because. revan does not remember their history.#and since they don't remember their history... they have nothing to learn from... and thus... could repeat their mistakes...#ok wait i just remembered that the historian gives amnesiac revan a lecture abt what revan and malak did#so yes they do get a history lesson to keep in mind and to learn something from.#but its still so...... the council has no way of being certain their master plan will succeed... they are taking a huge gamble here...#and sure capturing revan without wiping their mind was probably not an option to the council#bc revan would have simply refused to cooperate i guess. much easier to mold an empty mind :)#wow wow wow i hate the jedi order actually. yes the sith do these things too and also their color scheme is dark and thus they r Evil#but when the jedi with their light earthy tones do it its ok. because they are servants of the light. guardians of justice or whatev. sigh#also the council repeatedly warns revan abt the dangers of the dark side n how the force is so strong in revan n they need to be careful#and that they are 'willful and headstrong'. qualities that are potentially dangerous for a jedi to have. because Emotion Bad#and still the council just goes 'the warning signs are there but we have elected to ignore them :) surely it will be fine this time :)' ???#i think i need to stop thinking abt this its giving me psychic damage#there Must be something later down the line that makes this decision make sense. they cant be this stupif
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they make a Jackie duplicant and her stress reaction is all of them at once and her overjoyed reaction is also every stress reaction at once because I think if this women felt an ounce of legitimate happiness again shed immediately self destruct herself into the ground
#rat rambles#I have found the way to make myself like jackie and its by percieving her as way more pathetic than she was intended to come off qs#this is a woman who is torn between science and her ex and her urge to be petty to said ex#like tbh this is the reason I want jackie to get more logs because we just do not get to see her perspective on their relationship#we know that olivia was and likely still is very important to her#but this is from environmental stuff we dont hear a wiff of it from her own mouth#in general we do not get to know a lot about who jackie is as a person beyond second hand information#the only time we see her openly talking by herself is in the time ribbon logs#and those were both just abt yknow. the time ribbon bullshit.#and both were before gravitas and before she and olivia fell out#rly the only thing it tells us is that jackie is Very dedicated to what she thinks is important and at the very least started from a place#of wanting to better the world and likely she still thinks she does#but at the same time I think its become pretty clear that as time went on it sorta became more about bending reality to its limits#which is a thing I think she and olivia kind of have in common tbh#after they achieved the time ribbon I think they sorta both got a smidge bit progress hungry in their own ways#olivia less so but the two are still scientists at heart and more importantly scientists who only care so much abt the ppl around them#again olivia less so but like. I could not lie to you and say she cares That much about the ppl around her#she does care just. not enough to really... respect them I feel like?#as in clearly not enough to strongly oppose the whole dna stealing thing lol#even tho she probably sees it as not a big deal it's still not a great look lol#but yeah jackie is a lot harder to truly analyze because we just. dont get a whole lot from her.#I can presume a lot of her downhill spiral was from being put in a position of authority#its very easy for the human mind to start seeing real people as a bunch of numbers and statistics#she was likely very demanding even before then tho#like as far as we can tell olivia was like. her Only friend. which tbf we dont know nearly enough to know that for sure but still#I feel like jackie and olivia became friends because they both had a lot of out there theories that no one took seriously#and they took eachother seriously so they became fast friends as they finally found someone who would truly listen to them#but once the time ribbon was done and they were both left kind of flailing for smth to chase after next they ended up drifting#and I could see this deeply upsetting jackie and leaving her feeling deeply conflicted#idk its just interesting to me to imagine how jackie felt under the proffessional I need everyone to take me seriously face
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yall got any remote jobs w flexible scheduling and good pay that wont drain me emotionally and mentally that u can recommend me 🥲
#marine myths rambles#ill prob delete this later im just thinking abt... work... 🥲#just thinkin tht i shouldnt really feel so strongly abt having to go to work :V maaaaybe thtll change if/when i get my license/a car but...#whos to say...#i DO think my commute takes a LOT out of me (its abt 1hr-1hr30mins one way by public transport but like. 20mins by car)#(MAYBE 40mins by car if theres traffic but thats another issue lol)#(we're just also factoring the social aspect of public transport yk?? like just. being in the presence of Other People etc)#like. MAYBE i just need a vacation... and i DO really like n appreciate how flexible my current job is most of the time so idw lose tht...#idk idk i think i just wanted to put this out there for a bit lol#(but if anyone out there actually does have job recs 👀... lmk frfr)
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How do you make genuine friends in LA?
hmm mind you i’m not sure if i have the best perspective bc all of my friends are genuine and local to the area (not that i have very many cause i keep a close circle lol) — so take this with a grain of salt!
if you think of the opposite, the idea of fake friends in LA tend to come influencers, clout chasers, and transplants. it’s very stereotypical but there’s truth to it. not saying all transplants are bad because i’ve also met genuine people and pals who aren’t from the area but i think most of the non-locals esp if they are in/aspire to work in the industry are trying to “make it” and superficially form connections. that being said, i’m a believer in receiving the energy you put out so being genuine yourself is the way to go. try to find where the locals are and trust your gut if the people you meet aren’t on the same wavelength
#anon#answered#never thought about it#but i do feel strongly the idea of LA and everyone being fake is…. so skewed bc it’s influencers talking abt other influencers yk lol
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