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hylianengineer · 3 months ago

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When I was a teenager I felt like an outsider, isolated even surrounded by people. My chemistry teacher once described it as "being on the other side of a fishbowl" and I have never felt so seen and called out at the same time.

#i dont feel it often anymore thankfully because it SUCKED SO MUCH!#i did not have friends in high school #i had some friends outside of school at that time but not many and not that i got to see often #my best friend was a 25 hour drive away #and my other friends were a minimum of five years older than me. many decades older.#and every time i made a friend at school they'd graduate because i never got along with people in my year #they tolerated me. i used to sit at the edge of the nerd friend group and pretend i was one of them #I'm still not convinced they even liked me #anyways high school was ass and thank god i never have to go back #i have friends now! more friends than i ever could have imagined having!#god bless the fucking internet for that #hylian rambles

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suntails · 2 months ago

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growing up!

#FALLS TO THE FLOOR!!!!#so shocking news: the silver artbook actually killed me a little. this is the first finished pic ive made since #wow isnt it crazy that 26 completed illustrations would kinda take it outta ya. bananas. i need to Not do a full bg again for a minute #i had the stupid thought like 'oohhgh i could do a series of silver and lilia as hes growing up!!' im HITTING ME!!! NO MORE SERIES!!!#I CAN DO NON-RELATED PICS OF THAT IF I MUST!!! THE PRESSURE OF A SERIES IS TOO TIRING RN!!!!#my life is a whirlwind i JUST moved and now might need to move again bc id make a ton more #im trying to sell my house and its going very poorly. im doing well at work. ID HAFTA MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY AGAIN #ID BE BACK NOOOORTH id go to pennsylvania <3 im from new york so the thought of being closer to my mom is rly nice #and i have friends there both from high school and ohiiiio and new england etc etc!!!! YAY!!!#twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #lilia vanrouge #suntails #did u miss this. be honest. when i vanish for months at a time do u miss the rambling life updates. theyre who i am

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deviousfatestudio · 1 month ago

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"Little did she know I'm a

NASTY DOG"

if you recognize this from my steve/jeves doodles from my "end of the year last doodle" yes I find it funny. I was looking at this screeen shot and for the first time i was like wAIT A MINUTE

Lmao Show canon but with Book Jim's canon crush on Steve.

#trollhunters #tales of arcadia #fanart #digital art #jeves #GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY #book jim would've 100% shoot his shot with show steve #probably #i mean mpreg is canon in both events so why the fuck not #MPREG CAN BE CANON BUT NOT A GAY COUPLE AS THE MAIN FUCKING LEAD #anyway here's jim's bi crisis #the 'you whore' is 100% something i would have said to my friends in high school #and we still would say to each other #did I exaggerate the screen shot?#yes #did i go to high school #also yes

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yourlocalabomination · 1 year ago

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I am not immune to funny crackships.

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#*falsettos your chasitys*#this started out as a ‘aha yea they fucked once in highschool’ joke for me how did I end up here #it went from ‘Teddy: yea man it doesn’t count if your socks are on’ to queer teen situationship in the 90s angst with religious overtones #I would like to blame everyone who has made holybastard fanart/fanfics for converting me #I don’t see them as a long term relationship but more on an active affair between two old high school ‘friends’#I drew these while listening to The Last Dinner Party ans now I can’t stop thinking about holy bastard to some of their songs #‘picture me in bed- under your crucifix- under your long black hair- I’ll see you on Sunday’ are actual lyrics how can I not-#I just impor you to listen (there only 5 songs as of now) and do the same- ESPECIALLY SINNER ITS SUCH A MARK CODED SONG #who would have figured the queer ex religious person would be a sucker for queer relationships with religious themes #grace chasity #peter spankoffski #pete spankoffski #mark chasity #holy bastard #starkid #team starkid #starkid productions #starkid fanart #starkid animation #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #nerdy prudes must die fanart #npmd fanart #npmd starkid #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #hatchetfield universe #fanart #my art #my animation

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hanzajesthanza · 2 months ago

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witcher netflix: [drops]

henry cavill fans: honestly, i don’t really care about the story, i’m just here because hcav is hot asf

me: wtf? how shallow is this… only there because the titular witcher is hot? talk about missing the point…

witcher 4 trailer: [drops]

✨ciri✨: 😡

me: … i understanded.

#don’t take this as an apology but rather as a white flag of defeat #i’m sorry witcher principles i have failed you. it will happen again #lesbians … we have won ultimately and we have also lost severely #‘there are no gods here only monsters’ is this line cheesy. yeah. is it cool. yeah. is it witcher. maybe.#all i know is that she got close to the camera and growled and i felt something in my back #i PROMISE i still have my analysis brained takes with me #(because they’re in my soul i can’t drop them)#but like ciri being attractive is so 😭😭 like i feel like i’m seeing a friend from high school after 10 years #… not on my witcher bingo #‘but what about in witcher 3’ witcher 3 does not look like real people. it looks good but not like real people #i can see the sweat on her skin dude. i can see the curvature of her scar. wtf do you want me to do about it?! i’m panicking #the witcher 4 #tagging so prople can block this embarassment lol sorry guys i am only human #the elbow-high diaries #i feel a bit happy because it’s like sexuality: CONFIRMED lol but disappointed this is what i care about in this trailer #because i cant really say it when people ask me what i think about it can i #‘what did you think of the trailer [expecting deep analysis]’ ‘dude ciri is so fucking hot wtf why did they make her so hot’

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metamatronic · 8 days ago

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can we get confirmed sexualities and pronouns pleaseee? 🥺🥺🥺

tbh i genuinely believe most of this cast has not given it much thought.

Michael (he/him) somewhere on the demi/ace spectrum, he never quite figured it out.

William (he/him) gay (that may have been the cause of those marital issues, womp womp)

Elizabeth (she/her) ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i dunno probably bi???

David/C.C. (he/they) aro/ace

Charlie (she/her) also probably bi

Ennard (they/them) fiercely aro/ace

Henry (he/him) bisexual (evil edition)

Mark/Phone Guy (he/him) straight

Cassidy (she/her) i truly do not think she’s thought about it

Nick/Phone Dude (he/him) pan

Amy/Tape Girl (she/her) lesbian

Jeremy VR (he/him) straight probably

Vanessa (she/her) pan

#meta talks #i generally don’t ship any of the dead kiddos #like they’re in their 40’s now but like. i’ve made a point of mentioning they have stunted maturity #michael may have had a thing for some of his friends back in high school (*cough* jeremy *cough*)#but post-scoop he stopped exploring the train of thought.#will definitely knew he was gay but alas it was the 60s and he wanted kids #he also definitely had a fling w/ henry at some point. oops.#*before* he learned henry murdered kids. obviously.#will was worried about mark finding out he was gay. but all mark did was critique his bad taste in men (henry)#finally #amy/vanessa is a constant will they won’t they plot btw

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rosethrorn · 5 months ago

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OH!!!! YOU TUMBLR MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!! GUESS!!! WHAT I SAW!!!! AT SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!

FUCKING HATSUNE MIKU BACKPACK‼️‼️‼️

#rory’s thoughts #SHES A MADE HER FINAL FORM #A BACKPACK #I was legit so excited when I saw this my friend was so confused and I had to explain the trend of everyone making miku from different #places all over the world. he thought it was so funny and I almost had to ask him to get the picture for me cuz I was right behind a bunch #of people and DESPERATELY needed a picture of that backpack to post to tumblr dot com. my arms were all the way up in the air in hopes #of getting a decent picture and I fucking DID #anyway if you have a tall friend and you are definitely Not tall I definitely recommend asking them to take pictures of things for you #hatsune miku #vocaloid hatsune #international miku #international hatsune miku #miku worldwide #miku #vocaloid miku #miku fanart #mikuhatsune #backpack #backpacks #high school #school

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housecow · 9 months ago

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i always wonder what it’ll take for how fat i am to get acknowledged. the only time ive ever had it publicly or privately called out (besides in kink situations) was in 9th grade. i didn’t go to anime club because im not into anime (im still not) even though i told this dude i would be there lol.

he was pissed at me the next day and just mouthed the words “you’re fat” in the hallway like that would mean anything… i’ve never rlly been insulted for my weight or had it poked fun at. is it weird i want to get big enough for that to happen??

#also fuck that guy fr #he’s always been a bit of a dick #and i don’t think he’s even done anything since graduating?? idk i don’t have him on insta #perhaps. stalking time #in high school i assume it was bc i had a different reputation #my parents party w ppl i went i HS with now (small towns are fucking weird)#and this one guy was like ‘yeah i would’ve asked her to do my homework but she seemed snobby’#i never did ANYONES homework #i didn’t even do my own #i literally copied off my best friend if i couldn’t do it in <20 minutes #this girl from HS that went to the same university i did asked me to write an essay for her #freshman year. lmfao #anyways. i like to ramble :3 #talk

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anonymouscheeses · 11 months ago

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Chaggie human AU except Charlie is a demon Vaggie summoned.

Yknoww??? Stars??? Cuz morningSTAR??? Okay I'll stop *sob*

Here's most of the body design. This is my actual first drawing of them, I made the vest for Charlie a darker yellow but for now feast your eyes upon the minion lookin ahh 😭 (The cape was supposed to be yellow and the vest/suit thing was blue but it clashed with Charlie's hair and shoulder.... things.)

Dw abt the shoes, Charlie is shown later and Vaggies is just black Jordan's cuz she cool like that ig 😭

Angel Dust is the crackhead who sells drugs. No money? Get ready for a beat down brutha he about to 🔥 serve 🔥 a punch. (I'm gonna def change his clothes eventually to something else but I like everything else ngl I kinda ate 😍(no i didnt))

Human form Charlie! She looks like Shldon Coper if he went through a furry phase...... that was a HORRIBME comparison what am I on bro 😭..... uhhh just think of any teenage furry who isn't edgy, that's Charlie.

Hey wait a second, Chaggie angst? With ooc Vaggie/Valerie?? Unreal 🤯

PLEASE ASK ABOUT THIS AU IM SO DESPERATE. ANY CHAFACYER DESIGNS OF ANY CHARACTER YOU WANNA SEE (IF THEY ARE IN THE SHOW OFC), ANY FRIENDSHIPS, SHIPS(search for my shipping rank to see what I like or uncomfy with), DYNAMICS, WORLD BUILDING. I HAVE SO MUCH IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW AND IM GOING TO STOP BEFORE I RAMBLE TOO KONG... uhhhhhh, MY ASKS/REQUESTS ARE OPEN. PLEASE. IM IN LOVE WITH MY AU AND NEED PPL TO BE INVESTED AS MUCH AS I AM (ILL STILL MAKE ART BUT PPL NEED TO BE INTERESTED OR ITS LIKE TALKING TO A BRICK WALL)🙏🙏

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel charlie #hazbin hotel vaggie #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin hotel lute #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin hotel art #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #hazbin #hazbin vaggie #hazbin charlie #hazbin angel dust #hazbin lute #hazbin adam #chaggie #rainbowmoth #varlie #i heard people on tiktok saying the new ship name is fallenstar or somehtn like that are we gonna have to poll like we did for chagg*ly 😭#first time drawing adam and lute sorry if they look wonky 😭😭#hazbin hotel au #hazbin au #hazbin hotel human #their town is like the vers of heaven its called Haven. sooo...#it would be called haven high school probably #i want to ramble guys. let me ramble. i have no friends that are jnterested in myy shit i only got my girlfriend ��#will probably change lutes name but keeping it doesnt change much. its not as noticeable that its a short ver of lieutenant.#UNLIKE VAGGIE WHO IS LITERLLY JUST NAMRD VAGIAN??? THAT IS N O T OKAY. I H A D TO CHANGE IT. HER DADS WOULD NEVER NAME HER AFTER TAHT

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applepixls · 6 months ago

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watching ren's scootball episode and joel being the aggressive star scootball player? there is so much room for aus and rival scootball team stuff with etho...

#please if anyone finds any fics share #i'd love to read #something about being the star football player #high school au #or even just in world #they're playing scootball against each other #and can't help but be etho and joel about it #i also just love him and gem being mean to each other #grian and gem have a sibling vibe #but joel and gem have a siblings that are mean to each other vibe #also i really love scootball?#its kind of..#ren mentioned wanting it to be like how you can play football with anything #tshirt #trashcan #shoe #and its shown me like the appeal of playing games in the street with your friends (not that i had enough friends as a kid lol)#and its done to football for me what haikyuu did for volleyball #it sorta showed me the magic and romance of sport #its just a baby game right now but i cant wait to see where it all goes #it also really highlights how season 10 is a very social season #rendog #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #scootball #ethoslab #rivals to lovers #dfgyhujfgkm #pixls things

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youdrewstarsxaroundmyscars · 1 month ago

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i got on the wrong side of tiktok today and IDK HOW but it was all pro snape anti james/anti sirius and like

UGH

it made me feel ill

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bucephaly · 14 days ago

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Amazing take on the dash tonight. 'I think most people actually don't want or value or need romantic affection or attachment and that most people are aro' uhhhhhhhhhhhh????

Also like. I'm p sure what constitutes the difference between romantic and platonic and sexual affection and attraction is purely cultural and different to everyone. I wish people would stop focusing so hard on the idea that these labels are like actual objectively true things about people. Like, would some people probably be happier without feeling forced to pursue relationships by society? Sure. But saying that most people are Actually Aromantic and that 'very few' people actually want or value romantic attachment ???? I'm honestly kinda tired of these like 'most people are Actually bi lol' 'most people are at least a Little ace!!' Etc etc type takes. 'No one is Actually cis' like can you shut upppppp these words are just WORDS for extremely abstract cultural concepts that mean different things to everyone yall do not need to take them this seriously. And im just so tired of people being like 'man knowing about this identity helped me, im sure Everyone feels like this and Everyone actually secretly hates this common thing' like uhhhh no. They don't. Lol.

#like. identifying as aroace in highschool [starting at 14] and then continuing for years #actually royally fucked up my perception of myself and stunted my social development??#because like. i was under the impression that i Discovered my Actual Identity and No Its Not A Phase!!! etc etc #and so i stuck with it for like 4 years #and sorta subconciously convinced myself 'this is who you are' and so actually maturing and getting out of high school and #discovering that i did have interest in these relationships Fucked Me Up and it took me literally another 4 years to get over it enough #to actually explore it!!#idk! sometimes these mindsets can be actually damaging!!#the idea that these labels are something intrinsic about You and are immutable and Who You Are #like. i get why these concepts exist but that isnt how this stuff works these labels are just words awkwardly taped on top of #a completely undefineable human experience that morphs and changes constantly #IDK IDK idk i just dont get why people get so caught up with labels and especially try to say 'well actually everyone else is actually #my label too like. everyone actually is like this' like you cannot fucking assume that ! oh my god!#its so weird and annoying !!#idk i really love my boyfriend this guy asked me out freshman year of college and i was like im aro #and he stuck around and was my best friend for another 4 years before i finally chilled the fuck out about the concept #of being someones boyfriend #i had convinced myself that Thats Not For Me and so Im Just Not One Of Those People #so yea seeing someone say 'actually no one wants romantic partners lol' yea it kinda pisses me off

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enbysiriusblack · 3 months ago

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"the marauders would be the annoying popular chavvy boys in school"

THEY ABSOLUTELY WOULD NOT BE.

#yeah they did illegal hexes and stuff but i can 100% say they would NOT do the kinda stuff those boys got up to #(catfishing another student & making him cut his yknow.. sharing their gfs nudes. rating teachers boobs)#<- and thats only a few things they did...#marauders would much more be those guys in top set who make fun of the ppl in bottom set #who don't actively hang out with the girls but seem to always have girls flirting with them.#who are a mix of popular and non popular ppl but still super close friends and the populars would never ditch them #<- who take part in like dfe & student council & also call teachers nicknames & have climbed out the windows #like i remember in school there were these guys who'd always ask if i was vampire & would shout my last name in the middle of class #<- and then i got close to one of them in geography & apparently that meant they would now leave me alone #& would now give me their homework answers when i didn't do it & randomly give me a top hat they bought to school for no reason #THATS the marauders. the weird & kinda funny super close group of high achieving guys

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ceask · 3 months ago

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My cat always scratches at doors at random times in the night. Usually around 2, 4, and 6am. That's because this little bitch doesn't have a regular sleeping pattern and takes power naps, and gets a little concerned when she wakes up at night and everyone else is just. Not there??? We're not walking around, we're not talking, we're in our rooms alone and we're sleeping??? My cat cannot comprehend it.

And you know who else takes power naps instead of sleeping at night? You know who I snatched that headcanon from? (Pretty sure it was Dark)

Dust.

Dust literally saves everyone from Killer's cats scratching at doors and waking them up in the middle of the night. His sleeping patterns coincidentally matched up with the cats. So when a cat is wandering around, it would usually just scratch into Dust's room and calm down. Bonus if Dust and Killer actually share a room, and when they go to sleep all the cats are with Killer and when they wake up they're all with Dust. (Upsets Killer to no end.)

Okay, from here cw/tw? for schizophrenia and a semi-detailed hallucination episode

With my headcanon that Dust has schizophrenia, this would be an absolute nightmare for him.

A symptom of schizophrenia is hearing voices and sounds that aren't there. His main hallucination would be Phantom, and I've read that the voices schizophrenic people hear are usually far away. Like they are literally in the walls/srs.

Now imagine Dust hallucinating Phantom, while also hearing cats scratch at his door. Do you know how badly it would fuck with him. He would hear a voice from the wall, and assume that someone is trying to crawl into his room and scratch open the walls. So he just sits on his bed and hyperventilates. Bonus if the episode would involve physical hallucinations, with hands roaming on his face, head, shoulders, neck. And then with the sound of the scratching his brain would automatically make him feel nails scraping at his arms and legs.

#ceask rambles #utmv #undertale #undertale au #killer sans #dust sans #phantom papyrus #schizophrenia #cats #holy fuck I went dark for a moment #it was supposed to be a fluffy headcanon that Dust just attracts the cats with his sleeping schedule #how did this #what #okay I guess #I literally know about schizophrenia because me and my friends made a high school au #and I added Dust having schizophrenia #because its generally a big misconception/headcanon in the russian utmv community #i got it from there #and I made a ton of research to make Dust's teenage schizophrenia as accurate as possible #I even have a document with things I pasted from a pretty much trusted website #there was this interview with a schizophrenic woman and she was talking about an episode of hers she had #she thought her arm was gone #was pretty interesting to read abour #shes also the one who mentioned voices being in the walls rather than in your head or next to you #shit is crazy #sighs I should rewrite Cross from my hsau hes low key shit and just pining over Killer #anyway

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constance-dartagnan · 2 months ago

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the thing about birthday depression is that birthdays are. fundamentally. the #1 day to be happy that you're alive. Which is hard to do yourself if you're not actually happy to be alive and also the people around you can't win because if they forget (or don't acknowledge it) that feels like evidence that nobody else is happy you're alive either but if they DO try to celebrate it makes you feel guilty for not matching the vibe

#sad! but oh well there are other days (364.3 of them)#there's also the fact for me personally that my birthday is in may which is one of the busiest times in the academic year #and meant i always got shafted in school because there was some of kind of extracurricular event or exams on or around it #one year my chorus concert and my brother's football awards dinner were both on my birthday #and you'll never guess which one our parents went to!#also i straight up did not have friends until i was in high school so I stopped having parties after kindergarten #but that's not what we're talking about right now #like. i hate it. it makes me want to appropriate jehovah's witness culture.

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melancholy--lion · 11 months ago

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If you saw this on the Dropout Discord, no you didn't. But I have to talk about the family dynamics and relationships in this last episode of Fantasy High because I can't stop thinking about it.

Okay but seriously, the conversation with Sklonda and the one with Aelwyn have me feeling all sorts of ways thanks to my weird mix of developmental trauma. They hit SO HARD

I can't stop thinking about how Aelwyn felt like she had to move out not because anyone did anything wrong at Mordrid Manor, but because they were too kind and nice to her. Like there's this incredibly confusing and impossible to articulate combination of despair, confusion, disgust, jealousy, and shame that comes from being in a place that loves and accepts you for you after being in a place that didn't for so long. And how even if you know logically that the place is safe and you are loved, your body just doesn't believe it and you're constantly on edge and overwhelmed. It's painfully relatable as someone with that experience. I've never seen someone else relate or put those feelings into words before but I feel so seen.

Sklonda just caring so deeply about her son and being so worried and also so frustrated with her son's friends is just heartbreaking. And her not liking that they call him Ball is just icing on the cake. Because in reality, it's not a very kind nickname, seeing as it comes from Riz being bullied. And even though Riz has reclaimed it, the scars are still healing for Sklonda and that's deep too. That hit real hard too!

OH and don't even get me started on Fabian being neglected. His mom called FIG AND NOT HIM?! OH MY GOD IT HURTS! The role play this season hurts SO GOOD!!

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