#ceask rambles

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I FINISHED ALL OF THE WANDS AND ADDED DETAIL TO DREAM'S!!!

Again, the wands are heavily inspired by Star vs tfoe wands. Nightmare's wand corrupted because of dark magic possessing it, and it broke. The moon symbol came loose and is now hanging down, similar to a creepy smile original Corrupted Nightmare tends to have. The black stuff on it represents his goop, dark corrupted magic streaming out of the edges and covering part of the moon. Also it would be cool if the four tendril alike ribbons would warp around someone's hand once someone is holding it, so you can't drop it and nobody can grab it out of your hand. With the uncorrupted wands you don't have that and the ribbons should either be loose or tied around your hand manually.

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Liminal <3

She's an Afterdeath child, her job is to lead souls into the in-between, mostly ones that died too early and must wait for their turn to rest in peace

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I'm taking commisions now... cuz I need money for cosplay wigs...

I'm opening 6 slots to not overwhelm myself in case ppl do buy my stuff. I have school chat *sob sob*

You can dm me here on tumblr, or on discord (@/ceask) if you're interested :3

If you'd like to see some more examples look at #ceasks art !!

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Info

No bg/flat color bg/something simple like a shape on the bg is free

A more detailed/complicated bg is 5-10$

Extra props (props bigger than a hand, weapons larger than a knife or whatever, or tables or chairs, anything that's the center of attention rather than a bg prop) are 3$ each

Any extra characters are 50%+. For example you chose full length and rendered (30$) and you only need to pay half of that for any extra characters (15$ each)

I overexplain shit smh

More info

What I CAN do

Humans

Utmv skeletons

Ocs

Hybrids, angels/demons, kimonomimis (humanoid characters with additional features, like animalistic ears, horns, wings, tails, etc.)

What I will NOT do

NSFW (I'm a minor)

Darkships (incest, ped*philia, yk the drill.)

What I've NEVER DONE or am not good at

Animals. I'm not good at regular animals, most I've done are cartoony cats and frogs, as school doodles.

Furry

Dragons

What's coming if I actually sell anything

Chibis/crk cookies (they're the same size in matters of pricing)

Object characters (think osc. Bfdi, ii, object ocs)

I'm scared SEND POST AND RUNS

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Nightmare's castle is literally so fancy. So elegant. So dark, so royal, so magical and whimsical.

Every window is covered with curtains, which are embroidered with silver thread in shapes of tree branches. Every piece of furniture is soft and nice, the wooden chairs having those fancy curves on them, and most of the beds have a fancy carcass to them.

Honestly, it's perfect for a King like Nightmare.

IF ONLY HE DIDNT HAVE A BUNCH OF PSYCHOPATHIC RATS RUNNING AROUND AND BREAKING EVERYTHING 😭😭😭😭😭

Killer is so modern compared to all the fancy stuff. Dust is just basic and plain. Horror looks like a homeless man. Cross is the closest thing to fancy that they have around there, and that's only if you count him as a baddie.

When I say most of the beds have a carcass, I mean some have literally been broken and had to be removed. Killer sleeps on the floor on a mattress because it's comfy for him like that, it's easy to roll out of and roll back into. Horror had his carcass replaced with something simple and metal rather than wood because he would accidentally crush it.

Every chair in the dining room is now just some random chair. Except for one, there's one fancy chair left and Nightmare is literally gonna kill anyone that touches it. It's his now. The rest of the chairs are just random ones they stole from abandoned aus. Why are they all broken? TAKE A DAMN GUESS!! Obv it's Killer and Dust who just destroy everything around them like hostile cats whenever they're in a certain state of mind.

So many things are broken and worn down, making the castle look messy. Nightmare used to hate it, but it grew to him, plus he didn't really have the resources to fix everything. Like not until him and Dream signed a truce. Now, he just doesn't want to put down the framed hole in the wall that Dust somehow managed to punch through. The walls are like thick and durable. Guess that one was rotting.

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Me art again

Basically Nightmare. Staring at the moon on a cliff. Cape burned on the corner, ruffles at the end of the pants. Where tentacles? Tentacles left the chat guys idfk </3, let's say they're retracted

Edit: actually fun fact abt this drawing. The moon was supposed to be red. I was listening to "On My Way" throughout the sketch of the drawing, specifically inspired by those random lyric edits that pop up on my tt fyp. It sounds so magical, so. Like. You know when you just have a very peaceful moment, and then you suddenly realize something incredible. It's dead quiet around you, and you just feel like you're in the clouds. But. Mentally, not the physical feeling of butterflies. Maybe some people have that, but I don't really? Like when you have a realization, or you capture something so fascinating and one of a kind that your cheeks tingle and you feel hypnotized by the view. Yeah that's the kind of feeling I get when listening to those lyric edits, with the echo and the music slightly muffled and the vocals are powerful.

That's what I wanted at first but I couldnt figure out the lighting for the life of me, so just went with monochrome blues

Less pretty version. I literally just copied the drawing in black and white and overlayed it over this so it looks better. You can see everything clearer here

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Epic to Cross after everyone rightfully defended him:

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Au where Geno, Error, Killer and honestly anyone who has determination or a parasite inside of them is a zombie. Would be easier and more interesting to make this into a modern au

Like imagine Reaper is just hanging out in a graveyard because he lives right next to it and sometimes helps out with the patrols, and then he just sees Geno dig out of his grave

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FUCK ISNT IT ERRORS BIRTHDAY

ON 4TH OF APRIL

BRO

BRO....

I NEED TO DRAW AGAIN

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based on some yapping

this is purely Nightmare's pov. I think he'd be too possessed to realize he actually killed the tree and that people are around him and all that. Perhaps people came running when he had given in and blacked out.

The small guardian was all alone once again, sitting under the tree hidden amongst the forest. A home sealed away from society by a magical field only him and his brother could see and walk through. A barrier only powerful enough to break by cutting down their beloved tree.

It was never his intention, really. He didn't mean for this to happen.

But Nightmare's feet dragged him upwards, made him stand before a branch that coincidentally lowered to his eye level. The gold of the apple shone despite there being little sunlight. So tempting, so inviting. The back of his mind whispered for him to take it, to show he can be something more than a scum of earth.

The boy's gloved hand reached into the sky, barely touching the apple. The glow played between his fingers, reflecting against them. He was mesmerized, feeling like a mortal before an ethereal deity. Like a nothing before something. Well, he was nothing. Nothing in this world. Nothing for the village but a punching bag. Nothing compared to his angelic brother.

So he shall redeem himself.

With one sharp movement, like a wild animal jumping onto its prey, he grabbed the apple and ripped it right off. The shine vanished before his very eyes, and the gold had rotten to black in seconds. The lumination from the golden apples turned into a dark fog, the ethereal atmosphere was gone, replaced by a somber swamp. Branches with rotten apples were hanging down, dripping with acidic juice.

Nightmare stood horrified as he held the black apple. The embodiment of negativity, the thing that haunts him. His destiny. My fate. My reincarnation.

Hands shaking, he almost impulsively took a bite. The persistent voice in his head overshadowed the horror, making him consume the ill fruit. The taste was sweet and sickening, the acid tingled on his mortal tongue. It hurt, it burned, but he couldn't stop no matter how much he wanted to. His internal monologue of cries and desperation was drowned by whispers, so many layered over each other it was hard to think. His hands and jaws worked on their own, until he felt like he had no power over his body. Like he was possessed.

By the tenth apple, black mush started to leak from Nightmare's eyes. His skull cracked, and he let out a yell of pain. Fighting for control was useless, as something forced the fruit down his throat. It burned, it hurt like nothing before. It was torture. The acid burned through his skull. and the black goop was starting to fill his bones. It was coming out of every gap possible. His eyes, his mouth, his nose. The substance had blinded his right eye in the process. He couldn't breathe, he could barely think, and his body disobeyed him.

It didn't take long before he felt his spine crack open. The sound that left his throat was straight out of a banshee legend. A long, terrifying screech that scared the crows off the forest trees in miles of radius. A scream that must have reached his brother's ears. Despite the mention, Nightmare wasn't thinking of him at all. His mind was filled with fear and regret, his bones cracked and twisted open as the goop materialized into solid limbs. It was agonizing. This was worse than torture: this was death. He wanted nothing other but to die, nothing but to stab himself. I can't go on. Please, end my suffering.

His prayers were heard by his own possessed body. The tentacles pierced through his chest, making him fall to his knees. Nightmare was numb, his thoughts running at the speed of light. His eyes blurred as the acid of negativity corrupted his whole being, and he closed them. The agony, the burning feeling, the hissing on his bones. It was so much, it blurred together. One big torture device. His destiny, his fate. The sweet relief of death.

Nightmare let the possession take over. He stopped fighting it, he was tired and hopeless. He blacked out, a small thought of his past self left unfinished. 

He was sorry.

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I just had this thought

Does Dust ever get flashbacks about the human/player from his au whenever Killer is fighting or is generally acting more like a player than a monster like the rest of them?

Does he hate Killer because of it? Some general dislike? Discomfort, disgust that someone has fused souls with someone more monstrous than an actual monster?

Srsly I gotta see that like. I was thinking abt that one post talking abt how Killer disassociates and views everyone as npc's with repeating habits and dialog ever since he got to see the perspective of the player. And just saw the new Xtha song Eye to Eye. And thought of this

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Some zbau doodles (attempt at least)

Very poor attempt at a graveyard, hand show off, and zbau Geno concept????

Geno would have his face broken and molten like in canon, except it's not just a small piece. His entire right half of the face is completely molten, going onto his nose and even his eye socket. He's dirty, damaged, his scarf is ripped and his white clothes are full of dark stains from the dirt.

Also, hands will also be stained with dirt. Those zombies are working hard digging their way out, they have some dirty hands. Varies on how bad it is, depending on the size of their hands, the strength they have, and how deep they were buried.

And depending on how bad the corpse is decomposing, they would be able to pop their limbs off and and shove them back in. They're skeletons after all. Sometimes if the body is too old, the limbs will fall off by themselves and it would be a bit harder to keep them in place. (Still have to think about Nightmare and how his goop would work. Maybe it's just mold bodily fluids, idk yet)

@haha-dying-inside tags you cutely

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What if XPapyrus was the one who pushed Cross off the stairs bc they had an argument abt Cross changing his name.......... transphobia is crazy........ Cross loves his family but hates them at the same time because of what they've done to him........ so he just lurks around the house and watches them have the same obnoxious yet oblivious abusive life..............

0.8 rlly fueled the zbau for me

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Nightmare in a dress

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I let out such a comically loud gasp at this

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the urge to make implied error x fresh angst

the urge to write Error wanting to hang himself and out of all people Fresh found him because hes most likely to just appear at the worst times ever

and then they're both just there like :man_standing:

just for funsies yk imagine Error not seeing the point in anything anymore and this 80s parasite just spawns like "wait. they dont love you like i love you-"

im not self projecting no wdym I have no parasites that would do this for me so technically this is not me nor real

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Me crying bc people are hating on Errorink all of a sudden and it's been my otp since I was 10 can we stop hating on ships that aren't even problematic please