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sunnynoki · 10 months ago

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what am i doing, holding onto the scraps of a life that no longer exists? what am i doing. what am i doing.

#i might as well be dead thats how little space i take up.#i deserve less tbh #noki's life story #vent #suicide #kinda #whatever

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kekstala · 3 months ago

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After the mass leak of very questionable game freak content, I’ve got the sudden urge to draw Typhlosion all epic…

#because our boi deserves none the less #I don’t care about those leaks tbh #for me Typhlosion will always be this epic volcano mon you get as your partner in Gen 2 #pokemon #typhlosion

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weaverofink · 5 months ago

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punk douxie redesign!!! i just think he should have had an undercut tbh

+ bonus doodle:

i feel like they for sure wouldn't let him wear his whole punk getup at his cafe job so i put him in a uniform. for fun.

#tales of arcadia #wizards tales of arcadia #douxie casperan #hisirdoux casperan #toa wizards #trollhunters #let douxie be punk!! let him have an undercut!!!!!!! he deserves it!!!!!!#tbh his hair is kinda weird in canon? like its all kinda the same length somehow even though it looks longer in the front #so i just thought. why not ditch the bun and just shave the back of it off?#kind of a reverse mullet situation. party in the front and nothing in the back #took outfit inspiration from some british punk bands and things like that. i felt like that fit his vibe #idk. he's just very dear to me and i wish his outfit was less........ idk. walmart emo?#that might be mean. his outfit is fine i just think its the wrong vibe for him #art #my art #weaverofink #oh and if u noticed that i accidentally switched around which wrist the bracer was on. no u didn't

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enrapture · 5 months ago

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#we trade pain for wisdom #whatever the case may be if it’s you or if it’s me growth and change and learning from the mistakes are all that we can do #to add to it didn’t deserve to know me like that* or appreciate my time etc #but throughout all the hardship I’ve been through with people that I didn’t work out well with (familyfriends romantic relationships)#ive learned a lot throughout my life from people and myself included #I’m grateful and appreciative of the wisdom I’ve gained and how I’ve overcame it but sad & angry at the thought of remembrance #I know what I’m saying is vague and this post isn’t about a specific person but just looking at it as a whole #people who genuinely like you and care about you want the best for you and will want to make things work no matter what #people who value you don’t treat you like shit people who value you show appreciation for you #people who love you let you know just like people who don’t they all let you know #but there’s been some instances where I’ve been the one who made mistakes and caused issues and things of that nature #I’ve taken those mistakes and learn from them and have grown from them since they happened #that’s the point of life learning experiencing understanding and growing #with or without you I will be fine :) I’m happy whether you’re in or out of my life #that statement alone if I had been told that before I would’ve cried my eyes out but now I’m like I’m fine with or without I don’t need #anyone or anything but if you want to tag along that’s fine if you don’t want to that’s also fine the freedom is there #it’s freeing in my heart to say that tbh #I know my worth and what I deserve I’m not going to settle for less

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kenmaiii · 10 months ago

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after two years i finally draw the favorite

#my art #still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone #for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil #for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #thistle #dunmeshi thistle #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig #i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer #u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore #i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good #while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly.#for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it #i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow #like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else #tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm

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sainz100 · 22 days ago

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2024 Hungarian GP | x (edited)

#daniel ricciardo #autumn posts #the (edited) is quite unnecessary as it is most readily apparent lol but!!#I tried to rotate it 45 degrees ish and my lack of photo editing skills leaves much to be desired #anyways arm 😵‍💫❤️✨#I fear I'll be in a perpetual state of missing him #but I'll be savoring memories of him like light from a star still reaching earth years after its gone out 🌠#also that's overly dramatic hehe a new journey awaits!!! and I will be excited if he wants to share it with us!!!#until then I'll be blogging like its 2017 at times hehe #omg I was looking up top 2017 tracks and man there were some bangers that year 👏😎#okay nostalgia trip over I've been meaning to write but tbh I got myself all needlessly stressed!!#2025 is the year of not adding so much undue stress on myself - it's keeping me from flying!!!#also 2025 goals include drinking more water and less coffee 😒 sigh hehe #hope everyone has a very wonderful last day of the year!!!!#enjoying time with friends or fam or favorite hobbies ❤️#off to another chapter!! I hope good things are in store!!! 🎁🎉✨❤️#also if you read this far then hello and also my silliest yearning is Dan comes in to replace Liam in the summer #even tho RBR does Not deserve him and the stress of the sport with travel and media scrutiny are so much #retiring at 35? a dream!! but I do wonder what the vibe will be like after DTS drops #it feels like a proper goodbye had yet to come...idk #I'm still excited for Carlos and Max and Lewis and new faves too but #ahh I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before #and he himself said he's done!!! so! c'est la vie #not goodbye but see ya later (in supercars or as a globetrotting dashing sponsor or just kickin it on the farm)#I'm at peace with all for the most part!!! but I'll be missing what could've been all the same #anyways I should go touch some grass! I'll be back soon!!#thank you everyone for all the kind tags my heart is like 💖💞💓💗💕!!!!#I appreciate this space and y'all so much ❤️❤️❤️ onto another year together!!#many more memories to make!!!

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phantomsies · 2 months ago

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fat bodies are so fucking beautiful. Like we really are God’s most divine creation I think.

#🪷—faerie whispers #no hate to anyone else #before we get started and get to tussling #I think everybody is beautiful and deserves love #I just really think plus size ppl deserve the world #like I refuse to let the internet and the world’s nasty fatphobia convince me otherwise #idk if any of y’all follow juicy body goddess but I love her channel sm #the way she speaks life into plus size ppl #it’s so beautiful #it’s never been ‘confidence’ that has allowed me to wear the things I do or cosplay as characters who don’t share the same body type #I just legit loved my body and fuck whoever didn’t tbh lmao #i also never felt the need to bash skinny ppl in the process #I just could care less abt them bc I don’t center them at the forefront of my beauty standards #like a chubby fat femme can get whatever they want from me #like have my life if u want it fr #and a plus size man?#yeah 2 sum to do sum with me sorry

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brainrot-stitch · 11 months ago

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Steve saga doodles !! :3

All early steve saga, like before rainbow could talk timeline

Grhh I am so normal about them so so normal...

#said the voice of a LIAR #:3 #sillying rn #btw new headcanon post coming soon :D #i just have to remember to keep writing on it heh..#stitch art #ibispaint art #ibispaintx #doodles #art #steve saga #the steve saga #favremysabre steve saga #favremysabre #rainbow steve #ultra steve #chaos steve #blue steve #tss #drawing shadow sabre soon btw....#shadow sabre ily!!!!#tss shadow sabre deserved more time tbh #bro was SUCH a goof #light steve ily get better soon u always dying little guy #hes just like me fr #also how the FUCK do u draw any sort of mechanics much less the wild ass machines sabre made early steve saga #like... how tflip was i supposed 2 draw that.. sighh #i dare u to draw early steve saga machines (pls pls pls i have no idea how to design them we can compare notes fire emoji)#I FORGOT TO DO SABRES HOODIE RIGHT ON THE LAST ONE WHOOPS #my bad gang hes supposed to have wing holes but not anymore ig!!!!

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kheprriverse · 5 months ago

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"Guh--"

I almost didn't give y'all this one but decided that'd be mean of me. Especially since this took me nearly 4 days to finish.

-> Part 2

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cool-lesbian-is-here · 16 days ago

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I think I must be arctic monkeys,

Cause I wanna be yours ;)

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blueberrybeomgyu · 3 months ago

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TWO HUNDRED REGULARS!!!!!!!! WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL AMAZING CAFE GOERS TYSM <33333333 i hope u all know i appreciate you being here with me 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

#im in shock tbh #bbbg is doing so well and it feels like i dont deserve it #and im friends/moots w so many accounts i used to ADORE from afar like ada and kiwi and vivian and eve and bunny and #more people i might have forgotten bc im everywhere today but that i dont love ANY LESS <333 #ive met so many kind people like kit and selle and im so thankful to be apart of the community <333 #if you're reading this i love you MWAH big phat juicy one for u #journaling...𖦹

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noahtally-famous · 9 months ago

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can't believe this hasn't been said before but unhinged!scarlett and unhinged!dave would be an iconic duo. shame pi didn't get a second season bc these two in an alliance would basically succeed in destroying the island, they'd wipe everyone out

the fact that they're both versions of the nerd character so they're already smart in their own ways, the fact that they have absolutely zero fucks to give anymore, their individual darker sides have come out (whether it was hidden consciously (scarlett) or unconsciously (dave)), and they've each attempted to kill/seriously injure one or more contestant(s) (and mess up the island in the process) just to reach their end goal. imagine if these two found a common goal somehow, literally nothing could get in their paths (except possibly each other)

#these two in an alliance that ends with one or both of them turning on the other would be wild #tbh i know ppl talk abt wishing roti getting a second season but the potential in a second season for pi?? there is so much!!#literally half the dynamics have changed and so have personalities for most of the characters in pi #max and scarlett's dynamic change and their shifts in characters #topher could easily shift from chris lover to chris hater. two extremes!!#he just wants to get chris fired or in pain or smth lmao #dave becoming more competitive and less romantic he turns more heartless (and a bit more reserved and unpredictable)#his heart is there its just v shrouded. and repressed memories dave of the finale!!#he knows smth big happened but the memories of exact details are fuzzy (when that mental curtain is ripped away its gonna be chaos)#amy and sammy's change in dynamics. sammy standing up for herself!!#i wanna say sky would join a second season to get a chance at the money (im a shawn winner truther)#but idk if after all that she'll want to lmao #but skave dynamic total shift if sky comes back!!!#dave doing anything to get her eliminated sky slowly starting to retaliate #it'd be interesting to explore ella and sugar's characters if they've changed or not #evil scarlett who doesnt hide it!!#jashawn ain’t gonna join i think lmao they deserve a nice break plus they split the million so #rodney who is still a romantic but starts to understand the truth of boundaries and the rose colored glasses start to break #(he gets a sexuality revelation when he crushes on one of the guys)#just imagine how wack things would have gone with a second season #the different interactions and alliances and friendships and enemies #and the interactions/dynamics in the first season def would have changed in a second one #this is making me remember the whole layout for a second pi season younger me wrote with new and old contestants #anyway! second season pi was so deserved it would have been wack #noahtally-famous #total drama #td dave #td scarlett #tdpi

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kawareo · 10 months ago

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I think i'm at the point where the only bg3 character that I actually dislike is Mizora (used to hate Lae'zel and think Shadowheart and Wyll were boring, have seen the light since)

And even her i think i could come to like if the game actually gave her some proper shit?? Or the community? She sucks and is horrible to a character i really like but then again, so are Cazador and Gortash and i love them

Would probably feel differently if we had Cazador seductively holding Astarion on the main fucking promo poster. Or if we could never properly tell him to fuck off. Or if he found a way to slime himself into the camp and stand right next to Astarion and try to fuck you just to fuck with the camp's relationships. And then never get any real shit for it!!

I love horrible characters because they're horrible but man does there need to be some way for the game to at least acknowledge that! I need Wyll to be able to tell her to fuck off and then stab her or something, something

#despise it everytime someone includes Mizora as a package deal with Wyll #he deserves better!!#in so many ways!!!#literally the thing i hate most about bg3 tbh #i think id enjoy mizora and how cunty she is if she would be treated less like an annoying wyll issue and more like his actual evil master #whom he has to escape from #like isnt that basically the plot with ALL other main companions??? and they all can get proper revenge? to some degree at least??#bg3 #bg3 rant #wyll ravengard #fuck mizora

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vandalizedheart · 2 days ago

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if i may allow myself a monthly Joker Moment, a lot of the harshness i have towards myself tends to be a side effect of how the rpc as a whole tends to operate.

i have a lot of joy and love for the things i create. when i share them in rp spaces here though? sometimes it gets hard to keep loving them, and myself as well.

#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#negative cw #tbd.#don't get me wrong. it's not as though i /don't/ experience joy when sharing my creations here.#and i really do appreciate all the love and support i've received in return.#re-reading messages/threads/etc. here often cheers me up during bad days.#there's just a level of instability & lack of permanence in the rpc;#that i still haven't quite grasped how to cope with in a healthy manner? (aside from just being here less often lol.)#like... does love and encouragement from a mutual truly mean anything. when in the end they dropped you like a used tissue?#was ur ship truly that special? when u get ghosted the moment ur ship partner finds someone better? more interesting? faster at writing?#did you and your rp partner truly get along? when the slightest misunderstanding or disagreement lands you in their blocklist?#are you really okay when any of the above happens? or are you just expected to be?#because if any real life equivalent of any of this stuff happened to you irl. you'd be hurt. you'd be sad. that is normal.#sometimes i feel like there's this expectation to react to hurtful things like a machine in rp spaces.#and just... keep moving and operating like normal in spite of something upsetting happening. it's odd.#and it gets hard to remember that i'm actually a person. who deserves to be treated like a person.#(ironically. typing all this is making me remember some characters i made for staticmonitor's lore when i was active on the blog.#they were a commentary on some tumblr rpc-isms. but i found them too negative to fully realize. it's funny to think about now tbh.)#anyways... plz excuse the crashout here. i had a shit day at work and i'm kinda derealized lmao.#i'll delete this later.

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emulation-0 · 8 days ago

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im not part of the 'diavolo did nothing wrong crowd' but i do think the level of punishment he got exceeded the crimes he committed. like... the fact that his job exists is evil of course but for a person in that position the things he did were pretty average, and were also things giorno was going to end up doing/did end up doing anyway. like this bro is so funny when it comes to morals: 'murder is okay but drugs are the ultimate evil.' and i can understand that in certain contexts but those are certainly not the contexts that giorno operates on lol

#this really becomes apparent with the la squadra fights cuz ultimately these two groups wanted the same thing #even if la squadra wanted a raise (which is their right tbh) and control of the drug routes another factor in their decision making #was their personal stake in the game. which was sorbet and gelato. and bucciarati's team only defected because of THEIR personal #stake in the game which was trish. you cant tell me mista or narancia or abbacchio genuinely gave that much of a fuck about the drugs #like sure their city sucks but they def didnt care about that to the extent that giorno or bucciarati did. trish was their final straw and #they were gonna follow bucciarati regardless. so im just saying like if we're gonna be talking about 'ultimate evils' then pick something #thats a little less parallel and likely to end in hypocrisy cuz really. these three entities are all kind of the same #and the actions giorno criticizes diavolo for are actions he himself takes because of his own version of justice. which is definitely not #widely shared or particularly for the public benefit regardless of what giorno thinks. cuz its mafia business. but yeah whatever #if anyone deserved the infinite death loop its pucci hejghsjfghrsgjk. or funny valentine. i havent read steel ball run #but on account of being the us president he probably sucks balls of evil #hanancouldyounot #jjba #vento aureo #hanancouldyoupost

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milfbrainrot · 2 months ago

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I probably will have many complaints abt the season's execution once I am emotionally whole again but I also feel like for the difficulties of weaving the season together w little time the scenes we did get fucked severely

#Arcane tag #Ik I was just saying there is something that feels like... less pressure?#To engage w characters outside of our own societal issues contexts?#But that does not absolve a work from being written w biases #And I think disjointed storytelling issues aside #I do feel odd about the ways this show handles black characters #At least things felt off this season #So that issss probably my biggest complaint tbh like #We rly didn't need so many new characters when it took away from #properly handling ekko or mel #That said a lot was not given the deserved time bc there just was not enough time #A lot was sacrificed to hit the necessary story beats #But like... I do think ekko was sidelined in unnecessary ways at times #And mel's story could've been done better #And then keeping the image of Sky around for Viktor was... hmm #Idk I'm out of braincells and Ambessa is sooooo good but a lot felt odd elsewhere #OH anddd I have some weird feels abt the way disability was handled at times #but cannot figure out if I'm right to #Not to make everything Problematic just ? Choices were made

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