#i cant fucking tell anymore
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Uh Oh....the ladies have entered their 4th pint stage
#GUYS HELPP ive been looking at this too long i cant tell anymore if its even good#as usual i kinda like the sketch better ripppppp but it was nice to finish something#anyways my previous point still stands: whoever wins does get to fuck shadowheart in the bathroom#some details i want ppl to notice: lae'zels dogtags and army pants#karlachs cigarette pack sleeve. bc shes a handsome guy:)#also astarions cunty earring anddd i replaced shaddys hair accessory with a punky spikey one#and ummm my Tav is wearing a rainbow bracelet:) bc theyre gay#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur's gate 3#astarion#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#wyll ravengard#bg3 wyll#lae'zel#karlach#karlach cliffgate#shadowheart#bg3 tav#ren#tadfools#the tadfools#i rly think i fucked up laezels face shape but by the time i realised it was too late#wow mayb ill use a ref next time?? whaaaat??
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ouuugh chatroom .
#im like. this [] close to cutting connections with almost every person i know and or talk to#i like. dont know how to describe it.#other than that i cant tell if ive just become a pussy out of nowhere all of a sudden#or if im actually getting bullied#i cant fucking tell anymore#i just see shit in people and i can tell its not doing my already-suicidal-ass favors#i really fuckin like some of these people too but i dont feel good bein around em just bc of their proximity to other shittier people#once again i cant tell if im actually being kicked around or if i need to be kicked around harder#i just know im gonna end up thinking i need more kicking around. and like. if im actually at a fucking limit thats. not good for me to do#but where is the fucking limit if i cant describe what the hell is going on#how do i tell people to shut the fuck up without telling them why because i physically cant tell them why#i say this more often as a joke than anything else but#humanity might be fucking evil actually.#i should play through and horrendously misunderstand the plot of final fantasy 7 i think /j
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im still applying for jobs, ive applied for state assistance as well but theyre taking their time with approving it. i have bills coming up soon, at the very least i need enough to pay my electric bill bc theyre threatening to shut it off 😬 if anyone has anything they can spare itd be greatly appreciated. im transmasc and i have no family to rely on for this kind of thing. i also have commissions available, dm me for info
vnm: tobias_leviathan
pp: paypal.me/bewearr
thank you 🙏💕
#idk what the secret to applying to jobs is but something is fucked up lately and i cant even get a stupid fast food job#ive applied to so many and got rejected by all of them or just straight up ignored#and thats WITH calling every few days to check up on it#i get either ignored or sent to a bot that just tells me to apply online or the manager has no clue whats going on#ive applied to at least 50 jobs this month and last month not a SINGLE one has given me the time of day#ive been to 4 interviews and got a few callbacks but theyre all dead ends#i dont know what to do anymore. ive been focusing hardcore on art so thats something but ive been working on my backlog and not making money#im just so frustrated and hopeless idk what to even do anymore. ive signed up for temp agencies even and they never have any jobs#its stupid that i HAVE a job but they refuse to give me hours. this is genuinely worse than being unemployed
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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every time i consume new nightwing media a year is taken off of my life. why is he so tragic? has he sought out a psychiatrist? therapy? maybe some ketamine? does he need a dog? i can bark.
#dcu#batfam#nightwing#dick grayson#batman#nightwing has deep rooted trauma#i cant tell what is canon and what isn’t anymore#fuck tarantula#fuck mirage#fuck slade#does dick grayson need a hug#bat family#gotham#dc comics
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can you believe these are statements made by the same fucking guy over 10 years apart
#minecraft#i mean it goes without saying: fuck notch#op of the twitter post is just as stupid also#'cant tell at all who is what gender' you're so close to getting it#im also losing my mind over 'pushing it on existing lore' hey dumbfuck when you were working on the game there WAS NO LORE IMPLICATIONS#also Steve is a person of color and nonbinary canonically dude you MADE the woke#cant enjoy minecraft anymore. because of woke#<- user with the trans Rana pfp
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sorry but do you ever think about the fact that the bernard we have today is a direct amalgamation of everything that happened in his past and i know that sound like such an obvious statement to say but it actually kills me to know that you can draw a direct line from who he is today all the way back to that sixteen year old boy who watched his best friend bleed out. like it is the defining moment in his life. it fundamentally shaped who he is and the person he's become. he is the bernard we know and love not despite the grieves shooting but because of it. because the gangs all got together and shot up his school. because tim walked out of that room with nothing but a baseball bat. because his darla got shot. because he watched her gasp and cry as she died. because he watched the blood coagulate around the wound. because he sat there and held her hand as her life drained out of her. because he walked into school that day with a joke he knew would make her laugh and her nose would scrunch up and she'd snort a little and tim would roll his eyes at him and call him ridiculous and instead he walked out with a bloody white shirt, blood under his fingernails, and two friends less. because, even now, almost half a decade out from the shooting, he thinks that if he closes his eyes, he will always be that stupid, scared little sixteen year old, holding the cooling body of dead best friend.
#there is a direct throughline from the boy we meet in robin 121 all the way to man tim reconnects with in urban legends 4#like maybe you guys have other interpretations of it but to me this is *the* defining moment in his life#and that's not to say that he perpetually bound to this traumatic event but it impacted him sooo much that his life is now divided#before shooting and after shooting#like you cannot tell me him falling into the cult was just something that happened to him#it happened bc he was in such a bad place from watching his friend die and then on top of that he loses contact with tim!!!!#this is his canon event!!!!#if you took it away from him if you made it so that he never had to go through it#the bernard we would get would not be the same bernard we got in urb leg4 and tdr#does it not make you want to chew on drywall that to get to the bear we love he has watch his darla die first????#head in hands head in hands#and it wasnt like batman came immediately after darls died!!! iirc they had to wait a little before he came#which means!!!!! alll those kids but bear esp had to sit in that room with darls' dead body until batman came!!!!!#do you think he cried and held her hand until batman came??? do you think he begged her not to go??? or do you think he told her#stories and made promises of all the things they were gonna do after they got out??? do you think he put pressure on the wound and#watched as the blood soaked through the jacket they were using as a towel??? and when she finally passed do you think he bit his lip#clean through to stop himself from wailing? bc if he's too loud the gunmen will hear them and he cannot be the reason jay from#history dies#auuuugh i cant fucking do this anymore#bernard dowd#timbern#darla aquista#louis grieve trio
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inspired by those horse comics i keep seeing
#oswald the lucky rabbit#mickey mouse#disney#toon#fanart#gotta draw something ✏️#unreality#tw death#ask to tag tbh i dont even know here#i spent so long on this i cant tell if its funny anymore#mickey stans feel free to drop a “he would not fucking say this” i dont know him that well#i probably just projected my “make light of something dark and then overexplain”#waltsicle
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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what do you think toshiro's version of laios would've been like if he was still with the group during the shapeshifter shenanigans
there have been a few speculations in the tag and among the fans and they are all very good SO i am going to take this opportunity to insert a bit of my shipping bias as i like in my interpretation LMAO agdsfgdfgv
i noted that in actuality shuro seems to have a very good grasp on laios' character??? this is most obvious in the manga later on but even seeing how he criticises laios in their fight... iirc nothing he says is actually untrue or wildly exaggerated, and while he does express frustration over something he feels like laios Should have control over (noticing his cues), he is also aware that laios isnt being malicious and that hes Just Like That. what i mean to say is that while i think his version of laios may seem more pushy and in-your-face, i dont think it will be overwhelmingly so. if its post-fight, i think the idea of laios (and marcille) being willing to do anything to get falin back made a big impression on him, as well as the idea that they need to eat and rest in order to succeed in their goals, so those aspects would be prominent in his version. he seems pretty observant, so i think for the most part the physical traits would line up, but i think there would be specific things that stand out to him that would appear strangely striking on his version of laios (like. idk something about his eye colour or the subtle contrast of his armour and chainmail. he seems to have a weird sense of aesthetics if extras are anything to go by lmao). if hed actually been paying attention all those times laios had gone on about what the hell ever, then it might be even MORE hard to tell apart his version since he would also have a good grasp on what laios should know. so either his version of laios is pretty difficult to pick out, OR despite the character being accurate his appearance is too. stylised lmao (exaggerated features or something) OR!! they just get him to pull out his monster gourmet guide thing and are able to tell from there. iirc everyone was surprised at its appearance so its possible toshiro had also never seen it before
IN MY IMAGINARY SHIPPING SCENARIO............ lets say that his laios isnt able to be picked out immediately and that the monster guide thing also doesnt immediately occur to anyone. what the real laios Specifically notices is how close this other laios keeps getting to shuro. and hes like. ??? why is he getting so close to him, theres no way i get that close to him??? but no one else seems to be picking up on it as weird, so hes having a small crisis like do i REALLY get that close to him???? and now that hes on the outside he notices shuro subtly leaning away and he feels both a wave of shame and..... protectiveness??? (JEALOUSY??????) and he immediately steps in and grabs him like Hey!!! cant you see hes uncomfortable???? weve been through this already!!! and like. ok i cant believe im doing this again but i need to separate this into different endings
a) the whump route: i dont think shuro ever envisioned Actually Telling laios about his frustrations outside of being basically cornered into it. has he ever spoken up against what was expected of him?? has he ever been confrontational???? i think part of what held him back from expressing his frustrations, along with the cultural norms, could be fear of what the reaction would be. if he had done the same in any other aspect of his life (his family, his inheritance), i think he would expect disappointment, disapproval, more proof that he doesnt add up to expectation. to be honest i dont think he Truly believes that laios is the type of person to react like this. but it was strong enough to prevent him from acting and i think would be projected onto his image of laios. maybe fake!laios says something dismissive like Well if it really bothered him hed say something right? what, he cant even stand up for himself? cmon, shuro, prove that you cant handle it just like everything else. and thats pretty much the fastest giveaway that it isnt really laios. of course this would be a HUGE tonal departure from what the actual episode/chapter was, so:
b) the dumbass route: both laioses break into fisticuffs, and, yes.... barking. and so they speedrun the entire encounter as the shapeshifters true form appears and, after laios points out that thinking too hard about others versions of you can tear apart groups and peace of mind, they pointedly do not speak of it again. they think about it though. a LOT
c) the normal route: both laioses argue normal like and the group ends up being able to tell them apart because the fake laios goes on a little too long about how theyre all here for falin and everyones like ok its not like he DOESNT love his sister but.......... the rest of the scenario probably goes like canon, though then i would want to see what everyone Else thought of shuro
#if it had been pre-fight i think shuro must have seen him as someone who wasnt serious enough or was too directionless#it would definitely have been easier to pick him out i think....#i realise that very little actual shipping made it into the scenario. but i hope you see the vision#anon#ask#laishuro tag#if shuro actually ended up having to judge them i cant tell you how accurate he would have been#i DO know that compared to laios he would have been watching their social interactions more carefully#maybe he notices certain habits. i dont know if he would get all of them right though. he definitely gets laios right#long post#huge fucking post even. im so sorry. i hope this answered your question#this is actually shorter than it originally was i took off a paragraph#and.. shorter again because i just revised the final route LMAO#its kinda important that laios is the one that judges so i fixed it. originally i was like well what if shuro judged#which u can kind of tell from the tags above lmao#ok i give up i cant edit this anymore here u go <3
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screw the leafs have auston’s side profile instead
#cause wtf is going on#cant even bring myself to watch any third period anymore#do we not learn from our past mistakes??#apparently fucking not#can we not do empty nets again. i beg.#tell myself i dont care#yet here we are#see yall back on thursday..#(#HERE FROM THE FUTURE OMHEJCNKSLG#papi hatty and a win life is good#)#anyway have some am34 side profile cause we need to find joy wherever possible#peak the sweater paws though#babygirlism actually#toronto maple leafs#maple leafs#auston matthews#am34
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manifesting summer rn (it's 18 degrees)
#i have something to tell you guys...#im...an american...#when i say 18 degrees...i mean in fahrenheit...#i hope you guys can find it in your hearts to forgive me </3#anyways lol. ive been listening to a lot of 80s japanese pop/disco/soft rock and it's been inspiring me to draw summer stuff#also its really cold outside and my legs hurt like fucking hell so ive been trapped in my room for 4 days with nothing to do but draw#so im hoping it warms up soon!! cause i cant fucking take it anymore >_<#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#amy rose fanart#amy rose#amy rose the hedgehog#summer#summer vibes#beach#dex draws#dex doodles#idk if this counts as a doodle but its pretty rough so im counting it lol#expect more summer themed art from me soon 0w0
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real thing i experienced the other day
#resident evil#shitpost#leon kennedy#luis sera#luis serra#luis serra navarro#luis sera navarro#capcom im begging you please fucking tell me which spelling is canon i cant do this anymore#leon s kennedy
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Not normal about the themes of fighting the last boss/overcoming the fear of everything that is bad in order to get your happy ending because love has to be fought for.
#chrambles#please rgere are so many im already crying please please pelase#homestuck#myhouse.wad#the truman show#minecraft#undertale#eeaao#there are so many i cant add them hshshajjd#i could tell you every single movie i watched with these themes there are so fucking many i cant anymore#and that one minecraft ending line FUCK#and the universes said i love you because you are love#do you think id be normla about that?? HUH#love has to be fought for#learning how to fight like you#sky children of the light#sky cotl#love
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wasn't going to drink tonight but i remembered they gave buck a dog that tore up its house when the diaz boys were about to leave and then took him away again five seconds later
#sami rambles#FUCK FUCK FUCK.#i do not have time to write anymore fic but now i am thinking about buck going to shelters on his days off when his loft feels too empty#and he sees who he thinks is hoover one time and he calls eddie up on his way home to tell him about it and.#god i cant even finish the thought#911 show#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buck x eddie#hoover the dog
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another unsuccessful attempt to persuade my mom to stop believing in facebook conspiracy theories and recognize that the world sucks mostly because people just don't care and not because of some malicious hidden agenda -_-
#🐉#im so tempted to tell her she cant contact me anymore because the shit she sends me is borderline cult like#but im literally the only person who ever questions it and tries to get her to see reason#so i guess im fucking trapped
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