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triona-tribblescore · 1 year ago

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conversation with a friend went a little like this

#really quick silly doodle before i buckle down doing college work for the night #arent we all a little tired of having to grow up?#i am #make sure to take care of yourself <3 #have a warm drink and wear a cozy hoodie or something #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt leo #rottmnt raph #TCEST DNI!!!!!#cant believe I gotta add that #but just to be safe x #tribbleart #<3 #whats their duo name again?

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ratatatastic · 16 days ago

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the sauna robe era: a beautiful saga unfolding before us. we really have gone from "it was matthew's idea to wear them for pregame fits" to "sasha texted them team to make them wear the robes for the preds game"

nashville predators @ florida panthers postgame interview | 11.7.24 (x)(x)(x)(x)(x)

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUNNY IT IS THAT BOTH RODDY AND MAFFHEW WENT oh the whole team all thought it was a prank but we still wore them anyways which somehow makes the robe walkin an exercise in trust and love that everyone passed with flying colours god this team is filled with lobe and friemdship

also happy mackie did in fact get ribbed for taking the shirt option his team uncles sure are giving him the rookie experience and also "i wasn't sure if i was showing too much skin or not" on a team

THAT WALKED IN LIKE THIS WITHOUT ANY SHAME. YEAH BUD I DONT THINK THATS A PROBLEM HERE.

the robes are truly a hit amongst the team aka we dont have to use our brains and we just put on a robe its fantastic, mackie maffhew and nosey are on absolutely onboard unsurprisingly

and if you wondering oh what about paul when will we see him-

the answer is a firm NO on both accounts so to those (me) who wanted to see an old man in a skimpy robe our dreams have to be crushed from the getgo but maybe if the streak goes long enough-

#aleksander barkov #matthew tkachuk #gustav forsling #evan rodrigues #mackie samoskevich #tomáš nosek #paul maurice #2425 #the sauna robe saga™#beautiful and needs to be archived #also paul says that the boys didnt tell him they would come in robes for the preds game after finland #just that he “heard a rumour” about it #so sasha texted the team and our staff was out of the loop so i cant imagine the utter joy at seeing your players in their robes again #i also was talking to my friend and went “how likely is it that theyve washed those things? like between sauna i can see it”#“but the minute they exclusively wore it for walkins how likely are those things building up funk for the superstition”#and then i completely ruined it for myself because yeah i do think they dont wash em #i love the utter confusion on who started this #maffhew and sasha are one entity #sasha taking initiative to make the boys keep wearing the robes as if maffhew (superstitious man) didnt whisper it in his ear #“you gotta be some kind of superstitious at one point” ←i like seeing my teammates half naked. and also my husband told me to do so.#captain's privilege indeed #but also the whole “whos idea it was” does that particularly change on why some boys thought it was a joke #like if maffhew said it right theyd be more likely to think it was a prank but if sasha said it theyd be more likely to believe-#sorry im still on whos on team maffhews idea and team sashas idea #i will piece this together bit by bit by the power of my own delusion #sauna robes as an exercise in trust and love #but boooo old man join in the fun!!!!!#“nobody needs to see it-” WELL I DO #florida panthers

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.

#xmen #xmen first class #xmen dofp #xmen apocalypse #xmen dark phoenix #cherik #snap chats #im gonna be sick ive rewatched this like five times #IM STILL PISSED AWF AND THEN HEARING HIS COMMENTARY ABOUT IT OUUUUGGHHHH #OOOH WHAT IF I THREW ROCKS #LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS CUT. aside from that gorgeous 'where are you doing' scene in first class ofc BUT WHAT ELSE #im forced to believe there was a make-up and/or hate sex scene in dofp because wdym they were worried about censorship #LIKE WHAT. WHAT DID THEY CUT. CAUSE CENSORSHIP OVERSEAS IS ONLY FOR EXPLICITLY QUEER THINGS INNIT #maybe paris can be our always i hate it here NO I LOVE HOW THE PARIS BIT IS EVEN /THEIR/ COPE #LIKE PLEAAAAASSE im throwing up. maybe if i draw cherik ill feel better #on the real its genuinely so sad. like even outside of shipping this is still art being reduced #and what we have is still good but the thought that it coudlve been BETTER ...#again their connection is already good from what we have in the final but just ... the lost emphasis of it all if that makes sense #ESPECIALLY outside of first class and dofp- like their relationship really is so sparse in DP and apocalypse its so sad #i think what makes it esp sad is how upset james is about the cut material like its so nice that hes so invested in their relationship too #and its just gotta be so. Excuse Me What when youre told 'hey so your characters cant having a deeper relationship or we're fucked'#'even though the relationship between these two is one of the most fascinating aspects of this generation of xmen films'#is it so hard to want to see like .. even just an intimate 'friendship'. like would it be so bad to see them be so heartfelt #or even just bein a bit silly. or hell ill take them fighting again ANYTHING I BEG YOU the humanity between them is so important #LIKE PLEASE im gonna cope and seethe forever i fear #and when he said 'i thought 'its probably the last time we get to do this to each other'' :((((((((((((((((((((( shoot me #at least we'll always have paris ....

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mikey-stardust-way · 5 months ago

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Why...why did he...play possom like that.....why did he choose to fall down like that-

Also what the HELL is on the bottom of his shoes- is it one of those design choices?? Or...like a coin? A poker chip? I need answers please...

#sir...mr pimp daddy your ass is IN THE AIR OLD MAN #well i knkw what im gonna do- (opens a doc)#...SINCE I GOTTA DO EVERYTHING AROUND HERE!!!#Since no ine else voices how they want old man c-#.....them dilf lovers pretty quiet since the possum dropped-(dead on the floor AHAH)#okey anywas him- mr 💫💫💫 around his poor head #...wanna hold him becuse i have a firm believe that..well that CANT feel good sfter #getting decked in the face by shadow and all....#clutch the opossum #sonic posting #idw sonic #sonic #sonic idw #.......yeah been thinking biut this a lot-#HES SO GOOFY LOOKIN #he and nack should be gay married i say this again #or he and fsng for those who dont knkw hik as nack-

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ssaltlicker · 2 days ago

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We won but we lost

#arcane spoilers #arcane #the second i liked jinx again #arcane said vi can either have a sister or a gf but not both. you gotta choose #but like. we know theyre doing more with league #and they left the victor and jayce thing real open ended #i kinda dont believe jinx is actually gone #feels like warwick will come to fruition truly and jinx will somehow be back #she just cant seem to die #right? right?#jinx be alive you son of a bitch i stg #also. with how chill vi was #no way is her sister actually gone #vi would be fucking destroyed #and the whole thing in ep 7 about why vi fought at all #and caitlyn asking her if shes still in the fight #its gotta be

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sieglinde-freud · 1 year ago

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feel like morgan/lucina is kinda underrated like i get why. but also like… duuude… take it from lucinas perspective: the kid of the fell god that betrayed your father turns against you despite years and years of friendship and most definitely knowing eachother since birth (do you honestly think chrom and robin wouldnt set their kids up on play dates immediately? really??) and despite how much you love them you know they’re beyond saving and you have to leave them behind to succumb to grima when you go back in time to save the world, accepting that youll never see them again! oh shit buts whats this… they show up in the past anyways? having forgotten all the time you spent together, the trouble they caused, everything you meant to them? but its them, its morgan and for the first time in years youre able to see them again happy, carefree, and in complete control! should you feel sad? scared? overjoyed? i dont know! but slap some yuri on that and you got a crazy ass little sideplot all im saying!!!

#ann plays awakening #i just think lucina and morgan have a lot of potential!!#childhood friends to mutual crush to ‘oh shit youre evil i gotta go’ to ‘wym you forgot me?!’ to trying to repair the past #to HOPEFULLY AT SOME POINT lovers. do you see what im talking about??#also i think the implication that our morgan is from a different timeline from lucina could be interesting too #like eventually she’ll have to accept that she DID leave her morgan behind and wont ever see them again #seeing our morgan is a relief to know that somewhere out there they were saved. but hers wasnt. isnt that fucked up #anyways so. guess who im pairing lucina with this time hreheheheah #i wasnt going to at first but then i was just suddenly struck with the idea of them and im j. wow.#also great bc they make up 2/3 second gen units i wont be able to galeforce onto immediately #so. support grind AND skill grind at the same time. yeehoo #i still cant believe they didnt let lucina and f!morgan support tho. like are you joking… CHROM AND ROBINS KIDS?!?!??#insanity.

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crows-of-buckets · 5 months ago

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Man I really need to write down all my dragon age OC lore because it just keeps getting more convoluted and complex but. I am lazy. And do not feel like doing it <//3

#dragon age #especially selene. like i have some things jotted down in my sketchbooks but #idk i wanna focus on what it would be like for a qunari to grow up adrastian with her #because the only qunari weve met are either tal-vashoth and assumedly dont follow any other religion #or they follow the qun #a qunari who was raised by humans and taught to believe in andraste would have suchhhh a unique relationship with the chantry #ESPECIALLY WITH HER BEING A MAGE TOO!!#SEE I GOTTA STOP WRITING THIS SHIT IN THE TAGS ON TUMBLR #I DO IT CONSTANTLY HELLO #oc: selene adaar #tomorrow. surely tomorrow i will sit and type everything up #i gotta get it done before college starts back up again lord #cant believe ill have classes when veilguard drops... surely this is homophobia???#worldstate: mage rights

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carcarrot · 5 months ago

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this time last year i was probably sitting in the kitchen while my dad started making an early dinner of chicken bolognese trying not to get too nervous about the concert i'd be going to in a few hours

#the nyc concert was last year. LAST YEAR .#thats so insane like yeah that feels like a year ago but good god the insane amount of stuff that has happened since #but god i remember that day so well #it was cloudy and a little rainy in the morning which made me ough thinking it was a bad omen and wouldnt be as fun #and i remember going to library and printing out my silly letters (i should have just. not done that lol)#and on the DAY OF on the way back home from the library #i even bought a cropped black blazer specifically for my concert outfit. havent worn it since lmao #and my dad and i even watched a movie at lunch #a short movie but a movie nonetheless. lol and even then i was like oghh my gosh excitement and nervousness #and then the car service getting there i felt so fancy and as the drive started the clouds were magically dissipating #so that it was a nice clear evening when i got to the theatre #and then all the insanity of the show. god i cant believe it still after all this time. wowie #going to listen to a playlist of the show setlist im gonna get emotional now. guys........#one of my fave memories is how everyone started standing up as they went into so may we start so i was like ok are we all doing this #and stood up too and then stood for the entire rest of the concert. i think the first 3-5 rows were like that for the whole show #surreal and insane i was front row. those guys were REAL and CLOSE #i was also very excited to notice russells new shoes :) when i wasnt like awooga (how i was 99% of the time)#there was one so may we start jump that was well. yeah. front row baby #i think after latte i was like ok i cant film i gotta just vibe #religious experience doing the 'ah ah ah's during that. really interesting #ok im not gonna go through the whole show again but wowie one of my most insane nights. second only to hollywood bowl #wow what a fun year it was. just so many incredible moments #ok yay 💖 happy one year to all that. love those guys so much #spars #ok not actually done beaver o lindy was INSANE LIVE!!! AS WAS EVERYTHING ELSE. so fun ok now done for real

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andrrrgynous · 5 months ago

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"everyone always leaves me" then stop letting them omg dont guilttrip ME in advance????

#i cant believe this is happening again #but this time i gotta win by not losing trust in everyone #save yourself i have enough work to do on myself already

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freakinator · 7 months ago

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im rewatching the tower vod rn and ugh god all minutes s3 references are shining in a different light for me now

like it used to be haha funny reference cause minute is a fanboy but now its like. well i mean hes still a fanboy but like. its Different now

#mine.txt #vod: The tower...#okay but metawise i do wonder how minute feels about no longer having full access to streams and stuff #i mean im sure being friends with the actual lsers themselves more than makes up for it #but its gotta suck not being allowed to watch certain streams now cause it risks ruining content #oh but then again he can always vodwatch ig lol #also i wonder how loose his definition of lore is #and i wonder if his refusal (for lack of a better word) to play pretend is in adherence to not wanting to cross inter-server lore #or if its purely because hes literally zam and mapiccs enemy #or if he just didnt want his tower touched which ngl is probs the actual reason lol #still cant believe he spent actual money on it im far too broke to comprehend that #vodwatching #watchblogging

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your-fave-is-bi · 9 months ago

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Oh also we got together with some friends and we all hung out n did crafts for an entire afternoon the other day n it was so fun and chill AND

I finished all the pieces for my cardigan!

I’m gonna try n block it a little so the edges dont curl as much but!!! Cardigan!!! Almost wearable!!!

#personal tag #its like. cheap acrylic yarn so idk how nice it’ll be to wea #but i made this specifically so i could have like. a kind of baseline on how long a project like this would take/what issues i would bump in #i have learned that i do not ever want to leave the back panel for last again oh my god.#i cant let myself do that to myself again i can not give myself the longest n biggest piece for last #the sleeves r also different bc i lowkey followed a youtube knitter’s first pattern #but the first sleeve i made felt a little too balloon-y? so i did like one less row of increases on the second sleeve n that feels nicer #so yeah! this was always meant to be a tryout cardigan. to learn n assess n such #AND I FINISHED ALL THE PIECES OF IT!!!#i started it in late November i believe #and now i just gotta. block it. and learn how to sew it together. and do that. and then it’ll be done

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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago

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starboymp3 · 2 months ago

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i KNOW my stupid ass father is doing or making something suspicious. every fucking morning at dawn i wake up from noises coming from his study, i hear that fuckass metal ladder he has and hear him faintly (and probably accidentally) banging on my floor (his study is directly under my room) so i know he's doing something in the upper closets or whatever they're called. i always hear him moving stuff around. im not paranoid i KNOW he's doing something that he cant do during the day when my mom and i are also awake

#idk what he's doing yet but one day im gonna catch him in the act #i cant even imagine though. what he's doing.#like this sounds so stupid and like i imagine im in a movie or something but he does have a history of . well losing all the money of the #family lol. like. he's an alcoholic who also believes every insane shit he hears (as i said he got into gambling and got cheated out of mon #ey) so. idk. idk what kind of fucked up suspicious activities he's into #but he's doing SOMETHING #zsófi rambles #it's always at dawn so next time he wakes me up with this shit i gotta get up and go down and catch him #damn i do sound paranoid and kinda insane.... jeez #also its so funny (not) how i talk abt my father like he's a stranger. he became a stranger to me and I'll never trust him again

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phagodyke · 4 months ago

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was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍

#wild ik so many ppl getting married meanwhile im over here struggling to convince myself my friends even care abt me or want me around #pathetic to admit but i cant even fantasise abt someone loving me bc im too insecure n emotionally unstable #my mind just shoots the idea down like whoa. unrealistic. ur incapable of expressing or receiving affection in any way that matters #no matter how badly u want to... and even if someone did well u wouldnt believe them most of the time #gotta get out of the fucking labyrinth first i couldnt inflict this shit on anyone i cared abt #but it makes me so desperately sad sometimes i dont know how im ever going to get out of this ive been trying for years and years #and im a little better at it snd i dont feel like this all of the time i know it just comes around and itll pass again #but im tired of being in so much emotional pain so frequently. and shouldering it so alone. theres such a disconnect between myself and #others and i dont know how to bridge that i don't know how to stop feeling so isolated and unwanted !!!!!! im trying so hard #it doesnt even bother me w relative strangers in my life like i dont get insecure at all around them i like meeting new ppl #bc theres like. no expectations i guess. like ik they dont care abt me personally and idk them well enough to do that either #and its fun but it doesnt satisfy needs that i have like i need to feel close + connected to ppl i need to care abt them + feel cared for #but as soon as i do start to care abt ppl it gets all tangled and i end up getting rly badly hurt over and over. thru no fault but my own #bc im constantly alienating myself and bc i struggle so much w shit like physical affection which is frustratingly rly critical for me!!!!#it wouldnt fucking matter if i didnt like or want affection ik some ppl are fine without i wish it worked like that for me #but nope instead i have to be constantly messed up over my complete fucking inability to express myself in any form #and ik it makes everyone around me so uncomfortable so it just becomes self reinforcing and eventually they drift and leave me behind #and i just do that over and over and over and every time ill tell myself ill do better ill try harder and itll get easier and someone will #and it happens again and right now im at the stage where the abandonment fear is starting to kick in which is awful n paralysing #and usually a precursor to actually being abandoned ehich is always my own fault bc i start behaving so erratically out of fear or defense #its self fulfilling and im trying. im trying so hard not to let it overwhelm me again and not to start acting out and freaking ppl out #and im coping with it okay i think but just hurts me a lot its all internal my rejection sensitivity is gradually ticking up and up #and argh!!!!!!!!! and some days im okay and some days its like this and i dont know what todo when its like this im so tired and in pain #its not even that bad today tbf. once im done typing this to get it out ill be able to do smth else and distract mysrlf for a bit #and then calling friends later too so exposure therapy innit. but itll be fun and i love them but i will probably also feel very bad after #or even possibly during but thats okay ill still manage fine im not going to let it interfere i dont want it controlling my fucking life #i am going to have a nice time and be okay despite it all. even if i do have to fucking battle this every day forever #and even if it stops me living my life to the extent i want and feeling as ok as i want i just have to come to terms with and be ok w it #and im not going to be!!! a fucking asshole abt it!!! i dont want to hurt anyone else thats the most important thing no matter how i feel #thr rest is all secondary and ik i cant help a few little bumps here and there but trying hardest to keep it separate its not negotiable

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frobby · 2 years ago

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Shima: 🥺🥺

Yukio: you're a grown man, don't send me that emoji

Shima: sorry

#I cant believe I forgot shima and my oikawa post for the longest time #I even wrote myself a note and then I FORGOT AGAIN #anyway #I gotta always be on my yukishima grind #Someone's gotta do it #Cant wait to see them again I'm so excited #yukishima #Blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #yukio okumura #renzou shima

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hecksupremechips · 7 months ago

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Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would��ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

#its like okay listen i understand the basic math of any persona game they say things and everything they say is actually #very bad when you think about it for more than 3 seconds #like what theyre intending to do with the death of this character is be like oh no your sad friend dies tragically thats so saddddd #but that doesnt mean you cant live a wonderful life full of meaning you cant let grief consume you life is beautiful awagga #and i guess shinji is a specific character whos used cuz i guess its more tragic that he never realized he was worthy of life and shit #and i guess its also like ‘dont be like this guy who let grief consume him and then died you gotta Be Different’#which i dont. love. that last part cuz if you think about shinji and what led him down this road #its like. of course hes depressed! he accidentally killed a woman with a child when he was 16!#he himself is an orphan and he just made some other kid an orphan as well and it happened cuz his persona went out of control #which very much can translate to ‘this must mean im dangerous and can hurt everyone if im not kept under control’#so of course he isolated himself and believed he was evil and became suicidal like who wouldnt feel that way #like am i supposed to be mad he left sees and took drugs cuz uh while i dont think isolation or Evil Drug is good for his mental health #i dont think him continuing to fight in sees is something he can just easily do again given how he killed someone like he shouldnt have to #be a part of this thing anymore like how would he even safely get castor to not do that??? he cant kill more people on accident!#so yeah like using shinji as an example of bad coping mechanisms is already just. a big fucking oof to me like it just feels like the game #is saying he shouldve gotten over it and simply not be suicidal and stayed on the team. idk if thats the intent but uh it wouldnt faze me #cuz persona games are notoriously awful at writing characters who are traumatized and abused #but what makes everything even worse is how the game kinda like. acts like shinjis death is a stepping stone #like we’re supposed to use it as a wake up call and understand the stakes but keep going on anyways #and akihiko and Ken get. ‘great character development’ according to the game telling you they have now developed #but damn all akihiko is is just repressed he cries for 3 seconds and then is like I SHOULD MAN UP and then neglects a depressed child #shinjis dying words are words to live by now even though they piss me the fuck off like girl am i crazy HES FUCKING #HES TELLING ME NOT TO CRY OVER HIM BECAUSE HE SHOULD BE DEAD ACTUALLY AND THIS IS A GOOD THING ACTUALLY #like if the game wants us to still find meaning in life despite losing someone it just really hurts that shinji has to die for that to work #apparently. cuz the character i see myself in is shinji. not some perfect prettyboy who does everything perfectly and has 4 gfs #his death seems like a punishment for bad behavior. the bad behavior being of course depression and drug use. and im simply supposed to be #better than that if i want to live. and we dont get to form a connection with him cuz thats gayyyyy #and his death is like a NOBLE HEROIC SACRIFICE idk its just such bullshit to me i hate it so bad #how is killing a suicidal guy and then treating it as admirable that he said ‘this is how it should be’ supposed to make me feel #makes me feel sick personally and it ruins the entire game’s theme to me because its fucking shallow and the story is bad and im tired

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